i <3 paxil and yes, tim you should only drink at home. :D
On 7/21/05, Loathe <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: > >Thanks Tim... Of course... when I said "asside from Prosac" I wasn't > >really thinking "other drugs". :P > > Yeah I know. Just a little levity :) I really am on Paxil though :( > > >You know, a gun range is actually a fairly attractive idea to me just > >as a means of letting off steam... I'd be concerned about the expense > >tho... and I'd rather rent a gun than own one... is that viable? are > >there gun-ranges where you can rent the guns? > > There are ranges that will rent usually. You should look around online. > You're in Florida right? That's a Class III state. You could probably even > rent machine guns. > > >Or with a stolen liver. :) > > Ghod I only wish. > > >Yeah, but that was part of the reason I was concerned about my > >state... because I usually want more sex when I'm depressed, as a > >comfort you know... but this time I'm finding it difficult to be > >interested in sex. I'm not turned off by the idea, just apathetic > >toward it. I've heard it's easier for women, but it's kinda difficult > >for a guy to participate enough to get the endorphines when you're in > >that state... > > Porn? Lots of porn? > > >I'm lost. > > It was a reference to moshing/slam/pogo dancing. > > >I can occasionally indulge in "mindless entertainment" ... not for too > >long tho... If I sit for too long I become agitated by my lack of > >progress on personal programming projects. The goal of transitioning > >from "wage slave" (otherwise known as "someone's bitch") to "has what > >appears to be at least minor influence in the shape of his own life" > >is really important to me... which goes back to the pending divorce, > >the child support and the larger reasons for my being depressed in the > >first place. If the child support award weren't so high, I wouldn't > >consider myself a "wage slave", but there's no way for me to do > >anything about it without earning even more than I earn now, and even > >if I did earn enough to do something about it, the odds are greater > >that my attorney would stab me in the back and I'd be worse off than I > >am now (or no worse off, but no better, plus being out the money). > > I actually meant snuggling with a loved one. The TV is just background > noise. I find being physically close, yet non-sexual can be a great > release, and remind me of why I am out here busting my hump. > > I understand the wage slave thing, ghod do I ever. Have you thought of > relocating? I know this area needs CF people bad, and the salaries are > pretty good. The environment can be really sucky, which is why I gave up so > much money to come work at Teratech. > > >I didn't think so... Why? Do you grow on trees? :) > > So far I think I only grow on people. They are usually very anti-me upon > first meeting me. They come around though :) > > Tim > > > ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~| Purchase Flash MX Pro from House of Fusion, a Macromedia Authorized Affiliate and support the CF community. http://www.houseoffusion.com/banners/view.cfm?bannerid=57 Message: http://www.houseoffusion.com/lists.cfm/link=i:5:165914 Archives: http://www.houseoffusion.com/cf_lists/threads.cfm/5 Subscription: http://www.houseoffusion.com/lists.cfm/link=s:5 Unsubscribe: http://www.houseoffusion.com/cf_lists/unsubscribe.cfm?user=11502.10531.5 Donations & Support: http://www.houseoffusion.com/tiny.cfm/54
