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Hi Mike, Feb.11/'11
On Fri, Feb 11, 2011 at 10:10 AM, Mickel <[email protected]>wrote: > ************* > The following message is relayed to you by [email protected] > ************ > > Hi Aarre > First thing, I hope you don't mind me asking, is that your real name, I > have never come across that in my life before, where does it come from, I > would be interested. > Yes, it's my real name. My mother was born in Finland, and she raised me and gave me my name. Aarre means 'treasure', pelto mean 'field, as in farmer's field', and maa means 'the land or whole country'. Thus treasure field-land. The actual 'Peltomaa' is a farm that I revisited with my mother this last summer. In the 1800's, when someone moved to a different farm, he took the name of the farm, so he had to change his name each time he moved! Thank goodness they didn't move too often. Finnish names use a lot of geographical descriptions like bays, lakes, rivers, trees, rocks, etc. If you see a Finnish name ending in 'nen', it means of or belonging to some place. Kivinen is of the rock, Lahtinen is of the bay, Jarvinen is of the lake, etc. Thanks for asking; I have to blow through a bit of embarrassment, as I've never been asked that before on an open forum. Do you want us to know your last name, or do you prefer to remain fabian/confidential about that? > > I have heard that lecture by LRH and I have often wondered where certain > behviour patterns I have come from, do they originate in childhood and then > we forget them or do they originate in past lives or earlier universes. > I believe most of my upset is in past lives, but several, including Robert Ducharme, who developed R3X (routine 3 expanded), have suggested that most of this lifetime charge/upset is tied up in prenatal incidents. I haven't decided what to believe about it yet, but it stands to reason that you can create a lot more postulates in 76 trillion years than you can in one lifetime. But the postulates relating to this lifetime might be given a lot more importance/weighting/emphasis, and thus be more 'keyed in' than the not current stuff. Dennis talked about importance/urgency/intensity in a postulate being important in how it affects us. I know that I don't know, and that's a higher awareness than I had when I was a teenager. When I was a teenager, I arrogantly thought that I knew everything. The more that I learn, the more that I realize that I don't know a lot still. It ultimately probably doesn't matter anyway, as long as one is doing the TROM the way that we've been told works. I currently agree with Dennis that everything in the physical universe is knowable, and that when we get to the completion of level 5, we can know it if we want to. I can't prove that that datum is true, but have decided to accept it as a truth for working purposes under the postulate that I will find out when I get there if it's true or not. I believe that we won't be disappointed. Actually, my compulsion to know everything is shrinking as I do my TROM, and I get more balanced on the 4 know postulates. > > I have run a lot of past lives and earlier universes on people when I was > in Scientology and they do seem pretty real to me, not just some book or TV > program they may have read in the past and then forgotten that they are > recounting. > As an avid science fiction reader in the past I have heard some pretty > remarkable things from PCs the like I have never come across in Sci Fi > books. > I agree. My many past track incidents are beyond this lifetime belief. Ask Colleen; she's audited me well over a hundred hours all over the time track. I couldn't have dreamed that stuff up out of my wildest imagination! > > At the moment I am recovering from a serious illness which occurred last > year in July and will soon be on my way to full recovery, the Grim Reaper is > very disapointed and has gone off for more easy pickings, either that or he > decided there was a lot more suffering I could endure yet on the physical > plane (thats supposed to be a bit of humour). > So at the moment I am using processes such as EFT and QE and also I try to > get a meditation period in every day also training myself to take life just > a bit easier instead of rushing around like a mad thing, stressing myself > out, just sitting there and Being. > What happened in July? Do you have current pain? I agree that rushing around like a mad thing at this current time isn't something that I want to do. As stated earlier, I don't know for sure why I don't like being rushed, but I have a lot of anecdotes. Do you remember that in the Marcab Confederacy, there were race tracks, where they raced to the 'death', and only the winner got to live. It was a pretty sick, f----d up society. An extremely compulsory games condition