*I believe* you are confused about the meaning of the word secular:
Hallelujah brother... you are believer :) I know what word secular in strict sense means, but if you want to explain to mass of others about your type of meditation you will end up in some sort of belief system because you will not have scientific arguments about it. Like... you say: "The purpose for me is that it is enjoyable." Then you will need to explain what kind of joy is that, what is purpose of it... etc.etc. and soon you will have belief system no matter how that fits in your understanding of word secular.
