Ok. Thanks. On Thu, Jul 22, 2010 at 5:16 PM, <[email protected]> wrote:
> Ok, I've found it. > > Sent via BlackBerry from Vodafone > ------------------------------ > *From: * roomsearching <[email protected]> > *Date: *Thu, 22 Jul 2010 17:12:17 +0100 > *To: *<[email protected]> > *Cc: *Mark Ty-Wharton<[email protected]>; Advaita< > [email protected]> > *Subject: *Re: tinnitus > > No, it is not. Try for a few days. Don't post until you find it. > > On Thu, Jul 22, 2010 at 5:11 PM, <[email protected]> wrote: > >> I can't find it, where is it? >> All I can find is a void. Is that it? >> >> Sent via BlackBerry from Vodafone >> ------------------------------ >> *From: * roomsearching <[email protected]> >> *Date: *Thu, 22 Jul 2010 17:09:09 +0100 >> *To: *Mark Ty-Wharton<[email protected]> >> *Cc: *<[email protected]>; Advaita<[email protected]> >> *Subject: *Re: tinnitus >> >> The steps are like this : >> >> 1) Ask yourself "Who am I ?" with a deep feeling. Keep asking this >> continuously for a few days. >> >> >> 2) Try to locate it.... is it from your head ? Where are you ? Who are >> you ? what are you ? Keep asking. >> Look for where "I" is arising from within your field of consciousness. It >> has to be from within you. Where is it ? >> >> The source will be revealed. Be patient and keep repeating this exercise. >> There is a centre of your whole being. >> The answer can be found. Trust me. It is the central switch of your whole >> system. >> >> >> >> Use your own awareness to find its source. >> >> >> On Thu, Jul 22, 2010 at 5:00 PM, Mark Ty-Wharton < >> [email protected]> wrote: >> >>> Okay, willing to try your method. >>> >>> Give me specific instructions say ten steps - how to sit - what to say - >>> where to look? >>> >>> I disagree that the person disappears forever, then again I would >>> >>> an experience of enlightenment happened in my car >>> >>> there was bliss >>> >>> it was a bit boring, like taking heroin >>> >>> lasted hours >>> >>> got annoying >>> >>> I (or should I say annoyance and frustration) came back >>> >>> Bliss is available >>> >>> And... >>> >>> >>> On 22 July 2010 14:14, roomsearching <[email protected]> wrote: >>> >>>> All experience arises because of your consciousness which perceives >>>> everything around you. >>>> So consciousness comes out of its source, gives life to the sense organs >>>> and enjoys the world of sensory experiences. >>>> In reality there is only you and all experiences are only your >>>> experiences. >>>> All that you have ever known is only your own memory and perception >>>> recorded in your brain. >>>> There are no others. There is only you. >>>> And that you is powered by consciousness which arises from the source. >>>> To find the source, you have to do Self Enquiry. >>>> When you find the source, all that you are looking for in the world >>>> becomes meaningless. >>>> Because all that you are searching for is only your source because of >>>> the wholeness and bliss which it is. >>>> All the laws, morals, religions, history, science in your brain is only >>>> useless because it is all powered by consciousness. >>>> It arises from a hole in your chest. Find it! >>>> >>>> On Thu, Jul 22, 2010 at 1:54 PM, <[email protected]> wrote: >>>> >>>>> How can the source of all experience be experienced? >>>>> >>>>> Sent via BlackBerry from Vodafone >>>>> ------------------------------ >>>>> *From: * roomsearching <[email protected]> >>>>> *Sender: * [email protected] >>>>> *Date: *Thu, 22 Jul 2010 13:50:24 +0100 >>>>> *To: *Mark Ty-Wharton<[email protected]> >>>>> *Cc: *[email protected]<[email protected]> >>>>> *Subject: *Re: tinnitus >>>>> >>>>> Unless you find the source of the Self, just knowing that you are >>>>> awareness is not yet Self-realization. >>>>> It is only partial. >>>>> To complete the process, you have to find the source. >>>>> When the source is found, the person will never be able to arise again. >>>>> >>>>> >>>>> >>>>> On Thu, Jul 22, 2010 at 1:14 PM, Mark Ty-Wharton < >>>>> [email protected]> wrote: >>>>> >>>>>> The point you are missing RS is that self-realisation doesn't happen >>>>>> to anyone >>>>>> >>>>>> YOU cannot be self realised - nobody can - the realisation is the >>>>>> recognition that YOU made YOU up >>>>>> >>>>>> Then YOU simply disappear, fall away, in the arising awareness >>>>>> >>>>>> But YOU are not the awareness >>>>>> >>>>>> Awareness just IS >>>>>> >>>>>> Realisation just IS >>>>>> >>>>>> Nothing happens to a person >>>>>> >>>>>> The PERSON arises again in the awareness >>>>>> >>>>>> But if the PERSON now claims to be self-realised, then enlightenment >>>>>> is again lost. >>>>>> >>>>>> Take a step back into yourself and question the questioner >>>>>> >>>>>> Who is it that is self realised? >>>>>> >>>>>> If you see what there is to be seen there will be an understanding of >>>>>> the apparent ridicule showing up in this group. >>>>>> >>>>>> Hope that helps. >>>>>> >>>>>> Now choose... >>>>>> >>>>>> Aha? >>>>>> >>>>>> Or? >>>>>> >>>>>> >>>>>> On 22 July 2010 12:01, roomsearching <[email protected]> wrote: >>>>>> >>>>>>> Of course, I am facing that anger from many people here. In fact two >>>>>>> strangers by the name Vijaya and some other idiot (who I called Indian >>>>>>> cunts) >>>>>>> jumped on me and started giving me lectures telling me I have a >>>>>>> mental problem. This happened exactly at the moment I made the mistake >>>>>>> of >>>>>>> telling everybody here that I am self-realized. Besides, I am facing >>>>>>> another >>>>>>> failure of a person called Sandeep often ridiculing my experiences. I >>>>>>> think >>>>>>> most people think that realization happens to only famous people. And >>>>>>> even >>>>>>> famous people are being slagged off(Osho or UG) as fake, why should I >>>>>>> expect >>>>>>> someone to believe my story ? >>>>>>> >>>>>>> >>>>>>> On Thu, Jul 22, 2010 at 9:24 AM, Mark Ty-Wharton < >>>>>>> [email protected]> wrote: >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> I used to be vehemently angry about life and people like you would >>>>>>>> push all my buttons and I would react. >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> Let's get this straight. >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> I have a long way to go to be in PERMANENT bliss and yet... >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> When people post in such a way as to rub against my fragile ego, I >>>>>>>> feel no need to react. >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> The level of bliss I carry and or my current level of