Akua wrote

"If I could get ANYWHERE, I would go"
I thought of all those on this list who would love so much to be able to go
as Akua said, "anywhere". Here we are going on about "not" doing something
and for "what" reason and there are friends of ours on this list who do not
have the choice.
 I have at times wanted to scream at my closest friends because they could
just get up and go!! I can't carry a plate from the sink to the table. I
have almost become obsessed with watching how people walk. How quickly they
turn around and go thru a doorway with not a thought about it. As they say
"it is what it is"  You know that "face" we put on for people.... mine is
beginning to show alot of "wear & tears".....
But as we have been
finding out on this list people are realizing "talents and gifts" they
never knew they had.

Blessings
Trudy
"You are an unrepeatable oneness"  ...     Karl Rahner

P.S. Found a website for "different" types of greeting cards and not that
expensive.  www.cardsbyanne.com




On Thu, Jul 2, 2009 at 1:57 PM, Akua <[email protected]> wrote:

> .
> As I can get nowhere, it is moot.
> I am paralyzed and wheelchair bound and perhaps because I can't "pass"
> there is no quibbling.
> The hardest thing for me was to return to work  in a wheelchair and in pain
> , work  untold hours and week and then get fired. The next hardest ego thing
> and physical thing was to do poetry readings from a wheelchair.  I couldn't
> move/dance/gesture as I once did. It is harder to breathe and pull my range
> of voice/sound up.... that was the ego blow.
>
> After that, I am just glad to be here.  The death/loss of friends at such
> early ages --- my sister says that we were the  "battering rams" and so have
> suffered more physically ---  makes  all who remain so very very precious to
> me. My college classmates raised money to help me come home. I would love,
> love, love to be at the next reunion.
>
> Akua
> --
>
>

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