Re: Chasing Demons Textual Drama by DarkFlier Productions and NS Studios

Re: Chasing Demons Textual Drama by DarkFlier Productions and NS Studios Its a good story you did a great job with it. Keep up the good work! URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=264533#p264533 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing

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Re: Chasing Demons Textual Drama by DarkFlier Productions and NS Studios Yeah. These days I just feel like I'm doing everything wrong. Probably am. Who even knows at this point. URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=264531#p2

Re: Chasing Demons Textual Drama by DarkFlier Productions and NS Studios

Re: Chasing Demons Textual Drama by DarkFlier Productions and NS Studios I agree... there are people, on this forum even, that like to swear as much as possible. URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=264530#p264530

Re: Chasing Demons Textual Drama by DarkFlier Productions and NS Studios

Re: Chasing Demons Textual Drama by DarkFlier Productions and NS Studios Nah, I'm not talking about Jeffb. Sorry if I came off as that. That's the kind of feedback I actually want. I've seen some not so great ways of giving feedback and it's not pretty. URL: http://

Re: Chasing Demons Textual Drama by DarkFlier Productions and NS Studios

Re: Chasing Demons Textual Drama by DarkFlier Productions and NS Studios He didn't say it was bad, he just gave you editing tips. You can't let what the negative people say affect you. URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=2645

Re: Chasing Demons Textual Drama by DarkFlier Productions and NS Studios

Re: Chasing Demons Textual Drama by DarkFlier Productions and NS Studios Yeah true.I've seen some things on twitter and other places that basically this story is shit. This is my first time at trying to write a story, and remember that I started it 3 or so years ago when I barely knew

Re: Chasing Demons Textual Drama by DarkFlier Productions and NS Studios

Re: Chasing Demons Textual Drama by DarkFlier Productions and NS Studios Found an issue in chapter1.Jeff walks out of the cave. "To prevent danger, he pulled a few stones in front of the entrance and cast a sticking spell on it. No one can go in, or out." Then he walks right bac

Re: Chasing Demons Textual Drama by DarkFlier Productions and NS Studios

Re: Chasing Demons Textual Drama by DarkFlier Productions and NS Studios Found an issue in chapter1.Jeff walks out of the cave. "To prevent danger, he pulled a few stones in front of the entrance and cast a sticking spell on it. No one can go in, or out." Then he walks right bac

Chasing Demons Textual Drama by DarkFlier Productions and NS Studios

Chasing Demons Textual Drama by DarkFlier Productions and NS Studios Hi all,Years ago, I wrote this little story for a class I was in. I recently found this story once again, and decided to finish it up, pretty it up, and start something with it. This has been around for a while, but I

NEw from choiceofgames, hero project redemption and First year demons

NEw from choiceofgames, hero project redemption and First year demons View the announcement here But basically there are two new choiceofgames titles, one cog game and one hosted game which can be played on their website over at www.choiceofgames.com or on Ios or Android, (the announcement

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Re: Demons I see what you're saying, although I think there's actually two ways my visual problems manifest themselves, and I think this problem is rooted in another issue.Physically, my vision is normal, currently. My mom has a history of severe nearsightedness but she was able

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Re: Demons I see what you're saying, although I think there's actually two ways my visual problems manifest themselves, and I think this problem is rooted in another issue.Physically, my vision is normal, currently. My mom has a history of severe nearsightedness but she was able

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Re: Demons I'm familiar with face blindness. You are definitely a very non-visual person by default, which is perfectly normal. I happen to be a very visual person by default, and even after 14 years of blindness, I still instictively visualise just about everything. Although most p

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Re: Demons I've considered it, and it would be an interesting discovery if studied, but I'm not sure 100% of the correlation.I have trouble with some visual processing. For example, I have face blindness, which means I can't remember people's faces, usually I come up wi

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Re: Demons I've considered it, and it would be an interesting discovery if studied, but I'm not sure 100% of the correlation.I have trouble with some visual processing. For example, I have face blindness, which means I can't remember people's faces, usually I come up wi

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Re: Demons Do you think your emotions about eliminating visual input might have something to do with the way you, as an autistic person, process visual sensory input? URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=200508#p200508

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Re: Demons I'll agree as well, or if you prefer you could always ask your therapist to take a quick look at your blog. One way or another it's important your therapist know about this so they can help you fully and I know admitting things face to face can be hellishly difficult

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Re: Demons @TMV: Agree. Kind of what I wanted to say in the beginning of my post. I believe it could Work fine for breaking the ice about this subject.I have heard of others WHO didn't feel they could talk to their therapist about a certain topic so they wrote them a letter abo

