Everybody,
I use to have a few friends how were quads, about 5 near me. We
could talk to each other good or bad ~ we were there for each other. Today all
have either moved away or died. Dose anybody have any ideas as to how I can
find another quad friend? I REALLY need to talk to a fellow quad, and soon. I
just can't stop crying. I've been stuck in bed since February and am now
starting to get up, but as strange as it may sound, I find it easier to stay in
bed … I get into a routine. But once I start getting up it's in drubs and
drabs. When I'm up and the weather is nice, I see everyday normal people doing
all the things I can't. Or hearing about where they've been or where there
going to be doing. I can't make plans. Every time I make plans for the near
future, the rug can be pulled out from under me at a movements notice because
of a goddam sore on my butt that is super fiscal but enough to ground me.
I can only ride in my van once a week because the bumps in the road cause
irritation on my butt. I use to drive but now I can't … same reason as I just
mentioned.
Pete is doing more and I'm doing less. I'm just existing, not LIVING. I want
to die! Bobbie
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