You didn't kill him. Kittens die suddenly despite our best efforts and there is nothing we can do. He died knowing he was loved. That makes a difference.
----- Original Message ----- From: catatonya <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> Date: Tuesday, July 18, 2006 4:59 am Subject: I killed Grayson To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]> > I just woke and Grayson was dead. I think I smothered him. I > think 2:30 was the last time he woke me up to be fed. I had him > up by my neck but remember finding him sleeping down next to me at > one point and moving him back up. I guess it didn't cross my mind > at the time that he should have been screaming for food at that > point. I just moved him back up higher on the bed and covered him > in his little towel and fell back asleep. When I woke again I > wondered why he hadn't cried yet or moved over to my neck. He was > dead because I had killed him. > > tonya > > > > >
