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That was what I was seeking from you Ravi, an authentic post. I really appreciate it. I am sort of the opposite of a spiritual guy in the sense that spiritual people talk about seeing the infinite, the universal and the God in others and that connects them. I am seeking a human connection, a place where I can say, I am like you, I understand where you are coming from. I can be like that sometimes. The more a person seems to be impossible to relate to, to see myself in, the sweeter the reward if I can connect on a human level. In my calling you on condescending to me, I was also taking higher ground on you. I was saying that you are an oddball and unlike me who is so firmly connected to non-oddballness. (An absurd notion to anyone who knows me well!) So I can only point my finger at you so long before noticing the three pointing back at myself. I don't believe you have my heart intellect balance right. Like you I can only filter myself into this medium. And I do accept that a lot of what goes on here is not a full representation of you. I appreciate your taking the time to fill that out a bit. So although I may run a more conservative number on people than you do, and I view myself as non-enlightened or God realized, I see some of myself in you. And I really didn't want to at first. I wanted just to write you off as another person who couldn't connect on any level with me without me treating you as if you were your beloved's favorite whatever. But I was wrong. You came through. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: Yes I'm sincere in my love to my beloved and I do love to share that. It might come across as special state of mind, condescending, derogatory, awareness of other's state of mind, front'n, running numbers on strangers, subjective, vague but I can't help it. You are spot on that the only way I can express it is through metaphors designed for shock effect and so guilty as charged. Mostly it just comes off as unconvincing and odd. Yes that is true. But I am not looking for any relationship with you or anyone else, like I said I am not looking for a threesome. So you are absolutely spot on everything except for the threesome part. That's cool. It was worth a shot. But I disagree that you don't want a relationship with me on FFL, you bring up my name in a derogatory way repeatedly. What you mean is that you don't seek a pleasant, respectful relationship with me here and prefer to condescend and insult from on high. In my experience there is often no there there with pugnacious people. But I my be wrong about you. Well in my personal life I mock myself in attempt to share my joy - I was at the ashram yesterday feeling high, went to the dishwashing area, loudly welcoming everyone I knew, remarked that I should come sober to the ashram and Amma should be hiding her divine vodka from an alcoholic like me. Amma is visiting in June here and I loudly remarked that how I don't even need to see her but she would miss me if I didn't. So I attract lot of attention from the people around me. I have another friend who likes me but she thinks I'm odd and crazy at times and so I will remark loudly to her and the people around that I'm bipolar, paranoid schizophrenic and I'm very manic now. Its a very similar behavior at work but in a much restrained fashion - alternating seriousness and playful fun. With two of my close Indian colleagues I'm much more uninhibited, they are much younger with no emotional baggage and thoroughly enjoy my antics. And then FFL is the only I indulge in this kind of behavior because I think it presents lot of people caught in their head. And the medium makes it easy to as you say run a number on strangers. I have no other justification for my rude behavior other than the metaphor of insulting my beloved that was presented here, I can only assure that none is coming your way from now on and hope for your love and forgiveness.My behavior one-on-one is completely different than my online persona. You and others might think you are not insulting my beloved but I believe you are and I have to act accordingly to protect her. We can agree to disagree. I believe you have such weak intellectual boundaries that you actually aren't able to agree to disagree. You go on the attack on anyone who doesn't buy into your superior status. I can't imagine that that is working out for you very well. It certainly doesn't work with me. You are right, I just threw out the agree to disagree phrase more sarcastically, I place zero value on intellectual discussions that don't go anywhere. Incredible as it may sound this kind of behavior doesn't bother me at all. I intentionally
[FairfieldLife] Re: Mt. Athos featured on 60 Minutes
Curtis, Thanks for those beautiful thoughts, I had to admit defeat to your dogged persistence. But the truth is always the winner, it's the supreme consciousness admiring it's own creation through the eyes of Curtis defeating supreme consciousness admiring it's own creation through the eyes of Ravi, so who's the winner and loser is not clear :-). Winning and losing only applies to the relative and not the absolute. It's no secret I like to indulge in fights and I thought you were a good candidate to start a fight with because of your many fans here. I have indulged with many but no one has come out a winner except for you. Regardless of the enlightement game that shows that you indeed deserve the praise of many and that you are an intelligent man who has integrity. Oh yeah you do seem to love the beloved in your own way :-) --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: That was what I was seeking from you Ravi, an authentic post. I really appreciate it. I am sort of the opposite of a spiritual guy in the sense that spiritual people talk about seeing the infinite, the universal and the God in others and that connects them. I am seeking a human connection, a place where I can say, I am like you, I understand where you are coming from. I can be like that sometimes. The more a person seems to be impossible to relate to, to see myself in, the sweeter the reward if I can connect on a human level. In my calling you on condescending to me, I was also taking higher ground on you. I was saying that you are an oddball and unlike me who is so firmly connected to non-oddballness. (An absurd notion to anyone who knows me well!) So I can only point my finger at you so long before noticing the three pointing back at myself. I don't believe you have my heart intellect balance right. Like you I can only filter myself into this medium. And I do accept that a lot of what goes on here is not a full representation of you. I appreciate your taking the time to fill that out a bit. So although I may run a more conservative number on people than you do, and I view myself as non-enlightened or God realized, I see some of myself in you. And I really didn't want to at first. I wanted just to write you off as another person who couldn't connect on any level with me without me treating you as if you were your beloved's favorite whatever. But I was wrong. You came through. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: Yes I'm sincere in my love to my beloved and I do love to share that. It might come across as special state of mind, condescending, derogatory, awareness of other's state of mind, front'n, running numbers on strangers, subjective, vague but I can't help it. You are spot on that the only way I can express it is through metaphors designed for shock effect and so guilty as charged. Mostly it just comes off as unconvincing and odd. Yes that is true. But I am not looking for any relationship with you or anyone else, like I said I am not looking for a threesome. So you are absolutely spot on everything except for the threesome part. That's cool. It was worth a shot. But I disagree that you don't want a relationship with me on FFL, you bring up my name in a derogatory way repeatedly. What you mean is that you don't seek a pleasant, respectful relationship with me here and prefer to condescend and insult from on high. In my experience there is often no there there with pugnacious people. But I my be wrong about you. Well in my personal life I mock myself in attempt to share my joy - I was at the ashram yesterday feeling high, went to the dishwashing area, loudly welcoming everyone I knew, remarked that I should come sober to the ashram and Amma should be hiding her divine vodka from an alcoholic like me. Amma is visiting in June here and I loudly remarked that how I don't even need to see her but she would miss me if I didn't. So I attract lot of attention from the people around me. I have another friend who likes me but she thinks I'm odd and crazy at times and so I will remark loudly to her and the people around that I'm bipolar, paranoid schizophrenic and I'm very manic now. Its a very similar behavior at work but in a much restrained fashion - alternating seriousness and playful fun. With two of my close Indian colleagues I'm much more uninhibited, they are much younger with no emotional baggage and thoroughly enjoy my antics. And then FFL is the only I indulge in this kind of behavior because I think it presents lot of people caught in their head. And the medium makes it easy to as you say run a number
[FairfieldLife] Re: Mt. Athos featured on 60 Minutes
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@... wrote: Oh yeah you do seem to love the beloved in your own way :-) You mean like http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_uzz4I_Yv1Mfeature=related http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_uzz4I_Yv1Mfeature=related
[FairfieldLife] Re: Mt. Athos featured on 60 Minutes
I have addressed this in the past that the 3 V's of Vairaagya (dispassion), Viveka (discrimination) and Vichaara (inquiry) is the proper use of intellect, and that intellect is on the payroll of the higher self and not does the bidding of the ego. Whoring of the ego is what I refer to as intellectual deception, to use circular logic or dry polemics to avoid confronting the truth or arriving at a intellectual standpoint like the neo-advaitins who delude themselves. This kind of intellectual deception is not a knew phenomenon. Here's a beautiful story of a such an intellectual, a Brahmin called Soonga from the great classic Tripura Rahasya that I shared in the past. http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/message/272538 http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/message/272538 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, whynotnow7 whynotnow7@... wrote: Dude, can you please explain what you mean with whoring the intellect? Use of the intellect is necessary as a means of discrimination. But there seems to be a particular way in which the intellect is used when you refer to it as 'whoring'? --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tartbrain no_reply@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Peter L Sutphen drpetersutphen@ wrote: Damn hammer! Peter But its the only tool I got, so I am in deep heat looking for an f'ing nail to slam. You clearly seem to have lot of infantile pains with hammers and nails, I don't. On Apr 29, 2011, at 9:39 AM, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: So your beef with me is that I don't buy that you have a special relationship with the creator of the universe, right? The little routine that you are above the whore intellect isn't fooling anyone here either. Poor carpenter blames his tools. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Duveyoung no_reply@ wrote: Nice piece, Dude. Thanks, nice to hear from you Edg. Wow Curtis Edg - amazing discussion. Let me sum this up for others who might be too intellectually deceptuously challenged - in plain English the summary would be - my shit doesn't smell any better or worse than yours, but your shit stinks and mine's amazingly fragrant. So you were thinking that if you ran trollish behavior on a spiritual list it wouldn't be noticed and identified as trollish behavior? The troll routine is soo 1999 Ravi. It isn't new, and it isn't interesting. Jump into the deep end and discuss what you disagree with if you want to become more than a troll interloper here. Very funny Curtis, that you can't even see the pun shows how full of intellectual garbage you are or may be you snort TM all day? You have to use 1000 words whereas I just need one sentence, how's that for brevity. I'm not here to indulge your whore(intellect) - you are already too fascinated with it. Tough luck pal. To subscribe, send a message to: fairfieldlife-subscr...@yahoogroups.com Or go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ and click 'Join This Group!'Yahoo! Groups Links
[FairfieldLife] Re: Mt. Athos featured on 60 Minutes
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: Let's try it again - enlightenment is not a three some, so I don't need anyone's acknowledgement or participation while I'm having sex with my beloved :-) That may be so but you spend quite a bit of time here presenting yourself as if you are in a special state of mind. And since you often use my name in a derogatory way you should not be surprised that I come into your room sometimes while you are having sex with your beloved to point out your bare bottom. and I'm saying end the fascination with the whore (intellect) and chose the blissful orgasm with the beloved. How could you have any idea what my internal state is Ravi? What you are trying to spin as a fascination with the whore intellect is just me enjoying conversations on an internet conversation board. If you are tying to present yourself to me as some sort of authority on human life I am afraid I will have to decline your offer. If you are trying to condescend to me as if you are speaking from a state of enlightenment that I am not in, again I decline to accept that relationship with you. People who run such numbers on strangers are just front'n. You can look that up in your gansta dictionary. It may sound routine and trollish to you but it's no worse than than your rote of intellectual deception. This is not the first time you have characterized my posting as deception. But once again you have failed to offer the kind of specifics that make this charge meaningful. You might take a lesson from Judy on this. She is able to point her finger at exactly what I have posted that she disagrees with. That opens up the conversation. The whole idea that you have to defend your beloved from someone like me is absurd. You haven't even made it clear what specific experience you are talking about. All you have done is thrown out a lot of metaphors designed for dramatic shock effect. What you are defending your beloved against is my interpretation that you are passing your subjective experience through the filter of lots of imagination. And an above average need to present yourself as superior to other posters here. I sense a spark of sincerity in you Ravi. I am fanning that. Yes I'm sincere in my love to my beloved and I do love to share that. It might come across as special state of mind, condescending, derogatory, awareness of other's state of mind, front'n, running numbers on strangers, subjective, vague but I can't help it. You are spot on that the only way I can express it is through metaphors designed for shock effect and so guilty as charged. Mostly it just comes off as unconvincing and odd. But I am not looking for any relationship with you or anyone else, like I said I am not looking for a threesome. So you are absolutely spot on everything except for the threesome part. That's cool. It was worth a shot. But I disagree that you don't want a relationship with me on FFL, you bring up my name in a derogatory way repeatedly. What you mean is that you don't seek a pleasant, respectful relationship with me here and prefer to condescend and insult from on high. In my experience there is often no there there with pugnacious people. But I my be wrong about you. You and others might think you are not insulting my beloved but I believe you are and I have to act accordingly to protect her. We can agree to disagree. I believe you have such weak intellectual boundaries that you actually aren't able to agree to disagree. You go on the attack on anyone who doesn't buy into your superior status. I can't imagine that that is working out for you very well. It certainly doesn't work with me. As I said, it was worth a shot. And I can't discount that my approach might have been fraught with too many judgments to make it a realistic expectation. In other words the breakdown in communication is not all on you brother. I'll tend to my garden and see what I can learn from this. In the meantime I hope to read your exchanges with Jim whom you seem to regard as on your level. He may be a better man for this job.
[FairfieldLife] Re: Mt. Athos featured on 60 Minutes
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: In the meantime I hope to read your exchanges with Jim whom you seem to regard as on your level. He may be a better man for this job. Some things just make me laugh.
[FairfieldLife] Re: Mt. Athos featured on 60 Minutes
Thanks - I get it. The history angle is interesting, in that this game of mind games to avoid realization has been going on apparently as long as realization has. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@... wrote: I have addressed this in the past that the 3 V's of Vairaagya (dispassion), Viveka (discrimination) and Vichaara (inquiry) is the proper use of intellect, and that intellect is on the payroll of the higher self and not does the bidding of the ego. Whoring of the ego is what I refer to as intellectual deception, to use circular logic or dry polemics to avoid confronting the truth or arriving at a intellectual standpoint like the neo-advaitins who delude themselves. This kind of intellectual deception is not a knew phenomenon. Here's a beautiful story of a such an intellectual, a Brahmin called Soonga from the great classic Tripura Rahasya that I shared in the past. http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/message/272538 http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/message/272538 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, whynotnow7 whynotnow7@ wrote: Dude, can you please explain what you mean with whoring the intellect? Use of the intellect is necessary as a means of discrimination. But there seems to be a particular way in which the intellect is used when you refer to it as 'whoring'? --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tartbrain no_reply@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Peter L Sutphen drpetersutphen@ wrote: Damn hammer! Peter But its the only tool I got, so I am in deep heat looking for an f'ing nail to slam. You clearly seem to have lot of infantile pains with hammers and nails, I don't. On Apr 29, 2011, at 9:39 AM, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: So your beef with me is that I don't buy that you have a special relationship with the creator of the universe, right? The little routine that you are above the whore intellect isn't fooling anyone here either. Poor carpenter blames his tools. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Duveyoung no_reply@ wrote: Nice piece, Dude. Thanks, nice to hear from you Edg. Wow Curtis Edg - amazing discussion. Let me sum this up for others who might be too intellectually deceptuously challenged - in plain English the summary would be - my shit doesn't smell any better or worse than yours, but your shit stinks and mine's amazingly fragrant. So you were thinking that if you ran trollish behavior on a spiritual list it wouldn't be noticed and identified as trollish behavior? The troll routine is soo 1999 Ravi. It isn't new, and it isn't interesting. Jump into the deep end and discuss what you disagree with if you want to become more than a troll interloper here. Very funny Curtis, that you can't even see the pun shows how full of intellectual garbage you are or may be you snort TM all day? You have to use 1000 words whereas I just need one sentence, how's that for brevity. I'm not here to indulge your whore(intellect) - you are already too fascinated with it. Tough luck pal. To subscribe, send a message to: fairfieldlife-subscr...@yahoogroups.com Or go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ and click 'Join This Group!'Yahoo! Groups Links
[FairfieldLife] Re: Mt. Athos featured on 60 Minutes
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: Yes I'm sincere in my love to my beloved and I do love to share that. It might come across as special state of mind, condescending, derogatory, awareness of other's state of mind, front'n, running numbers on strangers, subjective, vague but I can't help it. You are spot on that the only way I can express it is through metaphors designed for shock effect and so guilty as charged. Mostly it just comes off as unconvincing and odd. Yes that is true. But I am not looking for any relationship with you or anyone else, like I said I am not looking for a threesome. So you are absolutely spot on everything except for the threesome part. That's cool. It was worth a shot. But I disagree that you don't want a relationship with me on FFL, you bring up my name in a derogatory way repeatedly. What you mean is that you don't seek a pleasant, respectful relationship with me here and prefer to condescend and insult from on high. In my experience there is often no there there with pugnacious people. But I my be wrong about you. Well in my personal life I mock myself in attempt to share my joy - I was at the ashram yesterday feeling high, went to the dishwashing area, loudly welcoming everyone I knew, remarked that I should come sober to the ashram and Amma should be hiding her divine vodka from an alcoholic like me. Amma is visiting in June here and I loudly remarked that how I don't even need to see her but she would miss me if I didn't. So I attract lot of attention from the people around me. I have another friend who likes me but she thinks I'm odd and crazy at times and so I will remark loudly to her and the people around that I'm bipolar, paranoid schizophrenic and I'm very manic now. Its a very similar behavior at work but in a much restrained fashion - alternating seriousness and playful fun. With two of my close Indian colleagues I'm much more uninhibited, they are much younger with no emotional baggage and thoroughly enjoy my antics. And then FFL is the only I indulge in this kind of behavior because I think it presents lot of people caught in their head. And the medium makes it easy to as you say run a number on strangers. I have no other justification for my rude behavior other than the metaphor of insulting my beloved that was presented here, I can only assure that none is coming your way from now on and hope for your love and forgiveness.My behavior one-on-one is completely different than my online persona. You and others might think you are not insulting my beloved but I believe you are and I have to act accordingly to protect her. We can agree to disagree. I believe you have such weak intellectual boundaries that you actually aren't able to agree to disagree. You go on the attack on anyone who doesn't buy into your superior status. I can't imagine that that is working out for you very well. It certainly doesn't work with me. You are right, I just threw out the agree to disagree phrase more sarcastically, I place zero value on intellectual discussions that don't go anywhere. Incredible as it may sound this kind of behavior doesn't bother me at all. I intentionally indulge and revel in it, I have been involved in chat lists since late 90's, in the past I would get very disturbed, angry and agitated at people who I thought didn't understand the need to go beyond the words to get the truth. I would react very belligerently but would feel very guilty. After my experiences I realize that habits are not the issue, its the consciousness I bring to it. So now I continue with a detached playfulness. As I said, it was worth a shot. And I can't discount that my approach might have been fraught with too many judgments to make it a realistic expectation. In other words the breakdown in communication is not all on you brother. I'll tend to my garden and see what I can learn from this. In the meantime I hope to read your exchanges with Jim whom you seem to regard as on your level. He may be a better man for this job. Its' not I consider anyone as equal or unequal I just think Jim intuitively gets it. Steve is another I think that gets it - anyone who is heart and gut centered will usually go beyond the words.
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Steve, no I don't think I am stopping anyone from expressing their POV, I don't have any intention of doing so and I think its quite a stretch of imagination to think I have the power to do so. But my loyalty to my beloved remains and being a man I have to defend her by being aggressive and attacking. What do you suggest that I plead, beg and bargain? Then I wouldn't be called a lover, I would be a cheap diplomat, a crooked businessman or a dirty politician - no thanks :-) --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, seventhray1 steve.sundur@... wrote: I guess the question I have Rav, is, are you going to stomp on every infraction you see? I liked Jim's challenge, if that's what you want to call it. It help get some clarification from Curtis and Ravi. And really Ravi, I like your perspective. But I just wonder if you are going to continue the full court press on what you view as transgressions against your beloved. (I promise I am not making fun of you, but I am chuckling a little inside). Or are you going to step back a little and gives others a little leeway in expressing their opinion, even if it strays far from what you see as as an honest POV. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: Let's try it again - enlightenment is not a three some, so I don't need anyone's acknowledgement or participation while I'm having sex with my beloved :-) and I'm saying end the fascination with the whore (intellect) and chose the blissful orgasm with the beloved. It may sound routine and trollish to you but it's no worse than than your rote of intellectual deception. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: So your beef with me is that I don't buy that you have a special relationship with the creator of the universe, right? The little routine that you are above the whore intellect isn't fooling anyone here either. Poor carpenter blames his tools. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Duveyoung no_reply@ wrote: Nice piece, Dude. Thanks, nice to hear from you Edg. Wow Curtis Edg - amazing discussion. Let me sum this up for others who might be too intellectually deceptuously challenged - in plain English the summary would be - my shit doesn't smell any better or worse than yours, but your shit stinks and mine's amazingly fragrant. So you were thinking that if you ran trollish behavior on a spiritual list it wouldn't be noticed and identified as trollish behavior? The troll routine is soo 1999 Ravi. It isn't new, and it isn't interesting. Jump into the deep end and discuss what you disagree with if you want to become more than a troll interloper here. Very funny Curtis, that you can't even see the pun shows how full of intellectual garbage you are or may be you snort TM all day? You have to use 1000 words whereas I just need one sentence, how's that for brevity. I'm not here to indulge your whore(intellect) - you are already too fascinated with it. Tough luck pal.
[FairfieldLife] Re: Mt. Athos featured on 60 Minutes
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@... wrote: Let's try it again - enlightenment is not a three some, so I don't need anyone's acknowledgement or participation while I'm having sex with my beloved :-) That may be so but you spend quite a bit of time here presenting yourself as if you are in a special state of mind. And since you often use my name in a derogatory way you should not be surprised that I come into your room sometimes while you are having sex with your beloved to point out your bare bottom. and I'm saying end the fascination with the whore (intellect) and chose the blissful orgasm with the beloved. How could you have any idea what my internal state is Ravi? What you are trying to spin as a fascination with the whore intellect is just me enjoying conversations on an internet conversation board. If you are tying to present yourself to me as some sort of authority on human life I am afraid I will have to decline your offer. If you are trying to condescend to me as if you are speaking from a state of enlightenment that I am not in, again I decline to accept that relationship with you. People who run such numbers on strangers are just front'n. You can look that up in your gansta dictionary. It may sound routine and trollish to you but it's no worse than than your rote of intellectual deception. This is not the first time you have characterized my posting as deception. But once again you have failed to offer the kind of specifics that make this charge meaningful. You might take a lesson from Judy on this. She is able to point her finger at exactly what I have posted that she disagrees with. That opens up the conversation. The whole idea that you have to defend your beloved from someone like me is absurd. You haven't even made it clear what specific experience you are talking about. All you have done is thrown out a lot of metaphors designed for dramatic shock effect. What you are defending your beloved against is my interpretation that you are passing your subjective experience through the filter of lots of imagination. And an above average need to present yourself as superior to other posters here. I sense a spark of sincerity in you Ravi. I am fanning that. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: So your beef with me is that I don't buy that you have a special relationship with the creator of the universe, right? The little routine that you are above the whore intellect isn't fooling anyone here either. Poor carpenter blames his tools. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Duveyoung no_reply@ wrote: Nice piece, Dude. Thanks, nice to hear from you Edg. Wow Curtis Edg - amazing discussion. Let me sum this up for others who might be too intellectually deceptuously challenged - in plain English the summary would be - my shit doesn't smell any better or worse than yours, but your shit stinks and mine's amazingly fragrant. So you were thinking that if you ran trollish behavior on a spiritual list it wouldn't be noticed and identified as trollish behavior? The troll routine is soo 1999 Ravi. It isn't new, and it isn't interesting. Jump into the deep end and discuss what you disagree with if you want to become more than a troll interloper here. Very funny Curtis, that you can't even see the pun shows how full of intellectual garbage you are or may be you snort TM all day? You have to use 1000 words whereas I just need one sentence, how's that for brevity. I'm not here to indulge your whore(intellect) - you are already too fascinated with it. Tough luck pal.
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: snip I sense a spark of sincerity in you Ravi. I am fanning that. I like this.
