jpEG You are a classic case of mental illness. there is no "you". Its just mental illness happening. I assume that you got enlightened after a terrible automobile accident. Take care of yourself or somebody might call up the mental asylum.
On Wed, Jun 23, 2010 at 2:20 PM, jp EnlightenmentGuy < [email protected]> wrote: > > > On Jun 22, 7:51 pm, roomsearching <[email protected]> wrote: > > It is interesting. The day that I had this realization happen, > > You can't have this realization, realization realizes itself. > > > > I was still trying to find out > > There is no you to find out anything. > > > > where the "I am" is coming from. > > There is no "I am", that IS the illusion. > > > > > > > I was reading Nisargadatta's "I am that" ebook > > You have never read anything, you do not exist. > > > > > for almost 6 months now. > > In reality, there is no such thing as time, that is a illusory concept > dependent on a non-existent "I" to have a thought, in time. > > > > I was extremely curious about > > You have never been curious about anything, you have never existed. > > > his writings. > > He didn't write anything, he didn't exist. > > > > I was making many discoveries about my mind, > > You have never made any discoveries, you do not "have" a mind, there > is no you to have anything at all ever. > > > > consciousness and awareness and the journey was quite filled with terror > and > > many mishaps but I am always a fun loving guy looking for more > experiences > > You are not a guy. You are not fun loving. You have never had any > experience EVER. "You" are not and never have been. "You" is the > illusion. "You" is the UN-enlightenment. > > > > > even if it meant mental illness. Finally it happened. > > Nothing has ever happened. EVER. That is the illusion. There IS > nothing. There is no time. There is no you. There is, literally, > factually, in Reality, nothing happening. > > > > The "I am" which I thought was arising from the head was > > found to be coming from the centre of > > the Chest. > > There is no I am thought, that is the illusion. > There is no head. > There is no arising. > There is no center of the chest. > Not in Reality. > > > > As soon as I realized this, a sudden flash of energy was felt > > When? Soon? Time = illusion. NON-reality. > Cool! A flash of energy!! Wow!!!! > > > > > inside and the whole weight inside my head had vanished all of a sudden. > The > > centre of gravity had shifted from the head to the chest. I was coming > from > > the chest. > > There is no you AT ALL, no matter where "you" think it might be coming > from -- whether the head, the chest, or floating out in space. NONE. > The Ego can, and often does, grab hold of and attach itself to > anything -- including attaching itself to NOTHING. Look at me, I am > Mr. Nothing. Many "enlightened people" think this. There is no such > thing as an enlightened person. There is no such thing as a person. > > > > > > I was not in the head as I had thought all my life. This > > You are not. > You never were in the head. > You are not in the chest. > You have never had a life. > You are the child of a barren woman - there is no such thing as you. > > > > > non-existent "I" of the head was ruling my life for so long that now I > felt > > There is nothing ruling anything. > There is nothing that HAS a life. > You have never had a life to be ruled by anything. > > > > like an invisible man who had discovered a very very dangerous > > secret....that none of us are really real!!! hahahaahahahahaha. I was > > laughing at a woman who passed by. > > Correct. You are not real. > The woman is not real. > You were NOT laughing - laughing was happening. > > > > I was laughing around looking at > > strangers for almost 5 or 6 months since then because I knew what they > were. > > What? > That is closer. > "They" are NOTHING. > That is what you are. > That is all that is. > Nothingness. > Emptiness. > The void. > ALL. > > > > > They were all me. But they thought they were different and seperate. > > That is the secret of realization. If you know yourself, you know each > and > > every human being on earth. > > There is no you. > There is no ME to be the same as all of them. > There is only ONENESS. > You will never know yourself, you can't be known. > There are no humans. > There is no earth. > > > > > That is why Tony Parsons calls it an open > > secret. It is blissful but nobody wants to know it. I cannot forget it. > It > > There is nobody. LITERALLY. In fact. In Reality. > There is nobody who can want anything. > There is no you to know it or forget it. > It is what is, it cannot be known. Ever. > > > > > took me several months to recover from this shock. Thankfully the "I" of > the > > head is also needed because it keeps you in balance sometimes and helps > you > > stay a part of society. > > You have never recovered from this shock. > You have never experienced anything. > There have never been "months", because, in Reality, there is no time. > Nothing is needed. > There is no balance. > There is no society. > > If "you" die today, who cares? > If "I" die today, who cares? > If all humans die today, who cares <--that is a GOOD one!!!!! > > "YOU" are probably the classic case of the "enlightened ego" - one who > thinks they know something, or experienced something, or "got" > something, or is in any way different from any other thing. > > All of which is non-existent, in Reality. > > >
