[FairfieldLife] Re: Occupy Fairfield
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tartbrain no_reply@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Bill Coop williamgcoop@ wrote: News from other Occupy Wall Street protests around Iowa .DesMoinesRegister.com http://blogs.desmoinesregister.com/dmr/index.php/2011/10/29/news-from-other-occupy-wall-street-protests-around-iowa/ Fairfield: In lieu of continuous occupation, a local group of protesters organized an informational gathering in Howard Park and also screened the documentary The Corporation at a local coffeehouse. Video from the park event: http://vimeo.com/30531665 Nice video. Who the woman singing at the end? Local FF? She wonderfully revitalizes a song that time has calcified. That's Jewel. I used to hang in L.A. with a few people who were hard- core Jewel freaks. Deadhead-level hard core; they attended every concert, even if they had to drive or fly there. They managed to infect me with their enthusiasm. She really is an interesting person, as well as an interesting performer. Her voice is remarkably well-matched to tunes that require its purity as it is to raunchy blues songs that require that same voice to get down and dirty. And when you meet her and watch her interact with fans, you get the feeling that she's essentially a pretty neat person, someone you'd love to hang with. And the fans get to; she is active on their Twitter feed. These days she's mainly talking about her new son, Kase, and her latest release is an album of children's songs. Here's a great video from an earlier era. The thing about Jewel is not that she looks like that and sings like that. She also wrote the song. She writes almost all of her songs. I consider her one of the best songwriters going. And you know what a fanboy I am for people like Bruce Cockburn and Leonard Cohen, so she's up there with good company. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UNoouLa7uxA And his is Jewel demonstrating her realness and her sense of humor with the Funny Or Die folks: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rmv1VhrtYRo Of course. I am quite familiar with her earlier works, but have not heard her for some time. From the snippet that I heard on FF video, I had assumed it was someone local, who had been singing in the park -- and did not make the connection. And I had not previously heard Jewel do Times They are a Changin' Which was a great song when it emerged, but became such a cliche anthem, its generally not something that is listenable anymore. To me, her rendition was so fresh, vital, so hit the target, revitalizing it -- like taking something that had become flat, 2-dimensional and adding a new dimension. Not adding back, but taking it in a new direction. Some years ago I had listened to several of her albums since Pieces of You and while there were some nice things, they were studio and did not reflect that sleepin in my van, singing in small beach cafes, the rush, raw, complexity and uncertainty of uncovering her unique style of her first songs. A phenomenon of many songwriters and bands -- I often like their first or first few albums best -- which capture the pent up rush of creativity -- honed often over a decade of playing in garages and cafes. That often is hard to duplicate. And she has gone country -- not blasphemy in my book -- however its a different style than cafe angst. And its produced not the live vibe of here earlier works. I will catch up on her newer stuff. She does seem to be a genuinely simple, smart, fun person -- and has not lost her vitality to the road and fame. Someone you could meet and right away be on the same page -- a fluid laughing and easiness.
[FairfieldLife] Different Worlds (Re: Reality Distortion Field)
Paradox perhaps, though there may be far simpler explanations or resolutions. I usually try to leave the paradox card unplayed until nothing else fits -- though I did use the term loosely yesterday -- more in the sense of contradiction than a wonderous irresolvable thing. And often something simply does not matter sufficiently to me to be cast as paradox. I have come to be fine with lack of resolution -- for me that is the nature of life. I am less constrained by linear logic and tightly bound habits and visions of proper sequences. And many things are simply within the field of wonder. A tree, the sky, things more abstract, can all be wonders, not really needing to fit into some nice conceptual box. Towards resolution, making an assessment, for me is only useful if there such provides a useful stepping stone. Most things don't require evaluation or conclusions. In the case of our conversation, the contradiction or paradox was interesting enough to pursue a bit. And these matters can be challenging to clearly communicate so I took some time yesterday to attempt to articulate them as best i could. Based on our exchange, it appears probable to me that we are simple in different territories. Information exchange is challenged by similar words that have quite different connotations for each of us. Your descriptions of your land -- indirectly via words and actions -- is quite different than mine. I spent some time to try to articulate how it all appears different to me, to see if we are simply looking at the same thing from different angles. Perhaps, but more plausible is its simply not the same landscape. What is tricky are similarities of words and concepts that come from these different lands. Fanny, Brits tell me, is understood quite differently in the UK than in US. Even further removed, a russian hearing the word may get a radically different impression of the meaning that is intended. Its quite remarkable to hear feedback on the various takes various people have on the same words. Different worlds. Thanks for your willingness to explore this. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, whynotnow7 whynotnow7@... wrote: I think you hit on it. It is a paradox. On the one hand I take full responsibility for my view of you and your impressions on me. On the other hand I also give you complete responsibility for yourself, for your view of me and the impressions I make on you. Same with Haj. My aim is not to change anything about him. I am simply reacting to him in an intuitive way - nothing more, or less. It is a lot simpler than you are making it out to be, perhaps, although it does remain a paradox. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tartbrain no_reply@ wrote: For me the flow was getting lost (in my reading) so I added back some of the earlier conversation. If I got the order mixed up, and it changes intended meanings, please correct. donates prior exchanges from each of us. TB: The intensity of love bliss of being, not this being or that being, I find precludes casting harsh distinctions. At times your statements do not compute. But there are any number of things that I don't understand -- and are not things I seek or need to resolve. Simply more that some things are left to evaporate into wonder. TB: That is why I asked, paraphrasing, does that blossom to seeing Haj as yourself, fundamentally, deeply, unshakably? That neither Haj nor anything else is outside of you, lovebliss permeating? WNN: Yes, I agree that taking full responsibility for my thoughts and actions is for me and me alone. Beyond that, we are all One - I agree with this completely, that the stuff that makes up a tartbrain or a whynotnow7 or a Haj is fundamentally the same - far more the same than different. WNN: However there is also the paradox of investigating whatever differences we may find in this Oneness, while never losing sight or contact with the Oneness. That is what I enjoy, and the only way I can see to fulfill my obligation to myself as a human being. Sure, We Are All One, and I enjoy investigating the fractions too. TB: Do you find things to be more of an understanding? Taking responsibility, agreeing, fulfilling obligations, investigating/analyzing have the flavor of understandings. WNN: Fundamentally? no. I tend to operate fundamentally on my intuition. TB: Intuition to me is a type of understanding, of something, about something. It is not silence, its not love bliss permeating. I am not referring to an intuition that there is nothing outside of what you are. It is something more fundamental. WNN: It is easier on the mind. Otherwise, in the course of daily life, sure, and money helps, like at the supermarket, or doing my job. WNN: It seems like you are building a condition TB: I am
[FairfieldLife] Re: Reality Distortion Field: from Steven Jobs by Walter Isaacson
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Vaj vajradhatu@ wrote: In his presence, reality is malleable. He can convince anyone of practically anything. It wears off when he's not around, but it makes it hard to have realistic schedules. Is there anyone else this reminds you of? Class...? :-) Absolutely. Interestingly enough, however, who it reminded me of most -- the first person who popped into my mind -- was Captain Tightpants from Firefly. Here's a fun video of 32 best quotes from Firefly and Serenity, as selected by SCI FI WIRE, whatever that is. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3uMAKtXlXf4 Unfortunately they didn't select my favorite Mal quote, which relates directly to the Jobs story: We have done the impossible, and that makes us mighty. Did you edit out the best part? We have done the impossible, and that makes us mighty. All others go twiqust thy nethers
[FairfieldLife] Re: Reality Distortion Field: from Steve Jobs by Walter Isaacson
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Vaj vajradhatu@... wrote: Having said that, practicing Dzogchen atiyoga for a sufficient amount a time as to gain certainty in the direct, non-conventional experience of the natural state is the best way I know to gain recognition of it in others, but even that depends on the peculiar mix of obscurations of the people involved. Recognizing the natural state in others and all is natural. If you recognize the natural state at some times, in some people, in some things, but at other times see appearances other than the natural state, perhaps that is a reflection of obscurations. When you see Robin as natural state, is its nature LoveBliss?
[FairfieldLife] Re: Reality Distortion Field: from Steve Jobs by Walter Isaacson
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, whynotnow7 whynotnow7@... wrote: Jed McKenna, who's books I respect, makes mention of ten year olds in sixty year old bodies. That is what Haj, as I call him, reminds me of. Seeing pilgrimage to Mecca in all is good. Does that blossom to seeing Haj within yourself? That Haj, and nothing, is outside of you? Is that experience lovebliss? Spectacularly underdeveloped emotionally and psychologically, so that he is reduced to playing children's games in the company of adults. Yes, that parable is wonderful isn't it. The innocence of children and that innocence, that state of wonder, awe, no categories, being the gateway to the natural state of heaven here, everywhere. Pray adults everywhere learn this from the children. He uses his edificial alias: Vajradatu, to convey instant authority and mystery, but he is just a ten year old kid. He plays at being himself, but has no real idea who he is, a paper Buddha, single ply. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: Robin, I wouldn't stress out because I say it again, based upon his posts here he comes across as the most inauthentic person here, he's just a troll, a liar and a crook - bless his Buddhist heart. The only way he gets his message across is by repeating the same old lies over and over again. That's why I have always referred to him as Vakrabuddhi - the twisted intellect, the one trick parrot, his choking routines of parroted shit. On Nov 4, 2011, at 9:02 PM, maskedzebra no_re...@yahoogroups.com wrote: RESPONSE: Horseshit, all of it. Only one person has ever confronted me, and he is my best friend. Vaj is playing Walter MItty here; and he has told a big fibâI would challenge him to provide any testimony that even begins to be consistent with what he claims hereâfrom the participants at that meeting. Now I haven't read further than this post at FFL tonight; but I can't help myself. Vaj has got himself into big doo doo here. It is all a lie. A marvellous fantasy. Not one person from the time I slipped into Unity throughout the ten years when I enacted the role of the enlightened man and wrote all those silly books, not one person ever confronted me. This story of Vaj baffles me. It's like the gay thing; I wouldn't be ashamed if I was gay; and in this case, I feel no humiliation or embarrassment to admit that someone took me down. But no one did (except my best friend much later). And Vaj is having a huge fantasy here. I wonder he would make a public statement like this when he knows it is without foundation in fact. Amazing really. He refers to a Doug K: I trust Doug K. I challenge you, Vaj, to get anyone who was there to corroborate your outrageous account. And I will check out the information that has been posted about me in the past. Again, it is not a matter of being determined that no one shall know that that I have lost a battle as it were; it is a question of truth, If what Vaj said happened that day did not happen, then I need to set the record straight. It did not happen. And this is an extraordinary act of mendacity on Vaj's part. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend jstein@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, maskedzebra no_reply@ wrote: snip You mean you accompanied one of my friends to where I was temporarily staying in DC and they confronted me with my astrological chart, and I refused to read itâsince I had converted to Catholicism, and was therefore up to date on what Augustine and Aquinas had said about the limit of the influence of the starsâand therefore wouldn't budge? This appears to be Vaj's account of what took place, posted here back in March 2006 (#89493): In the 80's, I was invited by three close friends--an old TM teacher, an MIU grad and a Sidha, to confront Robin Woodsworth Carlsen who was then living in an apartment in Washington DC. It was actually my first time at debunking a claim of enlightenment, but when it was all over and done, we were all convinced this man was without a doubt, a fraud. And from a follow-up post (#89713): My friends had invited me along simply because they wanted me there in case he tried to pull anything. So I really went along simply as a friend and really, as an observer. However once we were there and started talking to Robin a certain feeling started to develop that was unmistakeable. It wasn't until the very end, spontaneously, I just did it. Still don't think he knew what happened, but for all of us there, it was sufficient. Quite honestly this type of thing is really uncharacteristic of me, I'm not typically one for barnstorming zen tactics. But for my friends it was like being lifted from
[FairfieldLife] Re: Reality Distortion Field: from Steve Jobs by Walter Isaacson
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, whynotnow7 whynotnow7@... wrote: Jed McKenna, who's books I respect, makes mention of ten year olds in sixty year old bodies. That is what Haj, as I call him, reminds me of. Seeing pilgrimage to Mecca in all is good. Does that blossom to seeing Haj within yourself? That neither Haj nor anything else is outside of you? Is that experience lovebliss? Spectacularly underdeveloped emotionally and psychologically, so that he is reduced to playing children's games in the company of adults. Yes, that parable is wonderful isn't it. The innocence of children and that state of wonder, amazement, awe, no categories, eternally fresh and vibrant, being the gateway to the natural state -- the threshold of heaven available here and everywhere. Pray adults learn from children.
[FairfieldLife] Re: Reality Distortion Field: from Steve Jobs by Walter Isaacson
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, nablusoss1008 no_reply@... wrote: Vaj belives that if a lie is repeated often enough it becomes a truth. Bless his Buddhist heart. That is a wonderful insight. We repeat the lie of separation over and over again, over so many years. One day we wake up laughing, no longer seeing the lie. The lie is the pathway to truth, life is the deepest teacher. We repeatedly bang our head against the wall, but that cannot last. The wall banging comes to a stop. The lie cannot survive, it just takes some intense living of the lie for it to shrivel naturally from its own lack of foundation.
[FairfieldLife] Re: Reality Distortion Field: from Steve Jobs by Walter Isaacson
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, whynotnow7 whynotnow7@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tartbrain no_reply@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, whynotnow7 whynotnow7@ wrote: Jed McKenna, who's books I respect, makes mention of ten year olds in sixty year old bodies. That is what Haj, as I call him, reminds me of. Seeing pilgrimage to Mecca in all is good. Does that blossom to seeing Haj within yourself? That neither Haj nor anything else is outside of you? Is that experience lovebliss? Spectacularly underdeveloped emotionally and psychologically, so that he is reduced to playing children's games in the company of adults. Yes, that parable is wonderful isn't it. The innocence of children and that state of wonder, amazement, awe, no categories, eternally fresh and vibrant, being the gateway to the natural state -- the threshold of heaven available here and everywhere. Pray adults learn from children. Heh - A critical difference Differences have their place. between being child-like, and childish. I find Vaj as an adult to be a childish dolt. Seeing momentary distinctions (whether the projections are chidish dolts or Shiva) within oneself, seeing everything as love bliss, is natural and wonderful. I would never equate my child's innocence and wonder as she grows in the world with this moron's ignorant blather and deception. Your mangling of an obvious point seems reactive and meaningless to me. As for everything-being-my-perception-and-the-perception-couldn't-occur-if-the-object-of-perception-were-not-in-fact-within-me, Perceptions is a fun way of expressing it. That you find nothing is outside of you is the key. that and five bucks will get you a cuppa coffee, and sometimes you just gotta call a dolt a dolt.:-) Yes, the lovebliss of dolt IS the lovebliss of dolt. A = A.
[FairfieldLife] Re: Reality Distortion Field: from Steve Jobs by Walter Isaacson
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Xenophaneros Anartaxius anartaxius@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend jstein@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tartbrain no_reply@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, nablusoss1008 no_reply@ wrote: Vaj belives that if a lie is repeated often enough it becomes a truth. Bless his Buddhist heart. That is a wonderful insight. We repeat the lie of separation over and over again, over so many years. One day we wake up laughing, no longer seeing the lie. The lie is the pathway to truth, life is the deepest teacher. We repeatedly bang our head against the wall, but that cannot last. The wall banging comes to a stop. The lie cannot survive, it just takes some intense living of the lie for it to shrivel naturally from its own lack of foundation. Non sequitur and whopping category error. FAIL. I do not think tartbrain was taking a test for receiving a grade. Life is a classroom, experience is a teacher, probably the ultimate one (trace that lineage). Yet, I am unsure what a grade means in this class. Perhaps its Pass /Fail, a UC Santa Cruz of life. I like the notion of fail. There is no resolution. Of anything. Life is the playground of failure, loose ends, no tidy completions, incomprehensiveness, wonder, a trans-sequitur Pollack painting, a ball of string and stringy knots, a kleenx-box of mind states. Failure in all of this is natural. No one leaves here with a passing grade. The leaving of that, the letting go, being A-OK with that is such a vast relief, like a long sigh of Atlas, a rush of vayu across the sky, an air gun with 12 foot nozzles blasting the mind, leaving a fresher view. When we find a string in the ground, we pull on it, we absorb, or are absorbed by the sequence it creates within our minds. That sequence may be different from person to person. Indeed, it would be odd if it were otherwise. To premise one perfect correct sequence for all people in all times is funny. And laughter is a means, and the end of, letting go of the need for completeness and resolution. Laughter is sensing the gap between and within the attempts at tidiness of all things, matters, ideas and quests. I happened across the last part of Annie Hall recently. It closes with the story of a guy talking to his psychiatrist. My brother thinks that he is a chicken. Why don't you turn him in the doc asks. I would but I need the eggs. My mind thinks there are differences and that it can find resolution of them out there. It needs the eggs. Or so I have thought. His response may be a non sequitur. (You will have to explain to me the category error Judy, as I have trouble with categories these days.) You have a very linear, logical mind, I think I used to be that way. Your mind is too tightly focused sometimes. tartbrain is describing the spontaneous unfolding of enlightenment, no, just the unfoldment of life. that aspect of the process of awakening where you basically have no control over how it is going to proceed. becoming aware that there is no real control. More like the car on a areal merry-go-round sort of thing found in amusement parks. To kids, it looks like they are driving. This is in fact the principle of TM. But outside of meditation, this other thing is going on, just like meditation, take it as it comes applies to both, an underrated, often cliche-accused, gem. unraveling what we think the ultimate goal of meditation is going to be like, and also every other aspect of what we think our life is about. Interesting quest. Defining first, what is life about. And then, what it should be about. And how it will be about later. And what it will be about when we arrive. Its about resolutions. What if there is no car, no road, no place, no resolutions.
[FairfieldLife] Re: Reality Distortion Field: from Steve Jobs by Walter Isaacson
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Xenophaneros Anartaxius anartaxius@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tartbrain no_reply@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Vaj vajradhatu@ wrote: Having said that, practicing Dzogchen atiyoga for a sufficient amount a time as to gain certainty in the direct, non-conventional experience of the natural state is the best way I know to gain recognition of it in others, but even that depends on the peculiar mix of obscurations of the people involved. Recognizing the natural state in others and all is natural. If you recognize the natural state at some times, in some people, in some things, but at other times see appearances other than the natural state, perhaps that is a reflection of obscurations. When you see Robin as natural state, is its nature LoveBliss? If you are in your natural state, everything is in its natural state. That is always from the POV of one's own body. While everyone is perceived to be in their natural state, those other bodies may not be noticing that from their POV. Finding out if those other bodies are experiencing their natural state from their POV is more involved, But is it meaningful? I am sure it must be, else why would Jim and Vaj pursue it. I seek to uncover the blinds of my life to see more fully what they see. I take Jim and Vaj at their words that they are living natural state, that there is nothing outside of what they are. At a minimum, that is appreciating lovebliss everywhere, even some numbskulls experience that. So I am awed and curious about the deeper understandings they have come to -- beyond knowing all to be within themselves, radiating, even if recognized as a subtle illusion, intense love bliss. because first of all they have to describe what they are experiencing. If they say they are seeking their natural state, then obviously they are not there yet, as an experience. It is another matter if they are claiming enlightenment. Which if anyone is, is their playing, mischievous joking, with us. tartbrain I think is right in saying that if you are in the natural state, that is the only thing you can experience, but it does not necessarily mean the body that seems to house that experience is omniscient. Omniscience is a large word. But omniscinece of what? Of the loose, unresoved ends of the universe? Is there a lack in not being omniscient? Perhaps it is like saying, I have not seen every rerun of Lavern and Shirley, as in I am not omniscient about some details of inconsequential loose ends. Does it matter if one is not concerned with loose ends, if one understands there is never any resolution of loose ends? Trans-omniscience seems more fulfilling than omniscience. Ha, but unless I am omniscient, how would I know. Suppose we have a great master. What can they tell? Is it possible to fool a master? The master-disciple relationship is almost always under certain controlled conditions, in which the master's position in the relationship is clearly delineated. Supposing you run into such a master on the street never having seen him or her before, and have no idea who that person is. You strike up a conversation. Who can tell what about what state each is in? I have no idea what the answer to this question might be. P.S. What does it mean to say (as Vaj did above) 'to gain certainty in the direct, non-conventional experience of the natural state', is this a reference to the natural state not being a typical experience for people, that it is thus uncommon? The natural state could never be non-conventional in another meaning because it is the only state of existence, and in that meaning, totally conventional. There is nothing special to do to have the natural state except getting rid of the illusions you have about what it is. A spiritual path is a special kind of illusion, one that unwinds itself in the end, and vanishes. If you are still on the path, you can guess where you are not. Yes. I think the Supremes said it well, Stop! In the Name of Love The direct antidote to the life of Rawhide Rollin', rollin', rollin'. Rollin', rollin', rollin'. Rollin', rollin', rollin'. Rollin', rollin', rollin'. Rawhide!
[FairfieldLife] Re: DOC-DEBUT: David Wants to Fly | Link TV
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Bhairitu noozguru@... wrote: On 11/05/2011 06:47 AM, Vaj wrote: On Nov 5, 2011, at 1:30 AM, seventhray1 wrote: Thanks for the link. Just saw it for the first time. Very well done. What I'd like to see is an extra which includes the entire interview with the Shankaracharya of Jyotir Math. It has been transcribed and it is particularly damning to Mahesh yogi, as it touches on how his students are mis-pronouncing the mantras, the lack of understanding and proper teaching on bhava-tita (the transcendent), etc. It's quite liberating to hear. Let's hope David eventually releases it with subtitles. He could even release it as a separate mini-documentary, An Interview with the Shankaracharya. Without ever mentioning Mahesh's spiritual incest it deals a final deathblow. Do you have a link to the transcription? I'd love to read it. One expert in the field showed me the more traditional way of using the beej mantras by themselves as a meditation. A bit removed from TM. Here is a transcript of what appears to be a conversation between S S from Paul Mason's site. I don't recall all of this in the film, though. http://www.paulmason.info/gurudev/TheLastInstruction.html I was the desciple of Gurudev and had [been] taken into his fold through a ceremony called Dand Sanyaas which Mahesh Yogi could not get done as he was not a Brahman. Also Mahesh was his secretary and he was not Gurudev's disciple in any way but was a part of the administrative staff. So far as I know he did not know anything about yoga so I have no idea how he became Yogi. But he was very smart and shrewd. He was responsible for the controversy over Shankaracharya's here in Jyotirmath. He wanted to put up here a Shankaracharya who would listen to him. That was his motive behind dividing the Jyotirmath. After Gurudev's demise he spread the news that there is a will made by Gurudev on his name and that claims him to be Gurudev`s disciple... The will named four people- the first name was Shantanand, second DwarkaPrasad Shastri, third name was Vishnudevanand and fourth name was Parmanand. Now when the will was opened for reading it turned out that Shantanand did not understand Sanskrit, he used to work for Geeta press on the salary of 14 rupees per month and thus was not capable enough, secondly, Dwarkaprasad Shastri, was a married man with family, thirdly, Vishnudevanand, was not educated enough and fourth, Parmanand, who was M.A., his big toe on the right leg was amputed and a disabled [person] is not given Sanyaas, thus he was nullified. Thus the four were rejected and Swami Krishnabodhashramji was made Shankaracharya but Mahesh Yogi instigated Shantanand to fight the court case. He was given a car and money and all other assistance and help. Now Sita Saraf was in Kolkatta when Gurudev passed away and she along with Mahesh played out a drama claiming that they asked Gurudev to accept their lives but Gurudev refused and passed away. It was also spread far and wide that when Gurudev's soul was leaving his body, Mahesh Yogi's soul was also exit-ing but Gurudev pushed his soul back because Mahesh had to complete Gurudev's incomplete work for which he had to go abroad!!! Also, as per the will that was revealed, it stated clearly that the order of succession was to be Shantanand, Dwarkaprasad Shastri, Vishnudevanand and Parmanand. However all of them passed away in exactly the reverse order! If Gurudev, who has the far sight to forsee such events, had written the will, how could they all pass away in exactly the reverse order?? Therefore, if this is so, that he was a 'siddha mahatma', why was this in reverse order? - Swami Swaroopanand, speaking to film-maker David Sieveking, 22nd May 2009
[FairfieldLife] Re: Occupy the Domes!!
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Buck dhamiltony2k5@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: I have to say I really loved this post - very humorous :-). Yeah, CurtisDb and the Rajas in the anti-saint bed together. Does Curtis sing The Walking Blues to them in the morning? When the rajas wake up (i mean in the morning) what sort of bed head do they have? Or does the crown keep it all nice and neat? Woke up this morning I looked 'round for my shoes You know I had those mean old walking blues Yeah, I woke up this morning I looked 'round for my shoes Girl, I had those, ooh, mean old walking blues Some people tell me that worried blues ain't bad It's the worst old feeling I ever had People tell me that worried blues ain't bad It's the worst old feeling, ooh child, I ever had Looks run to the ocean and the ocean runs to the sea If I don't find my baby, don't bury me Look to the ocean and the ocean went to the sea Yeah, if I don't find my baby, ooh yeah, don't bury me Minutes seem like hours and hours seem like days Since my baby started her low down ways, yeah Minutes seem like hours and hours seem like days Since my baby, ooh, started her low down ways I woke up this morning, people, I looked 'round for my shoes You know I had those mean old walking blues Yeah, I woke up this morning I looked 'round for my shoes Yeah, you know I had those, ooh, mean old walking blues (Robert Johnson) - Curtis does a wonderful version of Walkin' Blues (well, I am sure many many versions, but I heard the one from his CD or site.) Maybe as good, though very different style, to Paul Butterfield, which may be the deepest vasana I have for that song -- probably having to do with the times, those days, of my first darshan with that version (ah, the shakti!!, ha. Like new dimensions opened up). On Nov 4, 2011, at 5:15 PM, Buck wrote: CurtisDb, I see you're Holding the Line, I'm reading your old and very conservative feelings here about the dome program and can see by that very same token a deeply held concern that our meditators visiting saints would keep themselves out of the Domes and diminish our communal numbers meditating together here. CurtisDb, you might be picketing the meetings coming up in Vedic City soon with spiritual teacher, saint, and master, John Douglas? Master John Douglas is going to very shortly be visiting Fairfield again. This is clearly antagonizing to the dome numbers. As a proponent of the anti-saint doctrine, will you be putting yourself in the arrest line out front at the demonstrations to Save the Dome Numbers outside his meetings in Vedic City? Or at least help incite in singing to rally a unified reactionary Raja response singing protest songs against saints! Look what's happening in the Streets, have a revolution, have a revolution! You could be instrumental in the Maharishi said anti-saint movement here. You're off FFL for a week, catch a fast train West out of Union Station quick. The Rajas could use your help here. We could get you a gig at Paradiso Cafe if that would help. A lot of famous people have played there or at least had coffee there. It's time to bring up the reserves, -Buck in FF Dear CurtisDb, I do appreciate your concern. However first let me say that, like with other things, Maharishi told many different people at different times different things about seeing or being with the saints. The problem with the Fairfield dome numbers is not with people seeing the saints. The problem is with the TM-Rajas at this point. This communal problem with the TM-Rajas is not going to change until the TM-Rajas change how they have chosen to see it. The dome numbers are what they are and it is the fault now of the TM-Raja's. That TM-Taliban-Raja element and that Prime Minister in particular. We all shall help the situation by joining together to occupy the domes in meditation, as best we can. To that end the Rajas need to immediately change those administrative guidelines and just ask that people do TM and the TM-Siddhis while at 'Occupy the Domes', or on the IA course. That is simply for a scientific control over the research being done. People's experience and the science seems to indicate that it's a worthy mission. Secondly, I'm an old devotee of SBS Guru Dev and he certainly said to go and be with the saints. I'm with him in this. The TM-Rajas are clearly wrong and ignorant about seeing saints. The Rajas are in the way of the dome numbers and invincibilty. Jai Guru Dev, -Buck --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: -- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Buck wrote: I know that this may be challenging
[FairfieldLife] Curtis and The Walking Blues -- Occupy the Domes!!
