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Begin forwarded message: > Oh my. That certainly throws a new slant on the subject. I can't honestly say > how I would feel in your shoes. I can say God bless you and may He grant you > many more peaceful and pain-free days to enjoy with your family. > > I use to wonder that too. now that I have a terminal cancer, I wish to spend > and make the very best of days with my kids and especially my g-daughter. > > I have a question. 90% of the time when I go to sleep I hope/wish I will not > wake up in the morning. > Dose anybody else ever have these thoughts? Bobbie > > > > -----Original Message----- > From: Larry Willis <[email protected]> > To: quad-list <[email protected]> > Sent: Tue, May 27, 2014 4:27 pm > Subject: Fwd: [QUAD-L] To wake, or not to wake up? > > What's left can be and is great, but it sure as hell doesn't compensate for > what is gone. Not in my experience, anyway. > > Sent from my iPad > > Begin forwarded message: > >> Resent-From: [email protected] >> From: RONALD L PRACHT <[email protected]> >> Date: May 27, 2014 at 1:54:42 PM EDT >> To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]> >> Subject: Re: Fwd: [QUAD-L] To wake, or not to wake up? >> Reply-To: RONALD L PRACHT <[email protected]> >> >> I just want to go to the lake like I once did. Go to my camping spot nestled >> three miles back in the woods and ride my four wheeler. I want to be able to >> go shoot targets with my guns and enjoy cleaning them. I want to be able to >> ask out any woman and have a chance at taking her out on sat night. I want >> to work on my truck and change my own oil. I would like to get into one more >> fist fight to feel im still alive. I want to feel sex again and have a >> regular woman that loves me next to me every night. Mostly, I want to be >> independent from others, show up and leave when I want to without guilt or >> being forced to do something. I want to sit on a toilet and feel a bowell >> movement. I want to go to family events again and be able to go out in the >> garage with the men. I want to cut grass and smell that fresh cut smell. I >> want to work hard at a job and get a paycheck again. I want to feel proud >> again. Have a bunch of buddies over and get a lil crazy. >> >> Sadly a lot of these things will never happen for me anymore. I am still >> greatful to be alive most of the time. My next segment will be whats left >> still to do! >> >> Ron >> >> >> On Tuesday, May 27, 2014 9:52 AM, Larry Willis <[email protected]> >> wrote: >> >> >> >> Ditto, Ron, ditto. >> >> Sent from my iPad >> >> Begin forwarded message: >> >>> Resent-From: [email protected] >>> From: RONALD L PRACHT <[email protected]> >>> Date: May 26, 2014 at 10:15:36 PM EDT >>> To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]> >>> Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] To wake, or not to wake up? >>> Reply-To: RONALD L PRACHT <[email protected]> >>> >>> When Im in pain many times I question if I will wake up. I have had times >>> when I have my talks with the lord and say I just cant do this anymore, but >>> then I wake up for another bowell routine >>> >>> ron >>> >>> >>> On Monday, May 26, 2014 8:26 PM, Gmail <[email protected]> wrote: >>> >>> >>> I have a question. 90% of the time when I go to sleep I hope/wish I will >>> not wake up in the morning. >>> Dose anybody else ever have these thoughts? Bobbie >>> >>> >>> >> >>
