Jennifer,
I feel for you. I know how hard it is dealing with a loved one's
illness. I can understand why you are crying yourself to sleep at
night. That helpless feeling can be overwhelming at times. Please try
to control the worry and anxiety. I know it's easier said than done,
but Sebastian is still with you, his mood is good, try and take your cue
from him. Do your best to enjoy the time you have together. He hasn't
left you yet, don't act as though he has. Talk to him and tell him how
much he means to you, that you're happy he's part of your life and
grateful for the lessons that you've learned together. He wants you to
smile. He loves you, it can't help him to know that he is causing you
to be unhappy. Focus on the quality of the moment when you are
together, not the fears for the future. Keep searching for ways to help
him, cultivate a positive attitude and don't waste this time together.
Nina
JENNIFER RATLIFF wrote:
I took Sebastian to the vet to get some blood work done. I took the
vet Dr. Plechner's book and we are running some of his tests.
Sebastian's mood is good. He sleeps alot more than usual and his back
legs are so weak. I don't know what could be causing the weakness. I
have to do everything that I can. I have been crying myself to sleep
at night because I am so worried about him and I can't imagine him
leaving me. I need help.
