Re: Sport manager games with running textual commentary

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : Caccio72 via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Sport manager games with running textual commentary

Orin:I actually started playing Track King over a week ago or so already, as long I am in a bot concurrency I am winning all my races, so watching them is not that important yet, true fun will start when I relocate to a region full of human players next game-season, hope the textual race viewer will be ready till then.Their discord community, players and staff are all very nice, kind, and helpful, answering all my questions, giving me advices, suggestions how to progress, succeed in the game the fastest, most efficient way, telling me what to watch and aim for, what to concentrate on, explaining me important things to know about the game, etc.Edit:Of course I could already race against other players if I wanted, by simply entering my horses to some player concurrency races in other regions, but I am just too new, and with too crappy horses for that...yet, so would only humiliate myself doing so till the right time for it comes.

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Re: Sport manager games with running textual commentary

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : Caccio72 via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Sport manager games with running textual commentary

Orin:I actually started playing Track King over a week ago or so already, as long I am in a bot concurrency I am winning all my races, so watching them is not that important yet, true fun will start when I relocate to a region full of human players next game-season, hope the textual race viewer will be ready till then.Their discord community, players and staff are all very nice, kind, and helpful, answering all my questions, giving me advices, suggestions how to progress, succeed in the game the fastest, most efficient way, telling me what to watch and aim for, what to concentrate on, explaining me important things to know about the game, etc.Edit:Of course I could already race against other players if I wanted, by simply entering my horses to some player concurrency races in other regions, but I am just too new, and with too crappy horses for that...yet, so would only humiliate myself doing so till the right time for it comes.

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Re: A Public Apology

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : Mayana via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: A Public Apology

I recall once saying, more or less jokingly, that you should try leaving for a while to see how well the  rest of the staff team fares on their own. To be honest, I'm kind of glad that you (unintentionally) participated in that experiment in the end. Hopefully, everyone learned something from it. As for your apology, I agree with all the great posts above. It's OK. You're only human, as are we all. A notice would have been good, sure, but given your state at the time I can see why you wouldn't send it; perhaps from denial, convincing yourself that it's just a small thing and you'll be fine tomorrow, or perhaps because of a simple lack of spoons (mental energy).I hope the pills help and you'll be back on your feet soon, at least physically. And then, hopefully, mentally as well. We're not the best community to socialize with -- heck, we're a terrible one! -- but we're here if you need us, and there's a few Discord servers out there for voice chat. It's not the same and not enough, not in the slightest, but we'll do what we can if you want us to.And Jayde? Don't forget to be awesome. <3

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Re: Sport manager games with running textual commentary

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : Caccio72 via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Sport manager games with running textual commentary

Orin:I actually started playing Track King over a week ago or so already, as long I am in a bot concurrency I am winning all my races, so watching them is not that important yet, true fun will start when I relocate to a region full of human players next game-season, hope the textual race viewer will be ready till then.Their discord community, players and staff are all very nice, kind, and helpful, answering all my questions, giving me advices how to progress in the game the fastest, most efficient way, telling me what to watch and aim for, what to concentrate on, explaining me important things to know about the game, etc.

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Re: what do I need to learn to be independent?

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : Socheat via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: what do I need to learn to be independent?

Nice discussions guys. I've learned a lot from these posts.

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Re: Questions about C#

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Developers room : SkyLord via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Questions about C#

I mean, that for example with the standard windows forms key events, you won't be able to capture wether right or left ctrl key was pressed, or left/right shift/alt. You have Control/Shift/AltKey, which correspond to both left and right keys, but if you will try to use LControlKey, for example, you will never catch it by this event. So if you want to actually distinguish left and right modifier keys, you will need to implement your own key press detecting thingy. And as an answer to what did you do question, i just implemented my own key press detecting system.

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Re: Crazy Party Question

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : audioracer via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Crazy Party Question

OK. So it has to show that you have a victory in all worlds. In that case, on my end, the intellectual as 20 defeats and no victories. Now I see what the problem is. Thank you all for your help.

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Re: Questions about C#

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Developers room : amerikranian via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Questions about C#

When you say unreliable, what do you mean by this? What did you do to get around this issue?

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Re: help from python users

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Developers room : amerikranian via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: help from python users

Cython is not a true compiler. I don’t think python can be compiled, it is an interpreted language.  That doesn’t mean that there aren’t tools to turn python code into an executable, but they package python with them in order to interpret the code.

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Re: Global Nations Online, Browser Nation sim

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — New releases room : SkyLord via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Global Nations Online, Browser Nation sim

I like this, but captcha at every login put me off. He could make a remember me checkbox at least. I found this about 3 weeks ago.

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Re: Spin, Spin: a Poem

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : Jayde via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Spin, Spin: a Poem

Zarvox, you've hit at the overall meaning of the poem. There is no possible way you could parse all the imagery without knowing me really, really well though, so don't feel bad.And that goes for you too, Defender. lolThis poem means several things to me. Several dozen. I won't spill them all out at this point, but a few things that might help:The maze, nexus, labyrinth, is either life or memory; take your pick.There are Jewel and Finger Eleven references that mean a lot to me because of who they represent.There is misery in the middle and hope at the end.I tried playing tricks with words (bang, silly-sweet, your honour and more) to evoke echoes, repetition, and the blurring of the line between perception and pretend.This whole poem came about after a good event (someone seeking my advice) made me realize just how rarely such things happen to me. I was feeling very, very small when I wrote that poem, one tiny speck of dust in a monumental machine whose only toil was to grind us down and spit out blood when it was done. In other words, it's extremely navel-gaze-ish, but that's where my head and heart were, so I wrote.

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Re: Adult Website Tycoon-Complex Popmundo-like simulation of porn industry

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — New releases room : Mellowwind via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Adult Website Tycoon-Complex Popmundo-like simulation of porn industry

You made my day because I was looking for an intresting browser game, thanks a lot!edit: how do you upload a video to a website? I see no option to upload or I don't see any websites to upload. Do I have to make 15 minuts longer video?

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Re: Spin, Spin: a Poem

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Spin, Spin: a Poem

Poetry is too hard for me. So good job lol. My interpretation is that you try but you fail, but your grit tells you to move forward. That's as far as I got to understanding.

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Re: Spin, Spin: a Poem

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Spin, Spin: a Poem

Poetry is too hard for me. So good job lol

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

because I have the resources I need, I am just not taking full advantage of them, I am impatient in waiting for them, and my grit is weak. I have some strengths no doubt, but grit is a weak one. And let's not forget about the motherfucking virus that is slowing everything down like an enzyme with mental retardation. I'm sure I could be on better termss with my dad. I am just very very uncomfortable talking about any of my problems around him. I guess you can say that I don't give him a chance to help. But isn't it common sense that I need help? I've kind of hinting at the fact that I am unhappy. I don't show it to him, but he should be able to read between the lines, right? Maybe this is more of my fault than I originally thought, but my dad could be doing a lot better than he is. Sometimes he asks me, hey what is your situation with school like, or what is your situation of employment like. And I just say I don't know.I'm an asshole if you haven't noticed, and I think it is really starting to show now based on what I just said. I don't try to be an asshole, I just am.He asks me all the time if I am ok. I just say yeah, every time. I just don't think he is the right person to help me. Based on his logical skills that I see, and the behavior I do observe, I don't feel that he could help me much.

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Re: Let's make an audio first person shooter in JavaScript together!

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Developers room : Dragonlee via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Let's make an audio first person shooter in _javascript_ together!

