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think I missed some not sure 12/0:59.80 coldish food after strangely far more cold on my head where I practice
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132/1:06.81 outdoors, water colder, with half a sugar bar, food after There are a lot of these sugar bars kicking around, nobody seems to eat them, thinking of dropping the size below half, I spent almost the whole minute eating it.
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20?/1:20.40 not too cold, with chocolate, food after. let water run some to reduce temp.
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1:38.76 not too cold delay before noting up to an hour
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?/1:03.99 medium cold, didn't focus on my head as much which made it easier
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7.5/38.83 + outdoors, cold
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8/0:34+ outd I had left the water on by accident and it was cold. I got the invigorating feeling again after :) very long time for that
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12/1:04.66 outdoors [It felt like I just badly needed to do this. I may do it more in the near future. I was so hot, I was melting frozen packs. It was hard to get outdoors to the cold water but a big relief.]
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10/1:00.37 outd not too cold Both of the thermometers I got broke. I haven't looked into fixing them :( but a pool thermometer built to stay outdoors in the water is in the mail.
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8/0:42.78 outdoors, colder than usual, with chocolate, food afterward temp makes big difference
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just a thought, for other thoughts at other times
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discovered this thought, rare to access: - a human trafficker is trying to stop this lifeform from sharing indication that they are participating in slavery. they likely experience strong pressure from their slavery community to cover such things up and harm people like me. this results in the weird experiences of mine in the larger world.
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trying it out! [it seems the pressure is pretty dissociated from here though?]
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we came up with a likely-better, more concise name: "groomed for male slavery" the use of the human-trafficking "groomed" word, and the rareness of the pairing of "male slavery" helps increase the pressure could add "undiscussed" to it
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8/0:53.19 outd Thinking of adding notes again.
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10/unk i recently tried to add a <3:00 here, not certain why it's not shown as latest, maybe ended up somewhere else or happened prior to something i forgot
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it looks like a 12/1: may have been lost during my phone reflashing 7/0:49.89
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8/0:43.94 64.3F outd reason: supper >
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6/0:23.44 outd reason: confused/lost, desiring the chocolate after >
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6/0:35ish 63.1F outd reason: inhibition around tree graph code, prior to considering pursuing recreational behavior instead of work
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failed to write this morning which was around 6a 6/0:31.52 64.7F outd one of the recent ones was in heavy rain which is different
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I've spent most of the day today outdoors, a quiet rare event this year. I have an extension cable to my truck here, so as to ease electricity in and from it. This cable was disconnected by builders doing work today. I'm told it will be reconnectable in a few days after the work is done. This coincidence is unfortunate as my computer addiction helps me stay places now. But it is small compared to the inhibitions present anyway. Just logging the coincidence.
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4/0:21.91 57-64F outd
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long w 4/0:16.14 c ind On Sun, Jul 10, 2022, 1:52 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > 4/0:20-0:30 warm fr sun >
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4/0:20-0:30 warm fr sun
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4/0:unk 50-62F
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> > > 4/0:22.67 59-62F >
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Quotes trimmed through Jul 2, 2022, 8:49 AM 2022-07-02 1417 2/0:10.7 cool, medium, food after 2022-07-02 1604 2/0:11.56 67.1F easy-medium, food after 2022-07-02 1756 2/0:16.20 64.4F medium, food after 2022-07-03 0853 2/0:15.63 62F hard, with sugar cookie, nap after 2022-07-03 1422 2/0:11.29 54.8F medium, food after 2022-07-03 1836 long warm then 2/unk at around 53F, easy, food after 2022-07-04 0728 3/0:23.74 60.9F medium-easy, two chocolates, with food 2022-07-04 0914 3/0:18.76 60.9F medium-easy, one chocolate, with food 2022-07-04 1117 3/0:16 57.2F medium-easy, with food, one chocolate after 2022-07-05 0656 3/0:20.20 58.1F medium, two chocolates, food after 2022-07-05 1444 unk warm then 4/0:25.76 58.6F medium, food after 2022-07-05 2051 3/0:18.78 59.5F medium-easy, held pee, sleep after 2022-07-06 4/0:22.68 59.5F medium-easy, one chocolate, food after 2022-07-06 1317 4/0:21.94 59.5F medium-easy, one chocolate, food after 2022-07-06 1554 4/0:18.27 59.1F medium, with food 2022-07-07 0855 unk warm then 5/0:23.66 54.1F, food after, hard-easy The temp is likely lower because the thermometer had longer time. After warm water, it was pleasant to have cold water, but i kept it to only a count of 5 because of how the inhibition experiences might respond to my choices.
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Quotes trimmed through Jul 2, 2022, 8:49 AM 2022-07-02 1417 2/0:10.7 cool, medium, food after 2022-07-02 1604 2/0:11.56 67.1F easy-medium, food after 2022-07-02 1756 2/0:16.20 64.4F medium, food after 2022-07-03 0853 2/0:15.63 62F hard, with sugar cookie, nap after 2022-07-03 1422 2/0:11.29 54.8F medium, food after 2022-07-03 1836 long warm then 2/unk at around 53F, easy, food after 2022-07-04 0728 3/0:23.74 60.9F medium-easy, two chocolates, with food 2022-07-04 0914 3/0:18.76 60.9F medium-easy, one chocolate, with food 2022-07-04 1117 3/0:16 57.2F medium-easy, with food, one chocolate after 2022-07-05 0656 3/0:20.20 58.1F medium, two chocolates, food after 2022-07-05 1444 unk warm then 4/0:25.76 58.6F medium, food after 2022-07-05 2051 3/0:18.78 59.5F medium-easy, held pee, sleep after 2022-07-06 4/0:22.68 59.5F medium-easy, one chocolate, food after 2022-07-06 1317 4/0:21.94 59.5F medium-easy, one chocolate, food after 2022-07-06 1554 4/0:18.27 59.1F medium, with food Seemed harder without the chocolate, although I also had an inhibiting thought by accident. I waited longer before reading the temperature and it is lower.
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Quotes trimmed through Jul 2, 2022, 8:49 AM 2022-07-02 1417 2/0:10.7 cool, medium, food after 2022-07-02 1604 2/0:11.56 67.1F easy-medium, food after 2022-07-02 1756 2/0:16.20 64.4F medium, food after 2022-07-03 0853 2/0:15.63 62F hard, with sugar cookie, nap after 2022-07-03 1422 2/0:11.29 54.8F medium, food after 2022-07-03 1836 long warm then 2/unk at around 53F, easy, food after 2022-07-04 0728 3/0:23.74 60.9F medium-easy, two chocolates, with food 2022-07-04 0914 3/0:18.76 60.9F medium-easy, one chocolate, with food 2022-07-04 1117 3/0:16 57.2F medium-easy, with food, one chocolate after 2022-07-05 0656 3/0:20.20 58.1F medium, two chocolates, food after 2022-07-05 1444 unk warm then 4/0:25.76 58.6F medium, food after 2022-07-05 2051 3/0:18.78 59.5F medium-easy, held pee, sleep after 2022-07-06 4/0:22.68 59.5F medium-easy, one chocolate, food after 2022-07-06 1317 4/0:21.94 59.5F medium-easy, one chocolate, food after It's cool the temperature appears as if it's holding at 59.5F . I leave a thermometer under a trickle of water, and it tends to roll away a little and rise to around 60.1 . I've been rolling it back, and it drops to around 59.5 during the time I do this. I was somewhat thirsty and that seemed to make the cool water more gratifying.
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Quotes trimmed through Jul 2, 2022, 8:49 AM 2022-07-02 1417 2/0:10.7 cool, medium, food after 2022-07-02 1604 2/0:11.56 67.1F easy-medium, food after 2022-07-02 1756 2/0:16.20 64.4F medium, food after 2022-07-03 0853 2/0:15.63 62F hard, with sugar cookie, nap after 2022-07-03 1422 2/0:11.29 54.8F medium, food after 2022-07-03 1836 long warm then 2/unk at around 53F, easy, food after 2022-07-04 0728 3/0:23.74 60.9F medium-easy, two chocolates, with food 2022-07-04 0914 3/0:18.76 60.9F medium-easy, one chocolate, with food 2022-07-04 1117 3/0:16 57.2F medium-easy, with food, one chocolate after 2022-07-05 0656 3/0:20.20 58.1F medium, two chocolates, food after 2022-07-05 1444 unk warm then 4/0:25.76 58.6F medium, food after 2022-07-05 2051 3/0:18.78 59.5F medium-easy, held pee, sleep after 2022-07-06 40:22.68 59.5F medium-easy, one chocolate, food after
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Quotes trimmed through Jul 2, 2022, 8:49 AM 2022-07-02 1417 2/0:10.7 cool, medium, food after 2022-07-02 1604 2/0:11.56 67.1F easy-medium, food after 2022-07-02 1756 2/0:16.20 64.4F medium, food after 2022-07-03 0853 2/0:15.63 62F hard, with sugar cookie, nap after 2022-07-03 1422 2/0:11.29 54.8F medium, food after 2022-07-03 1836 long warm then 2/unk at around 53F, easy, food after 2022-07-04 0728 3/0:23.74 60.9F medium-easy, two chocolates, with food 2022-07-04 0914 3/0:18.76 60.9F medium-easy, one chocolate, with food 2022-07-04 1117 3/0:16 57.2F medium-easy, with food, one chocolate after 2022-07-05 0656 3/0:20.20 58.1F medium, two chocolates, food after 2022-07-06 lost morning entry 2022-07-06 1444 unk warm then 4/0:25.76 58.6F medium, food after 2022-07-06 2051 3/0:18.78 59.5F medium-easy, held pee, sleep after Water felt pretty cold but thermometer said it was warmer. Might have placed thermometer wrongly, or might have become used to a warm day.
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On Tue, Jul 5, 2022, 2:45 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > Quotes trimmed through Jul 2, 2022, 8:49 AM > > > 2022-07-02 1417 2/0:10.7 cool, medium, food after > 2022-07-02 1604 2/0:11.56 67.1F easy-medium, food after > 2022-07-02 1756 2/0:16.20 64.4F medium, food after > 2022-07-03 0853 2/0:15.63 62F hard, with sugar cookie, nap after > 2022-07-03 1422 2/0:11.29 54.8F medium, food after > 2022-07-03 1836 long warm then 2/unk at around 53F, easy, food after > 2022-07-04 0728 3/0:23.74 60.9F medium-easy, two chocolates, with food > 2022-07-04 0914 3/0:18.76 60.9F medium-easy, one chocolate, with food > 2022-07-04 1117 3/0:16 57.2F medium-easy, with food, one chocolate after > 2022-07-05 0656 3/0:20.20 58.1F medium, two chocolates, food after > Entry from this morning missing, maybe did not send > > 2022-07-06 1444 unk warm then 4/0:25.76 58.6F medium, food after > > Counted longer since it is so much easier when preceded by warm water. >
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Quotes trimmed through Jul 2, 2022, 8:49 AM 2022-07-02 1417 2/0:10.7 cool, medium, food after 2022-07-02 1604 2/0:11.56 67.1F easy-medium, food after 2022-07-02 1756 2/0:16.20 64.4F medium, food after 2022-07-03 0853 2/0:15.63 62F hard, with sugar cookie, nap after 2022-07-03 1422 2/0:11.29 54.8F medium, food after 2022-07-03 1836 long warm then 2/unk at around 53F, easy, food after 2022-07-04 0728 3/0:23.74 60.9F medium-easy, two chocolates, with food 2022-07-04 0914 3/0:18.76 60.9F medium-easy, one chocolate, with food 2022-07-04 1117 3/0:16 57.2F medium-easy, with food, one chocolate after 2022-07-05 0656 3/0:20.20 58.1F medium, two chocolates, food after 2022-07-06 1444 unk warm then 4/0:25.76 58.6F medium, food after Counted longer since it is so much easier when preceded by warm water.
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Quotes trimmed through Jul 2, 2022, 8:49 AM 2022-07-02 1417 2/0:10.7 cool, medium, food after 2022-07-02 1604 2/0:11.56 67.1F easy-medium, food after 2022-07-02 1756 2/0:16.20 64.4F medium, food after 2022-07-03 0853 2/0:15.63 62F hard, with sugar cookie, nap after 2022-07-03 1422 2/0:11.29 54.8F medium, food after 2022-07-03 1836 long warm then 2/unk at around 53F, easy, food after 2022-07-04 0728 3/0:23.74 60.9F medium-easy, two chocolates, with food 2022-07-04 0914 3/0:18.76 60.9F medium-easy, one chocolate, with food 2022-07-04 1117 3/0:16 57.2F medium-easy, with food, one chocolate after
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Quotes trimmed through Jul 2, 2022, 8:49 AM 2022-07-02 1417 2/0:10.7 cool, medium, food after 2022-07-02 1604 2/0:11.56 67.1F easy-medium, food after 2022-07-02 1756 2/0:16.20 64.4F medium, food after 2022-07-03 0853 2/0:15.63 62F hard, with sugar cookie, nap after 2022-07-03 1422 2/0:11.29 54.8F medium, food after 2022-07-03 1836 long warm then 2/unk at around 53F, easy, food after 2022-07-04 0728 3/0:23.74 60.9F medium-easy, two chocolates, with food 2022-07-04 0914 3/0:18.76 60.9F medium-easy, one chocolate, with food Will attempt to cool water more. I got a bag of chocolate almonds for some reason, and found I ate a few when I intended to only eat one. Seems like the trait to connect with a difficult task. Usually ive been trying to only eat chocolate outdoors, but i was getting a different kind to encourage that.
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Quotes trimmed through Jul 2, 2022, 8:49 AM 2022-07-02 1417 2/0:10.7 cool, medium, food after 2022-07-02 1604 2/0:11.56 67.1F easy-medium, food after 2022-07-02 1756 2/0:16.20 64.4F medium, food after 2022-07-03 0853 2/0:15.63 62F hard, with sugar cookie, nap after 2022-07-03 1422 2/0:11.29 54.8F medium, food after 2022-07-03 1836 long warm then 2/unk at around 53F, easy, food after 2022-07-04 0728 3/0:23.74 60.9F medium-easy, two chocolates, with food Getting ice cream headache again. Good stuff.