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Re: Demons Themadviolinist might be on to something here.  I hadn't thought of this, and on the surface it's a very interesting idea. URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=200305#p200305 ___ Audiogames-reflector ma

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Re: Demons It occurs to me that you have already explained what you are going through quite articulately here in this forum.  It also occurs to me that in the main we have an example of quite a good and non-judgmental discussion that could act as a model for any therapist who is working

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Re: Demons Perhaps you could re-use some of the Things that you and maybe others have said in this topic. If you can't tell him about it I think writing would Work as well.And as Aprone said it's good to hear from you Again, I too was starting to Wonder. I won't say I don&#

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Re: Demons Perhaps you could re-use some of the Things that you and maybe others have said in this topic. If you can't tell him about it I think writing would Work as well.And as Aprone said it's good to hear from you Again, I too was starting to Wonder. I won't say I don&#

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Re: Demons HI.Ah that's interesting about the hypnotherapy. I think as you said writing would help. Try it next time you go to your therapist. Write down how you're feeling, I also find that easier than speaking sometimes so can see where you're coming from with that. An

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Re: Demons Rach Rach, I've actually been wondering how you were doing.  I'm glad to get an update.  I wish I had some advice that hasn't already been given, but for the moment I don't.  Many people would disagree with me, but I've always been 100% against the

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Re: Demons Hypnotherapy has dubious results and I'm pretty sure it's not officially recognized as a valid therapy technique. Usually hypnotists perform their hypnotism through soothing sounds, so blind people could technically get hypnotized.I actually use the marijuana because i

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Re: Demons Hypnotherapy has dubious results and I'm pretty sure it's not officially recognized as a valid therapy technique. Usually hypnotists perform their hypnotism through soothing sounds, so blind people could technically get hypnotized.I actually use the marijuana because i

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Re: Demons Hi. Have you thought of hypnotherapy? To get to your subconscious mind and maybe bring out memory's or feelings you are holding back on,to see why exactly you like being blind and practicing being blind. Or do you think that wouldn't help? It's just an idea I h

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Re: Demons I thought I'd bring up an update.I've gone to a therapist, but I haven't been able to break the water with him. The condition has fluctuated up and down. It appears to get worse if I'm tired or depressed, or otherwise low tolerance or threshold to pain or ir

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Re: Demons I thought I'd bring up an update.I've gone to a therapist, but I haven't been able to break the water with him. The condition has fluctuated up and down. It appears to get worse if I'm tired or depressed, or otherwise low tolerance or threshold to pain or ir

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Re: Demons @Turtlepower17I want to assure you that mentalities change from one place to another. This does stand even for blinds. I say again, well, if I met a blind girl, I’d probably hold a relationship, but not for so long, because the reason it’s already known. There are many problems

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Re: Demons Hi Afrim.Sometimes it is hard. Honestly? I stay in doors quite a bit so couldn't really tell you how hard it is. What I can tel you is some people are stupid. Yes they might not have seen a blind person before, but still, that's no reason to act as if we're supe

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Re: Demons Hi Afrim,I'm sorry that you feel that way. I can only offer my sympathy, as I don't understand what it's like to be looked down on to the extent that you describe.Or perhaps you're saying that it's not economically possible for two blind people to have

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Re: Demons That depends on your definition of bad. It's not as bad as it seems to be in your country of course, we aren't so much looked down on but we do get patronised a lot and any suggestions we make often go ignored. It's sometimes almost as if we're being told

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Re: Demons I guess it's even difficult in your country (UK). Am I wrong? URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=196463#p196463 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabah

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Re: Demons Hi afrim.Ah that I can understand. yes blind people in poorer countries are treated really badly. My friend Amin told me about how other blind people were treated in Malaysia. It wasn't nice. URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=196401#p1

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Re: Demons Yo Brad,It's hard  for a blind couple to cope with all sorts of activities, isn't it?I mean, the personality is highly important, but the world isn't especially designed for us. Only some environments like any school or playing field for blinds is suitable for

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Re: Demons Take it from me, trying to pin down your self identity can be hell. In the end I had to force myself to give up trying and just be me but it's a very stressful experience, doubly so when there's the fear in the back of your mind about how people and society will re

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Re: Demons "Its scary for you to change into something you don't feel like you are."So very much. Blindness aside, even. URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=196354#p196354 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing

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Re: Demons Perhaps I'm just misunderstood here but I never felt like being blind was a walk in the park or some exciting experience. The truth is that my feelings are there but they aren't based in any sort of logical reasoning. The reality is that these feelings persist through