@13 I think the major issue why this hasn't turned into a finished project, has actually been addressed in one of camlorn's earlier comments. the sad truth is is that anyone who becomes a skilled enough dev to actually work onsomething like this has companies offering him a lot of money to work for them instead and it becomes really hard to justify to oneself and one's family why they are spending hours upon hours working on something that is guaranteed to suck up more money than it produces, when they could be earning really good money and providing for themself and their loved ones. I mean explain to little Timmy that he won't go to university because mommy/daddy had to develop a sick audiogame instead of earn money.and I don't even mean that in order to work on this, you have to be a leet hacker and that's why you'd have companies clambering to hire you  once you are at the level to develop an  online audio FPS. just a junior entry-level developer you can expect 20$/hour in most western countries and it goes up pretty quickly with experience and skill.

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

because I have the resources I need, I am just not taking full advantage of them, I am impatient in waiting for them, and my grit is weak. I have some strengths no doubt, but grit is a weak one. I'm sure I could be on better termss with my dad. I am just very very uncomfortable talking about any of my problems around him. I guess you can say that I don't give him a chance to help. But isn't it common sense that I need help? I've kind of hinting at the fact that I am unhappy. I don't show it to him, but he should be able to read between the lines, right? Maybe this is more of my fault than I originally thought, but my dad could be doing a lot better than he is. Sometimes he asks me, hey what is your situation with school like, or what is your situation of employment like. And I just say I don't know.I'm an asshole if you haven't noticed, and I think it is really starting to show now based on what I just said. I don't try to be an asshole, I just am.He asks me all the time if I am ok. I just say yeah, every time. I just don't think he is the right person to help me. Based on his logical skills that I see, and the behavior I do observe, I don't feel that he could help me much.

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Re: Spin, Spin: a Poem

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : defender via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Spin, Spin: a Poem

o, pretty words!And that's basically as far as my comprehension of poetry goes.So if it means a single thing to you, just know that a complete noob appreciates it at least, even though I got lost after the first like, 6 sentences.

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

because I have the resources I need, I am just not taking full advantage of them, I am impatient in waiting for them, and my grit is weak. I have some strengths no doubt, but grit is a weak one. I'm sure I could be on better termss with my dad. I am just very very uncomfortable talking about any of my problems around him. I guess you can say that I don't give him a chance to help. But isn't it common sense that I need help? I've kind of hinting at the fact that I am unhappy. I don't show it to him, but he should be able to read between the lines, right? Maybe this is more of my fault than I originally thought, but my dad could be doing a lot better than he is. Sometimes he asks me, hey what is your situation with school like, or what is your situation of employment like. And I just say I don't know.I'm an asshole if you haven't noticed, and I think it is really starting to show now based on what I just said. I don't try to be an asshole, I just am.

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

because I have the resources I need, I am just not taking full advantage of them, and my grit is weak. I have some strengths no doubt, but grit is a weak one. I'm sure I could be on better termss with my dad. I am just very very uncomfortable talking about any of my problems around him. I guess you can say that I don't give him a chance to help. But isn't it common sense that I need help? I've kind of hinting at the fact that I am unhappy. I don't show it to him, but he should be able to read between the lines, right? Maybe this is more of my fault than I originally thought, but my dad could be doing a lot better than he is. Sometimes he asks me, hey what is your situation with school like, or what is your situation of employment like. And I just say I don't know.I'm an asshole if you haven't noticed, and I think it is really starting to show now based on what I just said. I don't try to be an asshole, I just am.

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Re: I want the simplest email client ever

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : khomus via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: I want the simplest email client ever

You want the simplest mail program possible do you? Telnet into the smtp port and enter your own header info to send your mail. Done!

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Re: Zhengdu Screenreader open class taking place tomorrow!

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : defender via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Zhengdu Screenreader open class taking place tomorrow!

Yeah an archive would be amazing, I sadly couldn't make it do to classes.

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Re: A Public Apology

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : defender via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: A Public Apology

Fair enough man, I'm not going to say I appreciated the absents, but you also shouldn't be expected to carry the entire team when it comes to everything other than rename and unrestriction requests all the time either.  It was their responsibility to pick up the slack and it didn't really happen until Jack stepped up.I'm also continually impressed by how much shit you're willing to take from this place and still keep the dedication going, so I always sorta felt as though something like this would have to happen eventually.I'm sorry you've been feeling like such shit, and I hope it doesn't last much longer.I appreciate the apology and accept it 100%.

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Re: Questions about C#

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Developers room : SkyLord via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Questions about C#

i succesfully use windows forms to catch keyboard input. And a form inherits from control, so you can just subscribe to it's KeyUp, KeyDown events. This may be a bit unreliable, so you maybe will need to improvise like i did.

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Re: Adult Website Tycoon-Complex Popmundo-like simulation of porn industry

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — New releases room : Mellowwind via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Adult Website Tycoon-Complex Popmundo-like simulation of porn industry

You made my day because I was looking for an intresting browser game, thanks a lot!

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Re: what do I need to learn to be independent?

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : Ghost via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: what do I need to learn to be independent?

I really don't understand why the new  buildings go electric though. Gas is superior in basicly any way, especially power outages. Electric is also very expensive for heating compared to gas. In   Turkey, before natural gas became common,  you did use the silinders for gas, but those were like 15 litres so it takes a month to use up 15 litres of propane on the stove. And some states are apparently blocking gas because of electric apparently being clean. But that just sounds like bullshit. Electric only is as clean as the energy source producing it, and right now the majority of electricity is produced via coal and gas.

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Re: what do I need to learn to be independent?

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : Ghost via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: what do I need to learn to be independent?

I really don't understand why the new  buildings go electric though. Gas is superior in basicly any way, especially power outages. Electric is also very expensive for heating compared to gas. In   Turkey, before natural gas became common,  you did use the silinders for gas, but those were like 15 litres so it takes a month to use up 15 litres of propane on the stove.

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : Rich_Beardsley via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

@Zarvox, do you have an Independent Living center in your state?If not, there is the Carrol Center in MA that accepts people from all over the US, and there is also the Daytona Rehab Center in Florida but I'm not sure if they take people from out of state.But if you're part of your state's blind services agency, why not ask them about something like that?

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Spin Spin: a Poem

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : Jayde via Audiogames-reflector


  


Spin Spin: a Poem

I wrote this while in a very peculiar state of mind. I'm wondering what any of you who are more into poetry (free verse, in this case) will think of it.Spin, SpinWhen a door closesIn the quiet, quiet, with a bang!Metallic bang, a bang trails away on little echo feetAnd leaves you in the listening darkAt the twist, somewhere in the nexusMetal walls that chatter when you touchAnd flagstones with no flags, onlyGraveheads you must walk upon, for now theDoor is gone, gone, gone. Walk on.And so the time will pass, and airWill sometimes billow, silly-sweet,And othertimes with tempest-teeth tearAt the ragged standard you bear,Your honour. "Your Honour! I objectTo this travesty of traps andTurnings, this maze of lost regardsAnd what are those eyes in the ceiling, in cupboards?"But with, within and without the windWander and weary, weaken and worryToward the center, and the sunlight you forsookSo many years ago, when you putKnives in your tongue, and drewFear-blood from care, frost from rebukeAnd then, at last! Brightness, brightnessFolding in, furling outAll the broken walls behindAll the chasms, mute and blindLeft behind at the centerA stumble, knee-bound, hands so small I knowNot a mirage, not a dream, not a wishOf a thousand miles of memory fogBut the reality, begun and shornOn whims, so fickle but so aching softYou bathe in that light like silken azure lightningElectrocuted with knowledge, remembrance, regretThe labyrinth was progress, this cagedCurrent is failure-stasis, current is failure-stasis, current is--And there is an end, terminal defeatSwift retreat from another tryAs the maze creaks and groans about youIts supports, they fall onto dead-sand slopesOne by one, clink-clink. "How are you?" "My my, that climb is too steep!"When the walls fall all the wayTo wherever it is walls will,There you will be, weeping evening tearsLit like a penitent angel with cruciform blue lashesStrung up in your center, the maelstromA heartbeat away all around,Humming doom like a song-shroud,But its taste is warm cinnamonVelvet oblivion, goodnight, goodnightAnd are there sweet tones in death-music to match the bitter?Open, open, the darkTurns inside in and darkside outAnd perhaps the wrecks and rails you rodeHere will turn you free uponAnother romantic axis, all blades and desireWhirl away, a rising siren whirrAnd spin the sphere onward. Spin. Spin.