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On Sun, Jul 3, 2022, 7:30 PM grarpamp wrote: > The list doesn't needs to hear about your personal inane > golden shower foodie masturbation fetish anymore. > There's no anymore about it. The list does not need to hear about it at all. I plan to keep sending it, and I appreciate your feedback. What's it like receiving it? Can i infer there's an issue with filtering it like other spam? >
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The list doesn't needs to hear about your personal inane golden shower foodie masturbation fetish anymore.
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Quotes trimmed through Jul 2, 2022, 8:49 AM 2022-07-02 1417 2/0:10.7 cool, medium, food after 2022-07-02 1604 2/0:11.56 67.1F easy-medium, food after 2022-07-02 1756 2/0:16.20 64.4F medium, food after 2022-07-03 0853 2/0:15.63 62F hard, with sugar cookie, nap after 2022-07-03 1422 2/0:11.29 54.8F medium, food after 2022-07-03 1836 long warm then 2/unk at around 53F, easy, food after Warm before makes it much easier. Ten seconds of cold water quite pleasant, a little invigorating finally again.
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Quotes trimmed through Jul 2, 2022, 8:49 AM 2022-07-02 1417 2/0:10.7 cool, medium, food after 2022-07-02 1604 2/0:11.56 67.1F easy-medium, food after 2022-07-02 1756 2/0:16.20 64.4F medium, food after 2022-07-03 0853 2/0:15.63 62F hard, with sugar cookie, nap after The whole room is chilly from just a trickle of water running to cool it.
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> > Quotes trimmed through Jul 2, 2022, 8:49 AM > > > 2022-07-02 1417 2/0:10.7 cool, medium, food after > 2022-07-02 1604 2/0:11.56 67.1F easy-medium, food after > > I've begun cooling the water again. > >
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Quotes trimmed through Jul 2, 2022, 8:49 AM 2022-07-02 1417 2/0:10.7 cool, medium, food after Back in environment where inhibition developed. Enjoying eating food again.
Re: [ot][wrong] Please let me sleep outdoors in the coldest winter. Was: Re: PLEASE LET ME SLEEP OUTDOORS
> > >> >>> >>> On Mon, Jun 27, 2022, 11:40 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, >>> One Victim of Many wrote: >>> On 6/26/22, Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > On Sun, Jun 26, 2022, 8:56 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of > Many wrote: > >> >>> > 2022-06-09 - i started logging publicly to the >> >>> > list >> >>> > again. >> >>> i >> >>> > started >> >>> > by just logging time spent on planning and >> >>> thinking about >> >>> it. >> >>> > after >> >>> > two attempts i was able to do it rather than >> >>> > think >> >>> about >> >>> it, with >> >>> > effort. >> >>> > >> >>> > 2022-06-09 0456 ET: [x] 10 seconds cold water >> >>> after warm >> >>> water, >> >>> > hard >> >>> > >> >>> > 2022-06-10 1223 ET: [x] 10 seconds warm, 10 >> >>> seconds cold. >> >>> easy. >> >>> > food after. >> >>> > >> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-11 0553 [X] 10 warm 10 cold with food >> >>> >> >>> >>> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-11 1247 [x] 10w 10c food easy >> >>> >>> >> >>> >> 2022-06-12 0217 [x] 9w 11c food after medium-easy >> >>> >> >> >>> > 2022-06-12 0848 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-easy >> >>> > >> >>> >> 2022-06-12 1852 [x] long w 13c food after >> >>> >> medium-easy >> >>> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-13 0922 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-hard >> >>> >>> >> >>> >> 2022-06-13 1851 [x] long w 13c food after medium-hard >> >>> >> >> >>> > 2022-06-14 0702 [x] medium w 13c with food >> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-14 2019 [x] 8/20w 13/31c food after, medium-easy >> >>> >>> >> >>> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-15 0824 [x] 8+13/? c food after, medium-easy, >> >>> outdoors >> >>> >>> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-15 1435 [x] 8+14/40c food after, irrational state >> of >> >>> mind, >> >>> >> indoors >> >>> >> >> >>> > 2022-06-16 1502 69F 20/1:25cold 68F food after, easy, >> >>> > indoors >> >>> > >> >>> 2022-06-17 1051 21/1:04cold 67.4F food after, medium-easy, >> >>> indoors >> >>> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-17 1929 unk warm, 22/1:20 cold, 58.8F, food after, >> >>> >>> medium, >> >>> >>> indoors >> >>> >>> >> >>> >> 2022-06-18 0921 53.7F 22/1:12 cold with food medium-hard >> >>> >> >> >>> > 2022-06-18 1653 53.7F 22/1:20 cold with hot food medium >> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-19 0736 56.4F 12/:30 cold + 22/1:15 cold with warm food, >> >>> medium-hard >> >> >> >> >> >>> 2022-06-20 0547 61.7F 22/1:36 with food and
Re: [ot][wrong] Please let me sleep outdoors in the coldest winter. Was: Re: PLEASE LET ME SLEEP OUTDOORS
On Sat, Jul 2, 2022, 1:36 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Fri, Jul 1, 2022, 7:17 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of > Many wrote: > >> >> >> On Fri, Jul 1, 2022, 6:40 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >> Many wrote: >> >>> >>> >>> On Fri, Jul 1, 2022, 4:39 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >>> Many wrote: >>> On Fri, Jul 1, 2022, 7:46 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Thu, Jun 30, 2022, 7:17 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim > of Many wrote: > >> >> >> On Thu, Jun 30, 2022, 3:43 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim >> of Many wrote: >> >>> >>> >>> On Thu, Jun 30, 2022, 11:11 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One >>> Victim of Many wrote: >>> On Thu, Jun 30, 2022, 10:20 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Wed, Jun 29, 2022, 7:52 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One > Victim of Many wrote: > >> >> >> On Wed, Jun 29, 2022, 1:51 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One >> Victim of Many wrote: >> >>> >>> >>> On Tue, Jun 28, 2022, 5:11 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One >>> Victim of Many wrote: >>> On Tue, Jun 28, 2022, 10:30 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Mon, Jun 27, 2022, 5:39 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One > Victim of Many wrote: > >> >> >> On Mon, Jun 27, 2022, 11:40 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, >> One Victim of Many wrote: >> >>> On 6/26/22, Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many >>> wrote: >>> > On Sun, Jun 26, 2022, 8:56 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, >>> One Victim of >>> > Many wrote: >>> > >>> >> >>> > 2022-06-09 - i started logging >>> publicly to the >>> >> >>> > list >>> >> >>> > again. >>> >> >>> i >>> >> >>> > started >>> >> >>> > by just logging time spent on >>> planning and >>> >> >>> thinking about >>> >> >>> it. >>> >> >>> > after >>> >> >>> > two attempts i was able to do >>> it rather than >>> >> >>> > think >>> >> >>> about >>> >> >>> it, with >>> >> >>> > effort. >>> >> >>> > >>> >> >>> > 2022-06-09 0456 ET: [x] 10 >>> seconds cold water >>> >> >>> after warm >>> >> >>> water, >>> >> >>> > hard >>> >> >>> > >>> >> >>> > 2022-06-10 1223 ET: [x] 10 >>> seconds warm, 10 >>> >> >>> seconds cold. >>> >> >>> easy. >>> >> >>> > food after. >>> >> >>> > >>> >> >>> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-11 0553 [X] 10 warm 10 >>> cold with food >>> >> >>> >>> >> >>> >>> >>> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-11 1247 [x] 10w 10c food >>> easy >>> >> >>> >>> >>> >> >>> >> 2022-06-12 0217 [x] 9w 11c food >>> after medium-easy >>> >> >>> >> >>> >> >>> > 2022-06-12 0848 [x] 8w 13c food >>> after medium-easy >>> >> >>> > >>> >> >>> >> 2022-06-12 1852 [x] long w 13c >>> food after >>> >> >>> >> medium-easy >>> >> >>> >>> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-13 0922 [x] 8w 13c food >>> after medium-hard >>> >> >>> >>> >>> >> >>> >> 2022-06-13 1851 [x] long w 13c food >>> after medium-hard >>> >> >>> >> >>> >> >>> > 2022-06-14 0702 [x] medium w 13c with >>> food >>> >> >>> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-14 2019 [x] 8/20w 13/31c food >>> after,
Re: [ot][wrong] Please let me sleep outdoors in the coldest winter. Was: Re: PLEASE LET ME SLEEP OUTDOORS
On Fri, Jul 1, 2022, 7:17 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Fri, Jul 1, 2022, 6:40 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of > Many wrote: > >> >> >> On Fri, Jul 1, 2022, 4:39 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >> Many wrote: >> >>> >>> >>> On Fri, Jul 1, 2022, 7:46 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >>> Many wrote: >>> On Thu, Jun 30, 2022, 7:17 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Thu, Jun 30, 2022, 3:43 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim > of Many wrote: > >> >> >> On Thu, Jun 30, 2022, 11:11 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim >> of Many wrote: >> >>> >>> >>> On Thu, Jun 30, 2022, 10:20 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One >>> Victim of Many wrote: >>> On Wed, Jun 29, 2022, 7:52 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Wed, Jun 29, 2022, 1:51 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One > Victim of Many wrote: > >> >> >> On Tue, Jun 28, 2022, 5:11 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One >> Victim of Many wrote: >> >>> >>> >>> On Tue, Jun 28, 2022, 10:30 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One >>> Victim of Many wrote: >>> On Mon, Jun 27, 2022, 5:39 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Mon, Jun 27, 2022, 11:40 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One > Victim of Many wrote: > >> On 6/26/22, Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many >> wrote: >> > On Sun, Jun 26, 2022, 8:56 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, >> One Victim of >> > Many wrote: >> > >> >> >>> > 2022-06-09 - i started logging >> publicly to the >> >> >>> > list >> >> >>> > again. >> >> >>> i >> >> >>> > started >> >> >>> > by just logging time spent on >> planning and >> >> >>> thinking about >> >> >>> it. >> >> >>> > after >> >> >>> > two attempts i was able to do >> it rather than >> >> >>> > think >> >> >>> about >> >> >>> it, with >> >> >>> > effort. >> >> >>> > >> >> >>> > 2022-06-09 0456 ET: [x] 10 >> seconds cold water >> >> >>> after warm >> >> >>> water, >> >> >>> > hard >> >> >>> > >> >> >>> > 2022-06-10 1223 ET: [x] 10 >> seconds warm, 10 >> >> >>> seconds cold. >> >> >>> easy. >> >> >>> > food after. >> >> >>> > >> >> >>> >> >> >>> 2022-06-11 0553 [X] 10 warm 10 >> cold with food >> >> >>> >> >> >>> >>> >> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-11 1247 [x] 10w 10c food >> easy >> >> >>> >>> >> >> >>> >> 2022-06-12 0217 [x] 9w 11c food >> after medium-easy >> >> >>> >> >> >> >>> > 2022-06-12 0848 [x] 8w 13c food >> after medium-easy >> >> >>> > >> >> >>> >> 2022-06-12 1852 [x] long w 13c >> food after >> >> >>> >> medium-easy >> >> >>> >> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-13 0922 [x] 8w 13c food after >> medium-hard >> >> >>> >>> >> >> >>> >> 2022-06-13 1851 [x] long w 13c food >> after medium-hard >> >> >>> >> >> >> >>> > 2022-06-14 0702 [x] medium w 13c with >> food >> >> >>> >> >> >>> 2022-06-14 2019 [x] 8/20w 13/31c food >> after, medium-easy >> >> >>> >>> >> >> >>> >>> >> >> >>> 2022-06-15 0824 [x] 8+13/? c food after, >> medium-easy, >> >> >>> outdoors
Re: [ot][wrong] Please let me sleep outdoors in the coldest winter. Was: Re: PLEASE LET ME SLEEP OUTDOORS
