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Re: cat sick
Have them make sure she isn't constipated it may be that she is blocked and only the watery part of her bowel movements are getting through since what you described isn't normal diarrehia, throwing up is also a symthom of this. There is something called mega-colon which can be deadly if not diagnosed and treated. -- Belinda Happiness is being owned by cats ... Be-Mi-Kitties ... http://www.bemikitties.com Post Adoptable FeLV/FIV/FIP Cats/Kittens http://adopt.bemikitties.com FeLV Candle Light Service http://www.bemikitties.com/cls HostDesign4U.com (affordable hosting web design) http://HostDesign4U.com --- BMK Designs (non-profit web sites) http://bmk.bemikitties.com
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Title: Message I believe this is the address for unsubscribe--try it and see: http://felineleukemia.org/mailman/listinfo/felvtalk_felineleukemia.org -Original Message-From: [EMAIL PROTECTED] [mailto:[EMAIL PROTECTED] On Behalf Of [EMAIL PROTECTED]Sent: Monday, May 16, 2005 2:09 AMTo: felvtalk@felineleukemia.orgSubject: re:unsubscribei am e mailing you to unsubscribe to felv talk please do not send any more e-mail or info thank you This email and any files transmitted with it are confidential and intended solely for the use of the individual or entity to whom they are addressed. If you have received this email in error please notify the system manager. This message contains confidential information and is intended only for the individual named. If you are not the named addressee you should not disseminate, distribute or copy this e-mail.
Re: Ginger
No. For bartonella it's zythromax for 21 days.. Also, if you're dealing with uri that's probably why she's not eating more than the teeth. Keep her well hydrated. Have you tried the baby neosynephrin (I think that's what it is) drops in her nose? Humidifier? She's got to smell the food to eat. tNina [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote: I forgot to have her tested for bartonella. I will ask the internist to do that on Monday. Maybe that is what it is... Since you're already giving Ginger Dox, you're probably ahead of the game if she is positive for bartonella. I know that's what my vet prescribed for Hemobart, so maybe it works with all forms of blood parasites.Nina
Re: Ginger
Oh Michelle, I am so sorry you are going through all this. I am on depression med.s also that don't seem to help. After my hysterectomy I have now gained nearly 40 pounds as well. I told my psychiatrist that my biggest problem was lack of energy and he put me on ritalin. I am not add, but he said it would give me energy and hopefully help with my weight. It has not helped with my weight, but it does give me energy. On days I can't get going I take it. You might want to ask your doctor about it. On some days it's the only way I can get anything done tonya[EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote: I decided to take a shower and brush my teeth and generally try to appear human, maybe even straighten up the house that has turned into a hovel, but wouldn't you know that before I could there is a knock on the door. Apparently Gray made an appointment with the realtor and did not tell me, and then left for the day. So I had to invite her in wearing a sweatshirt with A/D all over it from syringe feeding, uncombed hair that is greasy from not showering, and a house such a mess that there was really nowhere to sit down where we were not staring at a pile of papers of something. I tried to act nonchalant about all of this and just tell her I have been sick and Gray did not tell me about the appointment, but it really was embarassing. And it really emphasized how far I am psychologically from the rest of the human race, sitting there trying to look alert and act like I care about market analyses and house values and such. It was almost amusing, but not quite. Well, off to the shower, unless some crisis occurs before I get there, which unfortunately is quite possible these days. Michelle
Re: Ginger ate a little (or at least licked at food)!
I actually rescheduled it for Thursday. She has gotten much perkier-- playful and cuddly again, and after licking at the fancy feast yesterday she also licked up a little baby food. She has not touched food since then, but before getting the Triaminic this morning she did go over and look at the food and try to cover it up. So I am cautiously hopeful. If she is still not eating by Thursday I will take her in for the ultrasound. I do want to give her a chance to get over the cold without the stress of 2 hours in the car and an hour or more at the vet, belly shaving, ultrasound where I can not be present with her, etc. It is not as stressful as surgery, but it is stressful for her. Thanks, Michelle In a message dated 5/15/05 9:34:19 PM Eastern Daylight Time, [EMAIL PROTECTED] writes: Dear Michelle Tough one. If it were me, I think I would keep the appointment to get it over and done with earlier rather than later, while doing everything possible to minimize the stress on Ginger. It IS very good news that she appears to be taking an interest in food--as you say it does look like congestion may be the culprit making her unable to smell the food. I really hope so. Having the ultrasound done would not affect her recovery from congestion. Ifthe cause of her appetite loss isnot congestion then the ultrasound may give more of a clue to what it is. That's my 2 cents' worth. Sending Ginger lots of healing vibes..it seems to me there is reason today to be cautiously optimistic...love and hugs to you both, Kerry - Original Message -
RE: Ginger ate a little (or at least licked at food)!
Title: Message Wonderful to hear that she's playing again, Michellemore power to your paw, Ginger! Hope she just gets better and betterkeep us posted when you get time. hugs to you both, Kerry -Original Message-From: [EMAIL PROTECTED] [mailto:[EMAIL PROTECTED] On Behalf Of [EMAIL PROTECTED]Sent: Monday, May 16, 2005 10:06 AMTo: felvtalk@felineleukemia.orgSubject: Re: Ginger ate a little (or at least licked at food)! I actually rescheduled it for Thursday. She has gotten much perkier-- playful and cuddly again, and after licking at the fancy feast yesterday she also licked up a little baby food. She has not touched food since then, but before getting the Triaminic this morning she did go over and look at the food and try to cover it up. So I am cautiously hopeful. If she is still not eating by Thursday I will take her in for the ultrasound. I do want to give her a chance to get over the cold without the stress of 2 hours in the car and an hour or more at the vet, belly shaving, ultrasound where I can not be present with her, etc. It is not as stressful as surgery, but it is stressful for her. Thanks, Michelle In a message dated 5/15/05 9:34:19 PM Eastern Daylight Time, [EMAIL PROTECTED] writes: Dear Michelle Tough one. If it were me, I think I would keep the appointment to get it over and done with earlier rather than later, while doing everything possible to minimize the stress on Ginger. It IS very good news that she appears to be taking an interest in food--as you say it does look like congestion may be the culprit making her unable to smell the food. I really hope so. Having the ultrasound done would not affect her recovery from congestion. Ifthe cause of her appetite loss isnot congestion then the ultrasound may give more of a clue to what it is. That's my 2 cents' worth. Sending Ginger lots of healing vibes..it seems to me there is reason today to be cautiously optimistic...love and hugs to you both, Kerry - Original Message - This email and any files transmitted with it are confidential and intended solely for the use of the individual or entity to whom they are addressed. If you have received this email in error please notify the system manager. This message contains confidential information and is intended only for the individual named. If you are not the named addressee you should not disseminate, distribute or copy this e-mail.