dissociation >>>>>>>> or separation from ego is perhaps enough there is a realisation this >>>>>>>> rubbing >>>>>>>> up against my beliefs about the way things should be is not happening >>>>>>>> to a >>>>>>>> "me" it is simply happening and the "me" reacts and is mostly ignored. >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> A "person" trying to be in bliss would almost certainly get annoyed >>>>>>>> and lash out against those upsetting his equilibrium. >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> When you give up the pretence of self realisation and the counter >>>>>>>> pretence of anger, name calling and self righteousness, you can throw >>>>>>>> away >>>>>>>> the books you cling to! >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> Sent from an iPhone >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> On 22 Jul 2010, at 05:45, roomsearching <[email protected]> >>>>>>>> wrote: >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> All the physical symptoms are of Kundalini, so there is no question >>>>>>>> of going to a hospital with Kundalini.I understand that you are some >>>>>>>> bastard >>>>>>>> who has no respect for the word "Kundalini" when so many people are >>>>>>>> having >>>>>>>> genuine experiences of it. >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> There is a difference between the belief "I am self-realized" and >>>>>>>> the fact that "I am self-realized". >>>>>>>> If you fell down from a tree, you may not believe it >>>>>>>> ................or you just know it happened. >>>>>>>> It is not a belief, it is true knowledge. It is true knowing. It is >>>>>>>> so strong that it can change your life of inconsistencies into a >>>>>>>> permanent >>>>>>>> blissful and absolutely still and always in the moment - which cannot >>>>>>>> happen >>>>>>>> with a belief. >>>>>>>> You can just say that you do want to believe that it did not happen >>>>>>>> to me. So why such a strong belief ? >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> Psylium may be good for you which is your personal belief. >>>>>>>> But your doctor's prescriptions may not necessarily be applicable to >>>>>>>> everyone. >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> On Thu, Jul 22, 2010 at 4:12 AM, Kuber Technologies >>>>>>>> <<[email protected]> >>>>>>>> [email protected]> wrote: >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> On Thu, Jul 22, 2010 at 1:30 AM, roomsearching >>>>>>>>> <<[email protected]> >>>>>>>>> [email protected]> wrote: >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> There are some physical signs and symptoms which have manifested in >>>>>>>>>> my case. >>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> If that is so, the urgent and serious( you are big on seriousness >>>>>>>>> isn't it) ... >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> ...need to visit a hospital, specially the psychiatric ward. >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>> All the signs agree with the literature and I have confirmed them >>>>>>>>>> after almost an year of research. >>>>>>>>>> I finally realized that I am self-realized after one year of >>>>>>>>>> clarification. >>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> The sense of investment in an identity. >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> Just a little intelligence can see that there is no difference >>>>>>>>> between the belief I am Joe-the-plumber and the belief I am self >>>>>>>>> realized. >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> At least Joe silently carries on plumbing. >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>> Sometimes people get self-realized but they do not even know it. >>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> People do not get self-realized. >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> Whether there is a ranting about it or the advent of a total >>>>>>>>> silence..... >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> ....silence itself apperceiving that in the absence of the >>>>>>>>> other... >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> ...to whom is a proclamation, any proclamation ........to be >>>>>>>>> addressed to. >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> The apperceiving that without a need of a proclamation to be >>>>>>>>> delivered to.......can there ever be a loci of such a proclamation to >>>>>>>>> rest >>>>>>>>> upon.. >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>> In your case you come here and write your stupid essays which show >>>>>>>>>> your mangled and mutilated mindset. >>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> Opinion noted. >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>> All you can say is that I should go to a doctor. >>>>>>>>>> Obviously you have no idea what the whole game is about. >>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> The whole game is a wholesome idea. >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>> So get the basics right before you write something about Advaita. >>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> You might sound like someone who knows what non-duality is. >>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> Thank you. >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>> But the problem is, you are a still a fucking idiot whose >>>>>>>>>> consciousness is still stuck in the basal chakra of the asshole. >>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> Again a little, a tiny weeny amount of intelligence could have seen >>>>>>>>> an asshole is a hole. >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> The Mooldhara Chakra is located at the base of the spine. >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> But then maybe a case of chronic constipation could be the cause of >>>>>>>>> all the symptoms on which you have bee researching for a year. >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> Try the natural laxative......Psyllium husk, one teaspoon first >>>>>>>>> thing every morning >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> It's great in clearing up all passages, of all ideations and >>>>>>>>> symptoms. >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>> So first raise your awareness to a higher level which requires >>>>>>>>>> seriousness. >>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> Naaaah. >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> The patent on idiocy is with RS. >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >> >