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@... wrote: Steve, no I don't think I am stopping anyone from expressing their POV, I don't have any intention of doing so and I think its quite a stretch of imagination to think I have the power to do so. I didn't mean to imply that you did. But my loyalty to my beloved remains and being a man I have to defend her by being aggressive and attacking. What do you suggest that I plead, beg and bargain? Then I wouldn't be called a lover, I would be a cheap diplomat, a crooked businessman or a dirty politician - no thanks :-) I didn't mean to imply that you do. But you seem to always be spoiling for a fight, and you also seem to find offenses to the beloved around many corners. But maybe you just have a sharper intellect. Or just a mensch. (complimentary term) --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, seventhray1 steve.sundur@ wrote: I guess the question I have Rav, is, are you going to stomp on every infraction you see? I liked Jim's challenge, if that's what you want to call it. It help get some clarification from Curtis and Ravi. And really Ravi, I like your perspective. But I just wonder if you are going to continue the full court press on what you view as transgressions against your beloved. (I promise I am not making fun of you, but I am chuckling a little inside). Or are you going to step back a little and gives others a little leeway in expressing their opinion, even if it strays far from what you see as as an honest POV. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: Let's try it again - enlightenment is not a three some, so I don't need anyone's acknowledgement or participation while I'm having sex with my beloved :-) and I'm saying end the fascination with the whore (intellect) and chose the blissful orgasm with the beloved. It may sound routine and trollish to you but it's no worse than than your rote of intellectual deception. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: So your beef with me is that I don't buy that you have a special relationship with the creator of the universe, right? The little routine that you are above the whore intellect isn't fooling anyone here either. Poor carpenter blames his tools. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Duveyoung no_reply@ wrote: Nice piece, Dude. Thanks, nice to hear from you Edg. Wow Curtis Edg - amazing discussion. Let me sum this up for others who might be too intellectually deceptuously challenged - in plain English the summary would be - my shit doesn't smell any better or worse than yours, but your shit stinks and mine's amazingly fragrant. So you were thinking that if you ran trollish behavior on a spiritual list it wouldn't be noticed and identified as trollish behavior? The troll routine is soo 1999 Ravi. It isn't new, and it isn't interesting. Jump into the deep end and discuss what you disagree with if you want to become more than a troll interloper here. Very funny Curtis, that you can't even see the pun shows how full of intellectual garbage you are or may be you snort TM all day? You have to use 1000 words whereas I just need one sentence, how's that for brevity. I'm not here to indulge your whore(intellect) - you are already too fascinated with it. Tough luck pal.
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-- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, seventhray1 steve.sundur@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: snip I sense a spark of sincerity in you Ravi. I am fanning that. I like this. Thanks Steve. Remember the discussions I had with Rory and Jim about their internal experiences? We found a respectful place to discuss our different points of view. It took some time. Started off a bit rocky but we found our way together. They got a chance to articulate what they were experiencing and I felt heard about the perspective I have about these mental states. I learned a lot from it. That is what I'm shooting for here.
[FairfieldLife] Re: Mt. Athos featured on 60 Minutes
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: -- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, seventhray1 steve.sundur@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: snip I sense a spark of sincerity in you Ravi. I am fanning that. I like this. Thanks Steve. Remember the discussions I had with Rory and Jim about their internal experiences? We found a respectful place to discuss our different points of view. It took some time. Started off a bit rocky but we found our way together. They got a chance to articulate what they were experiencing and I felt heard about the perspective I have about these mental states. I learned a lot from it. That is what I'm shooting for here. A lofty goal. I wish you luck.
[FairfieldLife] Re: Mt. Athos featured on 60 Minutes
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: Let's try it again - enlightenment is not a three some, so I don't need anyone's acknowledgement or participation while I'm having sex with my beloved :-) That may be so but you spend quite a bit of time here presenting yourself as if you are in a special state of mind. And since you often use my name in a derogatory way you should not be surprised that I come into your room sometimes while you are having sex with your beloved to point out your bare bottom. and I'm saying end the fascination with the whore (intellect) and chose the blissful orgasm with the beloved. How could you have any idea what my internal state is Ravi? What you are trying to spin as a fascination with the whore intellect is just me enjoying conversations on an internet conversation board. If you are tying to present yourself to me as some sort of authority on human life I am afraid I will have to decline your offer. If you are trying to condescend to me as if you are speaking from a state of enlightenment that I am not in, again I decline to accept that relationship with you. People who run such numbers on strangers are just front'n. You can look that up in your gansta dictionary. It may sound routine and trollish to you but it's no worse than than your rote of intellectual deception. This is not the first time you have characterized my posting as deception. But once again you have failed to offer the kind of specifics that make this charge meaningful. You might take a lesson from Judy on this. She is able to point her finger at exactly what I have posted that she disagrees with. That opens up the conversation. The whole idea that you have to defend your beloved from someone like me is absurd. You haven't even made it clear what specific experience you are talking about. All you have done is thrown out a lot of metaphors designed for dramatic shock effect. What you are defending your beloved against is my interpretation that you are passing your subjective experience through the filter of lots of imagination. And an above average need to present yourself as superior to other posters here. How about, I am nothing. Lower than the lowest. No different from dog poo (or god poo). Ready and eager to help my self where ever I find me. Accomplishing nothing. Having nothing. Doing nothing. No fortune or fame. Nothing that makes me different or a standout. Eating dirt and loving it. The world walks over me and I thrill to this awesome massage. Season pass has expired. No where to go but where the winds blow my sorry ass. Gratitude and praise for everything around me. No needs, no drama, no seeking betterments and distinction. Just a lazy lump. Happy I am, all in a new day.
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Frank Patangalli? He got offed by the family after his betrayal, right? --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, WillyTex willytex@ wrote: Yes you are right I meant Patanjali. Curtis: That phrase refers to my opinion of Shankara. But, the thread was about Patanjali. You said Patanjali was 'full of it' and his premises are 'bogus'. Why would you be telling Buck that Patanjali was bogus if you wanted to dialog with Buck about Yoga? It doesn't make any sense. Fraqnkly, I expected more from a MUM philosophy major. I mean what, exactly, are Patanjali's premises? You seemed confused that Sankhya was the oldest Indian system and you didn't seem to be able to cite any specifics about Patanjali. Buck: O what a bunch of evil sophistry. This thread reads as careful veiled spiritual hate. The beating of poor old Patanjali by mob. turquoiseb: One guy, having fun with an imaginary conversation with a possibly imaginary guy, is a *mob*? And you dare to use the word sophistry? :-) Buck: Yep, inciting and intending to be incendiary. Oh sure it is in mob and violent. You come on here demagogically saying something is no good because you don't like it. Curtis joins in. Joe and SevenRay pile on and we got a regular FFL book and Patanjali-in-effigy strawman burning by mob. curtis: I just think he was full of it and that his premises about reality are bogus... http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/message/274662
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Peter L Sutphen drpetersutphen@... wrote: Damn hammer! Peter But its the only tool I got, so I am in deep heat looking for an f'ing nail to slam. On Apr 29, 2011, at 9:39 AM, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: So your beef with me is that I don't buy that you have a special relationship with the creator of the universe, right? The little routine that you are above the whore intellect isn't fooling anyone here either. Poor carpenter blames his tools. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Duveyoung no_reply@ wrote: Nice piece, Dude. Thanks, nice to hear from you Edg. Wow Curtis Edg - amazing discussion. Let me sum this up for others who might be too intellectually deceptuously challenged - in plain English the summary would be - my shit doesn't smell any better or worse than yours, but your shit stinks and mine's amazingly fragrant. So you were thinking that if you ran trollish behavior on a spiritual list it wouldn't be noticed and identified as trollish behavior? The troll routine is soo 1999 Ravi. It isn't new, and it isn't interesting. Jump into the deep end and discuss what you disagree with if you want to become more than a troll interloper here. Very funny Curtis, that you can't even see the pun shows how full of intellectual garbage you are or may be you snort TM all day? You have to use 1000 words whereas I just need one sentence, how's that for brevity. I'm not here to indulge your whore(intellect) - you are already too fascinated with it. Tough luck pal. To subscribe, send a message to: fairfieldlife-subscr...@yahoogroups.com Or go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ and click 'Join This Group!'Yahoo! Groups Links
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tartbrain no_reply@... wrote: How about, I am nothing. Lower than the lowest. No different from dog poo (or god poo). Ready and eager to help my self where ever I find me. Accomplishing nothing. Having nothing. Doing nothing. No fortune or fame. Nothing that makes me different or a standout. Eating dirt and loving it. The world walks over me and I thrill to this awesome massage. Season pass has expired. No where to go but where the winds blow my sorry ass. Gratitude and praise for everything around me. No needs, no drama, no seeking betterments and distinction. Just a lazy lump. Happy I am, all in a new day. Is this original? I can see this a the lyrics to a rock song. The lyrics would kind of be shouted.
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, seventhray1 steve.sundur@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tartbrain no_reply@ wrote: How about, I am nothing. Lower than the lowest. No different from dog poo (or god poo). Ready and eager to help my self where ever I find me. Accomplishing nothing. Having nothing. Doing nothing. No fortune or fame. Nothing that makes me different or a standout. Eating dirt and loving it. The world walks over me and I thrill to this awesome massage. Season pass has expired. No where to go but where the winds blow my sorry ass. Gratitude and praise for everything around me. No needs, no drama, no seeking betterments and distinction. Just a lazy lump. Happy I am, all in a new day. Is this original? I can see this a the lyrics to a rock song. The lyrics would kind of be shouted. By a guy sporting a 1000-dollar haircut and wearing several thousand dollars worth of designer discogarb. Love it. It's like the Punker Donovan. :-)
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It was pre expresso morning brain dribble. But If James or Steven Tyler want to anthem it out, I would give my blessings. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, seventhray1 steve.sundur@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tartbrain no_reply@ wrote: How about, I am nothing. Lower than the lowest. No different from dog poo (or god poo). Ready and eager to help my self where ever I find me. Accomplishing nothing. Having nothing. Doing nothing. No fortune or fame. Nothing that makes me different or a standout. Eating dirt and loving it. The world walks over me and I thrill to this awesome massage. Season pass has expired. No where to go but where the winds blow my sorry ass. Gratitude and praise for everything around me. No needs, no drama, no seeking betterments and distinction. Just a lazy lump. Happy I am, all in a new day. Is this original? I can see this a the lyrics to a rock song. The lyrics would kind of be shouted.
[FairfieldLife] Re: Mt. Athos featured on 60 Minutes
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: Let's try it again - enlightenment is not a three some, so I don't need anyone's acknowledgement or participation while I'm having sex with my beloved :-) That may be so but you spend quite a bit of time here presenting yourself as if you are in a special state of mind. And since you often use my name in a derogatory way you should not be surprised that I come into your room sometimes while you are having sex with your beloved to point out your bare bottom. and I'm saying end the fascination with the whore (intellect) and chose the blissful orgasm with the beloved. How could you have any idea what my internal state is Ravi? What you are trying to spin as a fascination with the whore intellect is just me enjoying conversations on an internet conversation board. If you are tying to present yourself to me as some sort of authority on human life I am afraid I will have to decline your offer. If you are trying to condescend to me as if you are speaking from a state of enlightenment that I am not in, again I decline to accept that relationship with you. People who run such numbers on strangers are just front'n. You can look that up in your gansta dictionary. It may sound routine and trollish to you but it's no worse than than your rote of intellectual deception. This is not the first time you have characterized my posting as deception. But once again you have failed to offer the kind of specifics that make this charge meaningful. You might take a lesson from Judy on this. She is able to point her finger at exactly what I have posted that she disagrees with. That opens up the conversation. The whole idea that you have to defend your beloved from someone like me is absurd. You haven't even made it clear what specific experience you are talking about. All you have done is thrown out a lot of metaphors designed for dramatic shock effect. What you are defending your beloved against is my interpretation that you are passing your subjective experience through the filter of lots of imagination. And an above average need to present yourself as superior to other posters here. I sense a spark of sincerity in you Ravi. I am fanning that. Yes I'm sincere in my love to my beloved and I do love to share that. It might come across as special state of mind, condescending, derogatory, awareness of other's state of mind, front'n, running numbers on strangers, subjective, vague but I can't help it. You are spot on that the only way I can express it is through metaphors designed for shock effect and so guilty as charged. But I am not looking for any relationship with you or anyone else, like I said I am not looking for a threesome. So you are absolutely spot on everything except for the threesome part. You and others might think you are not insulting my beloved but I believe you are and I have to act accordingly to protect her. We can agree to disagree.
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, seventhray1 steve.sundur@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: Steve, no I don't think I am stopping anyone from expressing their POV, I don't have any intention of doing so and I think its quite a stretch of imagination to think I have the power to do so. I didn't mean to imply that you did. But my loyalty to my beloved remains and being a man I have to defend her by being aggressive and attacking. What do you suggest that I plead, beg and bargain? Then I wouldn't be called a lover, I would be a cheap diplomat, a crooked businessman or a dirty politician - no thanks :-) I didn't mean to imply that you do. But you seem to always be spoiling for a fight, and you also seem to find offenses to the beloved around many corners. But maybe you just have a sharper intellect. Or just a mensch. (complimentary term) Thanks for the clarification Steve. You don't have add a disclaimer every time you reply like you are not making fun of me or mensch is a complimentary term :-). I already know you love your beloved, may be you have a few one night stands or flings but in general you are loyal :-). So you can do nothing wrong in my eyes and you have never insulted the beloved.
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: -- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, seventhray1 steve.sundur@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: snip I sense a spark of sincerity in you Ravi. I am fanning that. I like this. Thanks Steve. Remember the discussions I had with Rory and Jim about their internal experiences? We found a respectful place to discuss our different points of view. It took some time. Started off a bit rocky but we found our way together. They got a chance to articulate what they were experiencing and I felt heard about the perspective I have about these mental states. I learned a lot from it. That is what I'm shooting for here. A lofty goal. I wish you luck. Go back to the first post I made on this list in May '10 Barry - you were the first one to respond and I don't remember you trying to engage me in a discussion. And now you wonder where I learned all the tricks..LOL..you were a terrific role model for me the only difference is that I defend my beloved and you defend your whore (intellect).
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@... wrote: So you can do nothing wrong in my eyes and you have never insulted the beloved. That's a relief (-:
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@... wrote: snip the only difference is that I defend my beloved and you defend your whore (intellect). Folks, it's a good line. May be the best we have all week.
[FairfieldLife] Re: Mt. Athos featured on 60 Minutes
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: -- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, seventhray1 steve.sundur@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: snip I sense a spark of sincerity in you Ravi. I am fanning that. I like this. Thanks Steve. Remember the discussions I had with Rory and Jim about their internal experiences? We found a respectful place to discuss our different points of view. It took some time. Started off a bit rocky but we found our way together. They got a chance to articulate what they were experiencing and I felt heard about the perspective I have about these mental states. I learned a lot from it. That is what I'm shooting for here. I respect Jim and Rory, they might think its worthwhile to express the singularity of heart to the multitudes of intellect (sorry for stealing your beautiful expression Jim) I don't. It's their samskara and dharma and I have mine.
[FairfieldLife] Re: Mt. Athos featured on 60 Minutes
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tartbrain no_reply@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Peter L Sutphen drpetersutphen@ wrote: Damn hammer! Peter But its the only tool I got, so I am in deep heat looking for an f'ing nail to slam. You clearly seem to have lot of infantile pains with hammers and nails, I don't. On Apr 29, 2011, at 9:39 AM, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: So your beef with me is that I don't buy that you have a special relationship with the creator of the universe, right? The little routine that you are above the whore intellect isn't fooling anyone here either. Poor carpenter blames his tools. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Duveyoung no_reply@ wrote: Nice piece, Dude. Thanks, nice to hear from you Edg. Wow Curtis Edg - amazing discussion. Let me sum this up for others who might be too intellectually deceptuously challenged - in plain English the summary would be - my shit doesn't smell any better or worse than yours, but your shit stinks and mine's amazingly fragrant. So you were thinking that if you ran trollish behavior on a spiritual list it wouldn't be noticed and identified as trollish behavior? The troll routine is soo 1999 Ravi. It isn't new, and it isn't interesting. Jump into the deep end and discuss what you disagree with if you want to become more than a troll interloper here. Very funny Curtis, that you can't even see the pun shows how full of intellectual garbage you are or may be you snort TM all day? You have to use 1000 words whereas I just need one sentence, how's that for brevity. I'm not here to indulge your whore(intellect) - you are already too fascinated with it. Tough luck pal. To subscribe, send a message to: fairfieldlife-subscr...@yahoogroups.com Or go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ and click 'Join This Group!'Yahoo! Groups Links
[FairfieldLife] Re: Mt. Athos featured on 60 Minutes
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tartbrain no_reply@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: Let's try it again - enlightenment is not a three some, so I don't need anyone's acknowledgement or participation while I'm having sex with my beloved :-) That may be so but you spend quite a bit of time here presenting yourself as if you are in a special state of mind. And since you often use my name in a derogatory way you should not be surprised that I come into your room sometimes while you are having sex with your beloved to point out your bare bottom. and I'm saying end the fascination with the whore (intellect) and chose the blissful orgasm with the beloved. How could you have any idea what my internal state is Ravi? What you are trying to spin as a fascination with the whore intellect is just me enjoying conversations on an internet conversation board. If you are tying to present yourself to me as some sort of authority on human life I am afraid I will have to decline your offer. If you are trying to condescend to me as if you are speaking from a state of enlightenment that I am not in, again I decline to accept that relationship with you. People who run such numbers on strangers are just front'n. You can look that up in your gansta dictionary. It may sound routine and trollish to you but it's no worse than than your rote of intellectual deception. This is not the first time you have characterized my posting as deception. But once again you have failed to offer the kind of specifics that make this charge meaningful. You might take a lesson from Judy on this. She is able to point her finger at exactly what I have posted that she disagrees with. That opens up the conversation. The whole idea that you have to defend your beloved from someone like me is absurd. You haven't even made it clear what specific experience you are talking about. All you have done is thrown out a lot of metaphors designed for dramatic shock effect. What you are defending your beloved against is my interpretation that you are passing your subjective experience through the filter of lots of imagination. And an above average need to present yourself as superior to other posters here. How about, I am nothing. Lower than the lowest. No different from dog poo (or god poo). Ready and eager to help my self where ever I find me. Accomplishing nothing. Having nothing. Doing nothing. No fortune or fame. Nothing that makes me different or a standout. Eating dirt and loving it. The world walks over me and I thrill to this awesome massage. Season pass has expired. No where to go but where the winds blow my sorry ass. Gratitude and praise for everything around me. No needs, no drama, no seeking betterments and distinction. Just a lazy lump. Happy I am, all in a new day. You seem to have lot of fascination of how that nothing should act, should behave, even what it should eat? Wow... :-)
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Dude, can you please explain what you mean with whoring the intellect? Use of the intellect is necessary as a means of discrimination. But there seems to be a particular way in which the intellect is used when you refer to it as 'whoring'? --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tartbrain no_reply@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Peter L Sutphen drpetersutphen@ wrote: Damn hammer! Peter But its the only tool I got, so I am in deep heat looking for an f'ing nail to slam. You clearly seem to have lot of infantile pains with hammers and nails, I don't. On Apr 29, 2011, at 9:39 AM, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: So your beef with me is that I don't buy that you have a special relationship with the creator of the universe, right? The little routine that you are above the whore intellect isn't fooling anyone here either. Poor carpenter blames his tools. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Duveyoung no_reply@ wrote: Nice piece, Dude. Thanks, nice to hear from you Edg. Wow Curtis Edg - amazing discussion. Let me sum this up for others who might be too intellectually deceptuously challenged - in plain English the summary would be - my shit doesn't smell any better or worse than yours, but your shit stinks and mine's amazingly fragrant. So you were thinking that if you ran trollish behavior on a spiritual list it wouldn't be noticed and identified as trollish behavior? The troll routine is soo 1999 Ravi. It isn't new, and it isn't interesting. Jump into the deep end and discuss what you disagree with if you want to become more than a troll interloper here. Very funny Curtis, that you can't even see the pun shows how full of intellectual garbage you are or may be you snort TM all day? You have to use 1000 words whereas I just need one sentence, how's that for brevity. I'm not here to indulge your whore(intellect) - you are already too fascinated with it. Tough luck pal. To subscribe, send a message to: fairfieldlife-subscr...@yahoogroups.com Or go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ and click 'Join This Group!'Yahoo! Groups Links
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Duveyoung no_reply@ wrote: I disagree with the monks in that the divine, if real, must be omnipresent, so if I'm to honor that, then ordinary life has to have the deepest divinity available, and the only missing element is my intent to see it or, lacking the eyesight, try to see it if I can evolve a mind capable of doing so. Hear, hear. Well said. These monks are kinda cheating in that they surround themselves in a cocoon of sacred relics, and thus perforce are constantly stimulated by such objects to re-up their commitment to place awareness on the divine, but the likes of you and I are out here winging it with the onus of penetrating the common to see that everything has a deep silence about it which is the exact holiness these monks seek. Exactly. I just came back from taking my family out for dinner and then walking back along the lake and canals I live by at sunset. There has been nothing in any of the official spiritual trips I have invested time and energy in that surpasses the sense of wonder and awe my own neighborhood inspired in me tonight. The monks strike me as searching desperately for the divine in an atmosphere that is nothing but. Like fish searching for this mythical water they've been told about by their holy fish shamans. :-) To me the difference is that you and I eat fresh off the vine, and they're doing canned food. We might not always get what we want, but we get it fresh and tastier than that fare from the dusty tomes. I just don't get the reverence for the old that some spiritual seekers have developed. It's as if they really believe that life way back when was more full of the absolute than life now. Talk about missing the point. One gets the feeling that you think hierarchically, and have fallen for the trap of believing that one of these ways of life is higher or more evolved than the other. I see them as merely two different approaches, neither any higher or better than the other, neither of any potentially greater benefit to the spiritual seeker than the other. horselaugh
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Duveyoung no_reply@ wrote: Nice piece, Dude. Thanks, nice to hear from you Edg. Wow Curtis Edg - amazing discussion. Let me sum this up for others who might be too intellectually deceptuously challenged - in plain English the summary would be - my shit doesn't smell any better or worse than yours, but your shit stinks and mine's amazingly fragrant. So you were thinking that if you ran trollish behavior on a spiritual list it wouldn't be noticed and identified as trollish behavior? The troll routine is soo 1999 Ravi. It isn't new, and it isn't interesting. Jump into the deep end and discuss what you disagree with if you want to become more than a troll interloper here. Very funny Curtis, that you can't even see the pun shows how full of intellectual garbage you are or may be you snort TM all day? You have to use 1000 words whereas I just need one sentence, how's that for brevity. I'm not here to indulge your whore(intellect) - you are already too fascinated with it. Tough luck pal.
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@... wrote: So your beef with me is that I don't buy that you have a special relationship with the creator of the universe, right? The little routine that you are above the whore intellect isn't fooling anyone here either. Poor carpenter blames his tools. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Duveyoung no_reply@ wrote: Nice piece, Dude. Thanks, nice to hear from you Edg. Wow Curtis Edg - amazing discussion. Let me sum this up for others who might be too intellectually deceptuously challenged - in plain English the summary would be - my shit doesn't smell any better or worse than yours, but your shit stinks and mine's amazingly fragrant. So you were thinking that if you ran trollish behavior on a spiritual list it wouldn't be noticed and identified as trollish behavior? The troll routine is soo 1999 Ravi. It isn't new, and it isn't interesting. Jump into the deep end and discuss what you disagree with if you want to become more than a troll interloper here. Very funny Curtis, that you can't even see the pun shows how full of intellectual garbage you are or may be you snort TM all day? You have to use 1000 words whereas I just need one sentence, how's that for brevity. I'm not here to indulge your whore(intellect) - you are already too fascinated with it. Tough luck pal.