Re: Ginger
She didn't get a patch. I gave her metacam, a liquid pain killer, the day after the surgery but not again since then. At this point I do not think it is her teeth, but am hoping it is just her URI making her not eat. I rescheduled the ultrasound for Thursday and will get it done then if she is not eating well. Michelle In a message dated 5/16/05 9:19:31 AM Eastern Daylight Time, [EMAIL PROTECTED] writes: Hi Michelle, I know this is late, but I had a cat that had 8 or 10 extractions at once. They gave hiim something for pain after the surgery, but not a patch. He was eating wet food the next day, and hard by the 2nd or 3rd day. I agree it may be the patch causing her not to eat. t
RE: Ginger ate a little (or at least licked at food)!
Thats a great news Michelle! Is she getting the fluid the meantime? From: [EMAIL PROTECTED] [mailto:[EMAIL PROTECTED] On Behalf Of [EMAIL PROTECTED] Sent: Monday, May 16, 2005 9:06 AM To: felvtalk@felineleukemia.org Subject: Re: Ginger ate a little (or at least licked at food)! I actually rescheduled it for Thursday. She has gotten much perkier-- playful and cuddly again, and after licking at the fancy feast yesterday she also licked up a little baby food. She has not touched food since then, but before getting the Triaminic this morning she did go over and look at the food and try to cover it up. So I am cautiously hopeful. If she is still not eating by Thursday I will take her in for the ultrasound. I do want to give her a chance to get over the cold without the stress of 2 hours in the car and an hour or more at the vet, belly shaving, ultrasound where I can not be present with her, etc. It is not as stressful as surgery, but it is stressful for her. Thanks, Michelle In a message dated 5/15/05 9:34:19 PM Eastern Daylight Time, [EMAIL PROTECTED] writes: Dear Michelle Tough one. If it were me, I think I would keep the appointment to get it over and done with earlier rather than later, while doing everything possible to minimize the stress on Ginger. It IS very good news that she appears to be taking an interest in food--as you say it does look like congestion may be the culprit making her unable to smell the food. I really hope so. Having the ultrasound done would not affect her recovery from congestion. Ifthe cause of her appetite loss isnot congestion then the ultrasound may give more of a clue to what it is. That's my 2 cents' worth. Sending Ginger lots of healing vibes..it seems to me there is reason today to be cautiously optimistic...love and hugs to you both, Kerry - Original Message -
Re: Ginger ate a little (or at least licked at food)!
I actually postponed the AC phone call too, because it was scheduled for 10 pm last night just so I could talk to her before the this morning's ultrasound, but I decided to postpone the ultrasound and wanted to go to sleep. I have not rescheduled it yet. I may do it later today or tomorrow. Fern is on all sorts of meds for her joints. She used to get rimadyl for her arthritis, but can not get that or any other NSAIDs or aspiring now because she is on a lot of pred and the combination causes gastric bleeding. The pred helps. The main problem she has with her joints now is polyarthritis, which is not normal arthritis but an auto-immune reaction to her cancer, and it can only be controlled with steroids and immune-suppressing drugs, which she is on. She is having more difficulty breathing now, I think because of the humidity. She is fairly quiet when still, but was huffing a lot on her walk this morning and did not want to go far, maybe 100 yards. She has her monthly oncology appointment tomorrow. I am nervous about it-- I know the cancer is in most of her lungs at this point but do not want to hear the oncologist say it or look at the x-rays. We may get a nasal oxygen thing put in her nose tomorrow and take home an oxygen tank,so that we can give her oxygen periodically when she has labored breathing, like after her walks. The oncologist had suggested it for the end stage. I am not sure if we are there yet or not. Michelle In a message dated 5/16/05 11:22:49 AM Eastern Daylight Time, [EMAIL PROTECTED] writes: I'm so happy to hear you've decided to postpone the ultrasound. I would never have advised you either way, because of the 'damned if you do, damned if you don't' reasonings we're all too familiar with. After reading your post about her soaring temp at the ER, I just couldn't help thinking that the stress you two have been under was a definite contributor to her slower than hoped for recovery. How much clearer could her message get without her actually coming out and saying, mom, stop all this fussing!? Speaking of which, you're killing me with the suspense. Tell us about the AC reading last night! If you suspect the Triaminic is causing her to be listless, have you considered the "little noses" nose drops instead? Aw, give that sweet Ginger a squeeze for me. How is Fern this morning? Do you give her Ascriptin (buffered aspirin with Maalox), when she's uncomfortable? I've used it on a couple of my dogs with joint problems.Nina
Re: Ginger ate a little (or at least licked at food)!
Yes, I am still giving her 150 cc of fluid per day, and also syringe feeding her. But I am syringe feeding her less to try to see if she will eat some on her own. I normally syringe her about 90 to 100cc's of A/D per day and yesterday did only 60. I plan to do only 60 today too. Thanks, Michelle In a message dated 5/16/05 11:32:24 AM Eastern Daylight Time, [EMAIL PROTECTED] writes: Thats a great news Michelle! Is she getting the fluid the meantime?
Re: Ginger ate a little (or at least licked at food)!
