Rodger,
Your comments sound a bit patronising and sarcastic.
My only point was the don't be with a woman unless there is a deep
connection from the soul level.
My girlfriend was a Zen Buddhist and she was also a beautiful woman(in the
eyes of all beholders).
In retrospect, I can only say that I have learnt a million things from her
and I wish I had not left her.
She was also my inspiration for trying to achieve self-realization and go
all the way through it at all cost.
I only left her because I wanted to start afresh and enjoy life without
burdens.
As much as I loved her, I also wanted to be free and try out new things in
life.
I need my distance and need lots of space as I am a very strong
individualist.
The problem was that I had got myself moulded into her ways and I needed to
break that pattern.
I am very grateful.
She was just a feather in my cap and probably the best friend I could ever
have.
I hope to find another one like her which will be very difficult.

















On Mon, Jul 26, 2010 at 4:41 PM, Rodger <[email protected]> wrote:

>
> RS, a couple of things:
>
> Women don't have egos.Every woman is an ego.Men,too,by the way.
>
> Takes two to tango.When two egos tango and both want to lead...
>
>
> "Don't walk in front of me,I don't want to follow.
> Don't walk behind me,I don't want to lead.
> Walk beside me and just be my friend".
>
> Sorry about your bad (tragic?) experience.
> Learn from it.
> Self-inquiry...not women or girlfriend inquiry.
>
> When you have been married 29 years,like I have been,then tell me
> about marriage.
>
> And where did you get '99.9% of women don't care about enlightenment'?
> Off the top of your head or is that an actual number taken from some
> kind of survey? What about men? What's the percentage?
>
> I see a lot of men doing exactly what you describe women doing...good
> looking ones and ugly ones.Good looking or ugly doesn't seem to
> matter.Besides,good looking and ugly is in the eye of the beholder.
>
> Good luck in any future relationships.
>
>
>
>
> On Jul 26, 10:12 am, roomsearching <[email protected]> wrote:
> > Kali,
> >
> > Everything is possible. I am just saying that its much easier to reach
> > enlightenment without a bitch beside you who screws up your mind.
> > Especially ones who go to parties, try control and manipulate you and
> tell
> > you what to do , what to wear, constantly nagging you, comparing you with
> > other men, running after other men, cheating on you, shopping all the
> time
> > -- all these things happen very normally. And most women don't give a
> shit
> > about enlightenment ie. 99.99 % of women. An ego is an ego and all women
> > have it. I have never been married but I have had a very destructive
> > girlfriend who was very good looking. Obviously you have to have an ugly
> > good hearted wife for a supportive relationship. I don't think I need an
> > ugly partner as I think it will destroy my life, unless I really fall in
> > love with her - which is not very probable. To be honest, I really have
> no
> > interest in women and try to be as far away from them as possible. Of
> > course, these are all just my thoughts. I may be married in a couple of
> > years. But at the moment I am just enjoying my bachelorhood at the age of
> > 30.
> >
> >
> >
> > On Mon, Jul 26, 2010 at 4:02 PM, Mahakali <[email protected]>
> wrote:
> > > Hi RS
> >
> > > has it ever occurred to you that, perhaps, the wife in question i.e.
> > > married to an enlightened man, might be of the supportive type rather
> > > than the non-supportive type?
> >
> > > If a guru's marriage does not work, is it fair to attribute that the
> > > fact he is enlightened? Or, is the guru - for example Eli (Gangaji's
> > > husband) - just another human being making human mistakes and faults?
> > > Are gurus allowed to be human or are they to be put on a pedestal?
> >
> > > Kali
> >
> > > On 26 Lug, 15:41, roomsearching <[email protected]> wrote:
> > > > It happened to me already. So you are still on the waiting list. And
> > > married
> > > > people can forget about it.
> > > > Marriage and enlightenment do not go together. UG had to leave his
> family
> > > > behind and live like a vagabond to reach enlightenment.
> > > > If you talk about things like enlightenment, your wife will kill you.
> >
> > > > On Mon, Jul 26, 2010 at 2:28 PM, <[email protected]> wrote:
> > > > > Are you waiting for some kind of mystical sensation to confirm
> > > > > enlightenment happened?
> > > > > Can enlightenment happen without no associated special sensation?
> > > > > Sent via BlackBerry from Vodafone- Nascondi testo citato
> >
> > > > - Mostra testo citato -
>

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