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Re: Demons Perhaps I'm just misunderstood here but I never felt like being blind was a walk in the park or some exciting experience. The truth is that my feelings are there but they aren't based in any sort of logical reasoning. The reality is that these feelings persist through

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Re: Demons Perhaps I'm just misunderstood here but I never felt like being blind was a walk in the park or some exciting experience. The truth is that my feelings are there but they aren't based in any sort of logical reasoning. The reality is that these feelings persist through

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Re: Demons I know what you mean Brad. As a former mainstream gamer, having to give it up something like 13 years ago now, I swear if by some miracle I ever got my sight back I'd buy the biggest damn monitor, maybe even one of those home cinema projectors, with the hottest gaming

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Re: Demons Hi.＠@afrim I think you're wrong on this point.It's not the blindness that makes the person, it's the personality. Let me tell you something.  I tried dating a blind woman once, no it didn't work out, but it wasn't cause of her blindness it was just

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Re: Demons Hello,I want to pay attention to this.I really understand that you do find really good living with a blind person, or dating a completely blind person, but when two completely blinds decide to live together, to spend all the life and to bring up children, it's extr

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Re: Demons I had a relationship with a blind person before, lasting about 20 months. If he wasn't so stupid regarding girls, we'd still be together. Alas.I really did love him and I wish he'd stop being a dumbass, but men can be so stupid, regardless of their sight or lack t

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Re: Demons I had a relationship with a blind person before, lasting about 20 months. If he wasn't so stupid regarding girls, we'd still be together. Alas.I really did love him and I wish he'd stop being a dumbass, but men can be so stupid, regardless of their sight or lack t

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Re: Demons I had a relationship with a blind person before, lasting about 20 months. If he wasn't so stupid regarding girls, we'd still be together. Alas.I really did love him and I wish he'd stop being a dumbass, but men can be so stupid, regardless of their sight or lack t

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Re: Demons Dark Abomination, I can sympathise. My sight loss happened later in my time at high school as those of you in the US would say, after my father's suicide, my mother's protracted illness with chronic fatigue syndrome after a bout of pneumonia, massively dysfunctional

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Re: Demons I can agree with that statement.I had vision to an extent for the first twelve years of my life. Because I was on a slow dive into blindness with my eyes failing on me, I knew it would come eventually, but I didn't think about it too much to avoid undue stress.Unfortunate

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Re: Demons Just because it happens doesn't mean it's easy.Blind people are subject to the birth lottery and unforeseen chaos effects just like anyone else. When I opened by saying I think of vision loss as a multiplier, that's mostly what I had in mind: are you born into a

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Re: Demons I didn't say it was impossible. I think you're lucky, because the average sighted person wouldn't make all that effort.Come on, we all know what most sighted people think of us. We can educate them in an employment setting, or form friendships with them, if

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Re: Demons Um relationships with sighted people are just as healthy or unhealthy as you make them.  Sorry, I'm happily married to a sighted woman who never thought of me as less, who drove 150 miles round trip to see me when first we were dating, and with whom I have worked out a very

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Re: Demons hi turtlepower17,Most antivirus boot cds run within linux,  which iliminates the possibility of a talking install.  Also, reformating and reinstalling the  operating system completely defeats the purpose of my malware business.  Anyone can reinstall windows.  My goal was to

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Re: Demons hi turtlepower17,Most antivirus boot cds run within linux,  which iliminates the possibility of a talking install.  Also, reformating and reinstalling the  operating system completely defeats the purpose of my malware business.  Anyone can reinstall windows.  My goal was to

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Re: Demons Hi Enes,I see what you're saying, and yes, that could present some challenges.Brad is right, though. Something like Winstaller, or, more specifically, Core Recovery, might be able to do these things. There are a couple of drawbacks, of course. One is the high cost, I

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Re: Demons Hi.It could be available in windows 10. With narator. Well I hope so. URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=195707#p195707 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https

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Re: Demons Ugh, I've heard back in the day they had tools that would read the BIOS. There is the possibility of using a reading device like Google Goggles, which seems to do a pretty decent job of reading text, but screens do this funky effect that may make it more difficult to do so

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Re: Demons hi cx2,removing malware isn't just deleting the malicious filesit's also repairing registry and OS damage caused by the infection.  I would still have to run a boot cd for malware for this reason.  Aditionally, removing the drive from the pc would be  a hassle each t

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Re: Demons Enes: Did you consider using an IDE or SATA to USB adapter and running the fix on the infected drive via a separate computer? That would prevent the malware from loading itself into the system since you're not booting from that drive, or even that computer. Sure it&#

