Merle, I for one would be interested in hearing more of your personal history... I suspect you are even more interesting than I already think you are...
Edgar On Oct 19, 2012, at 12:45 AM, Merle Lester wrote: > > > edgar... he is not a super god..he does his best... > i need to tackle this myself.. > it is my nervous disposition at times > i have a long history of tales to tell > do i air myself on a public forum.. who's wanting to listen? > it is very complicated me you are asking to disclose > any hands up as to who wishes to advise? > i would be grateful but understand if no > zen practise helps > and the zen way of seeing and experiencing the world! > merle > > > Merkle, errr Merlin, err Merle, > > And why isn't your big strapping man with the tight abs protecting you and > making you feel safe I must ask? > :-) > > Edgar > > > > On Oct 18, 2012, at 8:02 PM, Merle Lester wrote: > >> >> >> >> i need help in the fear dept...and anxiety...i am forever the nervous >> nellie...merle >> >> >> Suresh, >> >> Your post didn't make a lot of sense to me. I hope others on the forum can >> understand more what you mean to say and reply to you. >> >> In the meantime, Welcome! ...Bill! >> >> --- In [email protected], "Suresh" <varamtha@...> wrote: >> > >> > Mr.Bharath, >> > >> > So it is your answer and a Trainer and swami Sukhabhodananda appealed to >> > your mind, so you accept their words as it is. >> > >> > From your mail - >> > "I have been seeing postings with wordings like >> > Atman,Brahman,Parabrahman,Consciousness, >> > Super consciousness,Inner consciousness,Inner Integrity,Inner Engineering >> > etc etc" >> > >> > Those words appear strange to you, since it is not of your interest. >> > Each person in the world is unique, and nobody can replace any other, and >> > each has been meant for something and he has his own place in the society >> > such as puzzle parts. >> > >> > You will understand if you can see when the puzzle is cleared, by putting >> > all parts together. Rather a puzzle is one design; it is not two different >> > things. >> > >> > Have you ever purchased a puzzle for your children, if you see that it >> > will be only one picture and there are various parts and one need to >> > arrange in such a way that you bring the original picture. >> > >> > Similarly you are part of one whole, if you see yourself as a separate >> > entity and not part of whole, you will have fear, but if you see yourself >> > as part of one whole, there will not be fear. >> > >> > I can simply explain all your "wordings like >> > Atman,Brahman,Parabrahman,Consciousness, >> > Super consciousness,Inner consciousness,Inner Integrity,Inner Engineering >> > etc etc" as your `understanding'. >> > >> > What is the state of mind when there is understanding of a subject? Mind >> > is totally receptive and one goes with the word flow and see things, which >> > makes one understand, this state of mind is what your atman consciousness >> > etc., or in my words your airing space. >> > >> > Just think you are on the terrace of your house; can you claim the space >> > above you is yours? Yes of course we do. Countries claims airing space, >> > they even prohibit certain airing space such as space above Thirumala is >> > prohibited for any foreign flight to fly. >> > >> > So similarly when atman/consciousness is referred to your airing space, >> > what about other space that surrounds your airing space? First of all is >> > there any division or boundaries or separators between one countries >> > airing space to other airing space? No isn't it; There are no real >> > boundaries between one's airing space and to other's airing space. The >> > space is one. If you look at undivided space then that is called Brahman >> > ot Papabrahman or super consciousness. >> > >> > Best wishes >> > Suresh >> > >> >> >> >> > > > > >
