[FairfieldLife] Re: Two Approaches To Spiritual Teaching - Theory vs. Practice

2011-06-15 Thread nablusoss1008


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, WillyTex willytex@... wrote:

 
 
   IMplicit in MMY's theory of 7 states of consciousness is
   the fact that there's no end-point to growth, and therefore
   there's no such thing as the 7th state...
  
 authfriend:
  Plus which, as I've always understood it, the whole thing
  is a continuum anyway...
 
 This has been pointed out by MMY in his recording Seven
 States of Consciousness. Apparently Barry has never even
 heard any of MMY's public recordings. 
 
 But, on this and other newsgroups all we can really quote 
 with accuracy are MMY published writings and recordings. 
 
 We should make a rule that only these sources can be quoted 
 in order to prove MMY's position on aspects of the TM program. 
 
 If it's published we can assume that is the official statement, 
 not what some TM Teacher thinks they heard thirty years ago. 
 
 Barry obviously has a very poor memory, so at least with Barry,
 almost anything he says could be a big mistake.
 
 From what I've heard, there are supposed to be no TMO tapes 
 in the possession of individual TM Teachers - all belong
 to the TMO, unless somebody took a cassette tape recorder in
 to a lecture by MMY and recorded it on their own.
 
 Apparently I am the only respondent on this forum that owns
 copies of MMY's records, tapes, and books. Is that right?
 
 And, it seems that there are zero TM Teachers on FFL that are 
 still in good standing with the TMO - all the others got kicked 
 out of the TMO for one reason or another, just like Barry got 
 kicked out. Correct me if I am mistaken about this.


I'm in good standing. But I didn't take the rectification course so I can't 
initiate at this point.
I also have hundreds of tapes and books. Tapes by Maharishi is freely available 
at vimeo and youtube. Many original tapes are available for a small cost at MUM.

Whatever the Turqo writes one can basically forget, it's all distorted to fit 
his Buddhist view. 
His crusade, as many here mistakenly believes, is not against Judy but against 
Maharishi. When corrected by Judy in presenting falsehoods about Maharishi he 
turns his rage againsy her instead. He's like Sisophys, he won't get anywhere. 
Until he drops his hate and moves on.



[FairfieldLife] Re: Eternal relationship with God vs Merging with the Absolute

2011-06-15 Thread nablusoss1008


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Yifu yifuxero@... wrote:

 Like I said, if somebody (say any Krishna Bhaktis of various stripes - the 
 Hare Krishna Guru, Swami Prakashanand, the fellow below...etc) claims Krishna 
 is the Supreme Personality of Godhead, apart from Scriptures, what's the 
 evidence? The Guru below appears to be more liberal than the Fundie 
 Bhakti's since he's saying there's a certain legitimacy in accepting the 
 impersonal Absolute in terms of Realization, along with Bhakti. Fine...even 
 Ramana Maharshi was a devotee of Shiva and Ramakrishna was a devotee of Kali.
 ...
 However, under the cover of Absoluteness, he appears to be sneaking in a form 
 of  Godhead Personality worship; even though he's provided no evidence that 
 Krishna is superior to YHVH or the Scientology God Xenu. Again, there's no 
 evidence that one or the other of these gods is the Supreme Personality of 
 Godhead.
 ...
 The Guru below is a Wolf in Sheep's clothing - trying to sneak in Hare 
 Krishna Fundamentalism in to the field under the cover of Brahman 
 Realization. It's a Trojan Horse. Don't fall for it.
 ...
 Either there is a Supreme Personality of the Godhead or there is not. But 
 should any Entity make such a claim, I would spit in His face. Goddesses such 
 as Kali and Durga are sugar and spice. The male gods: Krishna, YHVH, 
 Ram,...appear to be self-worshipping abusers high on testosterone rather than 
 Soma.


Rick Archer even interviewed Igal Harmelin, why not another nobody ?



[FairfieldLife] Re: Codependent Obsession, or How to end the Barry-Judy feud

2011-06-15 Thread turquoiseb
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... 
wrote:

 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@ wrote:
 
  My contention is that a reason for this is that Curtis is allowing
  the feud to resurface, and even *enabling* it to do so by allowing
  himself to be sucked in to Judy's gotta get Barry obsession. My
  contention is that Curtis -- as much as I like him -- is allowing
  himself to be a codependent enabler.
 
 I think you got an important thing wrong here. Although I 
 don't want to get in the middle of the feud, I don't care 
 if you guys keep it up.  

As I said, Curtis, a feud is only a feud if more 
than one person is participating in it. If only
one is, it's clearly a one-sided obsession.

What I wrote was not to you solely but to a number
of people on this forum who have, in the past, said
that they didn't like the feud mentality and that
they wished it would stop. However, my impression
was that almost every time the subject of Barry
and how evil he is was interjected into a conver-
sation that had previously had nothing to do with
him, they couldn't resist chiming in, thus giving 
the person who interjected the irrelevant topic 
the opportunity to go on and on about it. Which
was, in my opinion, the point of interjecting it.

It seemed to me that some of these folks -- not 
intending to single you out -- didn't seem to
perceive the pattern, the game that was being
run on them. So I pointed it out.

I shall now retire from the fray, and allow those
who seem to somehow get off on the feud to talk
amongst themselves, as that character on SNL used
to say. If the But enough about this talk about 
philosophy...let's talk some more about what a 
bounder Barry is ploys continue, those who claim 
that they're not interested in the subject will 
have the opportunity to walk their talk. Or not.





[FairfieldLife] Re: Two Approaches To Spiritual Teaching - Theory vs. Practice

2011-06-15 Thread turquoiseb
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Bhairitu noozguru@... wrote:

 Most spiritual teachers do have the ability to do number two and a 
 number here might argue they experienced number 2 or what is usually 
 called darshan even with Maharishi.  The guy did have some shakti 
 after all.  If some folks didn't experience maybe they hit him on a 
 bad day or their nervous system was just too coarse to experience 
 it.   

Ignoring the obvious humor bait of the number two 
references :-), I'd love to hear from those who feel
that they experienced what I'm talking about with MMY.
I never did. 

The occasional light buzz, or a feeling of upliftment
maybe, but the full-blown experience of one of his 3
higher states of consciousness, never. IMO, what most
people I've talked to experience as darshan is an
occult buzz, not what I'm talking about at all.

As you suggest, it could be that I just didn't groove
with him and did with the other teachers I wrote about
originally. Did you ever experience this (being able to
experience a full-blown higher state of consciousness)
while with Maharishi? With anyone else? Genuinely curious.




[FairfieldLife] Most racist and sexist political ad ever?

2011-06-15 Thread turquoiseb
Welcome to the American political process. I'm sure 
glad that you people have to live with it and I don't.

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2011/06/14/dccc-demands-gop-candidat_n_877146.html





[FairfieldLife] Re: Eternal relationship with God vs Merging with the Absolute

2011-06-15 Thread Ravi Yogi


Dear yifuxero piece of shit - your nightmare is coming true the Hare Krishnas 
are coming after you, you can run or hide but they will surely make you 
Krishna's bitch. Say goodbye to all your stupid posts with links from Google 
images.

--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Yifu yifuxero@... wrote:

 Nope...I'm familiar with the tricks of these devious Krishna Bhaktis. They 
 state outright (privately), that any tricks whatsoever are legitimate, as 
 long as it results in somebody saying Krishna. Take a look at what he's 
 doing pursuant to the previous efforts of the Hare Krishna Guru.
 ...
 The latter's pov was that Krishna was Superior to the impersonal Absolute, 
 and that the impersonal Absolute was an emanation of Krishna. That message 
 obviously will not be conducive toward converting the Impersonalists (i.e. 
 non-dualists) such as Buddhists, Advaitins, Neo-Advaitins, and of course the 
 whole fold of TMO and Maharishi-inspired Cosmology. We can broadly combine 
 the various separate originations of non-dualism (mainly Buddhism and Saivite 
 Hinduism); into what Wilber calls The Great Tradition. Adi Da called this 
 world-view Advaitayana Buddhism.
 ...
 Now getting back to the Guru below, let's zero-in on a single statement that 
 calls his bluff, exposing his hairy butt, revealing the Wolf; and a phoney 
 attempt to trick the Impersonalists into worshipping Krishna: It's
 ...
 And then there is Bhagawan which is the Absolute with personal form
 
 That's it right there!. Let's go over this examining the key words. First, 
 Bhagavan. By this he really means Krishna. It's obvious this deceiver is 
 a Hare Krishna Vaishava Gaudiya Bhakti akin to the Hare Krisha Guruonly 
 the latter was a white zebra with black stripes, and this Guru is black with 
 white stripes. There both zebras.((but no offense to black or white...just 
 the same old critter but differing stripes).
 ...
 OK, as stated a million times, there's no evidence that (even if there were a 
 Bhagavan), that Krishna is THE Bhagavan, as opposed to (say) YHVH.  Apart 
 from Vaisnava Scriptures chiefly the Srimad Bhagavan, what's the evidence 
 that Krishna is Bhagavan?
 ...
 In order to pull the wool of your eyes, he's simply replaced Supreme 
 Personality of Godhead, with Bhagavan, and tricked you even more.
 ...
 Next, the sentence says ...which is the Absolute. Duuuhhheverything is 
 the Absolute. A dirt clod = the Buddha. There is no Absolute above the 
 Absolute. A dirt clod is equal in its Absoluteness to Krishna. Krishna is not 
 more Absolute than dog crap. Dog = God backwards, same stuff.
 ...
 Next to Last, he says..Absolute with Personal Form. Again, this is pure 
 Hare Krishna bullshit, only he's cleverly eliminated saying Supreme 
 Personality of Godhead.  Everything is Absolute with form, if it has form. 
  But again, apart from Scriptures, no evidence, that Krishna is THE MAN.
 ...
 Last, zeroing in on the final 2 words, Personal Form, this is faith-based 
 on Scriptural Authority. We are to believe Krishna's Personal Form 
 (whatever the word they use - Viratarupa...) is somehow superior to the 
 Christian Deity?, the Mormon God, or Xenu? Tom Cruise,...where are you
 ...
 See what he's doing? He's eliminated Supreme Personality of God, replacing 
 that with Bhagavan, and eliminating the Hare Krishna Guru's usage of 
 Absolute Body, or Viratarupa, with essentially, an equally faith-based, 
 totally Scriptural assertion: That Bhagavan (Krishna) is THE Personal God 
 above other Gods, and that He's the Absolute in Personal form.
 ...
 Adi Da claimed the same thing for himself: that he was the Transcendental 
 Man, the Absolute in Personal form, blah, blah,...total rubbish. Any 
 Personality whomever is obviously The Absolute in Personal form. Even 
 Hitler. So go figure.
 
 
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, do.rflex do.rflex@ wrote:
 
  
  
  --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Yifu yifuxero@ wrote:
  
   Like I said, if somebody (say any Krishna Bhaktis of various stripes - 
   the Hare Krishna Guru, Swami Prakashanand, the fellow below...etc) claims 
   Krishna is the Supreme Personality of Godhead, apart from Scriptures, 
   what's the evidence? 
  
  
  You're not paying attention, Yifu and you clearly didn't read the post. He 
  didn't claim that Krishna is the Supreme Personality of Godhead. 
  