On Fri, Jul 1, 2022, 6:40 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Fri, Jul 1, 2022, 4:39 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of > Many wrote: > >> >> >> On Fri, Jul 1, 2022, 7:46 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >> Many wrote: >> >>> >>> >>> On Thu, Jun 30, 2022, 7:17 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >>> Many wrote: >>> On Thu, Jun 30, 2022, 3:43 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Thu, Jun 30, 2022, 11:11 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim > of Many wrote: > >> >> >> On Thu, Jun 30, 2022, 10:20 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim >> of Many wrote: >> >>> >>> >>> On Wed, Jun 29, 2022, 7:52 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim >>> of Many wrote: >>> On Wed, Jun 29, 2022, 1:51 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Tue, Jun 28, 2022, 5:11 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One > Victim of Many wrote: > >> >> >> On Tue, Jun 28, 2022, 10:30 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One >> Victim of Many wrote: >> >>> >>> >>> On Mon, Jun 27, 2022, 5:39 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One >>> Victim of Many wrote: >>> On Mon, Jun 27, 2022, 11:40 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > On 6/26/22, Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many > wrote: > > On Sun, Jun 26, 2022, 8:56 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, > One Victim of > > Many wrote: > > > >> >>> > 2022-06-09 - i started logging > publicly to the > >> >>> > list > >> >>> > again. > >> >>> i > >> >>> > started > >> >>> > by just logging time spent on > planning and > >> >>> thinking about > >> >>> it. > >> >>> > after > >> >>> > two attempts i was able to do it > rather than > >> >>> > think > >> >>> about > >> >>> it, with > >> >>> > effort. > >> >>> > > >> >>> > 2022-06-09 0456 ET: [x] 10 > seconds cold water > >> >>> after warm > >> >>> water, > >> >>> > hard > >> >>> > > >> >>> > 2022-06-10 1223 ET: [x] 10 > seconds warm, 10 > >> >>> seconds cold. > >> >>> easy. > >> >>> > food after. > >> >>> > > >> >>> > >> >>> 2022-06-11 0553 [X] 10 warm 10 > cold with food > >> >>> > >> >>> >>> > >> >>> >>> 2022-06-11 1247 [x] 10w 10c food > easy > >> >>> >>> > >> >>> >> 2022-06-12 0217 [x] 9w 11c food > after medium-easy > >> >>> >> > >> >>> > 2022-06-12 0848 [x] 8w 13c food > after medium-easy > >> >>> > > >> >>> >> 2022-06-12 1852 [x] long w 13c food > after > >> >>> >> medium-easy > >> >>> > >> >>> >>> 2022-06-13 0922 [x] 8w 13c food after > medium-hard > >> >>> >>> > >> >>> >> 2022-06-13 1851 [x] long w 13c food > after medium-hard > >> >>> >> > >> >>> > 2022-06-14 0702 [x] medium w 13c with > food > >> >>> > >> >>> 2022-06-14 2019 [x] 8/20w 13/31c food > after, medium-easy > >> >>> >>> > >> >>> >>> > >> >>> 2022-06-15 0824 [x] 8+13/? c food after, > medium-easy, > >> >>> outdoors > >> >>> >>> > >> >>> >>> 2022-06-15 1435 [x] 8+14/40c food after, > irrational state > >> of > >> >>> mind, > >> >>> >> indoors
Re: [ot][wrong] Please let me sleep outdoors in the coldest winter. Was: Re: PLEASE LET ME SLEEP OUTDOORS
On Fri, Jul 1, 2022, 4:39 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Fri, Jul 1, 2022, 7:46 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of > Many wrote: > >> >> >> On Thu, Jun 30, 2022, 7:17 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >> Many wrote: >> >>> >>> >>> On Thu, Jun 30, 2022, 3:43 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >>> Many wrote: >>> On Thu, Jun 30, 2022, 11:11 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Thu, Jun 30, 2022, 10:20 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim > of Many wrote: > >> >> >> On Wed, Jun 29, 2022, 7:52 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim >> of Many wrote: >> >>> >>> >>> On Wed, Jun 29, 2022, 1:51 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim >>> of Many wrote: >>> On Tue, Jun 28, 2022, 5:11 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Tue, Jun 28, 2022, 10:30 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One > Victim of Many wrote: > >> >> >> On Mon, Jun 27, 2022, 5:39 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One >> Victim of Many wrote: >> >>> >>> >>> On Mon, Jun 27, 2022, 11:40 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One >>> Victim of Many wrote: >>> On 6/26/22, Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > On Sun, Jun 26, 2022, 8:56 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of > Many wrote: > >> >>> > 2022-06-09 - i started logging publicly to the >> >>> > list >> >>> > again. >> >>> i >> >>> > started >> >>> > by just logging time spent on planning and >> >>> thinking about >> >>> it. >> >>> > after >> >>> > two attempts i was able to do it rather than >> >>> > think >> >>> about >> >>> it, with >> >>> > effort. >> >>> > >> >>> > 2022-06-09 0456 ET: [x] 10 seconds cold water >> >>> after warm >> >>> water, >> >>> > hard >> >>> > >> >>> > 2022-06-10 1223 ET: [x] 10 seconds warm, 10 >> >>> seconds cold. >> >>> easy. >> >>> > food after. >> >>> > >> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-11 0553 [X] 10 warm 10 cold with food >> >>> >> >>> >>> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-11 1247 [x] 10w 10c food easy >> >>> >>> >> >>> >> 2022-06-12 0217 [x] 9w 11c food after medium-easy >> >>> >> >> >>> > 2022-06-12 0848 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-easy >> >>> > >> >>> >> 2022-06-12 1852 [x] long w 13c food after >> >>> >> medium-easy >> >>> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-13 0922 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-hard >> >>> >>> >> >>> >> 2022-06-13 1851 [x] long w 13c food after medium-hard >> >>> >> >> >>> > 2022-06-14 0702 [x] medium w 13c with food >> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-14 2019 [x] 8/20w 13/31c food after, medium-easy >> >>> >>> >> >>> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-15 0824 [x] 8+13/? c food after, medium-easy, >> >>> outdoors >> >>> >>> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-15 1435 [x] 8+14/40c food after, irrational state >> of >> >>> mind, >> >>> >> indoors >> >>> >> >> >>> > 2022-06-16 1502 69F 20/1:25cold 68F food after, easy, >> >>> > indoors >> >>> > >> >>> 2022-06-17 1051
Re: [ot][wrong] Please let me sleep outdoors in the coldest winter. Was: Re: PLEASE LET ME SLEEP OUTDOORS
On Fri, Jul 1, 2022, 7:46 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Thu, Jun 30, 2022, 7:17 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of > Many wrote: > >> >> >> On Thu, Jun 30, 2022, 3:43 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >> Many wrote: >> >>> >>> >>> On Thu, Jun 30, 2022, 11:11 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >>> Many wrote: >>> On Thu, Jun 30, 2022, 10:20 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Wed, Jun 29, 2022, 7:52 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim > of Many wrote: > >> >> >> On Wed, Jun 29, 2022, 1:51 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim >> of Many wrote: >> >>> >>> >>> On Tue, Jun 28, 2022, 5:11 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim >>> of Many wrote: >>> On Tue, Jun 28, 2022, 10:30 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Mon, Jun 27, 2022, 5:39 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One > Victim of Many wrote: > >> >> >> On Mon, Jun 27, 2022, 11:40 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One >> Victim of Many wrote: >> >>> On 6/26/22, Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many >>> wrote: >>> > On Sun, Jun 26, 2022, 8:56 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One >>> Victim of >>> > Many wrote: >>> > >>> >> >>> > 2022-06-09 - i started logging >>> publicly to the >>> >> >>> > list >>> >> >>> > again. >>> >> >>> i >>> >> >>> > started >>> >> >>> > by just logging time spent on >>> planning and >>> >> >>> thinking about >>> >> >>> it. >>> >> >>> > after >>> >> >>> > two attempts i was able to do it >>> rather than >>> >> >>> > think >>> >> >>> about >>> >> >>> it, with >>> >> >>> > effort. >>> >> >>> > >>> >> >>> > 2022-06-09 0456 ET: [x] 10 seconds >>> cold water >>> >> >>> after warm >>> >> >>> water, >>> >> >>> > hard >>> >> >>> > >>> >> >>> > 2022-06-10 1223 ET: [x] 10 seconds >>> warm, 10 >>> >> >>> seconds cold. >>> >> >>> easy. >>> >> >>> > food after. >>> >> >>> > >>> >> >>> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-11 0553 [X] 10 warm 10 cold >>> with food >>> >> >>> >>> >> >>> >>> >>> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-11 1247 [x] 10w 10c food easy >>> >> >>> >>> >>> >> >>> >> 2022-06-12 0217 [x] 9w 11c food after >>> medium-easy >>> >> >>> >> >>> >> >>> > 2022-06-12 0848 [x] 8w 13c food after >>> medium-easy >>> >> >>> > >>> >> >>> >> 2022-06-12 1852 [x] long w 13c food >>> after >>> >> >>> >> medium-easy >>> >> >>> >>> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-13 0922 [x] 8w 13c food after >>> medium-hard >>> >> >>> >>> >>> >> >>> >> 2022-06-13 1851 [x] long w 13c food after >>> medium-hard >>> >> >>> >> >>> >> >>> > 2022-06-14 0702 [x] medium w 13c with food >>> >> >>> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-14 2019 [x] 8/20w 13/31c food after, >>> medium-easy >>> >> >>> >>> >>> >> >>> >>> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-15 0824 [x] 8+13/? c food after, >>> medium-easy, >>> >> >>> outdoors >>> >> >>> >>> >>> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-15 1435 [x] 8+14/40c food after, >>> irrational state >>> >> of >>> >> >>> mind, >>> >> >>> >> indoors >>> >> >>> >> >>> >> >>> > 2022-06-16 1502 69F 20/1:25cold 68F food after, >>> easy, >>> >> >>> > indoors >>> >> >>> > >>> >> >>> 2022-06-17 1051 21/1:04cold 67.4F food after, >>> medium-easy, >>> >> >>> indoors >>> >> >>> >>> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-17 1929 unk warm, 22/1:20 cold, 58.8F, >>> food after, >>> >> >>> >>>
Re: [ot][wrong] Please let me sleep outdoors in the coldest winter. Was: Re: PLEASE LET ME SLEEP OUTDOORS
On Thu, Jun 30, 2022, 7:17 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Thu, Jun 30, 2022, 3:43 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of > Many wrote: > >> >> >> On Thu, Jun 30, 2022, 11:11 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >> Many wrote: >> >>> >>> >>> On Thu, Jun 30, 2022, 10:20 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >>> Many wrote: >>> On Wed, Jun 29, 2022, 7:52 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Wed, Jun 29, 2022, 1:51 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim > of Many wrote: > >> >> >> On Tue, Jun 28, 2022, 5:11 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim >> of Many wrote: >> >>> >>> >>> On Tue, Jun 28, 2022, 10:30 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One >>> Victim of Many wrote: >>> On Mon, Jun 27, 2022, 5:39 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Mon, Jun 27, 2022, 11:40 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One > Victim of Many wrote: > >> On 6/26/22, Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many >> wrote: >> > On Sun, Jun 26, 2022, 8:56 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One >> Victim of >> > Many wrote: >> > >> >> >>> > 2022-06-09 - i started logging >> publicly to the >> >> >>> > list >> >> >>> > again. >> >> >>> i >> >> >>> > started >> >> >>> > by just logging time spent on >> planning and >> >> >>> thinking about >> >> >>> it. >> >> >>> > after >> >> >>> > two attempts i was able to do it >> rather than >> >> >>> > think >> >> >>> about >> >> >>> it, with >> >> >>> > effort. >> >> >>> > >> >> >>> > 2022-06-09 0456 ET: [x] 10 seconds >> cold water >> >> >>> after warm >> >> >>> water, >> >> >>> > hard >> >> >>> > >> >> >>> > 2022-06-10 1223 ET: [x] 10 seconds >> warm, 10 >> >> >>> seconds cold. >> >> >>> easy. >> >> >>> > food after. >> >> >>> > >> >> >>> >> >> >>> 2022-06-11 0553 [X] 10 warm 10 cold >> with food >> >> >>> >> >> >>> >>> >> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-11 1247 [x] 10w 10c food easy >> >> >>> >>> >> >> >>> >> 2022-06-12 0217 [x] 9w 11c food after >> medium-easy >> >> >>> >> >> >> >>> > 2022-06-12 0848 [x] 8w 13c food after >> medium-easy >> >> >>> > >> >> >>> >> 2022-06-12 1852 [x] long w 13c food >> after >> >> >>> >> medium-easy >> >> >>> >> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-13 0922 [x] 8w 13c food after >> medium-hard >> >> >>> >>> >> >> >>> >> 2022-06-13 1851 [x] long w 13c food after >> medium-hard >> >> >>> >> >> >> >>> > 2022-06-14 0702 [x] medium w 13c with food >> >> >>> >> >> >>> 2022-06-14 2019 [x] 8/20w 13/31c food after, >> medium-easy >> >> >>> >>> >> >> >>> >>> >> >> >>> 2022-06-15 0824 [x] 8+13/? c food after, >> medium-easy, >> >> >>> outdoors >> >> >>> >>> >> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-15 1435 [x] 8+14/40c food after, >> irrational state >> >> of >> >> >>> mind, >> >> >>> >> indoors >> >> >>> >> >> >> >>> > 2022-06-16 1502 69F 20/1:25cold 68F food after, >> easy, >> >> >>> > indoors >> >> >>> > >> >> >>> 2022-06-17 1051 21/1:04cold 67.4F food after, >> medium-easy, >> >> >>> indoors >> >> >>> >> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-17 1929 unk warm, 22/1:20 cold, 58.8F, >> food after, >> >> >>> >>> medium, >> >> >>> >>> indoors >> >> >>> >>> >> >> >>> >> 2022-06-18 0921 53.7F 22/1:12 cold with food >> medium-hard >> >> >>> >> >> >> >>> > 2022-06-18 1653
Re: [ot][wrong] Please let me sleep outdoors in the coldest winter. Was: Re: PLEASE LET ME SLEEP OUTDOORS
