--- In [email protected], "Robert Gimbel" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
wrote:
>
> Hi Barry,

Hi.

> I'm not sure how to respond to being a human being 
> who has missed your point so completely...so infinitely.
> Exactly what is your point again?

My point was that some folks -- really admirable,
spiritually-oriented folks -- seem to have become
so enraptured by the First (or even the second) 
Guru They Ever Met that even after all the silliness 
they've seen along the Way, they have never considered 
searching for a second (or third) opinion.

That phenomenon -- whatever you choose to call 
it, and in however many spiritual traditions you
may have found it -- strikes me as pretty damned
interesting. It's a Class-A Mindfuck. I think 
it's a phenomenon worthy of investigation. 

What *is* this feeling that tells some spiritual 
seekers follow that it's Ok for them to *stop* 
seeking, that they have found everything worth 
seeking *for*

I don't claim to know whether this tendency to
want to cling to one particular guru as the 
ultimate authority is "better," or to know 
whether the tendency to keep looking, to see 
whether somebody else might have more of 
a clue, is "better." 

I really don't have a fuckin' clue. I don't 
know *which* is "better" or "worse." I don't 
even think I believe in the whole *concept* 
of "better" and "worse" as valid. 

So shoot me.

I really don't know. Given a choice, I will 
probably *always* keep searching, no matter who 
or what I may have run into earlier along the 
Way. That's just who and what I am, and where 
my particular predilection leads me.

Other seekers have other predilections, and I 
honestly believe that their predilections are 
neither "higher" nor "lower" than mine. They 
are just the predilections that These Kinda 
People prefer. 

Now, to be honest, one of the things that still
keeps me here at FFL is figuring out the puzzle
of why These Kinda People seemingly cannot 
conceive of having a predilection *without* 
assuming that their particular predilection is 
"better" than other predilctions, or that it 
is the "best" possible predilection.

Hey. I'm weird. I *can* conceive of the path that
I choose to follow, even if I follow it only for 
a short time, being no better nor worse nor more 
important nor less important than any other. It's 
just the fuckin' path I chose to follow for one 
short segment of my ongoing sequence of lifetimes, 
man. You want me to get all serious about this 
*particular* incarnation and *its* spiritual 
teachers?  Get real.

If you have a problem with this, might I suggest
that you take it up with the guy who implanted in
you the "the natural tendency of the mind is to 
seek greater fulfillment" meme. And who then told
you to *settle* for it, to settle for the first 
level of fulfillment you stumbled across, as if
it were the "best."  Me, I took the guy who sold 
me this meme at his word, and am still following 
the natural tendency of my mind to this day. 

I kinda like where it's led me. How's your life 
going?








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