  This is what he said:
  
  Is the Absolute dual, or is the Absolute non-dual – is the Absolute 
  personal, is the Absolute impersonal? And sometimes I would get very vague 
  answers. And sometimes I would get very conflicting, combating answers 
  against the apparent opposing side. And I was really looking to understand. 
  
  And on the path of Bhakti I found what I felt to be the synthesis of the 
  two, and it's based on the Shrimad Bhagavatam, the Upanishads, the holy 
  scriptures and a whole line of great saintly people who teach this 
  principle. And I'll share with you a little piece 

[FairfieldLife] Re: Most racist and sexist political ad ever?

2011-06-15 Thread Ravi Yogi


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@... wrote:

 Welcome to the American political process. I'm sure 
 glad that you people have to live with it and I don't.
 
 http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2011/06/14/dccc-demands-gop-candidat_n_877146.html


I'm glad we live with it and don't carry it in our head daily half-way across 
the globe.



[FairfieldLife] Speculating about CC instead of doing the work[was Re:Two...questions from Turq]

2011-06-15 Thread Ravi Yogi




--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, sparaig LEnglish5@... wrote:

 
 
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ 
 wrote:
 
  If you read what she said you could determine the credibility yourself.  
  Actual video evidence is rare is nay sex case for obvious reasons, so it is 
  up to the jury to determine the credibility of the witness. Since Judith's 
  account was backed up by an even more credible witness,for me the case is 
  closed.  YMMV.
 
 
 Someone was in the room with them?
 
 Kinky.
 
 
 Lawson

Curtis was, poor little bastard - he has been scarred ever since. He can't even 
admit that it was him, because then he would have to admit he was Judith's 
secret lover - what a love triangle, what a dilemma !!





[FairfieldLife] Speculating about CC instead of doing the work[was Re:Two...questions from Turq]

2011-06-15 Thread Ravi Yogi




--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Rick Archer rick@... wrote:

 From: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com [mailto:FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com]
 On Behalf Of sparaig
 Sent: Tuesday, June 14, 2011 7:00 PM
 To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
 Subject: [FairfieldLife] Speculating about CC instead of doing the work[was
 Re:Two...questions from Turq]
 
  
 
   
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
 mailto:FairfieldLife%40yahoogroups.com , curtisdeltablues
 curtisdeltablues@ wrote:
 
  If you read what she said you could determine the credibility yourself.
 Actual video evidence is rare is nay sex case for obvious reasons, so it is
 up to the jury to determine the credibility of the witness. Since Judith's
 account was backed up by an even more credible witness,for me the case is
 closed. YMMV.
 
 Someone was in the room with them?
 
  
 
 Have you read the book Lawson? Those who haven't done so sound pretty
 foolish when trying to dismiss its credibility.


Would you care to give a brief summary of why you think it's credible? If you 
are going to lose any commission on this book by doing so please forgive me and 
feel free to ignore.



[FairfieldLife] Re: Eternal relationship with God vs Merging with the Absolute

2011-06-15 Thread seventhray1


Is your real name Matlock?

--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Yifu yifuxero@... wrote:

 Nope...I'm familiar with the tricks of these devious Krishna Bhaktis.
They state outright (privately), that any tricks whatsoever are
legitimate, as long as it results in somebody saying Krishna. Take a
look at what he's doing pursuant to the previous efforts of the Hare
Krishna Guru.
 ...
 The latter's pov was that Krishna was Superior to the impersonal
Absolute, and that the impersonal Absolute was an emanation of
Krishna. That message obviously will not be conducive toward converting
the Impersonalists (i.e. non-dualists) such as Buddhists, Advaitins,
Neo-Advaitins, and of course the whole fold of TMO and
Maharishi-inspired Cosmology. We can broadly combine the various
separate originations of non-dualism (mainly Buddhism and Saivite
Hinduism); into what Wilber calls The Great Tradition. Adi Da called
this world-view Advaitayana Buddhism.
 ...
 Now getting back to the Guru below, let's zero-in on a single
statement that calls his bluff, exposing his hairy butt, revealing the
Wolf; and a phoney attempt to trick the Impersonalists into worshipping
Krishna: It's
 ...
 And then there is Bhagawan which is the Absolute with personal form

 That's it right there!. Let's go over this examining the key words.
First, Bhagavan. By this he really means Krishna. It's obvious this
deceiver is a Hare Krishna Vaishava Gaudiya Bhakti akin to the Hare
Krisha Guruonly the latter was a white zebra with black stripes, and
this Guru is black with white stripes. There both zebras.((but no
offense to black or white...just the same old critter but differing
stripes).
 ...
 OK, as stated a million times, there's no evidence that (even if there
were a Bhagavan), that Krishna is THE Bhagavan, as opposed to (say)
YHVH. Apart from Vaisnava Scriptures chiefly the Srimad Bhagavan, what's
the evidence that Krishna is Bhagavan?
 ...
 In order to pull the wool of your eyes, he's simply replaced Supreme
Personality of Godhead, with Bhagavan, and tricked you even more.
 ...
 Next, the sentence says ...which is the Absolute.
Duuuhhheverything is the Absolute. A dirt clod = the Buddha. There
is no Absolute above the Absolute. A dirt clod is equal in its
Absoluteness to Krishna. Krishna is not more Absolute than dog crap.
Dog = God backwards, same stuff.
 ...
 Next to Last, he says..Absolute with Personal Form. Again, this
is pure Hare Krishna bullshit, only he's cleverly eliminated saying
Supreme Personality of Godhead. Everything is Absolute with form, if
it has form. But again, apart from Scriptures, no evidence, that Krishna
is THE MAN.
 ...
 Last, zeroing in on the final 2 words, Personal Form, this is
faith-based on Scriptural Authority. We are to believe Krishna's
Personal Form (whatever the word they use - Viratarupa...) is somehow
superior to the Christian Deity?, the Mormon God, or Xenu? Tom
Cruise,...where are you
 ...
 See what he's doing? He's eliminated Supreme Personality of God,
replacing that with Bhagavan, and eliminating the Hare Krishna Guru's
usage of Absolute Body, or Viratarupa, with essentially, an equally
faith-based, totally Scriptural assertion: That Bhagavan (Krishna) is
THE Personal God above other Gods, and that He's the Absolute in
Personal form.
 ...
 Adi Da claimed the same thing for himself: that he was the
Transcendental Man, the Absolute in Personal form, blah, blah,...total
rubbish. Any Personality whomever is obviously The Absolute in Personal
form. Even Hitler. So go figure.


 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, do.rflex do.rflex@ wrote:
 
 
 
  --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Yifu yifuxero@ wrote:
  
   Like I said, if somebody (say any Krishna Bhaktis of various
stripes - the Hare Krishna Guru, Swami Prakashanand, the fellow
below...etc) claims Krishna is the Supreme Personality of Godhead,
apart from Scriptures, what's the evidence?
 
 
  You're not paying attention, Yifu and you clearly didn't read the
post. He didn't claim that Krishna is the Supreme Personality of
Godhead.
 
  This is what he said:
 
  Is the Absolute dual, or is the Absolute non-dual – is the
Absolute personal, is the Absolute impersonal? And sometimes I would
get very vague answers. And sometimes I would get very conflicting,
combating answers against the apparent opposing side. And I was really
looking to understand.
 
  And on the path of Bhakti I found what I felt to be the synthesis
of the two, and it's based on the Shrimad Bhagavatam, the Upanishads,
the holy scriptures and a whole line of great saintly people who teach
this principle. And I'll share with you a little piece of it.
 
  There's a beautiful verse in the Vedas (recites verse in Sanskrit
then explains it as follows): There's one Absolute Truth we can call
God, we can call Nirvana, but there's one Absolute Truth.
 
  And according to the Vedas, this one Absolute Truth eternally,
simultaneously has three features: Brahman, Paramatma and 

[FairfieldLife] India's Widows

2011-06-15 Thread obbajeeba
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CS8euwO4o8k



[FairfieldLife] Re: Two Approaches To Spiritual Teaching - Theory vs. Practice

2011-06-15 Thread wayback71


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@... wrote:

 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Bhairitu noozguru@ wrote:
 
  Most spiritual teachers do have the ability to do number two and a 
  number here might argue they experienced number 2 or what is usually 
  called darshan even with Maharishi.  The guy did have some shakti 
  after all.  If some folks didn't experience maybe they hit him on a 
  bad day or their nervous system was just too coarse to experience 
  it.   
 
 Ignoring the obvious humor bait of the number two 
 references :-), I'd love to hear from those who feel
 that they experienced what I'm talking about with MMY.
 I never did. 
 
 The occasional light buzz, or a feeling of upliftment
 maybe, but the full-blown experience of one of his 3
 higher states of consciousness, never. IMO, what most
 people I've talked to experience as darshan is an
 occult buzz, not what I'm talking about at all.

I almost always had that lightness and quieting of thoughts and a certain sense 
of the aliveness of the energy in MMY's presence.  But twice I had something 
much more,: my awareness just shifted and became infinite, there was no I to 
find anywhere, just infinity, and that was so powerful and stunning that I was 
not aware of much else at all for a while.  Not much thought, just a stunned 
wonder and taking it all in. Then, I as I moved around and had to interact, I 
noticed this silence and energy just everywhere and especially where I put my 
attention.  These 2 experiences lasted a a few hours each and then faded 
(during which feelings of bliss and joy were intensely everywhere). I felt 
bereft when they were done - smaller and trapped in the cycle of thoughts and 
small awareness  I believe that MMY's presence triggered them. They were of a 
completely different nature than the buzz or lightness I usually felt around 
MMY.  They were entirely different states of awareness.

I also had a few more of these more profound and intense types of experiences 
(way more than the buzz) without being in MMYs presence, but directly after 
meditating, and once even before learning TM - at about age 18. And I think I 
had something similar at about age 4, after awakening from a nap in which I had 
dreamt that a snake was biting my left big toe!  I think energy traveled from 
there to my brain and that began some experience.  

I never heard MMY talk about his darshan or that he tried to evoke these shifts 
in SOC's with his students.  I assumed many people had this happen - one reason 
they stuck around even in the midst of the craziness. And we all assumed that 
happned all the time with those in the very inner circle like Bevan and John 
and skinboys.

 
 As you suggest, it could be that I just didn't groove
 with him and did with the other teachers I wrote about
 originally. Did you ever experience this (being able to
 experience a full-blown higher state of consciousness)
 while with Maharishi? With anyone else? Genuinely curious.





[FairfieldLife] Re: Math test

2011-06-15 Thread turquoiseb
Lawson, here's an even cooler math test, one which demonstrates
that the term computer security is an oxymoron, because of
the number of morons out there.

What do the number sequences (sets) 1234, , 2580, ,
and  have in common?

If you answered, Those are the passcodes chosen by a shocking
number of iPhone users, you'd be correct. Fascinating study,
not directly on iPhone users, but close enough to assume that
its findings are true for them as well:

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2011/06/13/iphone-passcodes-most-common_n_876161.html


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, sparaig LEnglish5@... wrote:

 So, which is the largest set:
 
 all the positive numbers 1,2,3,4,5...
 
 all the even numbers ...,-4,-2,0,2,4,6,8...
 
 all the real numbers between 0 and 1
 
 ?
 