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Damn hammer! Peter On Apr 29, 2011, at 9:39 AM, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltabl...@yahoo.com wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@... wrote: So your beef with me is that I don't buy that you have a special relationship with the creator of the universe, right? The little routine that you are above the whore intellect isn't fooling anyone here either. Poor carpenter blames his tools. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Duveyoung no_reply@ wrote: Nice piece, Dude. Thanks, nice to hear from you Edg. Wow Curtis Edg - amazing discussion. Let me sum this up for others who might be too intellectually deceptuously challenged - in plain English the summary would be - my shit doesn't smell any better or worse than yours, but your shit stinks and mine's amazingly fragrant. So you were thinking that if you ran trollish behavior on a spiritual list it wouldn't be noticed and identified as trollish behavior? The troll routine is soo 1999 Ravi. It isn't new, and it isn't interesting. Jump into the deep end and discuss what you disagree with if you want to become more than a troll interloper here. Very funny Curtis, that you can't even see the pun shows how full of intellectual garbage you are or may be you snort TM all day? You have to use 1000 words whereas I just need one sentence, how's that for brevity. I'm not here to indulge your whore(intellect) - you are already too fascinated with it. Tough luck pal. To subscribe, send a message to: fairfieldlife-subscr...@yahoogroups.com Or go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ and click 'Join This Group!'Yahoo! Groups Links
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Hey Curtis, What do you identify as trollish behavior? I am curious because I was reading up on it (wiki-p), and the distinction appears to be a troll is someone making disruptive posts, in order to provoke an emotional reaction, vs. those participating in a current discussion, or presenting an idea for discussion. I didn't read Ravi's post as trollish. He states his ideas directly, but he is also willing to clarify and discuss them. On the other hand there is a practice by others here, where the intent is to proclaim something knowingly false, or distorted, in order to provoke those on the forum. The high minded justification appears to be that it is somehow tantric to create this kind of conflict, when all that is happening is those expressing things in this way are enjoying their intellect, posting such things seen as trollish as a means to prove to themselves again and again that they can express ideas. Perhaps that is the distinction between a troll post (exclusive) and a non-troll post - The troll post is posted purely for the delight of expressing an idea - it is all about the poster and the reactions he can elicit. The intent is not to have a discussion but rather provoke a response, which is then not responded to to form a discussion, but rather, enjoyed by the troll as the reflected rays of the troll post. It is all about the troll. An inclusive post on the other hand is a comment on, or an initiation of, a discussion. Given that criteria, I'd characterize Ravi's post as inclusive and non-trollish, a comment on yours and Edg's discussion. What do you think? --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Duveyoung no_reply@ wrote: Nice piece, Dude. Thanks, nice to hear from you Edg. Wow Curtis Edg - amazing discussion. Let me sum this up for others who might be too intellectually deceptuously challenged - in plain English the summary would be - my shit doesn't smell any better or worse than yours, but your shit stinks and mine's amazingly fragrant. So you were thinking that if you ran trollish behavior on a spiritual list it wouldn't be noticed and identified as trollish behavior? The troll routine is soo 1999 Ravi. It isn't new, and it isn't interesting. Jump into the deep end and discuss what you disagree with if you want to become more than a troll interloper here. But, but, but, aren't we all as if in our own private ashrams in that we also have routines that are equally as hard wired, and that we mindfully have put into place? Even the mundane is ritualized thereby. I always have mustard with my hot dog just as much as these guys have to have a certain amount of candles lit for their hotdogish ceremony. See? Sure like me never missing House even though it has sooo jumped the shark. We can try to give our lives routine. In my line of work that is not too easy which is one of the things I dig about it. I am challenged by a completely different audience every show. But the level of sameness in their lives is exponentially higher. When I was living in Maharishi's approximation of that life my mind would focus on tiny differences to give me some sense of non routine. The bigger issue with monastic life is that they never interact with some guy at the filling station who snakes in front of you when you have been waiting in line for the air hose for two cars. I feel like I'm in a box no less ornate or less armored against change than these monks, only they get to claim they're routines are spiritually evolving them at a faster (fastest?) pace than ordinary life can do Edg. I seriously doubt you are. And you raised kids so you have automatically lived a life of new shit coming at you that kicks my life's surprises' butt. I disagree with the monks in that the divine, if real, must be omnipresent, so if I'm to honor that, then ordinary life has to have the deepest divinity available, and the only missing element is my intent to see it or, lacking the eyesight, try to see it if I can evolve a mind capable of doing so. Very Thomas Merton. I think that way too. These monks are kinda cheating in that they surround themselves in a cocoon of sacred relics, and thus perforce are constantly stimulated by such objects to re-up their commitment to place awareness on the divine, Is it really the divine of a bunch of ideas and words that aspire to that? I really think that this type of focus is totally overrated. but the likes of you and I are out here winging it
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, whynotnow7 whynotnow7@... wrote: Hey Curtis, What do you identify as trollish behavior? I am curious because I was reading up on it (wiki-p), and the distinction appears to be a troll is someone making disruptive posts, in order to provoke an emotional reaction, vs. those participating in a current discussion, or presenting an idea for discussion. That's the one. I didn't read Ravi's post as trollish. He states his ideas directly, but he is also willing to clarify and discuss them. That is exactly what he refuses to do. It is a consistent behavior. On the other hand there is a practice by others here, where the intent is to proclaim something knowingly false, or distorted, in order to provoke those on the forum. The high minded justification appears to be that it is somehow tantric to create this kind of conflict, when all that is happening is those expressing things in this way are enjoying their intellect, posting such things seen as trollish as a means to prove to themselves again and again that they can express ideas. I take it case by case. There are only a few posters I consider trollish here, incapable of conversation. But it may be in the eye of the reader. If I feel someone's post could be substituted with the phrase you are a poopy pants I suspect trollish intent. I see this place as a vortex to enhance understanding between people with different points of view. But I am on no pedestal. In retrospect some of my replies to Doug might fall into the trollish category. Perhaps that is the distinction between a troll post (exclusive) and a non-troll post - The troll post is posted purely for the delight of expressing an idea - it is all about the poster and the reactions he can elicit. The intent is not to have a discussion but rather provoke a response, which is then not responded to to form a discussion, but rather, enjoyed by the troll as the reflected rays of the troll post. It is all about the troll. Wow, then I definitely owe Doug an apology. Sorry buddy, I'll try to reign in my inner troll in the future. I make a distinction about expressing my feelings about an idea and actually aiming at a person. If I say that I believe that the ideas of a god seems to have no solid basis, I am not being a troll for all those who believe it. I am aiming at an idea and we should all be able to maintain healthy enough intellectual boundaries to know that it is not a statement about the holder of the idea. Of course in the heat of discussion this line can get blurred. In my experience here, my stating my opinion about ideas can often invoke a personal attack. I think this is lame. A few posters here are capable of disagreeing with me and telling me why. Those are the people I respect here no matter how different our POV is on any topic. An inclusive post on the other hand is a comment on, or an initiation of, a discussion. Given that criteria, I'd characterize Ravi's post as inclusive and non-trollish, a comment on yours and Edg's discussion. What do you think? I still think it was trollish. I asked him to enter into a more detailed discussion about what he disagreed with and his response was that he was above that kind of discussion. I do appreciate your allowing me to reflect on my own behavior here Jim. This was a very productive, non trollish discussion for me, thanks. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Duveyoung no_reply@ wrote: Nice piece, Dude. Thanks, nice to hear from you Edg. Wow Curtis Edg - amazing discussion. Let me sum this up for others who might be too intellectually deceptuously challenged - in plain English the summary would be - my shit doesn't smell any better or worse than yours, but your shit stinks and mine's amazingly fragrant. So you were thinking that if you ran trollish behavior on a spiritual list it wouldn't be noticed and identified as trollish behavior? The troll routine is soo 1999 Ravi. It isn't new, and it isn't interesting. Jump into the deep end and discuss what you disagree with if you want to become more than a troll interloper here. But, but, but, aren't we all as if in our own private ashrams in that we also have routines that are equally as hard wired, and that we mindfully have put into place? Even the mundane is ritualized thereby. I always have mustard with my hot dog just as much as these guys have to have a certain amount of candles lit for their hotdogish ceremony. See? Sure like me never missing House even though it has
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Thanks Curtis - non-trollish here too. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, whynotnow7 whynotnow7@ wrote: Hey Curtis, What do you identify as trollish behavior? I am curious because I was reading up on it (wiki-p), and the distinction appears to be a troll is someone making disruptive posts, in order to provoke an emotional reaction, vs. those participating in a current discussion, or presenting an idea for discussion. That's the one. I didn't read Ravi's post as trollish. He states his ideas directly, but he is also willing to clarify and discuss them. That is exactly what he refuses to do. It is a consistent behavior. On the other hand there is a practice by others here, where the intent is to proclaim something knowingly false, or distorted, in order to provoke those on the forum. The high minded justification appears to be that it is somehow tantric to create this kind of conflict, when all that is happening is those expressing things in this way are enjoying their intellect, posting such things seen as trollish as a means to prove to themselves again and again that they can express ideas. I take it case by case. There are only a few posters I consider trollish here, incapable of conversation. But it may be in the eye of the reader. If I feel someone's post could be substituted with the phrase you are a poopy pants I suspect trollish intent. I see this place as a vortex to enhance understanding between people with different points of view. But I am on no pedestal. In retrospect some of my replies to Doug might fall into the trollish category. Perhaps that is the distinction between a troll post (exclusive) and a non-troll post - The troll post is posted purely for the delight of expressing an idea - it is all about the poster and the reactions he can elicit. The intent is not to have a discussion but rather provoke a response, which is then not responded to to form a discussion, but rather, enjoyed by the troll as the reflected rays of the troll post. It is all about the troll. Wow, then I definitely owe Doug an apology. Sorry buddy, I'll try to reign in my inner troll in the future. I make a distinction about expressing my feelings about an idea and actually aiming at a person. If I say that I believe that the ideas of a god seems to have no solid basis, I am not being a troll for all those who believe it. I am aiming at an idea and we should all be able to maintain healthy enough intellectual boundaries to know that it is not a statement about the holder of the idea. Of course in the heat of discussion this line can get blurred. In my experience here, my stating my opinion about ideas can often invoke a personal attack. I think this is lame. A few posters here are capable of disagreeing with me and telling me why. Those are the people I respect here no matter how different our POV is on any topic. An inclusive post on the other hand is a comment on, or an initiation of, a discussion. Given that criteria, I'd characterize Ravi's post as inclusive and non-trollish, a comment on yours and Edg's discussion. What do you think? I still think it was trollish. I asked him to enter into a more detailed discussion about what he disagreed with and his response was that he was above that kind of discussion. I do appreciate your allowing me to reflect on my own behavior here Jim. This was a very productive, non trollish discussion for me, thanks. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Duveyoung no_reply@ wrote: Nice piece, Dude. Thanks, nice to hear from you Edg. Wow Curtis Edg - amazing discussion. Let me sum this up for others who might be too intellectually deceptuously challenged - in plain English the summary would be - my shit doesn't smell any better or worse than yours, but your shit stinks and mine's amazingly fragrant. So you were thinking that if you ran trollish behavior on a spiritual list it wouldn't be noticed and identified as trollish behavior? The troll routine is soo 1999 Ravi. It isn't new, and it isn't interesting. Jump into the deep end and discuss what you disagree with if you want to become more than a troll interloper here. But, but, but, aren't we all as if in our own private ashrams in that we also have routines that are equally as hard wired, and that we mindfully have put into place? Even the mundane is
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Truth needs no acknowledgement, whereas lies have to be repeated over and over again 'cause so much has been invested in it :-). People who indulge mindlessly need constant reassurance, approval and acknowledgement - been there and done that. The only person I looked to for acknowledgment last year was my beloved mother Ammachi but she was so compassionate and refused to play along, sure enough it hit me later that it was the game of the ego and I got suckered by it temporarily. My beloved demands so much of my time, I'm in constant orgy with her. So one who is full of love finds little use of words, it's only for one who wants to constant deceive himself. You may fool yourself, but it's obvious to me you are not getting any from your beloved :-) My behavior might come across as trollish, but I would say it's more divine mother gangsterish, I have clarified that several times in the past - no one has to buy it. It's my indulgence, the indulgence of a satiated lover. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: So your beef with me is that I don't buy that you have a special relationship with the creator of the universe, right? The little routine that you are above the whore intellect isn't fooling anyone here either. Poor carpenter blames his tools. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Duveyoung no_reply@ wrote: Nice piece, Dude. Thanks, nice to hear from you Edg. Wow Curtis Edg - amazing discussion. Let me sum this up for others who might be too intellectually deceptuously challenged - in plain English the summary would be - my shit doesn't smell any better or worse than yours, but your shit stinks and mine's amazingly fragrant. So you were thinking that if you ran trollish behavior on a spiritual list it wouldn't be noticed and identified as trollish behavior? The troll routine is soo 1999 Ravi. It isn't new, and it isn't interesting. Jump into the deep end and discuss what you disagree with if you want to become more than a troll interloper here. Very funny Curtis, that you can't even see the pun shows how full of intellectual garbage you are or may be you snort TM all day? You have to use 1000 words whereas I just need one sentence, how's that for brevity. I'm not here to indulge your whore(intellect) - you are already too fascinated with it. Tough luck pal.
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@... wrote: Truth needs no acknowledgement, whereas lies have to be repeated over and over again 'cause so much has been invested in it :-). People who indulge mindlessly need constant reassurance, approval and acknowledgement - been there and done that. The only person I looked to for acknowledgment last year was my beloved mother Ammachi but she was so compassionate and refused to play along, sure enough it hit me later that it was the game of the ego and I got suckered by it temporarily. My beloved demands so much of my time, I'm in constant orgy with her. So one who is full of love finds little use of words, it's only for one who wants to constant deceive himself. You may fool yourself, but it's obvious to me you are not getting any from your beloved :-) My behavior might come across as trollish, but I would say it's more divine mother gangsterish, I have clarified that several times in the past - no one has to buy it. It's my indulgence, the indulgence of a satiated lover. You post more than I do here Ravi so I don't know what you are talking about with the lies have to be repeated over and over and you have little use for words pitch. Obviously you feel the same desire to express yourself here as I do. And for using spiritual terms as an excuse for rude behavior... I can't think of a greater disservice to the ideas you claim to value. You represent the worst use of spiritual ideas, as an excuse to act out your rude drama on strangers. As far as being full of love, I believe it is you who is fooling himself. You come across here as one of the least compassionate loving people in the group. The subtext is that because you have a special state of mind, you don't have to be considerate to others. All that beloved nonsense is just a smoke screen. But you have made some fans here, so party on with the Ravi is so much more whatever than anyone else routine. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: So your beef with me is that I don't buy that you have a special relationship with the creator of the universe, right? The little routine that you are above the whore intellect isn't fooling anyone here either. Poor carpenter blames his tools. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Duveyoung no_reply@ wrote: Nice piece, Dude. Thanks, nice to hear from you Edg. Wow Curtis Edg - amazing discussion. Let me sum this up for others who might be too intellectually deceptuously challenged - in plain English the summary would be - my shit doesn't smell any better or worse than yours, but your shit stinks and mine's amazingly fragrant. So you were thinking that if you ran trollish behavior on a spiritual list it wouldn't be noticed and identified as trollish behavior? The troll routine is soo 1999 Ravi. It isn't new, and it isn't interesting. Jump into the deep end and discuss what you disagree with if you want to become more than a troll interloper here. Very funny Curtis, that you can't even see the pun shows how full of intellectual garbage you are or may be you snort TM all day? You have to use 1000 words whereas I just need one sentence, how's that for brevity. I'm not here to indulge your whore(intellect) - you are already too fascinated with it. Tough luck pal.
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curtisdeltablues: In retrospect some of my replies to Doug might fall into the trollish category. Yep! I just think he was full of it and that his premises about reality are bogus. - Curtis http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/message/274662
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, WillyTex willytex@... wrote: curtisdeltablues: In retrospect some of my replies to Doug might fall into the trollish category. Yep! I just think he was full of it and that his premises about reality are bogus. - Curtis http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/message/274662 That phrase refers to my opinion of Shankara. So this was a misleading example and not anywhere near being trollish. I'm pretty sure you aren't the best one to pile on concerning trollish posts Richard.
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Curtis: That phrase refers to my opinion of Shankara. But, the thread was about Patanjali. You said Patanjali was 'full of it' and his premises are 'bogus'. Why would you be telling Buck that Patanjali was bogus if you wanted to dialog with Buck about Yoga? It doesn't make any sense. Fraqnkly, I expected more from a MUM philosophy major. I mean what, exactly, are Patanjali's premises? You seemed confused that Sankhya was the oldest Indian system and you didn't seem to be able to cite any specifics about Patanjali. Buck: O what a bunch of evil sophistry. This thread reads as careful veiled spiritual hate. The beating of poor old Patanjali by mob. turquoiseb: One guy, having fun with an imaginary conversation with a possibly imaginary guy, is a *mob*? And you dare to use the word sophistry? :-) Buck: Yep, inciting and intending to be incendiary. Oh sure it is in mob and violent. You come on here demagogically saying something is no good because you don't like it. Curtis joins in. Joe and SevenRay pile on and we got a regular FFL book and Patanjali-in-effigy strawman burning by mob. curtis: I just think he was full of it and that his premises about reality are bogus... http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/message/274662
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Let's try it again - enlightenment is not a three some, so I don't need anyone's acknowledgement or participation while I'm having sex with my beloved :-) and I'm saying end the fascination with the whore (intellect) and chose the blissful orgasm with the beloved. It may sound routine and trollish to you but it's no worse than than your rote of intellectual deception. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: So your beef with me is that I don't buy that you have a special relationship with the creator of the universe, right? The little routine that you are above the whore intellect isn't fooling anyone here either. Poor carpenter blames his tools. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Duveyoung no_reply@ wrote: Nice piece, Dude. Thanks, nice to hear from you Edg. Wow Curtis Edg - amazing discussion. Let me sum this up for others who might be too intellectually deceptuously challenged - in plain English the summary would be - my shit doesn't smell any better or worse than yours, but your shit stinks and mine's amazingly fragrant. So you were thinking that if you ran trollish behavior on a spiritual list it wouldn't be noticed and identified as trollish behavior? The troll routine is soo 1999 Ravi. It isn't new, and it isn't interesting. Jump into the deep end and discuss what you disagree with if you want to become more than a troll interloper here. Very funny Curtis, that you can't even see the pun shows how full of intellectual garbage you are or may be you snort TM all day? You have to use 1000 words whereas I just need one sentence, how's that for brevity. I'm not here to indulge your whore(intellect) - you are already too fascinated with it. Tough luck pal.
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: You post more than I do here Ravi so I don't know what you are talking about with the lies have to be repeated over and over and you have little use for words pitch. Obviously you feel the same desire to express yourself here as I do. And for using spiritual terms as an excuse for rude behavior... I can't think of a greater disservice to the ideas you claim to value. You represent the worst use of spiritual ideas, as an excuse to act out your rude drama on strangers. I think you have taken offense at my word lies - lies as in accidental, the relative reality, the samsaara. So the number of posts is irrelevant here, is the focus on accidental or essential is the key. I find your and others deception equally rude and downright offensive. As far as being full of love, I believe it is you who is fooling himself. You come across here as one of the least compassionate loving people in the group. The subtext is that because you have a special state of mind, you don't have to be considerate to others. All that beloved nonsense is just a smoke screen. That's your opinion and feel free to wallow in it. From my perspective I see people in this indulging their whores (intellect) and insulting my beloved and I have to respond accordingly. May be you don't see it as love and compassion but your ideas of what love and compassion seems bullshit to me, compassion doesn't mean acting kind and nice in all situations - that shows an insecure person who wants others approval, I have no such pretenses. But you have made some fans here, so party on with the Ravi is so much more whatever than anyone else routine. I am always having a party with my beloved, I don't need any fans. You can keep them they are all very impressed with the magic and charm you weave with your words. Not everyone has an ability to cut through crap.
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, WillyTex willytex@... wrote: Yes you are right I meant Patanjali. Curtis: That phrase refers to my opinion of Shankara. But, the thread was about Patanjali. You said Patanjali was 'full of it' and his premises are 'bogus'. Why would you be telling Buck that Patanjali was bogus if you wanted to dialog with Buck about Yoga? It doesn't make any sense. Fraqnkly, I expected more from a MUM philosophy major. I mean what, exactly, are Patanjali's premises? You seemed confused that Sankhya was the oldest Indian system and you didn't seem to be able to cite any specifics about Patanjali. Buck: O what a bunch of evil sophistry. This thread reads as careful veiled spiritual hate. The beating of poor old Patanjali by mob. turquoiseb: One guy, having fun with an imaginary conversation with a possibly imaginary guy, is a *mob*? And you dare to use the word sophistry? :-) Buck: Yep, inciting and intending to be incendiary. Oh sure it is in mob and violent. You come on here demagogically saying something is no good because you don't like it. Curtis joins in. Joe and SevenRay pile on and we got a regular FFL book and Patanjali-in-effigy strawman burning by mob. curtis: I just think he was full of it and that his premises about reality are bogus... http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/message/274662
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I guess the question I have Rav, is, are you going to stomp on every infraction you see? I liked Jim's challenge, if that's what you want to call it. It help get some clarification from Curtis and Ravi. And really Ravi, I like your perspective. But I just wonder if you are going to continue the full court press on what you view as transgressions against your beloved. (I promise I am not making fun of you, but I am chuckling a little inside). Or are you going to step back a little and gives others a little leeway in expressing their opinion, even if it strays far from what you see as as an honest POV. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@... wrote: Let's try it again - enlightenment is not a three some, so I don't need anyone's acknowledgement or participation while I'm having sex with my beloved :-) and I'm saying end the fascination with the whore (intellect) and chose the blissful orgasm with the beloved. It may sound routine and trollish to you but it's no worse than than your rote of intellectual deception. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: So your beef with me is that I don't buy that you have a special relationship with the creator of the universe, right? The little routine that you are above the whore intellect isn't fooling anyone here either. Poor carpenter blames his tools. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Duveyoung no_reply@ wrote: Nice piece, Dude. Thanks, nice to hear from you Edg. Wow Curtis Edg - amazing discussion. Let me sum this up for others who might be too intellectually deceptuously challenged - in plain English the summary would be - my shit doesn't smell any better or worse than yours, but your shit stinks and mine's amazingly fragrant. So you were thinking that if you ran trollish behavior on a spiritual list it wouldn't be noticed and identified as trollish behavior? The troll routine is soo 1999 Ravi. It isn't new, and it isn't interesting. Jump into the deep end and discuss what you disagree with if you want to become more than a troll interloper here. Very funny Curtis, that you can't even see the pun shows how full of intellectual garbage you are or may be you snort TM all day? You have to use 1000 words whereas I just need one sentence, how's that for brevity. I'm not here to indulge your whore(intellect) - you are already too fascinated with it. Tough luck pal.
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With Ravi, he is a bhakti, or so he appears, as he expresses his Eastern mind to the West that way. Let's face it, big difference (at least straddling the two worlds during my life so far, that is my impression). So when he talks about his particular imagery, it is singular. How can the heart hold anything but one? And Eastern expression often carries the full emotion of the heart so it is more substantial and provocative than a simple idea. I get it without thinking about it, because there is nothing to think about in the heart. Once it locks in, game over, only it needs the precision of the intellect to know which game it is playing. So Ravi's comments may appear a lot more emotional and dramatic than the drier western expression, though if you see them purely from the heart, they are often as sensible and full of knowledge as the well thought-out logic from the west. Which is not to say the two are mutually exclusive, however the differences in expression, particularly in spiritual terms, which have a lot of wiggle room to begin with anyway, can cause misinterpretations. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, seventhray1 steve.sundur@... wrote: I guess the question I have Rav, is, are you going to stomp on every infraction you see? I liked Jim's challenge, if that's what you want to call it. It help get some clarification from Curtis and Ravi. And really Ravi, I like your perspective. But I just wonder if you are going to continue the full court press on what you view as transgressions against your beloved. (I promise I am not making fun of you, but I am chuckling a little inside). Or are you going to step back a little and gives others a little leeway in expressing their opinion, even if it strays far from what you see as as an honest POV. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: Let's try it again - enlightenment is not a three some, so I don't need anyone's acknowledgement or participation while I'm having sex with my beloved :-) and I'm saying end the fascination with the whore (intellect) and chose the blissful orgasm with the beloved. It may sound routine and trollish to you but it's no worse than than your rote of intellectual deception. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: So your beef with me is that I don't buy that you have a special relationship with the creator of the universe, right? The little routine that you are above the whore intellect isn't fooling anyone here either. Poor carpenter blames his tools. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Duveyoung no_reply@ wrote: Nice piece, Dude. Thanks, nice to hear from you Edg. Wow Curtis Edg - amazing discussion. Let me sum this up for others who might be too intellectually deceptuously challenged - in plain English the summary would be - my shit doesn't smell any better or worse than yours, but your shit stinks and mine's amazingly fragrant. So you were thinking that if you ran trollish behavior on a spiritual list it wouldn't be noticed and identified as trollish behavior? The troll routine is soo 1999 Ravi. It isn't new, and it isn't interesting. Jump into the deep end and discuss what you disagree with if you want to become more than a troll interloper here. Very funny Curtis, that you can't even see the pun shows how full of intellectual garbage you are or may be you snort TM all day? You have to use 1000 words whereas I just need one sentence, how's that for brevity. I'm not here to indulge your whore(intellect) - you are already too fascinated with it. Tough luck pal.
