Just wanted to check in with the group.
I miss Millie too. We both owned dachshunds.
We lost Mr. Hans to lymphoma earlier this year which was one of the hardest 
things I have ever had to do.
It was the first time in my life that I had the responsibility for ending 
his suffering. The vet was just awesome with his gentleness, understanding 
and care. Mr. Hans was 12.
It was harder than making funeral arrangements for my mother, she was still 
living at the time which makes it easier I suppose.
My mother had a great sense of humor. When we returned to her hospice care 
room she woke up and remarked that we were not gone long.
She had a great laugh when I told her that all they wanted to know was 
paper or plastic.
We got a new dachshund from a rescue organization. His name is Buster and 
he seems to like reading. He has devoured about 5 books from our coffee 
table and tears through the pages. I really liked some of those books and 
he thought they were quite tasty. Bad Buster.

For those that are new or do not know my history:
I was dropped on my head when I was a baby and cracked my skull.
When I was in the fourth grade, I rode my bicycle into an intersection and 
was hit by a speeding car driven by a 14 year old girl that was being 
chased by her brother. She hit me then a tree. The tree died.
I t was a teenager during the late 60s and early 70s.
I lost a kidney to cancer in 99.
Diagnosed with CML on April fools day 2003 with a WBC of 250,000. Started 
Gleevec and chemo with apherisis.
Remission until the fall of 2004.
Entered a phase 1 clinical trial for AMN107 which became Tasigna in early 
December. My blood counts bottomed out and the drug was withheld for about 
a month.
January of 2005 I entered the blast phase and the drug company allowed the 
doctors at MDACC to restart the drug.
Had to have blood and platelets infused a number of times before my counts 
started coming back up.
While in the hospital I determined that one eye was not as bright as the 
other and found out I had cataracts which turned out to not be the cause 
but it was an issue with my retinas.
I saw 5 different eye specialist and the best they could come up with was a 
leukemic cell intrusion into my eyes. I had radiation treatment on my eyes. 
It turned out it was not a leukemic cells issue but wet macular 
degeneration.
Started Avastin shots in my right eye and by that time had lost my central 
vision in my left eye due to the scarring from the leakage.
Vision is now fixed with contact lens correction of 20/400 left and 20/200 
right. I still work, but do not tell anyone I am still driving (much better 
than those idiots on their cell phones texting I should add). I should 
probably change my nickname from Bubba to Lucky.

I played a lot of golf earlier this year, I know a blind golfer but I love 
the game, until I got severe tendonitis in both arms. It was my own fault 
for not warming up and stretching and thinking I  am as young as I think 
and not as old as I am. I can still break 90 and almost broke 80 on a day 
the putts could not miss the hole. beats me.

My son is home from the Marines after 4 years and achieving the rank of 
Sargent. He is now in college part time to get his GPA up so he can 
transfer his credits to a four year college. I am hoping U of H, go Cougars.

I apologize for such a long post but I try to keep up with all of the 
groups posts. I have been watching Jeanie's progress and pray for her and 
all the group. We both enjoy cruising so we have more than CML  in common. 
I wanted to visit Millie when I  was visiting my brother in law in 
Pittsburgh but the time and distance did not work out for us. I would have 
loved to meet her in person. She really enjoyed quilting and chatted about 
the big quilt convention here in Houston as well as our dogs.

I have been on Tasigna for almost 12 years now. My doctor says to thank God 
and I do. It is great to have a doctor that understands and knows that 
miracles do happen and he is a tool of God.
I feel blessed that circumstances occurred that had him take over my 
treatment from one of the other doctors on his staff.

I still do not understand why God has taken such good care of me and kept 
me around. I suppose somewhere along the way, somehow, I will have made a 
difference. 

Your posts are inspirational with all that each have been through. Having 
never been undetectable, I still hope that one day it will be that way for 
me. In the meantime, I am working on retiring and have set a date a couple 
of years out so I can train a couple more people to do what i do.

Y'all keep the faith.
Norm

PS: Dang Marty, didn't your mother ever tell you if you don't stop doing 
that you will break your neck. Get well soon


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