Hi Michelle, You may want to syringe her a bit more, an adult cat needs between 5.5 and 6.0 ounces of food to maintain their body weight, although tiny cats like my Shelbee don't eat anywhere near that much (Shelbee weights about 7 pounds). You may want to stick with the 100ccs of food, because if you mix the food with water to thin it out (I'm speaking about AD here), a can works out to be around 200 or so ccs. So even if you are giving her around 100 it is only about half of what she needs. Since she isn't feeling well from the URI you don't want her to get weaker from not getting enough calories and make it that much harder to bounce back once the URI starts clearing up. I think waiting on the ultrasound is also a good idea, give her time to recoup from all that has been going on in the last couple of weeks. -- Belinda Happiness is being owned by cats ... Be-Mi-Kitties ... http://www.bemikitties.com Post Adoptable FeLV/FIV/FIP Cats/Kittens http://adopt.bemikitties.com FeLV Candle Light Service http://www.bemikitties.com/cls HostDesign4U.com (affordable hosting web design) http://HostDesign4U.com --- BMK Designs (non-profit web sites) http://bmk.bemikitties.com
[FelineIBD] Gypsy Update
I just posted this to my IBD group and, since you've all been so kind to have shown concern for Gypsy, I thought I'd let you folks know what's going on as well. Nina Hi Everyone, Here's a brief update on my trials and tribulations with Missy-Thang Gypsy. Let's see, I think it was last Thursday, (Dana, I do keep a log, I just never seem to bring it to the computer with me!), my vet's office convinced me to try the Tylan I had purchased and to NOT taper off the Pred. I had called with the exact opposite in mind :( . Gypsy's "leaky faucet" had slowed to an almost imperceptible trickle and I don't think it had anything to do with the meds, any and all of her recovery has come about with her diet change, (fresh raw duck and salmon). The very next morning, I woke up to liquid diarrhea all over the house! Not to mention, she has still been vomiting, at least once a day, (this is a new symptom for her). Very, very upsetting. I called my vet and was told that Tylan is not associated with diarrhea and to keep giving it to her for at least 2 weeks. Arrrggh! Then Gypsy began refusing her food. I don't have to tell you people the meaning of the word frustration, but I was, (once again), at my wits end with this little girl. I offered her plain duck (no sups), plain salmon, turkey, chick liver: she would eat nothing. Finally she lapped up some veal baby food. Two more days of this. The good news was, no more leaky faucet, and the vomiting had stopped. I figured this could well be because she had so very little in her system. Yesterday afternoon, I made the decision that I would start to taper off the Pred, (start skipping it eod), and continue with the Tylan for at least a week, maybe two. This way, by the time we were finished with the Tylan, she'd be ready to stop the Pred as well. After that, it would be up to God whether or not Gypsy would get better without the meds. Well, last night my husband and I were eating London Broil for dinner. Here comes our Gypsy, "What you guys got?" I know that beef is harder to digest, so I haven't been offering her any. With my new, "let go and let God" determination, I cut her up some raw and put it in front of her. She scarfed it up like she hadn't eaten in days, (which she hadn't!). She ate 2 tablespoons, an enormous amount for this pint sized wonder, and was begging for more. I was afraid of what all this beef would do to her, so I offered her some salmon instead. She looked at me like, we've just been through this, I want BEEF! She wouldn't touch her salmon. This morning, no signs of diarrhea, no signs of vomiting. She ate some of her salmon, and then a bowl of beef. Do any of you kind folks know of a good wig maker? I'm bald from pulling my hair out from this little imp! Nina Yahoo! Groups Links To visit your group on the web, go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FelineIBD/ To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to the Yahoo! Terms of Service.
RE: Cardiomyapathy
CQ10 would be good. I believe the dose is 10mgs per 10lbs of body weight. I hope Joey does well. Joan -Original Message- From: Belinda Sauro [mailto:[EMAIL PROTECTED] Sent: Monday, May 16, 2005 1:46 PM To: FeLV Talk List [New]; Feline Cancer Group; [EMAIL PROTECTED]; [EMAIL PROTECTED] Subject: OT: Cardiomyapathy Hi All, Took my Joey in for an echo on his heart, his heart murmur is getting louder so my vet wanted him to get an echo cardiogram. There is some thickening of the heart walls, very slight on the right, and more so on the left, which I guess is the norm for kitties that get this condition. So he is in the early stages of cardiomyapathy (he is 10 years old and negative). He will have to take medication once the radioligist verifies the vets findings, but I also want to get him on some kind of natural supplements that are beneficial for the heart. Does anyone know what that may be, I always thought that COQ-10 was one, but now I'm not sure?? Is lycopene OK for cats? -- Belinda Happiness is being owned by cats ... Be-Mi-Kitties ... http://www.bemikitties.com Post Adoptable FeLV/FIV/FIP Cats/Kittens http://adopt.bemikitties.com FeLV Candle Light Service http://www.bemikitties.com/cls HostDesign4U.com (affordable hosting web design) http://HostDesign4U.com --- BMK Designs (non-profit web sites) http://bmk.bemikitties.com
Re: Ginger ate a little (or at least licked at food)!
That sounds good, I had to add more water to the AD because I was feedig Buddie through a tube and it had to be watered down a bit more. It sounds like she is definately feeling much better. I've been told that kitties try to cover their food to hide it from other animals so they can come back to it later, I guess some of their bigger cousins wild cats do this :) -- Belinda Happiness is being owned by cats ... Be-Mi-Kitties ... http://www.bemikitties.com Post Adoptable FeLV/FIV/FIP Cats/Kittens http://adopt.bemikitties.com FeLV Candle Light Service http://www.bemikitties.com/cls HostDesign4U.com (affordable hosting web design) http://HostDesign4U.com --- BMK Designs (non-profit web sites) http://bmk.bemikitties.com
Re: Cardiomyapathy
Thanks Joan, I thought I had been told that but I couldn't find it anywhere. -- Belinda Happiness is being owned by cats ... Be-Mi-Kitties ... http://www.bemikitties.com Post Adoptable FeLV/FIV/FIP Cats/Kittens http://adopt.bemikitties.com FeLV Candle Light Service http://www.bemikitties.com/cls HostDesign4U.com (affordable hosting web design) http://HostDesign4U.com --- BMK Designs (non-profit web sites) http://bmk.bemikitties.com
Re: OT: Cardiomyapathy
Yes, CoQ10 is the main one-- even conventional vets recommend it sometimes. I learned about it from Tufts Vet Hospital when my Snowball had hyrocardiomyopathy. I think I gave him a small amount of Vitamin E as well but am not totally sure-- I would look it up. I also read more recently that Hawthorn is good for various heart conditions, and I have an herbal pet supplement for heart problems with that in it. I can mail it to you if you want, since I do not have anyone (that I know of, knock on wood) with heart problems right now. My mom was giving it to her dog with heart problems, who then died of an undetected tumor which burst. My mom gave me all her meds because she could not bear to look at them, so I have this little bottle of pet herbal heart tincture if you want it. It says it is for dogs and cats, I think. It does have a little alcohol in it though. I know some people do not give alcohol tinctures to cats (I generally try to avoid it myself but have done it occasionally), so I do not know if that bothers you. But anyway, its main ingredient is hawthorn. I don't know if cardiomyopathy is different than hydrocardiomyopathy, but Snowball died of a blood clot about 6 months after they diagnosed him. He was quite advanced when diagnosed, and was put on a bunch of medines including lasix and altenalol, and on a small amount of baby aspirin (I think it was one half a baby aspiring every other day but am not sure) to think his blood, but he got a blood clot anyway which paralyzed his back end and was very painful and I rushed him down to Tufts where they put him on oxygen, which took the pain away, and started to treat him, but he got a clot to his brain and died. I am not trying to scare you-- his was so much more advanced when we caught it than it sounds like Joey's is-- but wanted to tell you the stuff they put him on and what ultimately ended up happening. You might want to ask about blood thinners. There are stronger ones than baby aspirin but I think they do not like to use them because they can cause other problems like internal bleeding and anemia, I think, and need to be very closely monitored. I think Cumadin (sp?) is one of them. Michelle Michelle In a message dated 5/16/05 1:46:13 PM Eastern Daylight Time, [EMAIL PROTECTED] writes: verifies the vets findings, but I also want to get him on some kind of natural supplements that are beneficial for the heart. Does anyone know what that may be, I always thought that COQ-10 was one, but now I'm not sure?? Is lycopene OK for cats?