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, whynotnow7 whynotnow7@... wrote: With Ravi, he is a bhakti, or so he appears, as he expresses his Eastern mind to the West that way. Let's face it, big difference (at least straddling the two worlds during my life so far, that is my impression). So when he talks about his particular imagery, it is singular. How can the heart hold anything but one? And Eastern expression often carries the full emotion of the heart so it is more substantial and provocative than a simple idea. I admit. That imagery resonates with me. Expecially the sexual connotations. I get it without thinking about it, because there is nothing to think about in the heart. Once it locks in, game over, only it needs the precision of the intellect to know which game it is playing. So Ravi's comments may appear a lot more emotional and dramatic than the drier western expression, though if you see them purely from the heart, they are often as sensible and full of knowledge as the well thought-out logic from the west. Right. I get that as well. Which is not to say the two are mutually exclusive, however the differences in expression, particularly in spiritual terms, which have a lot of wiggle room to begin with anyway, can cause misinterpretations. It just doesn't leave much room for a discussion. But as you say, he gives no quarter when it comes to his beloved . But it is sort of the same retort time and time again. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, seventhray1 steve.sundur@ wrote: I guess the question I have Rav, is, are you going to stomp on every infraction you see? I liked Jim's challenge, if that's what you want to call it. It help get some clarification from Curtis and Ravi. And really Ravi, I like your perspective. But I just wonder if you are going to continue the full court press on what you view as transgressions against your beloved. (I promise I am not making fun of you, but I am chuckling a little inside). Or are you going to step back a little and gives others a little leeway in expressing their opinion, even if it strays far from what you see as as an honest POV. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: Let's try it again - enlightenment is not a three some, so I don't need anyone's acknowledgement or participation while I'm having sex with my beloved :-) and I'm saying end the fascination with the whore (intellect) and chose the blissful orgasm with the beloved. It may sound routine and trollish to you but it's no worse than than your rote of intellectual deception. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: So your beef with me is that I don't buy that you have a special relationship with the creator of the universe, right? The little routine that you are above the whore intellect isn't fooling anyone here either. Poor carpenter blames his tools. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Duveyoung no_reply@ wrote: Nice piece, Dude. Thanks, nice to hear from you Edg. Wow Curtis Edg - amazing discussion. Let me sum this up for others who might be too intellectually deceptuously challenged - in plain English the summary would be - my shit doesn't smell any better or worse than yours, but your shit stinks and mine's amazingly fragrant. So you were thinking that if you ran trollish behavior on a spiritual list it wouldn't be noticed and identified as trollish behavior? The troll routine is soo 1999 Ravi. It isn't new, and it isn't interesting. Jump into the deep end and discuss what you disagree with if you want to become more than a troll interloper here. Very funny Curtis, that you can't even see the pun shows how full of intellectual garbage you are or may be you snort TM all day? You have to use 1000 words whereas I just need one sentence, how's that for brevity. I'm not here to indulge your whore(intellect) - you are already too fascinated with it. Tough luck pal.
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: But I have to say that watching these guys on Mt. Athos made me feel as though I was watching people who had decided that rather than being open to life on its own terms and discovering truth, they had opted for dictating what they collectively decided truth is and then were only going with that. It frankly smacks of good old fashioned small mindedness. There is way too much surety in their surety for me to respect them. It seems a bit dishonest, slippery, as if they are in collusion in a we state it so it is so game. Wow..And you think the material life is not dishonest, slippery and collusion in a we state it so it is so game - the endless rut of commute, work, family, school, game time, music time, gym, yoga class - the promise of success, the American dream, watch TV, happiness lies in Abilify, or a new Plastic surgery, new car or some other toy or that happiness lies in looking young, keeping up with Joneses, just the maddening compulsion to act is dizzying. So you think its freedom to indulge in material life but some kind of servitude to choose a monastic life? Monastic life is not the opposite of material life. The opposite of indulging in the material world is renouncing it as in suicide. When I was into the idea of God and of life's meaning being fixed on maxing out my experience of him, I viewed these guys as the badass bikers of spirituality. I mean once you accept the premise of spirituality, it does make some sense to go for it. Not even letting your small boss get in the way. That was the thinking I had when I went off to Sidhaland. I wanted to put all my eggs into that basket. (while curiously hamocking my actual eggs in a loin cloth) It was a life full of the surety I see in the Athos monks. We KNEW KNEW. Really, we were sure of it. Placing our irrefutablity on what we thought was the solid ground of our mystical experiences, we lacked the epistemological tools to question it all. We had been taught the way to evaluate it by the same guy who was pitching us his version of reality. So it all fit so nicely, purfectly. What makes you think everyone or people at this place are deciding to put all eggs in the same basket. I never did, I was always open to new ideas. I was involved with Ammachi and was reading Osho extensively. How does indulging in material life not putting all eggs in same basket? You just seem to be projecting your cultist mindset which doesn't seem to match up with the majority people I meet. I've been wrong about a lot of things in my life. Really important things. Things I had believed were irrefutable. So now I have a bit more humble pie on my dinner table and a whole lot more of a relly in my reaction to people who get into groups and decide they know how it all really really is, beyond doubt, beyond the grave and beyond what I now have accepted is the human condition. We aren't nearly as clever as we think we are. So you think everyone goes into spiritual life with already made up answers. Most of them I meet are eager for the answers. Again you seem to be describing your cult-ish mindset of starting with irrefutable truths. The Gurus I have read seem to state the opposite. Are you sure you are not projecting your failures on to every group you see? What's cleverness got to do with spiritual life - I rate open mindedness as one of the most important attributes. It is software bug that we need to respect more if our goal is to go beyond, hey me and Fred and Sam have all decided WHATEVER and so we are all going on a lifetime sleepover to reinforce to each other how much we are sure this is what's up. Fer relll. So a goal of going beyond is unreal - how so? May be you equate going beyond as renouncing the world, renouncing the body, renouncing what? That doesn't sound right. I have been associated with groups and none of the going beyond involved giving up my family, giving up my job - what gives? And if you sat down with these guys they would give you some great impression of humility and a rap about how they are innocent and open to where their life leads them. They may actually believe that they are open-minded. But they are playing with a stacked deck and their openness is carefully proscribed to the very limited range that wont rock the boat. They are not getting out of that boat into the big old ocean of not so damn sure about the Jesus thing. But you constantly indulge in the material life and you so damn sure it will provide you and open deck and the real happiness and not mindless rut and monotony? You have got be kidding me 'bro. I fell into a nice routine at Sidhaland. It was a carefully regulated life that had its slightly mind numbing charms. And I know that some people are really not capable of being mainstreamed so this kind of safe environment is the best place for them. But I would rather take the bitter pill of
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Peter drpetersutphen@... wrote: Good stuff, Curtis. Where you're coming from is why the Buddha told everyone to please kill him if you meet him in the road. All these external forms of spirituality must die for authentic spirituality to be born. Many, of course, get stuck in the external form seemingly forever. Like those infamous dome-zombies (I'm sure we know most of them!) who have dedicated their lives to an external form of spirituality that apparently, for them, has never transcended the form. Forms are the boats that take you across. But once you get close to the other shore you can just jump in and swim the rest of the way...or you could ride it right in. It doesn't really matter. But one thing is clear, you leave the friggin' boat behind! Yeah you leave *YOUR* friggin' boat behind, Curtis was on a boat, he abandoned his boat and jumped on to a nearby boat and after reaching the shore now tells tall tales about a friggin' boat that he has left behind !!! That the boat is stolen and is not his friggin' boat can be carefully discerned from his writings. --- On Wed, 4/27/11, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: From: curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: Mt. Athos featured on 60 Minutes To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com Date: Wednesday, April 27, 2011, 11:25 AM I had such a charming time with the Cistercian monks when I was into spirituality that I have continued an appreciation for their alternative lifestyle. Sort of how I view people way into the tattoo culture, interesting, but I keep my distance. I certainly dig the chanting and the Jungian animous/anima imagery of all the dudes singing Salve Reginia to an image of Mary. I'm sure if I was to step into a monastery today I would happily slip into the the kind of trance I used to love so much in unlimited doses back in the day. But I have to say that watching these guys on Mt. Athos made me feel as though I was watching people who had decided that rather than being open to life on its own terms and discovering truth, they had opted for dictating what they collectively decided truth is and then were only going with that. It frankly smacks of good old fashioned small mindedness. There is way too much surety in their surety for me to respect them. It seems a bit dishonest, slippery, as if they are in collusion in a we state it so it is so game. When I was into the idea of God and of life's meaning being fixed on maxing out my experience of him, I viewed these guys as the badass bikers of spirituality. I mean once you accept the premise of spirituality, it does make some sense to go for it. Not even letting your small boss get in the way. That was the thinking I had when I went off to Sidhaland. I wanted to put all my eggs into that basket. (while curiously hamocking my actual eggs in a loin cloth) It was a life full of the surety I see in the Athos monks. We KNEW KNEW. Really, we were sure of it. Placing our irrefutablity on what we thought was the solid ground of our mystical experiences, we lacked the epistemological tools to question it all. We had been taught the way to evaluate it by the same guy who was pitching us his version of reality. So it all fit so nicely, purfectly. I've been wrong about a lot of things in my life. Really important things. Things I had believed were irrefutable. So now I have a bit more humble pie on my dinner table and a whole lot more of a relly in my reaction to people who get into groups and decide they know how it all really really is, beyond doubt, beyond the grave and beyond what I now have accepted is the human condition. We aren't nearly as clever as we think we are. It is software bug that we need to respect more if our goal is to go beyond, hey me and Fred and Sam have all decided WHATEVER and so we are all going on a lifetime sleepover to reinforce to each other how much we are sure this is what's up. Fer relll. And if you sat down with these guys they would give you some great impression of humility and a rap about how they are innocent and open to where their life leads them. They may actually believe that they are open-minded. But they are playing with a stacked deck and their openness is carefully proscribed to the very limited range that wont rock the boat. They are not getting out of that boat into the big old ocean of not so damn sure about the Jesus thing. I fell into a nice routine at Sidhaland. It was a carefully regulated life that had its slightly mind numbing charms. And I know that some people are really not capable of being mainstreamed so this kind of safe environment is the best place for them. But I would rather take the bitter pill of you don't have life all figured out over their lives full of being busy being
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, whynotnow7 whynotnow7@... wrote: Years ago, I heard that the way to find God was to quit looking for Him. But you did look for him yeah? You can't give it up in the middle or not even bother searching and then read about a person called Jim who said on FFL that the best way to find God is to quit looking for him and then declare it to be the truth. It has to be your search, your God, and YOUR quitting of your search and God. Otherwise it's just intellectual deception a la Curtis or Barry. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Peter drpetersutphen@ wrote: Good stuff, Curtis. Where you're coming from is why the Buddha told everyone to please kill him if you meet him in the road. All these external forms of spirituality must die for authentic spirituality to be born. Many, of course, get stuck in the external form seemingly forever. Like those infamous dome-zombies (I'm sure we know most of them!) who have dedicated their lives to an external form of spirituality that apparently, for them, has never transcended the form. Forms are the boats that take you across. But once you get close to the other shore you can just jump in and swim the rest of the way...or you could ride it right in. It doesn't really matter. But one thing is clear, you leave the friggin' boat behind! --- On Wed, 4/27/11, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: From: curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: Mt. Athos featured on 60 Minutes To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com Date: Wednesday, April 27, 2011, 11:25 AM I had such a charming time with the Cistercian monks when I was into spirituality that I have continued an appreciation for their alternative lifestyle. Sort of how I view people way into the tattoo culture, interesting, but I keep my distance. I certainly dig the chanting and the Jungian animous/anima imagery of all the dudes singing Salve Reginia to an image of Mary. I'm sure if I was to step into a monastery today I would happily slip into the the kind of trance I used to love so much in unlimited doses back in the day. But I have to say that watching these guys on Mt. Athos made me feel as though I was watching people who had decided that rather than being open to life on its own terms and discovering truth, they had opted for dictating what they collectively decided truth is and then were only going with that. It frankly smacks of good old fashioned small mindedness. There is way too much surety in their surety for me to respect them. It seems a bit dishonest, slippery, as if they are in collusion in a we state it so it is so game. When I was into the idea of God and of life's meaning being fixed on maxing out my experience of him, I viewed these guys as the badass bikers of spirituality. I mean once you accept the premise of spirituality, it does make some sense to go for it. Not even letting your small boss get in the way. That was the thinking I had when I went off to Sidhaland. I wanted to put all my eggs into that basket. (while curiously hamocking my actual eggs in a loin cloth) It was a life full of the surety I see in the Athos monks. We KNEW KNEW. Really, we were sure of it. Placing our irrefutablity on what we thought was the solid ground of our mystical experiences, we lacked the epistemological tools to question it all. We had been taught the way to evaluate it by the same guy who was pitching us his version of reality. So it all fit so nicely, purfectly. I've been wrong about a lot of things in my life. Really important things. Things I had believed were irrefutable. So now I have a bit more humble pie on my dinner table and a whole lot more of a relly in my reaction to people who get into groups and decide they know how it all really really is, beyond doubt, beyond the grave and beyond what I now have accepted is the human condition. We aren't nearly as clever as we think we are. It is software bug that we need to respect more if our goal is to go beyond, hey me and Fred and Sam have all decided WHATEVER and so we are all going on a lifetime sleepover to reinforce to each other how much we are sure this is what's up. Fer relll. And if you sat down with these guys they would give you some great impression of humility and a rap about how they are innocent and open to where their life leads them. They may actually believe that they are open-minded. But they are playing with a stacked deck and their openness is carefully proscribed to the very limited range that wont rock the boat. They are not getting out of that boat into the big old ocean of not so damn sure about the Jesus thing. I fell into a nice routine at Sidhaland. It was a carefully regulated life that had its slightly mind
[FairfieldLife] Re: Mt. Athos featured on 60 Minutes
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Peter drpetersutphen@ wrote: Good stuff, Curtis. Where you're coming from is why the Buddha told everyone to please kill him if you meet him in the road. All these external forms of spirituality must die for authentic spirituality to be born. Many, of course, get stuck in the external form seemingly forever. Like those infamous dome-zombies (I'm sure we know most of them!) who have dedicated their lives to an external form of spirituality that apparently, for them, has never transcended the form. Forms are the boats that take you across. But once you get close to the other shore you can just jump in and swim the rest of the way...or you could ride it right in. It doesn't really matter. But one thing is clear, you leave the friggin' boat behind! Yeah you leave *YOUR* friggin' boat behind, Curtis was on a boat, he abandoned his boat and jumped on to a nearby boat and after reaching the shore now tells tall tales about a friggin' boat that he has left behind !!! That the boat is stolen and is not his friggin' boat can be carefully discerned from his writings. More details in my poor imitation Barry style - Curtis was on a boat Monastic Kult SS with a defective engine and no manufacturer's Guide, he didn't even care to get the basic training which could have possibly led to success with hard work in spite of a defective boat. He soon runs into trouble, he notices a boat called Tantra Power SS, abandons his boat and plans a powerful stealthy jump and succeeds. He is elated. He hides, drinks stolen beer and eats fish the rest of the way, sleeps, smokes and has a good time in general - well the boat is big and plenty of places to hide from the real owner of the boat. Curtis reaches shore, kills the real owner just before docking, steals all his notes and declares himself the real owner of Tantra Power SS. He becomes famous in the town for destroying a beautiful boat. He declares the boat to be useless now since he has reached the destination, He is praised as one of the peers, he gives regular talks from the stolen notes of the real owner of the Tantra Power SS. He also gets paid as a consultant to give powerful captivating and motivating talks against the evils of the manufacturers, suppliers and users of Monastic Kult SS. He is famous, revered and admired by people for his oratorical skills. He rubs shoulders with the elite of the Enlightened Boat Discarders Inc and is on the Executive committee. --- On Wed, 4/27/11, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: From: curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: Mt. Athos featured on 60 Minutes To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com Date: Wednesday, April 27, 2011, 11:25 AM I had such a charming time with the Cistercian monks when I was into spirituality that I have continued an appreciation for their alternative lifestyle. Sort of how I view people way into the tattoo culture, interesting, but I keep my distance. I certainly dig the chanting and the Jungian animous/anima imagery of all the dudes singing Salve Reginia to an image of Mary. I'm sure if I was to step into a monastery today I would happily slip into the the kind of trance I used to love so much in unlimited doses back in the day. But I have to say that watching these guys on Mt. Athos made me feel as though I was watching people who had decided that rather than being open to life on its own terms and discovering truth, they had opted for dictating what they collectively decided truth is and then were only going with that. It frankly smacks of good old fashioned small mindedness. There is way too much surety in their surety for me to respect them. It seems a bit dishonest, slippery, as if they are in collusion in a we state it so it is so game. When I was into the idea of God and of life's meaning being fixed on maxing out my experience of him, I viewed these guys as the badass bikers of spirituality. I mean once you accept the premise of spirituality, it does make some sense to go for it. Not even letting your small boss get in the way. That was the thinking I had when I went off to Sidhaland. I wanted to put all my eggs into that basket. (while curiously hamocking my actual eggs in a loin cloth) It was a life full of the surety I see in the Athos monks. We KNEW KNEW. Really, we were sure of it. Placing our irrefutablity on what we thought was the solid ground of our mystical experiences, we lacked the epistemological tools to question it all. We had been taught the way to evaluate it by the same guy who was pitching us his version of reality. So it all fit so nicely, purfectly. I've been wrong about a lot of things in my life. Really important things. Things I had believed were
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Peter drpetersutphen@ wrote: Good stuff, Curtis. Where you're coming from is why the Buddha told everyone to please kill him if you meet him in the road. All these external forms of spirituality must die for authentic spirituality to be born. Many, of course, get stuck in the external form seemingly forever. Like those infamous dome-zombies (I'm sure we know most of them!) who have dedicated their lives to an external form of spirituality that apparently, for them, has never transcended the form. Forms are the boats that take you across. But once you get close to the other shore you can just jump in and swim the rest of the way...or you could ride it right in. It doesn't really matter. But one thing is clear, you leave the friggin' boat behind! Yeah you leave *YOUR* friggin' boat behind, Curtis was on a boat, he abandoned his boat and jumped on to a nearby boat and after reaching the shore now tells tall tales about a friggin' boat that he has left behind !!! That the boat is stolen and is not his friggin' boat can be carefully discerned from his writings. More details in my poor imitation Barry style - Curtis was on a boat Monastic Kult SS with a defective engine and no manufacturer's Guide, he didn't even care to get the basic training which could have possibly led to success with hard work in spite of a defective boat. He soon runs into trouble, he notices a boat called Tantra Power SS, abandons his boat and plans a powerful stealthy jump and succeeds. He is elated. He hides, drinks stolen beer and eats fish the rest of the way, sleeps, smokes and has a good time in general - well the boat is big and plenty of places to hide from the real owner of the boat. Curtis reaches shore, kills the real owner just before docking, steals all his notes and declares himself the real owner of Tantra Power SS. He becomes famous in the town for destroying a beautiful boat. He declares the boat to be useless now since he has reached the destination, He is praised as one of the peers, he gives regular talks from the stolen notes of the real owner of the Tantra Power SS. He also gets paid as a consultant to give powerful captivating and motivating talks against the evils of the manufacturers, suppliers and users of Monastic Kult SS. He is famous, revered and admired by people for his oratorical skills. He rubs shoulders with the elite of the Enlightened Boat Discarders Inc and is on the Executive committee. And the divers from this place notice a man drowning; they heroically rescued the battered and bruised man. When questioned he said his name was Barry Wright and he was boat hopping..:-), and that he slipped and fell while trying to balance between two boats. Now the town folk randomly run into Barry who is often drunk, yelling and cursing at people discussing boats - that boats didn't exist and that its all a figment of their imagination. He is undergoing therapy with Curtis, the famous owner of the Tantra Power SS. Barry ends being in awe of Curtis and he has great love and admiration for him.
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This essay was for Vaj to consider if he wished to read it. In his previous comments, he brought up the theurgy of Iamblichus and it's parallelism with Orthodox liturgy, like that briefly shown on the 60-Minutes program. The essay included in the reply addresses some of these issues but is not casual reading. No reason to become WTF-ish about it since it is only relevant for those with some familiarity with the subject. ** --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, seventhray1 steve.sundur@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, emptybill emptybill@ wrote: Abstract: Until recently, Neoplatonic theurgy has been defined by scholars as an attempt to manipulate the gods through ritual, and its influence in late antique Platonic circles has been interpreted as evidence for the decline of Greek rationality caused in large part by the teachings of the fourth-century Syrian Platonist, Iamblichus. Although scholarly research on theurgy and Iamblichus has now corrected these misunderstandings, they have left their mark on related areas of research: a notable example is the role of theurgy in the Christian liturgy of Dionysius the Areopagite. WTF!
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On Apr 27, 2011, at 3:38 PM, curtisdeltablues wrote: Huh?? What theoretical case? That idea that there can in principle be no proof or reasons to support a belief in life after death. Conscious dying is practiced is a number of yogic traditions. All involve learning how to die BEFORE death. The bottom line is you've got to get to the point where consciousness separates from the body. It sounds to me like you might hold a taboo against subjectivity. The level of refinement of subjective attention is such that by the time you refine attention to the level that body separates from consciousness, your attention will be so crystal clear and dependable (or pliable) that you'll actually be able to personally replicate the standard experiential signs of that separation. The important thing to appreciate is that these subjective signs have been replicated time after time, for many, many years, always by people who have refined their inner telescope to be the most reliable of instruments.
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Vaj vajradhatu@... wrote: On Apr 27, 2011, at 3:38 PM, curtisdeltablues wrote: Huh?? What theoretical case? That idea that there can in principle be no proof or reasons to support a belief in life after death. Conscious dying is practiced is a number of yogic traditions. All involve learning how to die BEFORE death. The bottom line is you've got to get to the point where consciousness separates from the body. It sounds to me like you might hold a taboo against subjectivity. That's what I'm trying to figure out listening to Curtis. Why this apparent (at least) taboo against subjectivity? How do you just let life wash over you, and seem to hold such a bias against subjectivity. Probably I am missing some nuance. But sometimes I think the Curtis position comes off as a rationalist POV. Nothing wrong with that, but it never inspired me much. On the other hand, Curtis' life seems pretty rich and full, and it sounds like he is having a good time and making a unique and worthwhile contribution. (my apologies for not directing this inquiry directly to Curtis, but doing so indirectly) The level of refinement of subjective attention is such that by the time you refine attention to the level that body separates from consciousness, your attention will be so crystal clear and dependable (or pliable) that you'll actually be able to personally replicate the standard experiential signs of that separation. The important thing to appreciate is that these subjective signs have been replicated time after time, for many, many years, always by people who have refined their inner telescope to be the most reliable of instruments.