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tartbrain no_reply@... wrote: - Curtis does a wonderful version of Walkin' Blues (well, I am sure many many versions, but I heard the one from his CD or site.) Maybe as good, though very different style, to Paul Butterfield, which I am partial to -- probably having to do with the times, those days, of my first darshan with that version (new dimensions opened up). But you be the judge (non judgmentally, ha). Erichttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=THPXoLjQX-Y Roberthttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4sml8W5SAwo Paulhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a8TNYEJmnF4http://www.youtube.com/wat\ ch?v=VoNJysPjjtchttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1kpz-1qpNBwfeature=fvst Bonniehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z65oAMwWq54 Susanhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0I1AH5Bshukfeature=related Deadhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7sPYml9xO-E Quicksilverhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QBBtIPvU3t0 And for the grand finale, our own Headliner: Curtis Blues! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6-arnwUV2VI http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6-arnwUV2VI http://www.curtisblues.com/videos.htm http://www.curtisblues.com/videos.htm
[FairfieldLife] Re: DOC-DEBUT: David Wants to Fly | Link TV
in Rajasthan http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rajasthan . Ram raja parishad was a Hindu traditional party, and not an Indian (or Hindu) nationalist party.[2] http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ram_Rajya_Parishad#cite_note-1 The RRP was dharmic, which significantly affected the political outlook of the party. Hindu dharma does not generally accept the (western) concept of a nation because dharma is said to permeate the entire universe, rather than demarcate between nation states. Dharma concerns all living beings (âtman). Like Hindutva, RRP wanted a uniform civil code in India, based on Manava-Dharma-Shastra, with Ahimsa http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ahimsa to first creed. The party turned inactive and was one of the many parties to merge together to form the Bharatiya Jana Sangh http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bharatiya_Jana_Sangh [3] http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ram_Rajya_Parishad#cite_note-2 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tartbrain no_reply@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Bhairitu noozguru@ wrote: On 11/05/2011 06:47 AM, Vaj wrote: On Nov 5, 2011, at 1:30 AM, seventhray1 wrote: Thanks for the link. Just saw it for the first time. Very well done. What I'd like to see is an extra which includes the entire interview with the Shankaracharya of Jyotir Math. It has been transcribed and it is particularly damning to Mahesh yogi, as it touches on how his students are mis-pronouncing the mantras, the lack of understanding and proper teaching on bhava-tita (the transcendent), etc. It's quite liberating to hear. Let's hope David eventually releases it with subtitles. He could even release it as a separate mini-documentary, An Interview with the Shankaracharya. Without ever mentioning Mahesh's spiritual incest it deals a final deathblow.Do you have a link to the transcription? I'd love to read it. One expert in the field showed me the more traditional way of using the beej mantras by themselves as a meditation. A bit removed from TM. Here is a transcript of what appears to be a conversation between S S from Paul Mason's site. I don't recall all of this in the film, though. http://www.paulmason.info/gurudev/TheLastInstruction.html I was the desciple of Gurudev and had [been] taken into his fold through a ceremony called Dand Sanyaas which Mahesh Yogi could not get done as he was not a Brahman. Also Mahesh was his secretary and he was not Gurudev's disciple in any way but was a part of the administrative staff. So far as I know he did not know anything about yoga so I have no idea how he became Yogi. But he was very smart and shrewd. He was responsible for the controversy over Shankaracharya's here in Jyotirmath. He wanted to put up here a Shankaracharya who would listen to him. That was his motive behind dividing the Jyotirmath. After Gurudev's demise he spread the news that there is a will made by Gurudev on his name and that claims him to be Gurudev`s disciple... The will named four people- the first name was Shantanand, second DwarkaPrasad Shastri, third name was Vishnudevanand and fourth name was Parmanand. Now when the will was opened for reading it turned out that Shantanand did not understand Sanskrit, he used to work for Geeta press on the salary of 14 rupees per month and thus was not capable enough, secondly, Dwarkaprasad Shastri, was a married man with family, thirdly, Vishnudevanand, was not educated enough and fourth, Parmanand, who was M.A., his big toe on the right leg was amputed and a disabled [person] is not given Sanyaas, thus he was nullified. Thus the four were rejected and Swami Krishnabodhashramji was made Shankaracharya but Mahesh Yogi instigated Shantanand to fight the court case. He was given a car and money and all other assistance and help. Now Sita Saraf was in Kolkatta when Gurudev passed away and she along with Mahesh played out a drama claiming that they asked Gurudev to accept their lives but Gurudev refused and passed away. It was also spread far and wide that when Gurudev's soul was leaving his body, Mahesh Yogi's soul was also exit-ing but Gurudev pushed his soul back because Mahesh had to complete Gurudev's incomplete work for which he had to go abroad!!! Also, as per the will that was revealed, it stated clearly that the order of succession was to be Shantanand, Dwarkaprasad Shastri, Vishnudevanand and Parmanand. However all of them passed away in exactly the reverse order! If Gurudev, who has the far sight to forsee such events, had written the will, how could they all pass away in exactly the reverse order?? Therefore, if this is so, that he was a 'siddha mahatma', why was this in reverse order? - Swami Swaroopanand, speaking to film-maker David Sieveking, 22nd May 2009
[FairfieldLife] Re: Reality Distortion Field: from Steve Jobs by Walter Isaacson
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, whynotnow7 whynotnow7@... wrote: Yes, I agree that taking full responsibility for my thoughts and actions is for me and me alone. Beyond that, we are all One - I agree with this completely, that the stuff that makes up a tartbrain or a whynotnow7 or a Haj is fundamentally the same - far more the same than different. However there is also the paradox of investigating whatever differences we may find in this Oneness, while never losing sight or contact with the Oneness. That is what I enjoy, and the only way I can see to fulfill my obligation to myself as a human being. Sure, We Are All One, and I enjoy investigating the fractions too. Do you find things to be more of an understanding? Taking responsibility, agreeing, fulfilling obligations, investigating/analyzing have the flavor of understandings. The intensity of lovebliss of being, not this being or that being, I find precludes casting harsh distinctions. At times your statements do not compute. But there are any number of things that I don't understand -- and are not things I seek or need to resolve. Simply more that some things are left to evaporate into wonder. That is why I asked, paraphrasing, does that blossom to seeing Haj as yourself, fundamentally, deeply, unshakably? That neither Haj nor anything else is outside of you, lovebliss permeating? --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tartbrain no_reply@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, whynotnow7 whynotnow7@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tartbrain no_reply@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, whynotnow7 whynotnow7@ wrote: Jed McKenna, who's books I respect, makes mention of ten year olds in sixty year old bodies. That is what Haj, as I call him, reminds me of. Seeing pilgrimage to Mecca in all is good. Does that blossom to seeing Haj within yourself? That neither Haj nor anything else is outside of you? Is that experience lovebliss? Spectacularly underdeveloped emotionally and psychologically, so that he is reduced to playing children's games in the company of adults. Yes, that parable is wonderful isn't it. The innocence of children and that state of wonder, amazement, awe, no categories, eternally fresh and vibrant, being the gateway to the natural state -- the threshold of heaven available here and everywhere. Pray adults learn from children. Heh - A critical difference Differences have their place. between being child-like, and childish. I find Vaj as an adult to be a childish dolt. Seeing momentary distinctions (whether the projections are chidish dolts or Shiva) within oneself, seeing everything as love bliss, is natural and wonderful. I would never equate my child's innocence and wonder as she grows in the world with this moron's ignorant blather and deception. Your mangling of an obvious point seems reactive and meaningless to me. As for everything-being-my-perception-and-the-perception-couldn't-occur-if-the-object-of-perception-were-not-in-fact-within-me, Perceptions is a fun way of expressing it. That you find nothing is outside of you is the key. that and five bucks will get you a cuppa coffee, and sometimes you just gotta call a dolt a dolt.:-) Yes, the lovebliss of dolt IS the lovebliss of dolt. A = A.
[FairfieldLife] Re: Occupy Fairfield
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Bill Coop williamgcoop@... wrote: News from other Occupy Wall Street protests around Iowa .DesMoinesRegister.com http://blogs.desmoinesregister.com/dmr/index.php/2011/10/29/news-from-other-occupy-wall-street-protests-around-iowa/ Fairfield: In lieu of continuous occupation, a local group of protesters organized an informational gathering in Howard Park and also screened the documentary The Corporation at a local coffeehouse. Video from the park event: http://vimeo.com/30531665 Nice video. Who the woman singing at the end? Local FF? She wonderfully revitalizes a song that time has calcified. #Occupy Fairfield: Awareness and Education from Wayside Shine Productions on Vimeo. One of the Fairfield supporters, Rianna Koppel, also had this to say: I don't want to speak on behalf of the entire Occupy Fairfield Group, but I can speak personally on why I don't think we are occupying a public space consistently. Fairfield is home to a community that is based in Transcendental Meditation. At our university, Maharishi University of Mangement, many students, staff, and faculty are already working on many projects that relate directly to sustainability, consciousness, local economy, local cooperatives financial and otherwise, farmer's markets and CSAs, and many, many more. What I think the purpose of our local Occupy movement is has to do more with education, awareness, and continued promotion of local projects and activities that are already taking place to support each other in our community. I think that this is the perspective that everyone is taking here in Fairfield, and so through the Occupy movement, we have strengthened and rallied our community. We do not need to occupy a public space consistently in order to do what we see as the next step from this movement.
[FairfieldLife] Absorbing Sins
Swami Swaroopanand quote Gurudeva [SBS]used to give upadesha (initiation) without any fees. He used to say 'If I accept any gift from the disciple (or fees), then his sins are transmitted to me.' From that angle, MMY is perhaps one of the most generous teachers to have walked the planet. On the other hand, SBS used to say, do not give me your donations, give me your sins. (a different slant on the above quote) I like the latter approach and mechanism. (It is simple. And pwerful in that taking back a gift is not polite -- and hardly productive. That is, naturally sense of commitment is stronger) However, it has periodically occurred to me that a teacher is limited by karma in what they can give. Thus the injunction to serve the wise -- serving them (and/or donating) creates a weather-like karmic low pressure point and grace is able to flow more fully. Then again, simply attention on teachers (here and now, or otherwise) appears to bring (a type of) grace. What do you find?
[FairfieldLife] Re: Reality Distortion Field: from Steve Jobs by Walter Isaacson
For me the flow was getting lost (in my reading) so I added back some of the earlier conversation. If I got the order mixed up, and it changes intended meanings, please correct. donates prior exchanges from each of us. TB: The intensity of love bliss of being, not this being or that being, I find precludes casting harsh distinctions. At times your statements do not compute. But there are any number of things that I don't understand -- and are not things I seek or need to resolve. Simply more that some things are left to evaporate into wonder. TB: That is why I asked, paraphrasing, does that blossom to seeing Haj as yourself, fundamentally, deeply, unshakably? That neither Haj nor anything else is outside of you, lovebliss permeating? WNN: Yes, I agree that taking full responsibility for my thoughts and actions is for me and me alone. Beyond that, we are all One - I agree with this completely, that the stuff that makes up a tartbrain or a whynotnow7 or a Haj is fundamentally the same - far more the same than different. WNN: However there is also the paradox of investigating whatever differences we may find in this Oneness, while never losing sight or contact with the Oneness. That is what I enjoy, and the only way I can see to fulfill my obligation to myself as a human being. Sure, We Are All One, and I enjoy investigating the fractions too. TB: Do you find things to be more of an understanding? Taking responsibility, agreeing, fulfilling obligations, investigating/analyzing have the flavor of understandings. WNN: Fundamentally? no. I tend to operate fundamentally on my intuition. TB: Intuition to me is a type of understanding, of something, about something. It is not silence, its not love bliss permeating. I am not referring to an intuition that there is nothing outside of what you are. It is something more fundamental. WNN: It is easier on the mind. Otherwise, in the course of daily life, sure, and money helps, like at the supermarket, or doing my job. WNN: It seems like you are building a condition TB: I am not building any conditions, though my words may be crude in expressing things. Its a living thing, not an intellectual, model, or imperative thing. WNN: where a certain intensity of lovebliss of being stands outside of casting harsh distinctions. TB: Love bliss permeating is cruder than living nothing is outside of me. Your indications are of living the latter state (though perhaps not using those words). I assume love bliss is not lost in the ripeness nothing is outside of me. WNN: I prefer to think of the distinctions I make as precise at the time. If they are perceived as harsh as well, it is none of my business, beyond my control. What am I supposed to do about that? TB: Harshness does imply intent and that was not my intent to say your inner state is harsh at times. I don't know that. Despite fumbling terms, I certainly have internally known harshness, in the sense of tightly binding up a view of someone or something, packing them or it up into tighter boundaries, even while chipping away, diminishing them, separating them out as separate, losing heart value, projecting my stuff onto them. So I know the types of words, expressions, angles that come from me in that mode. (For conciseness, lets call these Inner A and Expressions A). TB: Other times, I have known something quite different. Love bliss permeating (inside and in everything) is a crude way of expressing that. I know what types of words, expressions, feelings, appreciations from me that come from that. (Lets call these Inner B and Expressions B). TB: It is imprecise and incorrect for me to cast your words towards some as harsh. You are correct, harshness is someone's appreciation or projection of something, not the thing in itself. However, I do see you using expressions (behaviors, styles) that I have known that came from my mode of Inner A TB: I can appreciate that there may be alternatives that I have not experienced. I hold it possible, though it is hard for me to fathom, that for some, including yourself, Expressions A comes from love bliss permeating (Inner B). As I said, that does not compute for me -- but there are many things I do not fathom. Thus my curiousity if that is the case. WNN: As for Haj, its not a condemnation of him in some absolute sense. It is calling him out for some of the crap he spreads around, that I personally feel like responding to, because I am given an allotment of 50 posts a week to do so here. TB: is your intent to help him out? (in ways you believe he needs help with -- he may have alternative views.) Or is it to set the record straight? In my experience, using A Expressions is not necessary to do either, is not particularly effective in my experience. However, I appreciate that you have different successes and preferences. TB: Or are your behaviors more reactive
[FairfieldLife] Re: Reality Distortion Field: from Steve Jobs by Walter Isaacson
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Xenophaneros Anartaxius anartaxius@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend jstein@ wrote: It would be a category error if tartbrain intended it to be taken as a relevant response to what Nabby said, which appears to have been the case. Nabby was not, of course, talking about the unfolding of enlightenment but about Vaj's belief concerning deliberate misstatements of fact. That is correct. I don't feel bound to take the same direction Nab's or others take in any particular post. Typically, I write something about what their post creates within me. Sometimes I hear a different drummer, other times I am quite engaged following the mutual beat. I understood Nab's meaning. Nothing arose towards his direction, something did towards another vista. I took the road less (or not yet) travelled. No Judy, I will continue to read some of your posts. It might be that tartbrain is actually experiencing the world in terms of a single category; tart experiences tartness (someone has to do it, I drew the short straw.) Something else simply is. (like everyone, chitta vrittis are certainly less than nirodha at times, thus shadows may block the moon. Full eclipses certainly occur. And yet full moons can bring the world to light.) this is what the word 'boundless' refers to in terms of consciousness in spiritual parlance. The distinctions which are significant to you may not seem important to him. In unity the universe is a single category in which all things are related. Boundless and unity are concepts. Concepts can (appear) to tie some things together, make some things clearer. In other matters, I find that they are not helpful, even detrimental. Concepts can't grasp the non-conceptual. Why bother. If anything, chitta vrittis conceptua is counter to chitta vrittis nirodha. Concepts may may become shitta virittis neruda (though poetry is better than concepts, good poetry is not about words but about the gaps it reveals.) And labels and concepts can mess up conversations, that is, in understanding any inter-personal similarities about the moonlight. See my convo with Jim. I have not much clue if we are seeing light from the same moon. I may be seeing the trashy neon light from some inner 7-11. And Jim may BE the moon (and stars). Miscommunication incubates and multiples from labels and concepts being used differently. And /or getting lost in the concept, words or labels, not the thing itself. So the connexion he made would be valuable for someone reading this, but not everyone, and apparently not you. But strictly logically as an answer to Nabby's comment, you are right. Nabs and I have some nice conversations. See the other day. But I don't feel compelled to engage solely in a single, formulatic, prescibe mode. There is not singular or solely appropriate way to respond to anything. Lots of possibilities. Everyone has the opportunity to skip what has no value to them. I am not deliberately attempting to be obnoxious, but you do seem to see that value and others frequently as a characteristic of those with whom you are having a discussion or skirmish. Just remember that such evaluations when we have them, when we hold them, exist only in our own heads, not in the world about us, and thus are a reflection of our own state of mind. True of everything actually. Our worlds are our minds projections. Deep clean the mind, nirodharize it, and the commonality we share is pretty still, far from overflowing with distinctions, edges or sharp points.
[FairfieldLife] Re: The Day That TMers Became Officially Crazy
I thought there was no starting point or ending point. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, whynotnow7 whynotnow7@... wrote: I agree, but that was tartbrain - I was using his quote as a starting point. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, nablusoss1008 no_reply@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, whynotnow7 whynotnow7@ wrote: The movement belongs to those who move. Those who were stuck on the idea that the movement and the TMO were ONLY about the 7-step program were, well, stuck. I think M and TM were always a moving target about gateways to consciousness and purifying collective consciousness, via a lot of different avenues. BINGO ! The lazy ones refused to change and later, even to meditate. In fact many stopped TM because it brings about change. Can't have that.
[FairfieldLife] Re: The Day That TMers Became Officially Crazy
I lived there a bit, and later visited regularly, throughout the 70s. We may have crossed paths (Oh, were you the bastard that cut me off on the Ridge of Bell that fine spring morning, ha) Did my SCI at Cobb Mountain the summer or fall of '74. I remember sticking my thumb out at the intersection of Brush Creek Rd. and Hwy. 82 For a bit I worked in Smowmass but lived near town and thus I used to daily hitchhike down hwy 82 and back daily. (Hitchhiking is such a great thing, environmentally sensible, economic, sociable. Too bad it has met its demise.) And fall of 74, I was driving from SB MIU to FF, the grand migration. Stopped in Aspen for a day or so and saw old friends (one of which was also a TM junkie). (Hey, were that guy we picked up leaving town, ha) (And I had done six weeks at Cobb earlier that spring.) --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, seventhray1 steve.sundur@... wrote: Did not live there. My dad and uncle bought a condominium from the blue prints in Snowmass Villiage around 1971 or '72, and we would go out there once a winter to ski, and I would go out during the summer for various activities. We still own it today, but don't utilize as much, and because of the economy, the rentals haven't really been offsetting the annual assessments, so we are thinking about selling it.-that is, my sisters and I. I had many fun times there, especially in the summer. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tartbrain no_reply@ wrote: You lived in Snowmass / Aspen? What years? --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, seventhray1 steve.sundur@ wrote: Did my SCI at Cobb Mountain the summer or fall of '74. I remember sticking my thumb out at the intersection of Brush Creek Rd. and Hwy. 82 in Snowmass Colorado and hitchhiking to Cobb Mountain. Good times! --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Tom Pall thomas.pall@ wrote: On Wed, Nov 2, 2011 at 3:40 PM, turquoiseb no_re...@yahoogroups.com wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Tom Pall thomas.pall@ wrote: I worked on the Houston (Navasota, Grimes County) capital for room and board. And yes, shared an unheated cabin. Barhroom was the bushes outside. Yes, it gets cold in Texas during the Winter. Maharishi was absolutely right. The movement belongs to those who move large quantities of cash across national borders, undetected. I never went to any of the more modern TM hovels. I used to teach a lot of residence courses at Soboba (I think the name was) in southern CA, and attended many courses at Cobb Mountain in northern CA. The former didn't really have much personality, but the latter did. It had been some kind of camp or retreat facility before the TMO acquired it, and I found it charming, with its old clapboard cottages and rustic camp-era dining/meeting hall. Plus, the fact that most everyone was in a separate cottage made it easier to fool around on ATR courses. :-) I attended many course at Cobb, including my ?flying? block. My flying block had a lot of live wires. The cabins closest to the main buildings were given to married, senior people. They brought with them the proper mixings for martinis and had cocktail hour before time to do evening program. I went back for many WPAs and the men often flew on what had been the dance floor. That place had been a really hopping place for Summers and especially the weekend. The dance floor was on springs, and yes, in typical TMO style, Cobb Mountain had a reputation for lots of alcohol flowing, lots of extramarital sex. Back to my flying block. We had a fiddler from Boston. When our mommies and daddies went to bed we had hoe downs outside the main buildings. A couple times we woke up the sidhi administrators who told us to cut out the dancing and go to bed. Cobb Mountain was in typical decay and the cabins were drafty as heck. And yes, we were within something like 1,500 feet of the tree line so it got cold, even in Spring and Fall.
[FairfieldLife] Re: Conversation between Curtis Robin
Not said with any agenda, snarkiness or irony, rather a sincere question, but what do you, raunchy and judy obtain from these dialogues. I would answer for myself, but to be honest, after repeated attempts, I cannot get past the first paragraph of the half dozen or so exchanges I have attempted to fathom. In reading any new author or exchange, I, at least in the back recesses of my mind, am asking, is there any 'there' there? I am sure there is, as you and others testify. But each long densely packed paragraph that I attempt, my (perhaps lazy) mind rebels and asks Oh Lord, where is the 'there' there. I feel like I am at the beginning of an intellectual wild goose chase -- and abort the mission. Sometimes I think they are advanced zen or dochzen masters in disguise, playing with us, taunting us, and the sole purpose of their dialogues is the totally and completely still the readers mind. That has happened to me. Twisted,flayed, stretched and twisted, parched in a desert dry of any familiar meaningfulness, after a paragraph my mind (and this is my limited mind, mind you, not a generalized observation, holy shit, I totally give up, I want to go home Right Now and rest in the vast void, beyond this intense cacaphony of dense mind states. Abort ALL systems, Abort mind immediately. I have faith in Curtis' intellectual skills and background (and more broadly his artistic/intuitive sensitivities) in that if he is finding value in the exchanges, there must be some there there. Though to be honest, at times I can't follow him too far down, what appears to me to be a rabbit hole, in his long discourses with a few other sparing partners. But in whole, I enjoy his insights and style. That said, and I ask sincerely, can one or all of you provide some some cliff notes, a cartoon version, a list of key points, an annotated version (like needed to read James Joyce or Sarte) of what themes, ideas, insights that you find of value in these dialogues. (This is not a loaded question.) --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, seventhray1 steve.sundur@... wrote: Ditto on that. Sending my thanks to both of them for an intriguing and enlightening discussion. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, raunchydog raunchydog@ wrote: I've been quietly lurking, reading most of Curtis and Robin's posts. It's a lot to wade through but it's worth the effort. Their conversation invites me to get in synch with their thought processes and experience the unfolding of their deeply felt, yet, uniquely intellectual approaches to reality. The brain power between them could light up a city. The only sport my Dad enjoyed watching on TV was boxing, so very early on I learned to cheer evenly matched opponents. Busker Boy Curtis in Boxer-Blue shorts vrs. Fancy Pants Robin in Cardinal Red pantaloons are evenly matched heavy weights. Jabs, hooks, one-two punches, he's up, he's down and so far it's a draw! Thanks for tickets to ring-side, guys. Ding!
[FairfieldLife] Re: Occupy the Domes!!
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, nablusoss1008 no_reply@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, obbajeeba no_reply@ wrote: How about if some of us who qualify to go into the domes, join those on the outside in the parking lot as solidarity! Of course, writing this may have disqualified me from entering the domes, but what the heck, the more the merrier! I can fit four flyers, comfortably in my car, pretty close to deer skin seats, at least a cousin of the deer. We may have to do a pool to cover the cost of new struts, but it is for a good cause. The higher flyers can sit in the front seats with the sunroof for added height. Plenty of elbow and knee room. Looking for 3 Sidhas..to join me. Why do I get the feeling that Maharishi would find this initiative of meditating outside the Dome vey good ? As we have touched on in the past, we may share a common sense that M, consciously, or perhaps alternatively, simply, innocently, as a pawn of nature (aka the unfolding of vast eons of cause and effect) likes to set up billard shots 45 moves ahead. That is, push here, that causes an opposite effect there, that then spreads to hitting that thing over there at 63 degree angle, deflecting that other thing over there ... a cosmic Rube Goldberg machine of vast proportions. And perhaps he is going for a two-fer (or trifecta, quadraplexagoria ...) hm, this silly crown thing will blow their little minds, stretch the boundaries of their calcified mind states so that their thimble containers can begin to hold more of the vast ocean. AND the totally bitching thing is the 37th level effect of this silly crown thing will be Doug Hamiltonji, jumping into the Move, Moving, standing tall as I have wanted all of my meditating family to finally do, take the bull by the horns (white, satvic brahma bull) and collapsing the silliness of this sorry intermediate state of my movement, instill some balls into the dieharts that are left, and create some sensible programs and ways of administering them, picking up the shattered pieces of the 40 vedic ways to leave your loving, blasted, little minds. And THEN, when that leads to the 43rd level rebound effect, hold on to your britches, you are finally going to get a glimpse of my fuller vision.
[FairfieldLife] Re: Conversation between Curtis Robin
Good one. So really, what ideas of substance have you guys really been spending 4000 pages on? --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: Why doubt your impression Tart? If there was something of value for you in our conversation you would have already found it and tossed it back to us in your own clever style. A Cliff notes summary would kill the value of the dialogue for me,which is the ride, not the destination. Here you go: Robin believes that God existed and communicated his relationship to man through the birth of Jesus and the Catholic church with Thomas Aquinas being the go to guy for the details of that relationship. Curtis does not believe that there is adequate evidence for this claim or how one might be able to distinguish this God idea as the right one out of all the thousands man has proposed. Robin believes that God changed his relationship to man in the 40' with the bombing of that monastery and is no longer answering his phone. Curtis finds this even more of a stretch than the first claim. Robin believes that there are significant issues with the theory of evolution (although he generally accepts it) and that it is improperly being used as a justification for materialistic reductionism in science. Curtis says that the theory of evolution gives him a boner hard enough to drive in nails if a hammer was not available. (These are MY Cliff notes so there is gunna be at least one boner reference, OK?) Robin believes that Curtis lacks the ability to fully take on someone else's POV but instead runs his own routine over the person as if their POV didn't exist. Curtis believes that his powers of understanding other people's POVs are so far beyond the creator of the universe, that God himself appears like a provincial yokal with a native New Yorker having just arrived at Grand Central Station. God as rube: Where all them TV stars live, I come here to see em. NYC native. It is customary for you to bring a watch as a gift when visiting our TV stars. (Opens coat revealing selection) Here are the approved watches available at a discount to make sure you are well received at the star's homes. God (what a dipshit!) Well OK then if you say so. I'd better buy a bunch cuz Ma has her heart set on seeing a whole slew of them stars. And scene. I think that about covers it, I hope Robin doesn't feel misrepresented. There was some pseudo gay banter that livened up the exchanges considerably, but if you aren't a fan of the filler, you wont enjoy those exchanges either. Don't sweat it Tart. There may only be some there there for a select few. And if it is only this select few who gains admittance into heaven for all of eternity, and if those who can't appreciate the lofty nature of these exchanges spend eternity in a place with the climate of Iraq in the Summer (but because of the fires it is a dry heat so DC is still worse than hell in August) then so be it. I'll send you some postcards (written on asbestos) to entertain you from time to time. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tartbrain no_reply@ wrote: Not said with any agenda, snarkiness or irony, rather a sincere question, but what do you, raunchy and judy obtain from these dialogues. I would answer for myself, but to be honest, after repeated attempts, I cannot get past the first paragraph of the half dozen or so exchanges I have attempted to fathom. In reading any new author or exchange, I, at least in the back recesses of my mind, am asking, is there any 'there' there? I am sure there is, as you and others testify. But each long densely packed paragraph that I attempt, my (perhaps lazy) mind rebels and asks Oh Lord, where is the 'there' there. I feel like I am at the beginning of an intellectual wild goose chase -- and abort the mission. Sometimes I think they are advanced zen or dochzen masters in disguise, playing with us, taunting us, and the sole purpose of their dialogues is the totally and completely still the readers mind. That has happened to me. Twisted,flayed, stretched and twisted, parched in a desert dry of any familiar meaningfulness, after a paragraph my mind (and this is my limited mind, mind you, not a generalized observation, holy shit, I totally give up, I want to go home Right Now and rest in the vast void, beyond this intense cacaphony of dense mind states. Abort ALL systems, Abort mind immediately. I have faith in Curtis' intellectual skills and background (and more broadly his artistic/intuitive sensitivities) in that if he is finding value in the exchanges, there must be some there there. Though to be honest, at times I can't follow him too far down, what appears to me to be a rabbit hole, in his long discourses with a few other sparing partners
[FairfieldLife] Re: Conversation between Curtis Robin
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: which is the ride, not the destination. So its about style over substance? (cheap shot I know,but in my warped mind, a chuckling one.) Don't sweat it Tart. There may only be some there there for a select few. And if it is only this select few who gains admittance into heaven for all of eternity, With 72 virgins? (which I think may be oversold. I mean at least some of them I would think are virgins for a reason, Get that disgusting thing away from me. ) Or does the secular version of heaven have 108 virgins and 1008 like totally perfected, experienced sexual beings. (which means the majority are gay, of course. Sort of, in a vague way, like white folk don't have rhythm thing.) And if those who can't appreciate the lofty nature of these exchanges spend eternity in a place with the climate of Iraq in the Summer (but because of the fires it is a dry heat so DC is still worse than hell in August) then so be it. I can relate, having spent a summer sleeping in the no AC attic on top of the DC center. (Don't get excited about the juxtaposition of AC / DC, it was just random.) That was the same summer as the Watergate break-in, but, um, I have no recollection, and um, to the best of my ability, I do not remember any Mr. Gordon Liddy. (Also that summer TM made the front page of the WSJ, I spit out my coffee, um I mean herbal tea, at that greasy spoon around the cornor when I saw that.) I'll send you some postcards (written on asbestos) to entertain you from time to time. I will look forward to it -- if it makes it through the brain barrier so to speak. The mergence of Infinite Emptiness with Blazing Radiance, the eternal Buddha / Shiva Mind, doesn't easily receive postcards. It's this crazy rule the PO has: infinite, unbounded, non-localized is hard to deliver to (no wonder some go postal when they are tasked with finding that address.) (By the way, play some Getz / Gilberto / Jobim on your ipod connected mega speakers for those 72 virgins. It is guaranteed to make true believers out of every last one of them.) --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tartbrain no_reply@ wrote: Not said with any agenda, snarkiness or irony, rather a sincere question, but what do you, raunchy and judy obtain from these dialogues. I would answer for myself, but to be honest, after repeated attempts, I cannot get past the first paragraph of the half dozen or so exchanges I have attempted to fathom. In reading any new author or exchange, I, at least in the back recesses of my mind, am asking, is there any 'there' there? I am sure there is, as you and others testify. But each long densely packed paragraph that I attempt, my (perhaps lazy) mind rebels and asks Oh Lord, where is the 'there' there. I feel like I am at the beginning of an intellectual wild goose chase -- and abort the mission. Sometimes I think they are advanced zen or dochzen masters in disguise, playing with us, taunting us, and the sole purpose of their dialogues is the totally and completely still the readers mind. That has happened to me. Twisted,flayed, stretched and twisted, parched in a desert dry of any familiar meaningfulness, after a paragraph my mind (and this is my limited mind, mind you, not a generalized observation, holy shit, I totally give up, I want to go home Right Now and rest in the vast void, beyond this intense cacaphony of dense mind states. Abort ALL systems, Abort mind immediately. I have faith in Curtis' intellectual skills and background (and more broadly his artistic/intuitive sensitivities) in that if he is finding value in the exchanges, there must be some there there. Though to be honest, at times I can't follow him too far down, what appears to me to be a rabbit hole, in his long discourses with a few other sparing partners. But in whole, I enjoy his insights and style. That said, and I ask sincerely, can one or all of you provide some some cliff notes, a cartoon version, a list of key points, an annotated version (like needed to read James Joyce or Sarte) of what themes, ideas, insights that you find of value in these dialogues. (This is not a loaded question.) --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, seventhray1 steve.sundur@ wrote: Ditto on that. Sending my thanks to both of them for an intriguing and enlightening discussion. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, raunchydog raunchydog@ wrote: I've been quietly lurking, reading most of Curtis and Robin's posts. It's a lot to wade through but it's worth the effort. Their conversation invites me to get in synch with their thought processes and experience the unfolding of their deeply felt, yet, uniquely intellectual approaches to reality. The brain power between them could light
[FairfieldLife] Re: Occupy the Domes!!