Re: OT: Cardiomyapathy
Hi Belinda, I'm sorry to hear Joey's heart murmur is getting louder. (Grace has a heart murmur too). I've also heard that anti-oxidants, like CoQ10 were good for the heart. What is lycopene? Is that a heart med? I'm afraid I haven't done any research on heart conditions and what to do about them yet. Please let us know what you find to help him, (I'll try to do some looking too), my thoughts and prayers are with you guys. Nina Belinda Sauro wrote: Hi All, Took my Joey in for an echo on his heart, his heart murmur is getting louder so my vet wanted him to get an echo cardiogram. There is some thickening of the heart walls, very slight on the right, and more so on the left, which I guess is the norm for kitties that get this condition. So he is in the early stages of cardiomyapathy (he is 10 years old and negative). He will have to take medication once the radioligist verifies the vets findings, but I also want to get him on some kind of natural supplements that are beneficial for the heart. Does anyone know what that may be, I always thought that COQ-10 was one, but now I'm not sure?? Is lycopene OK for cats?
RE: [FelineIBD] Gypsy Update
Title: Message I guess the little soul knew what her body needed. That's great news, Nina! Onward and upward! Kerry -Original Message-From: [EMAIL PROTECTED] [mailto:[EMAIL PROTECTED] On Behalf Of NinaSent: Monday, May 16, 2005 12:48 PMTo: Felvtalk@felineleukemia.orgSubject: [FelineIBD] Gypsy UpdateI just posted this to my IBD group and, since you've all been so kind to have shown concern for Gypsy, I thought I'd let you folks know what's going on as well.NinaHi Everyone,Here's a brief update on my trials and tribulations with Missy-Thang Gypsy. Let's see, I think it was last Thursday, (Dana, I do keep a log, I just never seem to bring it to the computer with me!), my vet's office convinced me to try the Tylan I had purchased and to NOT taper off the Pred. I had called with the exact opposite in mind :( . Gypsy's "leaky faucet" had slowed to an almost imperceptible trickle and I don't think it had anything to do with the meds, any and all of her recovery has come about with her diet change, (fresh raw duck and salmon). The very next morning, I woke up to liquid diarrhea all over the house! Not to mention, she has still been vomiting, at least once a day, (this is a new symptom for her). Very, very upsetting. I called my vet and was told that Tylan is not associated with diarrhea and to keep giving it to her for at least 2 weeks. Arrrggh! Then Gypsy began refusing her food. I don't have to tell you people the meaning of the word frustration, but I was, (once again), at my wits end with this little girl. I offered her plain duck (no sups), plain salmon, turkey, chick liver: she would eat nothing. Finally she lapped up some veal baby food. Two more days of this. The good news was, no more leaky faucet, and the vomiting had stopped. I figured this could well be because she had so very little in her system. Yesterday afternoon, I made the decision that I would start to taper off the Pred, (start skipping it eod), and continue with the Tylan for at least a week, maybe two. This way, by the time we were finished with the Tylan, she'd be ready to stop the Pred as well. After that, it would be up to God whether or not Gypsy would get better without the meds. Well, last night my husband and I were eating London Broil for dinner. Here comes our Gypsy, "What you guys got?" I know that beef is harder to digest, so I haven't been offering her any. With my new, "let go and let God" determination, I cut her up some raw and put it in front of her. She scarfed it up like she hadn't eaten in days, (which she hadn't!). She ate 2 tablespoons, an enormous amount for this pint sized wonder, and was begging for more. I was afraid of what all this beef would do to her, so I offered her some salmon instead. She looked at me like, we've just been through this, I want BEEF! She wouldn't touch her salmon. This morning, no signs of diarrhea, no signs of vomiting. She ate some of her salmon, and then a bowl of beef. Do any of you kind folks know of a good wig maker? I'm bald from pulling my hair out from this little imp!Nina Yahoo! Groups Links To visit your group on the web, go to:http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FelineIBD/ To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to:[EMAIL PROTECTED] Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to the Yahoo! Terms of Service. This email and any files transmitted with it are confidential and intended solely for the use of the individual or entity to whom they are addressed. If you have received this email in error please notify the system manager. This message contains confidential information and is intended only for the individual named. If you are not the named addressee you should not disseminate, distribute or copy this e-mail.
