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> --- In [email protected], "kvngreen" <kvngreen@> wrote:
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> > Satori means to "GET IT"......what does it has to do with breathing.
> > Animals even DO Satoru. Even at their young, they DO Satoru.
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Matt this is how it was for me
> I saw the 1987 supernovae.
> The first supernovae to be visible with the naked eye since the 1500's.
> I used to often look at the night sky.
> I recognised the constellation, later when I heard about it on the news.
> I see a light too bright in the sky.
> I watch and watch but it does not move, except with the night sky.
> Twenty minutes more?
> I wonder.
> Entering my home I pass through the threshold leaving the night sky behind
> and perceiving in my minds eye what it must be.
> I see a revolution occur within the heart of a star and feel an echo of that
> revolution occur within myself.
> From the deapest seat of consciousness I turn and I know nothing will stop me
> learning the truth.
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> Some months pass and I manage to maintain an uninterupted meditative state
> overnight for the first time.
> I soon manage more than three days, a week and more.
> A month passes in uninterupted meditation.
> I know now I have sufficient control and understanding of my brain function
> to make my attempt.
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> I am hospitalised after collapsing.
> The result of a prolonged fast.
> This only serves to sharpen my resolve.
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> Then the night comes?
> Leaving a friends house I recognise what I have heard described as the
> Kundalini.
> I see the great serpent writhe, turning this way and that seeking.
> Not seeing the truth that lay so lightly on its head.
> I consider this as I walk to another friends home.
> As I approach his door I believe I see the trick to it.
> Passing through the threshold my foot catches and snap.
> It is as though my head floats free of my body.
> My friend sits in near dark playing his guitar as I sit enraptured.
> Further seperations occurr in succession untill I am reduced to particles to
> small to hold any form of self I recognise.
> I float free, my mind seems to encompass the whole of the Cosmos and at its
> heart the remnants of myself burn, particles too small burning exploding to
> become no thing at all.
> My awareness dwells here for a time the last vestiges of self cease.
> Too week to go on I am lifted up.
> Form reasserts itself without my volition.
> I find I am comforted and then it all begins again.
> I weep in the darkness my friend he plays guitar.
> Over and over I am rebuilt without volition and destroyed.
> Each time the form more complex the grasp more tenuous.
> Finally I feel the process draws to a close.
> Departing my friends I return home and to sleep.
> I dream only of a light in the night sky.
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