 
 
 The guy that codified this branch of mathematics (set theory) was named Georg 
 Cantor. He eventually died in a sanatorium following a serious illness, after 
 a lifetime of being in and out of mental hospitals. Many of his 
 contemporaries believed that his theories were indeed insane.
 
 L.





[FairfieldLife] Re: Two Approaches To Spiritual Teaching - Theory vs. Practice

2011-06-15 Thread turquoiseb
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, wayback71 wayback71@... wrote:

 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@ wrote:
 
  --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Bhairitu noozguru@ wrote:
  
   Most spiritual teachers do have the ability to do number two 
   and a number here might argue they experienced number 2 or 
   what is usually called darshan even with Maharishi.  The 
   guy did have some shakti after all.  If some folks didn't 
   experience maybe they hit him on a bad day or their nervous 
   system was just too coarse to experience it.   
  
  Ignoring the obvious humor bait of the number two 
  references :-), I'd love to hear from those who feel
  that they experienced what I'm talking about with MMY.
  I never did. 
  
  The occasional light buzz, or a feeling of upliftment
  maybe, but the full-blown experience of one of his 3
  higher states of consciousness, never. IMO, what most
  people I've talked to experience as darshan is an
  occult buzz, not what I'm talking about at all.
 
 I almost always had that lightness and quieting of thoughts 
 and a certain sense of the aliveness of the energy in MMY's 
 presence.  But twice I had something much more,: my awareness 
 just shifted and became infinite, there was no I to find 
 anywhere, just infinity, and that was so powerful and stunning 
 that I was not aware of much else at all for a while.  Not 
 much thought, just a stunned wonder and taking it all in. 
 Then, I as I moved around and had to interact, I noticed this 
 silence and energy just everywhere and especially where I put 
 my attention.  These 2 experiences lasted a a few hours each 
 and then faded (during which feelings of bliss and joy were 
 intensely everywhere). I felt bereft when they were done - 
 smaller and trapped in the cycle of thoughts and small 
 awareness  I believe that MMY's presence triggered them. 
 They were of a completely different nature than the buzz or 
 lightness I usually felt around MMY.  They were entirely 
 different states of awareness.
 
 I also had a few more of these more profound and intense 
 types of experiences (way more than the buzz) without being 
 in MMYs presence, but directly after meditating, and once 
 even before learning TM - at about age 18. And I think I had 
 something similar at about age 4, after awakening from a nap 
 in which I had dreamt that a snake was biting my left big toe!  
 I think energy traveled from there to my brain and that began 
 some experience.  

Thanks for your reply. I have nothing to say about it
because, after all, what is there to say? It was your
subjective experience and thus essentially valid; there 
is nothing I or anyone can say about a subjective exper-
ience other than That's cool, or Whatever.  :-)

As I said, from my side I never experienced anything
similar with him. Once, in fact, in Fiuggi, I was 
curious as to whether he'd notice anything different
in *my* SOC because I'd been witnessing 24/7 for about
a week, my subjective experience pretty much mapping
one to one to his descriptions of CC. As it turned out, 
at the height of this experience he was giving advanced 
techniques and I got to go up and sit by his side, 
literally at his feet, and have him spend a few minutes 
with me one on one, talking to me first and then giving 
me the advanced technique. He didn't notice a thing.

From my side, I didn't notice any change between full-
on witnessing and that profound, everpresent silence
you spoke of before while sitting a foot away from him,
or during, or after. No effect whatsoever, and as I said,
he didn't notice any change in my SOC from his side.
There was a line of others waiting for their techniques
so I didn't bother him with any questions at that time,
and before I had a chance to do so the experiences had
faded and my questions and any confirmation from him
would have been irrelevant. 

I've actually heard the same experience from others.
At the height of their highest experiences, mapping
from their perspective one to one to his descriptions
of CC, they got to be close to Maharishi and he never
noticed. So much for the notion of like knows like.
Either that or he really didn't care enough about his
students to notice them, period. Or any other explan-
ation you prefer.

 I never heard MMY talk about his darshan or that he tried 
 to evoke these shifts in SOC's with his students.  

Neither did I.

 I assumed many people had this happen - one reason they 
 stuck around even in the midst of the craziness. And we 
 all assumed that happned all the time with those in the 
 very inner circle like Bevan and John and skinboys.

I think there was *great deal* of assuming going on. :-)

Assuming that Maharishi was enlightened when he never
claimed to be. Assuming he'd just know when you got
enlightened. Assuming that being in his presence 
would get you high, and then (Holy confirmation bias,
Batman!) having that happen.  :-)





[FairfieldLife] Speculating about CC instead of doing the work[was Re:Two...questions from Turq]

2011-06-15 Thread curtisdeltablues
Hell of a shout out, but hey there Ravi!



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@... wrote:

 
 
 
 
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, sparaig LEnglish5@ wrote:
 
  
  
  --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues 
  curtisdeltablues@ wrote:
  
   If you read what she said you could determine the credibility yourself. 
Actual video evidence is rare is nay sex case for obvious reasons, so it 
   is up to the jury to determine the credibility of the witness. Since 
   Judith's account was backed up by an even more credible witness,for me 
   the case is closed.  YMMV.
  
  
  Someone was in the room with them?
  
  Kinky.
  
  
  Lawson
 
 Curtis was, poor little bastard - he has been scarred ever since. He can't 
 even admit that it was him, because then he would have to admit he was 
 Judith's secret lover - what a love triangle, what a dilemma !!
 
 





[FairfieldLife] Re: Codependent Obsession, or How to end the Barry-Judy feud

2011-06-15 Thread authfriend
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@... wrote:

 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ 
 wrote:
 
  --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@ wrote:
  
   My contention is that a reason for this is that Curtis
   is allowing the feud to resurface, and even *enabling*
   it to do so by allowing himself to be sucked in to 
   Judy's gotta get Barry obsession. My contention is
   that Curtis -- as much as I like him -- is allowing
   himself to be a codependent enabler.

You couldn't make this stuff up, folks. Barry's
a walking case history of projection, which is,
according to Wikipedia, a psychological defense
mechanism where a person unconsciously denies his
or her own attributes, thoughts, and emotions,
which are then ascribed to the outside world,
usually to other people.

What follows, and what preceded it, is a classic
case of projection.

  I think you got an important thing wrong here. Although I 
  don't want to get in the middle of the feud, I don't care 
  if you guys keep it up.  
 
 As I said, Curtis, a feud is only a feud if more 
 than one person is participating in it. If only
 one is, it's clearly a one-sided obsession.
 
 What I wrote was not to you solely but to a number
 of people on this forum who have, in the past, said
 that they didn't like the feud mentality and that
 they wished it would stop. However, my impression
 was that almost every time the subject of Barry
 and how evil he is was interjected into a conver-
 sation that had previously had nothing to do with
 him, they couldn't resist chiming in,

That impression is not of anything that has 
actually happened on FFL. It's a product of Barry's
out-of-control fantasy life.

I do once in a while mention Barry in passing in a
conversation that had nothing to do with him, but
it's rare; and it's virtually always an observation
related to something in that conversation, e.g.,
Barry as an example of whatever is being discussed,
or something he said that's relevant to the
discussion. But the chiming in part happens only
in Barry's obsessed imagination. The kinds of
observations I make don't invite chiming in and
don't elicit it.

 thus giving 
 the person who interjected the irrelevant topic 
 the opportunity to go on and on about it. Which
 was, in my opinion, the point of interjecting it.

Also pure fantasy.

What started Barry off on this kick was a discussion
Curtis and I had a few days ago concerning Curtis's
refusal to criticize Barry when he tells lies about
me and others, even when the lies are in posts
addressed directly to Curtis. This is a beef I've
had with Curtis for quite some time, and we've had
a number of exchanges about it in the past.

The supreme irony is that what instigated this
discussion--wait for it!--was *Barry* interjecting
Judy and how evil she is into a post to Curtis--

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/message/279083

--EXACTLY what Barry falsely accuses me of doing in
his current post.

Did he really think I wouldn't point this out? Or did
he simply wipe the earlier post from his memory so
he genuinely doesn't realize he's projecting his own
rotten behavior onto me?

The further irony is that in his exchange with me,
Curtis *stood on his head* to defend Barry. And the
thanks he gets? Barry accuses Curtis of being an
enabler.

Some friend.




[FairfieldLife] Speculating about CC instead of doing the work[was Re:Two...questions from Turq]

2011-06-15 Thread authfriend
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@... wrote:
 
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Rick Archer rick@ wrote:
snip
  Have you read the book Lawson? Those who haven't done
  so sound pretty foolish when trying to dismiss its
  credibility.

(Note that Lawson was not trying to dismiss its credibility.)

 Would you care to give a brief summary of why you think
 it's credible?

I read it, and I found it credible. It's hard to say why
something like this book has the ring of authenticity;
it's more a matter of whether it has any signs of
*in*authenticity. And it didn't, as far as I could tell.

Part of it is that it's so amateurishly written. 
Typically, folks who write sensational false exposes do
so with a great deal of care because they know what
they write is going to be closely scrutinized, and they
want to make sure it's as convincing as they can
possibly make it. I didn't get any sense of that sort of
calculation from Judith's book, but rather of an 
unskilled, awkward, artless innocence. That's really,
really hard to fake.

Another aspect--probably even more significant--is that
the tone isn't vindictive but instead sad and regretful,
almost wistful. That isn't typical of a false expose
either. She spends quite a bit of time expressing her
great admiration for MMY; she doesn't try to make him
into a villain or a fraud as some of the critics here do.

So those are two specific points. The rest is mostly
intuition: it just *sounds true*.

 If you are going to lose any commission on this book
 by doing so please forgive me and feel free to ignore.

Oh, give me a *break*, Ravi! You sound like Nabby at
his absolute worst. Why do you even care about any of
this anyway?





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[FairfieldLife] Re: Eternal relationship with God vs Merging with the Absolute

2011-06-15 Thread do.rflex


Your obvious anger and open hostility toward Bhaktis tell much more than 
anything else about your point of view here, Yifu.

It isn't only the Hare Krishnas [whom you apparently despise] that look to 
'enlightenment' in terms of a personal relationship with God. Guru Dev's 
discourses are filled with recommendations to follow Bhagwan and to worship 
Paramatma, all according to the Veda Shastras. The following are only two of 
the dozens of examples he offers:

--- Attainment of Bhagwan's World [from Guru Dev]---

With the support of nishkama (disinterested) karma yoga every human being 
can come to the other side of the ocean of being

nishkama karma does not mean to do action without desire, because without 
desire then nobody can have the pravritti (tendency, inclination or 
perseverance) of mind [to perform action]. 

There are two causes of pravritti (tendency for activity), one is the knowledge 
of ishta sadhana that is information that by doing an action we shall gain 
fulfilment; and secondly the knowledge of krita sadhyata, knowledge that this 
work is feasible and possible for us to accomplish. 

Only by knowing these two pieces of information can there be a spur for any man 
to perform action. If there is any uncertainty about either of the two aspects 
then the spur to action will not occur. Therefore preceding a spur to action 
there must be the desire. Consequently the meaning of nishkama karma appears 
to be exactly this, that the karma suitable to be done is that which is fitting 
to offer to Bhagwan. 

nishkama karma is action done on Bhagwan's account. That karma that is to be 
offered to Bhagwan, and is not on account of being attached. Your right is only 
in the action of karma; never desire the effects.