Re: OT: Cardiomyapathy
Belinda, sorry I don't remember what is good for that. But I am keeping Joey in my prayers and thoughts. Carla Date sent: Mon, 16 May 2005 10:45:53 -0700 From: Belinda Sauro [EMAIL PROTECTED] Organization: http://www.bemikitties.com To: FeLV Talk List [New] felvtalk@felineleukemia.org, Feline Cancer Group [EMAIL PROTECTED], [EMAIL PROTECTED], [EMAIL PROTECTED] Copies to: Subject:OT: Cardiomyapathy Send reply to: felvtalk@felineleukemia.org Hi All, Took my Joey in for an echo on his heart, his heart murmur is getting louder so my vet wanted him to get an echo cardiogram. There is some thickening of the heart walls, very slight on the right, and more so on the left, which I guess is the norm for kitties that get this condition. So he is in the early stages of cardiomyapathy (he is 10 years old and negative). He will have to take medication once the radioligist verifies the vets findings, but I also want to get him on some kind of natural supplements that are beneficial for the heart. Does anyone know what that may be, I always thought that COQ-10 was one, but now I'm not sure?? Is lycopene OK for cats? -- Belinda Happiness is being owned by cats ... Be-Mi-Kitties ... http://www.bemikitties.com Post Adoptable FeLV/FIV/FIP Cats/Kittens http://adopt.bemikitties.com FeLV Candle Light Service http://www.bemikitties.com/cls HostDesign4U.com (affordable hosting web design) http://HostDesign4U.com --- BMK Designs (non-profit web sites) http://bmk.bemikitties.com
Re: Update on Akira
Lisa, Honestly cats can stop eating for seemingly no reason at all, stress can also cause them to stop eating. There is a condition called Cholagiohepatitis http://www.vetinfo.com/cchohep.html#Cholagiohepatitis Was she checked for this? -- Belinda Happiness is being owned by cats ... Be-Mi-Kitties ... http://www.bemikitties.com Post Adoptable FeLV/FIV/FIP Cats/Kittens http://adopt.bemikitties.com FeLV Candle Light Service http://www.bemikitties.com/cls HostDesign4U.com (affordable hosting web design) http://HostDesign4U.com --- BMK Designs (non-profit web sites) http://bmk.bemikitties.com
Re: Update on Akira
Lisa, Just because Akira (great name by the way) is ready to go...doesn't mean she knows HOW to go. My aunt was dying of cancer and was absolutely ready to go for three monthsit still took those three months for her body to reconcile with her spirit. Even tho we all KNOW better...I think we all function under the hope that THIS time, THIS animal will live foreverwe will stun all the vets and all the world with the fact that THIS animal is...20, 30, 40 yrs. old and won't actually die until that very minute that we do. Its not realistic...we KNOW its not realistic...but still, somewhere deep inside...we hope, we're certain...we know that this time, this one will live forever. Part of that is because, this one WILL live forever, as will they all...unfortunately..the body has an expiration date. Akira sounds like she's doing "well"...as it were. She doesn't seem scared, or in pain...she's purring, so she's prob. happy. Your stress is coming from you...your fear of losing her...your dread ofbeing withouther...and somewhere deep inside, the part you...(ALL of us who deal with the terminal loved one have been there at one time or another) that just wants it to be over with...and the misplaced guilt that comes with that. Its like having a gun pointed at you, and waiting for it to go off. I've been were you are...don't own the guilt, there is no sense to it. You are trying to cover all the basis...to make certain that you've done- EVERYTHING humanly possiblebut think about that for a minute...with all the money, all the proceedures you could throw at Akira...what will your end result be...what will the road be for her...what quality of life would it really buy her? Like a doctor once said"I can give a glass of water vital signs." Try to stop. BREATHE...ask yourself what the next step is that's best for both you and Akira. It may be allowing her to die, managing her pain while she does soor ..helping her to die with the assistance of a vet. Dying is not a bad thing. It is a natural part of lifeeverything that is born...must die- the body that is. Taking care of a pet during its life, is as natural as the duty of helping it to pass, in which ever way is best for you both. I'm sorry that you have to go through all this. Just remember to take time to breathe and try to enjoy what time you have left together. I'll keep you both in my prayers. God Bless. Akira is lucky to have you...and she knows it. T [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote: Update on Akira hi everyone, I just wanted to thank everyone for their prayers so far..and ask everyone to please continue praying.I am so upset and confused Ill tell you that much..I jsut dont know what to dolet me explain..mabey someone here (thanks to those who Ive talked to) can give me some advise/help/reassurance Akira is still hanging in there...she is obviously very weak..she hasnt eaten in 10 daysyet she still isnt yellow I am so second guessing everything right nowshe jsut sleeps mostly..and only gets up to turn herself over when one side is getting sore.she refused water even about 4 days ago now..yet I took ehr outside yesterday again..and she drank some while outside...very little..but still...before that she has been jsut turning her nose up at it too.then again today she refuses it...Ive been giving her a little several times a day just to keep her mouth moist so her lips dont get chapped, or anything...but other than that she doesn't want it.she seems so alert though she still purrs when you pet her,a nd will lift her butt a little if you scratch "the spot", yet she wont get up for anything(but then again who wouldn't bee weak after 10 days not eating)she is so thin..I feel awfulbut I know natural deaths can take a while...up to even 3 weeks!!!..its been 10 days since any signifigant nurishmentand before that the only reall signifigant nurishment was one days worth at the vet.I was force feeding her the week before but she was refusing even that...and jsut not wanting it so she didn't get muchand now 3 days without water (not counting yesterday) The A/C that I had speak with Akira said Akira was ready to go.,...if that was true why is she still hanging on so tightly Her blood tests indicated something going on with her liver..since she hadnt eaten we assumed fatty liver ..but she would have been gone..and at LEAST yellow by now if that was true...so something else may be going on in her liver...BUT the CBC also indicated her FeLV had flared up and was causing problems..possibly even another cancer...which is what her vet was really worried about..her not havign much of a chanceand of course the all mighty $ plays into this whole senario WAY more than I would like it too...Ive got to think about the others tooIve got 7 other animals that I have to think about..and Indy right now is still going through having urinary issues..not so much but he still
Re: Update on Akira
When Simon got jaundiced and his liver looked funny on the ultrasound, they said it was either lymphoma or cholangiohepatits. Unfortunately the biopsy said the former. Cholangiohepatitis is treatable with antibiotics. Michelle In a message dated 5/16/05 3:58:05 PM Eastern Daylight Time, [EMAIL PROTECTED] writes: Lisa, Honestly cats can stop eating for seemingly no reason at all, stress can also cause them to stop eating. There is a condition called Cholagiohepatitis http://www.vetinfo.com/cchohep.html#CholagiohepatitisWas she checked for this?