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Re: Anyone plays adrift game anymore?

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : Socheat via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Anyone plays adrift game anymore?

@4, thanks for the adrift online version. Didn't know that it exists.

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : Jayde via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

Nolan, I'm honestly wondering if you're including me here.I try not to be too pushy about stuff like this, but psychology is sort of a specialty of mine. Comes with the territory (social work, mental health, etc). I don't know Zarvox or his dad nearly well enough to be 100% certain of anything, but I'm trying to get Zarvox to think about things, rather than just drawing seventy-four conclusions and putting him in a box.

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Re: Tunmi's New Website

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : Jayde via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Tunmi's New Website

Granny CheeseWheel, I see what you're saying about how words have meaning.But do yourself a favour. Absolutely do not dial the volume up to 11 by invoking the n-word and saying how you could just use it all the time (and would), were it up to you to decide its meaning. We have people of colour here, and while the logic of your argument is sound, the hook you're using is completely inappropriate. Just don't.I'll tell you a really short story.There once was a woman named Gina Carano. She used to have a prominent acting role in a Lucasfilm production. She made a bunch of incendiary comments, one of which said that the persecution she faces as a member of the alt right is reminiscent of the way Nazis taught Germans to hate Jews. Gina Carano no longer has a job or a talent agency to represent her.It's one thing to say that you're feeling persecuted. It's fine to say that you think the level of outrage you're facing is excessive. But to try and pretend even for a moment that your persecution is reminiscent of the way the Nazis persecuted Jews is completely beyond the pail. That kind of comparison is completely tone deaf, and Gina Carano lost her job because with great media influence comes great responsibility, which she sort of abdicated by trivializing the holocaust. If she'd just expressed frustration or even anger at her feelings of persecution, this wouldn't even be happening. People would hear her, and either dismiss her or sympathize. Don't do what Gina Carano did.And as for the FPS thing? Tunmi, I respect that you're trying to turn over a new leaf and learn from previous actions. But please, just concede the FPS thing. An FPS is a specific sort of game; side scrollers absolutely do not count here. A side-scroller is no more an FPS than Manamon is a pet sim.

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Re: Baldur's Gate, part 8. Narrated by Brandon Cole

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : NortheasternGorilla via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Baldur's Gate, part 8.  Narrated by Brandon Cole

Thanks michael & SLJ, more to come

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : nolan via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

I stopped reading this thread a bit back, so maybe I should just STFU and bow out, but I'd really like to see a whole lot less armchair psychology and espousing of grand theories of humanity from this forum.A whole bunch of you need to stop telling others that their behavior indicates X, or that they have a pattern of Y, or... To be frank, most of you lack the life experience to make those kinds of statements to begin with. And if you *had* that life experience, you'd know better than to open your damned mouth about it, because you'd know there's about a million reasons for anyone to do anything, and just because someone doesn't see those all doesn't mean you have to school them on it. Also, this entire thread is ridiculous. I can literally pick any subgroup, point to some part of it, and make grand statements about how the behavior of that group is ruining it for the rest of us. Newsflash: not only has that been scientifically proven not to help, based on official studies published by the Instituticus Bullshiticus...but it really doesn't change any minds. If anyone reading your rant was inclined to do a damned thing differently, their own conscience would have stopped them. They wouldn't let the opinion of some random cheesewheel on some random internet forum change their behavior if they were the types to be influenced by a post like this.Seems this thread has gotten better, but man, what an unhealthy dumping ground of negativity that won't change anything. Ugh.

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Re: Please shut up, Fire TV

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : Jayde via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Please shut up, Fire TV

Moderation:Amir Tajik, consider this an official caution. That level of spam is pretty freaking excessive, so cut it out.

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Re: Stories in video games

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : Jayde via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Stories in video games

I have a really huge soft spot for Final Fantasy X. I've seen better characters and twists, better evolution, better overall plot, better scriptwriting. I suspect FFX has nostalgia going for it, as it's one of the last games my brother and I enjoyed before he died. Just thinking about that is making me choke up a bit, which it doesn't usually. But that one is great, for my money's worth.Definitely going to check out at least some of these games though, Mayana, given that the youtuber you're talking about is apparently quite descriptive, which I like.Question though: what's wrong with Detroit: Become Human? I didn't see it as an amazing tour de force of gaming accomplishment, and it's got its issues, but I thought some of the way the game was designed, and the way the story evolved, was extremely well played. Some genuinely tense moments, and the musical score definitely helped out in that regard.

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Re: A Public Apology

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : BlindNinja via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: A Public Apology

It's been said already, but I personally feel like you have nothing to apologize for. But having said that, welcome back! And I hope things start looking up a little sooner rather than later.

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Re: A Public Apology

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : Draq via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: A Public Apology

Oof. That sounds rough, especially the stomach issues. Glad the medicine seems to be helping. As for the mental stuff, I'm sure a lot of people are going through similar things with this pandemic going on, so you're not alone there.

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Re: A Public Apology

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : Jayde via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: A Public Apology

Oh, I'm not beating myself into the ground over this. I fucked up a bit, and I'm going to try and fix it. It's really that simple. I know that my health comes first; eventually, if this carries on or gets worse or whatever, I'll step aside so as not to be burdensome.I'm not going to dig into this, but my feelings of loneliness and smallness and all the rest have nothing to do with this forum or my actions here. Nothing at all. They are related to other facets of my life that I'm not going to discuss at length.

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : Jayde via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

Two things I want to say.The first is in a more official capacity. This thread seems to have gotten reasonably calm, and that's good...but the first twenty posts, give or take, had me convinced I was going to have to start dropping warnings. In hindsight, I probably still could, if I wanted to be a hardass...but I don't. Suffice it to say that if you can't get your point across without insulting or shouting or demeaning someone, maybe there's a problem there. Please don't spit on leniency. I like where this topic has gone - well, I appreciate it, in that it's no longer a dumpster fire - so let's just keep up with that.Now, to my second point.Something sorta jumped up and bit me when you were talking about your dad, Zarvox. I know people like him. People who might speak ill of others but will still help or enable them. People who want to show how much they love you by doing things for you. This is just how some people are wired. When you're blind and trying to assert yourself, this is toxic, but it might not be entirely intentional. From my admittedly distant perspective as an outsider, this is a really complicated position, and I think you might be putting the darkest spin on your relationship with your dad. No, I'm not suggesting you just hand-wave what he's doing and let it happen, or totally forget it. Not at all. But maybe there's some middle ground you haven't found yet.

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Re: A Public Apology

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : star fire via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: A Public Apology

"But I voluntarily took a position of responsibility, then didn't deliver on it for awhile. That's not okay."Certainly, that's not okay. But, let's not forget, you, are, a human before this administration hat. You should not pressurize yourself when you have health problems, that will frustrate you a lot, that's psychological. If you do it fresh and healthy, you will keep your calm.Though I must say, like that spirit of yours, keep it up! Positive state of mind will help you a lot.Edit: @JayJay, please check your email, I am waiting for a reply and I haven't got one for 4 to 5 days.

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Re: Questions about C#

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Developers room : Ethin via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Questions about C#

There's MonoGame, which works okay. If you want ot handle everything yourself, you can also use SDL2 in C# -- not sure what its called off the top of my head though.