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Re: Demons This was a very interesting topic to read. Rachel, I definitely don't understand what you're going through having been born blind myself. As others have said, don't make a permenant decision you may one day regret. This world is mostly designed for the sighted and

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Re: Demons Hi.I don't know much about this but isn't there a talking windows installation that helps you boot into safe mode? URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=195633#p195633 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list

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Re: Demons hi turtlepower17,it is true that some things do not require safe mode. However I wanted to go into the pc malware cleaning business, which requires constantly booting into safe mode, using boot Cds e.g sardu, UBCD4win.  Whenever possible, malware cleaning should be done in safe

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Re: Demons Judging yourself for something you have no control over or can't change is never a good idea. Some of the Things I enjoy would by most people be considered weird, and it's taken me years to accept those parts of myself...Heck, I'm not really fully accepting them y

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Re: Demons Judging yourself for something you have no control over or can't change is never a good idea. Some of the Things I enjoy would by most people be considered weird, and it's taken me years to accept those parts of me...Heck, I'm not really fully accepting it yet I

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Re: Demons Judging yourself for something you have no control over or can't change is never a good idea. Some of the Things I enjoy would by most people be considered weird or probably even creepy, and it took me years to accept that part of myself...Heck, I'm not really fully ac

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Re: Demons I'd say that Brad is right.You may have many people on your class or at your work, but they seem only to help you, and not all of them, or less can be your real friends. I call a friend, someone who comes and stays with me for hours and we have a lot of conversation and w

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Re: Demons Hi.CX2 I really like your posts and find them very interesting to read.You're right that labeling yourself can only mess you up in the end. I thought i might have been gay in school too, turns out that was just a "faze" But I never labled my self as that thing o

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Re: Demons Rachel, you don't need to justify your feelings, not even to yourself much less us. They probably can't be justified in the rational sense anyway so trying will just cause you more stress. You want what you want and that's an end to it. It's how you manage th

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Re: Demons Hi.@CX2You no, I never thought of finding a partner who liked video games.I'll be honest. I've Always thought my chances of finding a partner were impossible.I had a girlfriend, a couple months ago, it didn't work out so I said it had to end. I'm not sad abou

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Re: Demons Hey Rach Rach, I sent you a private message.  I never notice when people send them to me, so I figured I should just go ahead and let you know. URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=195533#p195533 ___ Audiogames

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Re: Demons To those who are saying that they cannot empathize my condition, I can understand completely. Like I said it probably is BIID and I don't really understand the mainstream form of self amputation. That doesn't make sense to me. I know there are other ways that

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Re: Demons To those who are saying that they cannot empathize my condition, I can understand completely. Like I said it probably is BIID and I don't really understand the mainstream form of self amputation. That doesn't make sense to me. I know there are other ways that

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Re: Demons I'm not quite sure what your going through. I don't mean to sound rude, and if I do, I sincerely appologize. On the other hand, reading how you felt about us blind people made me feel very good. I'm not saying that in life I don't have anyone that is accept

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Re: Demons Rachel, I don't have anything useful to contribute to how you handle your struggle.  I frankly don't understand what you're going through, which isn't the criticism it may sound like, it's simply and literally the case that I do not have such impulses

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Re: Demons Hi Enes,Interesting points you've brought up.Here in America, technical jobs are considered the standbys for blind people. In other words, it's becoming almost stereotypical for blind people to work with computers in some capacity. Whether that's working in so

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Re: Demons hi,I agree with afrim.blindness causes social isolation.  People will iether think your not knowledgeable about any subject or multiplely disabled.  They will avoid you as a consequence. Some things that are trivial for sighted people are tough for me. For example, walking from

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Re: Demons @enesI'd say that you're right. It's almost the same for me in Albania, because we have almost the same culture and customs. I don't know why he's willing to take away his vision, I really dream to have it one day. But if I don't have it, it'

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Re: Demons Well said John.  I completely agree. URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=195457#p195457 ___ Audiogames-reflector mailing list Audiogames-reflector@sabahattin-gucukoglu.com https://sabahattin-gucukoglu.com/cgi-bin

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Re: Demons I read this topic earlier and it keeps coming back to me, so I feel like I aught to, in the spirit of things, offer what advice/thoughts I can.Please take this in the spirit its written; I intend no insult/disrespect to anyone.Rach Rach, you spoke a lot of having a logical side

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Re: Demons hi,my views on blindness: contrary to what most blind people and blindness organizations claim, blindness is a disability.  It is not a minor inconvenience. It is not like hight, eye color or hair color. It is a serious disability. More serious than deafness in my opinion