Re: Update on Akira
Lisa, I wish I had some advice for you. Have you tried force feeding recently to see if she's more agreeable to it? I don't know what to tell you I'm sorry that you are going through this right now. It sounds like Akira is comfortable though. I don't know how she could be.. but it seems like she is. I wish they could talk. : ( tonya[EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote: Update on Akira hi everyone, I just wanted to thank everyone for their prayers so far..and ask everyone to please continue praying.I am so upset and confused Ill tell you that much..I jsut dont know what to dolet me explain..mabey someone here (thanks to those who Ive talked to) can give me some advise/help/reassurance Akira is still hanging in there...she is obviously very weak..she hasnt eaten in 10 daysyet she still isnt yellow I am so second guessing everything right nowshe jsut sleeps mostly..and only gets up to turn herself over when one side is getting sore.she refused water even about 4 days ago now..yet I took ehr outside yesterday again..and she drank some while outside...very little..but still...before that she has been jsut turning her nose up at it too.then again today she refuses it...Ive been giving her a little several times a day just to keep her mouth moist so her lips dont get chapped, or anything...but other than that she doesn't want it.she seems so alert though she still purrs when you pet her,a nd will lift her butt a little if you scratch "the spot", yet she wont get up for anything(but then again who wouldn't bee weak after 10 days not eating)she is so thin..I feel awfulbut I know natural deaths can take a while...up to even 3 weeks!!!..its been 10 days since any signifigant nurishmentand before that the only reall signifigant nurishment was one days worth at the vet.I was force feeding her the week before but she was refusing even that...and jsut not wanting it so she didn't get muchand now 3 days without water (not counting yesterday) The A/C that I had speak with Akira said Akira was ready to go.,...if that was true why is she still hanging on so tightly Her blood tests indicated something going on with her liver..since she hadnt eaten we assumed fatty liver ..but she would have been gone..and at LEAST yellow by now if that was true...so something else may be going on in her liver...BUT the CBC also indicated her FeLV had flared up and was causing problems..possibly even another cancer...which is what her vet was really worried about..her not havign much of a chanceand of course the all mighty $ plays into this whole senario WAY more than I would like it too...Ive got to think about the others tooIve got 7 other animals that I have to think about..and Indy right now is still going through having urinary issues..not so much but he still needs check up..and I would like a pro-raw holistic vet to look at him to hopefully get away from the commercial stuff he hates so much..and perhaps FIX him...rather than bandaid him...I spoke to Michelle (the vet) again today about all my concerns..she is going to fax me the bloopd results and an exact estimate of what all Akira would need and how much it would belike liver biopsy, feeding tube, other tests etcjust to humor me I asked her tooshe thinks it would be best just to let her goand I know she is looking at it form what I would be putting Akira through and myself (financially) through...which I respect...but Im just so worried has has more of a chance than I thought a week ago... Several peeps think I should try the feeding tubebut then what? something made her quit eating and the FeLV is looking like the cullpritplus withher CBC values being like they werethe vet fears the feeding tube may cause more problems...infection, irritation..and just plain not healing rightplus if her body rejects the food or not Im so confused/stressed/worried..yet at teh same time I dont want to make the wrong decisonI wish it was so much more easier...black and white..not so much gray. But she is still comfy, resting, not hiding, refusing food and water,a nd force feedingI dunno.And I still want to let her go naturally..I just dont know if now..I believe the A/C so much or not...if she was ready and wanted to go..why is this taking so long? Either way...PLEASE..everyone continue to pray for her. Lisa and the furbratsAkira, Indy, Spooky, Mona, Lancelot, Bowtie, Bennie and Anza
Re: Ginger ate a little (or at least licked at food)!
I counteract the watering down by adding a teaspoon of Nutri-Cal to the mix, it bumps the calories back up without thickening it up too much to syringe. She may even lick the Nutri-Cal off your finger on her own, sometimes mine do that when I ask them nicely and make a big fuss over it being "such an yummy yummy treat!" Jenn ~~~ You may want to syringe her a bit more, an adult cat needs between 5.5 and 6.0 ounces of food to maintain their body weight, although tiny cats like my Shelbee don't eat anywhere near that much (Shelbee weights about 7 pounds).You may want to stick with the 100ccs of food, because if you mix the food with water to thin it out (I'm speaking about AD here), a can works out to be around 200 or so ccs. So even if you are giving her around 100 it is only about half of what she needs. Since she isn't feeling well from the URI you don't want her to get weaker from not getting enough calories and make it that much harder to bounce back once the URI starts clearing up. No virus found in this outgoing message. Checked by AVG Anti-Virus. Version: 7.0.308 / Virus Database: 266.11.10 - Release Date: 5/13/2005
OT: need name of MN no-kill shelter
Can anyone help this person with the name and contact info of any no- kill shelters or foster/rescue groups in Minneapolis? Thanks very much, Bonnie in WI - Original Message - From: Jean Colison [EMAIL PROTECTED] Date: Monday, May 16, 2005 11:18 am Subject: no-kill shelter or foster in Minneapolis My brother knows of someone in Minneapolis who has been talking about getting rid of her year old cat taking it to a kill shelter. (Also he wonders if she's abusing him/her.) Does anyone know of a no-kill shelter or foster group who could help? Thanks. Jean
Re: stitch
well stitch took a turn for the worse on sunday when his lymphoma came out of remission. he will start the ccnu if his CBC comes back with a good white blood cell count. keep your fingers crossed
Re: stitch
We're hoping for a miracle for Stitch here too. tonyaNina [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote: I tell you Michael, some days it's very difficult to be a member of this list. We're due for a miracle or two, I'm hoping Stitch is one of them. I'm very glad Stitch has you to look after him. Are you getting to be with him more these days, or are you still separated most of the time? That's got to make it doubly difficult. My thoughts and prayers are with you guys. Thanks for taking the time to let us know how you're doing.Nina[EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:well stitch took a turn for the worse on sunday when his lymphoma came out of remission. he will start the ccnu if his CBC comes back with a good white blood cell count. keep your fingers crossed
Re: stitch
fingers crossed and praying. how much we come to love these little furballs. hoping and praying for yours. Barbara - Original Message - From: [EMAIL PROTECTED] To: felvtalk@felineleukemia.org Sent: Monday, May 16, 2005 7:15 PM Subject: Re: stitch well stitch took a turn for the worse on sunday when his lymphoma came out of remission. he will start the ccnu if his CBC comes back with a good white blood cell count. keep your fingers crossed
RE..Update Akira
