< big snip. trying again, let see if it goes this time .. > << Walking home from that bus ride, she felt like a "cloud of awareness" following the body. The cloud was a witness located behind and to the left of the body and completely separate from body, mind and emotions. The witness was constant and so was FEAR, the fear of complete physical dissolution. The witnessing continued for several months, even during sleep, and Segal had to endure the fear and the accompanying stress, finding relief in long and frequent sleeps. .. >>
I find SUZANNE's description to have contradictions, but maybe some sees it in a different light. If Suzanne got to such detached state of non-localize witnessing as she describes, how can she feel fear and terror at the same time? Fear is only a delusion of a localized consciousness , meaning, attachment to the boundaries while some of her description suggests pure witnessing state, non boundaries state. maybe she was just in a transition states and her description is a mere of what her mind was telling "her" what she is witnessing, I wouldn't take a face-value to her statements..