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Tom Pall thomas.pall@... wrote: On Thu, Nov 3, 2011 at 10:25 AM, tartbrain no_re...@yahoogroups.com wrote: Why do I get the feeling that Maharishi would find this initiative of meditating outside the Dome vey good ? As we have touched on in the past, we may share a common sense that M, consciously, or perhaps alternatively, simply, innocently, as a pawn of nature (aka the unfolding of vast eons of cause and effect) likes to set up billard shots 45 moves ahead. That is, push here, that causes an opposite effect there, that then spreads to hitting that thing over there at 63 degree angle, deflecting that other thing over there ... a cosmic Rube Goldberg machine of vast proportions. And perhaps he is going for a two-fer (or trifecta, quadraplexagoria ...) hm, this silly crown thing will blow their little minds, stretch the boundaries of their calcified mind states so that their thimble containers can begin to hold more of the vast ocean. AND the totally bitching thing is the 37th level effect of this silly crown thing will be Doug Hamiltonji, jumping into the Move, Moving, standing tall as I have wanted all of my meditating family to finally do, take the bull by the horns (white, satvic brahma bull) and collapsing the silliness of this sorry intermediate state of my movement, instill some balls into the dieharts that are left, and create some sensible programs and ways of administering them, picking up the shattered pieces of the 40 vedic ways to leave your loving, blasted, little minds. And THEN, when that leads to the 43rd level rebound effect, hold on to your britches, you are finally going to get a glimpse of my fuller vision. OTOH, maybe he was just a scatterbrain suffering from narcissistic syndrome. I tend to see it as no brain. Scattered like ashes in the wind. I would comment on the rest, but I can only comprehend three syllable or less words (in a pinch). Mostly mono ones.
[FairfieldLife] Re: Vickers machine gun crew with gas masks
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Yifu yifuxero@... wrote: WWI I'd hate to be in that war! http://www.museumsyndicate.com/images/5/43262.jpg Wake up. We no longer are. Don't you remember that big flash of light (no not the one after the tunnel, the one from that big stick thing on the hill). Right after that flash, remember, we laughed so hard with our full of light bodied german aspects of our selves after that one big flash happened. Good times.
[FairfieldLife] Re: Vickers machine gun crew with gas masks
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Yifu yifuxero@... wrote: WWI I'd hate to be in that war! http://www.museumsyndicate.com/images/5/43262.jpg Wake up. We no longer are. Don't you remember that big flash of light (no not the one after the tunnel, the one from that big stick thing on the hill). Right after that flash, remember, how we laughed so hard along side, along with with our full-of-light bodied German aspects of our selves after that one big flash happened. Crazy days. Good times.
[FairfieldLife] Re: Occupy the Domes!!
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Sal Sunshine salsunshine@... wrote: On Nov 3, 2011, at 8:32 AM, curtisdeltablues wrote: alf an hour until morning meditation. Be there. Is a growing movement. Meditating out in the Dome parking lot is real nice in group. It's comfortable and there is ample room. People just drive in sort of like at the old drive-in movie theatres. In the mornings they pull in and park and meditate facing East. In the evenings they park and meditate facing North. Just like inside the domes. -Buck in There is something so poignant and sad about this little group of outcast misfit toys, freezing their little feet, facing the Vedically prescribed direction. Jesus, Bevan will you give them a freak'n hug or something? I'm sure it wouldn't take you long since you could embrace about 10 of them at a time. (Just watch out for little people getting stuck in one of the your Kapha rolls, only to be discovered later at an inconvenient time emerging like a Benjamin Button baby-man from your fullness of fullness. (Best ever Halloween costume though.) I think it's mostly in Buck's mind. Well what isn't? No, I don't mean that Bucks mind is the source of all creation for all beings and perspectives. (Though that's an interesting hypothesis to consider.) I mean of any of us, what part of our worlds are not solely, comprehensively, seamlessly, the product of our minds? Air gun (with 12 foot nozzles) the mind, and the world is vapor. At least I've never heard of any kind of group out in the parking lot. Who in their right mind would put up with such humiliating nonsense? And I've definitely not heard of anyone, in the Dooms or anywhere else, changing the direction of their meditation from morning till night. Sal
[FairfieldLife] Re: Occupy the Domes!!
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Buck dhamiltony2k5@ wrote: Secondly, I'm an old devotee of SBS Guru Dev and he certainly said to go and be with the saints. I'm with him in this. The TM-Rajas are clearly wrong and ignorant about seeing saints. The Rajas are in the way of the dome numbers and invincibilty. Jai Guru Dev, -Buck A story I love about SBS, when he was with his teacher, as a young student along with all the others. There was some special saint in town and all the boys were clamoring to go, and the teacher said, good, go. SBS stayed behind, said it seems pointless -- here was infinite knowledge right in there in the ashram, what more could be gained by going to another saint? If you have found what you need, where is the motivation to run around to others? If you have not found what you need, why are you still there?
[FairfieldLife] Re: Daughter of Ravi Shankar
Maybe she and Nora can perform a duet sometime. Sultry sitar. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, merudanda no_reply@... wrote: thanks for posting and sharing this Gara , a rare raga ,an independent raga, as well as an additive fragrance to other ragas; and that too, in two variants, a light classical piece so he has less restriction on what and how he can play the sitar but sometimes mislabeled as Bhimpalasi in the West. Experts regards the raga as time-neutral. Other authorities and common practice accept its performance between 9.00 pm and midnight. Ravi Shankar:an excerpt from Shankar's four-hour performance at the 1967 Monterey Pop Festival: www.youtube.com/watch?v=zPJ-Jbg2zeAwww.youtube.com/watch?v=OtFj8jfhjJo Ravi Shankar his lovely Daughter Anoushkahttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eG2moqxqIaE Check out this too: 1. http://youtu.be/8anrbaISxSo http://www.youtube.com/redirect?q=http%3A%2F%2Fyoutu.be%2F8anrbaISxSos\ ession_token=dIQaMQfyxtgna0lBG74OgmgzL0F8MTMyMDMyNzUwNkAxMzIwMjQxMTA2 2. http://youtu.be/ySG5YhT_CAs http://youtu.be/ySG5YhT_CAs 3. http://youtu.be/7kD1UcTSttY http://youtu.be/7kD1UcTSttY 4. http://youtu.be/Yn-Ctg1xB88 http://youtu.be/Yn-Ctg1xB88 5. http://youtu.be/bQEqLSUDDNU http://www.youtube.com/redirect?q=http%3A%2F%2Fyoutu.be%2FbQEqLSUDDNUs\ ession_token=dIQaMQfyxtgna0lBG74OgmgzL0F8MTMyMDMyNzUwNkAxMzIwMjQxMTA2 6. http://youtu.be/t1RVqVvj5ss http://youtu.be/t1RVqVvj5ss gives lesson to his daughter http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=igDsu5QWhpofeature=related
[FairfieldLife] Re: Enlightened and FFL, continued
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@... wrote: To some extent, I've been less charmed by the latest two episodes of HBO's Enlightened while watching it, but in retrospect I've realized that Mike White and Laura Dern *are* still dealing with material that is relevant to FFL and to the cult of spiritual narcissism; it's just more subtle than in the first 2 episodes. It sounds like an interesting show. Being bit torrent busted, I will have to wait for netflix to get it. It's now been a week since Amy has returned from her idyllic (although enforced) retreat in Hawaii. Her epiphany -- whatever it was -- had faded in significance, and now she's focused on trying to still live an enlightened life out in the real world. Because clearly we need enlightened individuals who on their own, have become spectacular beacons of light, independent of all the smucks around them, having transformed Consciousness, watered it , made it grow and evolve to fantastic higher states of Consciousness, not the dirty old Consciousness of the smucks. In Ep4, confronted with her first weekend, she has to figure out what to do with it. She has to figure out what to do with IT in relation to the world. Right on! She first decides to spend it meditating, which gives us a classic (and hilarious) opportunity to listen to her inner thoughts in pretty much the classic TMer meditation. That is, all thoughts, no silence, all trivia and self-involvement. Her first thoughts are about being 40 and having wrinkles. Then she comes back to the mantra and tries to visualize something more positive, and lapses into thoughts of a happier time. But then, inspired by visions of that happy time, she sets out to recreate this fantasy happier time. And that's where the trouble begins. It began there? She phones her ex-husband in the middle of the night, waking him, and tells him that he's just got to go off river rafting with her. At 7:00 AM the next morning. And here's where the connection to TM and to cultism comes in; she doesn't *ask* him whether he wants to go, she tells him that he needs to, and makes the reservations herself. Being essentially a nice guy, he thinks she's crazy, but agrees to go anyway. They get there, are out on the river, and for a few minutes both are feeling a little of the fantasy happiness she was seeking. But then reality intrudes. She finds that he brought along a bag full of drugs Which are the Self, a wave on the infinite ocean of Consciousness. Whats her hang up?! and, offended in the way that only a New Age twif can be offended, throws them away. He goes ballistic, and storms away, her following. As he finds a new stash and gets high, she harangues him with what a low-life he is, continually insisting that she's doing it for his own good, trying to get him to become the person he could be. Problem is, it's not the person he wants to be. Maybe he doesn't want to be a person. Rather to be what he actually is. From his POV (and, by this time, the audience's), *she* is the one living in a delusional world, Because clearly they are not delusional, their mindstates, well if not enlightened, are well, like normal, good and true. and worse, she's consistently treating not only him but *everyone* around her as if they're lesser than she is. Because in the vastness and totality of silence, there are actually heirarchies of better and worse pockets of infinite silence. The *only* way she can imagine interfacing with these lesser people is to try to convert them, to infect them with her hypomania and make them more like her. Fortunately Levi (Luke Wilson) finally has it up to here with her condescending, superior BS and tells her to fuck off and leave him alone. He tells her something she has never realized, that the way she sees him makes him feel like shit, because she sees him *as* shit, compared to her and her new fantasy lifestyle. That's where I think the real connection to FFL -- especially recently -- comes in. This place has been a hotbed Sounds kinky. Have I been missing out on something? of people asserting that they not only have the right to try to change people they don't like, they've been asserting that it's some kind of ethical or moral duty, and that anyone who *doesn't* do as they do and try to impose their view of how things should be on others is ethically deficient. Bzt. As Curtis has pointed out so well, this just does not compute. The only environment in which such a 'tude *does* compute is a cult, especially one that has a history of treating its members like children who need to be corrected by their betters. In other words, the TM movement. Such a sense of entitlement has no place on a forum composed of adults. All good. Now we just got to find some adults to fill the forum. Adults don't really need anyone to stand up for them when someone says something about them
[FairfieldLife] Re: The Day That TMers Became Officially Crazy
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Susan wayback71@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Buck dhamiltony2k5@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, whynotnow7 whynotnow7@ wrote: So you keep talking about Maharishi in great analysis and detail to keep from thinking about how Lenz fucked up your head and heart? That's what it looks like. Freddy was exceptionally gifted and insecure. Probably suffering parental rejection, so he got together a few of you and made sure HE was the boss, HE was the Guru. You kissed HIS butt, but you get the picture- you lived it. Now instead of coming to grips with it, you deflect everything about Lenz onto Maharishi. Free clue: Grow a pair and start living in the present and/or see a therapist about the Lenz shit and clear yourself out. Its kind of pathetic to see you in this state, all blind to it and misguidedly throwing all of your pain on Maharishi. After all, Lenz was the mentally ill one, the crazy one, the one you can't grow past even now. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tartbrain no_reply@ wrote: This is not a counter rebuttal, simply another view, a point for further discussion and examination. The tipping point was when a portion (I think it was 11.73% but others may quibble on this)of the full time community -- and some ardent part-timers, kept clung to the notion that M. and his TMOs were all about, only about, the seven step program for teaching 20 min 2x / day. A parallel is Apple and Steve Jobs. When he went more digital (i-tunes, i-phone) and creating superb customer experiences (Apple stores) etc, many of the faithful said, Huh, what does this have to do with selling Macs and What possible effect can a company with 3% market share have on digital music. Steve's vision was that Apple was a digital gateway company (or something along those lines with a core emphasis on superb design. Apple would not be the company with the largest market capitalization in the world (subject to check) and Steve Jobs would not be revered as the CEO of the decade(s), if he limited his vision to selling Macs. M. and his TMOs, in my view, were / are about being a Consciousness gateway org -- not limited to 20 min 2x, but having 50 product lines that enable Consciousness to shine in all parts of a persons life. Yet many whined, when will we get OUR old TMO back, 20 min 2x. When will M come to his senses and do what he is supposed to do, teach TM. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@ wrote: The sense of near-desperation with which some on this forum are hoping that Oprah is the new Merv and that TM is finally on the upswing again left me thinking about its past, and trying to pinpoint where it all went wrong. Many have speculated on this forum about what that phase transition moment was, the point at which it all began to unravel and go downhill. For many (including luminaries like Charlie Lutes and Jerry Jarvis), that point was the introduction of the TM-Sidhi program. Me, I have a different theory, and I'm going to rap about it in a little mini-essay today. Be warned...this may be a little long (although not the length of Robin's epics), and it may piss a few people off. But it's what I honestly believe. I cannot pinpoint the exact day or month or year in which TMers went officially bat shit crazy (some TM historian type here may be able to do that for us), The day? Organizationally? Turqb, it was in the Spring of '77 on a day when the whole TM teaching organization got overturned by Maharishi at the end of a huge governor (siddhis) training course in Switzerland. As the Maharishi was preparing to dis-band the course and have people (many of the active teaching organization at the time) go home, things changed from that point. Before this the organizational evaluation of how the movement was doing was in how the new initiations of new meditators were doing and also in the numbers of mediators coming to residence courses. In a meeting the whole hierarchical order of the teaching organization was sorted, turned out and replaced by 'teams' of teachers with Bevan, Neil and the Wilsons on top and everyone else spun off. You got the spring of 77 and dissolving of the old orgs right. But Neil and the wilsons? in charge? I guess I didn't get those secret marching orders. I know the name, but Neil had nothing to do with our activities as guv teams of 4 in the field teaching the prep courses. The Wilsons, not sure who they are, however they surely were not someone the teams of guvs had anything to do with. (Were they students at MIU in SB in 74 -- was Signe
[FairfieldLife] Re: Enlightened and FFL, continued
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: and especially don't want it used outside the intended context to make me look like a dick. That is totally over the top. I mean Curtis, you seem like a nice guy, maybe even an awesome guy, but for Barry to equate you with Shiva, and to worship you as Shiva is just bonkers on Barry's part. I mean maybe you are like up to par with the younger, less significant Ashwin twin, or one of the minor ten Adhytias, possible Vayau on a bad day, but Shiva no way. (Despite your consorts' oft screamed tribute oh, my God!!)
[FairfieldLife] Re: Enlightened and FFL, continued
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: Robin, Well this is all getting a bit Jr High but I am happy to explain further once you read the full line on my post to Barry. In the beginning of our conversations I just assumed you were gay. I believed the Lady Gaga discussions were code like friend of Dorthy. Over time I began to question my assumptions and once we emailed each other outside the more dramatic context of FFL I decided that I had been wrong. But it was never a putdown on you to have thought that. Why would thinking someone gay, or transgender, be a put down? Its like we are living in Don Draper days, only the subhumans are no longer women or blacks but humans with a different orientation than than those making the slurs and put downs. And wearing womens' clothes? All of the women I see day to day are generally dressed in shorts and t-shirts and sandals in the summer, and jeans and non-gender specific shirts in the winter. Some do wear shoes that make them appear a bit taller, hiking boots, but they are not like pink hiking boots. Am I a cross dresser if I dress like that? (Next you are going to tell me I can't wear my powdered wig! As if our founding fathers were not balsey enough for you.) We both have dramatic sides that could lead to people thinking I was gay. I couldn't care less. In the context of Barry calling you a drama-queen I don't believe he meant it as a gay slur, he calls Jim that all the time and he is well known as hetero. Perhaps in later posts he went further I don't know. But please don't hold it against me ( unfortunate phrase I know) if in the beginning I speculated about your orientation. It was sincere confusion. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, maskedzebra no_reply@ wrote: And because you're one of my buds and all, I'll go even further. First, I'll avoid giving away the real source of the Robin wears women's clothing when he posts line that someone found so offensive here. Second, I'll promise not to reveal the details of any of those private email exchanges that some on the vigilante squads have accused us of having behind their backs in our continuing attempts to tell lies about them, TM, Maharishi, and the American Way. Third, I'll listen to more of the Delta Blues from time to time, even though it's not my favorite kinda music. [BW: November 2, 2011] RESPONSE: Am I to take from this disclosure by B, Curtis, that you have falsely and knowingly implied there is a real source to this Robin wears women's clothing when he posts? It sounds as if you have stated to B that you indeed have evidence of my more than feminine side. I challenge you to deny this in the strongest terms, since it is absolutely false. And I accuse youif you insinuated to B that you did in fact possess such evidenceof being a liar and a deceiver. A real Iago kind of guy. What's the deal here, Curtis? Did you let B know that his suspicions about me were founded in fact? And you have have access to this fact? This, if it is true, is the ultimate deal-breaker. And it dishonours your nameunless you can, of course, explain yourself. Robin --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: Barry, That's where I think the real connection to FFL -- especially recently -- comes in. This place has been a hotbed of people asserting that they not only have the right to try to change people they don't like, they've been asserting that it's some kind of ethical or moral duty, and that anyone who *doesn't* do as they do and try to impose their view of how things should be on others is ethically deficient. Bzt. As Curtis has pointed out so well, this just does not compute. The only environment in which such a 'tude *does* compute is a cult, especially one that has a history of treating its members like children who need to be corrected by their betters. In other words, the TM movement. Such a sense of entitlement has no place on a forum composed of adults. Adults don't really need anyone to stand up for them when someone says something about them that they might not agree with. Adults suck it up and realize that the other person's view of them is just as valid as their own. They don't go around trying to impose their values on other people; they just do what adults do, try to do their best to live up to their own values, and allow others to do the same. Groups can't become cults if the people in them act like adults. They can only become cults if most of them act like children, and as if the gurus and the fellow cultists around them trying to make them more like them are right. Hey Barry, Hey listen, uh...I've been hearing some things from people that you said some things that they don't like and found
[FairfieldLife] Re: Enlightened and FFL, continued
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tartbrain no_reply@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: and especially don't want it used outside the intended context to make me look like a dick. That is totally over the top. I mean Curtis, you seem like a nice guy, maybe even an awesome guy, but for Barry to equate you with Shiva, and to worship you as Shiva is just bonkers on Barry's part. I mean maybe you are like up to par with the younger, less significant Ashwin twin, or one of the minor ten Adhytias, possible Vayau on a bad day, but Shiva no way. (Despite your consorts' oft screamed tribute oh, my God!!) If you are asking if you can pour warm ghee on it, the answer is yes, but please make sure it isn't too hot. As fans of Janis (and who is not) used to offer her bottles of Southern Comfort that she would imbib in stage (loosens the vocal chords, even one of our famed sidha ex rockers said sipping before a concert was golden), I hear that some of your fans, often of the blonde and long legged part of the human genome, are prone to offer you jars of warm ghee on stage (well, sidewalk) hoping you will self anoint your self during or after your songs. Hope springs eternal for them. Just make sure no one is smoking withing 10 feet. That could be a disaster -- and could inspire a round of self-imolations among the OWS crowd, remenicent of Saigaon in 1963. Your sacrafice might actually be the trigger of the Grand phase transition. (I know life would change for you.)
[FairfieldLife] Re: Steve Jobs diet quirks
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Sal Sunshine salsunshine@... wrote: On Nov 2, 2011, at 4:22 PM, Vaj wrote: On Nov 2, 2011, at 5:08 PM, Bhairitu wrote: Interesting article on Steve Jobs dietary quirks (not too unlike some quirks people have here) and comments by nutritional experts: http://bodyodd.msnbc.msn.com/_news/2011/11/02/8598251-the-strange-eating-habits-of-steve-jobs Yeah, Jobs (whose strange health habits were fairly well known) reminds me a lot of TM Org and other New Ages faddists: weird diets, odd supplementation regimes, unusual approaches to disease and avoidance of modern mainstream healthcare. Often these are taken to obsessive and excessive levels: worrying about the latest-greatest supplements or dosing up on Indian or Chinese herbs to the point of heavy-metal overload. It was the carrots-and-apples-for-weeks that kind of got to me. Besides overload, really boring. Probably explain his shifting moods too. Not such a great idea being CEO of a major company, holding meetings, etc while you're basically starving yourself. Wonder what his wife's take on all of that including his unconventional ideas on his cancer treatment was. Jobs clearly signed his own death certificate with the strange idea that he could force a rare form of pancreatic CA into remission through diet. Occasionally you'll see someone who gets lucky with such an approach, but almost invariably these types just suddenly disappear. Gone. The only good news in this case is now I may eventually get Flash on my iPad Really? So then they should work with, say, Amazon instant videos? That would be nice. Just one more thing to thank Steve for. Sal Presumably the $199 Amazon Kindle Fire will also play Amazon Instant Video. And for Prime members, much of that library is free. An offer I-tunes lacks (or have I missed that.) Amazon Instant Video recently acquired access to all PBS content. The expands their library a lot -- for quality programming (should one be inclined towards documentaries -- I like a lot of their stuff.) Way cheaper tablet, way cheaper content. And Droid Honeycomb looks great.
[FairfieldLife] Re: Steve Jobs Last Words
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Sal Sunshine salsunshine@... wrote: On Nov 2, 2011, at 4:22 PM, Vaj wrote: On Nov 2, 2011, at 5:08 PM, Bhairitu wrote: Interesting article on Steve Jobs dietary quirks (not too unlike some quirks people have here) and comments by nutritional experts: http://bodyodd.msnbc.msn.com/_news/2011/11/02/8598251-the-strange-eating-habits-of-steve-jobs Yeah, Jobs (whose strange health habits were fairly well known) reminds me a lot of TM Org and other New Ages faddists: weird diets, odd supplementation regimes, unusual approaches to disease and avoidance of modern mainstream healthcare. Often these are taken to obsessive and excessive levels: worrying about the latest-greatest supplements or dosing up on Indian or Chinese herbs to the point of heavy-metal overload. It was the carrots-and-apples-for-weeks that kind of got to me. Besides overload, really boring. Probably explain his shifting moods too. Not such a great idea being CEO of a major company, holding meetings, etc while you're basically starving yourself. Wonder what his wife's take on all of that including his unconventional ideas on his cancer treatment was. Jobs clearly signed his own death certificate with the strange idea that he could force a rare form of pancreatic CA into remission through diet. Occasionally you'll see someone who gets lucky with such an approach, but almost invariably these types just suddenly disappear. Gone. His sister said his last words were Oh Wow. Oh Wow, Oh Wow as he looked past his family surrounding him, into the broader expanse of the room. Like he saw something not apparent to the bystanders. Reminiscent of other death, near death reports. Something roughly parallel when my dad died. And my mom said similar when her mom died. ( I know. Sometimes I slip out of rational, empirical mode into sentimental spiritualism state. Damn, slap me.)
[FairfieldLife] Re: Steve Jobs diet quirks
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Bhairitu noozguru@... wrote: On 11/02/2011 05:57 PM, tartbrain wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Sal Sunshinesalsunshine@ wrote: On Nov 2, 2011, at 4:22 PM, Vaj wrote: On Nov 2, 2011, at 5:08 PM, Bhairitu wrote: Interesting article on Steve Jobs dietary quirks (not too unlike some quirks people have here) and comments by nutritional experts: http://bodyodd.msnbc.msn.com/_news/2011/11/02/8598251-the-strange-eating-habits-of-steve-jobs Yeah, Jobs (whose strange health habits were fairly well known) reminds me a lot of TM Org and other New Ages faddists: weird diets, odd supplementation regimes, unusual approaches to disease and avoidance of modern mainstream healthcare. Often these are taken to obsessive and excessive levels: worrying about the latest-greatest supplements or dosing up on Indian or Chinese herbs to the point of heavy-metal overload. It was the carrots-and-apples-for-weeks that kind of got to me. Besides overload, really boring. Probably explain his shifting moods too. Not such a great idea being CEO of a major company, holding meetings, etc while you're basically starving yourself. Wonder what his wife's take on all of that including his unconventional ideas on his cancer treatment was. Jobs clearly signed his own death certificate with the strange idea that he could force a rare form of pancreatic CA into remission through diet. Occasionally you'll see someone who gets lucky with such an approach, but almost invariably these types just suddenly disappear. Gone. The only good news in this case is now I may eventually get Flash on my iPad Really? So then they should work with, say, Amazon instant videos? That would be nice. Just one more thing to thank Steve for. Sal Presumably the $199 Amazon Kindle Fire will also play Amazon Instant Video. And for Prime members, much of that library is free. An offer I-tunes lacks (or have I missed that.) Amazon Instant Video recently acquired access to all PBS content. The expands their library a lot -- for quality programming (should one be inclined towards documentaries -- I like a lot of their stuff.) Way cheaper tablet, way cheaper content. And Droid Honeycomb looks great. The Kindle Fire will be running Gingerbread Android 2.33 not Honeycomb. Thanks for the clarification. Can the fire be upgraded to Honeycomb, or is that a round peg in a square hole sort of thing? And the Fire, as I understand, is Amazons quick to market for Christmas season. The REAL tablet which they have spend most of their time and resources developing, and lots of consumer sessions, is coming in spring 2012. Hopefully that will run the latest version of Droid. I just want the Amazon app on my Bluray player and have been waiting over a year for it. There are almost no devices that have everything however. Yes, there are always tradeoffs of features, and of costs. Until omnicience dawns, I guess we are stuck with compromise. (Or until the dissolution of mind states that see gadgets, including omnicience as substantive.)
