Wendy I feel the same as you do.I am still waiting for a sign that she forgives me and knows that I love her so much.It is very hard for me still and it has been 2 months since she left me and I still have really bad days where I cry my heart out.I keep asking her if she sent Rafferty to me,he is such a sweetie,he helps me on my low days.I know we will heal to a point where we can think of them and not cry.I have had a few weird experiences since she passed,my boyfriend and I both have. I was eating popcorn and watching ER one night and it felt like she jumped on the couch next to me.I just smiled and said hi Maizee.I wasn't even thinking about her at that moment.Maybe if we don't look too hard for a sign,they will let us know then.
Sherry
wendy <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote:
wendy <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote:
Hi guys,
I wanted to ask everyone's opinions/thoughts on
dreaming about kitties you have lost. I know it's OT,
but I have a hard enough time keeping up with the
posts here, so joining the OT list is not an option
for me time-wise.
Since Cricket has passed, I have continued to look for
signs from him letting me know he's ok. The best I
have gotten is a dismembered cricket that my other two
kitties left by my bed a day or so after he passed,
which was weird because I haven't seen any other
crickets anywhere, inside or out this year.
A couple of nights ago, I dreamed I was walking around
everywhere calling for Cricket. I couldn't find him
anywhere and kept finding myself in all these
different places. Rolling hillsides, snow-covered
forests, places I didn't recognize. The dream was so
real. And all I did was call for Cricket the whole
time, like I used to when he would sneak out of the
backyard when I wasn't paying attention so he could
explore the neighborhood. "Crickeeee, Crickeee," over
and over and over. I started panicking in my dream,
and of course when I woke up, I got upset because I
knew the reason I couldn't find him in my dream was
that he was dead. It really disturbed me.
Apparently, I still need closure. I still have guilt
over Cricket's passing, even though I know the facts.
I am disappointed that I haven't seen or heard
something that lets me know he's ok and that he isn't
mad at me. Do you guys have any idea what that dream
meant, and also, what's a good way for me to get
closure as I think about it a lot?
Thanks for any advice or thoughts you have,
:)
Wendy
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