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Hi Aarre I want to say thanks to you also, when I first composed my message to you yesterday I had no idea I would obtain a new understanding about my life, the way it has been, something I have always tried to understand but failed.
This has to do with fixed routines, for some reason they drive me mad, literally, I could never hold a job down for long, as the days went by I caved in more and more and would do almost anything to escape from it. Obviously there is far too much of my particular history to lay it all out here but essentially it goes like this, as long as I can create with interest and enthusiasm I am keyed out and happy, as soon as someone tries to put me in a fixed way of doing things I lose interest and start to rebel. It's the story of my life, and of course, especially when I was young this got me into all sorts of trouble, I always had to find jobs where I could be creative on my own terms, this doesn't mean I would reject any help from anyone, that was always welcomed, but fixed times, fixed routines, sent me nuts. Anyway, I am trying to explain this as best I can, I have had many incidents coming up in the mind new understandings, as long as I can be creative the bank (reactive/negative stuff) stays away, as soon as I get fixed in some routine, bank comes in. So, I guess what I was really trying to say about RI and processing is be creative about it, maintain a high interest, dont get into a fixed routine where it becomes boring or humdrum. Best Mike -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Really good information, Mickel Feb. 9/'11 I'll try that today. Thanks for a very excellent answer. Aarre Peltomaa
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