[FairfieldLife] Re: ...no evidence for consciousness exists in the physical world
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Yifu yifuxero@... wrote: Sam Harris on the Mystery of Consciousness I and II from http://www.samharris.org Harris distinguishes between underlying consciousness and the things entities are conscious of, but seems to skirt around making definitive conclusions as to what consciousness is - relative consciousness of course. Harris briefly ventured into the realm of mystical Consciousness in a previous book, but has backtracked from that venture, leaving anything out related to Pure Consciousness, mysticism, Buddhism, etc. ... Note that in part I Harris states that there's no evidence for consciousness in the physical world (and by implication, any known world since Harris is a materialist neurophysicist). He completely avoids the question of an afterlife. The problem, however, is that no evidence for consciousness exists in the physical world.[6] Physical events are simply mute as to whether it is like something to be what they are. The only thing in this universe that attests to the existence of consciousness is consciousness itself; the only clue to subjectivity, as such, is subjectivity. Absolutely nothing about a brain, when surveyed as a physical system, suggests that it is a locus of experience. Were we not already brimming with consciousness ourselves, we would find no evidence of it in the physical universenor would we have any notion of the many experiential states that it gives rise to. The painfulness of pain, for instance, puts in an appearance only in consciousness. And no description of C-fibers or pain-avoiding behavior will bring the subjective reality into view. Harris wishes to incorporate spirituality in the domain of human reason. He draws inspiration from the practices of Eastern religion, in particular that of meditation, as described principally by Hindu and Buddhist practitioners. By paying close attention to moment-to-moment conscious experience, Harris suggests, it is possible to make our sense of self vanish and thereby uncover a new state of personal well-being. Moreover, Harris argues that such states of mind should be subjected to formal scientific investigation, without incorporating the myth and superstition that often accompanies meditation in the religious context. There is clearly no greater obstacle to a truly empirical approach to spiritual experience than our current beliefs about God, he writes.[14]p. 214. Despite his anti-religious sentiments, Sam Harris also claims that there is nothing irrational about seeking the states of mind that lie at the core of many religions. Compassion, awe, devotion and feelings of oneness are surely among the most valuable experiences a person can have.[10]
[FairfieldLife] Re: Steve Jobs diet quirks
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Sal Sunshine salsunshine@... wrote: On Nov 2, 2011, at 7:57 PM, tartbrain wrote: The only good news in this case is now I may eventually get Flash on my iPad Really? So then they should work with, say, Amazon instant videos? That would be nice. Just one more thing to thank Steve for. Sal Presumably the $199 Amazon Kindle Fire will also play Amazon Instant Video. And for Prime members, much of that library is free. An offer I-tunes lacks (or have I missed that.) Amazon Instant Video recently acquired access to all PBS content. The expands their library a lot -- for quality programming (should one be inclined towards documentaries -- I like a lot of their stuff.) Way cheaper tablet, way cheaper content. And Droid Honeycomb looks great. Agreed. We have Prime, and love it, so will probably get a Fire as well. But it sure would be nice to be able to also use our iPad for that too. Sal Or maybe cutting board, ping pong paddle, dinner plate, square frisbee, snow scapper, paper weight, body armor, target practice. Actually, I am thinking about the ipad 3 when it emerges -- 1080p resolution as I understand -- and lots of other improvements (and curved glass case -- I would not pay extra for it, but sounds interesting. ) Or Fire II. I have a Dell Streak 7 now (for $150 through a botched 4g t-mobile contract), nice, but not quite there.
[FairfieldLife] Re: Steve Jobs diet quirks
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Bhairitu noozguru@... wrote: On 11/02/2011 06:49 PM, tartbrain wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Bhairitunoozguru@ wrote: On 11/02/2011 05:57 PM, tartbrain wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Sal Sunshinesalsunshine@ wrote: On Nov 2, 2011, at 4:22 PM, Vaj wrote: On Nov 2, 2011, at 5:08 PM, Bhairitu wrote: Interesting article on Steve Jobs dietary quirks (not too unlike some quirks people have here) and comments by nutritional experts: http://bodyodd.msnbc.msn.com/_news/2011/11/02/8598251-the-strange-eating-habits-of-steve-jobs Yeah, Jobs (whose strange health habits were fairly well known) reminds me a lot of TM Org and other New Ages faddists: weird diets, odd supplementation regimes, unusual approaches to disease and avoidance of modern mainstream healthcare. Often these are taken to obsessive and excessive levels: worrying about the latest-greatest supplements or dosing up on Indian or Chinese herbs to the point of heavy-metal overload. It was the carrots-and-apples-for-weeks that kind of got to me. Besides overload, really boring. Probably explain his shifting moods too. Not such a great idea being CEO of a major company, holding meetings, etc while you're basically starving yourself. Wonder what his wife's take on all of that including his unconventional ideas on his cancer treatment was. Jobs clearly signed his own death certificate with the strange idea that he could force a rare form of pancreatic CA into remission through diet. Occasionally you'll see someone who gets lucky with such an approach, but almost invariably these types just suddenly disappear. Gone. The only good news in this case is now I may eventually get Flash on my iPad Really? So then they should work with, say, Amazon instant videos? That would be nice. Just one more thing to thank Steve for. Sal Presumably the $199 Amazon Kindle Fire will also play Amazon Instant Video. And for Prime members, much of that library is free. An offer I-tunes lacks (or have I missed that.) Amazon Instant Video recently acquired access to all PBS content. The expands their library a lot -- for quality programming (should one be inclined towards documentaries -- I like a lot of their stuff.) Way cheaper tablet, way cheaper content. And Droid Honeycomb looks great. The Kindle Fire will be running Gingerbread Android 2.33 not Honeycomb. Thanks for the clarification. Can the fire be upgraded to Honeycomb, or is that a round peg in a square hole sort of thing? They should skip over 3.2 which is mainly for tablets and do Ice Cream Sandwich or 4.0 which will be better for that device. The Fire only has a 1024x600 screen. But I think the concept is good. My 10 Acer A500 plays Netflix WI and movies from the Android Market at 1280x720p. I can also plug it into the HDMI port of a TV and watch that way. I think wireless streaming from device to large monitors will become the norm soon. I have the Netgear thing built into my lap top, Sony Viao. Works pretty well, but is tempermental. Its kind of crazy. My lap top picks up a 20 MB wireless wifi connection, which then shoots the HD video wirelessly to my flatscreen, and I listen via wireless headphones. (Look ma, no hands.) I suspect that after sales lull for the Fire in the spring Amazon may make a video app available for other tablets. MSpot is another movie service available on Android but I haven't looked into it. And the Fire, as I understand, is Amazons quick to market for Christmas season. The REAL tablet which they have spend most of their time and resources developing, and lots of consumer sessions, is coming in spring 2012. Hopefully that will run the latest version of Droid. The mobile scene is crazy. Google rushes stuff out and breaks things. They feel they have to do that to stay ahead of the pack. They also don't have much senior management and it shows. And the quality control on Droid apps is kind of uneven. Some great apps, lots of crap. Less so for i-touch apps, but I have some really crappy apple apps too.
[FairfieldLife] Re: Blues
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, seventhray1 steve.sundur@... wrote: In other words, heads I win, tails you lose. You got it! You are definitely large corporate CEO material (or congressman). That seems to be how you frame interactions. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: BTW from now on, any missile Barry lobs your way is hereby labeled a bang flag on a toy gun, and I will delight in pointing our whether it causes you to get freaked about it. But only to help you improve your skills understanding other people's POV here. BTW from now on I doubt I will be lobbing any even bang flag missiles her way, or Robin's, or Bob's. I've done the setup for this week's experiment, and now they are free to react as they wish. Judy has only one more post this week in which to do so, so we'll see how attached she is to holding a grudge when she returns next week. It's been fun chumming the waters a little this week, but a kind of fun I will have less time for soon, so don't hope for more of it. When it comes to the people I have taken bang flag potshots at, I have either made my case, or I have not. Unlike them, I don't feel that repeating it ad infinitum is going to convince anyone of anything. They are free to continue to try to make any case against me they wish, if they'd like. As if -- if my assessment of them is correct -- they have any choice. :-) I really am hoping to step away from the news- group a little. As you've probably noticed, there is little said here that interests me intellectually all that much these days; I just can't identify with much of it. So I have (mea culpa) tried to fill the interest gap by perversely pushing a few easily-pushed buttons. But there's really no challenge even in that any more, since the buttons are SO easily pushed. Better I should do like the more sensible posters here and just lay low until and if something is said that I actually find interesting. Or not. We'll see...
[FairfieldLife] Re: The Day That TMers Became Officially Crazy
You lived in Snowmass / Aspen? What years? --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, seventhray1 steve.sundur@... wrote: Did my SCI at Cobb Mountain the summer or fall of '74. I remember sticking my thumb out at the intersection of Brush Creek Rd. and Hwy. 82 in Snowmass Colorado and hitchhiking to Cobb Mountain. Good times! --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Tom Pall thomas.pall@ wrote: On Wed, Nov 2, 2011 at 3:40 PM, turquoiseb no_re...@yahoogroups.com wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Tom Pall thomas.pall@ wrote: I worked on the Houston (Navasota, Grimes County) capital for room and board. And yes, shared an unheated cabin. Barhroom was the bushes outside. Yes, it gets cold in Texas during the Winter. Maharishi was absolutely right. The movement belongs to those who move large quantities of cash across national borders, undetected. I never went to any of the more modern TM hovels. I used to teach a lot of residence courses at Soboba (I think the name was) in southern CA, and attended many courses at Cobb Mountain in northern CA. The former didn't really have much personality, but the latter did. It had been some kind of camp or retreat facility before the TMO acquired it, and I found it charming, with its old clapboard cottages and rustic camp-era dining/meeting hall. Plus, the fact that most everyone was in a separate cottage made it easier to fool around on ATR courses. :-) I attended many course at Cobb, including my ?flying? block. My flying block had a lot of live wires. The cabins closest to the main buildings were given to married, senior people. They brought with them the proper mixings for martinis and had cocktail hour before time to do evening program. I went back for many WPAs and the men often flew on what had been the dance floor. That place had been a really hopping place for Summers and especially the weekend. The dance floor was on springs, and yes, in typical TMO style, Cobb Mountain had a reputation for lots of alcohol flowing, lots of extramarital sex. Back to my flying block. We had a fiddler from Boston. When our mommies and daddies went to bed we had hoe downs outside the main buildings. A couple times we woke up the sidhi administrators who told us to cut out the dancing and go to bed. Cobb Mountain was in typical decay and the cabins were drafty as heck. And yes, we were within something like 1,500 feet of the tree line so it got cold, even in Spring and Fall.
[FairfieldLife] Re: The Day That TMers Became Officially Crazy
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Tom Pall thomas.pall@... wrote: You've got the timing wrong. I remember the first residence course I was on which had a governess, one of the first back from Switzerland. For what its worth, some recollections of the history as I saw it. Depends perhaps on what first back means relative to to progression of courses. I was on two back to back 6 mo courses, spring of 2006-spring 2007. There was a 6 mo course before us where, as I understand, some experimentation with sidhis was done. On my first course, we worked on yoga sutras amd sidhis most of the six months, more than the current standard fare, but flying was not done. And the CPs from that course were not govs and did not go back and teach prep sidhis. That happened for CPs in the course that ended spring of 77. We broke into teams of four, divided up the world (ha), though that went pretty smoothly, logically, and then went out and taught prep sidhha courses, and flew 2x in our group. From what I recall, MMY did not emphasize we were special or anything, but did emphasize to be one pointed. And simple -- a sidha leaves the table still a bit hungry was said -- and was a general theme of our activity, though sometimes more, sometimes less. And we were never told to be aloof. We blended in and became a part of the meditator community. Like a big group of friends. And we had some amazing CPs so humility was natural. We were much more on the level of the meditators than the prior org, in my view. Not like the four shanks of Regional past. Not at all the same gig or vibe. (And not like those sleazy state coordinators, :)) There were the famous superman posters were drawn up on that course (in suisse) and passed around. But we saw that as more of a joke. Back home, in the field, we focused on our program, and the teaching, which was wonderful, the CPs were great, but was more a gig to allow us to do our program. Which we were totally stoked on doing for our own personal benefit. Not a we need to sacrifice and save the world thing. And program in those days was great. Maybe because it was so new. And the whole thing was fun. I remember we got laughing so hard, the four of us up front during a group meeting that I fell off my chair literally laughing. The CPs were all part of that. There was a real group consciousness of laughter -- and respect between everyone. A very light atmosphere. In beautiful surroundings. And amazing people would emerge asking to be on staff, for RB and some course credits. It was a sweet time. It was odd a bit in that we were apparently the new organization, as state and regional coordinators were dissolved when we hit the streets. M wanted a very flat organization with only one level between him and the meditators and sidhas. So CPs and the community may have seen us as a new wave and attached whatever was in their heads to that. However, we were pretty humble and focused on our program, and getting the word out on this new knowledge, to make it available to all of the centers in our area. If anything we felt way unspecial and not up to the task we had been given. But things worked out. Wonderful support from all. People did lots of nice things to help the whole thing unfold. And we really tried to give back and give credit to the centers. We heard and saw some feedback where some CPs and all would make some superficial eal about this or that attribute of one or all of us. But it was silly, maybe unstressing sort of thing. We did not take it seriously. We knew we were yokels just trying to have a roof over our heads while we did program. Program was the ting --for our own unfoldment, not the world. Later it began to unravel. Lack of vigilence one of M's often used words of the time. Details are unimportant, but within 6 months, things did change. Not so much a being special thing, just the opposite but more incompetence, clumsy thing. Quite unspecial in that regard. Overall it was fun for all (or most) I think. Consciousness playing. This was when the sidhis were a rocket ship for TM, which had already been described by Maharishi as the rocket ship to enlightenment. This lady acted like she didn't shit, let alone did it not stink. All, initiators, TMers, regarded her as though she was a body of light with flesh on top so we could see her. She never denied that she could fly, walk through walls, hear our very thoughts. She actually encouraged the awe about her. So did the other governors who came back.It appears Maharishi had really hyped the 6 month course participants up, not unlike the way initiators had previously been hyped up as being so very special in the scheme of manifest Creation. The Vedic Atom, including Michael Moore, came to our area next and they acted like they were God's gift. I got to see some tapes that were meant for initiators at a former ski chalet outside of Quebec
[FairfieldLife] Re: The Day That TMers Became Officially Crazy
This is not a counter rebuttal, simply another view, a point for further discussion and examination. The tipping point was when a portion (I think it was 11.73% but others may quibble on this)of the full time community -- and some ardent part-timers, kept clung to the notion that M. and his TMOs were all about, only about, the seven step program for teaching 20 min 2x / day. A parallel is Apple and Steve Jobs. When he went more digital (i-tunes, i-phone) and creating superb customer experiences (Apple stores) etc, many of the faithful said, Huh, what does this have to do with selling Macs and What possible effect can a company with 3% market share have on digital music. Steve's vision was that Apple was a digital gateway company (or something along those lines with a core emphasis on superb design. Apple would not be the company with the largest market capitalization in the world (subject to check) and Steve Jobs would not be revered as the CEO of the decade(s), if he limited his vision to selling Macs. M. and his TMOs, in my view, were / are about being a Consciousness gateway org -- not limited to 20 min 2x, but having 50 product lines that enable Consciousness to shine in all parts of a persons life. Yet many whined, when will we get OUR old TMO back, 20 min 2x. When will M come to his senses and do what he is supposed to do, teach TM. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@... wrote: The sense of near-desperation with which some on this forum are hoping that Oprah is the new Merv and that TM is finally on the upswing again left me thinking about its past, and trying to pinpoint where it all went wrong. Many have speculated on this forum about what that phase transition moment was, the point at which it all began to unravel and go downhill. For many (including luminaries like Charlie Lutes and Jerry Jarvis), that point was the introduction of the TM-Sidhi program. Me, I have a different theory, and I'm going to rap about it in a little mini-essay today. Be warned...this may be a little long (although not the length of Robin's epics), and it may piss a few people off. But it's what I honestly believe. I cannot pinpoint the exact day or month or year in which TMers went officially bat shit crazy (some TM historian type here may be able to do that for us), because I'd already left before it happened. But I can pinpoint its nature, and what was said -- and believed -- that caused everything after that point to be a loony bin. It's the day that Maharishi first tried to convince people that bouncing on their butts on slabs of foam in a big room full of other butt-bouncers could end crime, change the weather, and bring about world peace. This pronouncement almost certainly predated the term Maharishi Effect, which was invented later to glorify his pronouncement, and scientific data made up to make it seem true. But from my point of view the fact that ANYONE believed this spiel for even an instant signifies the phase transition point from relative sanity to total madness. Try it yourself by performing your own scientific experiment. Go out onto the street and pick someone at random, and tell them several things that you believe. First, tell them what you heard when you first learned TM -- that it was good for you, and that the deep rest enabled you to function more efficiently and with less stress. You will probably get a general agreement with this. Then say that it is your belief, based on scriptures and reported historical instances and such, that some humans can develop special powers and abilities (the siddhis) that others have not, and possibly even levitate. No one's likely to call you crazy for this, because it is after all a matter of belief, and is no weirder after all than believing in a heaven filled with angels playing harps or that Christ walked on water. But now tell them that you believe that a number of people as special as yourself generate so much Woo Woo by grunting and bouncing around on their butts on slabs of foam that THEY CAN CREATE WORLD PEACE, all by themselves, with no further action needed. My bet is that the strangers you've selected for this experiment are going to start edging away from you nervously, if not actually running down the street away from you. The very idea is absurd, and based on a level of self-importance that most people on the planet associate only with full-blown insanity. As I've said, I'd left the TMO before Maharishi ever started talking about this. If I'd still been there I would have laughed in his face and walked out of the room, never to return. So I find it difficult to imagine people listening to it and being SO self-absorbed and self-important that they actually bought it. The TM-Sidhis were originally introduced as a means to an end, a way to speed up the enlightenment process. There was not a WORD about what performing them might do for
[FairfieldLife] Re: The Mystery of Consciousness
One, a person, generally only knows consciousness when it is shining on something tangible. We are aware of the tree, but not, generally aware of the light of Awareness that enables us to be aware of the tree. Like the sun, we often are not aware of the sun at all, only the objects that it illuminates. And making the analogy more on point, we never see the sunlight, unless it is reflected by dust in the air, or until it hits an object. We are lost to it. Yet the sun knows its own warmth, its own radiance, in a silent powerful way. It is awareness, the projection light inside of us, AND all of the light everywhere that enable the body to see objects.Its all Light, everywhere, inside and outside. The sun everywhere never changes. Its reflection can change. The tree looks different a noon than it does at sunset. And rocks only reflect a small portion of the sunlight even though in itself the sunlight does not change, and Consciousness still knows itself when shining on the rock. Other things, the famous lake or pond reflect better what always was -- that the sun knows itself everywhere that it shines (which is everywhere). That is a reflection of my experience in words, and how I have come to understand it, but words are like rocks, they don't reflect the Sun that well. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, jpgillam jpgillam@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Denise Evans dmevans365@ wrote: the moment one knows consciousness, it is no longer consciousness. Â Therefore, again, it is impossible for the human brain to truly grasp or understand what consciousness is. Is this ^ the experience people here have had - that becoming aware of consciousness makes it something other than consciousness? I thought the whole point of many meditation practices was to provide an opportunity for consciousness to be aware of itself. Most of us here either practice or used to practice a meditation technique. What's your experience? Thanks.
[FairfieldLife] Collective consciousness (was Re: The Day That TMers Became Officially Crazy)
Collective Consciousness is Consciousness. Consciousness can't be collected. (Please sir, we are collecting for the United Fund of Consciousness, can you please donate a piece of Consciousness to our collection?) But 1000 mirrors reflect the sun that knows itself and is everywhere better than one mirror. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, jpgillam jpgillam@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb wrote: make a rational case, based on real, accepted science, for how it could be actually *true* that a few people ... could produce world peace. I don't think anyone can explain the notion of collective consciousness *based on accepted science.* The Maharishi Effect is premised on the existence of collective consciousness, and collective consciousness has not been scientifically demonstrated to exist, has it? Which brings up a question I'd like to ask the group. We have people here from various wisdom traditions. Has anyone here encountered a theory of collective consciousness in a teaching other than Maharishi's?
[FairfieldLife] Re: The Mystery of Consciousness
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tartbrain no_reply@ wrote: Consciousness is Consciousness. It does not develop. It does not become. Bravo. This is the first intelligent thing said here in weeks. They are just words. And words provoke different mind states in different people. The words nor the mind states are neither good or bad, intelligent or dumb.
[FairfieldLife] Re: Oprah in the dome tonight
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Tom Pall thomas.pall@... wrote: On Wed, Oct 19, 2011 at 10:58 PM, feste37 feste37@... wrote: Apparently Oprah was in the dome in Fairfield tonight, meditating with the ladies. Not just that, but campus as abuzz (at least those who meditate) about Oprah and her staff of 50 learning TM. This is being seen as the next explosion of TM, bigger (at least in the hips I suppose) than the Merv Wave. Sorry for being out of touch with celebrity mysticism, but I thought Oprah has been practicing TM for a long time (like 20 + years). And the school for girls she opened in South Africa was (TM) Consciousness Based Education. Not so? If so, its funny if she had to have her staff learn TM. I don't know how things actually operate at Chez Oprah, but I assume staffers know which way the wind blows and don't need prodding to get in tune with the masters thinking and feelings. That is, why would they have not started on their own, some time ago? And why are talk show hosts particularly drawn to TM? And is Dave next? I look forward to the new top 10's: Top ten reasons why my Dome passes was revoked, Top ten reasons why Dave is not yet hoovering. Or YF on the Stupid People Tricks segments. And why didn't Oprah buy HM? Or wait, the pieces are falling together. Was Oprah in FF to discuss how she was the money behind AOL an that she had really bought HM and was giving it to King Tony -- the rightful, eternal owner? Or is she facilitating a huge group hug between TMO and AOL? As a basis for the new film she is producing, Breath, Sing, Hop. BTW, SSRS is going to be in Boone, NC this weekend. This and it being rainy in North Carolina and cold in the North near the course, well, true signs that we are all very special people, having been born into the dawning of a golden millenial age as predicted by astrologers for this and each of the last 3600 years. AND FamilyRadio.com has finally gotten the date right for the end of the world. It's going to be on Saturday. Unlike previous ends of the world, this one is going to be much more subtle, more on the level of someone writing another Left Behind book.
[FairfieldLife] Re: Oprah in the dome tonight
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, feste37 feste37@ wrote: Apparently Oprah was in the dome in Fairfield tonight, meditating with the ladies. Why wasn't she denied a dome pass for seeing other teachers such as Eckhart Tolle? You would be, after all. Is Tolle considered a saint? Does the ban go to lower levels than saints? Any self-help group (or group consciousness assembly) is forbidden? Going to a Tony Robbins seminar? Going to an annual Apple forum? Going to a rally themed The time for change has come!, going to an Occupy Wt St Rally? Watching a cooking show? Watching an exercise video? Going to a foootball game?
[FairfieldLife] Re: Oprah in the dome tonight
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Sal Sunshine salsunshine@ wrote: On Oct 20, 2011, at 8:25 AM, feste37 wrote: Oprah spent 7 hours in Fairfield, apparently. Landed at Fairfield airport at ll and stayed until 6. Visited the Maharishi School as well as the Dome. Poor Turq reminds me of the way the right-wing attacks Obama. He's a socialist! He's a Muslim! He hates America! He's an illegal immigrant! Why can't you all see that? Of course, sensible people make their own judgments and see that such attacks are all nonsense, which is why Obama's personal popularity remains reasonably high. Same with TM. Those who are not infected with hatred and malice are capable of making fair judgments about what it has to offer. And of course your attempt to dodge a perfectly logical question doesn't reflect hatred and malice or, for that matter, condescension, right? In case you forgot, here it is again: Why wasn't she denied a dome pass for seeing other teachers such as Eckhart Tolle? You would be, after all. Dodge all you want, of course. But it leaves you with zero credibility. Not that you exactly had much before. Might I remind everyone of a Subject line I wrote recently, You don't believe what we believe, therefore you hate it...and us. All cultists are the same. If they've been indcoc- trinated to believe in the all positive nature of their cult or its teacher or its teachings, there is a tendency to react to any criticism of them by 1) lashing out at the critics, 2) calling them liars, 3) and accusing them of the same hatred that they themselves are *demonstrating*. As Sal points out, all I did in my first post is ask a viable question. Why *wasn't* Oprah Winfrey denied a dome pass, when feste and Nabby and shukra all would have been denied a pass if they admitted to seeing the same teachers that Oprah has? My bet is that none of the TBs will address this question. My second post was merely questioning why (if it turns out to be true) Oprah's staff haven't been doing their job by properly vetting any potentially controversial subject before allowing her to go all Oprah on it on her show? Seems to me she'd want to know about all of this stuff. What they're objecting to IS her knowing about it. They would prefer that Oprah only heard the good stuff, the positive stuff that is the veneer of the TMO, and never get to see below the surface. My suggestion is that this is no longer likely to happen, the way it did back during the Merv days. The Internet has changed everything in terms of freedom of information. If nothing else, anyone who Googles Oprah and TM will find these threads on Fairfield Life. They'll pop right to the top. Interestingly, I would have *no objection* to TM becoming popular again and being taught widely, with a number of caveats. First, it should be taught for what it's worth -- maximum $75.00 US. Are you going to set prices for all goods and services, or just TM? Second, it should be taught standalone, as a simple technique of meditation, and not as a gateway drug to the TMO's other, far more expensive courses. Are you going to regulate all bundled products and services or just TM? (No bundling I-tunes with I-phones!) Third, that other than providing free checking, there is no attempt by the TMO to upsell new meditators and get them to learn the sidhis or move to Fairfield and become part of the dome scene. You sort of get the pattern by now. However your ideas have merit. Command and Control economies. What a brilliant idea. And by the way, M. may love your idea. Command and Control, hmmm, very good. But that's never going to happen. TM *is* being marketed as the gateway drug to a cult. Is Apple a cult? Is the NFL a cult? [ obligatory :) since humor, or weird attemtps to simulate such, sometimes is misread here. Its leaders won't be happy until everyone who signed up for a simple technique practiced 20 minutes morning and evening has completely changed their lives to revolve around spending several hours a day in the domes. And Oprah Winfrey should know that before she backs the simple 20/20 technique on her show. There is not a chance on earth that the TMO will *not* attempt to suck new meditators into the larger organization, and try to indoctrinate them the way its now-aging membership has been indoctrinated for decades. The public should be aware of this upselling *before* they start TM. What the TBs who are trying to demonize me for saying this are afraid of is that the public WILL become aware of this. The TBs would prefer that they hear only the PR version of TM. And they'll lash out like the cultists they are at anyone who suggests that the public has a right to know more. They'd rather keep them in the
[FairfieldLife] Re: Oprah in the dome tonight
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Tom Pall thomas.pall@... wrote: On Wed, Oct 19, 2011 at 10:58 PM, feste37 feste37@... wrote: Apparently Oprah was in the dome in Fairfield tonight, meditating with the ladies. Not just that, but campus as abuzz (at least those who meditate) about Oprah and her staff of 50 learning TM. This is being seen as the next explosion of TM, bigger (at least in the hips I suppose) than the Merv Wave. Rumor has it she has been on the phone non-stop rounding up the troops for a mega-international TV show on TM. Out merving Merv. The only hold out so far is Clint. He apparently said, I will only come if you get that crazy, bad-ass guy from Regional to drive me around again. BTW, SSRS is going to be in Boone, NC this weekend. This and it being rainy in North Carolina and cold in the North near the course, well, true signs that we are all very special people, having been born into the dawning of a golden millenial age as predicted by astrologers for this and each of the last 3600 years. AND FamilyRadio.com has finally gotten the date right for the end of the world. It's going to be on Saturday. Unlike previous ends of the world, this one is going to be much more subtle, more on the level of someone writing another Left Behind book.
