One lurker's view of "the feud":

It takes two to tango.

I suspect people are trying to persuade Judy to change because she is
more rational and seems more persuadable by logical argument—the logic
being that her strategy to get Barry to change obviously hasn't worked
and alienates others.

I don't know how much of "the feud" is personal between the two, or
how much Barry's behaviour could change if Judy changed first.

I admit to being amazed by the level of vitriol, venom, contempt and
bile that Barry carries and expresses towards Maharishi, TM, the TMO,
and those he identifies as being sympathetic to any aspect of those.
His expressions are often forceful, searing, and yes, as Judy says,
lies, although I see them more as simply delusional fantasies and
wishful thinking, albeit extremely negative. I don't understand how
Barry lives with that black seething morass of hatred and venom inside
that has him using so much time and energy posting in discussion
groups and fighting with Judy for as long as people say this has been
going on.

A few posts back Rick made a point about living in the now: Imagine
not even being able to go to a concert in a church in France and just
enjoy it without spending your concert time making up a dark fantasy
about how the history of that church is just like Maharishi oppressing
people and forcing TM down their throats and then coming on here and
writing about it. Talk about not living in the now—Just shuddup and
enjoy the music already! 

Barry is big on claiming personal doership and responsibility but
blames Maharishi, TM and the TMO for his own shitty behaviour, while
claiming great enlightenment and spiritual superiority from all the
techniques he's received and the great teachers he's studied with. I'd
like to know what spiritual teaching and tradition condones and has as
its result the harboring and expression of sheer negativity towards
all things MMY that Barry indulges in—so I can avoid those teachers
and paths, god willing and weather permitting.

Wisdom from an old western—"Think what you like, you have to live with
your thoughts." An addendum would be, "And spare the rest of us by
keeping it to your self, too."

Yeah, Judy is obsessive about this. So is Barry. 

Judy, you could just let him stew in his own juices. You don't have to
take it on. It must feel awful enough already to feel like he does. By
continuing to engage him you just absorb his stuff and it gives him an
out from having to take responsibility for himself, the opposite of
what you say you want to achieve. IMO, better to just be a (ok,
relatively) silent mirror, then all it can do is reflect back at
him—his mind, his thoughts, his feelings, his creation and he can take
responsibility for it.

Just one (ok temporarily former) lurker's 2 cents worth.


--- In [email protected], "wayback71" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote:
>
> --- In [email protected], "authfriend" <jstein@> 
> wrote:

> > So why am I getting all the flak?
> 
> It's not fair, it's a good question, and I don't know.  You may be 
> righter and more honest than Barry, but  more than enough has been 
> said by me.
>






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