Well, I have some work to do, that is certainly clear. I am just going to have to take a break it appears, and stop trying to think and discuss. No matter what I try, it is not working, so it must be my problem.
I would like to leave you with a little story though. Just for fun. To lighten things up a little. I was looking at my "to do" list. (I just love making lists of what to do, and then crossing them out, you? doesn't matter) Anyway, I came across the message "PHONE BILL" Well, I could not remember a reason why I needed to phone Bill, I could not think of anything I needed to tell him. Then I realized I had misinterpreted MY OWN message! Now you can see what a crazy world we live in, and how crazy I have become. On Aug 29, 10:44 am, Molly Brogan <[email protected]> wrote: > somehow we have come back to the cynical, in faultfinding, disbelief > in the sincerity of the motives of others, examination through sneer. > "if you bothered," relates distrust and disbelief, and separates the > "you" from the speaker. I think if the self is always central to > relationship - what "I" am saying and what is said to "me," it may be > easy to fall into the more egotistical or cynical view. In my > experience with relationships and groups, the exchange is more > seamless and less self centered, something more like Pat's exchange of > other within the one, that has a natural flow if indeed, we come from > this viewpoint and suspicions have fallen away. This is why I began > my examination with trust and trustworthiness and the comfort zone > therein, although in Pat's model, this is also seamless because all > intention is for the greater good if we are truly seen as one. > > On Aug 29, 1:24 pm, BB47 <[email protected]> wrote: > > > > > While you display much decorum, it is not like do not offer your own > > "cutting" opinions, at least from my view. > > Do I mean "cutting" as in "malicious?" No, not necessarily, and > > certainly not for the most part. Many things we say in here may be > > preceived as such, but "cutting" is also just an attempt to "cut > > through" to the "perceived truth" one might think or feel at this > > point in their lives. Most of what is said in these groups is an > > attempt to cut through, I really believe that, and not to cut others. > > Controlling how each message is received is very difficult! And yet > > just how they are perceived (as evident by the respose) "also" says > > something about each of us. It is all very complicated. > > > While the bad kind of "cutting" happens too, it is often just dressed > > up in really nice decorum. I don't see that as any benefit, if it is > > really in there, in fact it makes the problem worse. But I am > > "trying" to view these posts as NOT having a malicious intent to them, > > after all, "we are all one...we are the mirror...how you treat others > > is how you treat yourself"...ect. ect. Well if you really believe > > those things then we need to look closer at just what we are saying, > > myself included. We might simply be trying to help by offering what > > we see as "not seen" or even the wacky idea of "the truth" even > > though we know we don't have it. It is so difficult to figure all > > this out, yet we keep trying. Put a gold star up there for "effort" > > on us human's report card for in trying to figure things out! > > > Maybe my point is that some "need" to say some things, this is > > apparent, and the motive behind that need, while questionable, should > > not be judged too quickly. Some are more "direct" and "hold back > > less" but that does not necessarily mean they have "bad intent." I > > am not very good at holding back. This is obviously a danger and > > something that will no doubt "stir up" but honestly, I do not see > > that as a bad thing! > > does a painter try and "stir up" emotions? "Stir up" is also "a re- > > examination" isn't it? I realize there is a balance, and it may be > > easy for you, but not so easy for me. Expression is what we are here > > for. Does holding back expression do any good? Can we truly > > "protect" the receiver? Can we "insure" the "intent" of each post? > > We are obviously all different, and all take different approaches. If > > we assume bad intent, then there is going to be trouble. If we ignore > > what we see as bad intent there will be trouble too. I don't know the > > solution, but dressing up bad intent in a nice classy disguise does > > not seem to be the answer either. Not that you would do that! I > > believe you are a very nice person with genuine goals of seeking, > > feeling, learning, and you believe in harmony and peace. Those are > > wonderful qualities! > > > As to Jim's OP, I do some adapting to other people, this is > > natural, but I am always myself. Are there different facets? Of > > course. Should we always "adapt?" I am not sure. If it violates > > something important in you I don't think so. Some core philosophy? No, > > but then that can be discussed. Everything needs to be discussed! > > That is my core philosophy! Hey, I discovered a new one! thanks for > > listening, if you bothered. > > > On Aug 29, 6:05 am, Molly Brogan <[email protected]> wrote: > > > > I had to give this one some thought, Jim, and examine the way that I > > > interact in a group. I'm not sure what you are going for here, but > > > for me, relationship and group dynamic always has time coming in and > > > going out aspects. I cannot say that I behave the same everywhere I > > > go, because I find myself sizing up the environment to establish a > > > comfort zone for the exchange - what others are comfortable with, what > > > I am comfortable offering. Issues of trust and trustworthiness are > > > present in every relationship and group, and they can take awhile to > > > establish. But even if the group is only together for an evening, > > > there will be a getting to know you period, a bonding period, a > > > deconstructive period, and a coming together before separating > > > period. Happens every time. > > > > I also choose the topic for discussion based on the receiver's > > > receptivity. I don't try to discuss Esoteric philosophy unless I > > > first see interest and foundational knowledge. I have found that > > > allowing people their comfort zone can bring the best out in them. > > > However, there is also an edge where they will begin to feel > > > threatened and challenged if they are taken beyond it. I have noticed > > > that some people prey on this, and like to disturb and stir things > > > up. I take the other route, as my mother taught me that ladies and > > > gentlemen do what they can to make everyone around them comfortable, > > > and it is a good way to live. I think there is something to be said > > > for this kind of virtuous nobility. > > > > All of this is to say that, while I am always me, I respect those > > > around me in each exchange, which gives particular flavor to each > > > exchange and may bring up different aspects, as you say, in me. > > > > On Aug 28, 2:19 pm, retiredjim34 <[email protected]> wrote: > > > > > I thought for a long time that I was the same “me” wherever I > > > > was and whoever I was with. But then, in recent decades, I began to > > > > notice differences in the “me” that was present, first with a few > > > > people, then more and more with more and more. For example, I might be > > > > witty with fast comebacks with one person, and yet with another I was > > > > more dull and boring. Even when I tried to lighten up with the second > > > > person, I did not seem able to – I couldn’t call forth the facet of me > > > > that was present with the first person. Hmmm. > > > > Have any of you noticed this? Probably everyone has, and just > > > > as probably many have written about it. Do any of you know if this is > > > > the case? And has anyone tried to explain the different facets of > > > > one’s personality that seem to naturally shine with different people? > > > > Or am I just nuts? Jim- Hide quoted text - > > > > - Show quoted text -- Hide quoted text - > > - Show quoted text - --~--~---------~--~----~------------~-------~--~----~ You received this message because you are subscribed to the Google Groups ""Minds Eye"" group. To post to this group, send email to [email protected] To unsubscribe from this group, send email to [email protected] For more options, visit this group at http://groups.google.com/group/minds-eye?hl=en -~----------~----~----~----~------~----~------~--~---
