Thanks for the suggestion (or prodding) Rigsy, I really believe there are others around me hearing what I say. It might be this sad persona I keep wearing, too much crap comes out and dominates my output in so many areas. Perhaps I am tiring of the realization of not living up to potential, that is a constant feeling I carry and very negative. But when I try things just get so complicated and overwhelming.
Well, how do people manage to be successful being themselves? Not sure, maybe I should read up on some of that self-help junk. Now at which age did I lose my identity(?)... o.O