[FairfieldLife] Re: Oprah in the dome tonight
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, nablusoss1008 no_reply@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, whynotnow7 whynotnow7@ wrote: The thing I don't get is who expects the TMO and the Rajas and Maharishi to be perfect? That every lecture will be riveting, that every course will be a mega breakthrough for all, blue skies all the way? That there is a program that brings instantaneous sublime peace to us immediately, every time? This is hard work, as hard as it is enjoyable; the unraveling of ourselves, to be reconstituted after light has penetrated every facet of our being. Every part of us, inside and out, seen for what it is. The 20 minutes twice a day TM was the easy part, the mechanical grinding away of the ever-present top soil, the unknotting of the body-mind. Then we are left with ourselves, eyelids dissolved, silent, naked, healthy, clear, and balanced, looking innocently into us. The expression here and now can be said easily enough, but to integrate all the pieces of our experience that we are now exposed to, to live the inherent perfection of the system is more challenging. Always a moving target, and yet one that can be apprehended with silence and grace. Beautiful and yet scary. Once Maharishi mentioned that for Brahman to be lived everything must experienced and digested including everything we today perceive as darkness. From what I know that was the first time he mentioned negativity as a means for a growth. The audience were all long-timers and Maharishi certainly gave us a cigar that evening :-) --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, nablusoss1008 no_reply@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@ wrote: Because the so-called dark sides amounts to nothing, it's dark in your little beer-drowned consciousness. That's all. While I understand Oprah's tendency to buy into Woo Woo, what I don't understand is her support staff's failure to clue her in to some of the darker sides of the TMO, such as the robes and crowns, What's wrong with that ? Being a so-called Buddhist and someone who thinks that world famous Lama is a good guy should be accustomed to crownsrobes by now. murder on the MUM campus, 1 murder by some unbalanced fellow in a place that has housed hundreds of thousands of people during the last 40 years amounts to nothing. banning people It's not a crime. If you want to get in you follow the rules. Or go somewhere else. Any workplace, any organizations has rules. The darkness is in your brain only :-)
[FairfieldLife] Re: Oprah in the dome tonight
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, nablusoss1008 no_reply@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, whynotnow7 whynotnow7@ wrote: The thing I don't get is who expects the TMO and the Rajas and Maharishi to be perfect? That every lecture will be riveting, that every course will be a mega breakthrough for all, blue skies all the way? That there is a program that brings instantaneous sublime peace to us immediately, every time? This is hard work, as hard as it is enjoyable; the unraveling of ourselves, to be reconstituted after light has penetrated every facet of our being. Every part of us, inside and out, seen for what it is. The 20 minutes twice a day TM was the easy part, the mechanical grinding away of the ever-present top soil, the unknotting of the body-mind. Then we are left with ourselves, eyelids dissolved, silent, naked, healthy, clear, and balanced, looking innocently into us. The expression here and now can be said easily enough, but to integrate all the pieces of our experience that we are now exposed to, to live the inherent perfection of the system is more challenging. Always a moving target, and yet one that can be apprehended with silence and grace. Beautiful and yet scary. Once Maharishi mentioned that for Brahman to be lived everything must experienced and digested including everything we today perceive as darkness. From what I know that was the first time he mentioned negativity as a means for a growth. Darkness and negativity, (even Turq), are mind states. They are attributes that come from you, from your mind, not things that have an external objective reality. The mind itself is a mind state. In a feedback loop that is so compelling we can forget its there, an infinite regress of reflections of mirrors within mirrors, the mind creates itself, and then all of the attribute it lays on the world: good, bad, dark light, appropriate, inappropriate, right, wrong. It creates the world, makes boundaries where no boundaries exist. Work is a mind state. You can take it seriously, as a objective reality, or you can see its your own creation. Every part of us, inside and out are mind states. You can take them seriously and breath life into them. Or not. Take it easy, take it as it comes means let go of mind states and all they create. Enjoy the gap between the work and play. Enjoy the space in which they play. The audience were all long-timers and Maharishi certainly gave us a cigar that evening :-) --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, nablusoss1008 no_reply@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@ wrote: Because the so-called dark sides amounts to nothing, it's dark in your little beer-drowned consciousness. That's all. While I understand Oprah's tendency to buy into Woo Woo, what I don't understand is her support staff's failure to clue her in to some of the darker sides of the TMO, such as the robes and crowns, What's wrong with that ? Being a so-called Buddhist and someone who thinks that world famous Lama is a good guy should be accustomed to crownsrobes by now. murder on the MUM campus, 1 murder by some unbalanced fellow in a place that has housed hundreds of thousands of people during the last 40 years amounts to nothing. banning people It's not a crime. If you want to get in you follow the rules. Or go somewhere else. Any workplace, any organizations has rules. The darkness is in your brain only :-)
[FairfieldLife] Re: The Mystery of Consciousness
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, John jr_esq@... wrote: The paradox of consciousness is that it takes a highly developed sentient being to understand that it is the basis of creation of the universe. As such, this same being can understand that consciousness is different in various level of existence. For example, a dog has consciousness that is less developed than humans. But a dog's consciousness is higher than that of a tree. Consciousness is Consciousness. It does not develop. It does not become. Similarly, the tree has a higher level of consiousness than that of a rock. This continuum follows through the minutest particles in the universe. At the most profound level, one can see that there must be a a consciousness that created space and time and that started the evolution of matter from the quarks to human beings. If you graph the energy output of the universe from the beginning to the end, you will see that the energy was at the infinite level at the time of the Big Bang. This is the paradox that scientists do not accept or understand since their equations break down at the instant of creation. Conversely, it appears now that the energy output of the universe will continue to dissipate ad infinitum. In other words, the universe started from infinity and will end in infinity. But throughout all of this cosmic lifecycle, Consiousness exists and will continue to do so forever in the Unified Field. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Xenophaneros Anartaxius anartaxius@ wrote: Sam Harris has published two blog posts on consciousness in the past couple of weeks. http://www.samharris.org/blog/item/the-mystery-of-consciousness/ http://www.samharris.org/blog/item/the-mystery-of-consciousness-ii/ As consciousness is occasionally a subject entertained on this forum, perhaps these essays will interest someone.
[FairfieldLife] Re: Conversation between Curtis Robin
Some thoughts, not arguments or siding with this or that view. More for my own insights and playful viewing of things. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, maskedzebra no_reply@... wrote: Dear Barry Wright, If you can ever get Curtis to admit that he is, in relationship to myself, acting the part of Mother Theresa, or if he, in his response to my latest post, gives *any* indication that this could possibly be the case, I shall cease posting at FFL. For what you say in this post to be true means the refutation and destruction of my entire philosophy. Is that a bad thing. Not your philosophy per se, but anyone's, all of ours. It seems healthy, even necessary, (in the abstract, easier said than done)to periodically come to new insights and realizations that enable one to rather joyfully refute, destroy and abandon ones prior views (and meta-views which may be another way of getting at the term philosophies). Since I take as an original premise the idea that I can read more or less the motives of others when they write to myself. And how would you know? For sure? In some epistemologically valid way. So, I am declaring then, Barry, that everything you say in this post is false Everything? Absolutely everything? There is no grey, no nuance, no alternative views, no other possibilities? Its all black and white -- you are absolutely right and he is absolutely wrong, without qualification? (I assume it is basically false as well with respect to the other persons who you categorize as being ministered to by the missionary charity of Curtis; but I don't profess to know this for a dead certainty). Let's put it this way, Barry: You are saying Curtis is writing to me for reasons which directly contradict what he formally professes are his reasons. Not referencing Curtis per se, but is it a real stunner that sometimes people are not aware of the full basis and root of their motivations? Are you absolutely in tune with and understand to the depth of your own existence, clear on all of the myriad of motivations typically driving any actions or behaviors? And if you answer yes, how would you really know that. It seems all of us are blind to our delusions and blindspots -- else they would not be blind spots. If your premise is that you have absolutely no blind spots, well, that's fascinating. But again, how would you know? Am I to believe you and believe him to be lying to me? I have conducted an offline correspondence with Curtis, and our interactions within this context would make of Curtis, should you be right in what you say actuates his writing to me, a psychopathic monster. Girlfriends I am sure have called him worse. I will simply say, Barry, you are as inherently wrong about your characterization of Curtis, as I am objectively right in my attribution of his motives in writing to me, Me absolutely right, you absolutely wrong. That is an interesting pattern in your writing and expressed views (as it is in some others at times). viz, that he is utterly sincere and engaged with all his mind and heart. All? No more room for uncovering deeper levels of mind and heart that he has not yet fathomed? Curtis is at the end of his road developmentally? And I let this declaration stand: unless Curtis gainsays what I have said hereor even qualifies it in any wayI will assume that I am right and you, terribly, perversely wrong. Black and white, day and night. (Though I suppose Day for Night might be closer to the truth. That is, for most people, not all things are as the appear to be. Most people accept this, humbly, and practically.) You have never once even attempted to make your case, and you haven't here either. Again, Barry, I challenge Curtis: Is Curtis so slow he needs to be challenged twice? if he refuses to issue any kind of statement in supporteven infinitesimally Even infinitesimally? Not room for even one photon of variance (or in Curtis's case, deviance -- the thrill and nuances of deviance appears to be something, as we all perhaps should enjoy, that Curtis thrives on. Quirky and dancing to the sound of his own drummer. of what you have said are his reasons for writing to me, I will assume, for the record, that you are, at least with respect to myself, egregiously wrong. Egregious. No room for any subtlety or nuance. And that Curtis knows you to be a false witness to his actions. String this savage up for bearing false witness. If I had the very slightest doubt Awesome that you have not here, and appear never to have, the slightest doubt. A mentor, quite bright, has said many times I don't know. Not in some casual way, but really I DONT KNOW!. That state of detachment for me can be liberating, if not unsettling at times. Some traditions (EmptyBill can elaborate) find that state of utter detachment from not knowing anything for sure is on the verge of wisdom. about all that I have said here, Barry, I would
[FairfieldLife] Re: Conversation between Curtis Robin
Thank you for your thoughts. I realize that a quick early morning drive by from a stranger may lack a bit of context. Perhaps I can expand on that a bit. I was not arguing with you nor finding fault in your position. And not judging you, which was a concern in one of your responses. I was fascinated in what I perceived to be the dichotomous nature of your views, a la, this or that, no middle ground. However, my quick take was solely on your response to Turq. I do not have the context of your other writings. (To be honest, I have not read many of your posts, and this is a personal preference only, not an evaluative comment, because for me your writing style has a density level outside of the range of my efficient (or comfortable) intake of ideas and concepts.) Thus I am quite aware that I may have picked up a flavor that was not present. And confirmational bias can always slip in -- having an initial concept/framework, an initial hypothesis, and then seeing how subsequent perceptions support the hypothesis (out of whack to the fuller context.) That said, I was drawn into the flavor of your comments, and fascinated enough to respond (albeit in rapid, casual, non-edited, not well considered early morning way). And anything I saw in them, or anything for that matter, are first and foremost the projections of my own mind. I assume I was drawn to them, as I perceived it, the non-nunance, absoluteness of your statements, because such exists with me -- though frankly, not consciously (perhaps a personal blind spot). My style is to work with such takes of mine, explore them, come to understand them better, first and foremost to loosen up any such quirks within my self, to sensitize myself to the possibility that I do at times precisely what I am finding odd in others. (And to clarify, I am not evaluating you as odd, I am evaluating the oddness (after all its my perception) of my own mindstate. I try to do such in playful ways. (My quip about Curtis' gfs saying worse about him was a joke, which at least in my mind's eye I could see Curtis chuckling about, though my sensitivities may be way of base.) Sometimes such may come across quite focused and serious sounding, when not intended. Your comments, and I admit that I have not fully digested them, provide stimuli for more reflection and hopefully insight. If some strike me as interesting discussion, perhaps we can extend the dialogue. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, maskedzebra no_reply@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tartbrain no_reply@ wrote: Re: Conversation between Curtis Robin Some thoughts, not arguments or siding with this or that view. More for my own insights and playful viewing of things. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, maskedzebra no_reply@ wrote: Dear Barry Wright, MZ: If you can ever get Curtis to admit that he is, in relationship to myself, acting the part of Mother Theresa, or if he, in his response to my latest post, gives *any* indication that this could possibly be the case, I shall cease posting at FFL. For what you say in this post to be true means the refutation and destruction of my entire philosophy. TB: Is that a bad thing. Not your philosophy per se, but anyone's, all of ours. It seems healthy, even necessary, (in the abstract, easier said than done)to periodically come to new insights and realizations that enable one to rather joyfully refute, destroy and abandon ones prior views (and meta-views which may be another way of getting at the term philosophies). RC2: I understand you perfectly here. And of course I would rejoice in having my philosophy destroyedif I could experience it was being destroyed by something truer than itself. But to merely, abstractly, assume this perpetual contingency is a good thing to contemplate would mean that in holding to the validity of one's philosophy (it works for me) I am living it out with reservations, reservations which would inhibit my existential commitments to what is real. I think you misunderstand me here, as if I am saying: It will be the death of me if I am refuted. Not at all. I can both live and adhere to my philosophy as if it is ultimately real without thereby becoming defensive and irrational should it be challenged. You are drawing a conclusion out of what I say which is not in the least implied by the specific way in which I am writing hereand what I seek to convey. MZ: Since I take as an original premise the idea that I can read more or less the motives of others when they write to myself. TB: And how would you know? For sure? In some epistemologically valid way. RC2: How does a clinical psychologist attempt to talk to a patient who is paying him for psychotherapyor a psychoanalyst to an analysand? I am not making the claim that I *infallibly* understand (or read) the motives of others when they write to me; I am only saying
[FairfieldLife] Re: Conversation between Curtis Robin
Ah yes, Sal you are always holding up the deep silent value of life. Bravo. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Sal Sunshine salsunshine@... wrote: On Oct 19, 2011, at 9:57 PM, tartbrain wrote: Your comments, and I admit that I have not fully digested them, provide stimuli for more reflection and hopefully insight. If some strike me as interesting discussion, perhaps we can extend the dialogue. Yes, tart~~that's a great idea. You and Robin debate endlessly into the night, while the rest of us drift off into dreamland with this picture of you two dancing around in our heads, in place of the sugarplums. So many KBs, so little time. Sal
[FairfieldLife] Kumbh Mela
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SUDPwzfdE78feature=related http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uRp_Ealqu6w http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e9sTLavgqB8 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVUX0OG9tF0feature=related http://www.youtube.com/watch?NR=1v=qF_CTs01sfY http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qw3bAbwmoB8feature=related http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1hdL7bHAEmsfeature=related http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XCjrm1OMWCkfeature=related http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A9Ln5yEp6M0feature=related http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YYcMcY7sDl8feature=related http://www.youtube.com/verify_age?next_url=http%3A//www.youtube.com/watch%3Fv%3DUcqmyb_s6Q4%26feature%3D related http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YYcMcY7sDl8feature=related http://www.youtube.com/verify_age?next_url=http%3A//www.youtube.com/watch%3Fv%3DUcqmyb_s6Q4%26feature%3Drelated http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NBzjcOu_mCAfeature=related Kumbh Mela is the most sacred of all the pilgrimages. Thousands of holy men and women attend, and the auspiciousness of the festival is in part attributable to this In the eight century, Shankara, a prominent Indian saint, popularized the Kumbha Mela among the common people, and soon the attendance began to grow to enormous proportions. Shankara placed special importance to the opportunity of associating with saintly persons while at Kumbha Mela. Both hearing from sadhus (holy men) and sacred bathing are still the two main focus at Kumbha Mela. The major event of the festival is ritual bathing at the banks of the river in whichever town it is being held. Nasik has registered maximum visitors amounted nearly to 75 million. Other activities include religious discussions, devotional singing, mass feeding of holy men and women and the poor, and religious assemblies where doctrines are debated and standardized. Wave after wave, they formed a veritable river of humanity that flowed onto the banks of the Ganges at Allahabad to celebrate the greatest spiritual festival ever held in the history of the world, the Kumbha Mela. At the head of the procession were the nagas, India's famed naked holy men. These holy men engage themselves in renunciation of the world in search of equilibrium. They hope to escape the world's concomitant reactions and suffering by their austere practices such as complete celibacy and non-accumulation of material possessions. Thus they are known as liberationists. With matted locks of hair, their bodies covered in ashes, and their tridents ( the symbol of a follower of Shiva) raised high, they descended upon the bathing area. Entering the water in a tumult, blowing conchshells and singing Shiva ki jai, Ganga ki jai, they splashed the sacred waters upon each other and played just like children. Indeed, they are said to be the very children of the Ganges. Next came the Vaisnava vairagis, the wandering mendicants who dedicate everything to Visnu, the Sustainer. These saints live a life of service and complete dedication.Then came the innumerable other sects of ascetics dressed in saffron colored cloth and carrying their staffs of renunciation. All the centuries gone by of India's spiritual evolution were simultaneously there together in the procession. Each in turn bathed in the sangam. Kumbha Mela has gained international fame as the world's most massive act of faith. Pilgrims come to this holy event with such tremendous faith and in such overwhelming numbers that it boggles the mind. Faith is the most important thing for the pilgrims at Kumbha Mela, they have an unflinching trust in something sublime. To understand the significance of the Kumbha Mela and the important role that it plays in the spirituality of India, it is helpful to know something about the background of the sacred Ganges River. The devout believe that simply by bathing in the Ganges one is freed from their past sins (karma), and thus one becomes eligible for liberation from the cycle of birth and death. Of course it is said that a pure lifestyle is also required after taking bath, otherwise one will again be burdened by karmic reactions .The pilgrims come from all walks of life, traveling long distances and tolerating many physical discomforts, such as sleeping in the open air in near freezing weather. They undergo these difficulties just to receive the benefit of taking a bath in the sacred river at Kumbha Mela. The ancient origin of the Kumbha Mela is described in the time honored Vedic literatures of India as having evolved from bygone days of the universe when the demigods and the demons produced the nectar of immortality. This confluence of India's three most sacred rivers at Allahabad is called the sangam. The combined sanctity of the three holy rivers, coupled with the spiritual powers obtained from the pot of nectar of immortality, has earned Allahabad the rank of tirtharaja, the king of holy places. The main highlight for most pilgrims during a Kumbha Mela is the observance of a
[FairfieldLife] Re: A History Lesson
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, emptybill emptybill@... wrote: Rather than perpetuating fantasies posing as truth, try Nicholas Goodrick-Clark 's Minor correction, its: Nicholas Goodrick-Clarke The Occult Roots of Nazism. He is Professor of Western Esotericism and Director of the Exeter Centre for the Study of Esotericism (EXESESO), at the University of Exeter, U.K. PDF of the book http://knizky.mahdi.cz/75_Goodrick_Clarcke___The_Occult_Roots_of_Nazism.pdf
[FairfieldLife] Re: A History Lesson
He also wrote: Hitler's Priestess: Savitri Devi, the Hindu-Aryan Myth and Neo-Nazism, ...1998-2000 - ISBN 0-8147-3111-2 . http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Savitri_Devi Unknown Sources: National Socialism and the Occult, co-authored with Hans Thomas Hakl - ISBN 1-55818-470-8 . Black Sun: Aryan Cults, Esoteric Nazism, and the Politics of Identity, ...2002 - ISBN 0-8147-3155-4 . --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tartbrain no_reply@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, emptybill emptybill@ wrote: Rather than perpetuating fantasies posing as truth, try Nicholas Goodrick-Clark 's Minor correction, its: Nicholas Goodrick-Clarke The Occult Roots of Nazism. He is Professor of Western Esotericism and Director of the Exeter Centre for the Study of Esotericism (EXESESO), at the University of Exeter, U.K. PDF of the book http://knizky.mahdi.cz/75_Goodrick_Clarcke___The_Occult_Roots_of_Nazism.pdf
[FairfieldLife] Re: MZ/RC - You don't know the references
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, emptybill emptybill@... wrote: For my part, it is only because of Thomas Merton, Brother David Steindl-Rast, Fr. Basil Pennington and Abbott Thomas Keating that I even acknowledge that there is something still alive in Catholicism. If of value, here is a reading list from Father Kevin Joyce. Kevin was on my six-month course, a bright and shining guy, and at the end of the course, said he had decided to take his vows as a priest.(No one, or few, knew that he was pondering this during the course or that he was had been a priest in training.) I saw him a few year later at a wedding, and he seemed very happy with his path. http://www.facebook.com/notes/our-lady-of-guadalupe-society-holy-family-parish/fr-kevin-joyce-recommended-reading-list/121943883660
[FairfieldLife] Re: You don't believe what we believe, therefore you hate it...and us
(My response from yesterday does not seem to have gone through. ) Thanks. The book sounds fascinating. And what an imagination to have gotten a lot of 2010 era correct. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, emptybill emptybill@... wrote: You apparently never read Stand on Zanzabar back in 1969. As Bennie Noakes would say ... Christ what an imagination I've got. Tart: Perhaps N. would say its nothing of substance, just (imaginary) bubbles in Consciousness, a flicker of the mind, which itself is just a flicker. (flicker being a word one can easily misread if one is reading rapidly, and in that vein, it raises another way of looking at it, Its ALL just one huge Mind Fuck! \ In Stand on Zanzabar -- John Brunner's great, sprawling, sprinting, lunatic of a novel written in 1968 the author foresees the world of 2010 as a place where http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/StandOnZanzibar : the population of Earth has reached 7 billion. The Soviet Union is defunct as a superpower, but China is rapidly industrializing and increasing in power. Giant corporations have large enough economies to control entire countries. In-vitro fertilization and genetic mapping are becoming a reality. A computer the size of a large book is more powerful than the most massive supercomputers of the Sixties. Personalized digital avatars of yourself feature in everyday entertainment. Religious denominations are rapidly polarizing on moral issues like abortion. And ordinary people suddenly snap and go on killing sprees in schools, workplaces, and malls.One of the famous through lines of the multi-viewpoint novel is provided by a stoner named Bennie Noakes, who spends most of his time wasted on a drug called Triptine, randomly flipping through the 1000 channels available on the tv and musing Christ, what an imagination I've got!because the sheer weirdness of what he is seeing is getting so dense that it has become impossible for him to believe it. The wham line that ends the novel comes from Shalmaneser, the great supercomputer which controls the media (think Google Cloud) and the economies of much of the planet. And which, having been forced to absorb endless petabytes of data about the totality of the human condition SCANALYZER is the one single, the ONLY study of the news in depth that's processed by General Technics' famed computer Shalmaneser, who sees all, hears all, knows all save only that which YOU, Mr, and Mrs. Everywhere, wish to keep to yourselves.finally comes to this: Bathed in his currents of liquid helium, self-contained, immobile, vastly well informed by every electrical-mechanical sense: Shalmaneser. Every now and again there passes through his circuits a 010101 pulse which carries the cybernetic equivalent of the phrase, Christ, what an imagination I've got. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tartbrain no_reply@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, marekreavis reavismarek@ wrote: Thanks for the Nisargadatta quote, Tartbrain. I'm not the hero-worshipped I once was, but Nisargadatta still gets my attention. I have read little of him, but picked up and read some of I AM THAT yesterday. I like him. He explained much better the point that I was getting at in my Cafe post of yesterday. And in that regards the question still remains who or what is attention? Perhaps N. would say its nothing of substance, just (imaginary) bubbles in Consciousness, a flicker of the mind, which itself is just a flicker. (flicker being a word one can easily misread if one is reading rapidly, and in that vein, it raises another way of looking at it, Its ALL just one huge Mind Fuck!
[FairfieldLife] Anandamayi Ma Pictures and Videos
For those whom may enjoy. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rU5p1AzLAU4feature=related http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nj7oKmd8oLQfeature=related http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UWv4ktbb33Ufeature=related http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M95GXK5VRa4feature=related http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GFnj_sml99Mfeature=related
[FairfieldLife] Re: You don't believe what we believe, therefore you hate it...and us
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Vaj vajradhatu@ wrote: It's just part and parcel of a mental path: mental causes create mental effects. Given what we know about neuroplasticity today, I'd have to respond: you would have to either change your mind long enough for your cortex to re-weave new connections -or- you'd have to so foundationally shift your consciousness so as to effectively alter your way of thinking and seeing the world. Otherwise you're trapped within the neural hardware of the imprisoning cortex that you yourself had volitionally woven. That felt like scripture to me on this Sunday morning Vaj, thanks! I am knee deep in to a book about neuroplasticity and it has really forced me to rethink my life's habits. Which book? On Oct 16, 2011, at 9:39 AM, Tom Pall wrote: Vaj, this is a terrible thing to say about TMers. One could draw the conclusion from what you write that RC and Ravi are off the wall and motormouths because they're at the very least psychologically warped and delusional. That of course can't be. RC just runs off at the mouth and takes us on an incredible journey through every nook and cranny of his mind in every post because, well, things are complicated, right? Well I only read some of RC's posts and none of Ravi's, so I'm probably the wrong person to ask! (and of course incomplete causal paths that are mental in nature are not unique to TM/TMSP). Although in RC's case, from what I gather he had the maturity to see through some of the TM world-dream, but perhaps may have replaced it with another. After all, at least TM had a strongly ingrained belief that it was scientific. I doubt we could say the same for transubstantiation or grace. And it's expected as part of the path forward that you'll spend some months in a mental (behavioral science?) ward because, well, it /is/ just part of the checking notes I didn't seem to receive, right? It's just part and parcel of a mental path: mental causes create mental effects. Given what we know about neuroplasticity today, I'd have to respond: you would have to either change your mind long enough for your cortex to re-weave new connections -or- you'd have to so foundationally shift your consciousness so as to effectively alter your way of thinking and seeing the world. Otherwise you're trapped within the neural hardware of the imprisoning cortex that you yourself had volitionally woven.
[FairfieldLife] Re: You don't believe what we believe, therefore you hate it...and us
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Vaj vajradhatu@ wrote: What fires together, wires together is one of my favorite sutras. Fantastic! The educational implications are vast. Perhaps too far of point, but there is a quirky film I recently saw, Limitless. A pill gives people their full mental potential, but of course wears off and the takers need a constant supply. Until the end, the protagonist reveals he no longer needs the supply, the experience has rewired things such that it is now permanent. Parallels to what we put our attention on grows strong in our life. Attention, I speculate, enables or encourages new connections, rewiring. Similar to fires together (attention) wires together. Also helps explain imaging and affirmations. Our mental image rewires things and enables (the same as causal) an outer manifestation of the inner image. Does rewiring bleed down to the genetic level -- that is passing on the rewiring to future gens? Interesting implications. Have you read Buddha's Brain? or On Intelligence? A quote I came across from Nisargadatta last night. But in fact all experience is in the mind, and even his coming to me and getting help is all within himself, he imagines an answer from without. To me there is no me, no man and no giving. All of this is merely a flicker in the mind. I am infinite peace and silence in which nothing appears, for all that appears disappears. Nobody comes for help, nobody offers help, nobody gets help, it is all but a display in consciousness. The pure mind sees things as they are bubbles in consciousness. These bubbles are appearing, disappearing and reappearing without having real being. No particular cause can be ascribed to them, fore each is caused by all and affects all. Each bubble is a body and all these bodies are mine. Mind is influenced, if not shaped by, those neural pathways that are fired up, connected. Helps explains, or at least opens the door of plausibility of how mind can shape what is out there (quantum soup idea) in one way (for the vast majority) and in radically different in others (Nisragadatta's view). Off on a tangent of this, brings to me the question, to what extent do transmissions, shatipat, darshan, etc also change neural pathways and ways of firing? One poster some time ago made a curious statement (to me). That he just threw it all away -- all the descriptions of others, and his own expectations, of enlightenment, and simply defined the state that he wanted to attain. Imagined it, focused on it deeply (is my understanding of his process) and he, his experience, became that. While writing that off at the time, to some extent, as wish fulfillment, it does fit within the model of neural-plasticity (which is far from saying that is what it is.) On Oct 16, 2011, at 11:49 AM, curtisdeltablues wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Vaj vajradhatu@ wrote: It's just part and parcel of a mental path: mental causes create mental effects. Given what we know about neuroplasticity today, I'd have to respond: you would have to either change your mind long enough for your cortex to re-weave new connections -or- you'd have to so foundationally shift your consciousness so as to effectively alter your way of thinking and seeing the world. Otherwise you're trapped within the neural hardware of the imprisoning cortex that you yourself had volitionally woven. That felt like scripture to me on this Sunday morning Vaj, thanks! I am knee deep in to a book about neuroplasticity and it has really forced me to rethink my life's habits. What fires together, wires together is one of my favorite sutras.