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Re: Demons You know, this is just my opinion, but I don't really think there's anything wrong with being a girl or a boy. This is why I've always supported transgender individuals (outside of my own struggles with identity) because I mean fundamentally there's nothin

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Re: Demons You know, this is just my opinion, but I don't really think there's anything wrong with being a girl or a boy. This is why I've always supported transgender individuals (outside of my own struggles with identity) because I mean fundamentally there's nothin

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Re: Demons You know, this is just my opinion, but I don't really think there's anything wrong with being a girl or a boy. This is why I've always supported transgender individuals (outside of my own struggles with identity) because I mean fundamentally there's nothin

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Re: Demons Yo,I had a weird story last two years.Here there are three kinds of schools which we have to get a diploma or certificate or whatever you wanna call it. The primary school, the high school or college and university. Only primary school offers special items or lessons for blinds

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Re: Demons Brad, a few points.First noone ever said it's wrong to look at people of whatever gender you're attracted to, apart from potentially a few extreme religious types. What is wrong is full on ogling, essentially it's the difference between an appreciative glance and

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Re: Demons Hi Rach Rach.No problem We're all here to help one another. Sometimes we agree with things and other times we might not. But that's the point of a great forum like this. URL: http://forum.audiogames.net/viewtopic.php?pid=1953

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Re: Demons Hey, I thought I would just let everyone know that I feel a lot better about myself than back on Thursday. I think I got over this pivotal point in my journey. I really appreciate your words. I'll try my hardest. I promise. Use my demons for good. I know that I feel that

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Re: Demons hi.@cx2 thing is, blindness is a pain in the arse for those that have had sight before, I think.I think those that are blind are just used to this life. The ups and the downs of it all.Someone once asked me, if I could get my site back, would I do it. I said straight away, no

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Re: Demons TurtlePower, I have a female friend who has had bad experiences because she gets on better with men than women. She had issues with their girlfriends seeing her as competition, thinking she was trying to seduce their boyfriends. Frankly I just think some people are what would

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Re: Demons Hi.Time to tell my story, I think.It's meant to be quite childish in parts. I'll explain more about that later.It was a cold and dark night... what! it was.Well it was around seven in the evening and it was cold, and dark. I was walking with my mum to the doctors for s

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Re: Demons Let me first start by saying that most of what I'm about to say relates to my own personal experience. It is not my intention to be offensive, or dismissive, as I sure hate when people do that to me.Having said that, I want to share what I think is a similar experience to

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Re: Demons brad wrote:So I'd like to know why you'd like to be blind or *shudders* cut out your eyes. Why can't you just be rachel, the person who helps the blind and helps those that need it? Changing your body shape or removing certain parts of it, won't change you

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Re: Demons Rach Rach,     Your explanation of the 2 ways your brain are fighting each other makes absolute perfect sense to me.  I deal with the same sort of internal struggle.  I think a lot of people's minds feel unified until they are put into a rare situation where 2 halves dis

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Re: Demons It's not really like I want to be blind, in fact a huge part of the tension involved with feeling this way is the exact opposite of wanting to be blind. I think cx2 kind of has a somewhat right idea that it's an "urge" rather than a wanting. It feels like a

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Re: Demons Hi rach rach and others.I can't say I fully understand this topic but I'm here if you want to talk. I don't know if I'll be any help but I can at least try. My skype is brad1647And email bradleybro...@live.co.ukI don't want to upset you and I doubt I wi

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Re: Demons It's not really like I want to be blind, in fact a huge part of the tension involved with feeling this way is the exact opposite of wanting to be blind. I think cx2 kind of has a somewhat right idea that it's an "urge" rather than a wanting. It feels like a

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Re: Demons Hello,Sorry guys If I’m not clear enough, because my native language is not English.Why would you take away your vision? Others dream to be sited one day.I have some blind friends who feel very uncomfortable and unsatisfied because of their blindness. Another tendency of some

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Re: Demons I understand that your feelings aren't rooted in depression, noting that the stress caused by such feelings may contribute to depression rather than being caused by it. That said your impulses sound very like urges to self harm or commit suicide by those who have such imp

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Re: Demons There's a lot to digest in your post, but, you know, one of the last things I read before coming here involved lots of parables about how, if we can accommodate trans people, then let's accommodate them instead of being mean about it because it's hard to underst

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Re: Demons There's a lot to digest in your post, but, you know, one of the last things I read before coming here involved lots of parables about how, if we can accommodate trans people, then let's accommodate them instead of being mean about it because it's hard to underst

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