On Thu, Jun 30, 2022, 3:43 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Thu, Jun 30, 2022, 11:11 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of > Many wrote: > >> >> >> On Thu, Jun 30, 2022, 10:20 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >> Many wrote: >> >>> >>> >>> On Wed, Jun 29, 2022, 7:52 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >>> Many wrote: >>> On Wed, Jun 29, 2022, 1:51 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Tue, Jun 28, 2022, 5:11 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim > of Many wrote: > >> >> >> On Tue, Jun 28, 2022, 10:30 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim >> of Many wrote: >> >>> >>> >>> On Mon, Jun 27, 2022, 5:39 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim >>> of Many wrote: >>> On Mon, Jun 27, 2022, 11:40 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > On 6/26/22, Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many > wrote: > > On Sun, Jun 26, 2022, 8:56 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One > Victim of > > Many wrote: > > > >> >>> > 2022-06-09 - i started logging > publicly to the > >> >>> > list > >> >>> > again. > >> >>> i > >> >>> > started > >> >>> > by just logging time spent on > planning and > >> >>> thinking about > >> >>> it. > >> >>> > after > >> >>> > two attempts i was able to do it > rather than > >> >>> > think > >> >>> about > >> >>> it, with > >> >>> > effort. > >> >>> > > >> >>> > 2022-06-09 0456 ET: [x] 10 seconds > cold water > >> >>> after warm > >> >>> water, > >> >>> > hard > >> >>> > > >> >>> > 2022-06-10 1223 ET: [x] 10 seconds > warm, 10 > >> >>> seconds cold. > >> >>> easy. > >> >>> > food after. > >> >>> > > >> >>> > >> >>> 2022-06-11 0553 [X] 10 warm 10 cold > with food > >> >>> > >> >>> >>> > >> >>> >>> 2022-06-11 1247 [x] 10w 10c food easy > >> >>> >>> > >> >>> >> 2022-06-12 0217 [x] 9w 11c food after > medium-easy > >> >>> >> > >> >>> > 2022-06-12 0848 [x] 8w 13c food after > medium-easy > >> >>> > > >> >>> >> 2022-06-12 1852 [x] long w 13c food > after > >> >>> >> medium-easy > >> >>> > >> >>> >>> 2022-06-13 0922 [x] 8w 13c food after > medium-hard > >> >>> >>> > >> >>> >> 2022-06-13 1851 [x] long w 13c food after > medium-hard > >> >>> >> > >> >>> > 2022-06-14 0702 [x] medium w 13c with food > >> >>> > >> >>> 2022-06-14 2019 [x] 8/20w 13/31c food after, > medium-easy > >> >>> >>> > >> >>> >>> > >> >>> 2022-06-15 0824 [x] 8+13/? c food after, > medium-easy, > >> >>> outdoors > >> >>> >>> > >> >>> >>> 2022-06-15 1435 [x] 8+14/40c food after, > irrational state > >> of > >> >>> mind, > >> >>> >> indoors > >> >>> >> > >> >>> > 2022-06-16 1502 69F 20/1:25cold 68F food after, > easy, > >> >>> > indoors > >> >>> > > >> >>> 2022-06-17 1051 21/1:04cold 67.4F food after, > medium-easy, > >> >>> indoors > >> >>> > >> >>> >>> 2022-06-17 1929 unk warm, 22/1:20 cold, 58.8F, food > after, > >> >>> >>> medium, > >> >>> >>> indoors > >> >>> >>> > >> >>> >> 2022-06-18 0921 53.7F 22/1:12 cold with food > medium-hard > >> >>> >> > >> >>> > 2022-06-18 1653 53.7F 22/1:20 cold with hot food > medium > >> >>> > >> >>> 2022-06-19 0736 56.4F 12/:30 cold + 22/1:15 cold with > warm food, > >> >>> medium-hard > >> >> >
Re: [ot][wrong] Please let me sleep outdoors in the coldest winter. Was: Re: PLEASE LET ME SLEEP OUTDOORS
On Thu, Jun 30, 2022, 11:11 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Thu, Jun 30, 2022, 10:20 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of > Many wrote: > >> >> >> On Wed, Jun 29, 2022, 7:52 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >> Many wrote: >> >>> >>> >>> On Wed, Jun 29, 2022, 1:51 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >>> Many wrote: >>> On Tue, Jun 28, 2022, 5:11 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Tue, Jun 28, 2022, 10:30 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim > of Many wrote: > >> >> >> On Mon, Jun 27, 2022, 5:39 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim >> of Many wrote: >> >>> >>> >>> On Mon, Jun 27, 2022, 11:40 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One >>> Victim of Many wrote: >>> On 6/26/22, Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > On Sun, Jun 26, 2022, 8:56 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of > Many wrote: > >> >>> > 2022-06-09 - i started logging publicly to the >> >>> > list >> >>> > again. >> >>> i >> >>> > started >> >>> > by just logging time spent on planning and >> >>> thinking about >> >>> it. >> >>> > after >> >>> > two attempts i was able to do it rather than >> >>> > think >> >>> about >> >>> it, with >> >>> > effort. >> >>> > >> >>> > 2022-06-09 0456 ET: [x] 10 seconds cold water >> >>> after warm >> >>> water, >> >>> > hard >> >>> > >> >>> > 2022-06-10 1223 ET: [x] 10 seconds warm, 10 >> >>> seconds cold. >> >>> easy. >> >>> > food after. >> >>> > >> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-11 0553 [X] 10 warm 10 cold with food >> >>> >> >>> >>> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-11 1247 [x] 10w 10c food easy >> >>> >>> >> >>> >> 2022-06-12 0217 [x] 9w 11c food after medium-easy >> >>> >> >> >>> > 2022-06-12 0848 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-easy >> >>> > >> >>> >> 2022-06-12 1852 [x] long w 13c food after >> >>> >> medium-easy >> >>> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-13 0922 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-hard >> >>> >>> >> >>> >> 2022-06-13 1851 [x] long w 13c food after medium-hard >> >>> >> >> >>> > 2022-06-14 0702 [x] medium w 13c with food >> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-14 2019 [x] 8/20w 13/31c food after, medium-easy >> >>> >>> >> >>> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-15 0824 [x] 8+13/? c food after, medium-easy, >> >>> outdoors >> >>> >>> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-15 1435 [x] 8+14/40c food after, irrational state >> of >> >>> mind, >> >>> >> indoors >> >>> >> >> >>> > 2022-06-16 1502 69F 20/1:25cold 68F food after, easy, >> >>> > indoors >> >>> > >> >>> 2022-06-17 1051 21/1:04cold 67.4F food after, medium-easy, >> >>> indoors >> >>> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-17 1929 unk warm, 22/1:20 cold, 58.8F, food after, >> >>> >>> medium, >> >>> >>> indoors >> >>> >>> >> >>> >> 2022-06-18 0921 53.7F 22/1:12 cold with food medium-hard >> >>> >> >> >>> > 2022-06-18 1653 53.7F 22/1:20 cold with hot food medium >> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-19 0736 56.4F 12/:30 cold + 22/1:15 cold with warm food, >> >>> medium-hard >> >> >> >> >> >>> 2022-06-20 0547 61.7F 22/1:36 with food and sugar cookie, hard to >> >>> start, medium to do >> >> >> >> 2022-06-20 2029 22/1:23 65.3F with warmish food,
Re: [ot][wrong] Please let me sleep outdoors in the coldest winter. Was: Re: PLEASE LET ME SLEEP OUTDOORS
On Thu, Jun 30, 2022, 10:20 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Wed, Jun 29, 2022, 7:52 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of > Many wrote: > >> >> >> On Wed, Jun 29, 2022, 1:51 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >> Many wrote: >> >>> >>> >>> On Tue, Jun 28, 2022, 5:11 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >>> Many wrote: >>> On Tue, Jun 28, 2022, 10:30 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Mon, Jun 27, 2022, 5:39 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim > of Many wrote: > >> >> >> On Mon, Jun 27, 2022, 11:40 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim >> of Many wrote: >> >>> On 6/26/22, Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many >>> wrote: >>> > On Sun, Jun 26, 2022, 8:56 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One >>> Victim of >>> > Many wrote: >>> > >>> >> >>> > 2022-06-09 - i started logging >>> publicly to the >>> >> >>> > list >>> >> >>> > again. >>> >> >>> i >>> >> >>> > started >>> >> >>> > by just logging time spent on planning >>> and >>> >> >>> thinking about >>> >> >>> it. >>> >> >>> > after >>> >> >>> > two attempts i was able to do it >>> rather than >>> >> >>> > think >>> >> >>> about >>> >> >>> it, with >>> >> >>> > effort. >>> >> >>> > >>> >> >>> > 2022-06-09 0456 ET: [x] 10 seconds >>> cold water >>> >> >>> after warm >>> >> >>> water, >>> >> >>> > hard >>> >> >>> > >>> >> >>> > 2022-06-10 1223 ET: [x] 10 seconds >>> warm, 10 >>> >> >>> seconds cold. >>> >> >>> easy. >>> >> >>> > food after. >>> >> >>> > >>> >> >>> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-11 0553 [X] 10 warm 10 cold >>> with food >>> >> >>> >>> >> >>> >>> >>> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-11 1247 [x] 10w 10c food easy >>> >> >>> >>> >>> >> >>> >> 2022-06-12 0217 [x] 9w 11c food after >>> medium-easy >>> >> >>> >> >>> >> >>> > 2022-06-12 0848 [x] 8w 13c food after >>> medium-easy >>> >> >>> > >>> >> >>> >> 2022-06-12 1852 [x] long w 13c food after >>> >> >>> >> medium-easy >>> >> >>> >>> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-13 0922 [x] 8w 13c food after >>> medium-hard >>> >> >>> >>> >>> >> >>> >> 2022-06-13 1851 [x] long w 13c food after >>> medium-hard >>> >> >>> >> >>> >> >>> > 2022-06-14 0702 [x] medium w 13c with food >>> >> >>> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-14 2019 [x] 8/20w 13/31c food after, >>> medium-easy >>> >> >>> >>> >>> >> >>> >>> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-15 0824 [x] 8+13/? c food after, >>> medium-easy, >>> >> >>> outdoors >>> >> >>> >>> >>> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-15 1435 [x] 8+14/40c food after, >>> irrational state >>> >> of >>> >> >>> mind, >>> >> >>> >> indoors >>> >> >>> >> >>> >> >>> > 2022-06-16 1502 69F 20/1:25cold 68F food after, >>> easy, >>> >> >>> > indoors >>> >> >>> > >>> >> >>> 2022-06-17 1051 21/1:04cold 67.4F food after, >>> medium-easy, >>> >> >>> indoors >>> >> >>> >>> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-17 1929 unk warm, 22/1:20 cold, 58.8F, food >>> after, >>> >> >>> >>> medium, >>> >> >>> >>> indoors >>> >> >>> >>> >>> >> >>> >> 2022-06-18 0921 53.7F 22/1:12 cold with food >>> medium-hard >>> >> >>> >> >>> >> >>> > 2022-06-18 1653 53.7F 22/1:20 cold with hot food medium >>> >> >>> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-19 0736 56.4F 12/:30 cold + 22/1:15 cold with >>> warm food, >>> >> >>> medium-hard >>> >> >> >>> >> >> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-20 0547 61.7F 22/1:36 with food and sugar cookie, >>> hard to >>> >> >>> start, medium to do >>> >> >> >>> >> >> 2022-06-20 2029 22/1:23 65.3F with warmish food, >>> medium-hard >>> >> > >>> >> 2022-06-21 0942 23/1:35 65.4F with warm food, sugar cookie, >>> and >>> >> nutritional yeast, medium >>> >> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-22 1845 long warm + 30/2:30 cool
Re: [ot][wrong] Please let me sleep outdoors in the coldest winter. Was: Re: PLEASE LET ME SLEEP OUTDOORS
On Wed, Jun 29, 2022, 7:52 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Wed, Jun 29, 2022, 1:51 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of > Many wrote: > >> >> >> On Tue, Jun 28, 2022, 5:11 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >> Many wrote: >> >>> >>> >>> On Tue, Jun 28, 2022, 10:30 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >>> Many wrote: >>> On Mon, Jun 27, 2022, 5:39 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Mon, Jun 27, 2022, 11:40 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim > of Many wrote: > >> On 6/26/22, Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many >> wrote: >> > On Sun, Jun 26, 2022, 8:56 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One >> Victim of >> > Many wrote: >> > >> >> >>> > 2022-06-09 - i started logging publicly >> to the >> >> >>> > list >> >> >>> > again. >> >> >>> i >> >> >>> > started >> >> >>> > by just logging time spent on planning >> and >> >> >>> thinking about >> >> >>> it. >> >> >>> > after >> >> >>> > two attempts i was able to do it rather >> than >> >> >>> > think >> >> >>> about >> >> >>> it, with >> >> >>> > effort. >> >> >>> > >> >> >>> > 2022-06-09 0456 ET: [x] 10 seconds cold >> water >> >> >>> after warm >> >> >>> water, >> >> >>> > hard >> >> >>> > >> >> >>> > 2022-06-10 1223 ET: [x] 10 seconds >> warm, 10 >> >> >>> seconds cold. >> >> >>> easy. >> >> >>> > food after. >> >> >>> > >> >> >>> >> >> >>> 2022-06-11 0553 [X] 10 warm 10 cold with >> food >> >> >>> >> >> >>> >>> >> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-11 1247 [x] 10w 10c food easy >> >> >>> >>> >> >> >>> >> 2022-06-12 0217 [x] 9w 11c food after >> medium-easy >> >> >>> >> >> >> >>> > 2022-06-12 0848 [x] 8w 13c food after >> medium-easy >> >> >>> > >> >> >>> >> 2022-06-12 1852 [x] long w 13c food after >> >> >>> >> medium-easy >> >> >>> >> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-13 0922 [x] 8w 13c food after >> medium-hard >> >> >>> >>> >> >> >>> >> 2022-06-13 1851 [x] long w 13c food after >> medium-hard >> >> >>> >> >> >> >>> > 2022-06-14 0702 [x] medium w 13c with food >> >> >>> >> >> >>> 2022-06-14 2019 [x] 8/20w 13/31c food after, >> medium-easy >> >> >>> >>> >> >> >>> >>> >> >> >>> 2022-06-15 0824 [x] 8+13/? c food after, >> medium-easy, >> >> >>> outdoors >> >> >>> >>> >> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-15 1435 [x] 8+14/40c food after, >> irrational state >> >> of >> >> >>> mind, >> >> >>> >> indoors >> >> >>> >> >> >> >>> > 2022-06-16 1502 69F 20/1:25cold 68F food after, easy, >> >> >>> > indoors >> >> >>> > >> >> >>> 2022-06-17 1051 21/1:04cold 67.4F food after, >> medium-easy, >> >> >>> indoors >> >> >>> >> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-17 1929 unk warm, 22/1:20 cold, 58.8F, food >> after, >> >> >>> >>> medium, >> >> >>> >>> indoors >> >> >>> >>> >> >> >>> >> 2022-06-18 0921 53.7F 22/1:12 cold with food medium-hard >> >> >>> >> >> >> >>> > 2022-06-18 1653 53.7F 22/1:20 cold with hot food medium >> >> >>> >> >> >>> 2022-06-19 0736 56.4F 12/:30 cold + 22/1:15 cold with warm >> food, >> >> >>> medium-hard >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >>> 2022-06-20 0547 61.7F 22/1:36 with food and sugar cookie, >> hard to >> >> >>> start, medium to do >> >> >> >> >> >> 2022-06-20 2029 22/1:23 65.3F with warmish food, medium-hard >> >> > >> >> 2022-06-21 0942 23/1:35 65.4F with warm food, sugar cookie, >> and >> >> nutritional yeast, medium >> >> >> >> >>> 2022-06-22 1845 long warm + 30/2:30 cool 61.7F hard-easy, food >> after >> >> >>> >> >> >> 2022-06-24 0959 2:30 cool medium-easy with sugar cookie, food >> after >> >> >> >> >> > 2022-06-25 1501 24/unk cool then long warm then 24/unk cool >> >> 2022-06-26 25/1:19