[FairfieldLife] Re: You don't believe what we believe, therefore you hate it...and us
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, marekreavis reavismarek@... wrote: Thanks for the Nisargadatta quote, Tartbrain. I'm not the hero-worshipped I once was, but Nisargadatta still gets my attention. I have read little of him, but picked up and read some of I AM THAT yesterday. I like him. He explained much better the point that I was getting at in my Cafe post of yesterday. And in that regards the question still remains who or what is attention? Perhaps N. would say its nothing of substance, just (imaginary) bubbles in Consciousness, a flicker of the mind, which itself is just a flicker. (flicker being a word one can easily misread if one is reading rapidly, and in that vein, it raises another way of looking at it, Its ALL just one huge Mind Fuck! Jan Esmann, a Batgap interview that I just heard and recommend, might say that its intense Love. http://batgap.com/jan-esmann/#comments I might say its that thing that keep randomly, wandering, usually off point. Like what you wrote, thanks for that. Nice to have you back. Marek *** --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tartbrain no_reply@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Vaj vajradhatu@ wrote: What fires together, wires together is one of my favorite sutras. Fantastic! The educational implications are vast. Perhaps too far of point, but there is a quirky film I recently saw, Limitless. A pill gives people their full mental potential, but of course wears off and the takers need a constant supply. Until the end, the protagonist reveals he no longer needs the supply, the experience has rewired things such that it is now permanent. Parallels to what we put our attention on grows strong in our life. Attention, I speculate, enables or encourages new connections, rewiring. Similar to fires together (attention) wires together. Also helps explain imaging and affirmations. Our mental image rewires things and enables (the same as causal) an outer manifestation of the inner image. Does rewiring bleed down to the genetic level -- that is passing on the rewiring to future gens? Interesting implications. Have you read Buddha's Brain? or On Intelligence? A quote I came across from Nisargadatta last night. But in fact all experience is in the mind, and even his coming to me and getting help is all within himself, he imagines an answer from without. To me there is no me, no man and no giving. All of this is merely a flicker in the mind. I am infinite peace and silence in which nothing appears, for all that appears disappears. Nobody comes for help, nobody offers help, nobody gets help, it is all but a display in consciousness. The pure mind sees things as they are bubbles in consciousness. These bubbles are appearing, disappearing and reappearing without having real being. No particular cause can be ascribed to them, fore each is caused by all and affects all. Each bubble is a body and all these bodies are mine. Mind is influenced, if not shaped by, those neural pathways that are fired up, connected. Helps explains, or at least opens the door of plausibility of how mind can shape what is out there (quantum soup idea) in one way (for the vast majority) and in radically different in others (Nisragadatta's view). Off on a tangent of this, brings to me the question, to what extent do transmissions, shatipat, darshan, etc also change neural pathways and ways of firing? One poster some time ago made a curious statement (to me). That he just threw it all away -- all the descriptions of others, and his own expectations, of enlightenment, and simply defined the state that he wanted to attain. Imagined it, focused on it deeply (is my understanding of his process) and he, his experience, became that. While writing that off at the time, to some extent, as wish fulfillment, it does fit within the model of neural-plasticity (which is far from saying that is what it is.) On Oct 16, 2011, at 11:49 AM, curtisdeltablues wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Vaj vajradhatu@ wrote: It's just part and parcel of a mental path: mental causes create mental effects. Given what we know about neuroplasticity today, I'd have to respond: you would have to either change your mind long enough for your cortex to re-weave new connections -or- you'd have to so foundationally shift your consciousness so as to effectively alter your way of thinking and seeing the world. Otherwise you're trapped within the neural hardware of the imprisoning cortex that you yourself had volitionally woven. That felt like scripture to me on this Sunday morning Vaj, thanks! I am
[FairfieldLife] Attention is Consciousness (was you don't believe what we believe ..)
in the original reply but auto-correct changed it for me to hero-worshipped. No problem, I got your meaning. However, no heroes have ever worshipped me.) You never know. N. is consciousness. Consciousness probably has intense love for you, as consciousness (and maybe even the surfer lawyer you). *** --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tartbrain no_reply@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, marekreavis reavismarek@ wrote: Thanks for the Nisargadatta quote, Tartbrain. I'm not the hero-worshipped I once was, but Nisargadatta still gets my attention. I have read little of him, but picked up and read some of I AM THAT yesterday. I like him. He explained much better the point that I was getting at in my Cafe post of yesterday. And in that regards the question still remains who or what is attention? Perhaps N. would say its nothing of substance, just (imaginary) bubbles in Consciousness, a flicker of the mind, which itself is just a flicker. (flicker being a word one can easily misread if one is reading rapidly, and in that vein, it raises another way of looking at it, Its ALL just one huge Mind Fuck! Jan Esmann, a Batgap interview that I just heard and recommend, might say that its intense Love. http://batgap.com/jan-esmann/#comments I might say its that thing that keep randomly, wandering, usually off point. Like what you wrote, thanks for that. Nice to have you back. Marek *** --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tartbrain no_reply@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Vaj vajradhatu@ wrote: What fires together, wires together is one of my favorite sutras. Fantastic! The educational implications are vast. Perhaps too far of point, but there is a quirky film I recently saw, Limitless. A pill gives people their full mental potential, but of course wears off and the takers need a constant supply. Until the end, the protagonist reveals he no longer needs the supply, the experience has rewired things such that it is now permanent. Parallels to what we put our attention on grows strong in our life. Attention, I speculate, enables or encourages new connections, rewiring. Similar to fires together (attention) wires together. Also helps explain imaging and affirmations. Our mental image rewires things and enables (the same as causal) an outer manifestation of the inner image. Does rewiring bleed down to the genetic level -- that is passing on the rewiring to future gens? Interesting implications. Have you read Buddha's Brain? or On Intelligence? A quote I came across from Nisargadatta last night. But in fact all experience is in the mind, and even his coming to me and getting help is all within himself, he imagines an answer from without. To me there is no me, no man and no giving. All of this is merely a flicker in the mind. I am infinite peace and silence in which nothing appears, for all that appears disappears. Nobody comes for help, nobody offers help, nobody gets help, it is all but a display in consciousness. The pure mind sees things as they are bubbles in consciousness. These bubbles are appearing, disappearing and reappearing without having real being. No particular cause can be ascribed to them, fore each is caused by all and affects all. Each bubble is a body and all these bodies are mine. Mind is influenced, if not shaped by, those neural pathways that are fired up, connected. Helps explains, or at least opens the door of plausibility of how mind can shape what is out there (quantum soup idea) in one way (for the vast majority) and in radically different in others (Nisragadatta's view). Off on a tangent of this, brings to me the question, to what extent do transmissions, shatipat, darshan, etc also change neural pathways and ways of firing? One poster some time ago made a curious statement (to me). That he just threw it all away -- all the descriptions of others, and his own expectations, of enlightenment, and simply defined the state that he wanted to attain. Imagined it, focused on it deeply (is my understanding of his process) and he, his experience, became that. While writing that off at the time, to some extent, as wish fulfillment, it does fit within the model of neural-plasticity (which is far from saying that is what it is.) On Oct 16, 2011, at 11:49 AM, curtisdeltablues wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Vaj vajradhatu@ wrote: It's just part and parcel
[FairfieldLife] Re: Movie review: Cafe
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@... wrote: This is an Indie flick that I watched entirely because of its name. I sit and write in cafes, and so I figured it would appeal to me. It's a writer/director's first effort, set entirely in a cafe in Philadelphia, and stars Jennifer Love Hewitt and a bunch of lesser-known supporting actors. I expected it to be quirky, and it was. What I didn't expect was for it to be quite as quirky as it is. The tagline for the film is What if the world you lived in weren't real? and that's basically what the film is about. The cafe's regulars go about their everyday lives and their everyday petty dramas, every day, as do we all, but one day on the laptop of one of the regulars there appears the face of a young girl telling him that he doesn't really exist. He's just an avatar, living in a virtual world that she has created, just for the fun of creating it. The young girl is a nice analogy for the mind. The mind creates our (view of the) world in the sense that it projects onto what is out there, all of its stuff, accumulated for how so ever long, creating what we think is substantive (snake vs rope). Can one prove that its not just quantum soup out there that our minds mold into our trip? And other minds being similarly conditioned create the similar illusion. And different minds, for example a dog's, creates a far different world than what we see -- though there is still a lot of commonality. A whale's mind undoubtedly creates quite a different world for itself compared to humans and dogs, thought there is some, though less commonality. A being with eyes similar to an electron microscope will create a radically different world from the quantum soup than any of the forementioned as would a being with senses beyond our five. We have such a human-centric view that we have an accurate view of what is out there, that we are seeing the real thing through our little small slice of senses and mind processing/projections. We don't even get the sun rising thing right, at a gut level. A more interesting question, for me, is whether the girl (the mind) itself substantively exists. Or has the mind simply created itself, and our sense of the world, as self-contained virtual fluctuation within itself. The distinction is roughly the difference between epistemological solipsism and metaphysical solipsism, as I understand the terms. The former being that (I can only be sure that) my mind exists. The latter being a realization that even the mind is not substantive. And that which is substantive is outside the mind and its creations, the space within which all of these mental fluctuations exist, which in essence is the advaitic view. Naturally, he doesn't quite believe this, but then events start happening in the cafe that cause him *to* believe it. As such, this is a little movie that might appeal to many here, who tend to believe the same thing about reality, and their own lives. If you believe that someone or something else is writing the script of your life, and that you are little more than a bit player in someone or something else's drama (or comedy), this movie's for you. It's not great, and not nearly in the same league of cafe-based stories as Amelie, but it's entertaining, in a lightweight, fluffy sort of way. If you wind up seeing it, come back and tell me what you think the guy who sits in the corner every day writing in his notebook (seen briefly at 0:48 in the trailer below) was really writing. I think it was the script for this film. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d0t1VQ3PAOM %20http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d0t1VQ3PAOM
[FairfieldLife] Re: You don't believe what we believe, therefore you hate it...and us
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, whynotnow7 whynotnow7@... wrote: I don't see Angels, nor I do believe in them - but certainly can see the possibility that a certain refined nervous system can see the angles and other celestial being around them. However there is no salvation outside of you, so this is all optional entertainment really. Perhaps at first the experience would be unsettling, however the experience of the celestial worlds is sufficiently subtle to be only perceived when there is not any sort of excitement or expectation in the mind. Or the celestial world could simply be an intricate projection of the subtle functioning of the mind. Outside of the mind and the worlds that it creates is substantive reality. So it becomes a normal extension of the senses that is rarely used or thought about. Only useful if needed, not entertainment ever.:-) --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Yogi raviyogi@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Denise Evans dmevans365@ wrote: Hey there nit-wit, you are beginning to sound like Ravi pimp whore Yogi.  Err..Denise, pardon me, but that would be Ravi The Lover Yogi and no nitwit can sound like the narcissistic, manic depressive, low vibe, slimeball enlightened asshole like me. I don't see Angels, nor I do believe in them - but certainly can see the possibility that a certain refined nervous system can see the angles and other celestial being around them. However there is no salvation outside of you, so this is all optional entertainment really. I have a few questions for you about angels, as I am seeing someone who is healing my spiritual grid and the angels are helping, according to her.  I'm one of those unfortunate ones who can't see anything in this lifetime.  Maybe next time 'round.  Are angels unconditional and is there salvation for us sinners?  I'm assuming the answer is yes, but having also been told I'm a perpetrator in this life, I worry about condemnation...although less and less. From: whynotnow7 whynotnow7@ To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com Sent: Saturday, October 15, 2011 7:01 AM Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: You don't believe what we believe, therefore you hate it...and us  You just proved my point. Now, run along kiddie and play in your selective memory some more. I won't push your buttons anymore, though you are challenged to find mine. And while we're at it, even though you make a big pretense of not reading my posts, you eat up every word with a spoon don't you? To the point of trying to borrow the ideas I express. I didn't use to call you Bozotronic Barry for nothing, you nit-wit. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, whynotnow7 whynotnow7@ wrote: The states of mind you describe below are almost as retarded as yours, If you are self-realized, you think you are better than me. Ahem. This is too good a setup to pass up. Might I cite a quotation from the same self-announced self realized person who wrote the above, posted *by him* less than 24 hours ago: The angels, gods and saints I have directed [sic] interacted with are a lot more real than either of you, but please, continue with your fantasy! A dull nervous system doesn't have the ability of refined perception and so cannot see the lifeforms all around us. Maybe next life? and believe me I am being generous with you two nit-wits. No thinking I'm better than others there, nope. :-) The fascinating thing is that Jimbo really doesn't *remember* being as arrogant and elitist and as condescending as he was less than a day ago when he wrote this. In his case, being in the now seems to mean I can't remember what *I* said yesterday. Jim, you *DO* think that you're better than us. Anyone who doesn't believe in the same fairy tales you do has, *according to you*, a dull nervous system, and is a nit-wit. I don't think that you can find a single person on this forum who doesn't believe this about you. It comes through in almost every post you write. How we were always able to tell it was you back when you were pretending to be someone else? Why is it that you are unable to see what is so apparent to everyone else? Is being that totally self-unaware a part of being what you call self- realization? If so, why do you believe that anyone would want to achieve it? Now prove how unattached to your own fictional stories and the image you try to project of being enlightened (and thus unattached and above get- ting your buttons pushed) by responding to this post and any others I make this week with a series of putdowns. That is your normal pattern on this
[FairfieldLife] Re: Greetings from Occupied Wall Street
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, seekliberation seekliberation@... wrote: Keep in mind as you complain about how horrible and difficult your life is, a garbage man or a pizza delivery man in today's world lives a more luxurious life with more entertainment than the King of England or the Emporor of Japan did 100 years ago. Our quality of life here in America is better than any civilization in the history of the world. 100 years? Think 10. I recently thought of my history with Netfix (the DVD part, so old skewl now though for me still the main game in town due to its Long Tail massive diversity of obscure films) 12 years of red envelopes. I watched (non-blue ray, oh the horror) DVDs on my 27 Sony XBR TV a bargain at $1200 its picture quality so good I thought. Or sometimes I would watch on my PC, some single core processor running at dismal (but them seemingly blazing) speeds, on Windows -2000 (ah! no more bluescreens of death how naïve). RAM was getting so cheap, was it a glorious 16 MB that I had, I forget, or was that still the 4 MB era? My monitor, one of the largest available, was so heavy it took two to move around in all of its CRT glory at what would pass now for caveman resolutions. Cable had an amazing 50 channels or so. Some pretty grainy, but still! I did have one of the earlier cable modems, was it 200 kbps? Maybe if the neighbors were not sucking up the capacity of the local hub. We had come so far since those 300 baud modem days of a few years prior. Man, was I wired! Little realized what bondage such tethering held relative to the wireless world of HD streaming mobile devices. Really, would you go back and live in those brutish, archaic times? Up to 1900 or so, your 100 years ago, knowledge was doubling every century blazing compared to the long history of humankind. Future Shock, the Toffler best seller when I was back in school for the summer after my TTC in 1971 heralded the being shot out of a cannon speed of change, knowledge doubling every 20 years or so. Um, I still did not own a 4 function calculator those god like devices that some career surging acquaintances had recently scored. Dean Brown at Humboldt the summer before had talked about his work at SRI and this pipedream sci fi fantasy about a book of knowledge the size of a large paperback, that would contain all of the knowledge of the world. Well, that was clearly crazy, but huge new vistas were emerging, like the Whole Earth catalog , I mean like it was almost infinite in the new and cool stuff it revealed. Today the knowledge doubling rate is every 2 years. Not the static Moore's law exponential growth of PCs, doubling in power at half the cost every 18 months, but the rate of knowledge doubling itself was accelerating. In ten years, what, doubling every two months? What happens when it doubles every day? And what is the half-life of knowledge then? How fast does knowledge then become obsolete? Knowledge becoming obsolete far faster than we can learn it. Various glimpses of royalty (from your 100 years ago comparison) through the ages from the likes of Camelot (Eva Green one), Robin Hood (Russell Crowe one) [which begs the question of when will Eva Green and Russell Crowe be royal together in some epic and spawn wonder kinder) and the Tudors (though far from historically accurate, the sets and costumes at least appear to be well researched, gotta love those early tennis matches.) Pretty drab existence. I mean I love wood fires, but as the only source of warmth in a cold winter, in those large drafty castles? Working by candlelight, writing letters by hand, dispatched to your courier for rapid delivery some weeks hence. But the sex seemed good then as always well, from afar. Those acne scarred half toothed babes in their mid 20's (modern dentistry, though has its merits.) But that pastoral life, the citizenry of farmers, abundant fresh organic food, fresh air, clean water, unspoiled vistas, nights not spoiled with 100 channel blathering, time to read and ponder. Was that really a life of impoverishment? Amidst all this talk of comparative material sparseness, I did have thoughts similar to Turq's, If part of you is seeking something other than what the current moment and your current state of attention presents to you, that really is the opposite of liberation. Liberation is having gotten over the seeking thang. There is a delicious paradox there. Can one not seek technological wonders, but still joyfully dance with those wonders? And the reverse side of seeking is having gotten over the loss thang. Who among us would gladly abandon the last 20 years of progress (um, man, that means no internet) -- fully content with a current moment of technological backwater years. And if 20 years ago was like a wonderland compared to 20 years earlier (when Toffler was saying we were being shot out of a cannon) how will we view
[FairfieldLife] Re: Steve Jobs RIP
A nice illustration of the equivalence of attention. Wealth, power, fame, connections and all are all limited by attention. We are attentive to that which has the greatest value to us at the moment (well, given, and within the context of, the complex chain and logic of deferred gratification.) Steve and you each similtaneously concluded that attention on Avatar was of the highest order for those two hours. Steve, with all of his wealth, fame, power, connections, cool business, enablers, and all, placed his attention on something more, the most for him at that moment. The same object of attention that you chose. Brothers of equal wealth. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, martyboi martyboi@... wrote: After the movie Avatar had been released for about a week or so, I decided to cut out of work early and watch it at a local IMAX theater. The theater is located in a failing shopping mall in Cupertino, and the thought is that the theater is going to help revive it. The theater is well attended - the stores..not so much. After the movie was over, I headed back to my secret parking spot, through a part of the mall that has very little foot traffic. In that area is a nice atrium filled with Ficus trees and showered with ample sunshine through it's large windows and skylights. On my way to the atrium, I happened to be following a middle-aged guy wearing a black turtleneck sweater. He stood there for a bit as I approached the area, and then our eyes met. It was Steve Jobs. I nodded, he nodded back, and I went on my way. Somehow, knowing that we had both cut out of work in the middle of the day to see a movie made him seem very human, very normal and relatable.
[FairfieldLife] Re: course presentation, Ladies Magic Flyers in the Dome
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Dick Mays dickmays@... wrote: From: Dome Announcements owner-dome-l@... Lady Yogic Flyers Glancing out of the corner of my eye, I for a split second thought it said Lady Magic Flyers. I think I heard that lecture. The last three letters are the same. The only difference is YO and MA. So it is clear, and this is so beautiful, the bounded tubular like sound of YO becomes the unboundedness of MA when the finite point value becomes the infinite unboundedness of the unified field. YO becomes M. Finite becomes infinite. Yogic becomes Magic, the filed of all possibilities. Its is so beautiful. As Y expands it becomes YOO YOOO or YO-YO. YO-YO becomes MA and when this occurs the infinite celestial sounds underlying all of creation arise -- it sounds like a cello. Like God is playing the cello. YO-YO becomes MA. It is so beautiful. Celestial cello. And just as we have this 2:1 relationship YO becomes YO-YO becoming MA there is the inverse, perfect symmetry due to the infinite correlation of the unified field. A 1:2 relation comes out of 2:1. One becomes two and then arcs back into itself, infinite Self referral, as 2 becomes 1. YO-YO MA becomes YO MAMA. Yogic becomes Magic. Technique becomes Mystical. It is so Beautiful. How many have experienced this, Yogic become Magic as YO-YO MA becomes YO MAMA. See, almost everyone. Who heard those celestial cellos? Oh, very good, very good. There is an ancient story in sanskrit, its an aphorism, a sutra. The infinite value of all knowledge in one small sequence of words. In the words and in the Gap between words. In the space between words. Finite surrounded by infinite, words surrounded by space. YO-YO MA becomes YO MAMA. Yogic becomes Magic. In this particular sutra the adept, this saint, this realized being, firmly established in the infinite Unified Field says to his student, Yo MaMa is so fat that she walked into the Gap and filled it. See the point? YO-YO MA becomes YO MAMA. And YO MAMA is the Gap, that infinity between each word in the YO MAMA sutra. You see? It is so beautiful. So YO MAMA is Yogic that has become Magic. Through this a great tradition was born, the infinite wisdom passed down from generation to generation. So the YO MAMA sutra expanded into the YO MAMA tradition. It became, as we know them today, the YO MAMA Magic Flyers. The YO MAMA Magic Flyers are so Big, they fill the GAP. They fill the entire Dome. They don't bounce on the mat, the mat bounces off of them. This is what happens when Yogic becomes Magic. It is so beautiful. Ripples and ripples of infinity rippling through the YO MAMA Magic Flyers. Yogic becomes Magic as YO-YO MA becomes YO MAMA and fills the entire Gap, the entire Dome, with rippling bliss.
[FairfieldLife] Re: Writing As Spiritual Practice
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, wayback71 wayback71@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Xenophaneros Anartaxius anartaxius@ wrote: A selfish act seems to imply will. The decision to consider the one-pointed pursuit of enlightenment the highest goal in life seems to imply will. If you do not believe in free will, and were that belief true, then the idea of a self that can be selfish has no sense. As Wayback points out well below, I will take a similar whack at it, one acts according to their nature. A selfish person will generally act selfish. They can only not act selfish/dickish unless the thought occurs to them (possibly from feedback from others) to act in nondickish ways. When then, ones mental nature will determine if one pursues that insight. They have no free-will to not act dickish until they learn through experience, reasoning, intuition, life feedback that their are alternatives. And over time the DP finds more fulfilling ways of living than pure dickhood. One acts according to their nature. And part of our natures is to explore, learn, find ways and things that appear to bring greater happiness, clarity and good times. A DP cann't help but be dickish, but also can't help evaluating the feedback he gets -- even if its subconscious. Generally, you have no free will not to enjoy greater happiness. There is no choice. One only goes for the number three door if they feel it will increase their overall happiness and fulfillment. Values play a big role in determining what we think / feel will bring us greater happiness -- why we choose the number three door and not number one. A masochist has a value framework such that inflicting pain on oneself is seen to be a field of greater happiness. And if one did have will, but chose not to exercise it, having a subjective experience one did not will to describe to the outer world, or to do so, would still not be a selfish act. Exactly. In a universe devoid of free will, the selfish get off Scot-free for being selfish. That's why I think some of them selfishly choose not to believe in free will. :-) There are (at least) two dimensions to this. You focus on only one. On can only act according to their nature. That is not being scot-free. There are consequences to our actions. Life provides abundant feedback. It is also our nature to learn, adapt, seek even better ways to be happy. So the selfish have no option in the short-run to be dickish. Longer run, as life feedback and internal processing of that occurs, more pathways arise. One will flow towards the path of least resistance towards perceived greater happiness. Turq writes. He says certain things. Sometimes he seems to take viewpoints opposite of what he wrote about before. He seems to imply he has a choice in what he does, and his flip flops are an expression of that choice. If they're not, then whoever or whatever the non- freewillers think is running things is not really as consistent as they think he/she/it is. Again, you are missing the no-free will boat. (And you had no choice but to do so, you perhaps gain happiness by missing boats -- or appearing to do so. Enjoyment may be towards seeing peoples reactions to your missing boats -- who knows.) Acting according to ones nature, acting towards greater happiness, responding to life feedback does not premise or posit or require some he/she running us like puppets. Try to imagine the consternation of those who don't much like the things I write but philosophically believe that God is really writing it all. They must think that God is a real dick to keep putting these words in my mouth. :-) Whoa, just a point to clarify here, since you and I have been down this road before. Just because I suspect that there might not be the free will it feels as if we have, does not mean I think God is conducting the symphony. Precisely. I think it more likely that our responses that feel so considered and free willish are mostly automatic reactions to stimuli (all based on our brain structure, neurotransmittors, and prior experiences), and by the time our awareness picks up on the response, we have missed the millions of tiny automatic responses and and so assume our own free will - we - made the decision. So much goes on below the surface. Who understands and wills their cells to replicate in specific ways, their heart to beat, cells to form high functioning organs, neurons to create vast networks, the response to neurotransmitters, etc? We are the very tiny tip of the tail of the dog, yet we feel (strongly) we are wagging the dog. God does not have to enter this equation, and I doubt that most no free willers here on FFL think that God is doing it all for us.. Correct. To think so would seem silly. Given your posts,
[FairfieldLife] Re: Summa Wrestling
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, whynotnow7 whynotnow7@... wrote: Acceptance of what is accounts for some of this, though I have noticed too that my deepest desires always get fulfilled, You don't appear to desire very much globally and socially. That aside, some observations, and questions, asking more generally (to everyone): do you feel that these are your desires? (And that does not imply someone else, a higher being or nature perhaps, is desiring it.) That is, was it consciously created by you? Parallel to free will the appearance of our choosing this or that may appear to be so, but that does not make it so. Same thing with desire. A glob of energy is our there, we can claim it as ours or not. Similar to our choosing to do something. Tons of processing, by itself going on below the surface, and then (it appears) WE desire something. Is that really volitional creating? And parallel to thoughts. Did you notice how effortlessly desires came? If so, how are they your desires? Back the the free will thread, the experience in checking is insightful. Did you notice how effortlessly the decision and choice to do this vs that came? If it came effortlessly, where is the free will? (One might answer that they consciously engage the intellect -- and work hard on deciding what to freely do. However, first, are you your intellect? And second, Did you notice how effortlessly the intellect does its thing? Can you stop the intellect from weighing this and that, evaluating things?)
[FairfieldLife] Summa Five Attributes
I didn't read all of the Summa thread, so apologies if this is repetitious. The thread did prompt me to read some on Aquinas. I like his 5 divine qualities -- derived by a neti neti process. It is not a proof of God, hardly so. However, it is a nice standard to continue a neti neti type process: Is X 1) simple, without composition of parts, such as body and soul, or matter and form? 2) perfect, lacking nothing. That is, is X is distinguished from other beings on account of X's complete actuality, the `Ipse Actus Essendi subsistens,' subsisting act of being? 3) infinite? That is, is X is not finite in the ways that created beings are physically, intellectually, and emotionally limited. This infinity is to be distinguished from infinity of size and infinity of number? 4) immutable, incapable of change on the levels of its essence and character? 5) One, without diversification within itself. (Is the unity of X is such that X's essence is the same as X's existence.)
[FairfieldLife] Re: Summa Wrestling
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, whynotnow7 whynotnow7@... wrote: Hi, responses below: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tartbrain no_reply@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, whynotnow7 whynotnow7@ wrote: Acceptance of what is accounts for some of this, though I have noticed too that my deepest desires always get fulfilled, You don't appear to desire very much globally and socially. I don't get your question. Here are some of my own to clarify. What social, global utopia am I supposed to deeply desire according to you? snip You stated that you have your own desires. So I was simply asking, does it stop there? Do you have desires for the welfare and happiness of anything or anyone else beyond yourself? If so, do you lack in imagination? (I only ask if since your desires were not always fulfilled.) Do you not like living here on the planet Earth *as it is*? Do you like Jim as he is? Then why do you personally desire for anything more? That is, your premise appears to be that the world is perfect, therefore no desires for expansion, refinement are possible or even a good thing. However, it would seem that since Jim desires things for Jim, it might imply that Jim is not satisfied with Jim as he is. What is it externally that bothers you so much that it interferes with the fulfillment of your deepest desires? Kind of like have you stopped beating your wife? I suppose. A large amount of assumption and presumption behind your question -- a wonderous heap not so conducive to true discussion. But I will give it a try. First, Desiring for the extended and expanded happiness of the people of the world does not mean that one is deeply bothered. I am sort of surprised that you feel that compassion, good will, desire for the welfare of the world comes from some internal flaw or darkeness (That is my understanding of your worlds bothered so much. If I have misunderstood and you feel that bothered so much comes from light love and laughter, then please by all means correct my misunderstanding.) Second, why would desires for the common good, for progress, for more universal education and understanding, for a more balanced environment, for more nutrituous foods available everywhere, for deeper appreciation of world cultures, be in anyway an obstacle to my deepest desires? Third, is it possible in your mind that the wider expansion of joy, the fruition of the common good, the forging of deeper and wider global networks of understanding and love are my deepest desires? Fourth, does the expansion and refinement of consciousness everywhere, individual and collective repulse and and sicken you? If not, why is it spiritually shameful (as your words appear to imply) to desire for such to unfold?