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, seventhray1 steve.sundur@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Vaj vajradhatu@ wrote: On Apr 27, 2011, at 3:38 PM, curtisdeltablues wrote: Huh?? What theoretical case? That idea that there can in principle be no proof or reasons to support a belief in life after death. Conscious dying is practiced is a number of yogic traditions. All involve learning how to die BEFORE death. The bottom line is you've got to get to the point where consciousness separates from the body. It sounds to me like you might hold a taboo against subjectivity. That's what I'm trying to figure out listening to Curtis. Why this apparent (at least) taboo against subjectivity? I don't understand how you could have gotten this impression. As a creative person I value my subjectivity very highly. I spend time cultivating its abilities as with meditation. I guess if I was going to draw a line it would be that I don't mistake my inner creative process as a standalone proof system. Take this idea of dying before leaving the body. Am I the only one who would like to see a couple of external verifications of this state of so called death? An EEG and EKG perhaps. Hell lets put the person in a CAT scan and look at what is going on realtime. But I am not likely to believe that their internal state was similar to actual death because they said it felt like it was. How do you just let life wash over you, and seem to hold such a bias against subjectivity. I don't have a bias. I have information about its limits. Probably I am missing some nuance. But sometimes I think the Curtis position comes off as a rationalist POV. Philosophically I am probably more empiricist than rationalist. But that has its limits too. I am all for using all our mental tools to discover more about ourselves and the world. But we have learned a lot about our cognitive limits, what we suck at intellectually as a species. I see that much of this knowledge is ignored in many spiritual traditions. They act as it we have an infallible internal ability to know things. I don't buy that. Nothing wrong with that, but it never inspired me much. On the other hand, Curtis' life seems pretty rich and full, and it sounds like he is having a good time and making a unique and worthwhile contribution. (my apologies for not directing this inquiry directly to Curtis, but doing so indirectly) Much appreciated Steve. I am a niche player in life. I found my tiny place in the world that suits me. I am making no grand proclamations about my knowledge or my mental abilities. I am conformable with knowing their limits and my human tendency to be full of shit and be unable to see it. That awareness of our limits extends to the claims of others. The level of refinement of subjective attention is such that by the time you refine attention to the level that body separates from consciousness, your attention will be so crystal clear and dependable (or pliable) that you'll actually be able to personally replicate the standard experiential signs of that separation. The important thing to appreciate is that these subjective signs have been replicated time after time, for many, many years, always by people who have refined their inner telescope to be the most reliable of instruments.
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, emptybill emptybill@... wrote: You're taking this too personally and so you see it as a personal put-down. snip Getting a world infatuated person to understand this point is just a waste of time. It's like trying to teach chess to a monkey. I am neither world infatuated nor a monkey. And their mental development as monks is not so lofty that their understanding compared to mine could be described that way. I know that from hanging out with them. If you have some idea that these Athos monks are a completely different form of human than ones I could have interacted with, I would like to know how you acquired that belief. Did you hang out with them on Athos? The monks I hung out with were much more like us than you seem to imagine. I stayed with the most cloistered Christian Monks in the US and they were very diverse. Some intellectual, some introverts some extroverts, some gay some strait. (Yes you can NOT have sex with either sex!) One quality they had was that they were relentlessly social in a way I am not. You have to be to live that way. They are stuck in each other's faces with very little privacy. I spend a thousand times more time alone. They get screened pretty carefully so I suspect they might have a higher level of mental health than the average population. Any flaw shows up fast in that intense interactive environment. The whole thing is a lot more ordinary than outsiders imagine. The idea that the are not world infatuated is nonsense. They are just as into their little world as we are in ours. And focusing your mind on different words doesn't make you some kind of special liberated being. If anything they are so locked into their daily routines they have much more attachment to the details of their life than I do. They cant miss a bell in their busy, busy lives. But it is a tiny self-contained world. It suits them, but not me. I prefer to seek out people who will think completely differently from me. That is how I grow. I also wasn't saying they were really stupid. I was commenting on the fact that they have collectively defined reality and keep themselves from having the world show them that they might not actually have life all figured out. The order on the show looked busier than a soccer mom with two kids in the playoffs in their chosen sports. It seemed to me to be the opposite of the kind of life I would associate with being knowledgeable about life. When I was a sidha at sidhalnd for 3 years it was exactly like the few years they have them try out on Athos to see if the life suited them. Most of the guys I lived with went on to Purusha. I viewed it every bit as seriously as any of their initiates. So it wasn't a retreat, it was a lifestyle choice I was trying. Just like any new guy on Athos. And none of the Christian Abbots are Sunnyasin's either. They are just guys who have chosen a certain way of life. Have you read Thomas Merton? He gives a very realistic vision of this lifestyle. And of course I am aware that monks wouldn't care what I think about them. The feeling is mutual. So tell me about your experiences with monks. I may be acerbic in my comments but I'm not denigrating your experience doing long retreats of siddhi practice as such. I just don't believe it to be comparable but rather see it as a form of spiritual retreat of indeterminate kind. You could not take sannyasa from MMY because he wasn't a sannyasin himself. However, I presume that you went upon retreat to spur your consciousness and/or whatever else you thought about its value. Buddhists do the same thing, actually taking and leaving the habit for various training and retreating purposes. Orthodox monasticism is not like that. It is a lifetime decision that cannot be rescinded unless one leaves the Orthodox church entirely. That way of doing it came from the old days when you couldn't just leave your place in the family and then come back a few years later and say I didn't really mean it. Now give it back. The Orthodox are very hard-core believers. They rightly point out that they are the original Christian church, unbroken in lineage, belief and practice. They are very Platonic in many ways, especially in using beauty as an approach to the darkness of God and in cultivating the nous-intelligence as it descends into the heart to stand fast before the gaze of God. You may see it as styoopid, like Turqy, but no men or women monastics care what we think about such things. Getting a world infatuated person to understand this point is just a waste of time. It's like trying to teach chess to a monkey. *** --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: Then what are you basing your opinions on? If my experience of that lifestyle is exempt because you are
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Vaj vajradhatu@... wrote: On Apr 27, 2011, at 3:38 PM, curtisdeltablues wrote: Huh?? What theoretical case? That idea that there can in principle be no proof or reasons to support a belief in life after death. Conscious dying is practiced is a number of yogic traditions. All involve learning how to die BEFORE death. The bottom line is you've got to get to the point where consciousness separates from the body. This is a claim that could be externally verified. I would be interested to see if it had. It sounds to me like you might hold a taboo against subjectivity. The level of refinement of subjective attention is such that by the time you refine attention to the level that body separates from consciousness, your attention will be so crystal clear and dependable (or pliable) that you'll actually be able to personally replicate the standard experiential signs of that separation. The important thing to appreciate is that these subjective signs have been replicated time after time, for many, many years, always by people who have refined their inner telescope to be the most reliable of instruments.
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On Apr 28, 2011, at 9:02 AM, curtisdeltablues wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Vaj vajradhatu@... wrote: On Apr 27, 2011, at 3:38 PM, curtisdeltablues wrote: Huh?? What theoretical case? That idea that there can in principle be no proof or reasons to support a belief in life after death. Conscious dying is practiced is a number of yogic traditions. All involve learning how to die BEFORE death. The bottom line is you've got to get to the point where consciousness separates from the body. This is a claim that could be externally verified. I would be interested to see if it had. It is being worked on. As we speak, there is a network of neuroscientists worldwide, who are waiting for the moment when certain advanced meditation practitioners physically die, during which time they will investigated scientifically. Since it's now known that during deep sleep each person produces a kind of unique baseline EEG signature, EEG fingerprints are being taken of advanced practitioners so when they reincarnate intentionally into a new body, they'll be able to compare the new baseline EEG. This could potentially constitute external validation for conscious reincarnation.
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Peter drpetersutphen@... wrote: But one thing is clear, you leave the friggin' boat behind! What Will It Take For You To Step Out Of The Boat?
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend jstein@ wrote: snip Not sure where I asked you to assume a belief with no good reason. All I'm recommending is that you have the humility to acknowledge uncertainty, including uncertainty as to whether (as I said) it makes sense to require proof in certain cases (such as what happens after death). I clarified that proof needs to be extended to the reasons for believing it in some cases. You are using your imagination to make up a theoretical case that does not exist in the arguments for such beliefs. Huh?? What theoretical case? That idea that there can in principle be no proof or reasons to support a belief in life after death. I never made such a case, Curtis. Here's what I said: For all you know, the impossibility of providing proof to you while you're alive may be an integral part of the deal. That was in response to this from you: I can think of ways that life after death could be proven without actually dying. Communicating with one of them in a convincing way is an obvious way. But the method of that proof is up to the people declaring it. All I'm making a case for is *uncertainty* as to whether such proof is possible in principle. It's the old absence of evidence is not evidence of absence aphorism. And I'm talking specifically about *proof*, not reasons. snip Let me put it this way: Are you *certain* that if life after death were a fact, it would be possible for a dead person to communicate with you? No I am not certain. But I am not the one proposing the idea. It is up to them to make their case. But just because I can't be certain of such things doesn't make their case any more likely. I am not an absolute skeptic. I rate ideas on merit. Just because I can't be sure of everything doesn't mean I can be confident of nothing. One of the things I am confident about is the lack of reasons to support my belief in an afterlife. I could be wrong. Or let's just say, do you *believe* that's the case? If so, what are your reasons for that belief? I don't see why in principle you couldn't set up a test that would make a belief in an afterlife more likely. You can set up tests for just about anything. The question is, in this case, will negative results tell you what you want to know? Maybe negative results will tell you only that communication from the dead to the living is impossible, not that there's no afterlife. It was your initial humble pie remark that I was aiming at. It seemed from the context that the humble pie referred to your having decided that your past beliefs had been mistaken. I was suggesting that the humble pie might also include an acknowledgment that maybe those beliefs were *valid* after all. The humble pie should work both ways, in other words--humility that you had been too certain that the beliefs were valid, and humility about your current conviction that they *weren't* valid. snip In any case I have not come across any spiritual teaching that has made this case about beliefs about life after death. I would welcome any examples. I think if you were to tell someone who believed in life after death that you required ironclad empirical proof, they would say that it's ultimately a matter of faith. snip but we don't live all of our life with no intellectual confidence. We don't say that because I can imagine a situation in language (it doesn't make sense to require reasons to believe something about after death) that therefore it has equal weight to all other ideas and beliefs we hold. You have to make a case for it. Did I say it doesn't make sense to require reasons to believe something about after death? I am just making my case for my POV. Everything does not have to do with something you said. If it didn't refer to something you thought I'd said, it's a non sequitur. If it did refer to something you thought I'd said, it was a straw man. IOW, I agree with you. Of course it doesn't have equal weight. Again, all I'm on about is the need to acknowledge uncertainty.
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Yeah, this was in the context of Peter's comment that the means has to be transcended. Once God seduced me I was a goner. I remembered the phrase because at the time, I was seeking very much in my head and heart and the pressure was unrelenting - of course I didn't understand this was all being caused by me. If someone doesn't want to experience God, or declares Him absent, it is all on the basis of experience. We can always doubt our subjective experiences, but what is the point, unless the object is to somehow wrest our attachment from that experience? If we are not attached then an experience of God can be enjoyed for what it is, and then we continue to chop wood and carry water. Only when we are fighting against the attachment of the experience, thereby creating another attachment to the desire for non-attachment (lol), do we question and argue about the existence of God. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, whynotnow7 whynotnow7@ wrote: Years ago, I heard that the way to find God was to quit looking for Him. But you did look for him yeah? You can't give it up in the middle or not even bother searching and then read about a person called Jim who said on FFL that the best way to find God is to quit looking for him and then declare it to be the truth. It has to be your search, your God, and YOUR quitting of your search and God. Otherwise it's just intellectual deception a la Curtis or Barry. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Peter drpetersutphen@ wrote: Good stuff, Curtis. Where you're coming from is why the Buddha told everyone to please kill him if you meet him in the road. All these external forms of spirituality must die for authentic spirituality to be born. Many, of course, get stuck in the external form seemingly forever. Like those infamous dome-zombies (I'm sure we know most of them!) who have dedicated their lives to an external form of spirituality that apparently, for them, has never transcended the form. Forms are the boats that take you across. But once you get close to the other shore you can just jump in and swim the rest of the way...or you could ride it right in. It doesn't really matter. But one thing is clear, you leave the friggin' boat behind! --- On Wed, 4/27/11, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: From: curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: Mt. Athos featured on 60 Minutes To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com Date: Wednesday, April 27, 2011, 11:25 AM I had such a charming time with the Cistercian monks when I was into spirituality that I have continued an appreciation for their alternative lifestyle. Sort of how I view people way into the tattoo culture, interesting, but I keep my distance. I certainly dig the chanting and the Jungian animous/anima imagery of all the dudes singing Salve Reginia to an image of Mary. I'm sure if I was to step into a monastery today I would happily slip into the the kind of trance I used to love so much in unlimited doses back in the day. But I have to say that watching these guys on Mt. Athos made me feel as though I was watching people who had decided that rather than being open to life on its own terms and discovering truth, they had opted for dictating what they collectively decided truth is and then were only going with that. It frankly smacks of good old fashioned small mindedness. There is way too much surety in their surety for me to respect them. It seems a bit dishonest, slippery, as if they are in collusion in a we state it so it is so game. When I was into the idea of God and of life's meaning being fixed on maxing out my experience of him, I viewed these guys as the badass bikers of spirituality. I mean once you accept the premise of spirituality, it does make some sense to go for it. Not even letting your small boss get in the way. That was the thinking I had when I went off to Sidhaland. I wanted to put all my eggs into that basket. (while curiously hamocking my actual eggs in a loin cloth) It was a life full of the surety I see in the Athos monks. We KNEW KNEW. Really, we were sure of it. Placing our irrefutablity on what we thought was the solid ground of our mystical experiences, we lacked the epistemological tools to question it all. We had been taught the way to evaluate it by the same guy who was pitching us his version of reality. So it all fit so nicely, purfectly. I've been wrong about a lot of things in my life. Really important things. Things I had believed were irrefutable. So now I have a bit more humble pie on my dinner table and a whole lot more of a relly in my reaction to people who get into groups and decide they know how it all
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First of all I appreciate the area you are clarifying and challenging in my statement. And thinking about it has been helpful for me to find my own limits. Taking the time to pursue ideas in detail is a luxury in this world. This seems to be the heart of it: Judy: It was your initial humble pie remark that I was aiming at. It seemed from the context that the humble pie referred to your having decided that your past beliefs had been mistaken. I was suggesting that the humble pie might also include an acknowledgment that maybe those beliefs were *valid* after all. The humble pie should work both ways, in other words--humility that you had been too certain that the beliefs were valid, and humility about your current conviction that they *weren't* valid. The humility angle may be getting overworked here. But the intellectual position that I have not seen adequate evidence for a belief, that I am really sure I have not seen enough evidence or reasons is not a contradiction to being humble about knowing my intellectual limits. And it is a far cry from the surety of someone claiming to KNOW something is true because it says so in books they hold in a separate class of literature from other books. Or from their experience. As an example I have reversed my previous belief that meditation was not a value for me. Although I always acknowledged that it might be valuable for some, I had concluded that for me it was not a useful state of mind. That belief held for about 17 years after quitting meditation. Taking the humble pie approach after Maharishi's death I experimented with it again to reconsider it. After about 6 months I concluded that the time spent was not worth the benefits for me. Then after dropping it again I went back with an open mind that perhaps the problem was just the time spent in the practice. That the old formulas for how long and how many times to do it were the problem for me. Now having practiced it in a more limited form for about a year, I am enthusiastic about its value in my life. That value does not include most of what Maharishi claimed about it. I don't believe the stress model or the bubble diagram or what we used to teach people about the development of consciousness. But on a daily basis I really enjoy the practice and would recommend it to others if it could be taught without all the associated beliefs I learned it in. I am formulating my own list of benefits from the practice that I am discovering as I continue to enjoy it. So perhaps I am demonstrating in this example the humility to reverse my beliefs given more evidence. TOPIC JUMP: I can never be really sure there is no God. Having pursued the reasons people believe in one, I find them lacking in merit. But that doesn't mean someone couldn't come up with compelling reasons to believe in one that would convince me. But I am very sure about not having been convinced so far. I don't have to be humble about the current lack of compelling reasons now. No clear thinking atheist could proclaim that they know for certain there is no God. The position I take is that I consider it unlikely knowing full well that I have had to amend many core beliefs in the past. But assigning weight to beliefs is an important intellectual exercise and shouldn't be mushed together with the concept of being humble. As I said before, knowing our cognitive limits or the limits of evidence so far doesn't mean we know nothing at all. I have found that the philosophical method of presenting ideas in as compelling a way as possible is a great way to understand them better and draw out other points of view. As it has here. I am an advocate for my POV and ideas. That is part of my intellectual process of evaluating them. So like most people I rely on smarter people than myself to help my thinking along by reading and trying to understand what they are talking about. For me the people who make a case that many spiritual beliefs are not founded on good reasons to believe them is more compelling than the people espousing those beliefs. I am really sure that this is true for me. snip to the end: If it didn't refer to something you thought I'd said, it's a non sequitur. If it did refer to something you thought I'd said, it was a straw man. I don't believe that anything I bring up in these discussion needs to be labeled non sequitur just because it doesn't directly follow from what you said. The purpose of the concept of non sequitur is within a carefully proscribed chain of arguments. In that context it serves a purpose. What we are doing here is closer to a loose conversion somewhere between the first and second drink. I am using what you write to stimulate thought and sometimes that is off the exact track of where you are going in the discussion. That makes sense and please pass the beernuts while I get the next round. IOW, I agree with you. Of course it
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: The humility angle may be getting overworked here. But the intellectual position that I have not seen adequate evidence for a belief, that I am really sure I have not seen enough evidence or reasons is not a contradiction to being humble about knowing my intellectual limits. And it is a far cry from the surety of someone claiming to KNOW something is true because it says so in books they hold in a separate class of literature from other books. Or from their experience. Amen. As an example I have reversed my previous belief that meditation was not a value for me. Although I always acknowledged that it might be valuable for some, I had concluded that for me it was not a useful state of mind. That belief held for about 17 years after quitting meditation. Taking the humble pie approach after Maharishi's death I experimented with it again to reconsider it. After about 6 months I concluded that the time spent was not worth the benefits for me. Then after dropping it again I went back with an open mind that perhaps the problem was just the time spent in the practice. That the old formulas for how long and how many times to do it were the problem for me. Now having practiced it in a more limited form for about a year, I am enthusiastic about its value in my life. That value does not include most of what Maharishi claimed about it. I don't believe the stress model or the bubble diagram or what we used to teach people about the development of consciousness. But on a daily basis I really enjoy the practice and would recommend it to others if it could be taught without all the associated beliefs I learned it in. Amen again. This echoes my feelings about meditation. I never stopped practicing it, but I definitely stopped following any rules about which technique to practice, for so many times a day, and for how long. I meditate when I want to, and have found that this makes all the difference in the world. TOPIC JUMP: I can never be really sure there is no God. Just as no one -- repeat that, NO ONE -- can be sure that there is. They can claim to know all they want, but that's just a claim, with zero evidence. The more stridently they make the claim, the less believable they become. Having pursued the reasons people believe in one, I find them lacking in merit. But that doesn't mean someone couldn't come up with compelling reasons to believe in one that would convince me. From my side, if God himself/herself/itself appeared to me and said, I exist, Dummy, NOTHING WOULD CHANGE IN MY LIFE. I would still live exactly the way I live today, meditate or not meditate as I do today, and do everything else exactly the same way. So for me the whole question is moot. God, no God, no issue. But I am very sure about not having been convinced so far. I don't have to be humble about the current lack of compelling reasons now. What is fascinating to me is that the God-believers don't seem to be capable of displaying the same humility they demand in non-believers. They're still trying to get the non-believers to change their stance. Ain't nothing humble about that. No clear thinking atheist could proclaim that they know for certain there is no God. I've never met one who does. snip I don't believe that anything I bring up in these discussion needs to be labeled non sequitur just because it doesn't directly follow from what you said. Or because the you in question is too rigid to follow your train of thought. No one on this forum controls what gets said, even though some continue to try. There is nothing the least bit humble about trying to force someone to talk about what *you* want them to talk about if it holds no interest for them. I am less tolerant than you, Curtis, in that there are people who experience has taught me to just write fuckin' off. There is simply zero possibility of discussing anything with them pleasantly; they always try to turn it into some kind of imaginary battle, and then always declare that they've won the imag- inary battle. Life's too short IMO to waste any time conversing with someone who has a track record of doing this. Bottom line is that I have almost zero tolerance for evangelists who are trying to sell me something. If I encounter them at a party or a social function, I just turn and walk away. If I encounter them on the Internet, same thing. Let them go sell their shit to someone who's in the market to buy some shit.
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: snip I don't believe that anything I bring up in these discussion needs to be labeled non sequitur just because it doesn't directly follow from what you said. Or because the you in question is too rigid to follow your train of thought. No one on this forum controls what gets said, even though some continue to try. There is nothing the least bit humble about trying to force someone to talk about what *you* want them to talk about if it holds no interest for them. Says Barry, increasingly desperate for a way to Get Judy, even when it makes zero sense in the context of Curtis's and my conversation and just makes him look STOOPID. I am less tolerant than you, Curtis, in that there are people who experience has taught me to just write fuckin' off. There is simply zero possibility of discussing anything with them pleasantly; they always try to turn it into some kind of imaginary battle, and then always declare that they've won the imag- inary battle. And now he's lying, if he's referring to me. Par for the course. He has no *valid* criticism, so he has to make stuff up. Be interesting to count up the number of pleasant discussions I've had here versus the number Barry has had. I'd guess it's three to one, at least. Mainly, what's freaking him out is that Curtis and I *have* been having a pleasant discussion. The little snag we ran into at the end involved Curtis taking unnecessary offense at something I said, not the other way around. Bottom line is that I have almost zero tolerance for evangelists who are trying to sell me something. If I encounter them at a party or a social function, I just turn and walk away. If I encounter them on the Internet, same thing. Let them go sell their shit to someone who's in the market to buy some shit. And this is hilarious, given that what I've been selling in this discussion is the willingness to *acknowledge uncertainty*.
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Nice piece, Dude. But, but, but, aren't we all as if in our own private ashrams in that we also have routines that are equally as hard wired, and that we mindfully have put into place? Even the mundane is ritualized thereby. I always have mustard with my hot dog just as much as these guys have to have a certain amount of candles lit for their hotdogish ceremony. See? I feel like I'm in a box no less ornate or less armored against change than these monks, only they get to claim they're routines are spiritually evolving them at a faster (fastest?) pace than ordinary life can do Edg. I disagree with the monks in that the divine, if real, must be omnipresent, so if I'm to honor that, then ordinary life has to have the deepest divinity available, and the only missing element is my intent to see it or, lacking the eyesight, try to see it if I can evolve a mind capable of doing so. These monks are kinda cheating in that they surround themselves in a cocoon of sacred relics, and thus perforce are constantly stimulated by such objects to re-up their commitment to place awareness on the divine, but the likes of you and I are out here winging it with the onus of penetrating the common to see that everything has a deep silence about it which is the exact holiness these monks seek. To me the difference is that you and I eat fresh off the vine, and they're doing canned food. We might not always get what we want, but we get it fresh and tastier than that fare from the dusty tomes. Edg --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: I had such a charming time with the Cistercian monks when I was into spirituality that I have continued an appreciation for their alternative lifestyle. Sort of how I view people way into the tattoo culture, interesting, but I keep my distance. I certainly dig the chanting and the Jungian animous/anima imagery of all the dudes singing Salve Reginia to an image of Mary. I'm sure if I was to step into a monastery today I would happily slip into the the kind of trance I used to love so much in unlimited doses back in the day. But I have to say that watching these guys on Mt. Athos made me feel as though I was watching people who had decided that rather than being open to life on its own terms and discovering truth, they had opted for dictating what they collectively decided truth is and then were only going with that. It frankly smacks of good old fashioned small mindedness. There is way too much surety in their surety for me to respect them. It seems a bit dishonest, slippery, as if they are in collusion in a we state it so it is so game. When I was into the idea of God and of life's meaning being fixed on maxing out my experience of him, I viewed these guys as the badass bikers of spirituality. I mean once you accept the premise of spirituality, it does make some sense to go for it. Not even letting your small boss get in the way. That was the thinking I had when I went off to Sidhaland. I wanted to put all my eggs into that basket. (while curiously hamocking my actual eggs in a loin cloth) It was a life full of the surety I see in the Athos monks. We KNEW KNEW. Really, we were sure of it. Placing our irrefutablity on what we thought was the solid ground of our mystical experiences, we lacked the epistemological tools to question it all. We had been taught the way to evaluate it by the same guy who was pitching us his version of reality. So it all fit so nicely, purfectly. I've been wrong about a lot of things in my life. Really important things. Things I had believed were irrefutable. So now I have a bit more humble pie on my dinner table and a whole lot more of a relly in my reaction to people who get into groups and decide they know how it all really really is, beyond doubt, beyond the grave and beyond what I now have accepted is the human condition. We aren't nearly as clever as we think we are. It is software bug that we need to respect more if our goal is to go beyond, hey me and Fred and Sam have all decided WHATEVER and so we are all going on a lifetime sleepover to reinforce to each other how much we are sure this is what's up. Fer relll. And if you sat down with these guys they would give you some great impression of humility and a rap about how they are innocent and open to where their life leads them. They may actually believe that they are open-minded. But they are playing with a stacked deck and their openness is carefully proscribed to the very limited range that wont rock the boat. They are not getting out of that boat into the big old ocean of not so damn sure about the Jesus thing. I fell into a nice routine at Sidhaland. It was a carefully regulated life that had its slightly mind numbing charms. And I know that some people are really not capable of
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Vaj vajradhatu@... wrote: On Apr 28, 2011, at 9:02 AM, curtisdeltablues wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Vaj vajradhatu@ wrote: On Apr 27, 2011, at 3:38 PM, curtisdeltablues wrote: Huh?? What theoretical case? That idea that there can in principle be no proof or reasons to support a belief in life after death. Conscious dying is practiced is a number of yogic traditions. All involve learning how to die BEFORE death. The bottom line is you've got to get to the point where consciousness separates from the body. This is a claim that could be externally verified. I would be interested to see if it had. It is being worked on. As we speak, there is a network of neuroscientists worldwide, who are waiting for the moment when certain advanced meditation practitioners physically die, during which time they will investigated scientifically. Since it's now known that during deep sleep each person produces a kind of unique baseline EEG signature, EEG fingerprints are being taken of advanced practitioners so when they reincarnate intentionally into a new body, they'll be able to compare the new baseline EEG. This could potentially constitute external validation for conscious reincarnation. I always assumed that this would never ever be able to be verified by science. Is it really true that eachof these baseline EEG fingerpritns is entirely unique? Kind of amazing, if so.