Because the soul's life has been suffering poverty from many lifetimes; it has 
no help with this call for assistance, not knowing what to ask for. When any 
demand is made then the demand is based on one's own merit. If the soul will 
wish for the effects of its karmas, then by one's merit there will be little 
effect desired, but if one surrenders to Bhagwan then Bhagwan who is 
All-Knowing, All-Powerful, from one's own merit offered to him on high he will 
give a high gift.

Intelligently, delivering to Bhagavat (God), doing action, man gains Bhagwan's 
world. 

According to devotion he receives salvation, freedom and deliverance and is 
always released from being bound to birth and death. 

Performing karma one gets freed from bondage of life and death, this is the 
means to acquire moksha (final liberation, beatitude, redemption, absolution, 
quietus, salvation, freedom, death).

From Guru Dev, 
Swami Brahmananda Saraswati's 108 Discourses
[Shri Shankaracharya UpadeshAmrita kaNa 8 of 108]
http://www.paulmason.info/gurudev/UA_Hindi.htm#kaNa_8


--The power of the grace of Bhagwan is not an arrangement to commit paapa 
(sin). In truth with the endless feeling from singing bhajan (hymns) to Bhagwan 
no forbidden behaviour can be practised. 
Then there is infinite wealth, for without Bhagwan there is nothing. When this 
kind of condition of devotion will come, then only that which pleases Bhagwan 
will be done. 

In the name of Bhagwan the strength of sin fades, so much so that wicked 
wrongdoings cannot be done. 

Valmiki is an example of maharishis (sages) who were very evil and wicked 
before but who let go of their own wickedness after being fully attentive to 
worshipping Bhagwan, from when they were made good. However sinful one is 
before, yet if he applies himself to worshipping Bhagwan, then sadagati 
(salvation, good conduct) will be certain.

[Shri Shankaracharya UpadeshAmrita kaNa 15 of 108]


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Yifu yifuxero@... wrote:

 Nope...I'm familiar with the tricks of these devious Krishna Bhaktis. They 
 state outright (privately), that any tricks whatsoever are legitimate, as 
 long as it results in somebody saying Krishna. Take a look at what he's 
 doing pursuant to the previous efforts of the Hare Krishna Guru.
 ...
 The latter's pov was that Krishna was Superior to the impersonal Absolute, 
 and that the impersonal Absolute was an emanation of Krishna. That message 
 obviously will not be conducive toward converting the Impersonalists (i.e. 
 non-dualists) such as Buddhists, Advaitins, Neo-Advaitins, and of course the 
 whole fold of TMO and Maharishi-inspired Cosmology. We can broadly combine 
 the various separate originations of non-dualism (mainly Buddhism and Saivite 
 Hinduism); into what Wilber calls The Great Tradition. Adi Da called this 
 world-view Advaitayana Buddhism.
 ...
 Now getting back to the Guru below, let's zero-in on a single statement that 
 calls his bluff, exposing his hairy butt, revealing the Wolf; and a phoney 
 attempt to trick the Impersonalists into worshipping Krishna: It's
 ...
 And then there is Bhagawan which is the Absolute with personal form
 
 That's it right there!. Let's go over this examining 

[FairfieldLife] Speculating about CC instead of doing the work[was Re:Two...questions from Turq]

2011-06-15 Thread WillyTex


  Not to mention that a gal would have to be a freak
  to want to fuck a midget on an antelope skin under
  a framed photo of Guru Dev. That's just outrageous
  and sick, right?
 
seventhray1:
 You're panting Willy.  Slow down.

Wait, I didn't claim to have screwed the Maharishi,
that was Judith! Now that's sleazy! But, you are 
supposed to read the book BEFORE you post your 
comments. Curtis brought up the subject AGAIN.

Why do you informants keep bringing this subject up? 

In my opinion, Judith's book reads like a cheap, made 
up fantasy - not worth ten cents; and the photos sucked 
big time. I mean, if Judith lied for all those years
about achieving CC in 4-7 years with TM, or the 'Vedic
Vibration Theory', why would anyone believe anything 
she says now? That's my point.

Judy already said it was a cheap shot. I agree, but
as long as some people persist in spreading rumors,
I'm going to put in my two cents on the sleaze factor
as long as it persists.



[FairfieldLife] Speculating about CC instead of doing the work[was Re:Two...questions from Turq]

2011-06-15 Thread WillyTex


  Have you read the book Lawson? Those who haven't 
  done so sound pretty foolish when trying to dismiss 
  its credibility.
 
Lawson:
 Unless someone was in the room or took pictures, 
 there's no way of settling it for sure.
 
Judith Bourque and Conny Larsson are both liars
and obviously pretty sleazy, so consider the source.




[FairfieldLife] Maharishi: Surround yourself with those moving very quickly towards Unity

2011-06-15 Thread Dick Mays
Surround yourself with those who are moving very quickly towards 
Unity. Be in the presence of those who are running forward. Besides 
the knowledge the Veda, the greatest thing we can do is be surrounded 
by those who are living and seeking the highest value of life, Brahmi 
Chetana. This is why yogic flying with groups is so much greater than 
flying alone. To live and work with others who are moving and 
aspiring fast towards Unity consciousness is the great force to help 
you achieve Unity.


Maharishi Mahesh Yogi

[FairfieldLife] Ever tried Chinese therapy balls (baoding)?

2011-06-15 Thread cardemaister

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iyMXsvBwHKQNR=1





[FairfieldLife] RIP Lilian Truesdale Wallace

2011-06-15 Thread sparaig
Leith Wallace's mom died Friday. She sounds like she was a person I would have 
been proud to be friends with:


http://www.eastbayri.com/detail/143915.html

Lilian Truesdale Wallace, 95, formerly of Westport 
Was a member of Acoaxet Club, Elephant Rock Beach Club, Friday Club

Lilian Truesdale Wallace of Westport, died peacefully on Friday morning, June 
9, 2011, in Florence, Ariz., at the age of 95. Born in Fall River, Lilian was 
the third daughter of the late Dr. Philemon E. Truesdale, founder of Truesdale 
Hospital and Truesdale Clinic, and the late Minna Dickinson Truesdale.

She attended the Lincoln School in Providence, and traveled extensively 
throughout Europe in her youth. After graduating from the Royal Academy of 
Dramatic Art in London, England, she began a successful acting career in New 
York and appeared in a number of off-Broadway shows.

In 1939 she married the late William D. Wallace, a prominent dentist in Beverly 
Hills, Calif., whose patients included Clark Gable and Errol Flynn. She became 
an important member of a number of charitable organizations, and helped produce 
and perform in shows for underprivileged children. She frequently led family 
skiing and sailing trips and was active throughout her life.

After her husband’s death, she studied library science at Harvard and became 
the first librarian of Maharishi International University. In 1972 she became a 
teacher of the Transcendental Meditation program. Later she moved back to New 
England, where she lived in Newport, and Westport. She enjoyed both opera and 
cinema, and was a member of the Acoaxet Club, Elephant Rock Beach Club, and the 
Friday Club.

In the last years of her life, she was lovingly cared for by Bill and Velma 
Wallace in Fairfield, Iowa, and in Florence, Ariz.

She is survived by her three sons, Bill Wallace and his wife Velma of Florence, 
Ariz., Peter Wallace of Fairfield, Iowa, and Keith Wallace and his wife 
Samantha of Fairfield, Iowa. Her grandchildren are Sinclair and Laura Wallace, 
Philip Wallace, Ananda Wallace Tavano, Charles Wallace, Ted, Gareth, and Lila 
Wallace; great-grandchildren, Rachel and Gregory Wallace, Kyra Wallace, Roxie 
and Desmond Wallace, Max, Alex, and Sam Tavano, Julia and Kyran Wallace, and 
Tiana Wallace; and many nieces and nephews. Lilian was the last surviving 
sibling of Elizabeth Philippi, Elinor Marvell, Robert Truesdale, Philemon E. 
Truesdale, Mary Carney, and John Truesdale.

A memorial service is at 3 p.m. Sunday, June 26, in United Congregational 
Church, the Commons, Little Compton. Memorial contributions may be sent to the 
Massachusetts Chapter of The Nature Conservancy, 99 Bedford St., 5th Floor, 
Boston, MA, 02111.



[FairfieldLife] Join Purusha

2011-06-15 Thread nablusoss1008



His Holiness Maharishi Mahesh Yogi




[FairfieldLife] Re: Two Approaches To Spiritual Teaching - Theory vs. Practice

2011-06-15 Thread Xenophaneros Anartaxius
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, sparaig LEnglish5@... wrote:

 IMplicit in MMY's theory of 7 states of consciousness is the fact that 
 there's no end-point to growth, and therefore there's no such thing as the 
 7th state.

 For that matter, even within CC, there's room for growth since there are 
 plenty of TMers who have been tested in physiological studies who claim to be 
 having episodes of pure consciousness 24/7 for years and decades at a time, 
 which is one definition of CC, but none report non-stop transcending during 
 TM, which is another definition of CC.

I think you have to be careful here. If you are in 'waking state,' and then you 
learn TM, and it works, you will from time to time experience 'transcendental 
consciousness.' This is a separate experience. No mantra, no thought, but 
wakeful. This is a very early  state on a spiritual path. In what is called 
'cosmic consciousness,' the TM CC, that wakeful silent value is held. You no 
longer transcend, you experience yourself as that value. Transcending is a 
verb, going beyond. If you are already at that beyond, you do not go anywhere. 
That is, in meditation, while there may be thoughts which eventually vanish, 
the pure state of silent wakefulness being experienced, there is no process of 
transcending in CC, in that *you* are transcending. The process is the same, 
but when you start, you are already experiencing yourself as that transcendent, 
so *you* do not transcend. As the transcendent, you experience the process of 
thought refining, or not refining, but it is separate from you. Everything is 
the same, except your understanding and POV of the process.

Maharishi, on a tape, had a discussion with someone about where you go in CC if 
you die. The guy wanted to come back (to do good, to be an avatar or something) 
Maharishi said if you do not go anywhere, that is if you are established in CC, 
you cannot come back. The two went back and forth on this point for some time.

If someone is in CC, they are not going to transcend anymore, even though the 
process of meditation goes on as before. Eventually that process will result in 
the end of CC when everything is experienced as being (usually spelled with a 
capital B). You will not experience inward silence as separate from activity. 
Meditation will still happen, and have some variety, but really nothing will 
happen, there being no place to go beyond to, inward or outward, the surface 
and the depth will be pretty much the same. 

That does not mean you would stop meditating at that point. No matter what 
state you are in, the processes, and your life go on as before. Consciousness 
does not change, rather through practice there comes more attentiveness of its 
extent. This is called 'expansion of consciousness,' but that is really a fib. 
Rather, as experience becomes more refined, one notices more and more of what 
is already before one, and one experiences what one did not notice before, but 
was there anyway.

This might actually be experienced as a kind of bummer. Those deep satisfying 
early meditations that seemed to take you to some far away blissful place get 
replaced by a sense of shallowness, where everything seems pretty much similar. 
The non-transcendental shallow meditation. That is because you have more or 
less arrived. So at this point one might need some advice on what is going on, 
so one can properly understand and be able to allow the integration of 
everything to proceed, otherwise the lack of understanding might become a 
barrier to letting the process complete.

