Dear Beth and Joyce, Sometimes things may not go as planned but sometimes they do go as planned. This is what life is all about. I know what the both of you are going through, and it does take someone that has already been their and done that, but you still live on to do what you can do.
Every time that I open my eyes I know that in spite of everything that I have already gone through there is yet another day that I have gone through. I try not to complain but that is me, and just to list my "bucket list" let me start off with my bone marrow transplant more then 26 years ago. It was a "devastating" event but I lived through it because I had the will to do it. Another several "devastating" events were the dialysis I had to go to for four years, but I still lived through it. Going forward, the kidney transplant, and then the prostate operation followed by the stroke all with in the past six months. So what could be next for me? I don't know but what I do know is whatever may happen to me I will deal with because I have always had the will to live and mostly the attitude, and that's what I try passing on to so many people, and in turn you pass it on to so many others because you are actually helping everyone else, and it really isn't so much about me but yourselves. And to prove a point just look at the post between both of you. And please don't stop sending posts because you are the life line, and I know that it really helps no matter what you may being going through. I truly wish yourself the best of everything. 18's, Marty On Mon, Aug 24, 2015 at 8:37 PM, Joyce Mesnarich <[email protected]> wrote: > Dear Beth, > I am so sorry to hear of your health experiences. You will be in my > prayers. I have always enjoyed reading your posts. Sorry you do not feel > like staying in contact and I am sure it is not easy with all the > compression garments. I have been diagnosed with breast cancer and will be > having a total mastectomy in Sept and I am concerned about lymphedema after > that. I cannot imagine the pain and discomfort you must be in. I wish I > could be of some help, but we are probably miles apart. Your postings were > always so spirited and sparkly; I am sorry to hear that you are losing > your spirit. I hope that the second back surgery was at least a success > and I pray that this latest "thorn in the flesh" will right itself and > disappear just like it came. > > My husband, Wayne, has had some good news about his liver enzymes: they > seem to be going down. They are still high but at least seem to be going > in the right direction. > > God bless and and keep you. > Joyce in IL > > > > On Aug 24, 2015, at 11:23 AM, bkbarney via CMLHope wrote: > > Dear Joyce, > > > > Thanks so much for your reply. I apologize for not responding sooner. I > have not been feeling great. I go up and down, undetectable and showing but > with very low numbers....what is considered a major molecular > remission...with CML testing positive. My struggles have always been the > side effects and y body's capacity to tolerate the drugs. They do work for > me which is great! this past year, post a botched lower back surgery and > the subsequent second surgery to correct the fist one..seemed to erupt > something in me and I am struggling with significant lymphedema/lipoedema. > So, I am wearing compression garments, on legs, arms and torso except when > I sleep.it's been debilitating in terms of movement..There is also no > cure, like CL, just management...I don't know how this happened but it's > here and I have to learn to live with it and manage it.while so many others > have it so much worse, I try to stay positive, and be forward looking, with > gratitude for what I do have, but this is taking a toll on my spirit. It > feels lonely and isolating. People stare at you. it can be a cruel world. > All I want is to feel well and strong in my body...I am doing everything I > know to do.. > > If anyone here has had this type of reaction from taking a TKI, > specifically sprycel..please let me know. It is clear, from my constantly > elevated CPK which is rising, and the lack of healthy collagen and muscle > building capacity in my body that sprycel is inhibiting more than the > protein that causes CML. I am hopeful for new drugs that will be developed > in the future that might work better for me. I miss everyone and send love > and 18's to all of you..big group hug!!! > > Beth > > > > -----Original Message----- > From: Joyce Mesnarich <[email protected]> > To: cmlhope <[email protected]> > Sent: Sat, Jul 25, 2015 12:35 pm > Subject: Re: [CMLHope] New results > > Thanks Beth, > I think these TKIs are so new that they do not fully know all the side > effects, and especially not the long term ones. We are confident in his > doctor and he is watching it closely. Have you reached "undetectable" on > your low dose of tasigna? > Thanks for your good thoughts. > Joyce in IL > > > On Jul 24, 2015, at 10:36 PM, bkbarney via CMLHope wrote: > > Hi Joyce, I am so glad that your husband's CML numbers are going in the > right direction. The cml journey is often a balancing act, between the > right dosage and side effects...Maybe your husband could be on 150 of > busutinif with time??? It seems that 200 put him close to remission. I had > to go off tasigna because of elevated liver enzymes, 10 X normal. Going off > the med for a short time to give the liver a rest, and then using the > lowest possible successful dosage...seems to work for some people. I hope > your husband's liver calms down. I will keep my fingers crossed. 