I use to wonder that too. now that I have a terminal cancer, I wish to spend and make the very best of days with my kids and especially my g-daughter.
I have a question. 90% of the time when I go to sleep I hope/wish I will not wake up in the morning. Dose anybody else ever have these thoughts? Bobbie -----Original Message----- From: Larry Willis <[email protected]> To: quad-list <[email protected]> Sent: Tue, May 27, 2014 4:27 pm Subject: Fwd: [QUAD-L] To wake, or not to wake up? What's left can be and is great, but it sure as hell doesn't compensate for what is gone. Not in my experience, anyway. Sent from my iPad Begin forwarded message: Resent-From: [email protected] From: RONALD L PRACHT <[email protected]> Date: May 27, 2014 at 1:54:42 PM EDT To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]> Subject: Re: Fwd: [QUAD-L] To wake, or not to wake up? Reply-To: RONALD L PRACHT <[email protected]> I just want to go to the lake like I once did. Go to my camping spot nestled three miles back in the woods and ride my four wheeler. I want to be able to go shoot targets with my guns and enjoy cleaning them. I want to be able to ask out any woman and have a chance at taking her out on sat night. I want to work on my truck and change my own oil. I would like to get into one more fist fight to feel im still alive. I want to feel sex again and have a regular woman that loves me next to me every night. Mostly, I want to be independent from others, show up and leave when I want to without guilt or being forced to do something. I want to sit on a toilet and feel a bowell movement. I want to go to family events again and be able to go out in the garage with the men. I want to cut grass and smell that fresh cut smell. I want to work hard at a job and get a paycheck again. I want to feel proud again. Have a bunch of buddies over and get a lil crazy. Sadly a lot of these things will never happen for me anymore. I am still greatful to be alive most of the time. My next segment will be whats left still to do! Ron On Tuesday, May 27, 2014 9:52 AM, Larry Willis <[email protected]> wrote: Ditto, Ron, ditto. Sent from my iPad Begin forwarded message: Resent-From: [email protected] From: RONALD L PRACHT <[email protected]> Date: May 26, 2014 at 10:15:36 PM EDT To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]> Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] To wake, or not to wake up? Reply-To: RONALD L PRACHT <[email protected]> When Im in pain many times I question if I will wake up. I have had times when I have my talks with the lord and say I just cant do this anymore, but then I wake up for another bowell routine ron On Monday, May 26, 2014 8:26 PM, Gmail <[email protected]> wrote: I have a question. 90% of the time when I go to sleep I hope/wish I will not wake up in the morning. Dose anybody else ever have these thoughts? Bobbie