Note Turq's comment below. The pie of consciousness and its so-called states 
can be intellectually cut up in many ways, and to some extent these are 
arbitrary; hopefully some of these ways of describing experience actually 
correspond with what people experience, in which case they might be useful. In 
Zen in a simplified overview, there is just 'ignorance' and 'enlightenment.' In 
between those two words, there are various kinds of muck one can go through. In 
other forms of Buddhism, there might be other kinds of experiences that are 
described, which might not be described as muck. Certain kinds of experiences 
might be related to the kinds of techniques practiced.

 L.
 
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@ wrote:
 [...]
  Please bear in mind that none of these people believed
  in the seven states of consciousness as presented by
  Maharishi. I'm using WC, CC, GC and UC here because that
  is how most on this forum think. The teachers I'm talking
  about would consider that model a gross oversimplification. 
  Most were Buddhist, and believed more in its ten thousand 
  states of mind (which is a euphemism for lots and lots 
  of them, possibly an infinite number of them not a number
  per se).
 





[FairfieldLife] Speculating about CC instead of doing the work[was Re:Two...questions from Turq]

2011-06-15 Thread nablusoss1008


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend jstein@... wrote:

 
  If you are going to lose any commission on this book
  by doing so please forgive me and feel free to ignore.
 
 Oh, give me a *break*, Ravi! You sound like Nabby at
 his absolute worst. Why do you even care about any of
 this anyway?


Thanks :-) 

I do of course not believe a word she says because she has no credibility. And 
I haven't read the book, reading the accounts here on FFL is more than enough, 
thank you very much. 
I'm not planning to buy it either Rick, so no need for trying to be sarcastic 
again.



[FairfieldLife] Re: Eternal relationship with God vs Merging with the Absolute

2011-06-15 Thread Yifu
Ravi, I am indeed blessed to be targeted by you, and am now in a select group. 
Keep up the good work...I have seen you evolve quite a bit since your first 
posts speaking in the 3-rd person and the like.
You seem to be getting smoother... and more settled down, as to your energy 
field; although some work remains to be done.
http://www.feebleminds-gifs.com/redtail-hawks.jpg

--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@... wrote:

 
 
 Dear yifuxero piece of shit - your nightmare is coming true the Hare Krishnas 
 are coming after you, you can run or hide but they will surely make you 
 Krishna's bitch. Say goodbye to all your stupid posts with links from Google 
 images.
 
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Yifu yifuxero@ wrote:
 
  Nope...I'm familiar with the tricks of these devious Krishna Bhaktis. They 
  state outright (privately), that any tricks whatsoever are legitimate, as 
  long as it results in somebody saying Krishna. Take a look at what he's 
  doing pursuant to the previous efforts of the Hare Krishna Guru.
  ...
  The latter's pov was that Krishna was Superior to the impersonal Absolute, 
  and that the impersonal Absolute was an emanation of Krishna. That 
  message obviously will not be conducive toward converting the 
  Impersonalists (i.e. non-dualists) such as Buddhists, Advaitins, 
  Neo-Advaitins, and of course the whole fold of TMO and Maharishi-inspired 
  Cosmology. We can broadly combine the various separate originations of 
  non-dualism (mainly Buddhism and Saivite Hinduism); into what Wilber calls 
  The Great Tradition. Adi Da called this world-view Advaitayana Buddhism.
  ...
  Now getting back to the Guru below, let's zero-in on a single statement 
  that calls his bluff, exposing his hairy butt, revealing the Wolf; and a 
  phoney attempt to trick the Impersonalists into worshipping Krishna: 
  It's
  ...
  And then there is Bhagawan which is the Absolute with personal form
  
  That's it right there!. Let's go over this examining the key words. First, 
  Bhagavan. By this he really means Krishna. It's obvious this deceiver 
  is a Hare Krishna Vaishava Gaudiya Bhakti akin to the Hare Krisha 
  Guruonly the latter was a white zebra with black stripes, and this Guru 
  is black with white stripes. There both zebras.((but no offense to black or 
  white...just the same old critter but differing stripes).
  ...
  OK, as stated a million times, there's no evidence that (even if there were 
  a Bhagavan), that Krishna is THE Bhagavan, as opposed to (say) YHVH.  
  Apart from Vaisnava Scriptures chiefly the Srimad Bhagavan, what's the 
  evidence that Krishna is Bhagavan?
  ...
  In order to pull the wool of your eyes, he's simply replaced Supreme 
  Personality of Godhead, with Bhagavan, and tricked you even more.
  ...
  Next, the sentence says ...which is the Absolute. Duuuhhheverything 
  is the Absolute. A dirt clod = the Buddha. There is no Absolute above the 
  Absolute. A dirt clod is equal in its Absoluteness to Krishna. Krishna is 
  not more Absolute than dog crap. Dog = God backwards, same stuff.
  ...
  Next to Last, he says..Absolute with Personal Form. Again, this is 
  pure Hare Krishna bullshit, only he's cleverly eliminated saying Supreme 
  Personality of Godhead.  Everything is Absolute with form, if it has 
  form.  But again, apart from Scriptures, no evidence, that Krishna is THE 
  MAN.
  ...
  Last, zeroing in on the final 2 words, Personal Form, this is faith-based 
  on Scriptural Authority. We are to believe Krishna's Personal Form 
  (whatever the word they use - Viratarupa...) is somehow superior to the 
  Christian Deity?, the Mormon God, or Xenu? Tom Cruise,...where are you
  ...
  See what he's doing? He's eliminated Supreme Personality of God, 
  replacing that with Bhagavan, and eliminating the Hare Krishna Guru's 
  usage of Absolute Body, or Viratarupa, with essentially, an equally 
  faith-based, totally Scriptural assertion: That Bhagavan (Krishna) is THE 
  Personal God above other Gods, and that He's the Absolute in Personal form.
  ...
  Adi Da claimed the same thing for himself: that he was the Transcendental 
  Man, the Absolute in Personal form, blah, blah,...total rubbish. Any 
  Personality whomever is obviously The Absolute in Personal form. Even 
  Hitler. So go figure.
  
  
  --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, do.rflex do.rflex@ wrote:
  
   
   
   --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Yifu yifuxero@ wrote:
   
Like I said, if somebody (say any Krishna Bhaktis of various stripes - 
the Hare Krishna Guru, Swami Prakashanand, the fellow below...etc) 
claims Krishna is the Supreme Personality of Godhead, apart from 
Scriptures, what's the evidence? 
   
   
   You're not paying attention, Yifu and you clearly didn't read the post. 
   He didn't claim that Krishna is the Supreme Personality of Godhead. 
   
   This is what he said:
   
   Is the Absolute dual, or is the 

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Two Approaches To Spiritual Teaching - Theory vs. Practice

2011-06-15 Thread Bhairitu
On 06/15/2011 03:16 AM, turquoiseb wrote:
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Bhairitunoozguru@...  wrote:
 Most spiritual teachers do have the ability to do number two and a
 number here might argue they experienced number 2 or what is usually
 called darshan even with Maharishi.  The guy did have some shakti
 after all.  If some folks didn't experience maybe they hit him on a
 bad day or their nervous system was just too coarse to experience
 it.
 Ignoring the obvious humor bait of the number two
 references :-), I'd love to hear from those who feel
 that they experienced what I'm talking about with MMY.
 I never did.

 The occasional light buzz, or a feeling of upliftment
 maybe, but the full-blown experience of one of his 3
 higher states of consciousness, never. IMO, what most
 people I've talked to experience as darshan is an
 occult buzz, not what I'm talking about at all.

 As you suggest, it could be that I just didn't groove
 with him and did with the other teachers I wrote about
 originally. Did you ever experience this (being able to
 experience a full-blown higher state of consciousness)
 while with Maharishi? With anyone else? Genuinely curious.

It wasn't a case of grooving as I treated the encounters as 
objectively as I could, no mood making.  Remember, I came to TM from 
having an experience some 3 years earlier of trying a mantra in a book 
and having kundalini experience.  Between that and learning TM, I did 
quite a bit of reading, meditation experiments and studying yoga 
teachings.  After I learned TM and was one day explaining it to a 
skeptical friend he told me I started glowing during the explanation.

The first time I saw Maharishi was probably in the spring of 1974 when 
he was in San Francisco during the Merv Griffin years.  I think Clint 
Eastwood and definitely Burt Reynolds and Merv were there.  Again I 
tried to observe objectively.  Next was on TTC when he made us 
teachers.  He was one person when he sat on the stage and asked for 
experiences and another when he made us teachers.  He was very business 
like with the latter and showed some knowledge of the technology he was 
using.

Then I saw him again when he sneaked into Seattle in the summer of 1978.

Shakti doesn't mean that the person is enlightened but to have helps a 
lot to take the person down the road as it will condition the nervous 
system for it.  You can also charge up by meditating a bit before 
satsang (hint, hint).   In my tantric path the ideal is to have enough 
shakti you can at least give 7 people shaktipat a day.

Taking a crowd to a temporary experience of a higher state of 
consciousness would require group shaktipat and some teachers can do 
it.  I never heard of Maharishi doing that.




[FairfieldLife] Re: Two Approaches To Spiritual Teaching - Theory vs. Practice

2011-06-15 Thread wayback71


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@... wrote:

 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, wayback71 wayback71@ wrote:
 
  --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@ wrote:
  
   --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Bhairitu noozguru@ wrote:
   
Most spiritual teachers do have the ability to do number two 
and a number here might argue they experienced number 2 or 
what is usually called darshan even with Maharishi.  The 
guy did have some shakti after all.  If some folks didn't 
experience maybe they hit him on a bad day or their nervous 
system was just too coarse to experience it.   
   
   Ignoring the obvious humor bait of the number two 
   references :-), I'd love to hear from those who feel
   that they experienced what I'm talking about with MMY.
   I never did. 
   
   The occasional light buzz, or a feeling of upliftment
   maybe, but the full-blown experience of one of his 3
   higher states of consciousness, never. IMO, what most
   people I've talked to experience as darshan is an
   occult buzz, not what I'm talking about at all.
  
  I almost always had that lightness and quieting of thoughts 
  and a certain sense of the aliveness of the energy in MMY's 
  presence.  But twice I had something much more,: my awareness 
  just shifted and became infinite, there was no I to find 
  anywhere, just infinity, and that was so powerful and stunning 
  that I was not aware of much else at all for a while.  Not 
  much thought, just a stunned wonder and taking it all in. 
  Then, I as I moved around and had to interact, I noticed this 
  silence and energy just everywhere and especially where I put 
  my attention.  These 2 experiences lasted a a few hours each 
  and then faded (during which feelings of bliss and joy were 
  intensely everywhere). I felt bereft when they were done - 
  smaller and trapped in the cycle of thoughts and small 
  awareness  I believe that MMY's presence triggered them. 
  They were of a completely different nature than the buzz or 
  lightness I usually felt around MMY.  They were entirely 
  different states of awareness.
  
  I also had a few more of these more profound and intense 
  types of experiences (way more than the buzz) without being 
  in MMYs presence, but directly after meditating, and once 
  even before learning TM - at about age 18. And I think I had 
  something similar at about age 4, after awakening from a nap 
  in which I had dreamt that a snake was biting my left big toe!  
  I think energy traveled from there to my brain and that began 
  some experience.  
 