In a message dated 5/16/2005 4:27:27 P.M. Eastern Daylight Time, [EMAIL PROTECTED] writes: http://www.vetinfo.com/cchohep.html#Cholagiohepatitis I want to thank everyone for their continued prayers adn kind words..they mean so much to me.,...I wish I could get hte same here.,...at home.Im so upset and just crying..inside..but can hardley seem to cry outwardly.My bf is not being overly nice about this..he wants to save hr no matter what..which I dont think is going to happen...and he is just making my second guessing myself all that much worseand even (I think..he says not) using it to make me feel worse about not doingt he feeding tube up front..I asked hi what were we supposed to do if one of the other needed vet care soonhes like "I dunno"well what kind of answer is that and then what about her?..and what she wants...I TOLD him it would be a long.,..not so pretty proccess..I dont know what he thought would happen...hes all "shes thin, shes losing her balance, her eye lids (third) are half way up, she ..this and that"..and I KNOWI jsut wish he would shut uphe doesn't care if its natural..he thinks its awful..adn now that I am doing teh what ifs...even more to myself..he is using that to make it worse on me..even though he swears he's not.. .as to everyone's suggestion..I have told her that is is ok for her to go..and I really mean it..I am terrified of seeing her this way... and am terrified of loosing her..she means so mcuh to meshe taught me so much, she has endured so much,...and she has taught others so much,.,,she is so special, and so magicalthis hurts so much..and I feel the only place I can get any comfort is here on the internet..not even at home Yet I really mean its ok for her to go.and I say it as honestly and heart felt as I can...I tell her I understand...and will see her again..adn know she will always be by my side..until she comes back to me... and to Belinda..about teh hepatitis thing..I THINK that that is what teh liver biospy is for that they would have to do to her Lisa and the furbratsAkira, Indy, Spooky, Mona, Lancelot, Bowtie, Bennie and Anza
Re: RE..Update Akira
I've not been responding with any suggestions so far, because I'm probably in the minority in my opinion, but I think she is suffering needlessly, and that HUMANE euthanasia would be the kindest thing for her at this point. I do not think that putting her through all the invasive procedures of biopsies and feeding tubes is the right thing to do. I know that if I ever get to that point, I HOPE that someone will have the kindness to ease my suffering and end my dwindling life (hopefully it will be legal by then). That's just how I feel though, and I'm not you, and she's not my cat, and I do not want you to in any way think that I am judging you, or criticizing your actions. It's just that you asked for opinions so many times, and I held my tongue a few times, but your plea has finally given me the will to say what I know will probably be my unpopular opinion. Whatever you decide, PLEASE make sure it is the decision that your heart tells you is the RIGHT one, because I know what living with regret every day feels like, and I don't want anyone to feel that kind of pain! My sincerest wishes of peace and understanding go out to you and Akira! Jenn ~~~ Thank you for the suggestion...I have toldher numerous timesyet wonder if she doesn't believe me? Or if even my BF is complicating things by telling her no..even though in front of me and her he says its oktonight when I got home form work she looked so much worse...I want to do as she wants but yet I fear I cant stomach it...I feel so awful about it and then my BF really is making things worse on me b/c he wants to put her through the biopsy, feeding tube, and is playing on my confusion right now...and is saying "I told you so" about wanting to treat her...in more subtle ways (not really saying I told you so..in fact saying he isn't..but it sure comes across that way) I got an estimate form my vet...after a bit of pesteringit would be over 600$ just to start the feeding tube...and to perform the next steps of testing to see if she is even helpable..plus she would be in the hospital for a week or more to start with..and being put under for biopsy's and the insertion of the tube..I just don't know if it is worth it..to put her though it... No virus found in this outgoing message. Checked by AVG Anti-Virus. Version: 7.0.308 / Virus Database: 266.11.10 - Release Date: 5/13/2005
Re: RE..Update Akira
Lisa, Everyone has their own ideas about euthanasia. You have to do what is right for you and what you feel is right for Akira. I'm not you, and would not presume to tell you what is right in your situation. When I have been in similar situations I have sometimes chosen to euthanize, and sometimes I chose to treat. I think Jenn made some good points in her response. I am praying for you and Akira. I am so sorry. I do know how hard it is to have to make the decision whether to put your precious friend through medical procedures that may or may not help, and how difficult it is to make the decision to let them go whether it be naturally or by deciding to help them. It is so hard. But we are only human. We have no way of knowing what the right thing to do is. It's unfair that the decision is put on YOU. I will say that when I've had these kinds of decisions to make I've found it helpful to sit down one on one and spend a lot of time talking to my cats and really looking into their eyes for answers. With each one it was different, but after a time I finally came up with a decision to treat or let go that I truly felt was a decision we 'agreed' on in some unspoken way. It gave me more of a feeling of peace. I wish I could help in some way, and you weren't in this position. I don't know how I really feel about animal communicators, but I dothink that there is a stronger bond and stronger communication between you and Akira than with an AC and Akira. What seems right to the two of you is what is most important. tonya[EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote: I've not been responding with any suggestions so far, because I'm probably in the minority in my opinion, but I think she is suffering needlessly, and that HUMANE euthanasia would be the kindest thing for her at this point. I do not think that putting her through all the invasive procedures of biopsies and feeding tubes is the right thing to do. I know that if I ever get to that point, I HOPE that someone will have the kindness to ease my suffering and end my dwindling life (hopefully it will be legal by then). That's just how I feel though, and I'm not you, and she's not my cat, and I do not want you to in any way think that I am judging you, or criticizing your actions. It's just that you asked for opinions so many times, and I held my tongue a few times, but your plea has finally given me the will to say what I know will probably be my unpopular opinion. Whatever you decide, PLEASE make sure it is the decision that your heart tells you is the RIGHT one, because I know what living with regret every day feels like, and I don't want anyone to feel that kind of pain! My sincerest wishes of peace and understanding go out to you and Akira! Jenn ~~~ Thank you for the suggestion...I have toldher numerous timesyet wonder if she doesn't believe me? Or if even my BF is complicating things by telling her no..even though in front of me and her he says its oktonight when I got home form work she looked so much worse...I want to do as she wants but yet I fear I cant stomach it...I feel so awful about it and then my BF really is making things worse on me b/c he wants to put her through the biopsy, feeding tube, and is playing on my confusion right now...and is saying "I told you so" about wanting to treat her...in more subtle ways (not really saying I told you so..in fact saying he isn't..but it sure comes across that way) I got an estimate form my vet...after a bit of pesteringit would be over 600$ just to start the feeding tube...and to perform the next steps of testing to see if she is even helpable..plus she would be in the hospital for a week or more to start with..and being put under for biopsy's and the insertion of the tube..I just don't know if it is worth it..to put her though it... No virus found in this outgoing message.Checked by AVG Anti-Virus.Version: 7.0.308 / Virus Database: 266.11.10 - Release Date: 5/13/2005