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Re: A Public Apology

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : star fire via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: A Public Apology

"But I voluntarily took a position of responsibility, then didn't deliver on it for awhile. That's not okay."Certainly, that's not okay. But, let's not forget, you, are, a human before this administration hat. You should not pressurize yourself when you have health problems, that will frustrate you a lot, that's psychological. If you do it fresh and healthy, you will keep your calm.Though I must say, like that spirit of yours, keep it up! Positive state of mind will help you a lot.

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Re: help from python users

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Developers room : GrannyCheeseWheel via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: help from python users

The official interpreter is not a compiler, it's an interpreter. I mean, the one everyone uses is Cython.

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Re: help from python users

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Developers room : amerikranian via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: help from python users

I hear the official interpretor is pretty good... what else do you need?

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help from python users

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Developers room : Blue-Eyed Demon via Audiogames-reflector


  


help from python users

Hello everyone.So I am just kind of getting into coding in python recently, and I was wondering if anyone could point me in the direction of a good compiler. The help would be much appreciated. Thanks y'all.

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Questions about C#

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Developers room : BoundTo via Audiogames-reflector


  


Questions about C#

This isn't the type of post that I normally make, but I'm getting started with c# and wanted to ask if anyone had any recommendations for libraries to use for AudioGames? Specifically I'm looking for a way to create a window where I can monitor keyboard input. I would appreciate any feedback, as I haven't dabbled much with the language before. I was initially looking at using forms, but most of the information I saw about keyboard input was for specific controls on the form instead of the form as a whole. (also I believe it's deprecated?))

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Re: A Public Apology

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : seb2314 via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: A Public Apology

Welcome back. Hope you get better

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Re: A Public Apology

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : JayJay via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: A Public Apology

Everyone is human. Shit happens, your health should always be above anything else, be it voluntary or paid. What's the point of working for cash if you're too sick to even enjoy it? And what's the point of doing your service to the community if you're too ill to think straight? Also, I'm rather sorry about the food thing, it happened to me a while back

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Re: World of Mist has been Released!

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — New releases room : liseo via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: World of Mist has been Released!

hi all does anyone hapen to have a download for the clip reader nvda adon? i cant find it on google anywhere or on the nvda ados page eather.

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Re: A Public Apology

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : GrannyCheeseWheel via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: A Public Apology

This places ain't worth putting yourself further in peril. Don't worry about it.

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Re: A Public Apology

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : Jeffb via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: A Public Apology

I'm sorry you're going through all this. Take the time you need and welcome back.

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Re: A Public Apology

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : Ethin via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: A Public Apology

I'm glad your back on your feet (or you seem to be). I have to agree with 2 though. Though you were right in 3 that going dark wasn't okay, you aren't being paid for this at all, and your health should be your highest priority at all times. However, I also see where your coming from with 3.Glad to see your back. Lets hope the symptoms -- both mental and physical -- go away soon. (I really, really understand the lack of social contact problem... I feel for you, I really do. That's never fun. I hope you get a lot more of that social contact too.)And yes, apology accepted.

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Re: A Public Apology

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : Ethin via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: A Public Apology

I'm glad your back on your feet (or you seem to be). I have to agree with 2 though. Though you were right in 3 that going dark wasn't okay, you aren't being paid for this at all, and your health should be your highest priority at all times. However, I also see where your coming from with 3.Glad to see your back. Lets hope the symptoms -- both mental and physical -- go away soon. (I really, really understand the lack of social contact problem... I feel for you, I really do. That's never fun. I hope you get a lot more of that social contact too.)

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Re: A Public Apology

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : Ethin via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: A Public Apology

I'm glad your back on your feet (or you seem to be). I have to agree with 2 though. Though you were right in 3 that going dark wasn't okay, you aren't being paid for this at all, and your health should be your highest priority at all times. However, I also see where your coming from with 3.Glad to see your back. Lets hope the symptoms -- both mental and physical -- go away soon.

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : camlorn via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

@ZarvoxOn the one hand yeah.  On the other hand my dad was arrested for dragging me across the house and insert typical divorce stories and $1 was more money than I could have dreamed of having at your age, if I remember how old that is correctly.  Or my uncle, who (despite being a programmer) is the reason my grandmother hasn't retired because he borrowed 6 figures and never paid it back.  If we start family story time, half this site is going to have something that's roughly on where yours is.  If nothing else you're not nearly so alone as you think you are.  I don't talk about mine only because I know that everyone else on any thread in which I did so would just have an equally bad story or two.  This idea that big happy families exist and are the normal thing is a myth.  No, the norm is fucked up families that don't like each other very much.Remote/telephone/etc mental health stuff isn't just a thing, right now it's the biggest thing.  You can probably find something along those lines if you call around.  But frankly in your case it's time for the big guns and if I were you I'd be finding my nearest psychiatrist and being like "look, I need to be functional, I'm not functional right now, I don't care about the side effects, if I am functional I will be doing these 5 things to make my life better" or something like that.  Also, for what it's worth your primary care may be willing to prescribe something.I have briefly alluded to my health stuff in the past but I used to spend anywhere from 4 to 8 hours a day in pain like you wouldn't believe.  I'm now a successful programmer in Seattle.  It took 6 or 7 years to get to the programmer part, and a couple years after that to get to the Seattle part, but if I ever go 6 months between jobs in future it'll probably because I chose to do so.  You've figured out half the trying thing, namely that trying sucks.  But the other half of the trying thing is that once you've succeeded the first time, you're done.  By the second time people are just like "yep he's got references" or whatever and away you go.  Not literally, but it sure isn't years between jobs.What you want to do isn't unreasonable, but even modest adult goals for sighted people take years.  Adjust your timeline and your expectation and you'll be much happier.You can take all the parents etc. off your bank account with a simple trip to the bank and they won't know you've done it until they try to withdraw.One of the possible paths to happiness, or at least more happiness than otherwise is this: realize that looking up to people isn't what you should be doing, and look up to yourself instead.  Thomas Edison was a ruthless businessman who ran competitors out of business and borderline stole intellectual property.  The founders of the U.S. owned slaves.  Whenever you look up to someone you will eventually find out why you shouldn't have.  Sometimes, sometimes there is an exception and you meet someone who is just good.  But those exceptions are stupidly rare.But, I still kind of stand by what I said about adulthood just sort of hitting you, as it does most of the sighted people.  The world has taken away the forces that pushed you forward and abruptly shifted the timelines of anything from weeks to years out from under you.  I don't think I personally know any adult who doesn't think at least a year ahead when they say "I know, how about I move across the country".  My future personal programming projects are sort of planned out until 2022 or 2023 at this point, in the sense that I know that's the earliest point at which anything will come of them because I only have weekends or whatever to work on it.  Your expectations are still those of a high school student.  You're holding yourself to those expectations, then getting frustrated when they don't happen; instead, you need to change them.  At least change them to the sorts of expectations a typical sighted adult would have of themselves, because seriously you're idea of the average blind person is actually the average sighted person and having a plan that might work to let you move across the country in a year or two is pretty damn good by any standard whatsoever whether it works or not.

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Re: Zhengdu Screenreader open class taking place tomorrow!

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : bgt lover via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Zhengdu Screenreader open class taking place tomorrow!

just saying, but can you make an archive with the classes and stuff available as well? I am just curious to see how it behaves...and as it didn't work on my windows vm...

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Re: A Public Apology

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: A Public Apology

totally agree with @2. You don't need to justify why your health is more important than a volunteer position at a drama filled forum. Good to see that you have gotten the strength to at least write this post again.

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Re: A Public Apology

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : Jayde via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: A Public Apology

Two things:First, thank you for the kind words. If I were a forum user with no real responsibility, then no, I don't really have to apologize to anyone for going dark for a month. But I voluntarily took a position of responsibility, then didn't deliver on it for awhile. That's not okay. And while I didn't just do it because I wanted to screw people over or whatnot, that doesn't matter. I still did it. It's poor conduct, and I don't intend to keep it up.As far as Aprone's claim, we have read it, processed it and are looking into it. With enough of the team otherwise occupied, we definitely haven't given this situation the attention it merits with the speed required. Again, we're going to do better.

