Bruno Marchal wrote: > > It is actually an art to find the dosage and the timing so that you > understand better some, well, let us say statements you get there. One > is just impossible to memorize, or you stay there, and a copy is send > here. This is a copy effect experimented by a reasonable proportion of > users. This is confusing me. When you say "a copy is send" it sounds like the copy is not "the real thing". How can you distinguish copy and original? The copy probably won't say it is just a copy (as opposed to the original).
And what do you mean by "stay there"? Forever? Why should you stay there (can you choose)? And where is there? Is it forgetfulness oder remembrance? This "staying there" thought is chasing me on many of my psychedlic experience. I find it very scary, often it really hinders me to enjoy the experience, because the thought "but I don't want to leave 'my reality' forever" comes and makes me unable to relax. I tried salvia several times, too. I got some weird effects, like thinking "I die" in every instant because I identified with "a moment" (scary, but somehow funny in retrospection). Or remembering something exhilarating, but being unable to express it or store it in my memory completely (I tend to think it's just the realization that there are no "bad problems", contrary to what I felt on a N2O trip, that life consists only of problems - not enjoyable playful ones but rather "endless forced labour"). But I never felt like being a copy or having a choice of staying in salvia land. -- View this message in context: http://old.nabble.com/Why-I-am-I--tp26616194p26662101.html Sent from the Everything List mailing list archive at Nabble.com. -- You received this message because you are subscribed to the Google Groups "Everything List" group. To post to this group, send email to [email protected]. To unsubscribe from this group, send email to [email protected]. For more options, visit this group at http://groups.google.com/group/everything-list?hl=en.