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Duveyoung no_reply@... wrote: Nice piece, Dude. Thanks, nice to hear from you Edg. But, but, but, aren't we all as if in our own private ashrams in that we also have routines that are equally as hard wired, and that we mindfully have put into place? Even the mundane is ritualized thereby. I always have mustard with my hot dog just as much as these guys have to have a certain amount of candles lit for their hotdogish ceremony. See? Sure like me never missing House even though it has sooo jumped the shark. We can try to give our lives routine. In my line of work that is not too easy which is one of the things I dig about it. I am challenged by a completely different audience every show. But the level of sameness in their lives is exponentially higher. When I was living in Maharishi's approximation of that life my mind would focus on tiny differences to give me some sense of non routine. The bigger issue with monastic life is that they never interact with some guy at the filling station who snakes in front of you when you have been waiting in line for the air hose for two cars. I feel like I'm in a box no less ornate or less armored against change than these monks, only they get to claim they're routines are spiritually evolving them at a faster (fastest?) pace than ordinary life can do Edg. I seriously doubt you are. And you raised kids so you have automatically lived a life of new shit coming at you that kicks my life's surprises' butt. I disagree with the monks in that the divine, if real, must be omnipresent, so if I'm to honor that, then ordinary life has to have the deepest divinity available, and the only missing element is my intent to see it or, lacking the eyesight, try to see it if I can evolve a mind capable of doing so. Very Thomas Merton. I think that way too. These monks are kinda cheating in that they surround themselves in a cocoon of sacred relics, and thus perforce are constantly stimulated by such objects to re-up their commitment to place awareness on the divine, Is it really the divine of a bunch of ideas and words that aspire to that? I really think that this type of focus is totally overrated. but the likes of you and I are out here winging it with the onus of penetrating the common to see that everything has a deep silence about it which is the exact holiness these monks seek. I think they are more like us than different. They have just made all the things in society (sans chicks) into a doll house. They may think about life more than an average person, but they are thinking within a pretty tiny perspective. I don't see them as that deep or profound, just a mix like in my own life. To me the difference is that you and I eat fresh off the vine, and they're doing canned food. We might not always get what we want, but we get it fresh and tastier than that fare from the dusty tomes. Edg I did enjoy the concentration of life's focus when I lived that way or visited them in monasteries. There is a definite hippie charm to their lives. But I believe that it would be a very limiting context for my life to grow in. And the chance for living a live of folle au deux times everyone in the monastery seems pretty high. That is too many people trying to agree on something for my tastes. As I said in my original reaction, I believe they have forced their ideas on the world rather than being open to other perspectives on it. And the busy busy busy deal with other dudes in your face all the time is my idea (and Camus') of hell! --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: I had such a charming time with the Cistercian monks when I was into spirituality that I have continued an appreciation for their alternative lifestyle. Sort of how I view people way into the tattoo culture, interesting, but I keep my distance. I certainly dig the chanting and the Jungian animous/anima imagery of all the dudes singing Salve Reginia to an image of Mary. I'm sure if I was to step into a monastery today I would happily slip into the the kind of trance I used to love so much in unlimited doses back in the day. But I have to say that watching these guys on Mt. Athos made me feel as though I was watching people who had decided that rather than being open to life on its own terms and discovering truth, they had opted for dictating what they collectively decided truth is and then were only going with that. It frankly smacks of good old fashioned small mindedness. There is way too much surety in their surety for me to respect them. It seems a bit dishonest, slippery, as if they are in collusion in a we state it so it is so game. When I was into the idea of God and of life's meaning being fixed on maxing out my experience of him, I viewed these guys as the badass
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Duveyoung no_reply@... wrote: I disagree with the monks in that the divine, if real, must be omnipresent, so if I'm to honor that, then ordinary life has to have the deepest divinity available, and the only missing element is my intent to see it or, lacking the eyesight, try to see it if I can evolve a mind capable of doing so. Hear, hear. Well said. These monks are kinda cheating in that they surround themselves in a cocoon of sacred relics, and thus perforce are constantly stimulated by such objects to re-up their commitment to place awareness on the divine, but the likes of you and I are out here winging it with the onus of penetrating the common to see that everything has a deep silence about it which is the exact holiness these monks seek. Exactly. I just came back from taking my family out for dinner and then walking back along the lake and canals I live by at sunset. There has been nothing in any of the official spiritual trips I have invested time and energy in that surpasses the sense of wonder and awe my own neighborhood inspired in me tonight. The monks strike me as searching desperately for the divine in an atmosphere that is nothing but. Like fish searching for this mythical water they've been told about by their holy fish shamans. :-) To me the difference is that you and I eat fresh off the vine, and they're doing canned food. We might not always get what we want, but we get it fresh and tastier than that fare from the dusty tomes. I just don't get the reverence for the old that some spiritual seekers have developed. It's as if they really believe that life way back when was more full of the absolute than life now. Talk about missing the point.
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Duveyoung no_reply@ wrote: Nice piece, Dude. Thanks, nice to hear from you Edg. Wow Curtis Edg - amazing discussion. Let me sum this up for others who might be too intellectually deceptuously challenged - in plain English the summary would be - my shit doesn't smell any better or worse than yours, but your shit stinks and mine's amazingly fragrant. But, but, but, aren't we all as if in our own private ashrams in that we also have routines that are equally as hard wired, and that we mindfully have put into place? Even the mundane is ritualized thereby. I always have mustard with my hot dog just as much as these guys have to have a certain amount of candles lit for their hotdogish ceremony. See? Sure like me never missing House even though it has sooo jumped the shark. We can try to give our lives routine. In my line of work that is not too easy which is one of the things I dig about it. I am challenged by a completely different audience every show. But the level of sameness in their lives is exponentially higher. When I was living in Maharishi's approximation of that life my mind would focus on tiny differences to give me some sense of non routine. The bigger issue with monastic life is that they never interact with some guy at the filling station who snakes in front of you when you have been waiting in line for the air hose for two cars. I feel like I'm in a box no less ornate or less armored against change than these monks, only they get to claim they're routines are spiritually evolving them at a faster (fastest?) pace than ordinary life can do Edg. I seriously doubt you are. And you raised kids so you have automatically lived a life of new shit coming at you that kicks my life's surprises' butt. I disagree with the monks in that the divine, if real, must be omnipresent, so if I'm to honor that, then ordinary life has to have the deepest divinity available, and the only missing element is my intent to see it or, lacking the eyesight, try to see it if I can evolve a mind capable of doing so. Very Thomas Merton. I think that way too. These monks are kinda cheating in that they surround themselves in a cocoon of sacred relics, and thus perforce are constantly stimulated by such objects to re-up their commitment to place awareness on the divine, Is it really the divine of a bunch of ideas and words that aspire to that? I really think that this type of focus is totally overrated. but the likes of you and I are out here winging it with the onus of penetrating the common to see that everything has a deep silence about it which is the exact holiness these monks seek. I think they are more like us than different. They have just made all the things in society (sans chicks) into a doll house. They may think about life more than an average person, but they are thinking within a pretty tiny perspective. I don't see them as that deep or profound, just a mix like in my own life. To me the difference is that you and I eat fresh off the vine, and they're doing canned food. We might not always get what we want, but we get it fresh and tastier than that fare from the dusty tomes. Edg I did enjoy the concentration of life's focus when I lived that way or visited them in monasteries. There is a definite hippie charm to their lives. But I believe that it would be a very limiting context for my life to grow in. And the chance for living a live of folle au deux times everyone in the monastery seems pretty high. That is too many people trying to agree on something for my tastes. As I said in my original reaction, I believe they have forced their ideas on the world rather than being open to other perspectives on it. And the busy busy busy deal with other dudes in your face all the time is my idea (and Camus') of hell! --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: I had such a charming time with the Cistercian monks when I was into spirituality that I have continued an appreciation for their alternative lifestyle. Sort of how I view people way into the tattoo culture, interesting, but I keep my distance. I certainly dig the chanting and the Jungian animous/anima imagery of all the dudes singing Salve Reginia to an image of Mary. I'm sure if I was to step into a monastery today I would happily slip into the the kind of trance I used to love so much in unlimited doses back in the day. But I have to say that watching these guys on Mt. Athos made me feel as though I was watching people who had decided that rather than being open to life on its own terms and discovering truth, they had opted for dictating
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Duveyoung no_reply@ wrote: Nice piece, Dude. Thanks, nice to hear from you Edg. Wow Curtis Edg - amazing discussion. Let me sum this up for others who might be too intellectually deceptuously challenged - in plain English the summary would be - my shit doesn't smell any better or worse than yours, but your shit stinks and mine's amazingly fragrant. So you were thinking that if you ran trollish behavior on a spiritual list it wouldn't be noticed and identified as trollish behavior? The troll routine is soo 1999 Ravi. It isn't new, and it isn't interesting. Jump into the deep end and discuss what you disagree with if you want to become more than a troll interloper here. But, but, but, aren't we all as if in our own private ashrams in that we also have routines that are equally as hard wired, and that we mindfully have put into place? Even the mundane is ritualized thereby. I always have mustard with my hot dog just as much as these guys have to have a certain amount of candles lit for their hotdogish ceremony. See? Sure like me never missing House even though it has sooo jumped the shark. We can try to give our lives routine. In my line of work that is not too easy which is one of the things I dig about it. I am challenged by a completely different audience every show. But the level of sameness in their lives is exponentially higher. When I was living in Maharishi's approximation of that life my mind would focus on tiny differences to give me some sense of non routine. The bigger issue with monastic life is that they never interact with some guy at the filling station who snakes in front of you when you have been waiting in line for the air hose for two cars. I feel like I'm in a box no less ornate or less armored against change than these monks, only they get to claim they're routines are spiritually evolving them at a faster (fastest?) pace than ordinary life can do Edg. I seriously doubt you are. And you raised kids so you have automatically lived a life of new shit coming at you that kicks my life's surprises' butt. I disagree with the monks in that the divine, if real, must be omnipresent, so if I'm to honor that, then ordinary life has to have the deepest divinity available, and the only missing element is my intent to see it or, lacking the eyesight, try to see it if I can evolve a mind capable of doing so. Very Thomas Merton. I think that way too. These monks are kinda cheating in that they surround themselves in a cocoon of sacred relics, and thus perforce are constantly stimulated by such objects to re-up their commitment to place awareness on the divine, Is it really the divine of a bunch of ideas and words that aspire to that? I really think that this type of focus is totally overrated. but the likes of you and I are out here winging it with the onus of penetrating the common to see that everything has a deep silence about it which is the exact holiness these monks seek. I think they are more like us than different. They have just made all the things in society (sans chicks) into a doll house. They may think about life more than an average person, but they are thinking within a pretty tiny perspective. I don't see them as that deep or profound, just a mix like in my own life. To me the difference is that you and I eat fresh off the vine, and they're doing canned food. We might not always get what we want, but we get it fresh and tastier than that fare from the dusty tomes. Edg I did enjoy the concentration of life's focus when I lived that way or visited them in monasteries. There is a definite hippie charm to their lives. But I believe that it would be a very limiting context for my life to grow in. And the chance for living a live of folle au deux times everyone in the monastery seems pretty high. That is too many people trying to agree on something for my tastes. As I said in my original reaction, I believe they have forced their ideas on the world rather than being open to other perspectives on it. And the busy busy busy deal with other dudes in your face all the time is my idea (and Camus') of hell! --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: I had such a charming time with the Cistercian monks when I was into spirituality that I have continued an appreciation for their alternative lifestyle. Sort of how I view people way into the tattoo culture, interesting, but I keep my distance. I certainly dig the chanting
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Reading the inane FFL comments here about this 60-Minutes CBS expose of Mt. Athos helps to contrast the basic viewpoint of monastics (as contemplatives who practice seriously) with some of these meditators who profess to have been meditating 30+ years. From the monastic viewpoint, the world - along with absorption in its affairs - appears utterly absurd. *** --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Yifu yifuxero@... wrote: http://www.cbsnews.com/stories/2011/04/21/60minutes/main20056101.shtml
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, emptybill emptybill@... wrote: Reading the inane FFL comments here about this 60-Minutes CBS expose of Mt. Athos helps to contrast the basic viewpoint of monastics (as contemplatives who practice seriously) with some of these meditators who profess to have been meditating 30+ years. From the monastic viewpoint, the world - along with absorption in its affairs - appears utterly absurd. And vice-versa. :-) Have you ever read Hesse's Magister Ludi? That's pretty much the definitive expose of the problems with the monastic approach. One gets the feeling that you think hierarchically, and have fallen for the trap of believing that one of these ways of life is higher or more evolved than the other. I see them as merely two different approaches, neither any higher or better than the other, neither of any potentially greater benefit to the spiritual seeker than the other. It's purely a matter of predilection in my opinion. If you're of the disposition to run away from the world and live a contemplative life, then a monas- tery will be heaven for you; if you're not, it'll be hell. Same with living in the world. It's like that bumper sticker: Reality is a crutch for those who can't handle drugs. Similarly, monasteries are a crutch for those who can't handle the world. If you can, the world offers just as many opportunities for spiritual growth as any monastic setting. I didn't watch the segment about Mt. Athos, so I don't know the answer to the question I always ask when dealing with monastics: Who pays for your life? If it's the monks themselves (as in many French or Belgian monasteries who make beers or wines to pay for everything), I have absolutely no problem with their way of life. If they have to rely on begging or charity or worse, tithing worldly believers, as if it's *their* responsibility to pay for the monks' lives because they're too holy to work themselves, I'm much less impressed. Forcing someone else to pay for your life because you're too sensitive or holy to work is a con game, no matter how you cut it.
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I take it you were impressed by what you saw, or what you know about the daily living on Mt. Athos. I had kind of expected something different. It seemed more formal, and more ceremonial than I had expected. Really, I question the degree of spirtituality present there. What do you think? --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, emptybill emptybill@... wrote: Reading the inane FFL comments here about this 60-Minutes CBS expose of Mt. Athos helps to contrast the basic viewpoint of monastics (as contemplatives who practice seriously) with some of these meditators who profess to have been meditating 30+ years. From the monastic viewpoint, the world - along with absorption in its affairs - appears utterly absurd. *** --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Yifu yifuxero@ wrote: http://www.cbsnews.com/stories/2011/04/21/60minutes/main20056101.shtml
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On Apr 27, 2011, at 8:04 AM, seventhray1 wrote: I take it you were impressed by what you saw, or what you know about the daily living on Mt. Athos. I had kind of expected something different. It seemed more formal, and more ceremonial than I had expected. Really, I question the degree of spirtituality present there. What do you think? They seemed to be engaging in some sort of divine theurgy, didn't they? Quite impressive.
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@... wrote: snip One gets the feeling that you think hierarchically, and have fallen for the trap of believing that one of these ways of life is higher or more evolved than the other. I see them as merely two different approaches, neither any higher or better than the other, neither of any potentially greater benefit to the spiritual seeker than the other. snip I didn't watch the segment about Mt. Athos, so I don't know the answer to the question I always ask when dealing with monastics: Who pays for your life? If it's the monks themselves (as in many French or Belgian monasteries who make beers or wines to pay for everything), I have absolutely no problem with their way of life. If they have to rely on begging or charity or worse, tithing worldly believers, as if it's *their* responsibility to pay for the monks' lives because they're too holy to work themselves, I'm much less impressed. Forcing someone else to pay for your life because you're too sensitive or holy to work is a con game, no matter how you cut it. But you don't think hierarchically, so you must not think monks paying for their lives is any higher or more evolved than their living off donations. Right? Merely two different approaches. cackle
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I had such a charming time with the Cistercian monks when I was into spirituality that I have continued an appreciation for their alternative lifestyle. Sort of how I view people way into the tattoo culture, interesting, but I keep my distance. I certainly dig the chanting and the Jungian animous/anima imagery of all the dudes singing Salve Reginia to an image of Mary. I'm sure if I was to step into a monastery today I would happily slip into the the kind of trance I used to love so much in unlimited doses back in the day. But I have to say that watching these guys on Mt. Athos made me feel as though I was watching people who had decided that rather than being open to life on its own terms and discovering truth, they had opted for dictating what they collectively decided truth is and then were only going with that. It frankly smacks of good old fashioned small mindedness. There is way too much surety in their surety for me to respect them. It seems a bit dishonest, slippery, as if they are in collusion in a we state it so it is so game. When I was into the idea of God and of life's meaning being fixed on maxing out my experience of him, I viewed these guys as the badass bikers of spirituality. I mean once you accept the premise of spirituality, it does make some sense to go for it. Not even letting your small boss get in the way. That was the thinking I had when I went off to Sidhaland. I wanted to put all my eggs into that basket. (while curiously hamocking my actual eggs in a loin cloth) It was a life full of the surety I see in the Athos monks. We KNEW KNEW. Really, we were sure of it. Placing our irrefutablity on what we thought was the solid ground of our mystical experiences, we lacked the epistemological tools to question it all. We had been taught the way to evaluate it by the same guy who was pitching us his version of reality. So it all fit so nicely, purfectly. I've been wrong about a lot of things in my life. Really important things. Things I had believed were irrefutable. So now I have a bit more humble pie on my dinner table and a whole lot more of a relly in my reaction to people who get into groups and decide they know how it all really really is, beyond doubt, beyond the grave and beyond what I now have accepted is the human condition. We aren't nearly as clever as we think we are. It is software bug that we need to respect more if our goal is to go beyond, hey me and Fred and Sam have all decided WHATEVER and so we are all going on a lifetime sleepover to reinforce to each other how much we are sure this is what's up. Fer relll. And if you sat down with these guys they would give you some great impression of humility and a rap about how they are innocent and open to where their life leads them. They may actually believe that they are open-minded. But they are playing with a stacked deck and their openness is carefully proscribed to the very limited range that wont rock the boat. They are not getting out of that boat into the big old ocean of not so damn sure about the Jesus thing. I fell into a nice routine at Sidhaland. It was a carefully regulated life that had its slightly mind numbing charms. And I know that some people are really not capable of being mainstreamed so this kind of safe environment is the best place for them. But I would rather take the bitter pill of you don't have life all figured out over their lives full of being busy being busy. They max out their schedules in Athos so they never have to sit in some real uncoerced silence and face the dilemma of being human without a manual spelling it all out. I am glad they found something they like to fill their day with. But 10 minutes for meals is just disrespectful to the kind of food I like to eat. And huddling together in a fabricated reality is a pretty cheap substitute to letting life wash over you on its own terms. They are giving a lot of lip-service to a God, but their very lifestyle negates so much of what would have to be his creation. You know, if one of the thousands of God ideas turned out to be true. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Vaj vajradhatu@... wrote: On Apr 27, 2011, at 8:04 AM, seventhray1 wrote: I take it you were impressed by what you saw, or what you know about the daily living on Mt. Athos. I had kind of expected something different. It seemed more formal, and more ceremonial than I had expected. Really, I question the degree of spirtituality present there. What do you think? They seemed to be engaging in some sort of divine theurgy, didn't they? Quite impressive.
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: snip I've been wrong about a lot of things in my life. Really important things. Things I had believed were irrefutable. So now I have a bit more humble pie on my dinner table and a whole lot more of a relly in my reaction to people who get into groups and decide they know how it all really really is, beyond doubt, beyond the grave and beyond what I now have accepted is the human condition. We aren't nearly as clever as we think we are. Do you believe your current beliefs about the human condition are irrefutable? Or could there be room on your dinner table for an even bigger humble pie?
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, emptybill emptybill@ wrote: Reading the inane FFL comments here about this 60-Minutes CBS expose of Mt. Athos FWIW, it didn't seem to be an expose, at least the text version of the story didn't. It was quite respectful. helps to contrast the basic viewpoint of monastics (as contemplatives who practice seriously) with some of these meditators who profess to have been meditating 30+ years. From the monastic viewpoint, the world - along with absorption in its affairs - appears utterly absurd. And vice-versa. :-) Have you ever read Hesse's Magister Ludi? That's pretty much the definitive expose of the problems with the monastic approach. Well, definitive for those who are predisposed to see the monastic approach as problematic. One gets the feeling that you think hierarchically, and have fallen for the trap of believing that one of these ways of life is higher or more evolved than the other. I get the feeling he was referring to the smutty remarks about bringing in nuns, as opposed to appreciating the dedication required for the monastic life. I see them as merely two different approaches, neither any higher or better than the other, neither of any potentially greater benefit to the spiritual seeker than the other. However, you make it clear which approach *you* think is of greater benefit to the spiritual seeker. It's purely a matter of predilection in my opinion. If you're of the disposition to run away from the world and live a contemplative life, then a monas- tery will be heaven for you; if you're not, it'll be hell. Same with living in the world. It's like that bumper sticker: Reality is a crutch for those who can't handle drugs. Similarly, monasteries are a crutch for those who can't handle the world. Or perhaps even more similarly, the world is a crutch for those who can't handle the monastic life. If you can, the world offers just as many opportunities for spiritual growth as any monastic setting. I didn't watch the segment about Mt. Athos, so I don't know the answer to the question I always ask when dealing with monastics: Who pays for your life? If it's the monks themselves (as in many French or Belgian monasteries who make beers or wines to pay for everything), I have absolutely no problem with their way of life. If they have to rely on begging or charity or worse, tithing worldly believers, as if it's *their* responsibility to pay for the monks' lives because they're too holy to work themselves, I'm much less impressed. I think if you looked into it, you'd find that in most monasteries today it's a combination: the monks *do* work (if only at the tasks necessary to maintain the monastery-- cleaning toilets, cooking, etc.), but also solicit donations. I'd guess that the majority of monasteries also run various income-producing enterprises to help pay for their upkeep. Many grow their own food. (The Brigittine Monks in Amity, Oregon, make gourmet confections, including the best fudge I've ever tasted. The confections are available via mail order from their Web site. They're entirely self-supporting.) Forcing someone else to pay for your life because you're too sensitive or holy to work is a con game, no matter how you cut it. It would be if that actually happened, but if it does, it's very rare (nor would it be a matter of forcing anybody to contribute). I doubt there are very many monasteries in which the monks just sit around and have fun. In most cases, they have a very stiff schedule of devotional activities, services and prayer and such, in addition to whatever kind of maintenance and/or income- producing labor they engage in. The thing is, from the monks' point of view, their devotional activities are very much work, both for the benefit of their own spiritual growth and for that of the world. In that sense, they're working almost constantly, far more hours per day than most of us would be willing to put in. And if you're inclined to pooh-pooh that perspective, it would seem you're not quite so even-handed about the monastic approach as you claim.
