Just curious what you are looking for in posting this message. Do you want direct feedback or are you just exploring your own thoughts about the topic? The first question that comes to mind here is what is the motivation for writing a book?
Basic feedback would be to look at the questions asked and how they unfold. How many times do you say "I" and 'my' in describing what the dilemma is. Obviously we have to use the word, but it is the frame of reference as "I" that is askew if one is serious about attempting to speak about the subtleties of Consciousness. The whole thing is about 'me' and not Consciousness. Only with the absence of a sense of an individual "I" and the sense of 'my,' is from where Consciousness can be spoken about authoritatively. "Frustration spoken about from my place of truth." I find this statement quite revealing, in that with this being the state of consciousness, what of value can be said about the nature of Consciousness? Would you buy a book on Consciousness from that guy? :O) (What is 'my' place of Truth versus yours anyway?) What can be said about the subtlety of Consciousness when there is no self-surrender? Without self-surrender, you are only writing about "me." Sorry if my comments are too direct.
