--- In [email protected], Vaj <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: > Has *anyone* suggested Tom get a wrathful mantra/ishta rather than a > peaceful one? Peaceful deity mantras are just peachy for your average > Joe or Judy wanting to *transcend*, but special mentations require > special mantras. This guys a diamond in the rough just waiting for > the right method. He'd attain mirror-like Wisdom quite quickly I'd > guess. > > Interesting man that Tom. >
You're assuming that Tom is just wrath. Actually, he's full of shake and quake but is very sensitive to slights, as he was trained like Pavlov's dogs to equate the slightest displeasure of someone with him as another night he has to worry about being murdered or thrown out in the snow shoeless and naked to spend the night shivering in what little pile of leaves he could find. Hopefully God was good that night and he was able to get some rest for school the next day. That sensitiveness to slights makes him feel differently about Ben saying he was happy everybody enjoyed their special coins or amulets when he didn't receive anything. It's true Tom told Ben after a few years that he wasn't that excited about receiving sacred ash, but Ben's mamory is ever convenient to cover up his own failings. Ben does appear to suffer from attention and memory deficit. Tom lives in a world in which a man's word is his bond, else he's fired an hour after he fails to deliver. Tom truly believes Ben is just another one of those space cadets who's quite suited to the SoCal "let's have lunch" mentality. Tom is not all hate. There are a lot of flakey people in the world and there are a lot of vicious people in the world, "Dr." Pete and Dr. Lechter being two of them. Tom might have asked for it, but that doesn't mean it's got to run the gauntlet and then have the person he least honors for truth and reliability after having dealt with him for years, the Pundit in training, to pick up on "Dr." Pete's damnation of him with "just look at his chracter. search the archives." as a way to cover up his own failing and child abuse issues. Tom has arranged for a $50,000 legal retainer to sue Ben the lier. If Ben posts a fully apologitic statement in which he admits in every line that he, and not Tom was wrong and he apologizes for wrongfully accusing Tom for it in an unambiguous, convincing, non-finger pointing way, the suit will not be filed. Any hint that he's being insincere and Tom will see Ben in Court. If Ben posts anything to Fairfield life on any subject becept a convincing apology and agreement that he is a flake, the lawsuit against Ben will be filed and a few days later Ben will receive his subpoena. Tom doesn't want to stiffle Ben's freedom of speach. But he doesn't want to read the words of a lier who reprements himself as totally innocent of any wrong doing. The lawyers will prove otherwise. Tom has more money set aside for more prosecuition, counter suits and to fight malicious, frivilous law suits against him. He's also got every email Ben ever sent to him, notes of every phone conversation, every email he ever sent to Ben or others about Ben. Some of it will curl your hair. Joining YBC is the best thing Tom ever did. It's been a week now he's been doing full TM/TM Sidhi Program. The consciousness flows through him now and he feels full of spunk and hope and optimism as he did 14 years ago when he was last able to do full program off a course. The infusion of consciousness makes former perceived slights not. It makes frustrations in traffic not. It makes the feeling of being helplessly stuck in the muck and mire not. It makes formely overwhelming terror and panic which drove him to the bottle of Dr.s' prescripions flow through and out of him. Tom has lead a moderately successful life here and there, clearing a quarter million a year here, being an National Merit there, branch manager of a control systems vendor resident at Bechtel in SF with an annual 1/4 $billion annual budged there, being born conscious and remembering his past there. "Interesting Man that Tom" is not only truer than you imagine, its truer than you can imagine. Richard Nixon opened us to Mainland China, but took Dilantin for his depression, did some really petty shit and resigned as the articles of impeachment were being drawn up. Abraham Lincoln and his life believed in dreams and wrote every one down. They had sayances performed in the White House regularly and Lincoln timed has actions based on the feedback he got through his secretary from a noted psychic. Lincoln told his cabinet the day before that night about the very disturbing dream where we woke up and heard wailing. He walked into a hall and there was a large man laid out in a coffin. He asked an overcome woman who was laid out in the coffin. The woman told him it was the President. Lincoln campaigned to have That Pecular Instituion undone but also put his power behind the establishment of the country of Liberia where the African kidnappees and hostages would be repatriated after the war. Harry Truman didn't want the US State Deparment to handle the establishment of the State of Israel, which he beieve had to be because of bible prophacy but he didn't what those Jew Boys and Kikes and the Jewish controlled Holliwood and US Press get involved. HT's very words. And we've been talking about men. Aruguing with a woman is like trying to read a newspaper in the wind. The mistake people make is that peopele are simple. Give then a new mantra. Diagnose them a cetain way because people don't ever chnge their mind or behavior. Follow spiritual practices but those practices wouldn't work on Nixon or Truman or Tom. Take every penny Tom's willing to transfer by Paypay, check or directly from Tom's B of A account to Ben's B of A account. Do mantra puja and mantra japa every night and go the temple but never have the balls to tell Tom that he's wasitng his money tecause the Gods don'k like his sort of person. And announce it on FFL life, followed up with a recount that you've scheduled yagya for a famous Beetle to show that you're not a blissninny TM Teacher (who couldn't get the TMO to pay for his sidhis, so he forwent them) but a truly class act. ------------------------ Yahoo! Groups Sponsor --------------------~--> Drugs Don't Discriminate. Get help for yourself or someone you know. http://us.click.yahoo.com/0I.OUB/ZbOLAA/d1hLAA/0NYolB/TM --------------------------------------------------------------------~-> To subscribe, send a message to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] Or go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ and click 'Join This Group!' Yahoo! Groups Links <*> To visit your group on the web, go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ <*> To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] <*> Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to: http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/
