--- In [email protected], "shempmcgurk" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote:

Reply below.

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> Myself, I haven't applied to this course.  Not because I wouldn't 
> want to...I would just LOVE to participate in a program with 1,000 
> other people...it would be, simply, wonderful.
> 
> And it's not that I would be excluded unless having the occasional 
> Sunday night dinner at the Hare Krishna temple or attending weekly 
> yoga classes are punishable offenses...gee, anyone think that maybe 
> they WOULD be if I put them down on the form?
> 
> It's just that I would be extemely uncomfortable OUTSIDE the Dome, 
> say, in the dining room or the lecture hall where the inevitable 
> conversations would come up about the TMO and MMY and I would to 
> hear stuff that I totally disagree with...things that I am 
> fundamentally opposed to.
> 
> It is, admittedly, my own weakness but I think it best NOT to be 
> around the TMO and its activities when I feel so fundamentally 
> opposed to some of its policies and practises.  My anger would 
> overshadow my tranquility of being there and I would not be able to 
> hold back my unhappiness and would express it to those around me 
> thus, in turn, making THEM uncomfortable...and I wouldn't want to do 
> that, especially if I would then be earmarked as a "trouble-maker".
> 
> So I stay away.

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********

I think this is legitimate. I applaud the maturity and compassion in your 
recognition that 
your hard feelings are your own baggage and that you don't wish to inflict them 
on others. 
It is probably a good rule of thumb that one shouldn't be a party pooper. 

As I told one of the course officers while still engaged in the application 
process (in 
response to questions about my thinking about various "controversial issues"); 
My thinking 
about things is pretty much the same. It is the feeling that has changed. I 
don't feel much 
need to argue or to lobby for a point of view—unless someone is trying to cram 
movement 
BS down my throat. Believe it or not, that still happens sometimes.

L B S 





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