Re: [ot][wrong] Please let me sleep outdoors in the coldest winter. Was: Re: PLEASE LET ME SLEEP OUTDOORS
On Wed, Jun 29, 2022, 1:51 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Tue, Jun 28, 2022, 5:11 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of > Many wrote: > >> >> >> On Tue, Jun 28, 2022, 10:30 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >> Many wrote: >> >>> >>> >>> On Mon, Jun 27, 2022, 5:39 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >>> Many wrote: >>> On Mon, Jun 27, 2022, 11:40 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > On 6/26/22, Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many > wrote: > > On Sun, Jun 26, 2022, 8:56 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim > of > > Many wrote: > > > >> >>> > 2022-06-09 - i started logging publicly > to the > >> >>> > list > >> >>> > again. > >> >>> i > >> >>> > started > >> >>> > by just logging time spent on planning > and > >> >>> thinking about > >> >>> it. > >> >>> > after > >> >>> > two attempts i was able to do it rather > than > >> >>> > think > >> >>> about > >> >>> it, with > >> >>> > effort. > >> >>> > > >> >>> > 2022-06-09 0456 ET: [x] 10 seconds cold > water > >> >>> after warm > >> >>> water, > >> >>> > hard > >> >>> > > >> >>> > 2022-06-10 1223 ET: [x] 10 seconds warm, > 10 > >> >>> seconds cold. > >> >>> easy. > >> >>> > food after. > >> >>> > > >> >>> > >> >>> 2022-06-11 0553 [X] 10 warm 10 cold with > food > >> >>> > >> >>> >>> > >> >>> >>> 2022-06-11 1247 [x] 10w 10c food easy > >> >>> >>> > >> >>> >> 2022-06-12 0217 [x] 9w 11c food after > medium-easy > >> >>> >> > >> >>> > 2022-06-12 0848 [x] 8w 13c food after > medium-easy > >> >>> > > >> >>> >> 2022-06-12 1852 [x] long w 13c food after > >> >>> >> medium-easy > >> >>> > >> >>> >>> 2022-06-13 0922 [x] 8w 13c food after > medium-hard > >> >>> >>> > >> >>> >> 2022-06-13 1851 [x] long w 13c food after > medium-hard > >> >>> >> > >> >>> > 2022-06-14 0702 [x] medium w 13c with food > >> >>> > >> >>> 2022-06-14 2019 [x] 8/20w 13/31c food after, > medium-easy > >> >>> >>> > >> >>> >>> > >> >>> 2022-06-15 0824 [x] 8+13/? c food after, > medium-easy, > >> >>> outdoors > >> >>> >>> > >> >>> >>> 2022-06-15 1435 [x] 8+14/40c food after, irrational > state > >> of > >> >>> mind, > >> >>> >> indoors > >> >>> >> > >> >>> > 2022-06-16 1502 69F 20/1:25cold 68F food after, easy, > >> >>> > indoors > >> >>> > > >> >>> 2022-06-17 1051 21/1:04cold 67.4F food after, > medium-easy, > >> >>> indoors > >> >>> > >> >>> >>> 2022-06-17 1929 unk warm, 22/1:20 cold, 58.8F, food > after, > >> >>> >>> medium, > >> >>> >>> indoors > >> >>> >>> > >> >>> >> 2022-06-18 0921 53.7F 22/1:12 cold with food medium-hard > >> >>> >> > >> >>> > 2022-06-18 1653 53.7F 22/1:20 cold with hot food medium > >> >>> > >> >>> 2022-06-19 0736 56.4F 12/:30 cold + 22/1:15 cold with warm > food, > >> >>> medium-hard > >> >> > >> >> > >> >>> 2022-06-20 0547 61.7F 22/1:36 with food and sugar cookie, > hard to > >> >>> start, medium to do > >> >> > >> >> 2022-06-20 2029 22/1:23 65.3F with warmish food, medium-hard > >> > > >> 2022-06-21 0942 23/1:35 65.4F with warm food, sugar cookie, and > >> nutritional yeast, medium > >> > >> >>> 2022-06-22 1845 long warm + 30/2:30 cool 61.7F hard-easy, food > after > >> >>> > >> >> 2022-06-24 0959 2:30 cool medium-easy with sugar cookie, food > after > >> >> > >> > 2022-06-25 1501 24/unk cool then long warm then 24/unk cool > >> 2022-06-26 25/1:19 cool, medium-hard > > > > > > 2022-06-26 1940 24/1:20 63.1F with food, medium-hard > > 2022-06-27 1137 food w/out cold water > > 2022-06--27 1738 1/0:13 53.6F hard >>> 2022-06-28 1028 warm then
Re: [ot][wrong] Please let me sleep outdoors in the coldest winter. Was: Re: PLEASE LET ME SLEEP OUTDOORS
On Tue, Jun 28, 2022, 5:11 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Tue, Jun 28, 2022, 10:30 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of > Many wrote: > >> >> >> On Mon, Jun 27, 2022, 5:39 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >> Many wrote: >> >>> >>> >>> On Mon, Jun 27, 2022, 11:40 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >>> Many wrote: >>> On 6/26/22, Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > On Sun, Jun 26, 2022, 8:56 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of > Many wrote: > >> >>> > 2022-06-09 - i started logging publicly to the >> >>> > list >> >>> > again. >> >>> i >> >>> > started >> >>> > by just logging time spent on planning and >> >>> thinking about >> >>> it. >> >>> > after >> >>> > two attempts i was able to do it rather than >> >>> > think >> >>> about >> >>> it, with >> >>> > effort. >> >>> > >> >>> > 2022-06-09 0456 ET: [x] 10 seconds cold water >> >>> after warm >> >>> water, >> >>> > hard >> >>> > >> >>> > 2022-06-10 1223 ET: [x] 10 seconds warm, 10 >> >>> seconds cold. >> >>> easy. >> >>> > food after. >> >>> > >> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-11 0553 [X] 10 warm 10 cold with food >> >>> >> >>> >>> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-11 1247 [x] 10w 10c food easy >> >>> >>> >> >>> >> 2022-06-12 0217 [x] 9w 11c food after medium-easy >> >>> >> >> >>> > 2022-06-12 0848 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-easy >> >>> > >> >>> >> 2022-06-12 1852 [x] long w 13c food after >> >>> >> medium-easy >> >>> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-13 0922 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-hard >> >>> >>> >> >>> >> 2022-06-13 1851 [x] long w 13c food after medium-hard >> >>> >> >> >>> > 2022-06-14 0702 [x] medium w 13c with food >> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-14 2019 [x] 8/20w 13/31c food after, medium-easy >> >>> >>> >> >>> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-15 0824 [x] 8+13/? c food after, medium-easy, >> >>> outdoors >> >>> >>> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-15 1435 [x] 8+14/40c food after, irrational state >> of >> >>> mind, >> >>> >> indoors >> >>> >> >> >>> > 2022-06-16 1502 69F 20/1:25cold 68F food after, easy, >> >>> > indoors >> >>> > >> >>> 2022-06-17 1051 21/1:04cold 67.4F food after, medium-easy, >> >>> indoors >> >>> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-17 1929 unk warm, 22/1:20 cold, 58.8F, food after, >> >>> >>> medium, >> >>> >>> indoors >> >>> >>> >> >>> >> 2022-06-18 0921 53.7F 22/1:12 cold with food medium-hard >> >>> >> >> >>> > 2022-06-18 1653 53.7F 22/1:20 cold with hot food medium >> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-19 0736 56.4F 12/:30 cold + 22/1:15 cold with warm food, >> >>> medium-hard >> >> >> >> >> >>> 2022-06-20 0547 61.7F 22/1:36 with food and sugar cookie, hard to >> >>> start, medium to do >> >> >> >> 2022-06-20 2029 22/1:23 65.3F with warmish food, medium-hard >> > >> 2022-06-21 0942 23/1:35 65.4F with warm food, sugar cookie, and >> nutritional yeast, medium >> >> >>> 2022-06-22 1845 long warm + 30/2:30 cool 61.7F hard-easy, food after >> >>> >> >> 2022-06-24 0959 2:30 cool medium-easy with sugar cookie, food after >> >> >> > 2022-06-25 1501 24/unk cool then long warm then 24/unk cool >> 2022-06-26 25/1:19 cool, medium-hard > > > 2022-06-26 1940 24/1:20 63.1F with food, medium-hard 2022-06-27 1137 food w/out cold water >>> 2022-06--27 1738 1/0:13 53.6F hard >>> >>> >> 2022-06-28 1028 warm then a little cool for total of 3 mins >> > 2022-06-28 1710 2/0:07 cool, food after, held pee > 2022-06-29 1350 2/0:05 cool, food after, hard I'm in a pretty disconnected state of mind. Once i managed to do it it didnt seem to matter how long
Re: [ot][wrong] Please let me sleep outdoors in the coldest winter. Was: Re: PLEASE LET ME SLEEP OUTDOORS
On Tue, Jun 28, 2022, 10:30 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Mon, Jun 27, 2022, 5:39 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of > Many wrote: > >> >> >> On Mon, Jun 27, 2022, 11:40 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >> Many wrote: >> >>> On 6/26/22, Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many >>> wrote: >>> > On Sun, Jun 26, 2022, 8:56 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >>> > Many wrote: >>> > >>> >> >>> > 2022-06-09 - i started logging publicly to >>> the >>> >> >>> > list >>> >> >>> > again. >>> >> >>> i >>> >> >>> > started >>> >> >>> > by just logging time spent on planning and >>> >> >>> thinking about >>> >> >>> it. >>> >> >>> > after >>> >> >>> > two attempts i was able to do it rather >>> than >>> >> >>> > think >>> >> >>> about >>> >> >>> it, with >>> >> >>> > effort. >>> >> >>> > >>> >> >>> > 2022-06-09 0456 ET: [x] 10 seconds cold >>> water >>> >> >>> after warm >>> >> >>> water, >>> >> >>> > hard >>> >> >>> > >>> >> >>> > 2022-06-10 1223 ET: [x] 10 seconds warm, 10 >>> >> >>> seconds cold. >>> >> >>> easy. >>> >> >>> > food after. >>> >> >>> > >>> >> >>> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-11 0553 [X] 10 warm 10 cold with >>> food >>> >> >>> >>> >> >>> >>> >>> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-11 1247 [x] 10w 10c food easy >>> >> >>> >>> >>> >> >>> >> 2022-06-12 0217 [x] 9w 11c food after >>> medium-easy >>> >> >>> >> >>> >> >>> > 2022-06-12 0848 [x] 8w 13c food after >>> medium-easy >>> >> >>> > >>> >> >>> >> 2022-06-12 1852 [x] long w 13c food after >>> >> >>> >> medium-easy >>> >> >>> >>> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-13 0922 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-hard >>> >> >>> >>> >>> >> >>> >> 2022-06-13 1851 [x] long w 13c food after >>> medium-hard >>> >> >>> >> >>> >> >>> > 2022-06-14 0702 [x] medium w 13c with food >>> >> >>> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-14 2019 [x] 8/20w 13/31c food after, >>> medium-easy >>> >> >>> >>> >>> >> >>> >>> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-15 0824 [x] 8+13/? c food after, medium-easy, >>> >> >>> outdoors >>> >> >>> >>> >>> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-15 1435 [x] 8+14/40c food after, irrational >>> state >>> >> of >>> >> >>> mind, >>> >> >>> >> indoors >>> >> >>> >> >>> >> >>> > 2022-06-16 1502 69F 20/1:25cold 68F food after, easy, >>> >> >>> > indoors >>> >> >>> > >>> >> >>> 2022-06-17 1051 21/1:04cold 67.4F food after, >>> medium-easy, >>> >> >>> indoors >>> >> >>> >>> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-17 1929 unk warm, 22/1:20 cold, 58.8F, food after, >>> >> >>> >>> medium, >>> >> >>> >>> indoors >>> >> >>> >>> >>> >> >>> >> 2022-06-18 0921 53.7F 22/1:12 cold with food medium-hard >>> >> >>> >> >>> >> >>> > 2022-06-18 1653 53.7F 22/1:20 cold with hot food medium >>> >> >>> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-19 0736 56.4F 12/:30 cold + 22/1:15 cold with warm >>> food, >>> >> >>> medium-hard >>> >> >> >>> >> >> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-20 0547 61.7F 22/1:36 with food and sugar cookie, >>> hard to >>> >> >>> start, medium to do >>> >> >> >>> >> >> 2022-06-20 2029 22/1:23 65.3F with warmish food, medium-hard >>> >> > >>> >> 2022-06-21 0942 23/1:35 65.4F with warm food, sugar cookie, and >>> >> nutritional yeast, medium >>> >> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-22 1845 long warm + 30/2:30 cool 61.7F hard-easy, food >>> after >>> >> >>> >>> >> >> 2022-06-24 0959 2:30 cool medium-easy with sugar cookie, food after >>> >> >> >>> >> > 2022-06-25 1501 24/unk cool then long warm then 24/unk cool >>> >> 2022-06-26 25/1:19 cool, medium-hard >>> > >>> > >>> > 2022-06-26 1940 24/1:20 63.1F with food, medium-hard >>> >>> 2022-06-27 1137 food w/out cold water >>> >> >>> 2022-06--27 1738 1/0:13 53.6F hard >> >> > 2022-06-28 1028 warm then a little cool for total of 3 mins > 2022-06-28 1710 2/0:07 cool, food after, held pee I'm in a new environment temporarily. My experiences behave and learn differently when I change environments. > >