Re: RE..Update Akira
Re: euthanasia, everyone has their own take on it. I think it is ok to let Akira go on her own, and it sounds like there are still things she is enjoying, even if you are willing to help her at the point if/when she stops enjoying anything. But I do not see any harm in giving sub q fluids if it does not freak her out, and giving a shot of dexamethasone to see if it helps. Neither will hurt and they could make her much more comfortable. Many dying humans are on dexamethasone I have heard, as it increases feelings of physical and mental well-being. Given how long she has held on, though, I am also not sure that a test or two would be a bad idea to see if this is something she can actually survive. I can not see her, only you can, so you have a better idea. I did not think she had hope of surviving before you emailed how she is doing these last few days. I don't know if you remember what happened with Simon, but he seemed at least as close to death a month before he actually died. He could not walk or even hold himself up in the litter box-- I had to hold him in there, and he had not eaten or been fed for 3 days or drunk anything for 2 days. I loaded him up with steroids and then thought there was no hope and just stayed with him, thinking he would die, and all of a sudden one night he started drinking and eating and by the next day was walking around and jumping. He only had another month after that, but most of it was really good time-- eating, playing, cuddling, going outside, and even climbing up a carpeted wall into the ceiling (the first feline in the house to do that). I am not saying Akira could have a month, and I am not saying that everyone would or should think that a month is worth intervention of any kind, but I do want to convey to you that I and everyone on this list thought Simon was in the process of dying when some simple steroid shots pulled him out of it. He then got more chemo, of course, which is probably what gave him most of the month. Basically, I do not think that you are necessarily wrong in what you are thinking and what you are doing, but I do not think your boyfriend is necessarily wrong either. There might be things that could save her, or at least give her a little more quality time, but you can't know without trying them. It may be that she does not want that, that you do not want that, and/or that you can not afford it. I am just saying that it really might be possible. I have let several cats go without euthanasia, and have also done euthanasia right at the end when they clearly enter the last stage of dying (respiratory distress). I do not euthanize before that except in exceptional circumstances where it is clear something really horrible is about to happen. So I have seen a lot of last days. I personally have never seen the dying process take 10 days. Perhaps that is because I have given fluids, steroids, and feedings until they could not accept them anymore due to vomiting, etc., but it is usually pretty close to the end at that point. I may be wrong, as I only know what has happened to my own animals and clearly I have not seen everything, but it seems to me that if she is taking this long to die she has, or had, some reserves and really was not, and maybe is not, so close to death. I am not sure where that leaves anything, but I just wanted to counterbalance the suggestion to euthanize her. I am not saying that such suggestion is wrong; I just disagree with it because I have seen amazing rebounds, and what Akira is going through and doing makes it seem to me that the absence of food and water are probably what are making her the weakest right now. Prayers to you both, Michelle
Warning: Immuno-regulin side effects
Ginger got her second dose of Immuno-regulin today. She is now running all over, jumping, playing, and trying (rather unsuccessfully) to eat a little (don't get too excited-- I doubt the amount she ate on her own would fill up a thimble). She is meowing for me and trying to knock the door down separating her room from the rest of the house. In other words, except for the very serious fact that she is not eating normally, she seems great. However, she had a very scary reaction to the Immuno-regulin for the first hour or so after getting it. I think she had it the first time too, on Friday, but we were in the car then so I don't think I knew the extent of it. It seems to give her severe chills, so she shakes, and makes her temperature go way up for a short time. I took her temp at104.7 and then 106.1while this happened. I freaked out and called the woman from the shelter where I volunteer and Ginger came from, who came over with her own thermometer and temped her at 105.8. I gave her fluids and, per a vet who works with the shelter, one baby aspirin. Within 30 minutes or so her temp was down to 104.8 (still high) and she was purring and playing a little. Within another 30 minutes she was running around, interested in food and nibbling a little, jumping onto the very high bed in that room, and getting pinker than she has been for days. When I thought back, I realized that after she got the first shot at the emergency room, while I was driving home she crawled onto my lap and was shivering and I called the emergency room to ask if this could just be an effect of the moderate fever they had temped her at, and they said yes. But she probably had a major temp spike then too. I looked in the literature on I-R and it says that under 10% of cats get side effects which can include a minor increase in temperature (I do not think 105.8 is minor) and chills and sluggishness. I guess she gets that reaction. Terry, from the shelter, looked it up in a book she has on meds for cats and dogs and saw that the dosages range from .25 to .5 ml, and I had given her .5 ml because that is what the article on the felineleukemia.org website recommends. I do not know if I will give it to her again or not, but Terry said if I do I should give the lower dosage, and I think I would give it with a baby aspirin. Right when it happened I said I would never give her the meds again, but she is so incredibly spunky now that I am not sure. I actually just had to stop typing and go take her out of a planter on a shelf that she had climbed into, and now she is at the door meowing for me to go back and play with her! Her next dosage would be on Thursday, and she has an ultrasound on Thursday if she is still not eating, so I would wait and see what the ultrasound says. If god-forbid she has cancer, then the I-R is probably not the answer anyway. Terry could not believe she is not eating, because she looks so normal. Her nose is still congested, but not very much by the sound of it. Her not eating is a mystery. It made sense before the dental surgery, and right afterwards and while her URI was so bad, but now it does not make any sense, unless she still can not smell or taste much because she is still somewhat congested. I hope that is all it is. Anyway, I just wanted to convey this experience with Immuno-Regulin so that you will know if you ever decide to try it that there can be temporary side effects that can be scary. Terry at the shelter uses it frequently and says she has never seen anything like Ginger's reaction to it, but she also said that it passed so quickly that, with 150 cats at the shelter, she is not sure she would notice if they had a brief spell of chills or a brief temp spike, since she was not totally listless or anything when it happened. Michelle