You guys hang in there, I know what your going through. I went through a
bout this past winter, it will get better. The new 4x4 has changed my life,
I go right with the boys and farm hands. Before I couldn't get off the
pavement.
Hugs Silas
----- Original Message -----
From: "Dana Miller" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
To: <[email protected]>
Sent: Thursday, July 14, 2005 12:57 PM
Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] i'm so depressed i could throw up
>
> I have been feeling the same too. Just want to sleep. I fall asleep at
the
> computer, yet don't sleep well at night. I get out each day to take the
dog
> and we go on walks when its cool enough, but find myself day dreaming
and
> getting sleepy while doing that! I have no ambition to train Rocco.
> Last week I was doing real well with that. Plus I started an acrylic
paint
> class here in the building which I enjoy.
> I go see my rehab doc next week. Will talk to him about it.
>
> My family has rallied around me and will be helping me financially so I
can
> at least get the bills paid. Its hard to even write about it because I
have
> paid my own way for most of my life--except when I was in the hospital
when
> my neck was broken, but even then got disab ility checks from work each
> week.
>
> I hate it that this has been done!!
>
> Dana and Rocco
> [EMAIL PROTECTED]
> ----- Original Message -----
> From: <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
> To: <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>; <[email protected]>
> Sent: Tuesday, July 12, 2005 6:45 PM
> Subject: Re: [QUAD-L] i'm so depressed i could throw up
>
>
>>
>> I dunno, bobbie. I feel that way a lot too. I hurt so bad somedays. I
>> don't
>> get aggrevated anymore. I simply don't accept delivery.
>> Last Saturday, my aid invited me to go watch her daughter play
softball. A
>> bunch of nine year old girls that don't play all that well. I didn't
have
>> anything to do, so I went. Her daughter was thrilled! I was floored
that
>> anyone
>> even cared. I watched and I saw some wonderful kids having a great
time.
>> They
>> laughed. Some got hurt and cried. A few got mad and others just giggled
>> and
>> told secrets. Us, so called adults, were allowed to share and watch. I
>> would
>> have missed all that.
>> Get out of the house. Go watch kids play baseball. Go shopping.
Speaking
>> as
>> a somewhat ugly old man, I know I feel like I'd rather not wake up
from
>> time
>> to time. But I hate getting upset more than anything else. I know that
>> life
>> is a gift. It isn't mine to destroy. Sometimes, it just plain sucks.
If I
>> don't try to enjoy my life, then it is my fault that it sucks.
>>
>> john
>>
>>
>> In a message dated 7/12/2005 4:30:49 P.M. Eastern Daylight Time,
>> [EMAIL PROTECTED] writes:
>>
>> i can't take this shit any more i just want to fall asleeo and
never
>> wake
>> up ever again what am i going to miss, more agravation?
>>
>>
>>
>>
>
>
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