Re: [ot][wrong] Please let me sleep outdoors in the coldest winter. Was: Re: PLEASE LET ME SLEEP OUTDOORS
On Mon, Jun 27, 2022, 5:39 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Mon, Jun 27, 2022, 11:40 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of > Many wrote: > >> On 6/26/22, Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many >> wrote: >> > On Sun, Jun 26, 2022, 8:56 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >> > Many wrote: >> > >> >> >>> > 2022-06-09 - i started logging publicly to >> the >> >> >>> > list >> >> >>> > again. >> >> >>> i >> >> >>> > started >> >> >>> > by just logging time spent on planning and >> >> >>> thinking about >> >> >>> it. >> >> >>> > after >> >> >>> > two attempts i was able to do it rather than >> >> >>> > think >> >> >>> about >> >> >>> it, with >> >> >>> > effort. >> >> >>> > >> >> >>> > 2022-06-09 0456 ET: [x] 10 seconds cold >> water >> >> >>> after warm >> >> >>> water, >> >> >>> > hard >> >> >>> > >> >> >>> > 2022-06-10 1223 ET: [x] 10 seconds warm, 10 >> >> >>> seconds cold. >> >> >>> easy. >> >> >>> > food after. >> >> >>> > >> >> >>> >> >> >>> 2022-06-11 0553 [X] 10 warm 10 cold with food >> >> >>> >> >> >>> >>> >> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-11 1247 [x] 10w 10c food easy >> >> >>> >>> >> >> >>> >> 2022-06-12 0217 [x] 9w 11c food after >> medium-easy >> >> >>> >> >> >> >>> > 2022-06-12 0848 [x] 8w 13c food after >> medium-easy >> >> >>> > >> >> >>> >> 2022-06-12 1852 [x] long w 13c food after >> >> >>> >> medium-easy >> >> >>> >> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-13 0922 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-hard >> >> >>> >>> >> >> >>> >> 2022-06-13 1851 [x] long w 13c food after >> medium-hard >> >> >>> >> >> >> >>> > 2022-06-14 0702 [x] medium w 13c with food >> >> >>> >> >> >>> 2022-06-14 2019 [x] 8/20w 13/31c food after, >> medium-easy >> >> >>> >>> >> >> >>> >>> >> >> >>> 2022-06-15 0824 [x] 8+13/? c food after, medium-easy, >> >> >>> outdoors >> >> >>> >>> >> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-15 1435 [x] 8+14/40c food after, irrational >> state >> >> of >> >> >>> mind, >> >> >>> >> indoors >> >> >>> >> >> >> >>> > 2022-06-16 1502 69F 20/1:25cold 68F food after, easy, >> >> >>> > indoors >> >> >>> > >> >> >>> 2022-06-17 1051 21/1:04cold 67.4F food after, medium-easy, >> >> >>> indoors >> >> >>> >> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-17 1929 unk warm, 22/1:20 cold, 58.8F, food after, >> >> >>> >>> medium, >> >> >>> >>> indoors >> >> >>> >>> >> >> >>> >> 2022-06-18 0921 53.7F 22/1:12 cold with food medium-hard >> >> >>> >> >> >> >>> > 2022-06-18 1653 53.7F 22/1:20 cold with hot food medium >> >> >>> >> >> >>> 2022-06-19 0736 56.4F 12/:30 cold + 22/1:15 cold with warm >> food, >> >> >>> medium-hard >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >>> 2022-06-20 0547 61.7F 22/1:36 with food and sugar cookie, hard >> to >> >> >>> start, medium to do >> >> >> >> >> >> 2022-06-20 2029 22/1:23 65.3F with warmish food, medium-hard >> >> > >> >> 2022-06-21 0942 23/1:35 65.4F with warm food, sugar cookie, and >> >> nutritional yeast, medium >> >> >> >> >>> 2022-06-22 1845 long warm + 30/2:30 cool 61.7F hard-easy, food >> after >> >> >>> >> >> >> 2022-06-24 0959 2:30 cool medium-easy with sugar cookie, food after >> >> >> >> >> > 2022-06-25 1501 24/unk cool then long warm then 24/unk cool >> >> 2022-06-26 25/1:19 cool, medium-hard >> > >> > >> > 2022-06-26 1940 24/1:20 63.1F with food, medium-hard >> >> 2022-06-27 1137 food w/out cold water >> > >> 2022-06--27 1738 1/0:13 53.6F hard > > 2022-06-28 1028 warm then a little cool for total of 3 mins was having big inhition and planning to stop eating. Figured I just needed to find a way. Planned to just be in cold water super briefly: seems better to find spaces the inhibitions are more okay with and grow them, than to challenge where is harder, when they are strong. Ended up doing longer. Keeping text below as reminder of how it helps pressure things. > >> >> did not pee until did this. water colder than expected. planned to just >> dart in and out but ended up doing 13 seconds. Happy to have done after >> missing. > >
Re: [ot][wrong] Please let me sleep outdoors in the coldest winter. Was: Re: PLEASE LET ME SLEEP OUTDOORS
On Mon, Jun 27, 2022, 11:40 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > On 6/26/22, Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many > wrote: > > On Sun, Jun 26, 2022, 8:56 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of > > Many wrote: > > > >> >>> > 2022-06-09 - i started logging publicly to > the > >> >>> > list > >> >>> > again. > >> >>> i > >> >>> > started > >> >>> > by just logging time spent on planning and > >> >>> thinking about > >> >>> it. > >> >>> > after > >> >>> > two attempts i was able to do it rather than > >> >>> > think > >> >>> about > >> >>> it, with > >> >>> > effort. > >> >>> > > >> >>> > 2022-06-09 0456 ET: [x] 10 seconds cold water > >> >>> after warm > >> >>> water, > >> >>> > hard > >> >>> > > >> >>> > 2022-06-10 1223 ET: [x] 10 seconds warm, 10 > >> >>> seconds cold. > >> >>> easy. > >> >>> > food after. > >> >>> > > >> >>> > >> >>> 2022-06-11 0553 [X] 10 warm 10 cold with food > >> >>> > >> >>> >>> > >> >>> >>> 2022-06-11 1247 [x] 10w 10c food easy > >> >>> >>> > >> >>> >> 2022-06-12 0217 [x] 9w 11c food after > medium-easy > >> >>> >> > >> >>> > 2022-06-12 0848 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-easy > >> >>> > > >> >>> >> 2022-06-12 1852 [x] long w 13c food after > >> >>> >> medium-easy > >> >>> > >> >>> >>> 2022-06-13 0922 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-hard > >> >>> >>> > >> >>> >> 2022-06-13 1851 [x] long w 13c food after > medium-hard > >> >>> >> > >> >>> > 2022-06-14 0702 [x] medium w 13c with food > >> >>> > >> >>> 2022-06-14 2019 [x] 8/20w 13/31c food after, > medium-easy > >> >>> >>> > >> >>> >>> > >> >>> 2022-06-15 0824 [x] 8+13/? c food after, medium-easy, > >> >>> outdoors > >> >>> >>> > >> >>> >>> 2022-06-15 1435 [x] 8+14/40c food after, irrational > state > >> of > >> >>> mind, > >> >>> >> indoors > >> >>> >> > >> >>> > 2022-06-16 1502 69F 20/1:25cold 68F food after, easy, > >> >>> > indoors > >> >>> > > >> >>> 2022-06-17 1051 21/1:04cold 67.4F food after, medium-easy, > >> >>> indoors > >> >>> > >> >>> >>> 2022-06-17 1929 unk warm, 22/1:20 cold, 58.8F, food after, > >> >>> >>> medium, > >> >>> >>> indoors > >> >>> >>> > >> >>> >> 2022-06-18 0921 53.7F 22/1:12 cold with food medium-hard > >> >>> >> > >> >>> > 2022-06-18 1653 53.7F 22/1:20 cold with hot food medium > >> >>> > >> >>> 2022-06-19 0736 56.4F 12/:30 cold + 22/1:15 cold with warm food, > >> >>> medium-hard > >> >> > >> >> > >> >>> 2022-06-20 0547 61.7F 22/1:36 with food and sugar cookie, hard > to > >> >>> start, medium to do > >> >> > >> >> 2022-06-20 2029 22/1:23 65.3F with warmish food, medium-hard > >> > > >> 2022-06-21 0942 23/1:35 65.4F with warm food, sugar cookie, and > >> nutritional yeast, medium > >> > >> >>> 2022-06-22 1845 long warm + 30/2:30 cool 61.7F hard-easy, food after > >> >>> > >> >> 2022-06-24 0959 2:30 cool medium-easy with sugar cookie, food after > >> >> > >> > 2022-06-25 1501 24/unk cool then long warm then 24/unk cool > >> 2022-06-26 25/1:19 cool, medium-hard > > > > > > 2022-06-26 1940 24/1:20 63.1F with food, medium-hard > > 2022-06-27 1137 food w/out cold water > > 2022-06--27 1738 1/0:13 53.6F hard > did not pee until did this. water colder than expected. planned to just > dart in and out but ended up doing 13 seconds. Happy to have done after > missing.
Re: [ot][wrong] Please let me sleep outdoors in the coldest winter. Was: Re: PLEASE LET ME SLEEP OUTDOORS
On 6/26/22, Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > On Sun, Jun 26, 2022, 8:56 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of > Many wrote: > >> >>> > 2022-06-09 - i started logging publicly to the >> >>> > list >> >>> > again. >> >>> i >> >>> > started >> >>> > by just logging time spent on planning and >> >>> thinking about >> >>> it. >> >>> > after >> >>> > two attempts i was able to do it rather than >> >>> > think >> >>> about >> >>> it, with >> >>> > effort. >> >>> > >> >>> > 2022-06-09 0456 ET: [x] 10 seconds cold water >> >>> after warm >> >>> water, >> >>> > hard >> >>> > >> >>> > 2022-06-10 1223 ET: [x] 10 seconds warm, 10 >> >>> seconds cold. >> >>> easy. >> >>> > food after. >> >>> > >> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-11 0553 [X] 10 warm 10 cold with food >> >>> >> >>> >>> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-11 1247 [x] 10w 10c food easy >> >>> >>> >> >>> >> 2022-06-12 0217 [x] 9w 11c food after medium-easy >> >>> >> >> >>> > 2022-06-12 0848 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-easy >> >>> > >> >>> >> 2022-06-12 1852 [x] long w 13c food after >> >>> >> medium-easy >> >>> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-13 0922 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-hard >> >>> >>> >> >>> >> 2022-06-13 1851 [x] long w 13c food after medium-hard >> >>> >> >> >>> > 2022-06-14 0702 [x] medium w 13c with food >> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-14 2019 [x] 8/20w 13/31c food after, medium-easy >> >>> >>> >> >>> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-15 0824 [x] 8+13/? c food after, medium-easy, >> >>> outdoors >> >>> >>> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-15 1435 [x] 8+14/40c food after, irrational state >> of >> >>> mind, >> >>> >> indoors >> >>> >> >> >>> > 2022-06-16 1502 69F 20/1:25cold 68F food after, easy, >> >>> > indoors >> >>> > >> >>> 2022-06-17 1051 21/1:04cold 67.4F food after, medium-easy, >> >>> indoors >> >>> >> >>> >>> 2022-06-17 1929 unk warm, 22/1:20 cold, 58.8F, food after, >> >>> >>> medium, >> >>> >>> indoors >> >>> >>> >> >>> >> 2022-06-18 0921 53.7F 22/1:12 cold with food medium-hard >> >>> >> >> >>> > 2022-06-18 1653 53.7F 22/1:20 cold with hot food medium >> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-19 0736 56.4F 12/:30 cold + 22/1:15 cold with warm food, >> >>> medium-hard >> >> >> >> >> >>> 2022-06-20 0547 61.7F 22/1:36 with food and sugar cookie, hard to >> >>> start, medium to do >> >> >> >> 2022-06-20 2029 22/1:23 65.3F with warmish food, medium-hard >> > >> 2022-06-21 0942 23/1:35 65.4F with warm food, sugar cookie, and >> nutritional yeast, medium >> >> >>> 2022-06-22 1845 long warm + 30/2:30 cool 61.7F hard-easy, food after >> >>> >> >> 2022-06-24 0959 2:30 cool medium-easy with sugar cookie, food after >> >> >> > 2022-06-25 1501 24/unk cool then long warm then 24/unk cool >> 2022-06-26 25/1:19 cool, medium-hard > > > 2022-06-26 1940 24/1:20 63.1F with food, medium-hard 2022-06-27 1137 food w/out cold water i got and warmed some food, but it was hard to go into the cold water so I ate some to help. it warmed me some but i still did not go in. i turned the water on hot without going in, and it began getting very hot, and i started exercising until i was breathing hard from the exercise. i still did not want to go into the cold water, and wasn't sure how to get myself to, even when it was all steamy. i think i strengthened the inhibition fighting it. it's been building for some days, and is associated with a longer period under colder water. a plus today is that when i decided to do this, i engaged willpower like with bracing against the cold, and got myself there with intent to do it. that was a big success for me. maybe it made the pressure stronger later, not sure. plan: continue associating with food, but drop time to very short. it feels like it would be almost fine to do a very short time. goal: it would be nice to also do this associated with other things i do a lot, like sleeping or peeing[ or using a technological device.]
