On Wed, Mar 02, 2011 at 12:52:57PM -0500, Ben Okopnik wrote:
> Yes, horrible things are done in war. I know all about it; my father was
> in it (they dug 20 shell fragments out of him, and had to leave 2 of
> them in, since they were too close to the brain for wartime surgery to
> be of use), and my uncle died at the front. I'm a Russian Jew of a
> generation that was directly affected by WWII; I had relatives who died
> in the labor camps, I've seen the ruins of the cities - *every single
> person I knew growing up* had lost someone. Try to comprehend the scope
> of that. That's a bit different from reading about it in books, where
> you can draw any picture you like; reality is stark and exceptionally
> clear, and doesn't leave much to the imagination.

My mother's side of my family is Polish. I used to think that my oldest
aunt on that side was intolerably crazy. At some point as I got older
(though I don't think it was until my late teens or early 20s), I
remembered that she was born in 1938, and finally put 2 and 2 together.
She's still crazy, but the ways in which she's crazy make a lot more
sense now (and have become tolerable as a result).

I also remember, when my parents were getting divorced, that my
grandmother recounted some comment that was made to her by my
grandfather (who died decades before I was born). It seemed a really
unusual comment to make, and I wondered why it would ever have been made
until I remembered the war and my curiosity was replaced with a big,
bleak, sort of terrifying "oh."

I really don't think there's any virtue in war, except that some people
endure more of it than they have to, in order to spare others the
horror.

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Kris Coward                                     http://unripe.melon.org/
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