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Re: A Public Apology

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : star fire via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: A Public Apology

Welcome back. Apology accepted. I'd say, you don't need to apologize for this,, since you are voluntarily working, and giving some personal time of yours on the forum as an administrator. That is highly appreciated. If you need some breaks, you should go for them, give your health very first priority. I don't know what to say more, will end it here.By the way, somebody is waiting for you to read this. Just saying if you haven't checked it yet.

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

also @79 suicide would be a very selfish act. I have lots of things that I could be doing, and I have opportunities that some or most blind people don't. But you have to remember that my personality disorder plays a huge role in my issues. And the answer to fixing the disorder, is by being productive and getting an adult life. So with all this problems making it hard to progress or even start becoming an adult, and my disorder crushing me because of it, that puts together the recipe for suicide. It's selfish, and I try not to be a selfish person. But it's too much for me.

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A Public Apology

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : Jayde via Audiogames-reflector


  


A Public Apology

Hi, folks,The more observant among you might have realized that it's been nearly a month since my last post here on the forum. I'm here to explain some of that, and to offer an apology to every one of you that I may have let down in so doing.I'm not going to go into a ton of personal detail here, but I'll sketch the outlines of what has been happening in my life in such a way as to hopefully help you understand why this topic even has to exist.First, I've been feeling off and on unwell for quite awhile now. I have had intermittent stomach problems for my entire life, and over the last couple of months, they seem to have changed a little. I'm investigating it, and there doesn't seem to be anything horribly wrong with me, but it's still been tough to deal with. The smell of food has been making me nauseous enough that there were two and three-day periods where I was eating meals one bite at a time, over a period of hours, if at all. I've been tired and listless (more on this later), and while I haven't experienced any real pain, I've been quite uncomfortable a good deal of the time. I am changing my diet and now taking some pills which seem to be helping, so let's hope I've experienced the worst of my physical ailments.Second, I've also been mentally unwell. I'm not suicidal and I'm not self-harming (unless you count the weird eating/food stuff as a form of self-harm, that is), but I have felt extremely small, insignificant and alone for quite awhile now, and those feelings sort of bubbled over during the last month and a half or so. I live alone and am not getting enough human contact, and that's making things worse. I know full well that some people have it way worse than I do, but for me, it's been plenty bad enough. At last check, I do not have clinical depression, but this period is probably the second or third lowest of my life. And it just so happened to coincide with physical symptoms. In fact, knowing what I do about concurrent disorders, they probably fed off each other a bit. If any of you know how this feels, you have my profoundest sympathies.I was not active here on the forum, nor on the discord server. I wasn't really checking in with anyone, except to occasionally muck about on Facebook or YouTube, and even that was spotty. I read a lot, slept a lot, lay in bed a lot, and ultimately did not perform my duties as an admin of this forum. For that, I humbly apologize. I should have informed the staff team, at least, far sooner than I did. I have since done so, and the general consensus seems to be that while they would definitely have appreciated better notice, they understand the way that life can sometimes kick a person in the teeth. I'm here today telling you this because I know that I bear responsibility for my inactions. I vow to be better about this in future.I hope that for most of you, this candid explanation is enough to explain and perhaps even excuse my absence. For the rest, I'd like to point out that this is really the first time I've done such a thing, so my silence is not an indicator of pattern behaviour. You can reasonably expect not to have to deal with this from me going forward. If in future I feel that I can no longer fulfill my role on the team, I will resign from my position. Failing that, if I am overwhelmed and needing a break, I promise to inform the team first rather than after the worst is over. I would generally rather give notice than ask forgiveness, after all.The staff team at large appears to have been going through a period of lower activity lately. I cannot and will not speak for other members of the team as to why this is the case, but I want to reassure you, as a current administrator, that yes, we're still here, and yes, we do care about you. We intend to do what we said we would, and are working hard to get back on track.Once again, I apologize for these complications, and vow to do my part to make right by those of you I have upset or disappointed by my inaction.

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Re: Steam discount. Chinese lunar new year. until the 15th of February

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : JasonBlaze via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Steam discount. Chinese lunar new year. until the 15th of February

I am actualy looking for more crawllers stuff along the line of hades. I heard good things about Dark Devotion and hallow knight. are these playable?

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Re: Legend Of The Moon has been released

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — New releases room : assault_freak via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Legend Of The Moon has been released

And this is where some sort of objective indicator, at least for the main story, would be real handy... I just loaded my game, but can't figure out where to proceed. There are plains on every side of the city where I can go kill enemies. But no indicator as to where I should go, and no way to make extra money that I can find.

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : GrannyCheeseWheel via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

yeah OK but again, it still doesn't matter because everywhere you go, blind people start crawling out of the woodwork and fuck it up. Jesus, it's easy to see if you look hard enough. Though I guess what amounts to a fuck up in this community isn't what I'd call fucking it up, being as I never socialized with blind kids.

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Re: World of Mist has been Released!

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — New releases room : 拓海 via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: World of Mist has been Released!

@#164Go to the drugstore in Sunset City

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Re: what do I need to learn to be independent?

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : camlorn via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: what do I need to learn to be independent?

Whether you get gas or not really depends where you are, if we're talking about the U.S.  I want it one of these days, but most newer buildings go electric.  Basically all of Florida doesn't have it for one thing.  Kind of have to go north before it becomes super popular.

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

I don't even know if the way I described and you clarified things is the truth or if I just did terrible at explaining them. But I'll take the benefit of the doubt that the former is actually correct, instead of trying to backup the idea that I just didn't explain it well. That's a weak argument anyway.I'll respond to each point of your message to hopefully get the clearest picture across, and I need that clearest picture too.I'm mad that he is gone because I depend on him so much, and he always says he wants to spend time with me, but he can't do that if he is gone. I could tell him that, but it sounds like commonsense to me. I have the desire to improve skills and find employment and things, but I have lost my hope. So I just let him do everything for me.I'm mad that he is here because he does things for me, but that doesn't make it real help and he makes me uncomfortable with constant guilt trip. And believe me, I have tried talking to him about things. He will say he understands, but he doesn't. At best, he will only change his mindset about it 50% of the time, which I guess is better than 0. The thing about him is he is a flip flopper who doesn't have listening skills. How the hell do I work with someone like that? So yes, I would rather just have my own place where I don't have to deal with that crap. It's a love hate relationship, but I don't really hate him, I just hate his issues. But due to my hopelessness, I have just given up.I want to travel across the country with no skills. Yeah, I said that I'm an idiot. That's a stupid thing to do. I kind of can't do it anyway because I don't have anything for a resume. So that's not an option for awhile even if I want it to happen. It's a long term goal.It feels wrong being independent here, but I have the opportunity to practice. I could do cleaning and shit, but that wouldn't do any good if my dad just fucks everything up the next week. My state counselor reached out to an organization that provides them, but due to the virus, they can't come out to my house and help me with it. I was mainly going to focus on cooking with them. I tried asking a neighbor if they could teach me, and they said no. I could ask a few other neighbors, and that might get me somewhere. I can go to any place I want, any time I want. And no, my dad wanting to know where I am isn't a huge problem for me. I know why he does it. The problem is if I don't want to tell him. Which is rare. But when it does happen, he does his guilt trip thing. This happened when I started mental counseling a few months back, which has since stopped.So what the fuck am I thinking? This is my thought process.I am overwhelmed by adult life, and I have no sense of direction. I have the desire to get there, but no hope or motivation that I can get there. The only people who I can look up to for help is my dad and my state counselor, because my mother passed away when I was 12, my older brother was kicked out for being a dumbass, and my younger brother is living in a dorm in college.My dad doesn't know how to help himself, and my other brother has also expressed the same loss of direction because of this, so it isn't me who this is just affecting. And my dad says one thing, but does another, so I can't rely on him. However since I have no direction and no hope, that's exactly what I do.My state counselor is very slow, but very supportive. It turns out, it was someone else who they just now referred me too, that has the answers I am looking for. So maybe I can finally start getting somewhere, at least for getting out of the house and building volunteer experience for a resume.I think the reason why things aren't making sense is because I failed to mention how I feel in terms of my position in the family.Because I am blind, I am sheltered. And I have a weak voice. I can't stand up for myself. But even when I do, my dad says ok, let's do something about it. Of course nothing happens even when I remind him a thousand times. So back to square 1 with lost direction, can't rely on my dad, and losing hope. Not only does this make me not important to the family, but he doesn't tell me about everything he does, even though he always says, I want you to know everything that is going on. He didn't tell me that he bought another house. My younger brother had to tell me that. He didn't tell me that he was thinking of giving my older brother the new house, I found that out when we went to my older brother's son's birthday lunch. One part of me says I don't care what is going on, but the other half of me is angry that I am the only one who doesn't know what is happening. Even my younger brother who doesn't live here is up to date on things. If I ask about it, my dad and younger brother just say don't worry about it. If I ask my older brother, he will just ask for money. But my younger brother has a strong voice. He isn't afraid to confront dad 

Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

I don't even know if the way I described and you clarified things is the truth or if I just did terrible at explaining them. But I'll take the benefit of the doubt that the former is actually correct, instead of trying to backup the idea that I just didn't explain it well. That's a weak argument anyway.I'll respond to each point of your message to hopefully get the clearest picture across, and I need that clearest picture too.I'm mad that he is gone because I depend on him so much, and he always says he wants to spend time with me, but he can't do that if he is gone. I could tell him that, but it sounds like commonsense to me. I have the desire to improve skills and find employment and things, but I have lost my hope. So I just let him do everything for me.I'm mad that he is here because he does things for me, but that doesn't make it real help and he makes me uncomfortable with constant guilt trip. And believe me, I have tried talking to him about things. He will say he understands, but he doesn't. At best, he will only change his mindset about it 50% of the time, which I guess is better than 0. The thing about him is he is a flip flopper who doesn't have listening skills. How the hell do I work with someone like that? So yes, I would rather just have my own place where I don't have to deal with that crap. It's a love hate relationship, but I don't really hate him, I just hate his issues. But due to my hopelessness, I have just given up.I want to travel across the country with no skills. Yeah, I said that I'm an idiot. That's a stupid thing to do. I kind of can't do it anyway because I don't have anything for a resume. So that's not an option for awhile even if I want it to happen. It's a long term goal.It feels wrong being independent here, but I have the opportunity to practice. I could do cleaning and shit, but that wouldn't do any good if my dad just fucks everything up the next week. My state counselor reached out to an organization that provides them, but due to the virus, they can't come out to my house and help me with it. I was mainly going to focus on cooking with them. I tried asking a neighbor if they could teach me, and they said no. I could ask a few other neighbors, and that might get me somewhere. I can go to any place I want, any time I want. And no, my dad wanting to know where I am isn't a huge problem for me. I know why he does it. The problem is if I don't want to tell him. Which is rare. But when it does happen, he does his guilt trip thing. This happened when I started mental counseling a few months back, which has since stopped.So what the fuck am I thinking? This is my thought process.I am overwhelmed by adult life, and I have no sense of direction. I have the desire to get there, but no hope or motivation that I can get there. The only people who I can look up to for help is my dad and my state counselor, because my mother passed away when I was 12, my older brother was kicked out for being a dumbass, and my younger brother is living in a dorm in college.My dad doesn't know how to help himself, and my other brother has also expressed the same loss of direction because of this, so it isn't me who this is just affecting. And my dad says one thing, but does another, so I can't rely on him. However since I have no direction and no hope, that's exactly what I do.My state counselor is very slow, but very supportive. It turns out, it was someone else who they just now referred me too, that has the answers I am looking for. So maybe I can finally start getting somewhere, at least for getting out of the house and building volunteer experience for a resume.I think the reason why things aren't making sense is because I failed to mention how I feel in terms of my position in the family.Because I am blind, I am sheltered. And I have a weak voice. I can't stand up for myself. But even when I do, my dad says ok, let's do something about it. Of course nothing happens even when I remind him a thousand times. So back to square 1 with lost direction, can't rely on my dad, and losing hope. Not only does this make me not important to the family, but he doesn't tell me about everything he does, even though he always says, I want you to know everything that is going on. He didn't tell me that he bought another house. My younger brother had to tell me that. He didn't tell me that he was thinking of giving my older brother the new house, I found that out when we went to my older brother's son's birthday lunch. One part of me says I don't care what is going on, but the other half of me is angry that I am the only one who doesn't know what is happening. Even my younger brother who doesn't live here is up to date on things. If I ask about it, my dad and younger brother just say don't worry about it. If I ask my older brother, he will just ask for money. But my younger brother has a strong voice. He isn't afraid to confront dad 

Re: World of Mist has been Released!

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — New releases room : Atlan via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: World of Mist has been Released!

yes i know how i collect blood but how can i make potions?

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : JLove via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

@82,Except that you based your rant on what amounts to cultural misunderstanding, not blindness.  You're claiming that the event in question occurred because of a lack of sight, and the associated behaviors that go along with that.  I'm suggesting that in this particular case, you are looking at the situation incorrectly.  Unless your claim is that if London had not been blind, he would not have used the word cunt, I fail to see how you can attribute this to blindness.  And I just can't get there.  I know plenty of sighted people who have used the word "cunt."  Moreover, look at it like this.  On a personal level, I have more of an issue with the word "God damn" than I do cunt.  Should I ascribe your repeated use of that particular phrase in your original post to the fact that you're blind?  Of course not.  It had nothing to do with a lack of sight, and everything to do with the fact that you were rip-roaring pissed.  And that's my point.  London's telling the other guy not to be such a cunt had nothing to do with a lack of sight, and everything to do with his desire to stand up for someone else, and the cultural differences between America and most of the rest of the world.  That's not "blindie behavior."  It's more like human behavior.  A sighted person could have just as easily done the same thing.

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SIP application for Android

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : jonikster via Audiogames-reflector


  


SIP application for Android

Hello.I use SIP and would like to use it on Android.I tried different programs and in most programs I couldn't answer the phone.I have installed Xoyper now, it works but no call recording.Can you recommend a free SIP application with call recorder?Thanks in advance!

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Adult Website Tycoon-Complex Popmundo-like simulation of porn industry

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — New releases room : Orin via Audiogames-reflector


  


Adult Website Tycoon-Complex Popmundo-like simulation of porn industry

Hi all,Found a pretty unique game today, honestly.It's called Adult Website Tycoon, and unlike those web-based browser games that say they're adult but are really basically another Torn, E.G. Purple Town, with this you create your own company and hire porn actors/actresses that are actual NPCs and create videos that have running textual commentary as to what is happening in the video along with their own generated comments that you upload to in-game websites that are either designed by real players, or are hosted by players who've chosen to create a website hosting company or a content management system.This game pretty much screams something like Popmundo, however soly based in the adult porn industry. You can even do things on the side as a profession like become a sergin, create an escort service, or run an online shop and sell clothes and the like, because pornstars need outfits.Check it out athttp://adultwebsitetycoon.comEdit: One thing that might be a turn-off to some, especially female players perhaps, is the focus on the men, not unlike real porn. However, female producers etc do exist in real life, even though they're pretty rare in my experience anyway.Still, the dev could add an option for female players to have a starting boyfriend VS. girlfriend, things like that.