Re: [ot][wrong] Please let me sleep outdoors in the coldest winter. Was: Re: PLEASE LET ME SLEEP OUTDOORS
On Sun, Jun 26, 2022, 8:56 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > >>> > 2022-06-09 - i started logging publicly to the > >>> > list > >>> > again. > >>> i > >>> > started > >>> > by just logging time spent on planning and > >>> thinking about > >>> it. > >>> > after > >>> > two attempts i was able to do it rather than > >>> > think > >>> about > >>> it, with > >>> > effort. > >>> > > >>> > 2022-06-09 0456 ET: [x] 10 seconds cold water > >>> after warm > >>> water, > >>> > hard > >>> > > >>> > 2022-06-10 1223 ET: [x] 10 seconds warm, 10 > >>> seconds cold. > >>> easy. > >>> > food after. > >>> > > >>> > >>> 2022-06-11 0553 [X] 10 warm 10 cold with food > >>> > >>> >>> > >>> >>> 2022-06-11 1247 [x] 10w 10c food easy > >>> >>> > >>> >> 2022-06-12 0217 [x] 9w 11c food after medium-easy > >>> >> > >>> > 2022-06-12 0848 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-easy > >>> > > >>> >> 2022-06-12 1852 [x] long w 13c food after > >>> >> medium-easy > >>> > >>> >>> 2022-06-13 0922 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-hard > >>> >>> > >>> >> 2022-06-13 1851 [x] long w 13c food after medium-hard > >>> >> > >>> > 2022-06-14 0702 [x] medium w 13c with food > >>> > >>> 2022-06-14 2019 [x] 8/20w 13/31c food after, medium-easy > >>> >>> > >>> >>> > >>> 2022-06-15 0824 [x] 8+13/? c food after, medium-easy, > >>> outdoors > >>> >>> > >>> >>> 2022-06-15 1435 [x] 8+14/40c food after, irrational state > of > >>> mind, > >>> >> indoors > >>> >> > >>> > 2022-06-16 1502 69F 20/1:25cold 68F food after, easy, indoors > >>> > > >>> 2022-06-17 1051 21/1:04cold 67.4F food after, medium-easy, > >>> indoors > >>> > >>> >>> 2022-06-17 1929 unk warm, 22/1:20 cold, 58.8F, food after, > >>> >>> medium, > >>> >>> indoors > >>> >>> > >>> >> 2022-06-18 0921 53.7F 22/1:12 cold with food medium-hard > >>> >> > >>> > 2022-06-18 1653 53.7F 22/1:20 cold with hot food medium > >>> > >>> 2022-06-19 0736 56.4F 12/:30 cold + 22/1:15 cold with warm food, > >>> medium-hard > >> > >> > >>> 2022-06-20 0547 61.7F 22/1:36 with food and sugar cookie, hard to > >>> start, medium to do > >> > >> 2022-06-20 2029 22/1:23 65.3F with warmish food, medium-hard > > > 2022-06-21 0942 23/1:35 65.4F with warm food, sugar cookie, and > nutritional yeast, medium > > >>> 2022-06-22 1845 long warm + 30/2:30 cool 61.7F hard-easy, food after > >>> > >> 2022-06-24 0959 2:30 cool medium-easy with sugar cookie, food after > >> > > 2022-06-25 1501 24/unk cool then long warm then 24/unk cool > 2022-06-26 25/1:19 cool, medium-hard > 2022-06-26 1940 24/1:20 63.1F with food, medium-hard > I was cold, and I remember how I could engage internally to handle the > water, and did this in advance to try to feel warmer, and managed to get a > burat of warmth spreading through me, but tried so hard I caused a small > psychotic thing. It was very hard to enter, and I was worried I wasn't > eating making me colder. I heated two bowls of warm food and had one prior. > It was very hard to enter, and i shivered a little. It became a bit easier > staying in, a little unexpected, and by the count of 20 I seemed almost > fine with it. >
Re: [ot][wrong] Please let me sleep outdoors in the coldest winter. Was: Re: PLEASE LET ME SLEEP OUTDOORS
>>> > 2022-06-09 - i started logging publicly to the >>> > list >>> > again. >>> i >>> > started >>> > by just logging time spent on planning and >>> thinking about >>> it. >>> > after >>> > two attempts i was able to do it rather than >>> > think >>> about >>> it, with >>> > effort. >>> > >>> > 2022-06-09 0456 ET: [x] 10 seconds cold water >>> after warm >>> water, >>> > hard >>> > >>> > 2022-06-10 1223 ET: [x] 10 seconds warm, 10 >>> seconds cold. >>> easy. >>> > food after. >>> > >>> >>> 2022-06-11 0553 [X] 10 warm 10 cold with food >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> 2022-06-11 1247 [x] 10w 10c food easy >>> >>> >>> >> 2022-06-12 0217 [x] 9w 11c food after medium-easy >>> >> >>> > 2022-06-12 0848 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-easy >>> > >>> >> 2022-06-12 1852 [x] long w 13c food after >>> >> medium-easy >>> >>> >>> 2022-06-13 0922 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-hard >>> >>> >>> >> 2022-06-13 1851 [x] long w 13c food after medium-hard >>> >> >>> > 2022-06-14 0702 [x] medium w 13c with food >>> >>> 2022-06-14 2019 [x] 8/20w 13/31c food after, medium-easy >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> 2022-06-15 0824 [x] 8+13/? c food after, medium-easy, >>> outdoors >>> >>> >>> >>> 2022-06-15 1435 [x] 8+14/40c food after, irrational state of >>> mind, >>> >> indoors >>> >> >>> > 2022-06-16 1502 69F 20/1:25cold 68F food after, easy, indoors >>> > >>> 2022-06-17 1051 21/1:04cold 67.4F food after, medium-easy, >>> indoors >>> >>> >>> 2022-06-17 1929 unk warm, 22/1:20 cold, 58.8F, food after, >>> >>> medium, >>> >>> indoors >>> >>> >>> >> 2022-06-18 0921 53.7F 22/1:12 cold with food medium-hard >>> >> >>> > 2022-06-18 1653 53.7F 22/1:20 cold with hot food medium >>> >>> 2022-06-19 0736 56.4F 12/:30 cold + 22/1:15 cold with warm food, >>> medium-hard >> >> >>> 2022-06-20 0547 61.7F 22/1:36 with food and sugar cookie, hard to >>> start, medium to do >> >> 2022-06-20 2029 22/1:23 65.3F with warmish food, medium-hard > 2022-06-21 0942 23/1:35 65.4F with warm food, sugar cookie, and nutritional yeast, medium >>> 2022-06-22 1845 long warm + 30/2:30 cool 61.7F hard-easy, food after >>> >> 2022-06-24 0959 2:30 cool medium-easy with sugar cookie, food after >> > 2022-06-25 1501 24/unk cool then long warm then 24/unk cool 2022-06-26 25/1:19 cool, medium-hard
Re: [ot][wrong] Please let me sleep outdoors in the coldest winter. Was: Re: PLEASE LET ME SLEEP OUTDOORS
On Fri, Jun 24, 2022, 10:01 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Wed, Jun 22, 2022, 6:50 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of > Many wrote: > >> >> >> On Tue, Jun 21, 2022, 9:45 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >> Many wrote: >> >>> >>> >>> On Mon, Jun 20, 2022, 8:32 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >>> Many wrote: >>> On Mon, Jun 20, 2022, 5:50 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Sun, Jun 19, 2022, 7:47 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim > of Many wrote: > >> > 2022-06-09 - i started logging publicly to the list >> > again. >> i >> > started >> > by just logging time spent on planning and >> thinking about >> it. >> > after >> > two attempts i was able to do it rather than think >> about >> it, with >> > effort. >> > >> > 2022-06-09 0456 ET: [x] 10 seconds cold water >> after warm >> water, >> > hard >> > >> > 2022-06-10 1223 ET: [x] 10 seconds warm, 10 >> seconds cold. >> easy. >> > food after. >> > >> >> 2022-06-11 0553 [X] 10 warm 10 cold with food >> >> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-11 1247 [x] 10w 10c food easy >> >>> >> >> 2022-06-12 0217 [x] 9w 11c food after medium-easy >> >> >> > 2022-06-12 0848 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-easy >> > >> >> 2022-06-12 1852 [x] long w 13c food after medium-easy >> >> >>> 2022-06-13 0922 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-hard >> >>> >> >> 2022-06-13 1851 [x] long w 13c food after medium-hard >> >> >> > 2022-06-14 0702 [x] medium w 13c with food >> >> 2022-06-14 2019 [x] 8/20w 13/31c food after, medium-easy >> >>> >> >>> >> 2022-06-15 0824 [x] 8+13/? c food after, medium-easy, >> outdoors >> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-15 1435 [x] 8+14/40c food after, irrational state of >> mind, >> >> indoors >> >> >> > 2022-06-16 1502 69F 20/1:25cold 68F food after, easy, indoors >> > >> 2022-06-17 1051 21/1:04cold 67.4F food after, medium-easy, >> indoors >> >> >>> 2022-06-17 1929 unk warm, 22/1:20 cold, 58.8F, food after, medium, >> >>> indoors >> >>> >> >> 2022-06-18 0921 53.7F 22/1:12 cold with food medium-hard >> >> >> > 2022-06-18 1653 53.7F 22/1:20 cold with hot food medium >> >> 2022-06-19 0736 56.4F 12/:30 cold + 22/1:15 cold with warm food, >> medium-hard > > >> 2022-06-20 0547 61.7F 22/1:36 with food and sugar cookie, hard to >> start, medium to do > > 2022-06-20 2029 22/1:23 65.3F with warmish food, medium-hard >>> 2022-06-21 0942 23/1:35 65.4F with warm food, sugar cookie, and >>> nutritional yeast, medium >>> >> 2022-06-22 1845 long warm + 30/2:30 cool 61.7F hard-easy, food after >> > 2022-06-24 0959 2:30 cool medium-easy with sugar cookie, food after > 2022-06-25 1501 24/unk cool then long warm then 24/unk cool > >
Re: [ot][wrong] Please let me sleep outdoors in the coldest winter. Was: Re: PLEASE LET ME SLEEP OUTDOORS
On Wed, Jun 22, 2022, 6:50 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Tue, Jun 21, 2022, 9:45 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of > Many wrote: > >> >> >> On Mon, Jun 20, 2022, 8:32 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >> Many wrote: >> >>> >>> >>> On Mon, Jun 20, 2022, 5:50 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >>> Many wrote: >>> On Sun, Jun 19, 2022, 7:47 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > 2022-06-09 - i started logging publicly to the list > > again. > i > > started > > by just logging time spent on planning and thinking > about > it. > > after > > two attempts i was able to do it rather than think > about > it, with > > effort. > > > > 2022-06-09 0456 ET: [x] 10 seconds cold water after > warm > water, > > hard > > > > 2022-06-10 1223 ET: [x] 10 seconds warm, 10 seconds > cold. > easy. > > food after. > > > > 2022-06-11 0553 [X] 10 warm 10 cold with food > > >>> > >>> 2022-06-11 1247 [x] 10w 10c food easy > >>> > >> 2022-06-12 0217 [x] 9w 11c food after medium-easy > >> > > 2022-06-12 0848 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-easy > > > >> 2022-06-12 1852 [x] long w 13c food after medium-easy > > >>> 2022-06-13 0922 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-hard > >>> > >> 2022-06-13 1851 [x] long w 13c food after medium-hard > >> > > 2022-06-14 0702 [x] medium w 13c with food > > 2022-06-14 2019 [x] 8/20w 13/31c food after, medium-easy > >>> > >>> > 2022-06-15 0824 [x] 8+13/? c food after, medium-easy, outdoors > >>> > >>> 2022-06-15 1435 [x] 8+14/40c food after, irrational state of > mind, > >> indoors > >> > > 2022-06-16 1502 69F 20/1:25cold 68F food after, easy, indoors > > > 2022-06-17 1051 21/1:04cold 67.4F food after, medium-easy, indoors > > >>> 2022-06-17 1929 unk warm, 22/1:20 cold, 58.8F, food after, medium, > >>> indoors > >>> > >> 2022-06-18 0921 53.7F 22/1:12 cold with food medium-hard > >> > > 2022-06-18 1653 53.7F 22/1:20 cold with hot food medium > > 2022-06-19 0736 56.4F 12/:30 cold + 22/1:15 cold with warm food, > medium-hard > 2022-06-20 0547 61.7F 22/1:36 with food and sugar cookie, hard to > start, medium to do 2022-06-20 2029 22/1:23 65.3F with warmish food, medium-hard >>> >> 2022-06-21 0942 23/1:35 65.4F with warm food, sugar cookie, and >> nutritional yeast, medium >> > 2022-06-22 1845 long warm + 30/2:30 cool 61.7F hard-easy, food after > 2022-06-24 0959 2:30 cool medium-easy with sugar cookie, food after Somewhat confused. I miscounted but got the time. I like focusing on my shoulders with the idea of making it less scary to be about to enter.