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Good stuff, Curtis. Where you're coming from is why the Buddha told everyone to please kill him if you meet him in the road. All these external forms of spirituality must die for authentic spirituality to be born. Many, of course, get stuck in the external form seemingly forever. Like those infamous dome-zombies (I'm sure we know most of them!) who have dedicated their lives to an external form of spirituality that apparently, for them, has never transcended the form. Forms are the boats that take you across. But once you get close to the other shore you can just jump in and swim the rest of the way...or you could ride it right in. It doesn't really matter. But one thing is clear, you leave the friggin' boat behind! --- On Wed, 4/27/11, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltabl...@yahoo.com wrote: From: curtisdeltablues curtisdeltabl...@yahoo.com Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: Mt. Athos featured on 60 Minutes To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com Date: Wednesday, April 27, 2011, 11:25 AM I had such a charming time with the Cistercian monks when I was into spirituality that I have continued an appreciation for their alternative lifestyle. Sort of how I view people way into the tattoo culture, interesting, but I keep my distance. I certainly dig the chanting and the Jungian animous/anima imagery of all the dudes singing Salve Reginia to an image of Mary. I'm sure if I was to step into a monastery today I would happily slip into the the kind of trance I used to love so much in unlimited doses back in the day. But I have to say that watching these guys on Mt. Athos made me feel as though I was watching people who had decided that rather than being open to life on its own terms and discovering truth, they had opted for dictating what they collectively decided truth is and then were only going with that. It frankly smacks of good old fashioned small mindedness. There is way too much surety in their surety for me to respect them. It seems a bit dishonest, slippery, as if they are in collusion in a we state it so it is so game. When I was into the idea of God and of life's meaning being fixed on maxing out my experience of him, I viewed these guys as the badass bikers of spirituality. I mean once you accept the premise of spirituality, it does make some sense to go for it. Not even letting your small boss get in the way. That was the thinking I had when I went off to Sidhaland. I wanted to put all my eggs into that basket. (while curiously hamocking my actual eggs in a loin cloth) It was a life full of the surety I see in the Athos monks. We KNEW KNEW. Really, we were sure of it. Placing our irrefutablity on what we thought was the solid ground of our mystical experiences, we lacked the epistemological tools to question it all. We had been taught the way to evaluate it by the same guy who was pitching us his version of reality. So it all fit so nicely, purfectly. I've been wrong about a lot of things in my life. Really important things. Things I had believed were irrefutable. So now I have a bit more humble pie on my dinner table and a whole lot more of a relly in my reaction to people who get into groups and decide they know how it all really really is, beyond doubt, beyond the grave and beyond what I now have accepted is the human condition. We aren't nearly as clever as we think we are. It is software bug that we need to respect more if our goal is to go beyond, hey me and Fred and Sam have all decided WHATEVER and so we are all going on a lifetime sleepover to reinforce to each other how much we are sure this is what's up. Fer relll. And if you sat down with these guys they would give you some great impression of humility and a rap about how they are innocent and open to where their life leads them. They may actually believe that they are open-minded. But they are playing with a stacked deck and their openness is carefully proscribed to the very limited range that wont rock the boat. They are not getting out of that boat into the big old ocean of not so damn sure about the Jesus thing. I fell into a nice routine at Sidhaland. It was a carefully regulated life that had its slightly mind numbing charms. And I know that some people are really not capable of being mainstreamed so this kind of safe environment is the best place for them. But I would rather take the bitter pill of you don't have life all figured out over their lives full of being busy being busy. They max out their schedules in Athos so they never have to sit in some real uncoerced silence and face the dilemma of being human without a manual spelling it all out. I am glad they found something they like to fill their day with. But 10 minutes for meals is just disrespectful to the kind of food I like to eat. And huddling together in a fabricated reality is a pretty cheap substitute to letting life wash over
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: I had such a charming time with the Cistercian monks when I was into spirituality that I have continued an appreciation for their alternative lifestyle. Sort of how I view people way into the tattoo culture, interesting, but I keep my distance. I certainly dig the chanting and the Jungian animous/anima imagery of all the dudes singing Salve Reginia to an image of Mary. I'm sure if I was to step into a monastery today I would happily slip into the the kind of trance I used to love so much in unlimited doses back in the day. But I have to say that watching these guys on Mt. Athos made me feel as though I was watching people who had decided that rather than being open to life on its own terms and discovering truth, they had opted for dictating what they collectively decided truth is and then were only going with that. It frankly smacks of good old fashioned small mindedness. There is way too much surety in their surety for me to respect them. It seems a bit dishonest, slippery, as if they are in collusion in a we state it so it is so game. When I was into the idea of God and of life's meaning being fixed on maxing out my experience of him, I viewed these guys as the badass bikers of spirituality. I mean once you accept the premise of spirituality, it does make some sense to go for it. Not even letting your small boss get in the way. That was the thinking I had when I went off to Sidhaland. I wanted to put all my eggs into that basket. (while curiously hamocking my actual eggs in a loin cloth) It was a life full of the surety I see in the Athos monks. We KNEW KNEW. Really, we were sure of it. Placing our irrefutablity on what we thought was the solid ground of our mystical experiences, we lacked the epistemological tools to question it all. We had been taught the way to evaluate it by the same guy who was pitching us his version of reality. So it all fit so nicely, purfectly. I've been wrong about a lot of things in my life. Really important things. Things I had believed were irrefutable. So now I have a bit more humble pie on my dinner table and a whole lot more of a relly in my reaction to people who get into groups and decide they know how it all really really is, beyond doubt, beyond the grave and beyond what I now have accepted is the human condition. We aren't nearly as clever as we think we are. It is software bug that we need to respect more if our goal is to go beyond, hey me and Fred and Sam have all decided WHATEVER and so we are all going on a lifetime sleepover to reinforce to each other how much we are sure this is what's up. Fer relll. This reminds me of something I have been wondering about - the movie Of Gods and Men that was recently released. The monks there decided to stay and risk being killed (almmost a guarantee that they would be) rather than pick up and return to France and another monastery for a while. Most people I know who saw the film were so moved that the monks were true to their beliefs and stayed and died. Me, I thought they should leave for a while, that their beliefs did not require them to die, that life trumps being a hero unless you are directly saving others. I am a bit of a coward, for sure. But it points out the extent to which people are willing to go for their beliefs, and also the extent to which a person can be influenced by being part of a group dynamic. And if you sat down with these guys they would give you some great impression of humility and a rap about how they are innocent and open to where their life leads them. They may actually believe that they are open-minded. But they are playing with a stacked deck and their openness is carefully proscribed to the very limited range that wont rock the boat. They are not getting out of that boat into the big old ocean of not so damn sure about the Jesus thing. I fell into a nice routine at Sidhaland. It was a carefully regulated life that had its slightly mind numbing charms. And I know that some people are really not capable of being mainstreamed so this kind of safe environment is the best place for them. But I would rather take the bitter pill of you don't have life all figured out over their lives full of being busy being busy. They max out their schedules in Athos so they never have to sit in some real uncoerced silence and face the dilemma of being human without a manual spelling it all out. I am glad they found something they like to fill their day with. But 10 minutes for meals is just disrespectful to the kind of food I like to eat. And huddling together in a fabricated reality is a pretty cheap substitute to letting life wash over you on its own terms. They are giving a lot of lip-service to a God, but their very lifestyle negates
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Years ago, I heard that the way to find God was to quit looking for Him. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Peter drpetersutphen@... wrote: Good stuff, Curtis. Where you're coming from is why the Buddha told everyone to please kill him if you meet him in the road. All these external forms of spirituality must die for authentic spirituality to be born. Many, of course, get stuck in the external form seemingly forever. Like those infamous dome-zombies (I'm sure we know most of them!) who have dedicated their lives to an external form of spirituality that apparently, for them, has never transcended the form. Forms are the boats that take you across. But once you get close to the other shore you can just jump in and swim the rest of the way...or you could ride it right in. It doesn't really matter. But one thing is clear, you leave the friggin' boat behind! --- On Wed, 4/27/11, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: From: curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: Mt. Athos featured on 60 Minutes To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com Date: Wednesday, April 27, 2011, 11:25 AM I had such a charming time with the Cistercian monks when I was into spirituality that I have continued an appreciation for their alternative lifestyle. Sort of how I view people way into the tattoo culture, interesting, but I keep my distance. I certainly dig the chanting and the Jungian animous/anima imagery of all the dudes singing Salve Reginia to an image of Mary. I'm sure if I was to step into a monastery today I would happily slip into the the kind of trance I used to love so much in unlimited doses back in the day. But I have to say that watching these guys on Mt. Athos made me feel as though I was watching people who had decided that rather than being open to life on its own terms and discovering truth, they had opted for dictating what they collectively decided truth is and then were only going with that. It frankly smacks of good old fashioned small mindedness. There is way too much surety in their surety for me to respect them. It seems a bit dishonest, slippery, as if they are in collusion in a we state it so it is so game. When I was into the idea of God and of life's meaning being fixed on maxing out my experience of him, I viewed these guys as the badass bikers of spirituality. I mean once you accept the premise of spirituality, it does make some sense to go for it. Not even letting your small boss get in the way. That was the thinking I had when I went off to Sidhaland. I wanted to put all my eggs into that basket. (while curiously hamocking my actual eggs in a loin cloth) It was a life full of the surety I see in the Athos monks. We KNEW KNEW. Really, we were sure of it. Placing our irrefutablity on what we thought was the solid ground of our mystical experiences, we lacked the epistemological tools to question it all. We had been taught the way to evaluate it by the same guy who was pitching us his version of reality. So it all fit so nicely, purfectly. I've been wrong about a lot of things in my life. Really important things. Things I had believed were irrefutable. So now I have a bit more humble pie on my dinner table and a whole lot more of a relly in my reaction to people who get into groups and decide they know how it all really really is, beyond doubt, beyond the grave and beyond what I now have accepted is the human condition. We aren't nearly as clever as we think we are. It is software bug that we need to respect more if our goal is to go beyond, hey me and Fred and Sam have all decided WHATEVER and so we are all going on a lifetime sleepover to reinforce to each other how much we are sure this is what's up. Fer relll. And if you sat down with these guys they would give you some great impression of humility and a rap about how they are innocent and open to where their life leads them. They may actually believe that they are open-minded. But they are playing with a stacked deck and their openness is carefully proscribed to the very limited range that wont rock the boat. They are not getting out of that boat into the big old ocean of not so damn sure about the Jesus thing. I fell into a nice routine at Sidhaland. It was a carefully regulated life that had its slightly mind numbing charms. And I know that some people are really not capable of being mainstreamed so this kind of safe environment is the best place for them. But I would rather take the bitter pill of you don't have life all figured out over their lives full of being busy being busy. They max out their schedules in Athos so they never have to sit in some real uncoerced silence and face the dilemma of being human without a manual spelling it all out. I am glad they found something
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Hmmm ... this must be from that very rare Pali Sutta just recently translated into English: Kill the Buddha Before He Kills You Could you tell me where to find it in the Nikaya-s? I'm jus' so styoopid. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Peter drpetersutphen@... wrote: Good stuff, Curtis. Where you're coming from is why the Buddha told everyone to please kill him if you meet him in the road.
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: I had such a charming time with the Cistercian monks when I was into spirituality that I have continued an appreciation for their alternative lifestyle. Sort of how I view people way into the tattoo culture, interesting, but I keep my distance. LOL. My sick mind is already dreaming up a story plot about people who are into both. Cistercian monks who are WAY into tattoos. :-) I certainly dig the chanting and the Jungian animous/anima imagery of all the dudes singing Salve Reginia to an image of Mary. I'm sure if I was to step into a monastery today I would happily slip into the the kind of trance I used to love so much in unlimited doses back in the day. I have very uplifting experiences in the monasteries I visit in Europe. But it's kind of a these guys are OK and I can so get where they're coming from, but you really wouldn't want one of them spending time with your sister kind of uplifting. :-) snip because I didn't see the 60 Minutes clip When I was into the idea of God and of life's meaning being fixed on maxing out my experience of him, I viewed these guys as the badass bikers of spirituality. I mean once you accept the premise of spirituality, it does make some sense to go for it. Not even letting your small boss get in the way. That was the thinking I had when I went off to Sidhaland. I wanted to put all my eggs into that basket. (while curiously hamocking my actual eggs in a loin cloth) You actually DID that? Dude, there is SO a blues song in that experience. :-) It was a life full of the surety I see in the Athos monks. We KNEW KNEW. Really, we were sure of it. Placing our irrefutablity on what we thought was the solid ground of our mystical experiences, we lacked the epistemological tools to question it all. We had been taught the way to evaluate it by the same guy who was pitching us his version of reality. So it all fit so nicely, purfectly. Bingo. And the thing is, this is a point that will forever escape those who have not escaped that surety. You really can't evaluate a teaching until you can free yourself from the ways that teaching taught you to evaluate teaching. I've been wrong about a lot of things in my life. Isn't it funny that there are some on this forum who could never bring themselves to say this? There is such FREEDOM in saying, but yet... Really important things. Things I had believed were irrefutable. So now I have a bit more humble pie on my dinner table and a whole lot more of a relly in my reaction to people who get into groups and decide they know how it all really really is, beyond doubt, beyond the grave and beyond what I now have accepted is the human condition. I've been wrong so often I've ceased to believe in right. :-)
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Vaj vajradhatu@... wrote: On Apr 27, 2011, at 8:04 AM, seventhray1 wrote: I take it you were impressed by what you saw, or what you know about the daily living on Mt. Athos. I had kind of expected something different. It seemed more formal, and more ceremonial than I had expected. Really, I question the degree of spirtituality present there. What do you think? They seemed to be engaging in some sort of divine theurgy, didn't they? Quite bog standard, humdrum, run of the mill theurgy I'd say! Divine theurgy would be way cooler. Like apple enhanced cider.
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend jstein@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: snip I've been wrong about a lot of things in my life. Really important things. Things I had believed were irrefutable. So now I have a bit more humble pie on my dinner table and a whole lot more of a relly in my reaction to people who get into groups and decide they know how it all really really is, beyond doubt, beyond the grave and beyond what I now have accepted is the human condition. We aren't nearly as clever as we think we are. Do you believe your current beliefs about the human condition are irrefutable? Or could there be room on your dinner table for an even bigger humble pie? Serve up the evidence and let's see. I take all assertions on a case by case basis. As far as people not being as clever as they think they are, I have amassed a pretty big pile so far so there would need to be something impressive. Extraordinary claims require extraordinary proof is a working hypothesis that is working pretty well for me these days. My research into human cognitive flaws leads me to the belief that humans are really shitty at getting to the truth about most things. Especially things that include eternal payoffs. But if your question is could there be evidence so compelling that I would change my belief that all the God ideas were made up by man, the answer is yes. I can in principle imagine that happening. So far, no one is serving up anything I consider close. Irrefutably has no place in my beliefs. But I have lived long enough to place confidence in my percentages or worthiness of beliefs.
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Fervent soliloquy from your self to yourself. Appears to be your experience of what unity must be like - your own form of self-referral. This has nothing to do with the realities of monasticism but you can still make grand proclamations to Turq and he can make some back to you. Everyone doing so will feel they had put monasticism in is place and then will feel quite satisfied. Such is enlightenment. *** --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: I had such a charming time with the Cistercian monks when I was into spirituality that I have continued an appreciation for their alternative lifestyle. Sort of how I view people way into the tattoo culture, interesting, but I keep my distance. I certainly dig the chanting and the Jungian animous/anima imagery of all the dudes singing Salve Reginia to an image of Mary. I'm sure if I was to step into a monastery today I would happily slip into the the kind of trance I used to love so much in unlimited doses back in the day. But I have to say that watching these guys on Mt. Athos made me feel as though I was watching people who had decided that rather than being open to life on its own terms and discovering truth, they had opted for dictating what they collectively decided truth is and then were only going with that. It frankly smacks of good old fashioned small mindedness. There is way too much surety in their surety for me to respect them. It seems a bit dishonest, slippery, as if they are in collusion in a we state it so it is so game. When I was into the idea of God and of life's meaning being fixed on maxing out my experience of him, I viewed these guys as the badass bikers of spirituality. I mean once you accept the premise of spirituality, it does make some sense to go for it. Not even letting your small boss get in the way. That was the thinking I had when I went off to Sidhaland. I wanted to put all my eggs into that basket. (while curiously hamocking my actual eggs in a loin cloth) It was a life full of the surety I see in the Athos monks. We KNEW KNEW. Really, we were sure of it. Placing our irrefutablity on what we thought was the solid ground of our mystical experiences, we lacked the epistemological tools to question it all. We had been taught the way to evaluate it by the same guy who was pitching us his version of reality. So it all fit so nicely, purfectly. I've been wrong about a lot of things in my life. Really important things. Things I had believed were irrefutable. So now I have a bit more humble pie on my dinner table and a whole lot more of a relly in my reaction to people who get into groups and decide they know how it all really really is, beyond doubt, beyond the grave and beyond what I now have accepted is the human condition. We aren't nearly as clever as we think we are. It is software bug that we need to respect more if our goal is to go beyond, hey me and Fred and Sam have all decided WHATEVER and so we are all going on a lifetime sleepover to reinforce to each other how much we are sure this is what's up. Fer relll. And if you sat down with these guys they would give you some great impression of humility and a rap about how they are innocent and open to where their life leads them. They may actually believe that they are open-minded. But they are playing with a stacked deck and their openness is carefully proscribed to the very limited range that wont rock the boat. They are not getting out of that boat into the big old ocean of not so damn sure about the Jesus thing. I fell into a nice routine at Sidhaland. It was a carefully regulated life that had its slightly mind numbing charms. And I know that some people are really not capable of being mainstreamed so this kind of safe environment is the best place for them. But I would rather take the bitter pill of you don't have life all figured out over their lives full of being busy being busy. They max out their schedules in Athos so they never have to sit in some real uncoerced silence and face the dilemma of being human without a manual spelling it all out. I am glad they found something they like to fill their day with. But 10 minutes for meals is just disrespectful to the kind of food I like to eat. And huddling together in a fabricated reality is a pretty cheap substitute to letting life wash over you on its own terms. They are giving a lot of lip-service to a God, but their very lifestyle negates so much of what would have to be his creation. You know, if one of the thousands of God ideas turned out to be true. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Vaj vajradhatu@ wrote: On Apr 27, 2011, at 8:04 AM, seventhray1 wrote: I take it you were impressed by what you saw, or what you know about the daily living on Mt. Athos. I had kind of expected something different. It seemed more formal, and more ceremonial
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A fundamentally protestant judgment. It's all a bunch of empty ceremony, right? --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, seventhray1 steve.sundur@... wrote: I take it you were impressed by what you saw, or what you know about the daily living on Mt. Athos. I had kind of expected something different. It seemed more formal, and more ceremonial than I had expected. Really, I question the degree of spirtituality present there. What do you think? --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, emptybill emptybill@ wrote: Reading the inane FFL comments here about this 60-Minutes CBS expose of Mt. Athos helps to contrast the basic viewpoint of monastics (as contemplatives who practice seriously) with some of these meditators who profess to have been meditating 30+ years. From the monastic viewpoint, the world - along with absorption in its affairs - appears utterly absurd. *** --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Yifu yifuxero@ wrote: http://www.cbsnews.com/stories/2011/04/21/60minutes/main20056101.shtml
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend jstein@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: snip I've been wrong about a lot of things in my life. Really important things. Things I had believed were irrefutable. So now I have a bit more humble pie on my dinner table and a whole lot more of a relly in my reaction to people who get into groups and decide they know how it all really really is, beyond doubt, beyond the grave and beyond what I now have accepted is the human condition. We aren't nearly as clever as we think we are. Do you believe your current beliefs about the human condition are irrefutable? Or could there be room on your dinner table for an even bigger humble pie? Serve up the evidence and let's see. Since you wouldn't expect to be served any evidence until after you die, that's kind of a useless demand. I take all assertions on a case by case basis. As far as people not being as clever as they think they are, I have amassed a pretty big pile so far so there would need to be something impressive. Extraordinary claims require extraordinary proof is a working hypothesis that is working pretty well for me these days. My research into human cognitive flaws leads me to the belief that humans are really shitty at getting to the truth about most things. Especially things that include eternal payoffs. But if your question is could there be evidence so compelling that I would change my belief that all the God ideas were made up by man, the answer is yes. I can in principle imagine that happening. So far, no one is serving up anything I consider close. Irrefutably has no place in my beliefs. But I have lived long enough to place confidence in my percentages or worthiness of beliefs.