 Thanks for your reply. I have nothing to say about it
 because, after all, what is there to say? It was your
 subjective experience and thus essentially valid; there 
 is nothing I or anyone can say about a subjective exper-
 ience other than That's cool, or Whatever.  :-)
 
 As I said, from my side I never experienced anything
 similar with him. Once, in fact, in Fiuggi, I was 
 curious as to whether he'd notice anything different
 in *my* SOC because I'd been witnessing 24/7 for about
 a week, my subjective experience pretty much mapping
 one to one to his descriptions of CC. As it turned out, 
 at the height of this experience he was giving advanced 
 techniques and I got to go up and sit by his side, 
 literally at his feet, and have him spend a few minutes 
 with me one on one, talking to me first and then giving 
 me the advanced technique. He didn't notice a thing.
 
 From my side, I didn't notice any change between full-
 on witnessing and that profound, everpresent silence
 you spoke of before while sitting a foot away from him,
 or during, or after. No effect whatsoever, and as I said,
 he didn't notice any change in my SOC from his side.
 There was a line of others waiting for their techniques
 so I didn't bother him with any questions at that time,
 and before I had a chance to do so the experiences had
 faded and my questions and any confirmation from him
 would have been irrelevant. 
 
 I've actually heard the same experience from others.
 At the height of their highest experiences, mapping
 from their perspective one to one to his descriptions
 of CC, they got to be close to Maharishi and he never
 noticed. So much for the notion of like knows like.
 Either that or he really didn't care enough about his
 students to notice them, period. Or any other explan-
 ation you prefer.

I agree - this is odd, to say the least - that your Master (at the time) would 
not say something to you quietly just to acknowledge the experience you were 
having.  It never occurred to me before  that MMY seemed not to talk to people 
one on one about their experiences.  

When I had one of my more major experiences, I was late to get to the lecture 
hall in Humboldt (could not figure out how to come out of meditation since I 
thought I had to cause the experience to end before opening my eyes!  Finally 
just gave up, opened my eyes, and 

[FairfieldLife] Re: Join Purusha

2011-06-15 Thread nablusoss1008


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, nablusoss1008 no_reply@...
wrote:




 His Holiness Maharishi Mahesh Yogi


Part of the message disappeared. Anyway the full text and pictures can
be seen here: www.purusha.eu http://www.purusha.eu

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eD14Bqi6O5wfeature=player_embedded
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[FairfieldLife] Help a Saint - Lose Your Badge

2011-06-15 Thread Rick Archer
There's a big sign up in the dome saying that anybody caught helping any
saint will have their dome badge taken away. Way to go MUM. Another bullet
in the foot.



RE: [FairfieldLife] Speculating about CC instead of doing the work[was Re:Two...questions from Turq]

2011-06-15 Thread Rick Archer
From: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com [mailto:FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com]
On Behalf Of nablusoss1008
Sent: Wednesday, June 15, 2011 2:31 PM
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
Subject: [FairfieldLife] Speculating about CC instead of doing the work[was
Re:Two...questions from Turq]

--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
mailto:FairfieldLife%40yahoogroups.com , authfriend jstein@... wrote:

 
  If you are going to lose any commission on this book
  by doing so please forgive me and feel free to ignore.
 
 Oh, give me a *break*, Ravi! You sound like Nabby at
 his absolute worst. Why do you even care about any of
 this anyway?

Thanks :-) 

I do of course not believe a word she says because she has no credibility.
And I haven't read the book, reading the accounts here on FFL is more than
enough, thank you very much. 
I'm not planning to buy it either Rick, so no need for trying to be
sarcastic again.

I'll give you a free copy if you'll promise to read it, cover to cover.



[FairfieldLife] Speculating about CC instead of doing the work[was Re:Two...questions from Turq]

2011-06-15 Thread WillyTex


  I'm not planning to buy it either Rick, so no 
  need for trying to be sarcastic again.
 
Rick Archer:
 I'll give you a free copy if you'll promise to 
 read it, cover to cover.

On what page does Judith say that she had sexual 
intercourse with the Maharishi? 

Maybe she just fantasized that a hug was an 
embrace. The point I'm trying to make is, why didn't 
she just come out and say I screwed the Maharishi 
on his antelope skin under a photo of the Guru Dev? 

We don't really know what happened between the two 
of them do we, based on what she wrote in the book?



[FairfieldLife] Speculating about CC instead of doing the work[was Re:Two...questions from Turq]

2011-06-15 Thread Yifu
The degree of evidence imo doesn't rise to the level of a criminal conviction; 
(unanimous agreement among jurors); but rather a preponderance of evidence as 
in civil cases. (or the ancient Roman system which had a mere majority for 
guilty). I'd say guilty, 95% but why bring this up again and again. It's 
about as water under the bridge as Weiner-gate. and no longer of much 
interest. imo.
http://www.feebleminds-gifs.com/big17.jpg

--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, WillyTex willytex@... wrote:

 
 
   I'm not planning to buy it either Rick, so no 
   need for trying to be sarcastic again.
  
 Rick Archer:
  I'll give you a free copy if you'll promise to 
  read it, cover to cover.
 
 On what page does Judith say that she had sexual 
 intercourse with the Maharishi? 
 
 Maybe she just fantasized that a hug was an 
 embrace. The point I'm trying to make is, why didn't 
 she just come out and say I screwed the Maharishi 
 on his antelope skin under a photo of the Guru Dev? 
 
 We don't really know what happened between the two 
 of them do we, based on what she wrote in the book?





RE: [FairfieldLife] Speculating about CC instead of doing the work[was Re:Two...questions from Turq]

2011-06-15 Thread Rick Archer
From: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com [mailto:FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com]
On Behalf Of WillyTex
Sent: Wednesday, June 15, 2011 3:14 PM
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
Subject: [FairfieldLife] Speculating about CC instead of doing the work[was
Re:Two...questions from Turq]

  I'm not planning to buy it either Rick, so no 
  need for trying to be sarcastic again.
 
Rick Archer:
 I'll give you a free copy if you'll promise to 
 read it, cover to cover.

On what page does Judith say that she had sexual 
intercourse with the Maharishi? 

Maybe she just fantasized that a hug was an 
embrace. The point I'm trying to make is, why didn't 
she just come out and say I screwed the Maharishi 
on his antelope skin under a photo of the Guru Dev? 

We don't really know what happened between the two 
of them do we, based on what she wrote in the book?

You don't, because you haven't read the book. You just babble on about it,
making the same idiotic comments for months on end.



[FairfieldLife] Re: Two Approaches To Spiritual Teaching - Theory vs. Practice

2011-06-15 Thread turquoiseb
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, wayback71 wayback71@... wrote:

 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@ wrote:
 
  Thanks for your reply. I have nothing to say about it
  because, after all, what is there to say? It was your
  subjective experience and thus essentially valid; there 
  is nothing I or anyone can say about a subjective exper-
  ience other than That's cool, or Whatever.  :-)
  
  As I said, from my side I never experienced anything
  similar with him. Once, in fact, in Fiuggi, I was 
  curious as to whether he'd notice anything different
  in *my* SOC because I'd been witnessing 24/7 for about
  a week, my subjective experience pretty much mapping
  one to one to his descriptions of CC. As it turned out, 
  at the height of this experience he was giving advanced 
  techniques and I got to go up and sit by his side, 
  literally at his feet, and have him spend a few minutes 
  with me one on one, talking to me first and then giving 
  me the advanced technique. He didn't notice a thing.
  
  From my side, I didn't notice any change between full-
  on witnessing and that profound, everpresent silence
  you spoke of before while sitting a foot away from him,
  or during, or after. No effect whatsoever, and as I said,
  he didn't notice any change in my SOC from his side.
  There was a line of others waiting for their techniques
  so I didn't bother him with any questions at that time,
  and before I had a chance to do so the experiences had
  faded and my questions and any confirmation from him
  would have been irrelevant. 
  
  I've actually heard the same experience from others.
  At the height of their highest experiences, mapping
  from their perspective one to one to his descriptions
  of CC, they got to be close to Maharishi and he never
  noticed. So much for the notion of like knows like.
  Either that or he really didn't care enough about his
  students to notice them, period. Or any other explan-
  ation you prefer.
 
 I agree - this is odd, to say the least - that your Master 
 (at the time) would not say something to you quietly just 
 to acknowledge the experience you were having.  

Thank you again for yet another thoughtful reply. Yes,
that thought occurred to me, even at the time. And yet.
And yet I was at that point -- 5 months into rounding
and not yet made a TM teacher -- such a TB that I found
ways to write off this experience as Not Particularly
Significant. I mean, what could be significant about it?
One of his students having subjectively realized the goal
he'd been selling all this time? Even if the student was
just experiencing early on experiences of the enlight-
enment process and not fully established in CC, if you
were a Maha Rishi, shouldn't you have noticed?

And yet. At the time, I was such a TB that I felt that 
any fault -- if there was one -- had to be mine. Here I
was, experiencing word-for-word the goal that he'd sold
me five years earlier. What sweat off his balls was that,
I told myself. He has far larger concerns. 

Such is youth.  :-)

 It never occurred to me before  that MMY seemed not to 
 talk to people one on one about their experiences.  

It occurred to me, early on, because I had experienced it. 

 When I had one of my more major experiences, I was late to 
 get to the lecture hall in Humboldt (could not figure out 
 how to come out of meditation since I thought I had to 
 cause the experience to end before opening my eyes!  
 Finally just gave up, opened my eyes, and went to the 
 cafeteria anyway).  So I was late to dinner and then 
 showed up at the lecture hall about 15 minutes into the 
 talk he was giving. I was still having the experience, 
 just the beginning of a fade.  I walked in the door way 
 at the back of this huge hall, and it seemed to me that 
 just as I entered MMY turned his head and looked right 
 over at me, right in the eye and nodded - I felt he 
 knew exactly what I was experiencing and nodded to say 
 so.  That could have all been wishful thinking.  But I 
 continue to think he knew.

And I, for one, am not going to dispute it. 

This, for me, is a fundamental part of the wonder of the
spiritual path. What significance do we give our personal,
subjective experiences? Do we consider them true, because
we experienced them, or even Truth, because We experienced
them, or are they just more data in the input queue of our
internal AI servers? 

I had similar experiences with Rama, although never with
Maharishi. I'd walk into a room not having seen him in a 
week or so and during that time I'd gone through Major
Changes and subjectively felt as if I were glowing like
a 10,000 watt light bulb. ( Unecological, I admit, but the
best metaphor I could think up on the spur of the moment. :-)
And he'd notice. Sometimes he'd even come up to me after
the meeting and talk to me about it, asking What have you
been up to that has you glowing so brightly? 

But did that mean anything? Not unless you think that 

Re: [FairfieldLife] Help a Saint - Lose Your Badge

2011-06-15 Thread Sal Sunshine
On Jun 15, 2011, at 2:58 PM, Rick Archer wrote:

 There’s a big sign up in the dome saying that anybody caught helping any 
 saint will have their dome badge taken away. Way to go MUM. Another bullet in 
 the foot.

