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[email protected], "tomandcindytraynoratfairfieldlis" 
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> 
> Vaj writes: Questions to Tom T
> I would like to know, since in Unity the subtle bodies--the mental 
> body, the bliss body and the transcendent body--are obliterated; 
how 
> did you experience this? When your causal body was gone, how did 
it 
> effect your interdependence with other events and other people? 
What's 
> it like not having chakras and prana or soma flows? Was this a 
process 
> that took place over time?
> 
> The most puzzling thing is since BC is called a "bodiless" 
> enlightenment many say this cannot occur in a physical body. Why 
do 
> they say that? Did you make a decision? How do still maintain 
> identification with "body"? Is it true the Hiryanyagarbha teaches
> those who enter this state directly?
> 
> Tom T responds:
> Don't have a clue to what you are asking as I do not consider 
myself a
> scholar. Since I don't know any of the terms above the things you 
have
> outlined above may or may not have happened.  My body and all its
> moving parts function automatically. It tends itself and all things
> happen in some sequence know to be automatic. Maybe since I don't 
know
> any better I don't fit the mold or the description.
> My intuition wants to tell you an experience that happened to me 
last
> year.  Every night for eight months I watched the three gunas 
running
> through every possible combination and from every angle that they 
ever
> could unfold. I was watching this unfold in my DNA. They appear as
> three distinct objects like square, circle and triangle. The
> description is one for effect only as they are energy and don't 
have
> specific form and yet they each have a unique signature as outlined
> above. This went on all night, every night until one night it 
stopped.
> When I asked why, the answer was you now are familiar with every
> possible situation and combination from every angle conceivable. 
The
> knowing was that the understanding of the three gunas was 
complete. On
> the surface I know nothing. Imbedded on a need to know basis is the
> details.  That knowing happens automatically. No need to get 
cluttered
> up with details. What needs to be known will be when some innocent
> question is asked. Tom T

I believe, Tom, that your intuition probably brought up the Gunas in 
direct answer to Vaj's question about being taught by the 
Hiranyagarbha. I am quite struck by this, anyhow. As mentioned 
earlier, originally for me the Hiranyagarbha was a spheroid: blue at 
one end, red at the opposite end, and gold around the middle -- kind 
of an Easter egg. It's occurred to me that the egg's blue, red and 
gold were probably the gunas. A few days ago I checked Alain 
Danielou's "Hindu Polytheism" and he mentioned that Vishnu 
represented the cohesive, centripetal force of sattva; Shiva 
represented the dispersive, centrifugal force of tamas, and Brahma 
represented the rotary motion of rajas. This didn't make a lot of 
sense to me in two dimensions, but I suddenly remembered my old 
fascination with the torus -- visualizable as a nice fat doughnut, 
or a sphere with a hollow core flaring out smoothly at top and 
bottom to blend with the outside skin. This hollow core looks rather 
like (in two dimensions) a carved Roman-capital I, with flared 
serifs, or (in three dimensions) a Christian chalice, or our old 
friend the double cone. 

Now if we put the blue at the south pole of this toroid-egg, we have 
Vishnu or Narayana (probably originally Indra), overseeing His 
umbilical cord or "black hole" of Prakriti or proto-matter getting 
sucked up sattvically and centripetally toward the center, where it 
ignites and rotates as the golden dynamo-embryo of Brahma (our 
rajas, raj, or Ahamkara-ruler), thundering out His "vedic" commands 
like solar flares as He rotates (symbolized by His four heads). 
When "done" here the matter begins to disperse as it continues 
further northward until it flares out tamasically in a "white hole" 
centrifugally as the red Shiva (clearly, originally Rudra) at its 
north pole. It then wraps down around the outside of the egg back to 
the south pole and Vishnu, where it begins all over again.

This magnetic-field-like torus-shape would appear to be the 
prototype for everything with an inner-Brahma or Ahamkara, from the 
atomic scale through the human and global and up to the Universal. 
>From the cosmic point of view, there would appear to be "really" 
only one Ahamkara, which upon entering maya or space-time is 
reflected into its countless pinpoints of I-Am "stars."

I am also reminded of the various insights around the time of K.C. 
or "Mastery," some of which involved combining the three primary 
rays of Theosophy (red, yellow, and blue: again, the three gunas), 
and subtly ascending a "pyramid" (probably the lower half of the 
double cone of the torus) which contained, like Tom's experience, 
the fiery column of my own DNA -- again, in No-time -- until I 
reached an immense OMMMM and popped through it out into a council of 
Masters.

I would say now this looks a lot like swooping up through the bottom 
half of the Hiranyagarbha-toroid until reaching Brahma and his 
council, seen another way perhaps as Aditi and the Adityas.

Finally, though I am not a Mason, I think we may see very strong 
echos of all this in the Masonic ritual of Mastery -- the 
three "ruffians," each with a piece of the Word (the three gunas and 
A U M) and so on...

To play with a few of your other questions, Vaj, I do not recall 
losing any body other than the causal. This did indeed for awhile 
feel bodiless in a most disconcerting manner. My old sense of self 
was lost; my old physical body no longer "meant" anything in the 
sense of boundaries. I no longer had an inside and an outside. While 
on the one hand Understanding mySelf fully within and without as 
everything Wholeness, neither Absolute nor Relative -- completely 
the "same" --was completely satisfying, it  still felt quite 
rudderless for a few days of utter ordinary paradox until "prana is 
Brahman" showed me how to enliven the emptifullness. I do not 
remember at this point the issue of specific chakras, except for a 
lot of activity around the navel and heart (which matches my current 
Purusha-Prakriti model nicely). A few years thereafter, at any rate, 
the (inner) body was indeed a single blazing "sun", with no clearly 
distinguishable separate chakras (to me at least). Prana was still 
very much involved in further alignment and refinement. Though I was 
of course unaware of it at the time, this also now matches the 
Purusha-Prakriti model -- where the cosmic bliss-sheaths and prana-
sensory sheaths are re-enlivened much as they had first been long 
before in G.C.

Now: as this model shows the movement entirely one way, from the 
bottom up, I believe it is only half the picture: the time-flow of 
Prakriti. It appears that from Purusha's point of view, time flows 
in reverse. Spirit and Matter are one -- the same substance -- just 
polar opposites in Time-space-flow.

Love,
Rory







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