well i am not doing a public airing and it is a long one.:..how much time do you have?.... instalments?... merle Merle,
I for one would be interested in hearing more of your personal history... I suspect you are even more interesting than I already think you are... Edgar On Oct 19, 2012, at 12:45 AM, Merle Lester wrote: > > > > > edgar... he is not a super god..he does his best... >i need to tackle this myself.. >it is my nervous disposition at times > i have a long history of tales to tell > do i air myself on a public forum.. who's wanting to listen? > it is very complicated me you are asking to disclose >any hands up as to who wishes to advise? > i would be grateful but understand if no > zen practise helps > and the zen way of seeing and experiencing the world! > merle > > > >Merkle, errr Merlin, err Merle, > > >And why isn't your big strapping man with the tight abs protecting you and >making you feel safe I must ask? >:-) > > >Edgar > > > > > > >On Oct 18, 2012, at 8:02 PM, Merle Lester wrote: > > >> >> >> >> >>i need help in the fear dept...and anxiety...i am forever the nervous >>nellie...merle >> >> >> >>Suresh, >> >>Your post didn't make a lot of sense to me. I hope others on the forum can >>understand more what you mean to say and reply to you. >> >>In the meantime, Welcome! ...Bill! >> >>--- In [email protected], "Suresh" <varamtha@...> wrote: >>> >>> Mr.Bharath, >>> >>> So it is your answer and a Trainer and swami Sukhabhodananda appealed to >>> your mind, so you accept their words as it is. >>> >>> From your mail - >>> "I have been seeing postings with wordings like >>> Atman,Brahman,Parabrahman,Consciousness, >>> Super consciousness,Inner consciousness,Inner Integrity,Inner Engineering >>> etc etc" >>> >>> Those words appear strange to you, since it is not of your interest. >>> Each person in the world is unique, and nobody can replace any other, and >>> each has been meant for something and he has his own place in the society >>> such as puzzle parts. >>> >>> You will understand if you can see when the puzzle is cleared, by putting >>> all parts together. Rather a puzzle is one design; it is not two different >>> things. >>> >>> Have you ever purchased a puzzle for your children, if you see that it will >>> be only one picture and there are various parts and one need to arrange in >>> such a way that you bring the original picture. >>> >>> Similarly you are part of one whole, if you see yourself as a separate >>> entity and not part of whole, you will have fear, but if you see yourself >>> as part of one whole, there will not be fear. >>> >>> I can simply explain all your "wordings like >>> Atman,Brahman,Parabrahman,Consciousness, >>> Super consciousness,Inner consciousness,Inner Integrity,Inner Engineering >>> etc etc" as your `understanding'. >>> >>> What is the state of mind when there is understanding of a subject? Mind is >>> totally receptive and one goes with the word flow and see things, which >>> makes one understand, this state of mind is what your atman consciousness >>> etc., or in my words your airing space. >>> >>> Just think you are on the terrace of your house; can you claim the space >>> above you is yours? Yes of course we do. Countries claims airing space, >>> they even prohibit certain airing space such as space above Thirumala is >>> prohibited for any foreign flight to fly. >>> >>> So similarly when atman/consciousness is referred to your airing space, >>> what about other space that surrounds your airing space? First of all is >>> there any division or boundaries or separators between one countries airing >>> space to other airing space? No isn't it; There are no real boundaries >>> between one's airing space and to other's airing space. The space is one. >>> If you look at undivided space then that is called Brahman ot Papabrahman >>> or super consciousness. >>> >>> Best wishes >>> Suresh >>> >> >> >> >> >> >> > > > > >