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : Zarvox via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

I don't even know if the way I described and you clarified things is the truth or if I just did terrible at explaining them. But I'll take the benefit of the doubt that the former is actually correct, instead of trying to backup the idea that I just didn't explain it well. That's a weak argument anyway.I'll respond to each point of your message to hopefully get the clearest picture across, and I need that clearest picture too.I'm mad that he is gone because I depend on him so much, and he always says he wants to spend time with me, but he can't do that if he is gone. I could tell him that, but it sounds like commonsense to me. I have the desire to improve skills and find employment and things, but I have lost my hope. So I just let him do everything for me.I'm mad that he is here because he does things for me, but that doesn't make it real help and he makes me uncomfortable with constant guilt trip. And believe me, I have tried talking to him about things. He will say he understands, but he doesn't. At best, he will only change his mindset about it 50% of the time, which I guess is better than 0. The thing about him is he is a flip flopper who doesn't have listening skills. How the hell do I work with someone like that? So yes, I would rather just have my own place where I don't have to deal with that crap. It's a love hate relationship, but I don't really hate him, I just hate his issues. But due to my hopelessness, I have just given up.I want to travel across the country with no skills. Yeah, I said that I'm an idiot. That's a stupid thing to do. I kind of can't do it anyway because I don't have anything for a resume. So that's not an option for awhile even if I want it to happen. It's a long term goal.It feels wrong being independent here, but I have the opportunity to practice. I could do cleaning and shit, but that wouldn't do any good if my dad just fucks everything up the next week. My state counselor reached out to an organization that provides them, but due to the virus, they can't come out to my house and help me with it. I was mainly going to focus on cooking with them. I tried asking a neighbor if they could teach me, and they said no. I could ask a few other neighbors, and that might get me somewhere. I can go to any place I want, any time I want. And no, my dad wanting to know where I am isn't a huge problem for me. I know why he does it. The problem is if I don't want to tell him. Which is rare. But when it does happen, he does his guilt trip thing. This happened when I started mental counseling a few months back.So what the fuck am I thinking? This is my thought process.I am overwhelmed by adult life, and I have no sense of direction. I have the desire to get there, but no hope or motivation that I can get there. The only people who I can look up to for help is my dad and my state counselor, because my mother passed away when I was 12, my older brother was kicked out for being a dumbass, and my younger brother is living in a dorm in college.My dad doesn't know how to help himself, and my other brother has also expressed the same loss of direction because of this, so it isn't me who this is just affecting. And my dad says one thing, but does another, so I can't rely on him. However since I have no direction and no hope, that's exactly what I do.My state counselor is very slow, but very supportive. It turns out, it was someone else who they just now referred me too, that has the answers I am looking for.I think the reason why things aren't making sense is because I failed to mention how I feel in terms of my position in the family.Because I am blind, I am sheltered. And I have a weak voice. I can't stand up for myself. But even when i do, my dad says ok, let's do something about it. Of course nothing happens even when I remind him a thousand times. So back to square 1 with lost direction, can't reply on my dad, and losing hope. Not only does this make me not important to the family, but he doesn't tell me about everything he does. He didn't tell me that he bought another house. My younger brother had to tell me that. He didn't tell me that he was contacted my older brother about giving the house ot him, I found that out when we went to my older brother's son's birthday lunch. One part of me says I don't care what is going on, but the other half of me is angry that I am the only one who doesn't know what is happening. Even my younger brother who doesn't live here is up to date on things. If I ask about it, my dad just says don't worry about it. But my younger brother has a strong voice. He isn't afraid to confront dad about things. I am.My dad has said for well over 2 years that he won't help my older brother anymore, but he keeps enabling him. He still contacts him, does things for him, lends him money, hints where the 1000 he owes me comes from. Oh btw he didn't tell me about that either. I only found out 

Adult Website Tycoon-Complex Popmundo-like simulation of porn industry

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — New releases room : Orin via Audiogames-reflector


  


Adult Website Tycoon-Complex Popmundo-like simulation of porn industry

Hi all,Found a pretty unique game today, honestly.It's called Adult Website Tycoon, and unlike those web-based browser games that say they're adult but are really basically another Torn, E.G. Purple Town, with this you create your own company and hire porn actors/actresses that are actual NPCs and create videos that have running textual commentary as to what is happening in the video along with their own generated comments that you upload to in-game websites that are either designed by real players, or are hosted by players who've chosen to create a website hosting company or a content management system.This game pretty much screams something like Popmundo, however soly based in the adult porn industry. You can even do things on the side as a profession like become a sergin, create an escort service, or run an online shop and sell clothes and the like, because pornstars need outfits.Check it out athttp://adultwebsitetycoon.com

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : LordLundin via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

What exactly is it that we're seeing more often? I'd have to have specific examples in order to understand what frustrates you so much.I think you might have heard this argument 1 million times too, as a person who seem to be having the "blind people bad" attitude - but this is far from a blind people thing. Toxic behaviour seem to be extremely prevalent in many gamer communities - so if your focus was more on gamers I'd probably engage with you more and discuss the finer points. As it stands I'd need more examples of this that do not exactly pertain to the gaming side of the community.

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Re: World of Mist has been Released!

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — New releases room : Leos via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: World of Mist has been Released!

set it to your z, x, or c key, then kill a monster, then use the skill on its corpse.

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Re: problem with virtual recorder

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : Gamulation via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: problem with virtual recorder

yes, OBS let's you select a desktop audio device and a microphone.

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Re: cant select espeak as windows default voice

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : rings2006 via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: cant select espeak as windows default voice

then i'm literaly unsure of what to do

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Re: warning! Something you should be aware off when you go to SBYW

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : GrannyCheeseWheel via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: warning! Something you should be aware off when you go to SBYW

No, he's not coming back, he's gone for good.

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Re: what do I need to learn to be independent?

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : GrannyCheeseWheel via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: what do I need to learn to be independent?

This is a thing if you live in a rural area or a trailer park here, but in the city, you're hooked into the gas and you don't have to worry. It's the same as being hooked into the water.

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Global Nations Online, Browser Nation sim

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — New releases room : JayJay via Audiogames-reflector


  


Global Nations Online, Browser Nation sim

Hello everyone, remember a few days ago I talked about a new game? Well, until we wait until that, there's this. Global Nations is a game on the web where you take charge of your own nation. Its pretty limitted in terms of customisation compared to other games in this field, however aside from that its pretty feature rich otherwise, and the dev is pretty active. Build mines, farms and oil rigs to produce ammo, food and fuel for your vehicles of war. Also, unlike other games, buildings require a certain amount of people to operate. If your population is too low, then your buildings will have a productivity decrease, while if there is more population than jobs available you'll suffer unemployment, which leads to a decrease of happyness, and an overall middle finger to your nation. Its pretty easy to get into, and I like that the turns are 12 hours instead of PNW]s 2. Before I et the link, I must say the only accessibility kink is there's an inaccessible captia, I got around it by using Smart Lense OCR on my tablet, and there's another one to log in. IDK if they'll change it. So, here's the link.   Check it out here

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : GrannyCheeseWheel via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

I have edited post 1 to take the reference out.No, it is a big deal, dismiss me all you like, I really don't care. Call me stupid, childish, immature, a fuck bag, a piece of shit, whatever, but don't dismiss the points made here because it is becoming a big deal. It's causing an impact that is felt whenever too many blind people escape out into the real world and start acting entitled and shitty. Would my original post be overkill if this were the first time, oh hell yes, but I don't feel that it is given that we see things like this happen more and more often.

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Re: warning! Something you should be aware off when you go to SBYW

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : Sam Smith via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: warning! Something you should be aware off when you go to SBYW

poor guy, hopefully he understands his mistakes and come back

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Re: what do I need to learn to be independent?

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : JayJay via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: what do I need to learn to be independent?

