Re: [QUAD-L] i'm so depressed i could throw up

[TheOmen723]

i'm 22, 5 yrs post, live with my mom, out in the middle of nowhere (no neighbors).  i rarely see my friends(they are all in college).  broke up with my girlfriend of almost 4yrs about 2yrs ago.  i am a virgin.  i have pain, spasms, infections, facial numbness, no shock absorbers on my chair (w/ only a small area of cement, the rest is off-road bumps), severe to moderate osteoporosis, problems sleeping but when i do i wake up with back braking spasms, people to call, school stuff.    i call all of this stuff a challenge.  if things get worse then i challenge myself to except it and move on.   luke   ps  i'm not saying i haven't been depressed since i had my accident.  i tried to kill myself when i first got home after my accident and my little brother was the one that stopped me.