Well, if he did another positive and he came through OK, then I
would say it probably was just something that she physically wasn't able
to handle ... maybe there was an underlying heart issue or some other
issue that was unknown. My sisters cat had something very similar
happen, she was healthy as far as anyone knew but her cyst ruptured
during surgery and she went into cardiac arrest and didn't get oxygen
for too long, she was alive but her brain function was gone. It killed
my sister to give the OK for them to let her go, it was her first furkid
and she was only 6 years old going in for a pretty much routine surgery.
It seems Bridget knew it was her time as was trying to let you know, but
you are seeing it as guilt in not stopping something that was probably
suppose to happen the way it did, she must have been done teaching and
learning what she needed to here and was ready to go back to spirit.
I know it doesn't sound like I believe in these things most of the time,
I do but I still also fight fiercely for every second of life here which
makes it very hard to come to terms with death being a continuation of
life in our other form, quite a war waging in me sometimes.
But please know, your premonition wasn't to make you feel like there was
something you could do about what was probably meant to be, if she
hadn't had the surgery and it was her time she would have passed a
different way, sometimes there isn't anything we can do to stop life
here from ending ... but it only ends in the physical for us left here
which makes it seem so final when in reality we go on without
limitations once we leave these physical bodies.
Bridget doesn't want you to feel anything but the love she still has for
you and to know she is fine and no longer limited by the restrictions
our physical lives put on us. I hope she will visit you in a dream or
some other way that will make it clear to you it is her and you can get
comfort from that.
happiness is being owned by cats ...
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