Re: [ot][wrong] Please let me sleep outdoors in the coldest winter. Was: Re: PLEASE LET ME SLEEP OUTDOORS
On Tue, Jun 21, 2022, 9:45 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Mon, Jun 20, 2022, 8:32 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of > Many wrote: > >> >> >> On Mon, Jun 20, 2022, 5:50 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >> Many wrote: >> >>> >>> >>> On Sun, Jun 19, 2022, 7:47 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >>> Many wrote: >>> > 2022-06-09 - i started logging publicly to the list > again. i > started > by just logging time spent on planning and thinking about it. > after > two attempts i was able to do it rather than think about it, with > effort. > > 2022-06-09 0456 ET: [x] 10 seconds cold water after warm water, > hard > > 2022-06-10 1223 ET: [x] 10 seconds warm, 10 seconds cold. easy. > food after. > 2022-06-11 0553 [X] 10 warm 10 cold with food >>> >>> 2022-06-11 1247 [x] 10w 10c food easy >>> >> 2022-06-12 0217 [x] 9w 11c food after medium-easy >> > 2022-06-12 0848 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-easy > >> 2022-06-12 1852 [x] long w 13c food after medium-easy >>> 2022-06-13 0922 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-hard >>> >> 2022-06-13 1851 [x] long w 13c food after medium-hard >> > 2022-06-14 0702 [x] medium w 13c with food 2022-06-14 2019 [x] 8/20w 13/31c food after, medium-easy >>> >>> 2022-06-15 0824 [x] 8+13/? c food after, medium-easy, outdoors >>> >>> 2022-06-15 1435 [x] 8+14/40c food after, irrational state of mind, >> indoors >> > 2022-06-16 1502 69F 20/1:25cold 68F food after, easy, indoors > 2022-06-17 1051 21/1:04cold 67.4F food after, medium-easy, indoors >>> 2022-06-17 1929 unk warm, 22/1:20 cold, 58.8F, food after, medium, >>> indoors >>> >> 2022-06-18 0921 53.7F 22/1:12 cold with food medium-hard >> > 2022-06-18 1653 53.7F 22/1:20 cold with hot food medium 2022-06-19 0736 56.4F 12/:30 cold + 22/1:15 cold with warm food, medium-hard >>> >>> 2022-06-20 0547 61.7F 22/1:36 with food and sugar cookie, hard to start, medium to do >>> >>> 2022-06-20 2029 22/1:23 65.3F with warmish food, medium-hard >> > 2022-06-21 0942 23/1:35 65.4F with warm food, sugar cookie, and > nutritional yeast, medium > 2022-06-22 1845 long warm + 30/2:30 cool 61.7F hard-easy, food after It was _very_ hard to start, and then became pleasant, and I lost track of counting and counted to thirty. I'm still scared of how hard it was to start. >
Re: [ot][wrong] Please let me sleep outdoors in the coldest winter. Was: Re: PLEASE LET ME SLEEP OUTDOORS
On Mon, Jun 20, 2022, 8:32 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Mon, Jun 20, 2022, 5:50 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of > Many wrote: > >> >> >> On Sun, Jun 19, 2022, 7:47 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >> Many wrote: >> >>> > 2022-06-09 - i started logging publicly to the list >>> > again. >>> i >>> > started >>> > by just logging time spent on planning and thinking >>> about >>> it. >>> > after >>> > two attempts i was able to do it rather than think >>> about >>> it, with >>> > effort. >>> > >>> > 2022-06-09 0456 ET: [x] 10 seconds cold water after >>> warm >>> water, >>> > hard >>> > >>> > 2022-06-10 1223 ET: [x] 10 seconds warm, 10 seconds >>> cold. >>> easy. >>> > food after. >>> > >>> >>> 2022-06-11 0553 [X] 10 warm 10 cold with food >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> 2022-06-11 1247 [x] 10w 10c food easy >>> >>> >>> >> 2022-06-12 0217 [x] 9w 11c food after medium-easy >>> >> >>> > 2022-06-12 0848 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-easy >>> > >>> >> 2022-06-12 1852 [x] long w 13c food after medium-easy >>> >>> >>> 2022-06-13 0922 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-hard >>> >>> >>> >> 2022-06-13 1851 [x] long w 13c food after medium-hard >>> >> >>> > 2022-06-14 0702 [x] medium w 13c with food >>> >>> 2022-06-14 2019 [x] 8/20w 13/31c food after, medium-easy >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> 2022-06-15 0824 [x] 8+13/? c food after, medium-easy, outdoors >>> >>> >>> >>> 2022-06-15 1435 [x] 8+14/40c food after, irrational state of >>> mind, >>> >> indoors >>> >> >>> > 2022-06-16 1502 69F 20/1:25cold 68F food after, easy, indoors >>> > >>> 2022-06-17 1051 21/1:04cold 67.4F food after, medium-easy, indoors >>> >>> >>> 2022-06-17 1929 unk warm, 22/1:20 cold, 58.8F, food after, medium, >>> >>> indoors >>> >>> >>> >> 2022-06-18 0921 53.7F 22/1:12 cold with food medium-hard >>> >> >>> > 2022-06-18 1653 53.7F 22/1:20 cold with hot food medium >>> >>> 2022-06-19 0736 56.4F 12/:30 cold + 22/1:15 cold with warm food, >>> medium-hard >> >> >>> 2022-06-20 0547 61.7F 22/1:36 with food and sugar cookie, hard to start, >>> medium to do >> >> 2022-06-20 2029 22/1:23 65.3F with warmish food, medium-hard > 2022-06-21 0942 23/1:35 65.4F with warm food, sugar cookie, and nutritional yeast, medium Focused on shoulders since they get hit by cold first when not sure about doing it. Nutritional yeast made easier, it has a delayed draw. > >
Re: [ot][wrong] Please let me sleep outdoors in the coldest winter. Was: Re: PLEASE LET ME SLEEP OUTDOORS
On Mon, Jun 20, 2022, 5:50 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Sun, Jun 19, 2022, 7:47 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of > Many wrote: > >> > 2022-06-09 - i started logging publicly to the list >> > again. >> i >> > started >> > by just logging time spent on planning and thinking >> about >> it. >> > after >> > two attempts i was able to do it rather than think >> about >> it, with >> > effort. >> > >> > 2022-06-09 0456 ET: [x] 10 seconds cold water after >> warm >> water, >> > hard >> > >> > 2022-06-10 1223 ET: [x] 10 seconds warm, 10 seconds >> cold. >> easy. >> > food after. >> > >> >> 2022-06-11 0553 [X] 10 warm 10 cold with food >> >> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-11 1247 [x] 10w 10c food easy >> >>> >> >> 2022-06-12 0217 [x] 9w 11c food after medium-easy >> >> >> > 2022-06-12 0848 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-easy >> > >> >> 2022-06-12 1852 [x] long w 13c food after medium-easy >> >> >>> 2022-06-13 0922 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-hard >> >>> >> >> 2022-06-13 1851 [x] long w 13c food after medium-hard >> >> >> > 2022-06-14 0702 [x] medium w 13c with food >> >> 2022-06-14 2019 [x] 8/20w 13/31c food after, medium-easy >> >>> >> >>> >> 2022-06-15 0824 [x] 8+13/? c food after, medium-easy, outdoors >> >>> >> >>> 2022-06-15 1435 [x] 8+14/40c food after, irrational state of mind, >> >> indoors >> >> >> > 2022-06-16 1502 69F 20/1:25cold 68F food after, easy, indoors >> > >> 2022-06-17 1051 21/1:04cold 67.4F food after, medium-easy, indoors >> >> >>> 2022-06-17 1929 unk warm, 22/1:20 cold, 58.8F, food after, medium, >> >>> indoors >> >>> >> >> 2022-06-18 0921 53.7F 22/1:12 cold with food medium-hard >> >> >> > 2022-06-18 1653 53.7F 22/1:20 cold with hot food medium >> >> 2022-06-19 0736 56.4F 12/:30 cold + 22/1:15 cold with warm food, >> medium-hard > > >> 2022-06-20 0547 61.7F 22/1:36 with food and sugar cookie, hard to start, >> medium to do > > 2022-06-20 2029 22/1:23 65.3F with warmish food, medium-hard Hard to start. Seemed easier when i was in the water and it was on parts of me I'd be practicing, so i cooled parts of me that got colder more easily to help. After a bit it was easy. Afterward, checking the temperature, not very low. Working on initiating it. Still seems long for dropping the temperature (given difficulty starting), which is too bad. > >>
Re: [ot][wrong] Please let me sleep outdoors in the coldest winter. Was: Re: PLEASE LET ME SLEEP OUTDOORS
On Sun, Jun 19, 2022, 7:47 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > 2022-06-09 - i started logging publicly to the list > > again. > i > > started > > by just logging time spent on planning and thinking > about > it. > > after > > two attempts i was able to do it rather than think about > it, with > > effort. > > > > 2022-06-09 0456 ET: [x] 10 seconds cold water after warm > water, > > hard > > > > 2022-06-10 1223 ET: [x] 10 seconds warm, 10 seconds > cold. > easy. > > food after. > > > > 2022-06-11 0553 [X] 10 warm 10 cold with food > > >>> > >>> 2022-06-11 1247 [x] 10w 10c food easy > >>> > >> 2022-06-12 0217 [x] 9w 11c food after medium-easy > >> > > 2022-06-12 0848 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-easy > > > >> 2022-06-12 1852 [x] long w 13c food after medium-easy > > >>> 2022-06-13 0922 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-hard > >>> > >> 2022-06-13 1851 [x] long w 13c food after medium-hard > >> > > 2022-06-14 0702 [x] medium w 13c with food > > 2022-06-14 2019 [x] 8/20w 13/31c food after, medium-easy > >>> > >>> > 2022-06-15 0824 [x] 8+13/? c food after, medium-easy, outdoors > >>> > >>> 2022-06-15 1435 [x] 8+14/40c food after, irrational state of mind, > >> indoors > >> > > 2022-06-16 1502 69F 20/1:25cold 68F food after, easy, indoors > > > 2022-06-17 1051 21/1:04cold 67.4F food after, medium-easy, indoors > > >>> 2022-06-17 1929 unk warm, 22/1:20 cold, 58.8F, food after, medium, > >>> indoors > >>> > >> 2022-06-18 0921 53.7F 22/1:12 cold with food medium-hard > >> > > 2022-06-18 1653 53.7F 22/1:20 cold with hot food medium > > 2022-06-19 0736 56.4F 12/:30 cold + 22/1:15 cold with warm food, > medium-hard > 2022-06-20 0547 61.7F 22/1:36 with food and sugar cookie, hard to start, > medium to do > Really hard to start, sugar cookie helped a lot. Also warmed food. I think > sticking with lower temperatures would be easier if I dropped the time when > dropping the temperature erratically at first. After a count of around 6 it > got much easier. The sugar cookie taken right after onset seemed more > impactful than the warm food after.
Re: [ot][wrong] Please let me sleep outdoors in the coldest winter. Was: Re: PLEASE LET ME SLEEP OUTDOORS
> 2022-06-09 - i started logging publicly to the list > again. i > started > by just logging time spent on planning and thinking about it. > after > two attempts i was able to do it rather than think about it, with > effort. > > 2022-06-09 0456 ET: [x] 10 seconds cold water after warm water, > hard > > 2022-06-10 1223 ET: [x] 10 seconds warm, 10 seconds cold. easy. > food after. > 2022-06-11 0553 [X] 10 warm 10 cold with food >>> >>> 2022-06-11 1247 [x] 10w 10c food easy >>> >> 2022-06-12 0217 [x] 9w 11c food after medium-easy >> > 2022-06-12 0848 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-easy > >> 2022-06-12 1852 [x] long w 13c food after medium-easy >>> 2022-06-13 0922 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-hard >>> >> 2022-06-13 1851 [x] long w 13c food after medium-hard >> > 2022-06-14 0702 [x] medium w 13c with food 2022-06-14 2019 [x] 8/20w 13/31c food after, medium-easy >>> >>> 2022-06-15 0824 [x] 8+13/? c food after, medium-easy, outdoors >>> >>> 2022-06-15 1435 [x] 8+14/40c food after, irrational state of mind, >> indoors >> > 2022-06-16 1502 69F 20/1:25cold 68F food after, easy, indoors > 2022-06-17 1051 21/1:04cold 67.4F food after, medium-easy, indoors >>> 2022-06-17 1929 unk warm, 22/1:20 cold, 58.8F, food after, medium, >>> indoors >>> >> 2022-06-18 0921 53.7F 22/1:12 cold with food medium-hard >> > 2022-06-18 1653 53.7F 22/1:20 cold with hot food medium 2022-06-19 0736 56.4F 12/:30 cold + 22/1:15 cold with warm food, medium-hard I dropped the temperature (by running the water less) to make it easier to start. It's been a colder couple of summer days and nights. It was pretty hard this time at first and I stopped after a count of 12. I had some food and tried again before finishing the food, and did the whole 22 count the second time.
Re: [ot][wrong] Please let me sleep outdoors in the coldest winter. Was: Re: PLEASE LET ME SLEEP OUTDOORS
On Sat, Jun 18, 2022, 9:29 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Fri, Jun 17, 2022, 7:30 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of > Many wrote: > >> >> >> On Fri, Jun 17, 2022, 10:51 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >> Many wrote: >> >>> >>> >>> On Thu, Jun 16, 2022, 3:07 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of >>> Many wrote: >>> On Wed, Jun 15, 2022, 2:37 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many wrote: > > > On Wed, Jun 15, 2022, 8:25 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim > of Many wrote: > >> >> >> On Tue, Jun 14, 2022, 8:22 PM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim >> of Many wrote: >> >>> > 2022-06-09 - i started logging publicly to the list again. >>> i >>> > started >>> > by just logging time spent on planning and thinking about >>> it. >>> > after >>> > two attempts i was able to do it rather than think about >>> it, with >>> > effort. >>> > >>> > 2022-06-09 0456 ET: [x] 10 seconds cold water after warm >>> water, >>> > hard >>> > >>> > 2022-06-10 1223 ET: [x] 10 seconds warm, 10 seconds cold. >>> easy. >>> > food after. >>> > >>> >>> 2022-06-11 0553 [X] 10 warm 10 cold with food >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> 2022-06-11 1247 [x] 10w 10c food easy >>> >>> >>> >> 2022-06-12 0217 [x] 9w 11c food after medium-easy >>> >> >>> > 2022-06-12 0848 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-easy >>> > >>> >> 2022-06-12 1852 [x] long w 13c food after medium-easy >>> >>> >>> 2022-06-13 0922 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-hard >>> >>> >>> >> 2022-06-13 1851 [x] long w 13c food after medium-hard >>> >> >>> > 2022-06-14 0702 [x] medium w 13c with food >>> >>> 2022-06-14 2019 [x] 8/20w 13/31c food after, medium-easy >> >> >>> 2022-06-15 0824 [x] 8+13/? c food after, medium-easy, outdoors >> >> 2022-06-15 1435 [x] 8+14/40c food after, irrational state of mind, > indoors > 2022-06-16 1502 69F 20/1:25cold 68F food after, easy, indoors >>> 2022-06-17 1051 21/1:04cold 67.4F food after, medium-easy, indoors >>> >> 2022-06-17 1929 unk warm, 22/1:20 cold, 58.8F, food after, medium, indoors >> > 2022-06-18 0921 53.7F 22/1:12 cold with food medium-hard > 2022-06-18 1653 53.7F 22/1:20 cold with hot food medium Much easier, 53.7F the second time. 1:20 is a little long, took me a bit to check the timer. Hard to start. > >