18's Beth > > -----Original Message----- > From: Joyce Mesnarich < [email protected]> > To: cmlhope < [email protected]> > Sent: Fri, Jul 24, 2015 7:50 pm > Subject: Re: [CMLHope] New results > > Jeanie, > I know you have been dealing with that pain for a long time. Medicine has > come so far and yet the Good Lord holds some secrets from us. I hope in > Sept they will get a clue as to the pain's cause. > Joyce in IL > > > On Jul 24, 2015, at 11:20 AM, 'Icandoallttc' via CMLHope wrote: > > Just wanted to say that I take OTC pain killers and have tried > prescription ones. I have a right side pain that won't go away and they > can't find out what it is. Nothing seems to help the pain. > They are doing a ct scan in Sept to see if they can find it but they have > already done that with no luck. Blessings > > My Motto: Faith and Pills > Jeanie \uD83D\uDC1F\uD83D\uDC1F18,s > Dx 1/2004. CML Leukemia > Started Gleevec 2/2004 > Started Tasigna 9/2009 > Started Sprycel 11/2009 > Started Ponatinib January 2015 > Dr Balducci Moffitt Cancer Center > > On Jul 24, 2015, at 12:14 PM, "'Icandoallttc' via CMLHope" < > [email protected]> wrote: > > Hi Joyce. > It looks like your liver counts are 1-10% common to increase on that > drug. Read the information that comes with the meds. Read the whole > document through. > They will stabilize as well as other side effects. > It seems I will go from one side effect to another as time passes. > Fight on. Good luck. > > My Motto: Faith and Pills > Jeanie \uD83D\uDC1F\uD83D\uDC1F18,s > Dx 1/2004. CML Leukemia > Started Gleevec 2/2004 > Started Tasigna 9/2009 > Started Sprycel 11/2009 > Started Ponatinib January 2015 > Dr Balducci Moffitt Cancer Center > > On Jul 23, 2015, at 11:43 PM, Joyce Mesnarich < [email protected]> wrote: > > Jeanie, > Thanks for your interest and suggestion. We have gone over all his other > meds with doctors and nothing should affect the liver. He doesn't take any > OVC pain meds, or any pain meds. And he does not drink alcohol. The > primary doctor says that the drug information for bosulif says it can cause > liver problems, but Dr Talpaz is less certain of that and he is the > specialist. He says he is watching it closely and I guess we will just > trust him. Wayne is getting blood tests every other week locally and they > are sent to Dr Talpaz. The liver enzyme levels seem to have stabilized, > although they are elevated. As you say, faith and pills. One of Wayne's > mottos is "Better living through chemistry". LOL I think that used to be > part of a TV ad for a large chemical company, maybe Du Pont or Monsanto. > > Joyce in IL > > > On Jul 23, 2015, at 11:32 AM, 'Icandoallttc' via CMLHope wrote: > > Be careful with his diet. Ovc pain pills hurt the liver as well as other > drugs we take. Ask your pharmacy if any other drugs he take are hurting > his liver. It's hard but maybe they can figure out something. > Good luck. > > My Motto: Faith and Pills > Jeanie \uD83D\uDC1F\uD83D\uDC1F18,s > Dx 1/2004. CML Leukemia > Started Gleevec 2/2004 > Started Tasigna 9/2009 > Started Sprycel 11/2009 > Started Ponatinib January 2015 > Dr Balducci Moffitt Cancer Center > > On Jul 22, 2015, at 2:01 PM, lrc lrc < [email protected]> wrote: > > Joyce does he drink alcohol? > On Jul 22, 2015 1:43 PM, "margood18 via CMLHope" < > [email protected]> wrote: > >> Joyce, so glad to hear that your husband's PCR is lower and I hope that >> his liver function will steady. Best wishes to both of you. >> >> Marcie >> >> >> -----Original Message----- >> From: Joyce Mesnarich < [email protected]> >> To: cmlhope < [email protected]> >> Sent: Wed, Jul 22, 2015 12:16 pm >> Subject: [CMLHope] New results >> >> Hello everyone. I have not had time to contribute for awhile. But I must >> let >> you all know the results of my husband's PCR at his last visit to Dr Talpaz. >> He >> was taken off Sprycel due to pleural effusion and we were hoping his >> undetectable would hold....but it did not. He was subsequently put on >> bosulif >> and not showing much improvement after 3 months. So his dosage was changed >> from >> 100 mg to 200 mg. And now, after 3 more months, his PCR went from 8.7 to >> 0.127!! Hopefully in another 3 months he will once again reach >> undetectable. >> >> The downside of his test results is that the liver function >> tests have increased a lot. The doctor will not really say that bosulif is >> to >> blame, but nothing else has changed. Has anyone of you CML warriors had any >> problems with the liver while on TKI's? 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