What's pretty amazing is that they still think anyone 
cares.  Have they all been asleep for the last 20
years??  Who's left to even *have* dome
badges~~the pundits? And a few MUM students
who are required to go. So maybe it makes them feel
macho to make empty threats. Anyone else
would call it delusional.  
Now that I think about it, though,
my guess is they want to 
maintain some kind of silly fantasy of hordes wanting
to get in so that the pundits won't guess what supremo
suckers they've been all these years.
Sal



[FairfieldLife] Re: Help a Saint - Lose Your Badge

2011-06-15 Thread nablusoss1008


-

 On Jun 15, 2011, at 2:58 PM, Rick Archer wrote:
 
  There's a big sign up in the dome saying that anybody caught helping any 
  saint will have their dome badge taken away. Way to go MUM. 

Very good !



[FairfieldLife] Speculating about CC instead of doing the work[was Re:Two...questions from Turq]

2011-06-15 Thread WillyTex


 On what page does Judith say that she had sexual 
 intercourse with the Maharishi? 
 
Rick Archer:
 You don't, because you haven't read the book. You 
 just babble on about it, making the same idiotic 
 comments for months on end.

Well, I have never brought up the subject for debate, 
but on what page does Judith say she had sexual 
intercourse with the Maharishi? I have the book right 
here on my book shelf, so just let me know, Rick and 
I'll turn to the page.

But, it is not 'idiotic' to wonder how Judith sneaked
into MMY's bedroom at Rishikesh TTC in the dead of 
night when you could hear a pin drop. And' it's a long 
walk to the Ganges to take a bath after, and where else 
but on his skin, under a picture of Guru Dev would they 
do it? Are you thinking the Maharishi had a four-poster 
bed up on his roof?

If this story is true, then Jerry, Nandikishore and Ms
Pittman must have known about it - and if so, doesn't
that make them the biggest liars on the planet? I mean,
who would believe anything they say now?




[FairfieldLife] Speculating about CC instead of doing the work[was Re:Two...questions from Turq]

2011-06-15 Thread WillyTex


Yifu:
 The degree of evidence imo doesn't rise to the level 
 of a criminal conviction...

There is nothing as powerful as the cross-examination,
and since MMY is dead, there will probably never be a
conviction. 

But, if Judith wanted to be believed, she would have 
revealed the secret BEFORE he died, so we could do the 
cross-examine of all the witnesses. Judith did not, so 
the case is closed and just a rumor she started. 

At any rate it's a cheap-shot, and pretty hypocritical 
as well, since it has already been established that at
least two of the loud-mouths talking about it have banged 
a groupie or two themselves! Let's just be honest.

  Maybe she just fantasized that a hug was an 
  embrace. The point I'm trying to make is, why didn't 
  she just come out and say I screwed the Maharishi 
  on his antelope skin under a photo of the Guru Dev? 
  
  We don't really know what happened between the two 
  of them do we, based on what she wrote in the book?
 





[FairfieldLife] Re: Help a Saint - Lose Your Badge

2011-06-15 Thread sparaig


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Rick Archer rick@... wrote:

 There's a big sign up in the dome saying that anybody caught helping any
 saint will have their dome badge taken away. Way to go MUM. Another bullet
 in the foot.


Eh, so, make a choice: help a saint and don't go to the dome, or, don't help a 
saint and go to the dome. 

Which is more important and why?

[the question of should this be a criterion for keeping your dome badge is 
another question entirely]

Lawson



[FairfieldLife] Speculating about CC instead of doing the work[was Re:Two...questions from Turq]

2011-06-15 Thread sparaig


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Yifu yifuxero@... wrote:

 The degree of evidence imo doesn't rise to the level of a criminal 
 conviction; (unanimous agreement among jurors); but rather a preponderance 
 of evidence as in civil cases. (or the ancient Roman system which had a mere 
 majority for guilty). I'd say guilty, 95% but why bring this up again and 
 again. It's about as water under the bridge as Weiner-gate. and no longer 
 of much interest. imo.

I haven't read the book, and don't intend to, but for preponderance of 
evidence to apply, you would need more than one witness to the events because 
the consisted of personal interactions of two parties.  There's no stained 
shirt, for example.

L.



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RE: [FairfieldLife] Speculating about CC instead of doing the work[was Re:Two...questions from Turq]

2011-06-15 Thread Rick Archer
From: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com [mailto:FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com]
On Behalf Of sparaig
Sent: Wednesday, June 15, 2011 7:02 PM
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
Subject: [FairfieldLife] Speculating about CC instead of doing the work[was
Re:Two...questions from Turq]

 

 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
mailto:FairfieldLife%40yahoogroups.com , Yifu yifuxero@... wrote:

 The degree of evidence imo doesn't rise to the level of a criminal
conviction; (unanimous agreement among jurors); but rather a preponderance
of evidence as in civil cases. (or the ancient Roman system which had a mere
majority for guilty). I'd say guilty, 95% but why bring this up again and
again. It's about as water under the bridge as Weiner-gate. and no longer
of much interest. imo.

I haven't read the book, and don't intend to, but for preponderance of
evidence to apply, you would need more than one witness to the events
because the consisted of personal interactions of two parties. There's no
stained shirt, for example.

 

There were numerous witnesses, in the person of multiple women. Each had
their own events. Only one has had the guts to write a book.



RE: [FairfieldLife] Re: Help a Saint - Lose Your Badge

2011-06-15 Thread Rick Archer
From: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com [mailto:FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com]
On Behalf Of sparaig
Sent: Wednesday, June 15, 2011 7:00 PM
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Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: Help a Saint - Lose Your Badge

 

  



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
mailto:FairfieldLife%40yahoogroups.com , Rick Archer rick@... wrote:

 There's a big sign up in the dome saying that anybody caught helping any
 saint will have their dome badge taken away. Way to go MUM. Another bullet
 in the foot.


Eh, so, make a choice: help a saint and don't go to the dome, or, don't help
a saint and go to the dome. 

Which is more important and why?

[the question of should this be a criterion for keeping your dome badge is
another question entirely]

That's the question that interests me. Another one is whether MUM is hurting
or helping itself with such policies. I say hurting. Hundreds have been
driven away by this silliness.



[FairfieldLife] The Power of The Collective, by John Hagelin

2011-06-15 Thread Dick Mays

From: Ken Chawkin kchaw...@mum.edu

The Power of The Collective, by John Hagelin http://wp.me/pD0BA-2wu

[FairfieldLife] Re: Two Approaches To Spiritual Teaching - Theory vs. Practice

2011-06-15 Thread Xenophaneros Anartaxius



Turq, I am unable to keep up these conversations in real time, but I have some 
comments in the exchanges below.

--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@... wrote:

 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Xenophaneros Anartaxius anartaxius@ 
 wrote:

  Nice idea. I have never encountered this, although I have 
  encountered one teacher that could in the space of a few 
  days get a fair number of persons to experience a shift 
  in SOC, if only temporary, but it was not like a broadcast. 
  If you have encountered such teachers of the second kind, 
  do they have names? 
 
 Yes, but they would do you no good. Two of the four
 I've met are now dead, and the other two I have heard
 went back to Bhutan, and are no longer working with
 non-Bhutanese or non-Tibetan students. They gave work-
 ing with Westerners a shot on teaching tours and
 (from what I am told) now prefer to work only with
 people who can make a longer-term commitment. They
 didn't like the drop in approach.
 
  And what are the mechanics behind the ability to broadcast 
  an SOC? 
 
 I have no earthly idea. I report only on my subjective
 experience of working with these teachers.
 
  I am asking this because your description makes it sound like 
  a radio broadcast - a mental projection or something like that? 
 
 Something like that. Or, as I have suggested in the 
 past about darshan, being able to put on a SOC so
 powerfully that others in the audience could be in
 the same room and somehow recognize in the teacher's
 SOC the counterpart of a matching SOC that was within
 them, just not realized yet, and as a result access it.
 That's a more non-doing theory, but this is pure spec-
 ulation on my part. I have no idea how it was done, only 
 *that* it was done.
 
  It makes me think of something like in old science fiction 
  movies (say 1940) where the doctor says If I can just get to 
  the laboratory I can create a ray which will change his SOC.
 
 It sounds completely science fictiony, until you have
 experienced it. Having done so does not make it in the
 least more understandable or less fantastic; but you've
 had the subjective experience. 
 
  With the material you presented here, it seems like you could 
  have just made this up. 
 
 I could have, but I didn't. On the other hand, if it pleases
 you to consider it fiction, that is your right and I won't
 spend even the tiniest bit of effort trying to convince you
 otherwise. I don't understand it myself; I just experienced it.
 And clearly I'm not attempting to sell it to anyone, because
 as far as I know there is nothing to sell any more. You may
 treat what I wrote however you want. I wrote it because I ran
 into some old friends and we got to talking about this form
 of teaching (which we all have experienced), and that was 
 fresh in my mind. I wrote what I wrote (as I often do) in an
 attempt to clarify *for myself* some of the discussions we
 had and the thoughts still rattling around in my head as a 
 result.
 
  It is a great story idea, but how could someone find out that 
  what you say here is real? 
 
 Even worse, if you experienced it yourself, how could you 
 convince *yourself* that it was real, much less anyone else?  :-)

The reason I brought this up is what I experienced was different, at least in 
the manner in which it arose. Prior to TM, I had tried various other things. 
One of these things was a teaching environment in which a person's system of 
belief was essentially in a situation where it would not work. It was 
constantly under attack. Eventually, at least for some in this environment, one 
would just let go, some obstacle or idea, or stress, whatever you want to call 
it would blow off and there would be an experience of 'expanded consciousness,' 
a feeling of great relief, a lot of bliss, a real high. Eventually the high 
would retreat and experience closed down again, but it would last for several 
days, and even after it closed down, one was not back to square one, one was 
changed in some way, at least a small part of the experience remained.

Sometimes these experiences, once triggered this way would happen 
spontaneously, completely unbidden, when taking a walk, or driving. Each time 
it blew something off, and things felt freer afterward.

This is different than taking a drug for example. One can get high on a 
psychotropic drug like LSD. These experiences can be fantastic. But afterward, 
nothing remains, no growth, no feeling freer, no sense one's experience has 
expanded in any way. Spiritual growth, if one wants to call it that and make it 
sound like a progression, has a progressive quality to it unlike an artificial 
chemical high that is induced, and then retreats. It is like the brain is 
rewired in some way.

So, when I questioned the reality of what you said happened to you, about these 
guys projecting an SOC it was because 1} My experiences opened in a different 
way, and 2) the putting on of SOCs as if putting 

[FairfieldLife] Re: India's Widows

2011-06-15 Thread seventhray1

--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, obbajeeba no_reply@... wrote:

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CS8euwO4o8k

Thanks for posting this.


[FairfieldLife] Re: Two Approaches To Spiritual Teaching - Theory vs. Practice

2011-06-15 Thread seventhray1


Wayback. Warning!, Warning!, Warning!.  Where is the scientific
evidence?  Where is the objective verification?  Don't you know this is
simple MOODMAKING or RANDAM BRAIN ACTIVITY.   You are goring some sacred
cows by describing this experience.   For what it's worth, I've also had
nice experiences similiar to this.  But to discuss them openly like this
can open you up to some  serious doubting.

--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, wayback71 wayback71@... wrote:



 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@ wrote:
 
  --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Bhairitu noozguru@ wrote:
  
   Most spiritual teachers do have the ability to do number two and a
   number here might argue they experienced number 2 or what is
usually
   called darshan even with Maharishi. The guy did have some shakti
   after all. If some folks didn't experience maybe they hit him on a
   bad day or their nervous system was just too coarse to experience
   it.
 