society. Profit[?] and[?] Exploitation[?]are not erasable junior goals, and that's most of what this society is. It never indicated as totally correct to me even since a child. IT'S MY SINCERE BELIEF THAT WE HAVE TO BE ABLE TO ABSOLUTELY TURN OFF THE PHYSICAL UNIVERSE TOTALLY FOR OURSELVES BEFORE WE CAN PROPERLY ASSESS JUST HOW MUCH OF IT THAT WE WANT TO HAVE. That is my opinion. I believe that we can't properly assess how much 'games sensation' is optimum for each of us while we are still in the mess. > > The things you express about keeping a job and the way you had to manage > your life is very similar to myself, working in a factory is soul > destroying, collapsed space, fixed routine, as I said before I would do > almost anything to escape from that drudgery. > > I found found that working in pubs and night clubs to be the solution for > me. > I met lots of interesting people all the time of many different > nationalities and cultures, I was my own man, I knew exactly what to do, no > one to order me about, after closing time we had staybacks where I got to > talk to Police Chiefs, Councillors, people who ran there own bussinesses, so > I got plenty of education in many ways. > In night clubs I got to meet some pop stars and people in bands, to walk > amongst the very rich and see how they lived, and in pubs glorious fights, > blood and guts everywhere, people glassed, chairs tables thrown through > windows, juke boxs smashed to bits, all great fun, compare that to the > drudgery and fixed ways of a factory:) > Sounds like the song 'Battle of Epping Forest' by early Genesis. Sounds pretty exciting! I prefer to stay out of that kind of fracas so that I can keep my nose and eyes intact. I guess you were safer behind the bar. > > As you also mention about avoiding certain people what I found in factories > is the level of converstion goes something like, What was on TV, last night, > Sex and all the marvelous encounters they have had, the weather, football, > nothing much else and having to endure personality types that I would rather > not meet, some real nasty people out there who if you show any sign of being > different or try to introduce any new subject will quickly put you down and > it's an evil intent. > Exactly; sounds like the bar scene in Star Wars with Jabba the Hutt. There's some really wild animals in there. Straight out of Marcab. No wonder that I want a peaceful life these days. I want to just earn enough money to be solvent, save some money, and be left alone to do my auditing. > > At the monent, I can't work, as I said I am recovering from this illnes, I > would like to become a teacher of Classical Latin believe it or not, trouble > is all this political correctness and no discipline in a lot of the schools > anymore, I have to confess I am not very diplomatic in my attitude, if > people start to mess with me, I would just tell them to F--- off, I know > that isn't right but I just don't tolerate people around me who are > deliberately being stupid with no ethics or discipline. > I live in Birmingham by the airport, it's not a bad area, clean, no gangs > and the council do a lot of work doing the place up, with play areas for > children, new carparks and so on. > You got me laughing on the last part of this paragraph. I studied Latin for 2 years, and it really helps with an understanding of English, as you know most of English, or at least the erudite words, come from Lingua Latina. The stupid, retarded words like with, it, from, and on come from German from those savage Anglo-Saxons. The Romans were savage too, so what's the difference. You'll have to learn to say F---off in Latin! I unfortunately still have a low pain threshold for stupidity, and I may end up verbally ripping the student apart until I handle more opposition postulates[?]. One would have to be extremely patient I would imagine. > > If I was younger I think I would like to move to Canada, it sounds ok to me > as long as they don't have big spiders there. We don't have many big > spiders in Ontario; The garden spider, which spins webs, only gets to about > an inch long of body length. I like to play with them, and I have to take > them out of the windows that I clean. We have no poisonous spiders, unless > a few black widow spiders slipped in from the States in someone's > transport; I've never seen one once in Ontario. > Above all, we've got to be able to do our TROM; sounds pretty 'tromatic', > doesn't it?[?] > I'm going to do myself a session now. Thanks, Aarre[?] > > Anyway, I have answered a few of your questions, hope to hear from you > again. > Best > Mike > > > _______________________________________________ > Trom mailing list > [email protected] > http://lists.newciv.org/mailman/listinfo/trom > >
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