I hear you Silas the Frontier opened a whole
new road for me and now I can get off the pavement and on the
construction site, no more waiting on driveways and sidewalks for
me!
Lets get together and get a little mud on the tires!
Mark
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Message-------
Date: 07/15/05
08:08:12
Subject: Re:
[QUAD-L] i'm so depressed i could throw up
You guys hang in there, I know what your going
through. I went through a
bout this past winter, it will get better. The new 4x4
has changed my life,
I go right with the boys and farm hands. Before I
couldn't get off the
pavement.
Hugs Silas
----- Original Message -----
Sent: Thursday, July 14, 2005 12:57 PM
Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] i'm so depressed i could throw
up
>
> I have been feeling the same
too. Just want to sleep. I fall asleep at
the
> computer, yet don't sleep well at
night. I get out each day to take the
dog
> and we go on walks when its cool enough, but
find myself day dreaming
and
> getting sleepy while doing that! I
have no ambition to train Rocco.
> Last week I was doing real well with
that. Plus I started an acrylic
paint
> class here in the building which I enjoy.
> I go see my rehab doc next week. Will
talk to him about it.
>
> My family has rallied around me and will be
helping me financially so I
can
> at least get the bills paid. Its hard
to even write about it because I
have
> paid my own way for most of my life--except when
I was in the hospital
when
> my neck was broken, but even then got disab
ility checks from work each
> week.
>
> I hate it that this has been done!!
>
> Dana and Rocco
> ----- Original Message -----
> Sent: Tuesday, July 12, 2005 6:45 PM
> Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] i'm so depressed i could
throw up
>
>
>>
>> I dunno, bobbie. I feel that way a lot too.
I hurt so bad somedays. I
>> don't
>> get aggrevated anymore. I simply don't
accept delivery.
>> Last Saturday, my aid invited me to go watch
her daughter play
softball. A
>> bunch of nine year old girls that don't play
all that well. I didn't
have
>> anything to do, so I went. Her daughter was
thrilled! I was floored
that
>> anyone
>> even cared. I watched and I saw some
wonderful kids having a great
time.
>> They
>> laughed. Some got hurt and cried. A few got
mad and others just giggled
>> and
>> told secrets. Us, so called
adults, were allowed to share and watch. I
>> would
>> have missed all that.
>> Get out of the house. Go watch kids play
baseball. Go shopping.
Speaking
>> as
>> a somewhat ugly old man, I know I feel like
I'd rather not wake up
from
>> time
>> to time. But I hate getting upset more than
anything else. I know that
>> life
>> is a gift. It isn't mine to destroy.
Sometimes, it just plain sucks.
If I
>> don't try to enjoy my life, then it is my
fault that it sucks.
>>
>> john
>>
>>
>> In a message dated 7/12/2005 4:30:49 P.M.
Eastern Daylight Time,
>>
>> i can't take this shit any
more i just want to fall asleeo
and
never
>> wake
>> up ever again what am i going to
miss, more agravation?
>>
>>
>>
>>
>
>
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