--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "RoryGoff" <rorygoff@...> wrote: > > I am not sure he had any real choice to do it differently; > it seems that I never have. For me, anyhow, Awakening rather > destroyed any illusion of free will and real choice I ever > had.
That was most definitely what Robin has said his own experience was. However, according to him, the 25 years of his "de-enlightenment" project enabled him to get his free will and ability to choose *back*. It was apparently a titanic struggle. > This is not entirely true, though, of course. > > True enough though that for some at least UC is not the > pinnacle, and the "next step" often involves abjuring the > whole idea of steps, and a pinnacle, and growth, and all > of that, in a way. :-)