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, emptybill emptybill@... wrote: Fervent soliloquy from your self to yourself. Appears to be your experience of what unity must be like - your own form of self-referral. This has nothing to do with the realities of monasticism but you can still make grand proclamations to Turq and he can make some back to you. Everyone doing so will feel they had put monasticism in is place and then will feel quite satisfied. Such is enlightenment. I don't know what you are exactly driving at but I spent 3 years living a monastic life as well as spending time with life-long monks. So I would say that my ability to have an opinion on the show on their life is a bit more than a grand proclamation that has nothing to do with monastic life. This is my take on it. If you have another one that you consider superior perhaps you can do more than generate more than the usual poopy pants, but otherwise content, free putdown. *** --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: I had such a charming time with the Cistercian monks when I was into spirituality that I have continued an appreciation for their alternative lifestyle. Sort of how I view people way into the tattoo culture, interesting, but I keep my distance. I certainly dig the chanting and the Jungian animous/anima imagery of all the dudes singing Salve Reginia to an image of Mary. I'm sure if I was to step into a monastery today I would happily slip into the the kind of trance I used to love so much in unlimited doses back in the day. But I have to say that watching these guys on Mt. Athos made me feel as though I was watching people who had decided that rather than being open to life on its own terms and discovering truth, they had opted for dictating what they collectively decided truth is and then were only going with that. It frankly smacks of good old fashioned small mindedness. There is way too much surety in their surety for me to respect them. It seems a bit dishonest, slippery, as if they are in collusion in a we state it so it is so game. When I was into the idea of God and of life's meaning being fixed on maxing out my experience of him, I viewed these guys as the badass bikers of spirituality. I mean once you accept the premise of spirituality, it does make some sense to go for it. Not even letting your small boss get in the way. That was the thinking I had when I went off to Sidhaland. I wanted to put all my eggs into that basket. (while curiously hamocking my actual eggs in a loin cloth) It was a life full of the surety I see in the Athos monks. We KNEW KNEW. Really, we were sure of it. Placing our irrefutablity on what we thought was the solid ground of our mystical experiences, we lacked the epistemological tools to question it all. We had been taught the way to evaluate it by the same guy who was pitching us his version of reality. So it all fit so nicely, purfectly. I've been wrong about a lot of things in my life. Really important things. Things I had believed were irrefutable. So now I have a bit more humble pie on my dinner table and a whole lot more of a relly in my reaction to people who get into groups and decide they know how it all really really is, beyond doubt, beyond the grave and beyond what I now have accepted is the human condition. We aren't nearly as clever as we think we are. It is software bug that we need to respect more if our goal is to go beyond, hey me and Fred and Sam have all decided WHATEVER and so we are all going on a lifetime sleepover to reinforce to each other how much we are sure this is what's up. Fer relll. And if you sat down with these guys they would give you some great impression of humility and a rap about how they are innocent and open to where their life leads them. They may actually believe that they are open-minded. But they are playing with a stacked deck and their openness is carefully proscribed to the very limited range that wont rock the boat. They are not getting out of that boat into the big old ocean of not so damn sure about the Jesus thing. I fell into a nice routine at Sidhaland. It was a carefully regulated life that had its slightly mind numbing charms. And I know that some people are really not capable of being mainstreamed so this kind of safe environment is the best place for them. But I would rather take the bitter pill of you don't have life all figured out over their lives full of being busy being busy. They max out their schedules in Athos so they never have to sit in some real uncoerced silence and face the dilemma of being human without a manual spelling it all out. I am glad they found something they like to fill their day with. But 10 minutes for meals is just disrespectful to the kind of food I like to eat. And
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Peter drpetersutphen@... wrote: Good stuff, Curtis. Where you're coming from is why the Buddha told everyone to please kill him if you meet him in the road. All these external forms of spirituality must die for authentic spirituality to be born. Many, of course, get stuck in the external form seemingly forever. Like those infamous dome-zombies (I'm sure we know most of them!) who have dedicated their lives to an external form of spirituality that apparently, for them, has never transcended the form. Is it the external form they are dedicated to? I always assumed that people were having the experiences I was having in the dome but that they were assigning a greater meaning to them than I do. I see most of them as content free endorphin addicts. Because Maharishi interpreted their internal experience as the purpose of life they keep hitting their pellet lever. For me life is a balance of hitting that lever directly and forcing yourself to connect to it through achievement. It is the longer route but it has more substantial rewards, as in music for me. Forms are the boats that take you across. But once you get close to the other shore you can just jump in and swim the rest of the way...or you could ride it right in. It doesn't really matter. But one thing is clear, you leave the friggin' boat behind! But once you are speaking about the boat (or the behind!) you are choosing among a bunch of options, right? --- On Wed, 4/27/11, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: From: curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: Mt. Athos featured on 60 Minutes To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com Date: Wednesday, April 27, 2011, 11:25 AM I had such a charming time with the Cistercian monks when I was into spirituality that I have continued an appreciation for their alternative lifestyle. Sort of how I view people way into the tattoo culture, interesting, but I keep my distance. I certainly dig the chanting and the Jungian animous/anima imagery of all the dudes singing Salve Reginia to an image of Mary. I'm sure if I was to step into a monastery today I would happily slip into the the kind of trance I used to love so much in unlimited doses back in the day. But I have to say that watching these guys on Mt. Athos made me feel as though I was watching people who had decided that rather than being open to life on its own terms and discovering truth, they had opted for dictating what they collectively decided truth is and then were only going with that. It frankly smacks of good old fashioned small mindedness. There is way too much surety in their surety for me to respect them. It seems a bit dishonest, slippery, as if they are in collusion in a we state it so it is so game. When I was into the idea of God and of life's meaning being fixed on maxing out my experience of him, I viewed these guys as the badass bikers of spirituality. I mean once you accept the premise of spirituality, it does make some sense to go for it. Not even letting your small boss get in the way. That was the thinking I had when I went off to Sidhaland. I wanted to put all my eggs into that basket. (while curiously hamocking my actual eggs in a loin cloth) It was a life full of the surety I see in the Athos monks. We KNEW KNEW. Really, we were sure of it. Placing our irrefutablity on what we thought was the solid ground of our mystical experiences, we lacked the epistemological tools to question it all. We had been taught the way to evaluate it by the same guy who was pitching us his version of reality. So it all fit so nicely, purfectly. I've been wrong about a lot of things in my life. Really important things. Things I had believed were irrefutable. So now I have a bit more humble pie on my dinner table and a whole lot more of a relly in my reaction to people who get into groups and decide they know how it all really really is, beyond doubt, beyond the grave and beyond what I now have accepted is the human condition. We aren't nearly as clever as we think we are. It is software bug that we need to respect more if our goal is to go beyond, hey me and Fred and Sam have all decided WHATEVER and so we are all going on a lifetime sleepover to reinforce to each other how much we are sure this is what's up. Fer relll. And if you sat down with these guys they would give you some great impression of humility and a rap about how they are innocent and open to where their life leads them. They may actually believe that they are open-minded. But they are playing with a stacked deck and their openness is carefully proscribed to the very limited range that wont rock the boat. They are not getting out of that boat into the big old ocean of not so damn sure about the Jesus thing
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--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend jstein@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend jstein@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: snip I've been wrong about a lot of things in my life. Really important things. Things I had believed were irrefutable. So now I have a bit more humble pie on my dinner table and a whole lot more of a relly in my reaction to people who get into groups and decide they know how it all really really is, beyond doubt, beyond the grave and beyond what I now have accepted is the human condition. We aren't nearly as clever as we think we are. Do you believe your current beliefs about the human condition are irrefutable? Or could there be room on your dinner table for an even bigger humble pie? Serve up the evidence and let's see. Since you wouldn't expect to be served any evidence until after you die, that's kind of a useless demand. I'm not getting your focus here. Is it a belief in people's confidence in what happens after death that you are challenging my skepticism on? I can think of ways that life after death could be proven without actually dying. Communicating with one of them in a convincing way is an obvious way. But the method of that proof is up to the people declaring it. So far it seems to be based on the unfounded assertions of literature that they consider to be in a special class. I take all assertions on a case by case basis. As far as people not being as clever as they think they are, I have amassed a pretty big pile so far so there would need to be something impressive. Extraordinary claims require extraordinary proof is a working hypothesis that is working pretty well for me these days. My research into human cognitive flaws leads me to the belief that humans are really shitty at getting to the truth about most things. Especially things that include eternal payoffs. But if your question is could there be evidence so compelling that I would change my belief that all the God ideas were made up by man, the answer is yes. I can in principle imagine that happening. So far, no one is serving up anything I consider close. Irrefutably has no place in my beliefs. But I have lived long enough to place confidence in my percentages or worthiness of beliefs.
[FairfieldLife] Re: Mt. Athos featured on 60 Minutes
Hesse was never a monastic so he was just imagining what he thought it was. It is actually much more and also much less than your imagination. Everything in monasticism depends upon the individual monastic. Most Eastern Orthodox monasteries clothe and feed their own members along with their many visitors. Monastics work in the monastery to support everyone there. Mt. Athos is that way - which is part of their lifestyle. *** --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, emptybill emptybill@ wrote: Reading the inane FFL comments here about this 60-Minutes CBS expose of Mt. Athos helps to contrast the basic viewpoint of monastics (as contemplatives who practice seriously) with some of these meditators who profess to have been meditating 30+ years. From the monastic viewpoint, the world - along with absorption in its affairs - appears utterly absurd. And vice-versa. :-) Have you ever read Hesse's Magister Ludi? That's pretty much the definitive expose of the problems with the monastic approach. One gets the feeling that you think hierarchically, and have fallen for the trap of believing that one of these ways of life is higher or more evolved than the other. I see them as merely two different approaches, neither any higher or better than the other, neither of any potentially greater benefit to the spiritual seeker than the other. It's purely a matter of predilection in my opinion. If you're of the disposition to run away from the world and live a contemplative life, then a monas- tery will be heaven for you; if you're not, it'll be hell. Same with living in the world. It's like that bumper sticker: Reality is a crutch for those who can't handle drugs. Similarly, monasteries are a crutch for those who can't handle the world. If you can, the world offers just as many opportunities for spiritual growth as any monastic setting. I didn't watch the segment about Mt. Athos, so I don't know the answer to the question I always ask when dealing with monastics: Who pays for your life? If it's the monks themselves (as in many French or Belgian monasteries who make beers or wines to pay for everything), I have absolutely no problem with their way of life. If they have to rely on begging or charity or worse, tithing worldly believers, as if it's *their* responsibility to pay for the monks' lives because they're too holy to work themselves, I'm much less impressed. Forcing someone else to pay for your life because you're too sensitive or holy to work is a con game, no matter how you cut it.
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I love all the diverse opinions, great work everyone! (I haven't decided yet what the truth is,...but maybe some day). But on the whole, instead of visiting either of those Monkish places, I would recommend spending time watching The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo. ... A Daniel Craig sequel coming out this year. http://www.imdb.com/media/rm3749416704/tt1132620 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, emptybill emptybill@... wrote: Hesse was never a monastic so he was just imagining what he thought it was. It is actually much more and also much less than your imagination. Everything in monasticism depends upon the individual monastic. Most Eastern Orthodox monasteries clothe and feed their own members along with their many visitors. Monastics work in the monastery to support everyone there. Mt. Athos is that way - which is part of their lifestyle. *** --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, emptybill emptybill@ wrote: Reading the inane FFL comments here about this 60-Minutes CBS expose of Mt. Athos helps to contrast the basic viewpoint of monastics (as contemplatives who practice seriously) with some of these meditators who profess to have been meditating 30+ years. From the monastic viewpoint, the world - along with absorption in its affairs - appears utterly absurd. And vice-versa. :-) Have you ever read Hesse's Magister Ludi? That's pretty much the definitive expose of the problems with the monastic approach. One gets the feeling that you think hierarchically, and have fallen for the trap of believing that one of these ways of life is higher or more evolved than the other. I see them as merely two different approaches, neither any higher or better than the other, neither of any potentially greater benefit to the spiritual seeker than the other. It's purely a matter of predilection in my opinion. If you're of the disposition to run away from the world and live a contemplative life, then a monas- tery will be heaven for you; if you're not, it'll be hell. Same with living in the world. It's like that bumper sticker: Reality is a crutch for those who can't handle drugs. Similarly, monasteries are a crutch for those who can't handle the world. If you can, the world offers just as many opportunities for spiritual growth as any monastic setting. I didn't watch the segment about Mt. Athos, so I don't know the answer to the question I always ask when dealing with monastics: Who pays for your life? If it's the monks themselves (as in many French or Belgian monasteries who make beers or wines to pay for everything), I have absolutely no problem with their way of life. If they have to rely on begging or charity or worse, tithing worldly believers, as if it's *their* responsibility to pay for the monks' lives because they're too holy to work themselves, I'm much less impressed. Forcing someone else to pay for your life because you're too sensitive or holy to work is a con game, no matter how you cut it.
[FairfieldLife] Re: Mt. Athos featured on 60 Minutes
Cultic participation does not equal monastic experience. Your judgments about it are not informed by a real direct experience, in spite of your assumptions that you are experienced like Jimmy Hendrix. Monasticism is really much better and/or much worse than the CBS program depicts, depending on participation and faithfulness. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, emptybill emptybill@ wrote: Fervent soliloquy from your self to yourself. Appears to be your experience of what unity must be like - your own form of self-referral. This has nothing to do with the realities of monasticism but you can still make grand proclamations to Turq and he can make some back to you. Everyone doing so will feel they had put monasticism in is place and then will feel quite satisfied. Such is enlightenment. I don't know what you are exactly driving at but I spent 3 years living a monastic life as well as spending time with life-long monks. So I would say that my ability to have an opinion on the show on their life is a bit more than a grand proclamation that has nothing to do with monastic life. This is my take on it. If you have another one that you consider superior perhaps you can do more than generate more than the usual poopy pants, but otherwise content, free putdown. *** --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: I had such a charming time with the Cistercian monks when I was into spirituality that I have continued an appreciation for their alternative lifestyle. Sort of how I view people way into the tattoo culture, interesting, but I keep my distance. I certainly dig the chanting and the Jungian animous/anima imagery of all the dudes singing Salve Reginia to an image of Mary. I'm sure if I was to step into a monastery today I would happily slip into the the kind of trance I used to love so much in unlimited doses back in the day. But I have to say that watching these guys on Mt. Athos made me feel as though I was watching people who had decided that rather than being open to life on its own terms and discovering truth, they had opted for dictating what they collectively decided truth is and then were only going with that. It frankly smacks of good old fashioned small mindedness. There is way too much surety in their surety for me to respect them. It seems a bit dishonest, slippery, as if they are in collusion in a we state it so it is so game. When I was into the idea of God and of life's meaning being fixed on maxing out my experience of him, I viewed these guys as the badass bikers of spirituality. I mean once you accept the premise of spirituality, it does make some sense to go for it. Not even letting your small boss get in the way. That was the thinking I had when I went off to Sidhaland. I wanted to put all my eggs into that basket. (while curiously hamocking my actual eggs in a loin cloth) It was a life full of the surety I see in the Athos monks. We KNEW KNEW. Really, we were sure of it. Placing our irrefutablity on what we thought was the solid ground of our mystical experiences, we lacked the epistemological tools to question it all. We had been taught the way to evaluate it by the same guy who was pitching us his version of reality. So it all fit so nicely, purfectly. I've been wrong about a lot of things in my life. Really important things. Things I had believed were irrefutable. So now I have a bit more humble pie on my dinner table and a whole lot more of a relly in my reaction to people who get into groups and decide they know how it all really really is, beyond doubt, beyond the grave and beyond what I now have accepted is the human condition. We aren't nearly as clever as we think we are. It is software bug that we need to respect more if our goal is to go beyond, hey me and Fred and Sam have all decided WHATEVER and so we are all going on a lifetime sleepover to reinforce to each other how much we are sure this is what's up. Fer relll. And if you sat down with these guys they would give you some great impression of humility and a rap about how they are innocent and open to where their life leads them. They may actually believe that they are open-minded. But they are playing with a stacked deck and their openness is carefully proscribed to the very limited range that wont rock the boat. They are not getting out of that boat into the big old ocean of not so damn sure about the Jesus thing. I fell into a nice routine at Sidhaland. It was a carefully regulated life that had its slightly mind numbing charms. And I know that some people are really not capable of being mainstreamed so this kind of safe environment is the best place
[FairfieldLife] Re: Mt. Athos featured on 60 Minutes
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend jstein@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: snip I've been wrong about a lot of things in my life. Really important things. Things I had believed were irrefutable. So now I have a bit more humble pie on my dinner table and a whole lot more of a relly in my reaction to people who get into groups and decide they know how it all really really is, beyond doubt, beyond the grave and beyond what I now have accepted is the human condition. We aren't nearly as clever as we think we are. Do you believe your current beliefs about the human condition are irrefutable? Or could there be room on your dinner table for an even bigger humble pie? Serve up the evidence and let's see. Since you wouldn't expect to be served any evidence until after you die, that's kind of a useless demand. I'm not getting your focus here. Is it a belief in people's confidence in what happens after death that you are challenging my skepticism on? Er, yes, Curtis. I can think of ways that life after death could be proven without actually dying. Communicating with one of them in a convincing way is an obvious way. But the method of that proof is up to the people declaring it. So far it seems to be based on the unfounded assertions of literature that they consider to be in a special class. This is pretty much all a non sequitur. For all you know, the impossibility of providing proof to you while you're alive may be an integral part of the deal. Point is simply that you don't know whether they're right or not, or whether it makes any sense to demand proof. That's the additional slice of humble pie I was suggesting.
[FairfieldLife] Re: Mt. Athos featured on 60 Minutes
Excellent!...another expert on what's authentic. Now we have two. http://www.feebleminds-gifs.com/vampire-throneroom.jpg --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, emptybill emptybill@... wrote: Cultic participation does not equal monastic experience. Your judgments about it are not informed by a real direct experience, in spite of your assumptions that you are experienced like Jimmy Hendrix. Monasticism is really much better and/or much worse than the CBS program depicts, depending on participation and faithfulness. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, emptybill emptybill@ wrote: Fervent soliloquy from your self to yourself. Appears to be your experience of what unity must be like - your own form of self-referral. This has nothing to do with the realities of monasticism but you can still make grand proclamations to Turq and he can make some back to you. Everyone doing so will feel they had put monasticism in is place and then will feel quite satisfied. Such is enlightenment. I don't know what you are exactly driving at but I spent 3 years living a monastic life as well as spending time with life-long monks. So I would say that my ability to have an opinion on the show on their life is a bit more than a grand proclamation that has nothing to do with monastic life. This is my take on it. If you have another one that you consider superior perhaps you can do more than generate more than the usual poopy pants, but otherwise content, free putdown. *** --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: I had such a charming time with the Cistercian monks when I was into spirituality that I have continued an appreciation for their alternative lifestyle. Sort of how I view people way into the tattoo culture, interesting, but I keep my distance. I certainly dig the chanting and the Jungian animous/anima imagery of all the dudes singing Salve Reginia to an image of Mary. I'm sure if I was to step into a monastery today I would happily slip into the the kind of trance I used to love so much in unlimited doses back in the day. But I have to say that watching these guys on Mt. Athos made me feel as though I was watching people who had decided that rather than being open to life on its own terms and discovering truth, they had opted for dictating what they collectively decided truth is and then were only going with that. It frankly smacks of good old fashioned small mindedness. There is way too much surety in their surety for me to respect them. It seems a bit dishonest, slippery, as if they are in collusion in a we state it so it is so game. When I was into the idea of God and of life's meaning being fixed on maxing out my experience of him, I viewed these guys as the badass bikers of spirituality. I mean once you accept the premise of spirituality, it does make some sense to go for it. Not even letting your small boss get in the way. That was the thinking I had when I went off to Sidhaland. I wanted to put all my eggs into that basket. (while curiously hamocking my actual eggs in a loin cloth) It was a life full of the surety I see in the Athos monks. We KNEW KNEW. Really, we were sure of it. Placing our irrefutablity on what we thought was the solid ground of our mystical experiences, we lacked the epistemological tools to question it all. We had been taught the way to evaluate it by the same guy who was pitching us his version of reality. So it all fit so nicely, purfectly. I've been wrong about a lot of things in my life. Really important things. Things I had believed were irrefutable. So now I have a bit more humble pie on my dinner table and a whole lot more of a relly in my reaction to people who get into groups and decide they know how it all really really is, beyond doubt, beyond the grave and beyond what I now have accepted is the human condition. We aren't nearly as clever as we think we are. It is software bug that we need to respect more if our goal is to go beyond, hey me and Fred and Sam have all decided WHATEVER and so we are all going on a lifetime sleepover to reinforce to each other how much we are sure this is what's up. Fer relll. And if you sat down with these guys they would give you some great impression of humility and a rap about how they are innocent and open to where their life leads them. They may actually believe that they are open-minded. But they are playing with a stacked deck and their openness is carefully proscribed to the very limited range that wont rock the boat. They are not getting out of that boat into the
[FairfieldLife] Re: Mt. Athos featured on 60 Minutes
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Yifu yifuxero@... wrote: Excellent!...another expert on what's authentic. Now we have two. http://www.feebleminds-gifs.com/vampire-throneroom.jpg Exactly. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, emptybill emptybill@ wrote: Cultic participation does not equal monastic experience. Your judgments about it are not informed by a real direct experience, in spite of your assumptions that you are experienced like Jimmy Hendrix. Monasticism is really much better and/or much worse than the CBS program depicts, depending on participation and faithfulness. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, emptybill emptybill@ wrote: Fervent soliloquy from your self to yourself. Appears to be your experience of what unity must be like - your own form of self-referral. This has nothing to do with the realities of monasticism but you can still make grand proclamations to Turq and he can make some back to you. Everyone doing so will feel they had put monasticism in is place and then will feel quite satisfied. Such is enlightenment. I don't know what you are exactly driving at but I spent 3 years living a monastic life as well as spending time with life-long monks. So I would say that my ability to have an opinion on the show on their life is a bit more than a grand proclamation that has nothing to do with monastic life. This is my take on it. If you have another one that you consider superior perhaps you can do more than generate more than the usual poopy pants, but otherwise content, free putdown. *** --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: I had such a charming time with the Cistercian monks when I was into spirituality that I have continued an appreciation for their alternative lifestyle. Sort of how I view people way into the tattoo culture, interesting, but I keep my distance. I certainly dig the chanting and the Jungian animous/anima imagery of all the dudes singing Salve Reginia to an image of Mary. I'm sure if I was to step into a monastery today I would happily slip into the the kind of trance I used to love so much in unlimited doses back in the day. But I have to say that watching these guys on Mt. Athos made me feel as though I was watching people who had decided that rather than being open to life on its own terms and discovering truth, they had opted for dictating what they collectively decided truth is and then were only going with that. It frankly smacks of good old fashioned small mindedness. There is way too much surety in their surety for me to respect them. It seems a bit dishonest, slippery, as if they are in collusion in a we state it so it is so game. When I was into the idea of God and of life's meaning being fixed on maxing out my experience of him, I viewed these guys as the badass bikers of spirituality. I mean once you accept the premise of spirituality, it does make some sense to go for it. Not even letting your small boss get in the way. That was the thinking I had when I went off to Sidhaland. I wanted to put all my eggs into that basket. (while curiously hamocking my actual eggs in a loin cloth) It was a life full of the surety I see in the Athos monks. We KNEW KNEW. Really, we were sure of it. Placing our irrefutablity on what we thought was the solid ground of our mystical experiences, we lacked the epistemological tools to question it all. We had been taught the way to evaluate it by the same guy who was pitching us his version of reality. So it all fit so nicely, purfectly. I've been wrong about a lot of things in my life. Really important things. Things I had believed were irrefutable. So now I have a bit more humble pie on my dinner table and a whole lot more of a relly in my reaction to people who get into groups and decide they know how it all really really is, beyond doubt, beyond the grave and beyond what I now have accepted is the human condition. We aren't nearly as clever as we think we are. It is software bug that we need to respect more if our goal is to go beyond, hey me and Fred and Sam have all decided WHATEVER and so we are all going on a lifetime sleepover to reinforce to each other how much we are sure this is what's up. Fer relll. And if you sat down with these guys they would give you some great impression of humility and a rap about how they are innocent and open to where their life leads them. They may actually believe that they are
[FairfieldLife] Re: Mt. Athos featured on 60 Minutes
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Yifu yifuxero@ wrote: Excellent!...another expert on what's authentic. Now we have two. http://www.feebleminds-gifs.com/vampire-throneroom.jpg Exactly. But for heaven's sake, we want to avoid comparing credentials at all costs. We might find that one of the experts actually merits that characterization and the other does not, and then we wouldn't be able to pretend that their opinions are of equivalent validity.
[FairfieldLife] Re: Mt. Athos featured on 60 Minutes
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend jstein@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend jstein@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: snip I've been wrong about a lot of things in my life. Really important things. Things I had believed were irrefutable. So now I have a bit more humble pie on my dinner table and a whole lot more of a relly in my reaction to people who get into groups and decide they know how it all really really is, beyond doubt, beyond the grave and beyond what I now have accepted is the human condition. We aren't nearly as clever as we think we are. Do you believe your current beliefs about the human condition are irrefutable? Or could there be room on your dinner table for an even bigger humble pie? Serve up the evidence and let's see. Since you wouldn't expect to be served any evidence until after you die, that's kind of a useless demand. I'm not getting your focus here. Is it a belief in people's confidence in what happens after death that you are challenging my skepticism on? Er, yes, Curtis. I can think of ways that life after death could be proven without actually dying. Communicating with one of them in a convincing way is an obvious way. But the method of that proof is up to the people declaring it. So far it seems to be based on the unfounded assertions of literature that they consider to be in a special class. This is pretty much all a non sequitur. For all you know, the impossibility of providing proof to you while you're alive may be an integral part of the deal. I don't know where you get that assumption from. What I wrote was not a non sequitur to your question about, could I be wrong about people who assert confident knowledge of such things. The answer is yes, I could change my mind for good reasons if they were made available. If you are saying that this is a class of beliefs that is somehow exempt from any form of evaluation, then I would place a very low probability on the usefulness of such a belief for me. But these beliefs are not presented this way. They are presented with reasons to believe them. I find those reasons lacking in merit. So it is your insertion of the caveat that providing proof while we are alive into the discussion that is the non sequitur in this discussion. Point is simply that you don't know whether they're right or not, or whether it makes any sense to demand proof. I do know that the evidence they have presented as the reasons for their beliefs are not compelling for me. Proof is a big word. There are a lot of versions of it. But people have beliefs for reasons. They don't hold beliefs for no reason. It is their reasons that I am evaluating as coming up short so far. I don't see anything about specific beliefs in what happens after death that make them exempt from showing the reasons they are being held. So I do know that it makes sense to ask for reasons or proof of any belief that I am considering. Otherwise we have left a reasonable discourse of ideas. There are always reasons to believe these ideas. Sometimes it comes in the form of believe in this with no proof and your faith will buy you a good seat in the afterlife. I find that argument lacking in merit, but it is an argument and not what you are proposing which is a lack of ability for proof in principle. That's the additional slice of humble pie I was suggesting. I believe it makes sense for me to evaluate claims according to the reasons they are being made. If your version of the humility you are requesting requires me to abandon that belief, I would need to now why. I haven't found that assuming beliefs with no good reason works out too well.