  Ignoring the obvious humor bait of the number two
  references :-), I'd love to hear from those who feel
  that they experienced what I'm talking about with MMY.
  I never did.
 
  The occasional light buzz, or a feeling of upliftment
  maybe, but the full-blown experience of one of his 3
  higher states of consciousness, never. IMO, what most
  people I've talked to experience as darshan is an
  occult buzz, not what I'm talking about at all.

 I almost always had that lightness and quieting of thoughts and a
certain sense of the aliveness of the energy in MMY's presence. But
twice I had something much more,: my awareness just shifted and became
infinite, there was no I to find anywhere, just infinity, and that was
so powerful and stunning that I was not aware of much else at all for a
while. Not much thought, just a stunned wonder and taking it all in.
Then, I as I moved around and had to interact, I noticed this silence
and energy just everywhere and especially where I put my attention.
These 2 experiences lasted a a few hours each and then faded (during
which feelings of bliss and joy were intensely everywhere). I felt
bereft when they were done - smaller and trapped in the cycle of
thoughts and small awareness I believe that MMY's presence triggered
them. They were of a completely different nature than the buzz or
lightness I usually felt around MMY. They were entirely different states
of awareness.

 I also had a few more of these more profound and intense types of
experiences (way more than the buzz) without being in MMYs presence,
but directly after meditating, and once even before learning TM - at
about age 18. And I think I had something similar at about age 4, after
awakening from a nap in which I had dreamt that a snake was biting my
left big toe! I think energy traveled from there to my brain and that
began some experience.

 I never heard MMY talk about his darshan or that he tried to evoke
these shifts in SOC's with his students. I assumed many people had this
happen - one reason they stuck around even in the midst of the
craziness. And we all assumed that happned all the time with those in
the very inner circle like Bevan and John and skinboys.

 
  As you suggest, it could be that I just didn't groove
  with him and did with the other teachers I wrote about
  originally. Did you ever experience this (being able to
  experience a full-blown higher state of consciousness)
  while with Maharishi? With anyone else? Genuinely curious.
 





[FairfieldLife] Re: Two Approaches To Spiritual Teaching - Theory vs. Practice

2011-06-15 Thread seventhray1


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@... wrote:

 As I said, from my side I never experienced anything
 similar with him.

Looking back, I can't say that I ever noticed anything in the way of
darshan from him.  I will allow that it could have been too subtle for
me to notice.  But I did have an experience once, where I worked  myself
into a devotional frenzy, and had the sensation of my heart melting.  It
was a physical sensation in the area of my heart, and it felt like it,
well, melted.  It was exquisite.  It happened prior to meditation in
Courcheval France when I was staying in the annex hotel during the first
six month course.



[FairfieldLife] Re: Two Approaches To Spiritual Teaching - Theory vs. Practice

2011-06-15 Thread seventhray1


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, wayback71 wayback71@... wrote:
 I agree - this is odd, to say the least - that your Master (at the
time) would not say something to you quietly just to acknowledge the
experience you were having. It never occurred to me before that MMY
seemed not to talk to people one on one about their experiences.

 When I had one of my more major experiences, I was late to get to the
lecture hall in Humboldt (could not figure out how to come out of
meditation since I thought I had to cause the experience to end before
opening my eyes! Finally just gave up, opened my eyes, and went to the
cafeteria anyway). So I was late to dinner and then showed up at the
lecture hall about 15 minutes into the talk he was giving. I was still
having the experience, just the beginning of a fade. I walked in the
door way at the back of this huge hall, and it seemed to me that just as
I entered MMY turned his head and looked right over at me, right in the
eye and nodded - I felt he knew exactly what I was experiencing and
nodded to say so. That could have all been wishful thinking. But I
continue to think he knew.


I had an experience once, and I don't know if it was real or imagined. 
But I had the intent desire that MMY acknowledge me, or recognize me in
some manner.  It was a time when I was with him personally in a course
setting, and I recall that he looked over at me, and began laughing.  As
I said, looking back on it, I don't know if it was real or not.  If I
were pressed on the issue, I would say it happened.



[FairfieldLife] Re: Eternal relationship with God vs Merging with the Absolute

2011-06-15 Thread seventhray1

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GHh9ywmo5AE
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GHh9ywmo5AE

Yifu, this is the category you fall into by diminishing the adherents of
Bhagawan.

(yea, I know I've posted this before, but it is such a classic)


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Yifu yifuxero@... wrote:

 Ravi, I am indeed blessed to be targeted by you, and am now in a
select group. Keep up the good work...I have seen you evolve quite a bit
since your first posts speaking in the 3-rd person and the like.
 You seem to be getting smoother... and more settled down, as to your
energy field; although some work remains to be done.
 http://www.feebleminds-gifs.com/redtail-hawks.jpg

 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote:
 
 
 
  Dear yifuxero piece of shit - your nightmare is coming true the Hare
Krishnas are coming after you, you can run or hide but they will surely
make you Krishna's bitch. Say goodbye to all your stupid posts with
links from Google images.
 
  --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Yifu yifuxero@ wrote:
  
   Nope...I'm familiar with the tricks of these devious Krishna
Bhaktis. They state outright (privately), that any tricks whatsoever are
legitimate, as long as it results in somebody saying Krishna. Take a
look at what he's doing pursuant to the previous efforts of the Hare
Krishna Guru.
   ...
   The latter's pov was that Krishna was Superior to the impersonal
Absolute, and that the impersonal Absolute was an emanation of
Krishna. That message obviously will not be conducive toward converting
the Impersonalists (i.e. non-dualists) such as Buddhists, Advaitins,
Neo-Advaitins, and of course the whole fold of TMO and
Maharishi-inspired Cosmology. We can broadly combine the various
separate originations of non-dualism (mainly Buddhism and Saivite
Hinduism); into what Wilber calls The Great Tradition. Adi Da called
this world-view Advaitayana Buddhism.
   ...
   Now getting back to the Guru below, let's zero-in on a single
statement that calls his bluff, exposing his hairy butt, revealing the
Wolf; and a phoney attempt to trick the Impersonalists into worshipping
Krishna: It's
   ...
   And then there is Bhagawan which is the Absolute with personal
form
  
   That's it right there!. Let's go over this examining the key
words. First, Bhagavan. By this he really means Krishna. It's
obvious this deceiver is a Hare Krishna Vaishava Gaudiya Bhakti akin to
the Hare Krisha Guruonly the latter was a white zebra with black
stripes, and this Guru is black with white stripes. There both
zebras.((but no offense to black or white...just the same old critter
but differing stripes).
   ...
   OK, as stated a million times, there's no evidence that (even if
there were a Bhagavan), that Krishna is THE Bhagavan, as opposed to
(say) YHVH. Apart from Vaisnava Scriptures chiefly the Srimad Bhagavan,
what's the evidence that Krishna is Bhagavan?
   ...
   In order to pull the wool of your eyes, he's simply replaced
Supreme Personality of Godhead, with Bhagavan, and tricked you even
more.
   ...
   Next, the sentence says ...which is the Absolute.
Duuuhhheverything is the Absolute. A dirt clod = the Buddha. There
is no Absolute above the Absolute. A dirt clod is equal in its
Absoluteness to Krishna. Krishna is not more Absolute than dog crap.
Dog = God backwards, same stuff.
   ...
   Next to Last, he says..Absolute with Personal Form. Again,
this is pure Hare Krishna bullshit, only he's cleverly eliminated saying
Supreme Personality of Godhead. Everything is Absolute with form, if
it has form. But again, apart from Scriptures, no evidence, that Krishna
is THE MAN.
   ...
   Last, zeroing in on the final 2 words, Personal Form, this is
faith-based on Scriptural Authority. We are to believe Krishna's
Personal Form (whatever the word they use - Viratarupa...) is somehow
superior to the Christian Deity?, the Mormon God, or Xenu? Tom
Cruise,...where are you
   ...
   See what he's doing? He's eliminated Supreme Personality of God,
replacing that with Bhagavan, and eliminating the Hare Krishna Guru's
usage of Absolute Body, or Viratarupa, with essentially, an equally
faith-based, totally Scriptural assertion: That Bhagavan (Krishna) is
THE Personal God above other Gods, and that He's the Absolute in
Personal form.
   ...
   Adi Da claimed the same thing for himself: that he was the
Transcendental Man, the Absolute in Personal form, blah, blah,...total
rubbish. Any Personality whomever is obviously The Absolute in Personal
form. Even Hitler. So go figure.
  
  
   --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, do.rflex do.rflex@
wrote:
   
   
   
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Yifu yifuxero@ wrote:

 Like I said, if somebody (say any Krishna Bhaktis of various
stripes - the Hare Krishna Guru, Swami Prakashanand, the fellow
below...etc) claims Krishna is the Supreme Personality of Godhead,
apart from Scriptures, what's the evidence?
   
   
You're not paying 

[FairfieldLife] Re: Help a Saint - Lose Your Badge

2011-06-15 Thread seventhray1

--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Rick Archer rick@... wrote:

 There's a big sign up in the dome saying that anybody caught helping
any
 saint will have their dome badge taken away. Way to go MUM. Another
bullet
 in the foot.

Well, give them credit.  They didn't say anything about the saint
helping anybody.  But let me ask you a question Rick.  Do you feel you
have unresolved anger towards the TMO.  This is not a rhetorical
question.  I would like to know.  And yes, I think that there is anger
that bleeds through in your feelings about the TMO.


RE: [FairfieldLife] Re: Help a Saint - Lose Your Badge

2011-06-15 Thread Rick Archer
From: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com [mailto:FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com]
On Behalf Of seventhray1
Sent: Wednesday, June 15, 2011 10:56 PM
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: Help a Saint - Lose Your Badge

 

 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Rick Archer rick@... wrote:

 There's a big sign up in the dome saying that anybody caught helping any
 saint will have their dome badge taken away. Way to go MUM. Another bullet
 in the foot.

Well, give them credit.  They didn't say anything about the saint helping
anybody.  But let me ask you a question Rick.  Do you feel you have
unresolved anger towards the TMO.  This is not a rhetorical question.  I
would like to know.  And yes, I think that there is anger that bleeds
through in your feelings about the TMO. 

 

Yes, a bit. But part of it is that I sincerely would like to see MUM thrive.
I devoted 25 years of my life to the movement. I think TM can be of great
value for people, as the David Lynch Foundation continues to prove. I think
it's a pity that the movement continues to sabotage its own interests by
behaving like a blinking cult. But everyone does the best they can, so it's
silly of me to expect anyone to do anything other than what they do.

 



[FairfieldLife] Re: Help a Saint - Lose Your Badge

2011-06-15 Thread seventhray1

--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Rick Archer rick@... wrote:
 Yes, a bit. But part of it is that I sincerely would like to see MUM
thrive.
 I devoted 25 years of my life to the movement. I think TM can be of
great
 value for people, as the David Lynch Foundation continues to prove. I
think
 it's a pity that the movement continues to sabotage its own interests
by
 behaving like a blinking cult. But everyone does the best they can, so
it's
 silly of me to expect anyone to do anything other than what they do.

I feel the same way.  Thanks for your reply.