I just want to go to the lake like I once did. Go to my camping spot nestled three miles back in the woods and ride my four wheeler. I want to be able to go shoot targets with my guns and enjoy cleaning them. I want to be able to ask out any woman and have a chance at taking her out on sat night. I want to work on my truck and change my own oil. I would like to get into one more fist fight to feel im still alive. I want to feel sex again and have a regular woman that loves me next to me every night. Mostly, I want to be independent from others, show up and leave when I want to without guilt or being forced to do something. I want to sit on a toilet and feel a bowell movement. I want to go to family events again and be able to go out in the garage with the men. I want to cut grass and smell that fresh cut smell. I want to work hard at a job and get a paycheck again. I want to feel proud again. Have a bunch of buddies over and get a lil crazy.
Sadly a lot of these things will never happen for me anymore. I am still greatful to be alive most of the time. My next segment will be whats left still to do! Ron On Tuesday, May 27, 2014 9:52 AM, Larry Willis <[email protected]> wrote: Ditto, Ron, ditto. Sent from my iPad Begin forwarded message: Resent-From: [email protected] >From: RONALD L PRACHT <[email protected]> >Date: May 26, 2014 at 10:15:36 PM EDT >To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]> >Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] To wake, or not to wake up? >Reply-To: RONALD L PRACHT <[email protected]> > > When Im in pain many times I question if I will wake up. I have had times when I have my talks with the lord and say I just cant do this anymore, but then I wake up for another bowell routine > > >ron > > > >On Monday, May 26, 2014 8:26 PM, Gmail <[email protected]> wrote: > > > >I have a question. 90% of the time when I go to sleep I hope/wish I will not >wake up in the morning. >Dose anybody else ever have these thoughts? Bobbie > > > >