Yep, gas ftw. The one problem is when you run out of gas. In this country, we have gas in a tank, which is sold on trucks driving around selling them, so sometimes you'll either have to go to the grocery and buy one, or borrow your neighbour's  tank to finish up

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Re: cant select espeak as windows default voice

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : FamilyMario via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: cant select espeak as windows default voice

No.

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : JayJay via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

Lord London agreed with that, I was mainly pointing it out to the person who said he never went into what happened

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Re: Stories in video games

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : Mayana via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Stories in video games

@targor I'm glad I'm not the only one! She isn't that unknown -- I recall a few other blind people were aware of who she is, and I've seen her mentioned on TVTropes here and there -- but she's definitely not on PewDiePie's level, for obvious reason.I like that about her, too. She reacts to tense situations, but without going into fake panic mode. She gives off the impression of genuinely being there for the game each time, not to get more viewers or fame. Could be a wrong one, but I don't think so.Yeah, she describes the things she sees a lot. I love how naturally she does it. Not nearly as intrusive as audio description would be. I wonder if she even knows how much more accessible that makes her videos? I'm half tempted to make a Twitter account just to thank her. Or are you on there and could thank her on our behalf?

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : JLove via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

@74,This is why facts are good things, and why I was asking for them.  It was not, as you so eloquently claimed in post 72, to, "get my little jollies off on it."  It was because, as is so often the case, the revelation of more of the facts in a situation tends to shed light on what really happened and lead to at least a pretty good understanding of what is most likely the truth.  Here, after more facts have been revealed, I believe that in this particular case your emotions were slightly overexaggerated to what the situation called for.  I can attest to the fact that @75's claim regarding culture is true.  In America, we believe for some reason that "cunt" is the most vile epithet imaginable.  The fact is, most of the rest of the world sees it as a much milder thing, on par with "ass" or possibly "shithead."  It isn't all that uncommon, I don't think, for even inanimate objects like cars, toasters, etc., to be referred to as "cunts" when they don't work right in other parts of the world.  One of my friends once said that they had a "cunt" of a day.  Only in America are we so averse to the word.That being the case, it would seem to me that your original post sort of blew out of proportion something that, in the grand scheme of things, wasn't exactly all that big of a deal.  Especially if what @75 is saying is true, that his intention was to stand up for someone he felt was being demeaned or in some way insulted.  If that's true, then that certainly doesn't seem to fall within the "blindie behavior" category that you've attempted to articulate.  I have known people with sight who would, and have, done the very same thing.  Standing up for others isn't unique to the blind community, or to any other, for that matter.  And there are times that one person standing up for another does so in a fashion that isn't necessarily the best.  But let's not ascribe things to being blind that aren't actually a result of lack of sight.  We have enough issues that are actually true.  We don't need to be inventing more of them.

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Re: cant select espeak as windows default voice

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : rings2006 via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: cant select espeak as windows default voice

i tryed them all. their just not responsive. is their a 64 bit version of eloquence that is free?

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Re: warning! Something you should be aware off when you go to SBYW

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : GrannyCheeseWheel via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: warning! Something you should be aware off when you go to SBYW

I did not, you are different in your writing style.

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : JLove via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

@74,This is why facts are good things, and why I was asking for them.  It was not, as you so eloquently claimed in post 72, to, "get my little jollies off on it."  It was because, as is so often the case, the revelation of more of the facts in a situation tends to shed light on what really happened and lead to at least a pretty good understanding of what is most likely the truth.  Here, after more facts have been revealed, I believe that in this particular case your emotions were slightly overexaggerated to what the situation called for.  I can attest to the fact that @75's claim regarding culture is true.  In America, we believe for some reason that "cunt" is the most vile epithet imaginable.  The fact is, most of the rest of the world sees it as a much milder thing, on par with "ass" or possibly "shithead."  It isn't all that uncommon, I don't think, for even inanimate objects like cars, toasters, etc., to be referred to as "cunts" when they don't work right in other parts of the world.  One of my friends once said that they had a "cunt" of a day.  Only in America are we so averse to the word.That being the case, it would seem to me that your original post sort of blew out of proportion something that, in the grand scheme of things, wasn't exactly all that big of a deal.  Especially if what @75 is saying is true, that his intention was to stand up for someone he felt was being demeaned or in some way insulted.  If that's true, then that certainly doesn't seem to fall within the "blindie behavior" category that you've attempted to articulate.  I have known people with sight who would, and have, done the very same thing.

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Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : JLove via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: I need to rant at you about your behavior in mainstream communities

@74,This is why facts are good things, and why I was asking for them.  It was not, as you so eloquently claimed in post 72, to, "get my little jollies off on it."  It was because, as is so often the case, the revelation of more of the facts in a situation tends to shed light on what really happened and lead to at least a pretty good understanding of what is most likely the truth.  Here, after more facts have been revealed, I believe that in this particular case your emotions were slightly overexaggerated to what the situation called for.  I can attest to the fact that @75's claim regarding culture is true.  In America, we believe for some reason that "cunt" is the most vile epithet imaginable.  The fact is, most of the rest of the world sees it as a much milder thing, on par with "ass" or possibly "shithead."  It isn't all that uncommon, I don't think, for even inanimate objects like cars, toasters, etc., to be referred to as "cunts" when they don't work right in other parts of the world.  One of my friends once said that they had a "cunt" of a day.  Only in America are we so averse to the word.That being the case, it would seem to me that your original post sort of blew out of proportion something that, in the grand scheme of things, wasn't exactly all that big of a deal.  Especially if what @75 is saying is true, that his intention was to stand up for someone he felt was being demeaned or in some way insulted.  If that's true, then that certainly doesn't seem to fall within the "blindie behavior" category that you've attempted to articulate.  I have known people iwth sight who would, and have, done the very same thing.

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Re: what do I need to learn to be independent?

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : GrannyCheeseWheel via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: what do I need to learn to be independent?

I agree, gas is superior.

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Re: Do You know this guy?

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : GrannyCheeseWheel via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: Do You know this guy?

No but interesting.

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Re: cant select espeak as windows default voice

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : rings2006 via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: cant select espeak as windows default voice

how responsive are they though. like, espeak level or microsoft david level

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Re: accessible steam games?

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : Mayana via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: accessible steam games?

Ooh, ooh, I know one! Code 7! Great story, great voice acting, great gameplay. You can play Episode 0 for free if you're unsure.Yeah, couldn't resist.  But there's also- A Blind Legend, which is free on phones, and more fun to play there, but the desktop version has no lives to worry about.- Alt-Frequencies which I'd say isn't worth getting normally, but is fairly priced now that there's a discount.- Audio Wizards, which isn't my thing, but others seem to like, so I guess it's OK.- Hades, which isn't accessible exactly, but is apparently playable.- Slay The Spire which is accessible after you install a few mods.- Sound Strider, which I'd recommend you get on itch.io instead, because the statistics are all in the game itself (no Steam achievements), and if you get it on Itch, you also gift someone a community copy. But wherever you get it, it's an awesome and chill game, very much worth the money.- Warsim, which has an unbelievably huge world and many things to do, and is just all around worth getting.That  Western game is also apparently on Steam now. I won't link to it. I have pride.

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Re: warning! Something you should be aware off when you go to SBYW

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : rings2006 via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: warning! Something you should be aware off when you go to SBYW

now i'm wondering who would think i'm Urh besides the 2006.

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Re: accessible steam games?

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — General Game Discussion : nolan via Audiogames-reflector


  


Re: accessible steam games?

If you can install the Say the Spire mod, which isn't hard but has some steps, Slay the Spire is pretty much accessible, and the mod requires controller use. Had a lot of fun with that one, picked it up on sale last month. Not sure what the current sale looks like and if it qualifies.

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Do You know this guy?

2021-02-12 Thread AudioGames . net Forum — Off-topic room : Turkce_Rap via Audiogames-reflector


  


Do You know this guy?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KOeWU62Ts4Y

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