[FairfieldLife] Re: Summa Wrestling
RG: Yes; I have found that fulfillment of desires occurs as I don't wholeheartedly identify with them, but just pay simple, unconditionally loving attention to them -- i.e., accepting them as they truly are, as divine seeds-of-growth, TB: Your post appear to provide some insight to my query from my somewhat adjacent post: do you feel that these are your desires? (And that does not imply someone else, a higher being or nature perhaps, is desiring it.) That is, was it consciously created by you? Parallel to free will the appearance of our choosing this or that may appear to be so, but that does not make it so. Same thing with desire. A glob of energy is out there, we can claim it as ours or not. Similar to our choosing to do something. Tons of processing, by itself going on below the surface, and then (it appears) WE desire something. Is that really volitional creating? And parallel to thoughts. Did you notice how effortlessly desires came? If so, how are they your desires? TB: That is, desires are often cast as personal, self-created, volitional and binding. They may appear to be such, but another take on them is they are simply the result of much internal, subsconscious processing of our interaction with the world. A thought about which ought to be done appears and one generally moves in that direction. That is that glob of energy appears, it is formed and grows below the surface just as millions of cells are created each day and go about their wonderous business of becoming body parts. The new revitalized body parts just appear. All without any conscious intervention or volition on our part. A mistake appears to be to claim it as mine, my desire. It's just something that ought to be done that appears out of nowhere. And the things that ought to be done may have nothing to do with oneself. (Ought is frought with possible connotations outside my intent. More it's an invitation. You are invited to participate in something awesome and cool. Not ought as in some mandate. More it's an inviting opportunity. ) Often the things that ought to be done, inviting opportunities, have little to do with one self. Or ones individual desires may be towards more global less-personal visions. One gets enjoyment from the more macro initiative thre is a spillover effect, but it's not primarily about the individual. One who promotes world literacy for example, gains indirect benefits a better world to interact with but the achievement is vaster than the individual. As I read in an adjacent post, there tends to be a (what I term) neo-non dual, neo-spiritualism that is a dismissiveness of seeing( and doing) things that that ought to be done, could be done, inviting opportunities to enable or support some macro expansion of happiness, understanding, love, appreciation, environmental balance, nutritional betterment, or educational achievement. These are viewed, it appears as being spiritual thorns, being highly bothered with what is which is perfect, so if you are bothered with what is perfect one is a spiritual misfit and slacker. I don't relate. RG: instead of suppressing them, bargaining with them, or trying to push them away. And this truthfulness combs the desires into loving alignment with me, bringing the bodymind into more integrity and harmony. TB: Letting the inviting opportunity breath a bit within oneself, marinate, nurture, connect to ones resources mind, emotional, material whatever is needed. It's a two way street. The invitation matures by germinating inside a bit and ones inside (an outside) are enriched by the invitation. As Tom Traynor has pointed out, this process of truth and integrity is described in Patanjali's Yoga Sutras: When we are firmly established in truthfulness, Action accomplishes its desired end. (2:36) When we are firmly established in integrity, All riches present themselves freely. (2:37) TB: Perhaps as less is outside of me blossoming to nothing is outside of me there is less distinction of outer and inner riches and micro vs macro initiatives. It's all satisfying. It's all motivating. It's all compelling. It's all good. It's all intriguing. It's all fun. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, whynotnow7 whynotnow7@ wrote: Acceptance of what is accounts for some of this, though I have noticed too that my deepest desires always get fulfilled, so there is volition on my part, which somehow segues gracefully with the rest of life. The overall benefit is much less anxiety and noisy mind. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, RoryGoff rorygoff@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, whynotnow7 whynotnow7@ wrote: Miracles aren't miraculous events, they are a result of us noticing miraculous events, which surround us. Good distinction, and good point, Jim... Letting go of our identification with the I'm-right-you're-wrong (or vice versa) stories of the intellect may well free us up to
[FairfieldLife] Re: Summa Wrestling
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@... wrote: -- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, seventhray1 steve.sundur@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: I was thinking that they were showing a lack of assumptions by noticing that the reasons for his existence are not solid. The only underlying assumption is that there should be good reasons to support beliefs and perhaps that the more a claim deviates from our common knowledge base of how the world works, the more compelling the evidence should be. And these good reasons are not limited to the methods of science, we have lots of tools to gain confidence in knowledge beyond that context-useful system. Sounds reasonable. I guess what I have a hard time accepting is the notion of an atheist keeping an open mind. And yes, that is quite judgemental of me. I am assuming that those who dismiss the notion of God, would always be finding some reason not to believe. That is a predjudice that I have which probably points to some intolerance. I don't see how either end conclusion guarantees or denies the ability to have an open mind about these issues or even the quality of their thinking. I have met really rational good thinkers who were believers and some atheists whose position was based more on a lack of thoughtfulness than good reasons for coming to that conclusion and vice versa. If you accept certain premises, it is rational and reasonable to be a born again Christian as an example. And you yourself have reasons to reject more versions of God than you accept. I wonder how open you mind is to the possibility that accepting Jesus as your Lord and savior is necessary to enter an eternal life in heaven. I suspect you have rejected this belief for similar reasons that I have, we don't accept the premises that support the belief. And we didn't have to go far out of our way to find some reason not to believe. The assumption was just not compelling for either of us. All the God beliefs can't be right at the same time. All the beliefs about physics can't be right at the same time. Relativity theory and quantum mechanics cannot both be right. They contradict each other. Should I reject both of them because they both can't be right at the same time? There are too many contradictions in what it is claimed he wants from us. Are you limiting God to some set of anthropormorphc projective images? Can't God be simple, without parts, perfect, lacking nothing, infinite one,without diversification. So you have picked and chosen just as I have with the best thinking skills we can apply. I try to do my best. But the fact is for both of us most of them didn't make the cut. If you trace your own thought process between the God ideas you reject, and whatever versions you accept, you might find that some atheists are not so different from you. Some will have more or less of an open mind about the existence of God than you can maintain concerning the possibility that none of the God ideas refer to a factual being. I wonder why there is this fascination in some cultures where the need of believing or not believing are held so prominently. I don't believe in quantum mechanics. I don't disbelieve. Quantum mechanics doesn't need my belief. Its inconsequential. Same with Leprichans. I don't believe in them, but I would have no problem if one showed up. The question I pose is are you open-minded to the possibility that people made up all of the God ideas? You certainly were when you rejected the necessity of maintaining an alter to Zeus. You don't have a Zeus alter? That explains a lot. Even today, billions cry out Hey Zeus! - while recognizing his divinity. But if there is a God with God-like properties and he wants a relationship with me, I am easy to find. He could start by friending me on Facebook. If the chick who was my mutual crush in elem school could find me and tell me all about her shitty marriage, the Lord of existence could give me poke. And given the disparity in our maturity levels and intelligence, and compassion and on and on...its on him now. Or her. Preferably a her with infinity hotness as one of her divine properties. And not some butta face deity cuz I'm done with that coyote routine, chewing off my arm rather than waking her up the next morning. Is that really too much to ask from the creatoress of the universe? A little facial symmetry, not too much junk in the trunk. A little sompt'n sompt'n in the rack zone, not too much I don't dig that. And no I hate men short, short haircut. She can wear make-up around her eyes and lipstick but none of that Mid Eastern chick, Sarah Palin, lip-liner or caked-on foundation. I hate when foundation rubs off on my cheek, so is it too much to ask for the ultimate
[FairfieldLife] Re: 5 Examples of Americans Thinking Foreign People Are Magic
While I enjoy the humor, this seems off base to me. Its not that something is foreign. Else why not the rush for Ugandan or Turkestanian wisdom? To me a certain humbleness regarding modern western knowledge and epistimological methods is in order. While these are powerful, they have not uncovered all knowledge and effective methods. I hold open the possibility that some older or ancient cultures stumbled upon some stuff that western science has missed. This includes use of plants, realms of consciousness, cultural / social / ethical systems and practice, values, ontologies, art, and living happy lives. Older an ancient cultures provide a vast ripe field of hypotheses for testing. Taking the stuff untested is bunk. Testing it by modern western means is prudent and productive IMO. Look at all of the useful pharmacuticals that have been found and tested due to their recorded use and effectiveness in prior cultures. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, TurquoiseB no_reply@... wrote: I love Cracked.com. Sometimes they just nail a serious issue, while being funny. This one should appeal to many here and make them laugh, while totally infuriating others. The folks at Cracked see the silliness of New Agers and India-worshippers similar to the way I do. As a teaser, these are the 5 topics they deal with to make a case for Americans unintelligently suspending their critical faculties and pragmatic disbelief when they encounter something from a foreign culture. #5. Believing In Superstitions Just Because They Are Foreign #4. Blindly Trusting Foreign Medicines #3. Treating Foreigners as Having Unearthly Wisdom #2. Acting Like Foreign Text Has Mystical Power and Beauty #1. Making Yourself Look Wise and Exotic Via Cultural Name-Dropping We've discussed many of these idiocies here on FFL, but rarely as pointedly as this online humor mag does. Some- times you don't need a guru to tell you what's what; all you need is a comedian. http://www.cracked.com/article_18821_5-examples-americans-thinking-foreign-people-are-magic.html This is in my honest opinion pretty much the only reason Maharishi ever became popular. And still is, with some who aren't aware of why they believe the things they do.
[FairfieldLife] Confirmation Bias -- Discomfort with New Information and Different Views
* added for emphais By: Christopher C. Duke, PhD Even if you are not a psychologist, you have probably heard of confirmation bias. Whether you have heard of it or not, you have most certainly seen it and engaged in it. Confirmation bias is the very human tendency to seek out information that confirms our existing world views rather than challenges them. * Likewise, we tend to interpret ambiguous evidence as supporting our views (Balcetis Dunning, 2006). We all know people who have strong political views on particular topics. Are they likely to read and watch material that supports their views, or opposes their views? What about ourselves? *We tend to think of ourselves as rational and logical judges of the world around us, but this is often not the case. Confirmation bias is well illustrated in the following quote (courtesy of You Are Not So Smart) from Terry Pratchett's The Truth. Be careful. People like to be told what they already know. Remember that. *They get uncomfortable when you tell them new things. New things well, new things aren't what they expect. They like to know that, say, a dog will bite a man. That is what dogs do. They don't want to know that man bites a dog, because the world is not supposed to happen like that. *In short, what people think they want is news, but what they really crave is olds Not news but olds, telling people that what they think they already know is true. Confirmation bias is a long established phenomenon in social psychology, but more recent research applies confirmation bias to satire. Satire is interesting in that it supports one type of argument through making the opposing argument, allowing a huge potential for confirmation bias to influence our interpretation. As a result, satire is often misunderstood, such as in the case of Archie Bunker from All in the Family. Bunker was written as an ignorant and racist character, intended by creator Norman Lear to satirize bigotry and be disliked by the audience. *Surprisingly to Lear, a segment of the audience saw Bunker not as satire, but as a role model (Vidmar Rokeach, 1974). More recent research has turned its eye to how people interpret The Colbert Report. Stephen Colbert, in his own words, plays a parody of certain types of conservative pundits. Prior evidence suggests that some of the people intended to be Colbert's satirical targets actually believe Colbert supports them, such as when Colbert was invited to host the 2006 White House Press Correspondents Dinner, or when presidential candidate Mike Huckabee thanked Colbert for his endorsement. In the study by LaMarre, Landreville, and Beam (2009) participants provided a range of survey data, including their political orientation and beliefs about The Colbert Report. More liberal participants believed Colbert was liberal and that the show was satirical. More conservative participants believed Colbert was conservative and genuinely believed his satirical arguments. *Essentially, viewers of liberal and conservative orientations tended to perceive Colbert as supporting whatever views they personally held. Some might interpret these findings as unfavorable towards conservatives. *However, everyone can be prone to these types of biases, **and believing you are immune may make you more vulnerable. Without a doubt, political orientation is no inoculation against cognitive and social biases. Here is one tip for overcoming confirmation bias within yourself: When most people do reality testing they seek information that confirms their existing views are correct. *Instead, try to do the opposite. Try to find evidence that argues against your existing views. It may be uncomfortable, but it can be more likely to lead to information that is accurate rather than just comforting.
[FairfieldLife] Re: Confirmation bias [was:Speculating about CC instead of doing the work]
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend jstein@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tartbrain no_reply@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, whynotnow7 whynotnow7@ wrote: Using logic and reason to confirm an inner feeling. Confirmation bias (CB) may include this but in itself much broader - snip A series of experiments in the 1960s suggested that people are biased towards confirming their existing beliefs. Later work explained these results in terms of a tendency to test ideas in a one-sided way, focusing on one possibility and ignoring alternatives. In many if not most cases here, the TM critics are unwilling to acknowledge that their idea-testing is biased in this way, but they very often scream Confirmation bias! when TM supporters suggest alternative, more positive possibilities to explain something. Interestingly, the critics also exhibit a kind of meta-confirmation bias: For someone to merely suggest an alternative possibility, without insisting that it's the correct one, tends to confirm to the critics that the person making the suggestion is biased. They ignore the alternative possibility that a party who is neutral on the issue in question could also see more than the negative possibility proposed by the critics. Some thoughts, not agreeing or countering your points, simply exploring some ideas that your post invoked. In general, and simplistically, there appear to be at least three camps: strong belief system or hypothesis of A vs B, and those (C) exploring the issue, perhaps in some cases exploring their own biases and questioning their prior assumptions. Built on this is CB about peoples orientation per the above three camps. That is, it appears some assume an explorer, a C, to be either A or B and confirm that by looking only at whatever angle the C is exploring on a particular day. Which tends to bog down the exploratory process. I agree (if I understood your point) that responses that assume one has a firm position, when one is merely exploratorally suggesting alternatives tends to bog down discussion. And a C may assume everyone is a C -- exploring ideas, assumptions, belief frameworks. This too can lead to some interesting, if not also bogged down discussions. One is out exploring, assuming others are also, and BAM, out of nowhere,one is intellectually mugged. My sense is that back 8 or so years ago, FFL had mostly Cs and over time the pattern has shifted towards the polarities or A or B. Questioning ones assumptions and fact database are always healthy IMO. I am not sure why there is such apparent resistance to doing so at times (for all of us). I think its a discomfort thing. Its far more comfortable to hear a voice or see a factoid (by itself) that confirms our views, conclusions, beliefs and inner frameworks. It can be unsettling (and perhaps later exhilarating) to have the foundations of ones belief system messed with. It can be existentially threatening. The degree of threat may be correlated to the firmness of ones beliefs. If one holds a belief to be 100% certain, or 99.999%, then the more unsettling and threatened on is when that belief is challenged. It perhaps is seen as a this or that discrete choice. I tend to (I think I do at least -- an assumption to be challenged) readjust probabilities when new evidence is presented. Say from belief that something has a 80% probability of being valid, down to 75%. And over time, incrementally, an 80% belief may morph to a 20% belief. There is something however about a (near) 100% belief that appears to be very sticky, adhesive, gravitational and inertic. Its hard to move even a few % off of it.
[FairfieldLife] Re: Confirmation bias [was:Speculating about CC instead of doing the work]
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, wayback71 wayback71@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, curtisdeltablues curtisdeltablues@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, whynotnow7 whynotnow7@ wrote: Funny that the anti-Maharishi, anti-TMO, anti-enlightenmentudeness clique here continuously claims that those who make positive claims about Maharishi, the TMO and enlightenment are doing so to garner attention and feel special and elevated above others. The same could easily be said about those claiming to have had sex with Maharishi. After all, what would be more special than that? Look at me, I boinked Maharishi Yeah, look at you, center stage... That might have worked better when she was actually in the movement. But she took decades to process the experience it all and her account doesn't come off that way. It is hard to discuss the book if you haven't read it. But talking about it this way without reading it does reveal some stuff about your perspective. The problem with the enlightenment claim is that it IS a claim of intrinsic superiority on whatever you are knowing. This is just a specific experience and only applies to it. And it was a special relationship she had with Maharishi with or without the undercover activities. But that doesn't give her the right to tell me she has discovered the purpose of life itself. And thankfully she hasn't tried. There is also a propensity among this anti-everything-Maharishi crowd to question any experience had in the presence of Maharishi. Why not seriously question these claims of sex? After all, this could be some kind of fantasy fulfillment for the women involved, after rounding for years and becoming progressively more and more unstable (as we are always told by the TM detractors here regarding the results of TM and TMSP). It sounds like confirmation bias to me. You need to read the book if you want to talk about it. A few people knew of this going on back in the 70's and everyone, everyone kept it quiet. No one wanted it to come out even if true. One, a very smart and devoted person I know, spent about 2 years years and their own money investigating the sex rumors because they had to know before they could go on giving their LIVES to MMY and his organization. I was aware of a similar person. Perhaps it was the same one. When he quietly dropped out, it gave more weight to it -- along with other data points here and there. Not a Confirmational Bias (CB) thing (which is humorous if we are talking about the same person) because I was inclined not to believe such things. Back then, around 77, I was open to both sides, and I was surprised a bit at my reaction, and that of a close friend who revealed the information, that it did not seem to make a huge difference to me. To her it was a much bigger deal. Judith refused to discuss it with back then, but there were other women to talk to. Generally they did not want to talk about the sex, altho they were clear it had happened. But when he found out the information and what he thought to be the truth, he quietly left TM, very quietly. Would not say a word, just left. I believe several other people left, quietly, for similar reasons. Some long term, early india course teachers seemed to drop out around then. Seemed odd at the time. Its only (idle) speculation, but knowledge of such events may have been a factor. Others, it appears, who did know, stayed in TMO or at least its outer trappings, for decades I heard of this back in the mid-70's and decided tWhat better way to imagine that your guru finds you special. And so I had to be careful about believing the rumors. But there is too much smoke around this issue for there not to be some sort of fire. Too many different accounts. Yes. That is why the he said, she said views appear so simplistic. Its ignoring the perponderance of information. Some people would only believe if there were video tapes. And even then they would yell photoshop (or the video equivalent). For me its in the 98% probability range. Not certain, and not something that matters much to me or affects my vies on things TMO and MMY. I have no doubt it occurred, none. And I still do TM, and think MMY was pretty great in many ways. He made some mistakes. No, it reveals yours if you haven't read the book. Regardless of our opinions, there is zero evidence of Maharishi having had sex with anyone. Lots of hearsay, accusations, rumors and beliefs- an airtight case within airtight minds- however the only things missing are *facts* and *evidence*. So if a person witnesses something or is a participant, their description of it is not credible once it leaves their lips? We are only confident about things that happen to us but shouldn't be fooled by book
[FairfieldLife] Re: Two Approaches To Spiritual Teaching - Theory vs. Practice
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, wayback71 wayback71@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@ wrote: As it turned out, at the height of this experience he was giving advanced techniques and I got to go up and sit by his side, literally at his feet, and have him spend a few minutes with me one on one, talking to me first and then giving me the advanced technique. He didn't notice a thing. ... There was a line of others waiting for their techniques so I didn't bother him with any questions at that time, and before I had a chance to do so the experiences had faded and my questions and any confirmation from him would have been irrelevant. I've actually heard the same experience from others. At the height of their highest experiences, mapping from their perspective one to one to his descriptions of CC, they got to be close to Maharishi and he never noticed. So much for the notion of like knows like. Either that or he really didn't care enough about his students to notice them, period. Or any other explan- ation you prefer. I agree - this is odd, to say the least - that your Master (at the time) would not say something to you quietly just to acknowledge the experience you were having. Thank you again for yet another thoughtful reply. Yes, that thought occurred to me, even at the time. And yet. And yet I was at that point -- 5 months into rounding and not yet made a TM teacher -- such a TB that I found ways to write off this experience as Not Particularly Significant. I mean, what could be significant about it? One of his students having subjectively realized the goal he'd been selling all this time? Even if the student was just experiencing early on experiences of the enlight- enment process and not fully established in CC, if you were a Maha Rishi, shouldn't you have noticed? And yet. At the time, I was such a TB that I felt that any fault -- if there was one -- had to be mine. Here I was, experiencing word-for-word the goal that he'd sold me five years earlier. What sweat off his balls was that, I told myself. He has far larger concerns. Such is youth. :-) It never occurred to me before that MMY seemed not to talk to people one on one about their experiences. It occurred to me, early on, because I had experienced it. When I had one of my more major experiences, I was late to get to the lecture hall in Humboldt (could not figure out how to come out of meditation since I thought I had to cause the experience to end before opening my eyes! Finally just gave up, opened my eyes, and went to the cafeteria anyway). So I was late to dinner and then showed up at the lecture hall about 15 minutes into the talk he was giving. I was still having the experience, just the beginning of a fade. I walked in the door way at the back of this huge hall, and it seemed to me that just as I entered MMY turned his head and looked right over at me, right in the eye and nodded - I felt he knew exactly what I was experiencing and nodded to say so. That could have all been wishful thinking. But I continue to think he knew. And I, for one, am not going to dispute it. This, for me, is a fundamental part of the wonder of the spiritual path. What significance do we give our personal, subjective experiences? Do we consider them true, because we experienced them, or even Truth, because We experienced them, or are they just more data in the input queue of our internal AI servers? ... And he'd notice. Sometimes he'd even come up to me after the meeting and talk to me about it, asking What have you been up to that has you glowing so brightly? ... He looked at me, not having seem me for a few weeks, and said, This place agrees with you. I haven't seen you this happy and this full of light in years. Go figure. Go fuckin' figure. I know. We were so young then that we did not have the simple wisdom to ask the obvious questions, like what do you make of my current experiences (to MMY), or how can this be if I have been smoking dope for the past week? And we were settled into a mode of thinking that shied away from being so direct and even thinking like that (at least I was) and we were young and respecting our older revered teachers. I heard from others at the time that Rama was able to do these incredible things witnessed by hundreds, not just a few. How in the world do you explain that and then have him say what he did to you? Yeah, go figure sums it up. My experience and observation was that MMY was quite involved in acknowledging and providing feedback on experience. First, in every flower line (4-8 per day) he would stop at at particular person and say Hmm, enjoying, Hmm, very good or
[FairfieldLife] When It Started to Get Crazy
Who of us had not written that as our assessment of the Movement at this or that time, for this or that project. And there are many ways of looking at the same situation. What was crazy for one person was not crazy for another. Part of this may be due to different perspectives on what was happening. It appears many comments about crazy days, crazy projects, strange behavior is from a linear, project management sort of perspective -- thinking if we are trying to accomplish X -- this is NOT the way to do it. Or, alternatively, why the hell are we doing project X. There are other perspectives. Some may be closer to what MMY was actually doing. I'll state a perspective, not THE perspective, simply -- without the nuances. The World Plan, Heaven on Earth, MIU, big projects, unconventional behavior, etc were not about such initiatives. They were simply tools for MMY to help us break our boundaries. Do you think conventional projects, plans and implementation are going to break boundaries? No, they generally confirm the status quo. On the other hand, crazy, outlandish, odd, squirmish projects were just that because we had inner attachments, ego issues, projections, assumptions about how things should be and what is normal, etc. Huge and or crazy projects, often both were a set of tools that MMY used to break these internal boundaries. The outer fruits of the actions were up to nature -- and not the focus.
[FairfieldLife] Re: Two Approaches To Spiritual Teaching - Theory vs. Practice
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@... wrote: when people didn't respond to his announced enlight- enmentitudeness the way he wanted them to. As elaborated in an adjacent post, the 10,000 QA at the mic between MMY and those on the course were often about experiences. I never saw a big reaction from MMY. No hot damn! thats IT! You GOT it bro!! High five! One got guidance, but not ego boosting (which is a step in the counter direction). Sometimes there was ego busting. The / a lesson from witnessing this huge QA parade was that: 1) experiences were natural, they were not something to make a big fuss about, no special status was given, everything from normalization to peak experiences were part of the whole, no need to make a big fuss about the whole. 2) even the most detailed clear experiences were basically classified as hmm, something good is happening, but that's not IT. That is, what many self-diagnosed, and perhaps self-confirmed to be higher states were not. It produced a certain healthy rational skepticism about self-confirmed claims of higher states. 3) one generally didn't talk about their experiences outside of the QA with MMY. Progress was being made was the only important thing. No need to talk about it or broadcast it. 4) Sort of like the first rule of enlightenment club is there is no enlightenment club.
[FairfieldLife] Re: When It Started to Get Crazy
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Sal Sunshine salsunshine@... wrote: On Jun 16, 2011, at 9:52 AM, tartbrain wrote: Who of us had not written that as our assessment of the Movement at this or that time, for this or that project. I give up~~who. Why do I almost constantly get a vague feeling of lecturing the ignorant masses~~a la Jim, just with slightly less of a condescending tone~~from your posts, tart? Maybe it's me. Lecturing? I was reflecting on a perspective, a thought, an alternative POV, a riff. Maybe not be everyone's cup of tea. Easy to skip over such posts. Sal A) I had a bagel today B) Why do you always think you are so superior just be
[FairfieldLife] Re: Two Approaches To Spiritual Teaching - Theory vs. Practice
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@... wrote: Tart, *not* wishing to argue with you or diminish what you say in any way, just presenting a Deva's Advocate position the same way Curtis might, do you notice that the personalized feedback I have highlighted below, along with my occasional comments in brackets, is a lot like cold reading of pretend psychics or stage magicians or charlatan astrologers? That is, no actual personal information is conveyed at all. Instead, a general statement that could apply to anyone is presented, leaving the person to whom it is presented to project into it whatever meaning they wish to. In other words, each of these statements can be seen as fodder for confirmation bias, and not personal at all. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tartbrain no_reply@ wrote: My experience and observation was that MMY was quite involved in acknowledging and providing feedback on experience. First, in every flower line [* Just pointing out that waiting in a flower line is in itself setting up confirmation bias. You're standing there for minutes or hours waiting, waiting, waiting, priming yourself for something good to happen. Who should be surprised when it does? *] (4-8 per day) he would stop at at particular person and say *Hmm, enjoying, Hmm, very good* or something similar -- which appeared to be an acknowledgment and encouragement of their particular state or experience at that time. For example, as MMY entered into the lecture hall, a woman (said later) she was seeing the heavens open up, and hordes of angels or such descend as MMY entered the hall) and he stopped and said *Hmm, its beautiful, yes*. And he acknowledged personal situations. At the beginning of my TTC he asked each of us to come forward, to approach him (I think we gave him a flower, or simply bowed our heads) and he said to me *ah, you made it*. Prior to that, while I had been on two courses with him, up to that time there was no reason for him to know who I was - I had not met privately with him or been at the mic for questions. But it had been a big production to get to TTC -- and he somehow knew that and acknowledged it. Some years later, a friend who had been teaching in a distant land came back to see him and the first thing MMY said was *Hmm, so you have been bored, yes?* My friend was very clear in his mind that MMY was referring to his many dalliances with local women. [* Again, no specific information was conveyed, merely a vague, generic statement that could have meant anything, but was interpreted by the student to mean whatever he determined it meant. *] snip True. These were vague (understated, or subtle are other perspectives) and surely a LOT of mood making came from such. I am reflecting on my impression -- and my experience. Just providing a counter point to the comments, as I understood them, that MMY did not provide much feedback on experience. Maybe that's true, maybe its not. Maybe there is a huge in between. And sometimes, *it was just a look he gave - and that was all that was needed. Or, he would just start lecturing on a point that was on someones mind* (which may have been coincidental -- but happened a lot.) Again, there is no way to validate this -- other than the people, including myself, got useful feedback. Maybe it was all internal. But even then points to PERHAPS more refined intuition and self-sufficiency (which MMY would have enjoyed more to see, IMO)
[FairfieldLife] Re: When It Started to Get Crazy
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Rick Archer rick@... wrote: From: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com [mailto:FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com] On Behalf Of tartbrain Sent: Thursday, June 16, 2011 9:53 AM To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com Subject: [FairfieldLife] When It Started to Get Crazy Who of us had not written that as our assessment of the Movement at this or that time, for this or that project. And there are many ways of looking at the same situation. What was crazy for one person was not crazy for another. Part of this may be due to different perspectives on what was happening. It appears many comments about crazy days, crazy projects, strange behavior is from a linear, project management sort of perspective -- thinking if we are trying to accomplish X -- this is NOT the way to do it. Or, alternatively, why the hell are we doing project X. There are other perspectives. Some may be closer to what MMY was actually doing. I'll state a perspective, not THE perspective, simply -- without the nuances. The World Plan, Heaven on Earth, MIU, big projects, unconventional behavior, etc were not about such initiatives. They were simply tools for MMY to help us break our boundaries. Do you think conventional projects, plans and implementation are going to break boundaries? No, they generally confirm the status quo. On the other hand, crazy, outlandish, odd, squirmish projects were just that because we had inner attachments, ego issues, projections, assumptions about how things should be and what is normal, etc. Huge and or crazy projects, often both were a set of tools that MMY used to break these internal boundaries. The outer fruits of the actions were up to nature -- and not the focus. And the ultimate boundary breaker - his sexual affairs. Actually, he hated sex. But he made a great sacrifice, knowing that someday, the whole thing would go public and break boundaries big time. If you don't like that theory, how about this?: both the affairs and the whacky projects were symptomatic of a brilliant, highly-evolved man who may not have been as fully enlightened as he thought he was, and whose unresolved issues threw him off course. That may also be true. I was presenting a perspective, more formally a hypothesis. I am not tied to the hypothesis I presented. The validity of a hypothesis is how well it explains observed data. (And if the model can successfully predict future outcomes.) Both hypotheses could explain the craziness. Or something in between. I said I left out the nuances -- for brevity and simplicity. And we each have our own data points. You may have seen crazy stuff that the hypothesis that I riffed on does not well explain. I may have some observations and experience which is consistent with the hypothesis and less consistent with yours. And vice versa. I can question the value of riffing on such hypotheses. Its not to rationalize the behavior. (Rationality per se is not a strong component of the hypothesis I laid out.) If anything, its an exercise in not being overly attached to a single perspective, to not assume one knows anything with certainty. (a la, how do you know that's true) My life, inner and outer, is not much different either way. I don't have a vested emotional, intellectual or existential interest in either or any such hypotheses. I explored a thought. It may or may not grist for further conversation. Such is the way with posting.
