[FairfieldLife] Painful internal dynamics (was Re: CC is Baby Awakening)

2005-06-19 Thread sparaig
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, jim_flanegin [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, sparaig [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote: But bliss isn't blissful. If you're still feeling something, then the questions arise: who is feeling, what is being felt, and what is the

[FairfieldLife] Painful internal dynamics (was Re: CC is Baby Awakening)

2005-06-19 Thread jim_flanegin
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, sparaig [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, jim_flanegin [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, sparaig [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote: But bliss isn't blissful. If you're still feeling something, then

[FairfieldLife] Painful internal dynamics (was Re: CC is Baby Awakening)

2005-06-19 Thread sparaig
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, jim_flanegin [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, sparaig [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, jim_flanegin [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, sparaig [EMAIL PROTECTED]

[FairfieldLife] Painful internal dynamics (was Re: CC is Baby Awakening)

2005-06-18 Thread jyouells2000
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, jim_flanegin [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, jyouells2000 [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, jim_flanegin [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote: I always experience the opening of my crown chakra as

[FairfieldLife] Painful internal dynamics (was Re: CC is Baby Awakening)

2005-06-18 Thread jim_flanegin
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, jyouells2000 [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote: I ask because for me that 'expansion' initally felt like a subtle sense of the body expanding and continuing to include stars, etc. then seemed relatively unbounded and filled with heavy and then gentle bliss but it

[FairfieldLife] Painful internal dynamics (was Re: CC is Baby Awakening)

2005-06-18 Thread sparaig
But bliss isn't blissful. If you're still feeling something, then the questions arise: who is feeling, what is being felt, and what is the feeling? --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, jim_flanegin [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, jyouells2000 [EMAIL PROTECTED]

Re: [FairfieldLife] Painful internal dynamics (was Re: CC is Baby Awakening)

2005-06-17 Thread Robert Gimbel
Also, this "internal crap, can be there as you say, and still hold the awareness part of you, the part that witnesses. In reality, that part that witnesses is the experience of "soul energy" and that soul energy, when maintained along with the "crap" will heal the "crap", or dissolve it. It's

[FairfieldLife] Painful internal dynamics (was Re: CC is Baby Awakening)

2005-06-17 Thread TurquoiseB
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Jeff Fischer [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Alex Stanley [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote: I don't know if there is supposed to be any intention with respect to internal crap. It's been my experience that with this

[FairfieldLife] Painful internal dynamics (was Re: CC is Baby Awakening)

2005-06-17 Thread Irmeli Mattsson
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, TurquoiseB [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote: As hopefully a rare intellectualism from me, and not to argue but to present another POV, I once heard an interesting talk from a Tibetan teacher on this idea of working through stuff. His view was that the crap has

[FairfieldLife] Painful internal dynamics (was Re: CC is Baby Awakening)

2005-06-17 Thread TurquoiseB
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Irmeli Mattsson [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, TurquoiseB [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote: . . . In his very traditional view, the crap is related to states of attention. A certain level of internal crap is just how one sees

Re: [FairfieldLife] Painful internal dynamics (was Re: CC is Baby Awakening)

2005-06-17 Thread Vaj
On Jun 16, 2005, at 9:45 PM, Patrick Gillam wrote: Related to this topic and the short but recent Hitler thread, I just finished reading Chapter 3 of Robert Perry's _Path of Light_, which describes the levels of the mind according to the Course in Miracles. It describes in brutal terms how

[FairfieldLife] Painful internal dynamics (was Re: CC is Baby Awakening)

2005-06-17 Thread jim_flanegin
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Robert Gimbel [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote: Also, this internal crap, can be there as you say, and still hold the awareness part of you, the part that witnesses. In reality, that part that witnesses is the experience of soul energy and that soul energy, when

[FairfieldLife] Painful internal dynamics (was Re: CC is Baby Awakening)

2005-06-17 Thread jim_flanegin
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, TurquoiseB [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote: I once heard an interesting talk from a Tibetan teacher on this idea of working through stuff. His view was that the crap has no existence; to focus on it in an attempt to work through it tends to give it existence,

[FairfieldLife] Painful internal dynamics (was Re: CC is Baby Awakening)

2005-06-17 Thread jyouells2000
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, jim_flanegin [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Robert Gimbel [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote: Also, this internal crap, can be there as you say, and still hold the awareness part of you, the part that witnesses. In reality, that

[FairfieldLife] Painful internal dynamics (was Re: CC is Baby Awakening)

2005-06-17 Thread jim_flanegin
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, jyouells2000 [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, jim_flanegin [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote: I always experience the opening of my crown chakra as expanding up and outwards, a powerful current of bliss energy blasting forth from

[FairfieldLife] Painful internal dynamics (was Re: CC is Baby Awakening)

2005-06-16 Thread Patrick Gillam
Alex Stanley wrote: with Waking Down, you WILL become aware of EVERY aspect of your internal human dynamic, including ALL the painful shit you've spent your entire life trying to avoid, transcend, or whatever. Is the idea to learn to live with the crap, or jettison it for the crap that it

[FairfieldLife] Painful internal dynamics (was Re: CC is Baby Awakening)

2005-06-16 Thread Alex Stanley
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Patrick Gillam [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote: Alex Stanley wrote: with Waking Down, you WILL become aware of EVERY aspect of your internal human dynamic, including ALL the painful shit you've spent your entire life trying to avoid, transcend, or

[FairfieldLife] Painful internal dynamics (was Re: CC is Baby Awakening)

2005-06-16 Thread Jeff Fischer
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Alex Stanley [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote: I don't know if there is supposed to be any intention with respect to internal crap. It's been my experience that with this increasing awareness of that part of me that is not involved, there is less of me that gets