> I don't believe in trying to go through mental gymnastics to relieve > the actual problem of not having a place to belong in the world.
I didn't either. But if you make it to the other side, escape from the darkness, you will see why you were so wrong to think this.
There is an underlying cause to your depression. I don't know what it is. But when you solve that, you will be happy. That is all that matters. It is a therapist's job to help you find out what the problem is, and help you solve it. Keep looking for therapists until you have found someone who helps.