[FairfieldLife] Re: Help a Saint - Lose Your Badge
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Rick Archer rick@... wrote: From: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com [mailto:FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com] On Behalf Of jpgillam Sent: Thursday, June 16, 2011 9:59 AM To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: Help a Saint - Lose Your Badge --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com mailto:FairfieldLife%40yahoogroups.com , Rick Archer wrote: I think it's a pity that the movement continues to sabotage its own interests by behaving like a blinking cult. Many of us think the TM organization's prime interest is to teach TM, but that's a mistake on our part. The TM organization's prime interest is to maintain the purity of the teaching. That's why it bans cross-pollination with other teachings. Behaving like a cult does not interfere with, and may actually promote, the maintenance of the teaching in the form Maharishi transmitted it. Maharishi used to say the purity of the teaching depends upon the purity of the teachers. If that's true, the teaching was never entirely pure, but it might be made more pure if the teachers got the blessings of a saint or two. Is that parallel to telling ones spouse our marriage vows will be stronger if I get the 'blessings' of another lover or two? There appear to be a couple of approaches: smorgasbord and chef' special. In the first, one creates one own meal, as one thinks best suits them. Another is to trust the chef and say, Serve me what your think is the best -- you are the chef. In the latter, one doesn't typically say -- but I want to get a side order from the chef down the street. Both the smorgasbord and chef special approaches may be useful -- one for some, the other for others. But asking for side dishes from another chef when asking the chef's special may not instill the highest devotion and attention from the chef to prepare his utmost best for you. He may wait until you are a serious diner.
[FairfieldLife] Re: A few Good Books
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, wayback71 wayback71@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend jstein@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, wayback71 wayback71@ wrote: Any good reading suggestions for the summer - fiction or non? I recently read A Hole at the Bottom of the Sea by journalist Joel Achenbach, a very well-done blow-by-blow account for the general reader of the Deepwater Horizon disaster. One big disappointment: he tells you almost nothing about the operators of the underwater remote vehicles that actually did most of the incredibly exacting physical work of rebuilding the wellhead to stop the gusher. I read so much nonfiction on the Web that I stick mostly with fiction for bedtime reading. The Brothers Boswell by Philip Baruth is a sort of literary thriller told from the perspective of the brother of James Boswell, the biographer of Samuel Johnson. Very offbeat, gorgeously written. I found it oddly unsatisfying at the end, but it's one heck of a ride. I'm on a historical mystery kick and have been working my way through two historical detective series that I've been greatly enjoying. One is the Matthew Shardlake novels by C.J. Sansome. Set in Tudor England in the waning days of Henry VIII, they involve the attempts of a middle-aged hunchbacked London lawyer to unravel various murders and political plots. They're generally very well written with a great deal of engrossing period detail (although the author has a few careless tics that can be annoying and should have been cleaned up by his editors). Shardlake is a fascinating character study as he develops through the novels in the series, a good-hearted, honest, intelligent, reflective man with the best of motives whose personality flaws often get him in trouble nonetheless. These are *long* novels, 500-700 pages, and while there's plenty of action, they don't always move at a breakneck pace. You have to be willing to let the author take his time unfolding the story and just let yourself soak in the setting. The other set of historical mysteries is the Sugawara Akitada series, set in 11th-century Japan, by I.J. Parker. Much of what I said above about the Shardlake series applies to this one as well, but the setting is much less familiar and even more colorful. For me, the main attraction here is not so much the plots (which are intricate and certainly compelling) but the main character, who is so enormously engaging in his complexity and humanity that I actually feel bereft of his company when I finish one of the novels. He's such a vivid personality it's hard not to imagine he must have been a real person who has channeled himself through Parker. The quality of Parker's writing is uneven. It's mostly very good--and there are some wonderfully lyrical passages--but every now and then you'll run into awkward bits, especially in the dialogue. Both series, although they're very neatly plotted, are primarily character driven, so you should, if possible, read them in order, as all the important characters develop and change over the course of the series. More than enough light but absorbing reading to last through the summer. (And all but the most recent in each series are available used on Amazon for under a dollar plus $3.98 shipping.) This is my 50th for the week. See you all Friday or Saturday. Thanks for the ideas - will start with Sugara Akitada series For those that like to listen to books, Audible.com has these two. http://www.audible.com/search/ref=sr_lftbox_1_1 a bit pricey at regular price but a credit costs $8-11 or so depending on your subsciption level.
[FairfieldLife] Tenacious vs Take It Easy, Take it As It Comes (was Speculating )
While I am not arguing, and certainly I have no fix on the definitive word on anything, I view it (at times) from a different angle than you. You present a sort of Horatio Alger spiritual unfoldment bio and can do gumption and earnestness. I can relate. My first 12 years of TM, 17-29 or so, seemed like that at the time. Looking back at that, or any aspect of my life, the question that arises is could I have done anything different. As posted previously, I think free will is a bit of a mirage. It sure seems real, but when you look deeper at it, live deeper aspects o fit, there is no there there, it would seem. Or much less there than we presume. What else could I have done? Its like an equation A + B = C. A = my internal state, vision, POV, yearning for something undefined but tangible. B = Broad and deep spiritual awakening in America and the world in mid to late 60s spilling over into the 70's. (Broad and deep relative to where the culture was at that time.) Lots of teacher and books emerging. Nothing like today, but lots of new stuff, relative to that time and what preceded it. C = a 12 year (turn of Jupiter) deep dive into TM, MMY, teaching, globe trotting. A + B = C. C was the only possible (or at least one of a few) result. Sure, on the surface, it LOOKED like there were a billion degrees of freedom. Looking deeper, I think there were very few degrees of freedom, very little free will to not jump in tenaciously with everything I had. I simple followed the path of least resistance. The ball of my life could only roll in one direction. There was no free will in that, just as the ball has no free will to roll down and alternative course. My sense is, that while it may appear to you that you sucked it up, made a huge decision to follow this path, gritted your teeth and perceivered across a trail of great hardship and challenge, Indiana Jones style, from another angle, you did nothing but follow the path of least resistance. You simple did what you HAD to do, There was no alternative. Does telling others the Horatio Alger version benefit others. Yes, I think it does. It opens up options in peoples minds, trains their intellect a bit, and fills in some pieces that make up the terrain by which their ball rolls down the hill, EFFORTLESSLY, on the path of least resistance. While the Horatio Alger story has value, it is also a myth. (Myths have value, IMO, even if not literally true.) A Maharishi Jyotishee (of all people -- one who I would have expected to at least parrot the outer house / party line) indicated some things that would unfold in my lifetime (several jyotishees, at different readings said the same). However, the latter one, I politely but firmly challenged. Among my points of challenge was So even if i totally abandon my practice, this will unfold?. He was adament that my karma was clear from my chart and nothing I could do could stop it -- even if I abandoned all spiritual practices and pursuits. While I don't live my life by jyotish, nor necessarily grant this guy a huge assessment of credibility just because he was a MMY Jyotishee, I do find that this is reflective of the inner message of some if not much of MMY's teaching. Take it easy, take it as it comes if REALLY lived, can have as much power in ones life as TM itself, IMO. While in outer forums MMY may have stoked the fires of Horatioism within the weary masses of seekers, I found, when he was more informal, not lecturing and inspiring masses, his approach was along the lines of Take it easy, take it as it comes./ Do nothing, accomplish everything/ Let go / Act naturally, according to your nature. I have found in my own life, that letting go, not being tied to certain envisioned outcomes, taking it as it comes, being easy with it all, doing nothing (in the sense of NOT bucking it up, gritting ones teeth, pounding the table, and vowing to achieve a particular envisoned goal or requiring a particular outcome) have all been a fuel of nectar for me. Thus, I periodically rib you a bit about the irony of intensely desiring (which is my take of your view and advice) the desireless state. I can and do see it both ways. But the intense desire, relentless, tenacious thing, while that may be what it appears to be on the outside, on the inside, for me, on the inside, its all take it easy, let the ball roll where it will, down the path of least resistance, don't resist, take it as it comes. So I am puzzled if you really mean tenatious (and relentless) as a reflection of your inner experience. At least looking back on it. Could you have done anything different? . --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, whynotnow7 whynotnow7@... wrote: If a person holds their goal of spiritual liberation tenaciously, nothing can stop them. Absolutely nothing. On the other hand, if at the first serious challenge to the ego, the person derails themselves spiritually, their
[FairfieldLife] Speculating about CC instead of doing the work[was Re:Two...questions from Turq]
https://picasaweb.google.com/gardenofmonet/Durer#slideshow/5258539594497387762 Here is Quicksilver's answer. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, nablusoss1008 no_reply@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, whynotnow7 whynotnow7@ wrote: I agree. Exercising his body would do him a lot more good than running his mind in vicious little circles.:-) Did you not mention that walking on the beach was inducive to your enlightenment ? Would you care to expand on this point, is there perhaps a connection between walking, fresh air and awakening ?
[FairfieldLife] Re: Cult 101: Reinforce the Manufactured Need
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, whynotnow7 whynotnow7@... wrote: Bozotronic Barry is here to enlighten us that the goal of self realization is a manufactured addiction. First, do you see self-realization as a goal? I make a large distinction between goals an outcomes. The ball rolls down the hill, according to the path of least resistance, and reaches the bottom of the hill (valley). Was it the ball's goal to reach that certain spot in the valley? Not in my view. The ball just did what came naturally, and found itself at its landing spot in the valley. No goal at all. In roughly parallel fashion, the process of the unfoldment of outer layers of dross to reveal the joy of Existence everywhere (which I believe you use the label self-realization to describe) does not appear to be a goal of life, but rather a natural, unavoidable outcome of life. (Thats a macro view, the micro view is similar -- self-realization is a natural, unavoidable, outcome of ones life(s). The outcome is not pre-destined (in Calvinistic sense). One is not elected by God to heaven (and others are not eternally damned). It is all propelled by the nature of life to seek greater happiness/fulfillment/satisfaction. And this is another one of MMY's most powerful and concise sutras (Live all ten or so of these powerful short sentence sutras and all will be given unto thee.) Ironically, its a random process. Like he ball, you can't predict its every twist and turn down the hill. But it is inevitable that it will eventually reach the valley 9the state of least excitation, the cessations of fluctuations.) I can see how people at the top of th hill may say, My goal is to roll to the bottom of the hill. That does not make it a legitimate goal (as in there were choice involved to fulfill the goal or not). its like a kid saying its my goal to grow to be an adult. Goal it up all you want kid, its gonna happen whether you goal it, reject it or ignore it. Self-Realization the unfoldment, not the label, is manufactured, in a sense, into the blueprint of th universe -- the natural tendency of life to flow words satisfaction an happiness. (Turq has revealed some uncanny wisdom here. ) He exclaims that he is firmly in control and dammit he's going to stay that way, firmly in charge, firmly in control, and firmly deluded (oh, and very, very, very special). As a taoist a heart, I sense that Turq does not feel that he is in control of anything. (tho it appears that he does like to play with cause and effect. hey kid, pull my fingers. The result is always the same. Teak someone here, they react over there. Not that I am a fan of tweaking.) Enjoy yourself Bozo, I never have gotten the name calling. Ah, but you are a fan of labels. :) how does disparaging name calling come out of the field of the Pure Joy of Existence? while the rest of us enjoy the state of complete freedom freedom not to name call? and get on with our lives. I'll be checking wikipedia regularly though for that article extolling you alone as have discovered a truth which has eluded all of the great teachers and saints throughout history. LOL. :-) He has! As has everyone. Unique Truth is revealed by everyone in the context of their lives. Why do you think the One (appeared to have) created the many. (You must have missed Shiva's last satsang -- he gave a beautiful transmission on this very point.) --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@ wrote: Having noticed that one of the most classic cult tactics has been trotted out lately, I'll comment on it. That's where someone who has heavily invested in a goal or set of goals sold to them by a cult or religious trad- ition reacts to those who challenge the value or worth of those goals by trying to suggest that those doing the challenging have somehow failed in their own spiritual quest. Thats the tragedy (and comedy) of getting wrapped up in labels (like self realization). My label is better than your label! You are not living your label, but I am living my label, you tainted twit-brained tamasic devil you .. The dynamic and intent of this cult technique is preach- ing to the already converted. It can be synopsized as, Pay no attention to that person who is suggesting that the 'goal' you've been trained to pursue as the 'highest' goal in life might not be. He or she is only saying that because they've 'failed' in pursuing the goal themselves. Ignore their suggestions that 'seeking enlightenment' is a lot like getting hooked on heroin, and keep shooting up. And such scams only work when people have deluded themselves into thinking that there are achievable goals (that is that one achieves things by grit and determination, like Indiana Jones as chela, and that self-realization is a goal. I've suggested several times on this forum that I think that the supposed need to become enlightened is very
[FairfieldLife] The Nabs Effect
http://www.time.com/time/world/article/0,8599,2076783,00.html Liberation is unfolding everywhere.
[FairfieldLife] Re: God Caught Backing Multiple GOP Candidates for President
God told me to definitely not run. But I said, Lord, how could I run when its all Stillness? He said No, I meant stop running off at the mouth. I said I will try. He laughed and said, Try? Try!? Ha, as if you ever could and ever will. Let My Will be Done -- just sit back and enjoy the ride. I said So you DO have a will and guide each life towards your goal. By now God was rolling on the floor (which was also him), laughing No, thats propaganda used by those who solely want to manipulate you. He paused, then said Soley, ha get it, ha! God loves puns, and he added, While I am everywhere, I am even more manifest in puns. God continued, My Will is for you to enjoy. I Enjoy everything that you enjoy. Thats the purpose of life and creations, the expansion of Happiness. The only thing I did was to make the Universe enjoyable -- so that all my creatures would seek happiness where ever they found it, giving me that thrill in everything thing they do, eventually coming back to me, recognizing me in everything as the Source of all happiness. And you can't try to be happy, you can't make happiness a goal. happiness is everywhere, just drink it in. You don't need to plan to be happy. I asked, Its that simple? No trying, just be happy and that be doing that I will become absorbed in you? God laughed his long loud, inclusive laugh and said, Its even simpler. When you find and express the Happiness -- that is ME. Everywhere I am manifest as Happiness. Be with That, become absorbed fully in that, share that, enable others to be happy. Live life with a smile. Realize that the trees, the sky, mountains and oceans are nothing but dancing Joy, and that Joy is me. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, do.rflex do.rflex@... wrote: God Caught Backing Multiple GOP Candidates for President After a thorough investigation, Daily Intel has discovered that God is separately backing at least three different contenders for the Republican presidential nomination. Over the course of the past few months and even years, God has sent signs and direct messages to each of these candidates encouraging them to run, presumably without telling them that he supports other candidates as well. Herman Cain: When Cain's granddaughter was born in 1999, Cain says his first thought upon holding her was, What do I do to make this a better world? Cain told Christian radio host Bryan Fischer in January, I know that that had to be God almighty sending that thought through my mind. That's the background for what happened twelve years later. While campaigning for president around December of 2010, Cain was feeling tired and discouraged when he received a direct sign from God that he must continue. This sign was delivered via God's preferred method of communication, the text message: Cain has also heard from God more directly, as he told a tea party rally in April http://townhall.com/news/politics-elections/2011/04/16/pawlenty,_cain_a\ ddress_tea_party_rally_in_iowa : Cain told the crowd about his battle with cancer in 2006, saying he's been totally cancer free for the past five years. You want to know why? God said, 'Not yet Herman,' Cain told the crowd. God said, 'Not yet. I've got something else for you to do.' And it might be to become the president of the United States of America. Rick Santorum: But around the same time God was encouraging Herman Cain to run for president, he was also telling Rick Santorum to throw his hat in the race. As Karen Santorum told CBN's David Brody in May http://blogs.cbn.com/thebrodyfile/archive/2011/05/03/exclusive-karen-sa\ ntorum-on-2012-race-its-about-going-on.aspx about her husband's decision to run for president, It really boils down to God's will. What is it that God wants? ... We have prayed a lot about this decision, and we believe with all our hearts that this is what God wants. Michele Bachmann: Meanwhile, Michele Bachmann is all but certain http://www.politico.com/news/stories/0511/55816.html to jump into the race soon, and when she does, it will signal that God has been quietly encouraging her to run for president as well. As Bachmann told World Net Daily in 2009 http://www.wnd.com/index.php?fa=PAGE.viewpageId=106941 , she would never run without God's personal endorsement: If I felt that's what the Lord was calling me to do, I would do it, she answered. When I have sensed that the Lord is calling me to do something, I've said yes to it. But I will not seek a higher office if God is not calling me to do it. That's really my standard. If I am called to serve in that realm I would serve, she concluded, but if I am not called, I wouldn't do it. Bachmann recently confirmed http://www.iptv.org/iowapress/episode.cfm/3839 that she has, indeed, had that calling and that tugging on my heart. God hasn't been universally generous with his
[FairfieldLife] Re: Cult 101: Reinforce the Manufactured Need
theoretical higher state of consciousness can rival a good sunset? What supposedly higher Gandharva Veda chant can rival the sound of a child's laughter? Or just pure joy. Without object. What future goal can rival the majesty and wonder of Now? Does not compute. Intensely desiring and tenaciously pursuing the future goal of the Desireless, Untouchable state, which is only present Now, seems an odd path to me. However, more power to people that find benefit is such. I would think it must be some advanced tantric thing of doing something opposite to create desired effects by using using long causal chains that loop around beyond what the normal mind can pereicve. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tartbrain no_reply@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, whynotnow7 whynotnow7@ wrote: Bozotronic Barry is here to enlighten us that the goal of self realization is a manufactured addiction. First, do you see self-realization as a goal? I make a large distinction between goals an outcomes. The ball rolls down the hill, according to the path of least resistance, and reaches the bottom of the hill (valley). Was it the ball's goal to reach that certain spot in the valley? Not in my view. The ball just did what came naturally, and found itself at its landing spot in the valley. No goal at all. In roughly parallel fashion, the process of the unfoldment of outer layers of dross to reveal the joy of Existence everywhere (which I believe you use the label self-realization to describe) does not appear to be a goal of life, but rather a natural, unavoidable outcome of life. (Thats a macro view, the micro view is similar -- self-realization is a natural, unavoidable, outcome of ones life(s). The outcome is not pre-destined (in Calvinistic sense). One is not elected by God to heaven (and others are not eternally damned). It is all propelled by the nature of life to seek greater happiness/fulfillment/satisfaction. And this is another one of MMY's most powerful and concise sutras (Live all ten or so of these powerful short sentence sutras and all will be given unto thee.) Ironically, its a random process. Like he ball, you can't predict its every twist and turn down the hill. But it is inevitable that it will eventually reach the valley 9the state of least excitation, the cessations of fluctuations.) I can see how people at the top of th hill may say, My goal is to roll to the bottom of the hill. That does not make it a legitimate goal (as in there were choice involved to fulfill the goal or not). its like a kid saying its my goal to grow to be an adult. Goal it up all you want kid, its gonna happen whether you goal it, reject it or ignore it. Self-Realization the unfoldment, not the label, is manufactured, in a sense, into the blueprint of th universe -- the natural tendency of life to flow words satisfaction an happiness. (Turq has revealed some uncanny wisdom here. ) He exclaims that he is firmly in control and dammit he's going to stay that way, firmly in charge, firmly in control, and firmly deluded (oh, and very, very, very special). As a taoist a heart, I sense that Turq does not feel that he is in control of anything. (tho it appears that he does like to play with cause and effect. hey kid, pull my fingers. The result is always the same. Teak someone here, they react over there. Not that I am a fan of tweaking.) Enjoy yourself Bozo, I never have gotten the name calling. Ah, but you are a fan of labels. :) how does disparaging name calling come out of the field of the Pure Joy of Existence? while the rest of us enjoy the state of complete freedom freedom not to name call? and get on with our lives. I'll be checking wikipedia regularly though for that article extolling you alone as have discovered a truth which has eluded all of the great teachers and saints throughout history. LOL. :-) He has! As has everyone. Unique Truth is revealed by everyone in the context of their lives. Why do you think the One (appeared to have) created the many. (You must have missed Shiva's last satsang -- he gave a beautiful transmission on this very point.) --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@ wrote: Having noticed that one of the most classic cult tactics has been trotted out lately, I'll comment on it. That's where someone who has heavily invested in a goal or set of goals sold to them by a cult or religious trad- ition reacts to those who challenge the value or worth of those goals by trying to suggest that those doing the challenging have somehow failed in their own spiritual quest. Thats the tragedy (and comedy) of getting wrapped up in labels (like self realization). My label is better than your label
[FairfieldLife] Re: Free Will / Sam Harris Once Again
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Xenophaneros Anartaxius anartaxius@ wrote: Sam Harris has posted a second follow up to his post on his own blog about free will (the link to which tartbrain originally posted on this forum). In this post he takes a slightly different tack on the subject: You Do Not Choose What You Choose Many readers continue to find my position on free will bewildering. As I have suggested about other believers in the lack of free will here (and that they have failed to reply to), if they are so convinced that there is no free will, WHY are they working so hard to convince others (whom they insist have no free will) to change their minds and embrace the no free will position? If Harris is correct, his thoughts on this matter and his ability to decide for free will or against it are not his own. The decision was made for him. Really? (as in SNL Really!!??) Are you suggesting that its only one of two discrete possibilities. Either: 1) one is totally independent of any outside or internal sub conscious forces makes decisions or 2) some entity makes the decisions and then tells him what to do? (I know mother is at home, but is she calling all the shots? (Cut to old aspirin commercial Mother! I would rather do it myself!!)) Do you consider your culture, family, education, training, career, to have any effect in molding, shaping or filtering your, or anyone's, thoughts as to what the best thing to do in any moment is? Are you, or anyone, conscious of every single normally (in we mere mortals) subconscious process that shapes our thoughts, impulses, motivations and desires? If not, then I suggest we do not have full free will -- and yet there is no entity that has made our decisions for us. Is it not true that some posters have no free in that they have not choice but to respond to your proddings? The degree of freewill that we have appears to be the issue: a) some, b) a little or c) none. Total Free will is not an option, IMO. Given that the intellect is generally the inner deciding mechanism (perhaps along with gut or intuition) are what we normally perceive to be the agents of free will. But how free is the intellect? It has been uber trained, conditioned, programmed and pavloved to act in specific, complex ways (of and for which we are no longer fully conscious of the inner processes). Personally, I don't see huge amounts of ACTUAL free will -- though I concede its very easy to see a lot of imaginary free will i our decisions and actions. Perhaps you have transcended all outer and inner conditioning, training, programming, influences, culture, etc and make each decision in totally fresh and independent ways, free of any axioms or postulates as to how the world works, looking at each new problems and its solution outside the context of any history or other events. I have not achieved that state -- and frankly, not sure I care for it. I do agree with your attachment theme. With less attachment, and the ability to go with what is happening in each moment, not tied to needed, desired, or out to be outcomes, one is freer. However, even that is not real Free Will, IMO. (Did I get that right mother/god/dictating entity? I seem to be hard of hearing this morning as you dictate my every word and impulse.) :) He at no point had the ability to choose what he chose. If he is correct, all of the people he seems a bit perturbed with for not understanding or agreeing with his position *also* have no free will. Just like him, they also at no point had the ability to choose what they chose. So why is he continuing to argue, as if they (or *anyone* reading what he writes) had the free will to choose to change their minds as a result of reading it? Something in this scenario doth not compute. Most of the criticism Iâve received consists of some combination of the following claims: 1. Your account assumes that mental events are, at bottom, physical events. But if the mind is distinct from the brain (to any degree), this would allow for freedom of will. 2. You admit that mental eventsâlike choices, efforts, intentions, reasoning, etcâcause certain of our actions. But such mental states presuppose free will for their very existence. Your position is self-contradictory: Either we are free to think and behave as we will, or there is no such thing as choice, effort, intention, reasoning, etc. 3. Even if my thoughts and actions are the product of unconscious causes, they are still my thoughts and actions. Anything that my brain does or chooses, whether consciously or not, is something that I have done or chosen. The fact that I cannot always be subjectively aware of the causes of my actions does not negate free will. All of these objections
[FairfieldLife] Re: Free Will / Sam Harris Once Again
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, tartbrain no_reply@... wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@ wrote: --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Xenophaneros Anartaxius anartaxius@ wrote: Sam Harris has posted a second follow up to his post on his own blog about free will (the link to which tartbrain originally posted on this forum). In this post he takes a slightly different tack on the subject: You Do Not Choose What You Choose Many readers continue to find my position on free will bewildering. As I have suggested about other believers in the lack of free will here (and that they have failed to reply to), if they are so convinced that there is no free will, WHY are they working so hard to convince others (whom they insist have no free will) to change their minds and embrace the no free will position? If Harris is correct, his thoughts on this matter and his ability to decide for free will or against it are not his own. The decision was made for him. Really? (as in SNL Really!!??) Are you suggesting that its only one of two discrete possibilities. Either: 1) one is totally independent of any outside or internal sub conscious forces makes decisions or 2) some entity makes the decisions and then tells him what to do? (I know mother is at home, but is she calling all the shots? I wonder if we are meaning the same thing by the term free will. I would venture that if, generally speaking, someone could only conceive of the above two discrete options, then they have very little actual free will -- though perhaps scads of imaginary free will. If there are 100 options and one is only aware of, or can only conceive of, two of them, he has very little free will IMO. EVEN if he can freely choose among the two options. He is so bound up in his limited world, he has no idea how much free will he doesn't have. I don't think that you are necessarily looking at a micro set of all possible options (though we all are to a degree). We don't know what we don't know. For example, say a guy has boiled it down to three things: eating , sleeping and f*ing. And he has total free will to chose what he wants to do in this and each moment: eat, sleep or F. I don't think this guy has much free will at all but he is going to think that he has total free will. He doesn't know what he doesn't know. We all don't know what we don't know. And then, even if we are fully aware of all options (an impossible or terribly rare state, IMO) do we really chose among them in a totally free, unbiased, untrained, culture-free way? I think not (but that is probably just my cultural, educational, and life experience bias speaking). Let me ask some questions that may clarify some of the points I have been attempting to make. *Does someone who has worked full time, full heart into it, for TMO for 20 years, an has no just left, do they have total free will to see things as they are? (Not if FFL is representative, IMO). *Someone who has large unfulfilled ego needs and thus bashes everyone insight to make them feel better about themselves. Does this person have much free will? *Someone sees a post and just HAS to respond. Do they have much free-will? *Two high school chums go in different directions. One goes to Harvard, the other goes lives in a small cabin high in the Rockies and explores and rejoices in nature each and every minute. After 4-5 years, does each enjoy the same free will? I would suggest that any free will they do experience (or feel that they do) will be of quite a different type, two barely intersecting sets of free-will. Each has taken a path that has opened up lots of options and also has closed off a lot of options. Each has quite different sets of (perceived) free will (if any or much at all in reality). *A sports fan during playoffs. Do they have much free will NOT to watch them? *Eva Greene walks into a bar, alone, an sits next to you at the bar. do you have ANY free-will at that moment? Do you really have the free will to get up and walk away. (Cut to old aspirin commercial Mother! I would rather do it myself!!)) Do you consider your culture, family, education, training, career, to have any effect in molding, shaping or filtering your, or anyone's, thoughts as to what the best thing to do in any moment is? Are you, or anyone, conscious of every single normally (in we mere mortals) subconscious process that shapes our thoughts, impulses, motivations and desires? If not, then I suggest we do not have full free will -- and yet there is no entity that has made our decisions for us. Is it not true that some posters have no free in that they have not choice but to respond to your proddings? The degree of freewill that we have appears to be the issue: a) some, b) a little or c) none. Total Free will is not an option, IMO. Given