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Hi Mike, Feb. 10/'11
That was really interesting. Sounds like Arslycus; did you ever listen to that lecture by L. Ron Hubbard about a place built like a hugh artificial planet made like a bulding with no rock, and having us toil away for instance for 10,000 lifetimes as a brick polisher. It was pretty grim, and I'm still not flat on it. Arslycus eventually imploded from it's own gravity, much to the slaves' great joy. Another rendition is that a space command friendly to us went in there and triggered a massive demoliton/implosion upon it. What a moment of bliss to lose a body that way! I can't evaluate for you obviously, but a lot of people who can't stand drudgery are still affected by that bleeping place. I had a lot of trouble keeping a job also, much to my wife's chagrin. Thank goodness, I'm going to turn off those opposing postulates in good time. It'll be a relief to just decide something, and cleanly make it happen (what's called tone 40 in Scientology), instead of having 51% forward motion, and 49% backward motion. One hundred percent energy, but only 2% motion in the preferred direction. I've preferred outside, moving type work, such as tractor-trailer driver (lorry in England), window-cleaning and eavestough/gutter cleaning, and anything outside of a factory. I find most factories to be depressing, and don't pretend to know exactly why, or even really need to know why. When I handle the appropriate postulates, then I will have the eureka experience and know why. Until I handle those in session, I just try to avoid those forms of enturbulation. My wife's heard this all so many times, she is probably rolling her eyes right now. I STRONGLY RECOMMEND STAYING AWAY FROM LOW CASTE BLUE COLLAR WORKERS WHO ARE IN THE FEAR TO ANGER BAND OF THE EMOTIONAL TONE SCALE. THEY, AT LEAST TO ME, ARE DE-VIGORATING. I'd much rather communicate to alive people like you; that adds joy to my life, especially people who are cheeful (3.5 on the tone scale). I'm sorry, I kind of got discursive there. How do you handle the non RI fixed routines of for instance TROM, where there is an exact way to do it over and over and over again until one finishes an action. Therapies usually have fixed workable routines which are repeated hundreds of times. Does this particularly bother you or not. I used to work on an assembly line, but I would get myself so efficient, that I could program a mental circuit to do the routine on automatic, and then 'my mind' could go to Mexico, or looking at electric trains, one of my passions. I could segment my mind, and thus it was more stimulating and endurable. To succeed at that though, I would have to be so efficient, that I could program a good circuit though. If I had to keep correcting something with a lot of variables that would take a lot of mental attention, this wouldn't work as well. So what do you do the make a living and avoid these difficulties? What part of United Kingdom are you at? I (actually my body, not me) was born in Streatham, Wandsworth borough in London, England in Dec. 4/'56. I now live in Mississauga, Ontario, Canada, next to Toronto. How about yourself? p.s. I've been doing a more creative RI as you mentioned, and my colours are getting very intense, more so than the physical universe that I see with these eyes. I can make my creations so 'real and solid', that the actual physical room seems to disappear, rather get tuned out/faded out by comparison. Your friend, Aarre Peltomaa (peltomaa.aa...@gmail.com) (647) 202-7267 On Thu, Feb 10, 2011 at 2:56 AM, Mickel <mickel1...@blueyonder.co.uk> wrote: > ************* > The following message is relayed to you by trom@lists.newciv.org > ************ > > Hi Aarre > I want to say thanks to you also, when I first composed my message to you > yesterday I had no idea I would obtain a new understanding about my life, > the way it has been, something I have always tried to understand but failed. > > This has to do with fixed routines, for some reason they drive me mad, > literally, I could never hold a job down for long, as the days went by I > caved in more and more and would do almost anything to escape from it. > > Obviously there is far too much of my particular history to lay it all out > here but essentially it goes like this, as long as I can create with > interest and enthusiasm I am keyed out and happy, as soon as someone tries > to put me in a fixed way of doing things I lose interest and start to rebel. > > It's the story of my life, and of course, especially when I was young this > got me into all sorts of trouble, I always had to find jobs where I could be > creative on my own terms, this doesn't mean I would reject any help from > anyone, that was always welcomed, but fixed times, fixed routines, sent me > nuts. > > Anyway, I am trying to explain this as best I can, I have had many > incidents coming up in the mind new understandings, as long as I can be > creative the bank (reactive/negative stuff) stays away, as soon as I get > fixed in some routine, bank comes in. > > So, I guess what I was really trying to say about RI and processing is be > creative about it, maintain a high interest, dont get into a fixed routine > where it becomes boring or humdrum. > Best > Mike > > > > > > > ------------------------------ > > Really good information, Mickel Feb. 9/'11 > > I'll try that today. Thanks for a very excellent answer. > Aarre Peltomaa > > > _______________________________________________ > Trom mailing list > Trom@lists.newciv.org > http://lists.newciv.org/mailman/listinfo/trom > >
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