> ummm, I'm on paxil. Thanks Tim... Of course... when I said "asside from Prosac" I wasn't really thinking "other drugs". :P
> I used to find that shooting helped, but > I almost never get to do that anymore. You know, a gun range is actually a fairly attractive idea to me just as a means of letting off steam... I'd be concerned about the expense tho... and I'd rather rent a gun than own one... is that viable? are there gun-ranges where you can rent the guns? > I like drinking, but recently discovered I should only do > that at home. Or with a stolen liver. :) > Lots of sex. Sex releases a lot of chemicals that > make you a happier and healthier person. Yeah, but that was part of the reason I was concerned about my state... because I usually want more sex when I'm depressed, as a comfort you know... but this time I'm finding it difficult to be interested in sex. I'm not turned off by the idea, just apathetic toward it. I've heard it's easier for women, but it's kinda difficult for a guy to participate enough to get the endorphines when you're in that state... > Every so often it's good to throw on the boots and get it > the pit :) I'm lost. > I find that sometimes just laying and watching > TV with my kids helps also. I can occasionally indulge in "mindless entertainment" ... not for too long tho... If I sit for too long I become agitated by my lack of progress on personal programming projects. The goal of transitioning from "wage slave" (otherwise known as "someone's bitch") to "has what appears to be at least minor influence in the shape of his own life" is really important to me... which goes back to the pending divorce, the child support and the larger reasons for my being depressed in the first place. If the child support award weren't so high, I wouldn't consider myself a "wage slave", but there's no way for me to do anything about it without earning even more than I earn now, and even if I did earn enough to do something about it, the odds are greater that my attorney would stab me in the back and I'd be worse off than I am now (or no worse off, but no better, plus being out the money). > Wow I am a nut huh? I didn't think so... Why? Do you grow on trees? :) s. isaac dealey 954.522.6080 new epoch : isn't it time for a change? add features without fixtures with the onTap open source framework http://www.fusiontap.com http://coldfusion.sys-con.com/author/4806Dealey.htm ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~| Find out how CFTicket can increase your company's customer support efficiency by 100% http://www.houseoffusion.com/banners/view.cfm?bannerid=49 Message: http://www.houseoffusion.com/lists.cfm/link=i:5:165900 Archives: http://www.houseoffusion.com/cf_lists/threads.cfm/5 Subscription: http://www.houseoffusion.com/lists.cfm/link=s:5 Unsubscribe: http://www.houseoffusion.com/cf_lists/unsubscribe.cfm?user=89.70.5 Donations & Support: http://www.houseoffusion.com/tiny.cfm/54
