************* The following message is relayed to you by [email protected] ************ I experience it with the same problems as you do. I guess it has something to do with the actual creation of space. Not so much the awareness of existing MEST space, but the current creation of own space. I also welcome any suggestions how to help exteriorisation become a stable ability.
xriz Am 04.08.2010, 00:21 Uhr, schrieb Pete McLaughlin <[email protected]>: > After reading Dennis’s experiences on being exteriorized by LRH auditing > several years ago I began trying to go exterior myself. > I found that I am holding so tight to my body that I am not willing > while awake to move my point of view outside my body. > My early ideas on exteriorizing were that it must mean that when I am > obsessing over some upset in my life and tossing back and forth what had > happened and what I should have done I was interiorized as in looking > in. When I walk in the park and smell the roses I am exteriorized as I > am looking out. I now think this is incorrect. > When I first started running level 4 I hit on a classic Dianetic engram > from my childhood that contained my getting hit in the head which hurt > like hell while a neighbor girl said “Leave me Alone”. > As I time broke this incident I felt terrific enthusiasm and went > exterior in that incident and in my whole childhood. I can still go to > the homes and streets I lived and played in at that time and see them > vividly as recalls. The area had been blocked by the engram so this was > an ability regained. > While this win was nice it did not give me the ability to go exterior > now. For instance, if I want to look at the back door of my home I can > call up a picture of it that feels like a picture of the last time I > looked at the door but not look at it in the here and now. > A few days ago I was waking up in the morning while having a vivid dream > in full Technicolor. I watched this scenery fade from vivid while I was > asleep and not noticing my body to a recall while I began to notice my > body. > Apparently I have a compulsion to use my bodies eyes to see. The > compulsion is so strong that recalls or direct thetan viewing of the > world fades out when I realize I have a body and I try to do all my > seeing with the bodies eyes. > Have any of you noticed this mechanism? > Keep on TROMing > Pete > -- Erstellt mit Operas revolutionärem E-Mail-Modul: http://www.opera.com/mail/ _______________________________________________ Trom mailing list [email protected] http://lists.newciv.org/mailman/listinfo/trom
