Laura, you are obviously blessed with strong intuitive thought. I am so sorry that you are having these feelings that Bridget's passing is your fault. I know you will trust your gut in the future. For now, please try to forgive yourself. When I don't act or do act in opposition to my gut and something bad happens, all I can do is learn to listen better the next time. That is ALL I can do at that point. I have so many regrets about not doing what, in hindsight, I think I should have, but I cannot live there or it will kill me or make me sick. Bridget needs your positive energy to get where she is going. I am sending energy to you.....for some peace in your heart and for self forgiveness. God bless you. You did what you thought was the right thing. Laurie
-----Original Message----- From: [email protected] [mailto:[email protected]] On Behalf Of LauraM Sent: Wednesday, March 17, 2010 8:17 PM To: [email protected] Subject: Re: [Felvtalk] Bridget is dead This really bothers me. For the past week I've had an awful premonition that I shouldn't spay her, that she would die during surgery. I had a bad, bad feeling. No reason behind it, the thought just kept intruding. I ignored it and figured I was just worrying too much. It reminds me of something that happened a few years back. I had a day off in the middle of the week, it was springtime, & I decided I would go to a nature preserve near my house to look for salamanders. Anyway, about a week before I planned to go, I began "seeing" a newspaper headline in my head: "Hiker finds body in woods." The feeling was very disturbing and very, very strong. The day of my little trip came, and I was so freaked out I didn't go. A few days later I opened up the paper and what did I see? "Hiker finds body in woods." At the nature preserve I planned to visit. In the very same spot I thought I'd find salamanders. It was a mentally ill man who had suffered from an apparent heart attack and died. This time I didn't trust my gut and look what happened. It is my fault. _______________________________________________ Felvtalk mailing list [email protected] http://felineleukemia.org/mailman/listinfo/felvtalk_felineleukemia.org _______________________________________________ Felvtalk mailing list [email protected] http://felineleukemia.org/mailman/listinfo/felvtalk_felineleukemia.org
