You are the child of a barren woman ? Were you a test tube baby or born from a surrogate ?
On Wed, Jun 23, 2010 at 5:33 PM, roomsearching <[email protected]>wrote: > *jpEG > > Do you realize that what you call others might in fact be yourself ? > > Is it possible that the "Enlightened ego" that you perceived in me could be > a result of your own inner state? > > As you know, everything is the Self. When you describe something in the > world, you are describing your Self. > > You have to always question yourself . > > These days, I normally do not see anything bad in this world. > > When I see something despicable, horrible or brutal in the world, I do not > give it a label as good or bad. > > It is just energy which has been through the filter of our perception. > > It is considered bad because it has a potential to destroy the body. > > If the body is not me, then does that potential source of destruction > affect me ? > > I have withdrawn myself beyond the corridors of perception. <<<<< that's > a nice one. :) > > So the statement that I am a classic case of "enlightened ego" is your > thought. > > That thought has no reality. > > I do not see any egos in this world. > > I sometimes see chaos and misunderstanding in the value system of people. > > But again, that is my thought which arose at a certain point of time. > > Again, what I see may be my own state of mind. > > So in reality, I see nothing. > > I hope you understand what I am saying. > > Don't behave like a douchebag(which I am right now). > > > > * > > On Wed, Jun 23, 2010 at 2:20 PM, jp EnlightenmentGuy < > [email protected]> wrote: > >> >> >> On Jun 22, 7:51 pm, roomsearching <[email protected]> wrote: >> > It is interesting. The day that I had this realization happen, >> >> You can't have this realization, realization realizes itself. >> >> >> > I was still trying to find out >> >> There is no you to find out anything. >> >> >> > where the "I am" is coming from. >> >> There is no "I am", that IS the illusion. >> >> >> >> >> >> > I was reading Nisargadatta's "I am that" ebook >> >> You have never read anything, you do not exist. >> >> >> >> > for almost 6 months now. >> >> In reality, there is no such thing as time, that is a illusory concept >> dependent on a non-existent "I" to have a thought, in time. >> >> >> > I was extremely curious about >> >> You have never been curious about anything, you have never existed. >> >> > his writings. >> >> He didn't write anything, he didn't exist. >> >> >> > I was making many discoveries about my mind, >> >> You have never made any discoveries, you do not "have" a mind, there >> is no you to have anything at all ever. >> >> >> > consciousness and awareness and the journey was quite filled with terror >> and >> > many mishaps but I am always a fun loving guy looking for more >> experiences >> >> You are not a guy. You are not fun loving. You have never had any >> experience EVER. "You" are not and never have been. "You" is the >> illusion. "You" is the UN-enlightenment. >> >> >> >> > even if it meant mental illness. Finally it happened. >> >> Nothing has ever happened. EVER. That is the illusion. There IS >> nothing. There is no time. There is no you. There is, literally, >> factually, in Reality, nothing happening. >> >> >> > The "I am" which I thought was arising from the head was >> > found to be coming from the centre of >> > the Chest. >> >> There is no I am thought, that is the illusion. >> There is no head. >> There is no arising. >> There is no center of the chest. >> Not in Reality. >> >> >> > As soon as I realized this, a sudden flash of energy was felt >> >> When? Soon? Time = illusion. NON-reality. >> Cool! A flash of energy!! Wow!!!! >> >> >> >> > inside and the whole weight inside my head had vanished all of a sudden. >> The >> > centre of gravity had shifted from the head to the chest. I was coming >> from >> > the chest. >> >> There is no you AT ALL, no matter where "you" think it might be coming >> from -- whether the head, the chest, or floating out in space. NONE. >> The Ego can, and often does, grab hold of and attach itself to >> anything -- including attaching itself to NOTHING. Look at me, I am >> Mr. Nothing. Many "enlightened people" think this. There is no such >> thing as an enlightened person. There is no such thing as a person. >> >> >> >> >> > I was not in the head as I had thought all my life. This >> >> You are not. >> You never were in the head. >> You are not in the chest. >> You have never had a life. >> You are the child of a barren woman - there is no such thing as you. >> >> >> >> > non-existent "I" of the head was ruling my life for so long that now I >> felt >> >> There is nothing ruling anything. >> There is nothing that HAS a life. >> You have never had a life to be ruled by anything. >> >> >> > like an invisible man who had discovered a very very dangerous >> > secret....that none of us are really real!!! hahahaahahahahaha. I was >> > laughing at a woman who passed by. >> >> Correct. You are not real. >> The woman is not real. >> You were NOT laughing - laughing was happening. >> >> >> > I was laughing around looking at >> > strangers for almost 5 or 6 months since then because I knew what they >> were. >> >> What? >> That is closer. >> "They" are NOTHING. >> That is what you are. >> That is all that is. >> Nothingness. >> Emptiness. >> The void. >> ALL. >> >> >> >> > They were all me. But they thought they were different and seperate. >> > That is the secret of realization. If you know yourself, you know each >> and >> > every human being on earth. >> >> There is no you. >> There is no ME to be the same as all of them. >> There is only ONENESS. >> You will never know yourself, you can't be known. >> There are no humans. >> There is no earth. >> >> >> >> > That is why Tony Parsons calls it an open >> > secret. It is blissful but nobody wants to know it. I cannot forget it. >> It >> >> There is nobody. LITERALLY. In fact. In Reality. >> There is nobody who can want anything. >> There is no you to know it or forget it. >> It is what is, it cannot be known. Ever. >> >> >> >> > took me several months to recover from this shock. Thankfully the "I" of >> the >> > head is also needed because it keeps you in balance sometimes and helps >> you >> > stay a part of society. >> >> You have never recovered from this shock. >> You have never experienced anything. >> There have never been "months", because, in Reality, there is no time. >> Nothing is needed. >> There is no balance. >> There is no society. >> >> If "you" die today, who cares? >> If "I" die today, who cares? >> If all humans die today, who cares <--that is a GOOD one!!!!! >> >> "YOU" are probably the classic case of the "enlightened ego" - one who >> thinks they know something, or experienced something, or "got" >> something, or is in any way different from any other thing. >> >> All of which is non-existent, in Reality. >> >> >> >
